Porn zingasinthe momwe mumaonera moyo wanu.
Ndikayambiranso, zinthu m'malo ochezera zimavuta. Ndizoseketsa. Ndikamacheza ndikangobwereranso, ndimanena zinthu m'mutu mwanga ngati, "Chifukwa chiyani ndikulankhula ndi munthuyu? Chifukwa chiyani angafune kuyankhula nane? Kodi ndapeza ndalama zingati, kapena kupezerera zogonana kuchokera muzokambiranazi? ” Zili ngati kuti ndikabwereranso payenera kukhala chifukwa china chosagwirizana, chovomerezana, za zabwino zomwe onse akuchita tisanalankhulane. LOL Ndizomwe ubongo umandichitira ndikakhala PMO. Ndizoyipa.
Kodi kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pafupipafupi kumatha kusintha malingaliro a ogwiritsa ntchito m'njira zosayembekezereka? Pasanathe mwezi umodzi kapena iwiri yosiya zolaula, omwe kale adalemba patsamba lathu la webusayiti amafotokoza momveka bwino komanso chiyembekezo, komanso kusakhutira ndi miyoyo yawo. Amaonanso akazi ndi maubale mosiyana. Zitha kukhala kuti zolaula ndizochulukirapo kuposa momwe zimavomerezedwera, ngakhale zitakhala zovuta kutengera satana. Mnyamata wina anati:
Zaka eyiti kapena zisanu ndi zinayi zapitazo, ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula tsiku ndi tsiku. Lero ndine 21. Ndinkasewera kamodzi patsiku, koma nthawi zambiri mpaka nthawi za 6. Ndinkaganiza kuti sizinakhudze umunthu wanga, koma tsiku lina ndinazindikira kuti ndili ndi mtundu wogawidwa. Nthawi yayitali ndinkaona akazi ngati zinthu zokhutira, monga vaginas ndi miyendo iwiri. Ndikudziwa kuti izi zikumveka zonyansa. Komabe, abwenzi anga onse ankaganiza chimodzimodzi, kotero ine sindinayambe kufufuza kwenikweni.
Kusintha kwa kaonedwe ka zinthu kumakhala kochepa. Nthawi zambiri kumachitika pang'onopang'ono ndipo sikuonekera kawirikawiri kwa munthu amene wakhudzidwa. Zoonadi, kungaonekere pokhapokha ngati kaonedwe kake kayambanso kuoneka bwino. (Yerekezerani kusinthaku ndi vuto la kugonana, chizindikiro chooneka bwino chomwe ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula ambiri amanena kuyambira pomwe makanema aulere a pa intaneti adayamba kupezeka kwambiri zaka zisanu zapitazo.)
Zingakhale kuti kuyerekeza malingaliro a ogwiritsa ntchito masiku ano panthawi yogwiritsa ntchito ndi malingaliro awo miyezi ingapo pambuyo poti asiya kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kungavumbule zambiri kuposa kungodalira zithunzi monga momwe zimadziwira, mwachitsanzo, kungofunsa ogwiritsa ntchito omwe alipo za zotsatira za zolaula.
Nazi ndondomeko zaposachedwapa kuchokera pazithunzi za wogwiritsa ntchito zolaula nthawi yaitali. Patatha mwezi umodzi wopanda zolaula, iye anaganiza zobwezera mafilimu atsopano opanda zolaula ndikulemba zomwe adaziwona.
Mavidiyo achitatu ndi achinayi anali ofanana ndi achiwiri: osaponyedwa bwino ndipo palibe omwe adawoneka kuti akuchita nawo zomwe akuchita. Wachinayi anali filimu yotsekemera yomwe iyenera kuti yandichititsa chidwi kwambiri m'mbuyomo, koma chifukwa chazifukwa zina zikuwonekera lero ngati zofanana ndi kuphika kumene mphekesera anali kukonzekera mtundu wina wa nyama.
Vuto lachisanu ndilo linali lokha limene ndinayang'ana lonse-maminiti asanu ndi awiri. Wopeka masewera anali kujambula chibwenzi chake (ine sindimakhulupirira kwenikweni mkazi wake) asanakwatirane. Anali kutsutsa za kujambula kwake, kumupempha kuti azimitse kamera, komanso kuti asawononge mafilimu ake, koma adaumirira kuchita zonsezi. Kenako anasiya kamera pamwamba pa filimu (motsutsana ndi malangizo ake) pamene iwo amatha.
Zomwe sizinagwirizanenso ndizochita zawo zinkandivutitsa kwambiri, koma ndikuvomereza kuti ndawona mtundu uwu wazinthu poyamba ndikunyalanyaza izo. Ngakhale, poyamba poyamba anawoneka kuti akusangalala nazo. Kenaka, mnyamatayo adayambitsa kugonana kwa anamuna, koma adagwiriridwa. Mayiyo adatsutsa momveka bwino. Mnyamatayo sanamvere iye akuchonderera, ndipo sanawoneke kuti akuyendetsa kayendedwe ka madzi ake poyankha maumboni ake. Posakhalitsa, mayiyo adawonekera mkati mwake, osanena kalikonse koma nthawi zina (kupweteka, zinali zomveka), mwachiwonekere akugwira ntchito molimbika kuti apirire. Mnyamatayo atamaliza, mkaziyo anadandaula kwambiri ndikuganiza kuti n'zosatheka, ndipo anayamba kugwedezeka mwakachetechete. Ndikudziwa kuti pali mavidiyo ovuta kwambiri, ndipo (mosautsa) adawona ambiri, kotero ndikukhulupirira kuti ichi chinali ululu weniweni. Ndikudziwa kuti ndikanakhala ndi kanema pa kanema ngati ndakhala ndikulakwitsa, ndikudziwanso kuti ndikanasankha kusokoneza mavuto onse omwe ndikukumana nawo, mwina ndikuwongolera kapena kuwunikira.
Anatseka osatsegulayo ndikugwira maganizo ake:
Tsopano ndazindikira kuti zolaula zambiri zomwe ndakhala ndikuziwona sizikhala zosangalatsa kapena zopanda phindu. Maganizo anga akusintha. M'mbuyomu, ndakhala ndikuchezera mwachangu amuna kapena akazi aliwonse okhudzana ndi kugonana kapena kulumikizana mwamalingaliro ndi ma anal. Komanso, m'mbuyomu, ndakhala ndikumukwiyira kwambiri mkazi wanga chifukwa chosafuna kutsanzira zolaula, koma lero ndikumva chisoni ndi momwe ndamuchitira, ndikuthokoza kuti akuwonekabe kuti amandikonda. Osati mopanda malire, koma mopanda dyera.
Patangotha sabata, adakumbukirabe zomwe adaziwona:
Mpaka posachedwa, ndinkakhulupirira kuti sindingathe kugonana mokwanira, ndipo sindinasangalale chifukwa ndinakwatiwa ndi mkazi amene amakonda kugonana nthawi zosachepera tsiku ndi tsiku ndipo samalowetsa kulowa m'dera lililonse. Koma ndimatha kupyola masiku a 31 popanda kuonerera zolaula, kuseweretsa maliseche pang'onopang'ono, ndikuyesera kuyamikira mkazi wanga chifukwa cha kugonana kwake paokha, ndikunyengerera zowopsya / zofuna zowopsya zomwe zakhala zikudzipangitsa kukhalabe ndi umunthu pazaka khumi zapitazo .
Kutsatira kuchepa kwamayeso a 'chiwerewere' changa, zikuwonekeratu kuti kutsimikiza kwachikhalidwe chathu kumalimbikitsa zachiwerewere, kapena molondola, kutsimikizira zakugonana komwe ndinali 'mfulu' kukhala membala wachikhalidwe chathu, kwakhala Zakhala zowononga kukula kwanga, ukwati wanga, malingaliro anga okhudzana ndi azimayi pagulu, ndipo zandilepheretsa kudziwa zambiri.
Sindinawerengere nthawi yomwe ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche, zolaula, zongopeka, ndikuwonetsa kusakhutira ndikugonana monga kusakhutira ndi moyo, ndi zina zambiri, koma mwina ndataya zaka. Sindinakhalebe womasuka pakukakamizidwa kugonana, koma ndikumvadi, kwa nthawi yoyamba mwina zaka 16, kuti moyo wanga ukadali ndi mwayi wopereka chidziwitso chakuya, chopindulitsa popanda kuphatikiza gawo logonana. Masomphenya awa omasuka pakukakamizidwa ndiwatsopano kwambiri.
Maganizo ndi kusakhutira kwakukulu ndi moyo wanga wa kugonana sizinabwere ndi mphamvu zawo zonse. Maganizo anga a mkazi wanga akusintha, naponso. Akuwoneka wokongola kwambiri. Izi zikhoza kukhala chitukuko chabwino!
Werengani zambiri zokhudza kusintha kwa malingaliro komwe kunalembedwa ndi ogwiritsa ntchito akale . Onaninso buku la Lance Tracy's Adult Entertainment: Disrobing an American Idol, filimu yanzeru komanso yoseketsa yokhudza kuyesera komwe kunavumbula zomwezo.
Kodi kuonera zolaula kungasinthe bwanji momwe timaonera zinthu? Mwina mwa kuchepetsa mphamvu ya ubongo wathu . Gawo lakale la ubongo limeneli limasintha momwe timaonera dziko lapansi. Likakhala bwino, timaona zinthu momveka bwino komanso motsimikiza. Likakhala loipa, malingaliro athu nthawi zambiri amasokonekera.
Mankhwala, kupsinjika maganizo ndi kusonkhezera kwambiri zinthu kungasinthe momwe timaonera zinthu. Izi zikachitika, cholinga chathu, zomwe timaika patsogolo komanso ngakhale makhalidwe athu angasinthe—zonse popanda kuzindikira. Ngati zinthu zachitika kwambiri, kusinthaku kumabweretsa kukonda kwambiri zinthu zolimbikitsa. Monga momwe katswiri wa zamoyo Robert Sapolsky adafotokozera mu Chifukwa Chake Zebras Salandira Zilonda :
Kuphulika kwamphamvu mwachilengedwe kwapangidwe kazinthu komanso kutengeka ndi chisangalalo kumadzetsa chizolowezi cholimba mwachilengedwe. Izi zili ndi zotsatirapo ziwiri. Monga woyamba, posakhalitsa sitizindikiranso kunong'oneza kwakanthawi kokometsa komwe kumachitika chifukwa cha masamba nthawi yophukira, kapena kuyang'anitsitsa kwa munthu woyenera, kapena lonjezo la mphotho yomwe ibwera pambuyo pa ntchito yayitali, yovuta, komanso yoyenera. Zotsatira zina ndikuti, patapita kanthawi, timazolowera kuzipolopolo zopangira mphamvu. … Tsoka lathu ndiloti timangokhala ndi njala.
Chifukwa cha momwe ubongo wathu umagwirira ntchito, kulimbikira kwambiri nthawi zonse sikukwaniritsa ; kumatha kusiya munthu wosakhutira. Wina angadzifunse yekha za mkazi aliyense , "Kodi angalowe mu...?" Komanso, mkwiyo uliwonse womwe umabwera chifukwa cha kusagwirizana pakati pa zenizeni zake zenizeni ndi zenizeni zake zakuthupi ukhoza kuyambitsa kukayikira za wokondedwa wake/ukwati, zomwe zimamupangitsa kukhala wokwiya komanso wodzidalira. Adzayang'ana kwambiri zomwe ubale wake supereka , osati zomwe umachita . Ndipo kusakhutira sikumathera pamenepo. Anthu amakonda kuwonetsa malingaliro oterewa pazinthu zina za moyo. Kodi pali amene akuvutitsa?
Mwatsoka, malingaliro olakwika obadwa chifukwa cha kusokonezeka kwa mitsempha yamagazi angapangitse munthu kukana kwambiri kumvetsetsa zomwe zikumuvutitsa kapena zomwe zingachepetse mavuto ake. Ubongo wake umamupangitsa kukhala wotsimikiza kuti mankhwala omwe amasankha okha ndi omwe angabwezeretse malingaliro ake abwino.
Zitha kutenga mwezi wovuta kapena ziwiri kuti zibwezeretse malingaliro abwinobwino pambuyo pochulukirapo. Koma monga malingaliro olanda amachepa, ndikosavuta kupeza chisangalalo m'mbali iliyonse ya moyo.
Zitsanzo zochepa:
Pafupifupi nthawi yonse yomwe tinali kusewera, ndinadutsa milungu iwiri yomwe sindinachite maliseche. Ndinayambanso kudana ndi zolaula zolaula zomwe zisanachitike. Kotero izo zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri. Ndinayamba kudana ndi zinthu ndekha, asanandipatse "chifukwa" chake, komanso sindinakhalepo ndi vuto m'masabata awiri, zomwe sizinachitikepo - ndipo sindinakhale ndi malingaliro ambiri.
Ndikudziwa zomwe ndili nazo, zili ngati maso anga atseguka kuzomwe zakhala zikundichitikira kwa moyo wanga wonse. Lero m'mawa ndinadzuka ndili chilili, nditatha kukhala ndi maloto okongola.
Malotowa anali odabwitsa, koma kwa nthawi yoyamba mu nthawi yayitali ndikuganiza ndikudziwa zomwe ndikuyesera kundiuza. Mu gawo la izo, ine ndinali ndi mkazi wina wokongola. Zinali zovuta kwambiri-iye anali atagona mu mtundu wina wa pepala ali ndi ubweya wamaliseche ndikuwonekera ndipo ndinali wotentha kwambiri. Ine ndinapita kwa iye ndipo ndinayamba kuyamwa mwakachetechete pa bere lake, koma mwamsanga pamene ine ndinayesera kuika manja anga pa thupi lake pansi pa pepala, zonse zomwe ine ndinamverera zinali gulu lazitsulo zamitambo ndi waya. Pamaso panga pompano maso anga okongola, kupuma kunali kochepetsedwa kukhala mtundu wa makina.
Ndikuganiza kuti ichi ndi fanizo labwino kwambiri la momwe ndagwirizanirana ndi akazi pazaka zambiri zakukula kwanga. Pofuna chisangalalo ndi kukhutira kudzera mu maliseche komanso zolaula, ndapanga "makina" omwe ayenera kukhala abwino, opatsa-kutenga, amoyo wamgwirizano. Inali itakhala makina awa, ndipo makinawo adayamba kuwongolera.
Chinthu chotsiriza chimene ndimadziona kuti ndiwonetseratu ndikuphunzitsa kuti zonse ndizo kugonana, ngati izi zimapangitsa kuti ndizindikire. Ndimaona zithunzi zolaula zinkasakaniza zokongola, zotentha, zokongola komanso zina zambiri m'mutu mwanga. Ndipotu, amaoneka kuti akusinthasintha kwambiri kuti moyo weniweniwo ndi wovuta kwambiri. Zomwe zimamveka ngati kuti wina anali mkazi ndipo anali woonda m'mutu mwanga anali chifukwa chokwanira kuti ndiwone kuti ndiwowoneka. Izo zinali zenizeni zokha zomwe ine ndiri nazo kuti ndidziwe kukongola.
Talingalirani maziko a imodzi mwama mantha anga aposachedwa a OCD, mantha oti ndizogona ana. Ndimakumbukira makanema ochepa owonera zolaula omwe ndawonapo omwe ali ndi akazi ang'onoang'ono omwe malingaliro anga amandiuza kuti amawoneka ngati ana. Ndizovuta kusayang'ana (popeza kusayang'ana kumabweretsa nkhawa koma kuyang'ana kumangobweretsa mavuto ena) koma ndimamvabe ngati amayiwa amayenera kuwoneka ocheperako kuposa momwe aliri. Malingaliro anga amagwiritsa ntchito izi ngati maziko a "Mukuyenera kukonda achinyamata kapena ana" ndipo ndiwosasunthika pankhaniyi.
Matupi awo amawoneka okhwima kwathunthu (ndikudziwa izi) koma akavekedwa ndimawaona osakopa. Ndimangokhala ngati zolaula pa intaneti zimakupangitsani kuti musanyalanyaze zinthu zomwe zingakopeke ndi mkazi kungopeza china chomwe mumakopeka. Poterepa, ngakhale sindimawona nkhope zawo kapena zina zake zimakhala zokongola, matupi awo olimbirana ndiokwanira. Ndikhoza kuyang'ana pazithunzi zomwe zimatsindika kuti… Nditha kusankha zosankha zomwe ndikufunadi.
Ndimamva ngati ndapanga chilombo cha frankenstein chokopa. Zosintha zina mwanzeru zomwe ndimakonda ndikaziyang'ana moyenera sizosangalatsa. Kwenikweni, zolaula zimatulutsa mawonekedwe. Ili ndi zida zonse zachilengedwe zomwe zimatha kungoyang'ana pa zomwe mumakonda kwambiri osasamala za phukusi lonse.
Ndinayamba kulemba zifukwa zomwe ndimakonda zolaula, koma ndinazindikira kuti ndayamba kuzitamanda ndipo izi sizikutanthauza zimenezo. Kotero ndikutembenuza funso lanu ndikulemba chifukwa chake ndimadana ndi zolaula.
- Zimapanga muyezo wosatheka kuti ukhale nawo. Ndikulankhula chithunzi cha amuna ndi akazi onse pano. Nthawi zambiri, timafuna kuwonera anthu okongola akugonana, ndipo zolaula zimagwiritsa ntchito anthu okongola kwambiri. Izi zandibweretsera mavuto pomwe ndimaona kuti sindingakwanitse nthawi yomweyo sindingapeze anyamata omwe angakwaniritse miyezo yanga.
- Ndikungowononga nthawi yayikulu. Nditha kupeza zolaula zambiri momwe ndimafunira nthawi iliyonse komanso kulikonse komwe ndikufuna. Ndikusokoneza kosatha. Ndikhoza kukhala ndikudziwongolera ndekha, koma m'malo mwake ndikuwona anthu abwino kuposa ine akugonana.
- Zimandithandiza kuti ndisamagwirizanitse anthu. Poona zolaula mmalo mofunafuna kugonana ndikugwira ntchito pa masewera anga, ndimamva kuti ndakhala ndikudandaula komanso ndikukhala ndi moyo.
- Icho chimapanga ndondomeko yowonjezera ya mediocrity. Tengani zifukwa zitatu pamwambapa: Sindikumva ngati ndine wokongola, sindikumva ngati anthu omwe ndingakumane nawo moyenera ndipo bedi ndilokongola, limadya nthawi yopuma yomwe ndikanagwiritsa ntchito kudzipangira ndekha, ndipo imakanika kukula kwanga. Pakhala nthawi zina ndimamva kuti palibe chifukwa choganizira zodzikongoletsera chifukwa kudzikhutiritsa kuli pafupi nane 24/7.
Chifukwa chake kuti ndiyankhe funso lanu, zomwe ndimadana nazo zolaula ndizomwe ndimazikonda: kuthawa komwe kumapereka kuchokera m'moyo wanga. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuti ndazisiya ndikugwira ntchito ndekha kuposa momwe ndimakhalira nthawi zonse ndikamawona anthu ena ali, kuchita ndikukhala zinthu zomwe ndikufuna kukhala nazo, kuchita ndikukhala ndekha.
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Tikabwezeretsanso, nthawi yambiri imagwiritsidwa ntchito m'magaziniwa kukamba za momwe azimayi amakondera kwambiri tikakhala opanda PMO ndipo nthawi zambiri timakambirana zokopa monga momwe timakondera. Ndikungodabwa ngati wina aliyense akuwona mikhalidwe ina yomwe imapangitsa mkazi kukhala wokongola?
Ndimayang'ana Masewera a Olimpiki ndipo china chake chodabwitsa chidachitika ndikawona masewera azimayi. Ndinkakonda kukhala ndi matupi oyenera komanso otentha. Kwa kamodzi ndidayamba kuganiza kuti popeza othamanga achikazi amakhala otentha osati kokha chifukwa chakuti ndiwokongola koma chifukwa chakuti amatha masewera awo. Ngati mutenga tenisi monga chitsanzo. Masiketi afupi ndi miyendo ndiabwino komanso chilichonse, koma sindinazindikire momwe alili okondeka akakhala ndi mawonekedwe omwe akuyembekezera mdani wawo kuti atumikire.
Ndipo ndikupeza kuti izi zikuwonjezeranso vuto. Ndinawona mayi wachikulire wowoneka bwino komanso wokongola tsiku lina ndikuyamba kuganiza "Cougar" kapena "milf". Kenako ndidawona kuti akugwirana chanza ndikumwetulira mwana wawo wamwamuna wazaka zitatu. Mwa kuyankhula kwina, anali chabe m in milf ndi kutentha kwake kunachoka pa ma chart. Ndamuwona wophunzira wokongola waku yunivesite atandidutsa tsiku lina kupita kokwerera masitima apamtunda ndikumusonyeza kuti anali ndi buku lakuda lazachuma (Zikuwoneka kuti ndimakumba atsikana anzeru).
Osanena kuti bulu wotentha kapena chikombole chabwino sichimakopa chidwi changa. Koma ndikuganiza kuti ndiopanga zolaula. Mukuwona msungwana akuyenda powonekera ndipo simupatsa bulu wamakoswe za momwe alili, zomwe amakonda, zomwe mukudziwa ndikuti ali ndi zabwino (ikani gawo lamthupi apa) ndipo azikhomera. Ndipo malingaliro amenewo amadzisunthira okha momwe mumawawonera akazi m'moyo weniweni. Kenako mumayambiranso ntchito ndipo malingaliro awa ayamba kutha.
Kodi wina aliyense amaganiza chiyani?
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Usiku wina, ndimacheza ndi anzanga akale aku sekondale. Ndamaliza maphunziro awo kukoleji masika ano, koma akadali ku uni. Ndidatsikira kunyumba yawo yachinyengo kuti ndikamwe zakumwa ndi ma shenanigans komanso mwayi wopeza anthu omwe sindinawaonepo zaka zambiri. (KULUMIKIRA ulusi)
Mwakutero, ndiyenera kunena kuti ndakhala ndikudzipatula kwa anthu azaka zanga nthawi yotentha. Ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito ya LOT (dem ophunzira sangazilipire okha), ndipo omwe ndimagwira nawo ntchito ndi achikulire kwambiri kuposa ine. Chifukwa chake usiku uno inali nthawi yoyamba kuti ndikhale womasuka, kuyambira nthawi yomwe ndidayamba ulendo wanga wa NoFap mu Meyi.
Kuyenda mozungulira ndikukumana ndi anthu, ndimatha KUONA zachiwerewere momwe anthu ena amakhalira, mitu yawo ikuyesera kuti iteteze mapewa omwe adakweza. NDINAMVETSETSA m'mawu awo ong'ung'udza. Nditha kuzindikira njira zina zodzitetezera zomwe zimatseka kuthekera kwawo kuyang'anitsitsa.
Ndinaphunzira phunziro lamphamvu: ngati mumakonda zolaula, mumachita izi. Icho chimapangitsa kukula kwake muzochita zathu mwanjira zochenjera kwambiri kuti ife tizipewe mozindikira.
Ndikumvetsa tsopano pamene ndimawerenga za a Fapstronauts omwe akunena kuti akuyamba modabwitsa kuti akazi akuyamba kuwayandikira. Asiya kutumiza uthenga wokhudza kudalira kwawo kuthawa.
Sindingabwererenso ku chizolowezi changa chakale, chifukwa tsopano ndikudziwa zoona zake: Mutha kubisa zinthu zanu zosafunikira m'mafoda obisika mkati mwa mafoda obisika ngati mafayilo osawoneka bwino; mutha kubisa zinthu mobisa kwambiri; koma mukapita kukacheza ndi anthu anzanu, mungakhale ndi maliseche anu m'manja, chifukwa zizolowezi zanu zimaonekera.
Kuwombera ndi zolaula zingakuzengereni akazi.
Kotero ndinapanga masiku a 32 popanda PMO. Ndiye ine potsiriza ine ndinapereka kwa zolakalaka dzulo. Ndikufuna kufotokoza zomwe ndakhala nazo lero, chifukwa ndinaganiza kuti ndi chinthu chofunika chomwe ndinaphunzira.
Kotero ine ndinakwera usiku watha, ndipo ndinapita ndi mtsikana yemwe ndakhala ndikumuwona posachedwapa. Takhala tikungokhala pachibwenzi pafupifupi mwezi umodzi (zomwe sizingachitike). Nthawi zambiri ndikakhala ndi iye timakhala ndi nthawi yabwino, ndimamupeza wokongola kwambiri, komanso wokongola kwambiri. Tidapusitsa kwambiri mwezi watha ndipo popeza ndimakhala ndikutseguka ndikugwedezeka mwamphamvu nthawi zino.
Chabwino lero zinali zosiyana kwambiri. Ndidamuwona ngati wokhumudwitsa, ndimayembekezera kubwerera kunyumba, sindimamva ngati kuti ndingapusitsike naye. Zinandidziwitsa mwachangu kuti zolaula zomwe ndimayang'ana usiku watha zinali zosangalatsa kwa ine ndiye munthu weniweni, zomwe ndichachisoni.
Ngakhale ndikulakalaka ndikadapanda kubwerera, ndine wokondwa kuti nditha kuphunzirapo. PMO imasokoneza momwe mumawonekera pa akazi, zimawasokoneza. Ndabwereranso koma anyamata! Chowotchera, ndikupanga masiku 90.
Sinthani: Ndikuwonjezera izi nditawerenga ndemanga. Ndikufuna kunena kuti YMMV - uyu ndi msungwana yemwe ndidachoka pakumusamalira mwadzidzidzi ndikumva ngati kuti anali zolaula. Chifukwa chake eya, sindingachitire mwina koma kuwona kulumikizana kwa ine pakati poyang'ana zolaula usiku watha ndipo mwadzidzidzi sindimamusamala ngati munthu.
Munthu wina wazaka 65 analemba kuti :
Njira yobwezeretsanso kwa ine yakhala yeniyeni. M'masiku 70 ubongo wanga ukugwira ntchito mosiyana ndi momwe ndimakumbukira makamaka pankhani yakugonana. Za ine, ndizogonana mozungulira 3 motsutsana ndi 2 azithunzi ogonana. Sindinakhalepo ndi chiyanjano chogonana cha 3 popeza ndakhala ndikugwirizananso koma ndikukonzekera mwayi.
Chotsatira chabwino chobwezeretsanso ndalama ndikuti ubale wapakati pa anthu (nawonso, kwa ine) umayenda bwino chifukwa ndimayang'ana zenizeni osati zomwe ndimangoganiza. Kugonana kwa 2 (zolaula, zongopeka, maliseche ndi zina) zimalowa muubwenzi wanga wonse mwanjira ina. Ndinaganiza kuti momwe "ndimaonera" zinthu ndi momwe zimakhalira. Ubongo wanga udafotokozera zamachitidwe a anthu ena, molondola kapena molakwika, ndipo kunalibe wina wondiuza ine popeza izi zinali kuchitika m'mutu mwanga ndekha ngati zogonana za 2 ndizomwe ndidapanga. Izi zimanditsogolera kuti ndizisefa zomwe zimachitika mmoyo wanga kudzera m'malingaliro anga momwe zinthu zidaliri, kapena molondola, momwe ndidaziwonera kapena momwe ndikufunira. Ndimakhala wosungulumwa kukhala moyo wam'mutu mwanu nthawi zonse.
kumene mphamvu zazikulu zimachokera
Ndangogunda masiku 91. Ameneyo anali masiku a 91 osakwanira komanso opanda zolaula. Cholinga changa sichinakwaniritsidwebe, koma cholinga changa ndikuti ndisamachite maliseche kapena kuyang'ananso zolaula. sindikumva ngati ndakhazikitsanso koma sizimandikhudza. Ubale wanga ndi mkazi wanga ndiwabwinoko ndiye zakhala zikuchitika zaka zingapo zapitazi. bwino pamizere yathupi komanso m'maganizo.
pamene tikupitilirabe ndi nofap momwe timapezera akazi ndi kugonana kumayambiranso kubwerera kwa akazi 'abwinobwino' salinso ma boob osavuta komanso nyini yoti tigwiritse ntchito, koma timakhala anthu athunthu oyenera kukhala abwenzi ndi ulemu. ngati titadzilolera tokha kuti tisinthe kukhala matumba athunthu timayamba kusintha chikhumbo chathu chofuna kugonana mopanda tanthauzo kuti tikhale pachibwenzi ndi mnzathu weniweni. wina yemwe tikhoza kumukhulupirira ndi kulumikizana naye pamlingo wakuya kuposa momwe tidapindulapo kale.
Ndizabwino kukhala ndi abwenzi achikazi tsopano osaganizira zogonana nawo nthawi zonse. Ndazindikira kuti sindimayanjananso ndi akazi monga momwe ndinkakonda ndikakhala osokoneza.
Ndamva nkhani zowopsa zakuti abambo sakhalanso omasuka kukumbatira ana awo aakazi achichepere chifukwa zimawapangitsa kumva kuti ndiodetsedwa. Osati zokhazo, lingaliro lakuwona abwenzi a mwana wanga wamkazi ndilolemetsa kwambiri kwa ine.
Ndili wokondwa kwambiri kuti sindithana nawo. Maganizo anu onse pa zolaula amasintha mukakhala ndi mwana wamkazi.
Masiku 90 - Takulandirani Ku Dziko Leniyeni
NoFap ndi nkhondo yomwe imachitika nthawi zonse yomwe imapindulitsa kwambiri malingaliro. M'miyezi khumi ndi iwiri yomwe sindinali pachibwenzi ndi wina aliyense, anthu anayesa kundikonda. Aliyense wa iwo sanakwaniritse zomwe ndimayembekezera, chifukwa ndinali nditazolowera kuwona chilichonse ndi chilichonse chomwe ndimafuna pazenera. /r/iasip / anali ndi chithunzi chabwino cha Mac ndi mawu oti "Mwina ngati mutasiya miyezo yanu pang'ono, mudzakhala omasuka kwambiri".
Ndi zoona, ndipo ndizopambana. Kuyambira pomwe ndimasiya zolaula ndimadzutsidwa mosavuta ndi anthu, ndipo aliyense ndi wokongola. Zolemerera zilipo pa munthu aliyense, ndipo zili bwino, chifukwa ndi zokongola momwe tonsefe ndife opanda ungwiro.
Chithunzi changa cha amayi muubongo wanga chikuwongoleranso pang'onopang'ono kuchoka ku hule wosakwanira mpaka kukongola kwachilengedwe. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndimakopeka mwadzidzidzi ndi atsikana osasintha mumsewu ndipo ndimakakamizidwa kuti ndizichita nawo. Izi sizikanakhala nazo kale, popeza ndimatha kupeza china chake chomwe ndikadakhala nacho mu 1080p pa laputopu yanga.
Chodabwitsa, chilakolako changa chokhudzana ndi moyo chimagwirizananso ndi momwe mkazi wachiwerewere amandiimbira ine kugonana. NoFap ikuyenda pang'onopang'ono ndikupangika kukhala membala wothandizira.
Sindinakumanepo ndi mkazi amene sindikanatha kupeza chinthu chokongola mwa iye. Sikuti ndi momwe amaonekera; koma ndi luso langa lotha kuziona . Zolaula zandisokoneza kwa zaka zambiri, koma pang'onopang'ono ndikutuluka m'malo amenewo - ndipo ndimaona kukongola kochulukirachulukira tsiku lililonse kotero kuti ndimapewa bodza lalikulu.
Izi ndi zowona, ndi kukongola, ndi chikondi. Zina zonse ndikungowononga moyo wanga ..