I started as a socially awkward and unemotional wreck and here I am 90 days later, finding happiness in the small moments in life and one of the most sociable people ever. PIED is 75% gone and I no longer fear meeting someone new or being the center of attention. When I say I’m not […]
Read More… from Age 23 – Strong and in shape, good work ethic, no more HOCD
I was never addicted to porn or fapping, however I think it greatly reduced my motivation to seek out real relationships with actual women. I hit a low spot about 90 days ago and decided to try for 90 days on nofap. I made it ~35 days which I think was really useful. Didn’t look […]
Wow, kinda surprised i made it this far. Definitely one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life. I think I still have a ways to go but I’ll summarize what has been good, what has been bad, and what helped me along the way. A lil background. 24 y/o male. Only […]
[Responding to another post] Very similar situation happened with me. When I had my first ED experience and broke up with my first girlfriend, I started to think I’m either asexual or homosexual. I remember, I had no idea what is wrong with me, I felt hopeless, I was even crying once because of this. […]
I’m writing this on day 90. It’s been a strange journey. I’ve had streaks of 90 and 60 days porn free in the past two years, but this is the longest I’ve gone without MO and P. Over the past 90 days, I’ve had ups and downs, faced past issues, created new ones and most […]
Time to go on a health/positive/useful rant, so buckle down, folks, because today I plan on talking about my experience since September and things that have led me to where I am today! So, to set the scene.. this past summer I set myself back to, essentially, ground zero with my PIED. I didn’t fully […]
Read More… from Age 22 – PIED & HOCD: After Almost 3 Years, I’m Free
Quick brief intro — So I got HOCD by looking at a man’s junk, who was having sex with a female. I thought to myself why was I looking at that guys junk? Am I gay? Was I aroused? Then the obsession of “possibly being gay” came about. I obsessed and obsessed. If anyone can […]
I started watching porn at the age of around 13 and starting masturbating to it nearly every night for 6 years. At first it wasn’t a problem because its a “normal” thing to do right…Lol wrong, i was an addict. I used to go to bed,watch porn,sleep,wake up, porn, school.This continued for about 6 years […]
Read More… from Age 19 – (HOCD) Stopped porn and my girlfriend is now HOT, erections strong
I’m at the 100 day mark again. I believe this is the third of fourth time that I’ve reached that mark since learning about pornfree in the beginning of 2013. Life has been much better since that day in 2013 when I burst in to tears reading about the dangers of porn and what HOCD […]
Read More… from Age 23 – HOCD: It took me 2.5 years to go from zero to hero
The other night I had a sexual fling with this one girl and was hard as a rock and was able to finish, which had never happened to me in the presence of a girl. I’ve been off this site for a while now but I am several months clean of PMO and very close […]
Read More… from Age 19 – HOCD: Hard as a rock and able to finish for the first time ever with a girl