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PHAWULA: Eli phepha linezingxelo ezininzi zokuziphendla zabantu (sAbanye babo abachanekileyo kwezopolitiko kunabanye), abaye bagqiba kwelokuba ukuthanda kwabo i-porn kuchaphazele ukuthanda kwabo ngokwesondo emva kokuba beyekile ukubukela iphonografi kwaye baqaphela ukuthanda kwabo ukubuyela. Ezi ngxelo zakho zithathwa kwiiforamu zokubuyisa iphonografi. I-YBOP icacisa kakuhle njengoko injalo, kwaye izimvo zababhali / ukubethabethana kwazo akuthethi ukuba kule webhusayithi. Ukuba wanelisekile kwiminqweno yakho yesini, okanye uziva ngathi ukuthanda kwakho ngokwesondo kusetiwe, funda emersonno kude. Eli phepha lenzelwa abantu abakholelwa ukuba ukunyuka okuqhutywa zi-porn kuhlobo lwenoveli kunokuba bafihle ukuthanda kwabo bangaphambili okanye iintlobo zesondo abazithandayo.

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Abasebenzisi abangabonwayo boononophelo bavame ukuchaza ukunyuka kwezilwanyana ekusebenziseni iifostile ezithatha ixesha elide lokujonga okanye ukufuna uhlobo olutsha lwe-pornography. Iimpawu ezintsha ezenza ukutshatyalaliswa, ukutshatyalaliswa, ukuphulwa kwezinto ezilindelekileyo okanye ukuxhalabisa kunokusebenza ukwandisa ukuvuswa kwesondo, kwaye kubasebenzisi bezithombe zobungqina bezithombe ezingabonakaliyo. UNorman Doidge MD wabhala malunga nale ncwadi yakhe Ubungqina Obuguqula:

Ubhubhane wangoku we-porn unika umfanekiso ocacileyo wokuba ukuthanda izinto zesondo kunokufunyanwa. Imifanekiso engamanyala, ihanjiswa ngesantya esiphezulu kwi-Intanethi, yanelisa nganye yezinto ezifunekayo zotshintsho lwe-neuroplastic… Xa oonografi beqhayisa ukuba bayayityhala imvulophu ngokuzisa imixholo emitsha, enzima, abangayithethiyo kukuba kufuneka, kuba abathengi babo bakha ukunyamezelana nomxholo.

Ubuntu ngokwesini kakhulu "imeko-ekwaziyo" kunokuba iingcali ziqaphele. A Ucwaningo lwe-2016 fu manisa isiqingatha Abasebenzisi be-intanethi be-intanethi babenyukele kwizinto ababezifumene ngaphambili "zingenamdla okanye zenyanyeka." Izifundo ezininzi, kusetyenziswa iindlela ezahlukeneyo kunye novavanyo zichaziwe Ukunyuka (kunye nokuhlala) kwi-Porn Users. Ukuze uphumelele, olu cwaningo lwe-2017 luye lwavavanya kwaye luvavanya i-questionnaire enokubaluleka kwimibuzo yoluhlu olulinganiswa emva kwemibuzo yoluhlu lwezilwanyana Ukuphuhliswa kweNgxaki yokuTyekisa i-Pornography Scale (PPCS). Ngokungafaniyo novavanyo lwangaphambili lweziyobisi ezingamanyala, eli phepha lemibuzo le-18 lavavanya unyamezelo (ukunyuka kokusetyenziswa) kunye nokurhoxa, ukuzifumana zombini, ukuphelisa impikiswano malunga nokurhoxa kunye nokunyuka kwabasebenzisi be-porn rhoqo. Imibuzo emibini eyayisetyenziselwa ukujonga ukunyuka kokusetyenziswa kwe-porn:

• Ndandibona ngokugqithiseleyo "ubugqwetha" obugqithiseleyo, kuba i-pornography engayibonayo ngaphambili ayinelisekanga
• Ndandiziva ukuba ndifuna i-pornography ngakumbi kwaye ndiyanelisa iimfuno zam

Ukongeza, olu phononongo lwe-2016 lubeka amathandabuzo kwinto yokuba ukuthanda ezokwabelana ngesondo kuzinzile ngokubhekisele kwi-intanethi yangoku (yokuhambisa) iphonografi (Ukusetyenziswa kweMidiya ecacileyo ngesondo ngoBume boBugcisa: Uhlalutyo olulinganiswayo lweGay, uBualxual, kunye nabaHeterosexual Men eUnited States). Ingqungquthela evela kulolu cwaningo:

Iziphumo zikwabonakalisile ukuba uninzi lwamadoda ajonge umxholo ocacileyo wesini (SEM) ongahambelaniyo nesazisi esichaziweyo. Kwakuyinto eqhelekileyo ukuba amadoda achongwe ngokwesini esahlukileyo axele ukubonwa kwe-SEM equkethe indlela yokuziphatha kwabantu besini esifanayo (i-20.7%) kunye namadoda achongiweyo angama-gay ukuba anike ingxelo yokujonga indlela aziphatha ngayo kwi-SEM (55.0%).

Esi sifundo, sithathwe kunye nabaninzi ezinye izifundo kule khasi, debunks meme ukuba abasebenzisi be-porn banamhlanje ekugqibeleni "bafumene ukuziphatha kwabo ngokwesini”Ngokuntywila kwiziza zeetyhubhu, emva koko unamathele kuhlobo olunye lwephonografi okwexeshana.

Enkulu kakhulu (n = 6463) isifundo sabantu abancinci - Ubuninzi, iipatheni kunye neempembelelo ezizimeleyo zoTyhila. Ukusetyenziswa kwabafundi bePolish University Students: IsiCwangciso seSigqeba seCandelo (2019) -Ukuxela ukunyamezelana / ukuhlala, ukunyuka kokusetyenziswa, ukufuna iintlobo ezigwenxa kakhulu ukuba zivuswe ngokwesondo, iimpawu zokurhoxa xa uyeka, iingxaki zesondo ezibangelwa isondo, umlutha we-porn kunye nokunye. Iinkcazo ezimbalwa ezinxulumene nokunyamezelana / ukuhlala / ukunyuka:

Iintlobo eziqhelekileyo ezizimeleyo ezibonakalayo ezibonakalayo zokusetyenziswa koonografi zibandakanya: imfuneko yokuvuselela ixesha elide (12.0%) kunye nesistim sezesondo (17.6%) ukufikelela kwi-orgasm, kunye nokunciphisa ukwaneliseka ngokwesondo (24.5%) ...

Uphononongo lwangoku lubonisa ukuba ukuvezwa kwangaphambili kunokunxulumaniswa nokungafuneki kwisistim sezesondo njengoko kuboniswe yimfuneko yokuvuselela ixesha elide kunye nesistim sezesondo ezifunekayo ukuze kufinyelelwe kwi-orgasm xa kudla izinto ezicacileyo, kwaye ngokubanzi kuncipha ukwaneliseka ngokwesondo ....

Iinguqu ezahlukeneyo zepatheni yokusebenzisa iphonografi eyenzeka ngexesha lokuchazwa kwabikwa: ukutshintshela kuhlobo lwenoveli lwezinto ezibonakalayo (i-46.0%), ukusetyenziswa kwezinto ezingahambelani nokuzibandakanya ngokwesondo (i-60.9%) kwaye kufuneka zisebenzise ngaphezulu izinto ezigqithisileyo (ezinobundlobongela) (32.0%). Le yokugqibela yayixelwa rhoqo ngabantu ababhinqileyo bezithathela ingqalelo njengabanomdla wokuthelekisa nabo bazithatha njengabangenalwazi

Uphononongo lwangoku lufumene ukuba imfuneko yokusebenzisa izinto ezigqithiseleyo zoononografi yayidla ngokuphindaphindiweyo ngamadoda azichaza ngokwazo.

Imiqondiso eyongezelelweyo yokunyamezela / ukunyuka: ukufuna iithebhu ezininzi ezivulekileyo kunye nokusebenzisa ii-porn ngaphandle kwekhaya:

Uninzi lwabafundi abavunyelwe ukusebenzisa imodare yangasese (i-76.5%, n = 3256) kunye neefestile ezininzi (51.5%, n = 2190) xa ukhangela i-intanethi ye-intanethi. Ukusetyenziswa kwezilwanyana ezingekho phantsi kwezilwanyana kwakungabhengezwa ngu-33.0% (n = 1404).

Ngaphambilini ubudala bokusetyenziswa kokuqala ezinxulumene neengxaki ezinkulu kunye noxilongo (oku kuthetha ngokuchanekileyo ukubonisa ukunyamezela-ukunyuka kwamanani):

Ubudala bokuqala kokubhengezwa kwezinto ezicacileyo kuhlanganiswe nokunyuka kwimiba emibi yecalografi kubantu abaselula-iimpawu eziphezulu zifunyenwe kubafazi kunye nabesilisa abonakaliswe kwiminyaka eyi-12 okanye ngaphantsi. Nangona isifundo esinqamlezileyo singavumeli uvavanyo lwe-causation, oku kufumanisa ngokwenene kubonisa ukuba ubumbano obuntwaneni kunye nomxholo woononografi unokuba neziphumo zesikhathi eside ....

Baphandi beCambridge Ndiqinisekisile ukuba iingxaki zabasebenzisi be-porn abanengxaki yokusebenzisa imifanekiso ngokukhawuleza kunolawulo kwaye bavuswa yimifanekiso yenoveli. Ke ukuba uye wanyuka waya kubuntombi obungamanyala obothusayo, awuwedwa, kwaye kusenokwenzeka ukuba ayibonisi ukuba "ungubani" ngesondo- ngaphandle komntu oqhelekileyo okruqukileyo, osebenzisa iphonografi. Eli phepha linamakhulu emizekelo (engezantsi) yabafana abayeka i-porn kwaye babona i-fetish-induction fetishes yabo inyuka.

Kukwakhona neefestile ezibalulekileyo zophuhliso, apho imibutho ifaka iingcingo phezulu “nzulu” (kwaye ibonakalise ukuba neenkani ngakumbi ukutshintsha). Ezinye iifestile zikwasebuntwaneni, xa eminye imibutho iba ziinkumbulo ezingachazwanga (ezingazi). Umzekelo, ukuba ukubetha ngandlel 'ithile kubangele ukuba umntu aphendule ngendlela evuselela inkanuko, kuye kwabekwa isiseko. Ugqirha wengqondo uNorman Doidge uxoxa ngalo mzekelo kwisahluko sakhe esigqwesileyo ngeplastikhi yesondo, kwincwadi yakhe Ubungqina Obuguqula. Kutshanje, wabhala:

“Siphakathi kwenguqu kwezesondo kunye nokuthanda izinto ezingafaniyo nezinye ezembali, ulingelo lwentlalo lwenziwa ebantwaneni nakwishumi elivisayo… Oko oogqirha abangakwaziyo kangako ngako, kodwa, yindlela esiza kubanceda ngayo abakwishumi elivisayo, Ukuthanda izinto kuchatshazelwa luononophala, kuba eli nqanaba lokuvezwa kwe-porn intsha kakhulu. Ngaba ezi mpembelelo kunye nezinto ezithandwayo ziya kujika zibengaphezulu? Okanye ngaba le mifanekiso mitsha yamanyala iya kuzinzisa ngokunzulu ngenxa yokuba iminyaka yeshumi elivisayo iselixesha lokukhula? ”

Emva koko kuza ubusuku kunye nezinto zonke ezinkumbulo ezikhunjulwayo zifumana amandla, kunye nokuqiniswa kwimeko nganye edibeneyo, nokuba ingahambelani, ivuke. Jonga Ubunjengebuntongo obuneminyaka engama-10 bubambisana noThishino lwe-intanethi ephakamileyo (2013) -Eyiphi ividiyo yam yakutshanje kwimeko yezesondo ngoononophala ngexesha lokufikisa.

Emva koko kuza ukuphulula amalungu esini kunye nemibutho yamazwe aphakame kakhulu. Kulapho ke i-noveli ye-porn ekhuthaza ngokungaqhelekanga inokuthi iqale ukuthanda izinto zokuziphatha. Njengoko ukungafuneki kubeka ngaphakathi, ingqondo ifuna i-dopamine ngakumbi ngobunewunewu, ukufuna, ukothusa, ukuthintela, i-kinkier, njl. Kungekudala umntu akanakufikelela kukhetho lwantlandlolo. Kuyothusa kakhulu, kodwa kuhlala kugqitywa ngokumisa yonke imifanekiso engamanyala.

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Lo mfana uyithatha le nto:

Ndoda ndicinyiwe ngoku. Andibonakali ngathi ndiyazinqanda. Emva kokuba ndiyilwaphulo loonografi kwaye ndakwazi ukuyeka .. malunga neenyanga ezili-3. Oku kuye kwanda kule minyaka idlulileyo ukusuka kwiminyaka eli-12 ubudala ngoluhlobo;

• Ngaphantsi kweempahla
• Imodeli yamaNude
• Isondo esisisiseko kwi-
• BJs
• ezimpundu
• Gangbangs
• Ukulawulwa kwamadoda kwabasetyhini
• Femdom
• iinyawo
• Umfazi ngeentlungu
• Umfazi uziva evakalelwa

Emva koko ndafumana iiforamu zokubeletha / facebooks. Bendihlala ndicinga ukuba kubi ukubukela iphonografi iiyure ze-4. Ukusukela kwiinyanga ze-6/7 ezidlulileyo ubuncinci i-4 okanye i-5 yezihlandlo bendikhe ndaphakama BONKE ubusuku, sithetha iiyure eziyi-12 + apha. Ndisandula ukugqiba iseshoni yeeyure ezi-5 zosizi. Kwaye kwakhona ingqondo yam ivakalelwa kukuba ixhatshazwe yiyo. Ndiziva ndonwabile kwaye ndingonwabanga ekuhlaleni kwaye ndinexhala njengoko ungakholelwa.

Njalo xa ndixhaphaza i-porn ifumana umthunzi omncinci kakhulu. Ndichithe ixesha elininzi kwiseshoni yam yokugqibela ndicinga ngemisebenzi yobufanasini kwimeko yokunyanzelwa kwabasetyhini. Ngoku ndibuyele esiqhelweni emva kwe-orgasm, ndiziva ndonwabile. Le ayisiyonto endinokuyifumana inomdla kwihlabathi lokwenyani, engqondweni yam elungileyo! Ndizabalaza kunzima ukuphula umjikelo, le yindawo kuphela endinokubhala kuyo.

Kucacile ukuba wayengafumani "isini sakhe sokwenyani" ngokusetyenziswa gwenxa kwe-Intanethi, endaweni yoko ukusetyenziswa kwe-Intanethi ngexesha lokufikisa kwakubumba ukuthanda kwakhe ngokwesondo- kanye kwiseshoni yakhe yokugqibela kwiiyure ezimbalwa ngaphambili. Enye indoda kwi Iforamu yokubuyisa ama-porn:

Andazi ukuba ujonga reddit rhoqo, 'ikhabethe elingenanto' njlnjl .. iwebhusayithi malunga nokudideka / ukuqhelaniswa ne-porn, kodwa kukho amawaka nje emisonto nabantu abaziva bephaphama malunga nokuba kutheni befuna ukuncanca amantshontsho okanye ukubukela izinto ezothusayo Emva kokusebenzisa iphonografi.

Nokuba iqonga 'elingenanto' ligcwele ngabantu, izitabane / bi / ngqo ezilahlekileyo ngokupheleleyo kwaye zididekile malunga nokuziqhelanisa nabo kwaye BONKE bakhankanye ukusetyenziswa kwabo kwe-porn.

Kubonakala ngathi isantya esiphezulu sokusetyenziswa kwabasebenzisi be-porn ngoku siya kwi-Intanethi kwaye sicela iimpendulo. Kwiiforamu zaseFrance, kuyafana. Uninzi alwazi ukuba kutheni luphuhlise ubudoda okanye ubukhoboka besini… kukho amawaka abantu abafunda izithuba kwaye into eqhelekileyo kubo bonke abantu kukusetyenziswa kwe-intanethi (iphonografi, incoko, indawo yokuthandana).

Funda i ukunika ingxelo indlela indoda eyeke ngayo ukuhamba ngokukhawuleza ngokusebenzisa i-a-free-free approach-retraining approach.

Ukuba uyayithanda isayensi, nali inqaku lencwadi eligqwesileyo ngumphandi olanda iimpembelelo zezigaba ezahlukeneyo zokumiswa kukhetho lwesondo kamva. Ngubani, yintoni, phi, nini (kwaye mhlawumbi nokuba kutheni)? Indlela uMvuzo woTyala odibanisa ngayo ukuxhatshazwa ngokwesondo, ukukhetha, kunye nokusebenza. Le yindawo entsha ngokwenene-kwaye ayithandwa ngabantu abaninzi bezesondo kunye nabanye abanyangi abanemodeli yokuba ukuthanda ezesondo kuhlala kuzalwa. Ixesha. UPfaus ukhankanya ukuba ukunganyaniseki ngokupheleleyo iya kuba sisicwangciso esilahlekileyo sendaleko. Abasasazi abaphumeleleyo bemfuza baya kuba nakho ukuziqhelanisa neemeko ezintsha / ezothusayo.Umbuzo onomdla kakhulu yile: Ngaba umntu unokukhetha okungakanani xa sele incasa yakhe ifakwe ngocingo? Oko kunokuxhomekeka kwizinto ezininzi:

• Ingqondo eyodwa eyahlukileyo (ezinye zenziwe ngeplastiki kunezinye),
• iminyaka yakho
• xa kwakhiwa iqumrhu,
• ukuba lukhulu kangakanani,
• indlela onokungahambisani nayo ngokungaqhubeki ukuphuma kuyo,
• ukuba unesiqhelo kangakanani ngokuchitha ixesha lakho kunye nesikhombiso sakho do ufuna ukubuyela kwi-rewire, nakwezinye.

Ingqondo yakho yavela ngokuchumisa njengeyona nto iphambili, ke ukuba awuqhubeki usiya (okanye ucinga ngento) ongafuni ukuyibamba ngocingo, ekugqibeleni uninzi lweengqondo luya kuqala ukujonga kwenye indawo, kwaye ukuba akukho nto ishushu, Iimpawu ze "vanilla" ngokuthe ngcembe ziqala ukujonga ngakumbi. Ngokucacileyo, oku akwenzeki ngobusuku obunye. Iingqondo ziiplastiki, hayi "ulwelo." Omnye umfana wachaza into aphikisana nayo:

Ndicinga ukuba abo bethu abangazange (okanye phantse bangaze) baphumelele ngokwesini kunye nobudlelwane kufuneka baqhubeke nenkqubo yokubuyela umva kunye nabafazi bokwenyani. Ukuqalisa kwakhona [ukuyeka iphonografi / ukuphulula amalungu esini] kuyinto efana nokuguqula kwakhona i-hard drive ukucima intsholongwane, kodwa ungabinayo inkqubo entsha yokuyibuyisela. Ayisiyiyo kuphela indlela esisabela ngayo kwizinto ezibonakalayo, kodwa unxibelelwano kunye novakalelo lwecala lokunxibelelana nabasetyhini bokwenyani. Ndikwinqanaba zero xa kufikwa koku… ndisezantsi kunoziro, nyani.

Kunokuba ngumvuzo omkhulu, okanye ubuncinci kwimfundo, ukuqhubela phambili into oyifunayo kwiinyanga ezithile, kwaye ubone ukuba loluphi utshintsho olwenzekayo. Kwakhona, imicimbi engqinelanayo. Abafana ngamanye amaxesha bayothuswa lutshintsho abalufumanayo emva kweenyanga ezimbalwa ngaphandle kwe-porn. Ityala elibi kakhulu, ukuba umntu akakwazi ukwenza i-rewire, ukwamkelwa kunye nokumodareyitha kukhetho.

Zombini “Ngaba Ukuthanda Ngokwezesondo?"Kwaye"Unokumthemba uYohson wakho?”Xoxa ngendlela abantu abaye bahlangabezana ngempumelelo nale ngxaki. Njengakwimiboniso yam yomsakazo emibini:

• I-Porn, ukunyuka, ukunyamezela kunye nokuthandana ngokwesondo (bonisa #16)
• I-Porn, isimo sengqondo sesini kunye nengqondo yentsha (bonisa #17)

Kukwahlawula ukuqonda umahluko phakathi "kovuselelo" kunye "nokungafuneki." Eyesibini iphilisa ngokukhawuleza kunokuqala. Esi sizathu sokuba isini esiqhelekileyo siya kubakho ixesha elide ngaphambi kokuba ulahlekelwe ngumtsalane wakho kwii-"hot-wired cices". Banokuthatha ixesha elide ukuba babune. Nali inqaku elilungileyo elinengcaphuno evela kubafana abaninzi bethetha ngendlela evakalelwa ngayo xa ekugqibeleni beziva "iindlela ezenziwayo" zibuthathaka kwaye zanyamalala. Kutheni Ndifumana Unobomi Obunomdla Kunokuba Ngumlingani?

Ngamanye amagama, nokuba usana olo luxhomekeke emzuzwini, oko akuthethi ukuba ngu "wena" ongenakucimeka. Inokuba yindlela nje enobukrakra yengqondo, eya kudinga iinyanga okanye iminyaka embalwa ukuba buthathaka. Le meko inzulu ngakumbi kunemeko yePavlovia, kodwa ibandakanya iindlela ezifanayo. Emva kokuba inja kaPavlov ibekelwe ukuba inciphise isandi sentsimbi, ekugqibeleni iyekile ukuntywila intsimbi emva kokuba intsimbi iye yakhaliswa kaninzi kodwa akwafika kutya. Kuya kufuneka unqamle umvuzo wezesondo kwiifilosofi zakho. Yeka ukukhala intsimbi.

Rhoqo sikhuthazwa ukuba sigxile kumbuzo othi "Ngaba ndifanele ndizive kakubi ngomntwana wam?" (Impendulo: Hayi, kodwa oko akuthethi ukuba ulumkile ngokuqhubeka uqeqesha impendulo yakho yesini kuyo.) Umbuzo ongcono oza kuwubuza ngulo: "Yeyiphi eyona nto ndiyithandayo ngokwesondo?"

Kukho enye indlela yokuzama ukufumana. Nika iifoto zoononophala kunye neengcinga zoononophala ezinxulumene nesisu sakho. Umele ucime ukuwomeleza nge-orgasm ukuba ufuna ukuba utshintshe. Abaninzi baye baguqula le meko, kodwa akukho nto yenze njalo ngelixa esasebenzisa imfesane ukuqinisa umvuzo. An Ingcebiso yendoda endala kumfana odidekileyo:

Andiqondi ukuba ukucinga ngesini sakho yeyona nto icinezelayo kuwe ngoku. Kuvakala ngathi ubanjwe kumsila oqhubekayo kum.

Ukutsalwa kukungaqhelekanga, iphonografi enzima esemncinci yenza ukuba kube nzima ukufumana uhlobo olulinganayo lwesini emva koko. Ukuba udibene nentombazana enokulinganisela, eqhelekileyo mhlawumbi uya kufumana ukuba akayi kukhululeka kunye nokuziphatha kwakho ngokwesini. I-anal ayiqhelekanga phakathi kwabafazi abaqhelekileyo, abasempilweni, nabalungeleleneyo. Leyo yinxalenye yecala elisezantsi lehlabathi elijijekileyo elinikezelwayo ngoononophala. Yenza iminqweno, iminqweno kunye nolindelo olungeyonyani, kwaye ikugcina ekufumaneni uthando lokwenyani kwilizwe lokwenyani. Sisibatha, intolongo.

Ukwabelana ngesondo kakhulu, kunamandla kwaye kunokuvela ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo kuxhomekeke kukhetho lwakho kunye namava. Ndiyayazi le nto yokuqala. Anditsho ukuba ubufanasini bubangelwa ngamava, kodwa iphonografi enzima kunye noononophala olunobundlobongela luyafundakala phantse nakubani na.

Ndincoma ngokunyanisekileyo ukuba ufune uncedo malunga nobunzima bakho. Andiqondi ukuba awunathemba, ndicinga nje ukuba udinga isandla sokwenene nesomeleleyo ukuze uphume kuloo mngxuma uwe kuwo. Unobomi obuninzi phambi kwakho, kwaye unokunika okuninzi kwihlabathi, abo bakungqongileyo, kunye nawe. Ufanelwe ngcono.

Nceda sukulandela nje iminqweno yesini ukusuka apha. Ngaphandle kokuba uphume ngomsila, iphela kuphela indlela enye. Njenge crater encinci.

Okokugqibela, iNoah B. Church ithetha ngesifundo esinzima kakhulu nesinempikiswano- Kutheni umntu enokubukela iphonografi yengane? Icawa kaNowa

Iingxoxo malunga neeforamu zokuvuselela iphonografi ezinxulumene nothotho lwezinto ezibonisa amanyala:

Nantsi Amava omntu omnye: Ngaba i-porn yam iyancipha?

Ewe, ngokupheleleyo. Xa usuqedile, uya kukwazi ukuba yiyiphi inxalenye yobuntu bakho, kwaye yintoni eyona nto yayingumntwana onobugqwetha obuthatywayo oye wangena kuyo ngenxa yokuba ubuchopho bakho bubuhlungu kwaye bufuna into entsha. Ndagcina iimbumba ezimbalwa ezithi, ngokuqinisekileyo, ndandingaphambi kokuba ndibe neefostile. Zonke ezinye zinyamalale, kwaye ukucinga ngako ngoku kungenza ndizithukuthele, okanye nditshitshise ngokungahambi kakuhle, kuxhomekeke kwintliziyo yam.

Ividiyo - Ukuba ne-porn simahla kundincede ndoyise ubunzima bam bokufumana ubunzima. Uxinzelelo kunye noxinzelelo kuncitshisiwe.

Izolo, ndafumana isondo esivamile ngaphandle kokucinga malunga nomntwana wam.

Andizange ndicinge ukuba kunokwenzeka. Ndivusiwe ngokumanga kunye nezinto "eziqhelekileyo".

Kwakukho ixesha apho ndineengcamango zokuphanga nokudlwengula. Ijika, le nto yayingafaniyo: Ndandibandezeleka yi-OCD, ngokukodwa u-O omsulwa, kwaye ezi ngcamango zaziyingxenye yeengcamango ezingenayo. Emva kokuba ndiyeke uononophelo, le ngcamango yaphela, nangona ndihlala ndivalelwa ngcamango ngoku. LINK - yiya kumazwana

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Cinga ukuba usana lwam luyahamba

Okomzuzwana ndiye ndafumana isibeleko sokuba ngumfazi kwaye ngenxa yokungabikho fap bendicinga ngetoni zakutshanje, kodwa ngoku ayindiniki mdla.Im 20 kwiintsuku kumzamo wam wokuqala, ngoko andizange ndiyilindele ukuqala ukumka ngokukhawuleza loo nto. Okwangoku ndiziva ndicinga ukuba kuya kwenzeka ukuba ndibone ukuba iyagqibela na.

Zincwe

Bendihlala ndinomnqweno we-fake, i-script ye-incest ye-incest kunye ne-porn ebukhali (engekho i-BDSM). Iphantse yaphela kwaphela ngenxa yokuphinda usebenze ngengqondo. Ndinebhongo ngesiqu sam. Ndisafuna ukusebenza kwinkanuko yabasetyhini abadala nangona kunjalo.

Kwiintsuku ze-150 ngaphandle koonobumba

Andiva mnqweno wokuhlambalaza imihla ngemihla njengokuba ndandidla xa ndiphantsi koxinzelelo lwe-porn.

Ngokuqinisekileyo ndikhangele phambili ukuya ocansini kunye ne-gf yam kunye neentlobano zesini esandifunde kuzo kwiimfestile zihamba ngokukhawuleza. Ndikulungele ukulala ngesimo sam kunokuba ndizame ukuzixelisa.

Ubundlobongela bendalo buyabuya !!

Ndinebali eliqhelekileyo, ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi ejikeleze i-14 kwaye ndiye ndaxhonywa ukusukela ngoku (ngoku iyi-25m). Kwaqala ukumsulwa ngokwaneleyo kodwa kwaqhubela phambili ngokuthe chu ukuya kwizinto ezinzima ngakumbi, de ndingabinakho ukuya kwenye into ngaphandle kwe-shit embi, ndithetha ii-gangbangs, i-anal anal kunye nokunye okunjalo.

Ngethamsanqa andikaze ndihlupheke kwi-PIED kwaye ndikwazile ukugcina uhlobo oluthile lobudlelwane nabasetyhini kodwa ezi azange zifezekise ubuchopho bam obonakeleyo. Kwiminyaka embalwa edlulileyo ndiye ndabona ukuba kufuneka nditshintshe iindlela zam okanye lo mkhwa unganditya. Emva kwemizamo eliqela lokungaphumeleli kwe-nofap ndaphazamiseka kule ndawo. Ngoku sele kudlule iinyanga ezimbini ndigqibile ukubukela iphonografi !!

Kwinyanga ephelileyo enesiqingatha khange ndibone nantoni na etshintshayo nangona kwezi veki zimbalwa zidlulileyo iminqweno yam yesondo iye yabuya kancinci. Ngoku izinto endandiqhele ukuzihlalela nazo zindenza ndiphambane kwaye ziyandicima. Ndiyifumana iyothusa indlela iphonografi eyenziwe ngayo le ndlela yokujonga abasetyhini kwingqondo yam. Ngoku ndiye ndazibona nditsaleleka 'kumndilili' wamantombazana kwaye ukucinga kwam ngoku sempilweni kakhulu. Amaqabane endihleli kuwo sele ebandakanyeka kakhulu kwaye ukudibana kwam ngokwesondo kuye kwaba lihlabathi ngaphandle kwamava am adlulileyo apho bendihlala ndikuthelekisa ne-hardcore porn endandiyidla.

Ndicinga ukuba le posi iyindlela yokufumana zonke iingcinga zam ngaphandle nokuqhayisa kancinci. Ndiyabulela kakhulu kule nxalenye yazo zonke izithuba kunye nezixhobo eziye zandifumana kule ngongoma! Enkosi nonke kwaye ndinithamsanqa kuhambo lwenu, ukuba ndinokukwenza nabani na onako!

Iphonografi ayizivezi nje iimfesane, iyazidala.

Ndifundile abantu abaninzi besithi iphonografi ayenzi emabeleni endaweni yoko ityhila nje ukuba zeziphi iimfesane zakho "zendalo". Yonke into endiyithethayo kuyo yi-BULLSHIT. Andifuni ukuya kwiinkcukacha malunga nemithambo ethile endiyenzileyo ngenxa ye-porn kodwa sonke siyazi ukuba zeziphi eziqhelekileyo. Abantu abadlulayo, abadlwengulwayo, abangaphantsi kweminyaka, ukulala nezilwanyana, isissy, i-cuckold ye-porn zizinto ezimbalwa nje zokubeleka. Ngelixa incinci encinci inokukhulisa enye okanye ezingaphezulu kwezi ngokwazo, uninzi lwabantu oluninzi kakhulu ndinokuphantse ndiqinisekise ukuba iphonografi kunye nokuleqwa kwezinto ezothusayo kunetyala.

Andizange ndibenalo naluphi na usana xa ndandisemncinci, ndandiyinto eqhelekileyo njengoko ifumana. Abafazi kunye nabafazi bodwa bandiguqula kodwa ngoku akunjalo. Ndiye ndavelisa umbono ogqwethekileyo ngesini sam kwaye ndiye ndahamba ngeendlela ezithile ezijijekileyo, ezinye zazo zinamathele kwezinye azizange. Inqaku kukuba ndifuna ukulahla aba bantwana, ayingombuso wam wendalo. Zadalwa emva kokuba ndandisele ndingene nzulu kumlutha wam we-PMO, yindlela endazi ngayo ukuba intloko yam igcwele ubuxoki ingeyonyani ityhilweyo.

akukho

Abanye abantu bathi i-P ibenza bazi ukuba bathanda u-x, y no-z. Kodwa masijongane nayo, i-P yindawo yokuhlambela ngengqondo kwaye ikwenza ukholelwe ukuba unezinto ezingaqhelekanga ngokwenene. Ayisiyiyo loo nto kuphela kodwa ikwayiyeyona nto ibangela ulwaphulo-mthetho oluthile!

Icandelo le-P liqhutywa yiidemon eziqobo eziphila kwi-brainwashing the mass.

Ndisasokola "neentsana" ngaphezulu kweentsuku ezili-100.

thorswrath32

Ingqondo iyakwazi ukufunda, ukuqonda kwaye inakho ukuphathwa gwenxa. Kungenxa yoko le nto imfundo isebenza, yiyo loo nto intengiso isebenza kwaye yiyo loo nto izinto ezinje ngeendaba zichaphazela izimvo zabantu kwizehlo ezithile njlnjl. Ndixubene ngokupheleleyo nento oyithethayo ngokubhekisele kwi-desensitisation, bendizibonele ngokwam, ndibone intle yonke into oza kuyibona malunga ne-porn kwi-intanethi. Into kukuba, thina bafana kunye nabanye abaninzi bachitha iiyure kunye neeyure beyijonga, elo nqanaba lokuvezwa liza kuchaphazela ingqondo yakho, imbono yakho kunye nembono onayo malunga nokuziphatha kwakho ngokwesini, kuphela ngokuyeka ngokupheleleyo ungabuyela imeko yendalo yoluntu.

Rebooter92

Ndiyicinga ukuba umntu unokutshilolela ngaphandle kwezilwanyana zakhe ezivela kumntu ofunyenweyo. Kufuneka ucinge ngezinto ezakuvusa ngaphambi kokuba uqhagamshelane noonografi.
Ubunzima obunzima kakhulu buhlala bufumaneka rhoqo. Akukho mntu kwengqondo yakhe eya kuphakanyiswa ngumbhobho, ochasene ne-biological drive ukukhusela umfazi kuphela, ukuze uqiniseke ngokuqinisekileyo.

Ufanele Unqobe

Ngokuqinisekileyo. Njengoko uphando lubonakalisile, iphonografi iyabuyisa ngokupheleleyo ubuchopho. Yonke into eyinqaba, engcolileyo kwiindawo ezingamanyala ayinanto yakwenza neminqweno yokwenene. Yindlela nje ingqondo etshintshe ngayo kunye nomnqweno womzimba wokuhamba okungaphezulu kwe-dopamine.

Iposi elungileyo, ndoda. Kufuneka silwe nabo bazama ukulungelelanisa konke oku kwaye baqhubeke nokutshabalalisa ubomi babaninzi.

CK89

Ndiyavuma, ingxaki kuphela kukuba abanye abantu bazama ukwenza abanye bakholelwe ukuba bonke bazelwe. Ngaphambi kokuba ndonakaliswe ngengqondo kwi-porn yam kuphela "okwenene" yayingamantombazana aneesile elihle. Wonke umntu wayesazi ukuba ndiyindoda, lol. Xa ujonga into engengomntwana kakhulu, kubonakala ngathi ziingcinga zendalo. Yintoni engcolisa ingqondo yam ngoku yimithambo engenanto yakwenza ngesondo lendalo kwaye ndifuna ukubuyela kwiindlela zam zokucinga zendalo.

AtomicTango

Emuva ngexesha lam amanqaku amnyama kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, bendisoloko ndikhangela iiforamu ezahlukeneyo kunye neewebhusayithi ukuze "ndivavanye" ubunyani bezinto zam, konke oko bekukwenza kube kubi ngakumbi njengoko abantu abakulezo ndawo bezama ukukukhuthaza ukuba uzonwabise kakhulu , nabani na othi mhlawumbi ayiyongcamango entle leyo yayivaliwe nje ngokuba "ulala ngesondo" okanye u-bigot.

Ngoku ungandivi kakubi, andiyiboni ngokwendalo ingxaki xa sele zingafakwanga ebusweni bam kwaye zigcinwa kwigumbi lokulala ngasese, kodwa isibheno sobuninzi be-porn senza ubukho besi sifo nangaphezulu, kulungile, zixhaphakile. Uninzi lwabantu alunazi okanye alunamdla wokubona ukuba izinto abacinga ukuba zinazo ziziphumo ezibonisa amanyala hayi ukukhula kwendalo, kwaye zinzulu kakhulu kwinkcubeko yokucinga oku ukuba uyayichaza into yokuba kukho into enjalo Ukuya kude kakhulu. Ndiyindoda ye-esile kodwa kukho ubukhulu obukhulu, iGrand Canyon yokwahlula phakathi kwento enje, ukubetha kwe-IDK, kunye nokufuna ukutyhala inamba enkulu inyusa iesile lakho. Inyaniso yokuba abantu kuluntu lwanamhlanje bazama ukubatyhalela njengabanyani kunye nokwamkelwa (egameni le "anti-kink-shaming] ngokunyanisekileyo kuyandiphazamisa ngakumbi ndicinga ngako.

thorswrath32

Kufana nomlutha weziyobisi ukukhuthaza omnye umlutha ukuba aqhubeke, zombini ukulungelelanisa izenzo zomnye. Kukhuseleko ngamanani akunjalo. Cinga ngazo zonke iinkolo ezahlukeneyo kunye neenkolelo kwihlabathi kunye neenjongo zopolitiko, xa abantu abaneleyo bedibana banokuziqinisekisa ukuba banyanisile kwaye wonke umntu uphosakele, ixesha elininzi lobungqina obunzima aluhoywa ngenxa yokulandela i-rose Umbono ococekileyo, kwakhona njengomlutha ongayinaki imiphumo yempilo okanye umlutha wezobisi ongavumiyo kwimicimbi yezempilo yengqondo ngokufuna ukuxosha. Njengokuba ngoku ndiyithiyileyo iphonografi andizukuya emntwini ndibashumayeze, ngaphandle kokuba bayaphula umthetho okanye babangela ukwenzakala ngqo kuba ndiyazi ukuba abantu bayachacha kuphela xa sele bekulungele kwaye banokwanela. Uzama ukuya kwikhoboka lotywala kwaye ubaxelele ukuba mabangaseli, iya kuhlala inye indlebe kwaye iphume enye. Ndiyakholelwa ekubeni uthintelo kunye nemfundo yeyona khosi ilungileyo ngokuchasene nokwenzakala okubangelwa yimifanekiso engamanyala kunye nokulula ukufikelela kuyo kwihlabathi lanamhlanje kodwa ngelishwa kukho ubuncinci izizukulwana ezibini zabantu esele zichaphazeleke kakhulu kwiingxelo kunye neenjongo ezichazwe umxholo abawujongayo.

AtomicTango

Ndijonge indawo "engenanto yokuVala" ngenxa yokuphanda into abayicingayo ngeNoFap nezinto ezinje ngayo. Endikufundileyo bekuya kuba sisiqabu ukuba bekungekho kwenzakalisa abantu abasesichengeni. Kwakukho imicu engenakubalwa malunga nabantu abafuna ingcebiso nge-HOCD kunye ne-9/10 isisombululo esanikwa ngaba bafundi sathi "Hayi zama nje ezinye i-dick ndiqinisekile ukuba uyakuyithanda, uyala nje". Andizami ukujongela phantsi abantu abathandana nesini apha kodwa luhlobo luni lweengcebiso ezintle ezo ?!

Ekugqibeleni iFunish ezamahala

Ndandifuna nje ukuthumela le nto ukubonelela ngethemba labo baxhalabileyo, ngokukodwa ngoonobumba obunemfesane njengokuba lunokuba yingozi kunazo zonke ngokwempilo yengqondo (imo).

Ubuthakathaka bam bekunxanxanxileyo kwaye ndandidla i-2 kumaxesha e-6 imihla ngemihla xa ndibukele kwaye emva kwexesha elide ndifunga ngalo liza kuba liyokugqibela. Ndiyakhumbula ukufunda le ngqungquthela ye-reddit kwaye ndicinga ukuba nabani na onokuhamba olunye usuku ngaphandle koonobumba beliqhawe elikhulu.

Ekugqibeleni, ngeli xesha elidlulileyo leKrisimesi, ndabona ukuba ukusetyenziswa kwam i-pornography kwakuchukumise ingqondo yam kuninzi kwaye kwasithintela nje kuphela kodwa kunye namabhinqa am Kwaye, oku kwatshintsha yonke into, ukuqonda ukuba i-porno yangitshintsha into into endiyazi ukuba andinayo ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndithethe ngokwaneleyo. Ndenze ikhonkco yengqondo phakathi kwezononono kunye nezinto endizenzayo ngenxa yalo kwaye le nxu lumkile ngakumbi kunokuba ndizibongoze ukuba ndihlaziye i-incest pornest (kholelwa ukuba ezo zikhumbuza zomelele kakhulu)

Apho ndikhoyo ngoku - Izinto zam zangaphambili ezidlulileyo zikhona kodwa zincinci kakhulu kwaye zingahoywa ngokulula (kwiveki yokuqala ezibangele zisenamandla kakhulu). Ndisajonge imifanekiso yamantombazana kwi-instagram njl.njl kwaye ndicwangcise ukumisa le nto kodwa eyona nto iphambili kum kwaye yayikukumisa lo mntwana uvela kwi-porn. Ngokwenyani andikholwa ukuba sendide ndafika phi.

Inqaku lokugqibela, kukho iingcebiso ezimbi ngokwenene malunga ne-porn kwiiwebhusayithi zengqondo. Ndiqinisekile uninzi lwenu niyifundile yonke 'Kusempilweni ukwamkela nje usana lwakho' kwaye akunjalo xa uziva unetyala emva kwesenzo, olovakalelo alunakuba sempilweni. Ndiyazi ukuba 'i-streak' yam inokubonakala imfutshane kodwa ndiye ndadlula kutshintsho olukhulu lokuqonda kwaye ndiyazi ukuba obu bomi bungcono kakhulu kunesihogo endandikuso kwiiveki nje ezimbini ezidlulileyo.

Fuck Incest Iphonografi

Iphonografi iyakhobokisa ngokwendalo kwaye inyanzelekile ukuba ibe likhoboka. Kukunyuka kwezinto ezingamanyala ezilandelayo ezikugcina unomdla kwaye uzibandakanya. Le porno yamakhwenkwe apho intombazana ekhangeleka incanca i-step-daddy yakhe yeyona ndlela isondeleyo kwezomthetho ekuthiwa ziinkwenkwe ezisebenzisa i-porn. Abakhathali nokuba kukuwohloka kwengqondo yakho kunye nobuni bakho. Kungenxa yexabiso lokothuka kwaye kukugcina ubambekile ukuze bakwazi ukuhambisa iipokotho zabo.

castawaybeetlejuice

Ndisandula ukujikela kwi-porno yokuziphatha okokuqala ... Ixesha layo lokuzama nokuyeka kwakhona ..

I-29M apha, kutshanje ndiye ndaqaphela ukuba umkhwa wam wobugqwetha utshintshile, ndiqale ukubukela iphonografi kutsha nje, kodwa namhlanje ibilixesha eliphantsi, bendijonge ugogo omdala oqhelekileyo kunye ne-gangbang porn kodwa ingqondo yam ifuna into ebhadlileyo, Ndabukela ihashe lalala nomntu obhinqileyo, njengoko ndaye ndaziva, ndaziva ndigula emva komqala wam. Kudala ndisebenzisa i-porno iminyaka eyi-14 ngoku, yile nto ndiyiyo.

Ndazicima ngokukhawuleza zonke iipuzzle zam zobunqunu, ndacima naziphi na ii-software zokukhupha endinazo iiakhawunti kunye, zavalwa i-porn kwiGoogle.

Ndiyindoda enesizungu yokuzibulala kodwa andizukuvumela iphonografi indijike ndilahleke ngokungazenzisiyo, ndibambe iphonografi yezilwanyana. Usuku lwe-1 lwe-pornfree luqala ngomso.

isityhiweyo

Ewe ndaqala ukuncanca i-dick kwaye ndifumana isondo elalisuka emadodeni naseLadyboys emva kweminyaka eyi-12 yokubukela iphonografi, ngekhe ndibange okanye ndibange okanye babe kubudlelwane, ndandilangazelela nje ukuba ndiphathwe njengehenyukazi okanye islut. Ndiyichazile kumongikazi wezempilo ngokwesondo kwaye wandibekela ixesha lokuncokola nalo mfana, uhlobo olufana neseshoni yonyango, wandixelela ukuba abantu abatshatileyo abayiyo 50/50, ungangama-80% ngokuthe ngqo kwaye ngama-20% bi njl. kwaye akazange acinge ukuba iphonografi sisizathu sokuba ndilale namadoda. Ndandisabelana ngesondo kunye namadoda ama-2 okanye ama-3 amaxesha ngonyaka, akukho nto iphambeneyo kodwa ndaziva ndizisola kwaye ndingonwabanga emva koko, ndingasathethi ke ndafumana ii-2 Stds kuyo. Ndiyi-15 yeentsuku zoononophala kwaye andisenamdla wokuphinda ndiphinde ndiphinde ndiphinde, ndisayawathanda amantombazana kunjalo kodwa amadoda ndiphulukene nomdla omkhulu. Kum ndiyakholelwa ukuba iphonografi itshintshe ubuni bam.

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Imifanekiso engamanyala ebukelwayo iyanyangeka

Mamela ndiyazi ukuba kuya kubakho umntu omnye okungenani ofunda oku ene-porn ebangele i-fetish rn kwaye uziva eneentloni ngayo kwaye into endiyithethayo inokuvakala ngathi yinkomo ye-bullshit kodwa yall kufuneka undithembe kolu sana lwamanyala lunokubanyanga kwaye ndaphilisa am Kwiintsuku ezimbini kuphela ndandifumana i-cuckold ye-porn eyenziweyo ngaphambi kokuba le ayisiyonto yam yokwenyani kwaye mhlawumbi uyazibuza ukuba ndingazi njani ukuba iphonografi inyanzelisiwe okanye umntwana oyinyani olula usana lwayo yinto onayo kwasekuqaleni ukubukela iphonografi into obukade unayo ngaphambi kokuba ubukele iphonografi kwaye iphonografi ebangelwe kukuzalwa yinto ebangelwa kukungamanyala kukho izinto ezininzi ezingamanyala ezibangelwa ziintlobano zesini njengoShemale, uCuckold, ukunxiba umnqamlezo njlnjl .. kwaye unokunyangeka xa uqala ukuzijonga ngokwahlukileyo kwaye yeka ukubukela iphonografi.

Ibhinqa apha! Inqaku lokuqala… Ukuzama ukumisa le ngxaki ngaphambi kokuba yenzeke.

Ke apha ndizifumana. Umfazi oneminyaka engama-33 ubudala ongatshatanga. Ndidibanise ubomi bam. Kodwa ndiye ndaqonda kutshanje ukuba into endicinga ukuba ayinabungozi ayisiyiyo.

Ndibukela iphonografi. Hayi yonke imihla. Kodwa iintsuku ezininzi. Ngamanye amaxesha amaxesha ambalwa ngemini. Ndiyayibukela xa ndikruqukile, andikwazi kulala, horny, ngenxa yesihogo sayo. Ngokuqhelekileyo ihamba kunye nomjikelezo wam (i-horny, i-pornography). Kufike kwinqanaba lokuba andinakukwazi ukwenza i-orgasm ngaphandle kwayo.

Ndikhe ndafumana ezinye ii-hookups kulo nyaka, ezingafane ndizigqibe ngezo, kodwa ngoku ndibona umntu rhoqo kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo. Silale ngesondo ubuncinci amaxesha e-15 kwaye akukhange kube kanye ndikwazi ukuba ne-orgasm. Mhle, ulungile, ulungile ebhedini. Sisebenzisa i-lube, nokuba sisebenzise ukonyusa okongeziweyo. Ndinga. Hayi. Gqiba. Andizange ndibe ne-orgasm kwisini ngaphezu konyaka. Bekulusizi. Xa eshiya indlu yam emva kwesondo, ndijonga iphonografi ukuze ndizifezekise. Yimvakalelo elusizi xa unayo loo ngcaciso emva kokuba kwenziwe konke.

Andikwazi nokugqiba ukwenza izinto ngokwam ngengcinga yam kwakhona. Ndiyakhumbula ukuba ngamanye amaxesha ndikwazi ukugqiba (nangona ngesondo okanye i-masturbate) ngokucinga ngezinto endizibonayo kwi-pornography. Ngaba oku kuqhelekile?

I-Porn idale iingcinga ezingqondweni zam eziye zandifaka. Ayikuko ukuba ubufanasini akulunganga, kodwa andingowesini. Andifuni ukuba ndithandane okanye ndithandane nentombazana. Andizange ndivulwe yintombazana kumntu (ngaphandle kokubona ukukhanga, kodwa ndingakhange ndivule ngokomzimba). Kodwa ndiphuma kwi-porno yobungqingili ngaphezu kwayo nayiphi na into. Ibuyisele kum ngokupheleleyo. Ngaba akhona amanye amabhinqa anamava oku? Andizange ndibenomdla wokubukela i-MM okanye i-MMF ye-porn, kodwa mva nje ndizibambile ndiguqulwa yiyo. Ukunyuka nje ukuya kwindawo engaqhelekanga, kum, ubuncinci.

Ke ndiqala olu hambo lwamanyala. Sele ziintsuku ezimbini. Andicingi ukuba ndingunobangela omkhulu wokuchaphazela ukusebenza kwam kwemihla ngemihla… Kodwa xa iqala ukubuchaphazela ubudlelwane bam kunye nobomi bokwenyani bomntu kwisini somntu… lelona xesha lokwenene lokwenza into.

Enkosi ngokumamela. Ndingathanda ukuva okungakumbi kubantu basetyhini.

I-Porn ikhupha i-ED kwaye ishintshe kwiminqweno yesondo

Umntu omtsha apha, i-26 evela e-UK kwaye kutshanje ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ndihlupheka ngoononophala kubangele i-ED emva konyaka olungileyo okanye emibini kunzima ukuyigcina kunye namaqabane.

Ndifumene ukuthanda kwam iphonografi okwahlukileyo kwisazisi sam - ndingumfana ongumntu othandana naye kwaye ndithandana nabantu besilisa kodwa andibonakali ngathi ndiyeke ukubukela iphonografi kwaye ndiguqulwe kakhulu yiyo yonke loo nto Olona hlobo kuphela lwe-porn endinokulujonga. Andizimisele ukuntywilisela umfazi, ndibone umfazi ehamba ze okanye ade asondele kwipussy kubomi bokwenyani kodwa andikwazi ukunceda kodwa nditsaleleke kolu hlobo lwe-porn.

Ndicinga ukuba iphonografi ngokungathandekiyo indonakalisile, ndiyakwazi ukukhupha amaxesha ama-5 ngemini ngoononophala kwaye ndingafumana ulungiso olupheleleyo ngeViagra kodwa okwangoku andikwazi ukuba nzima kwaye ndihlale nzima kubomi beqabane lokwabelana ngesondo. Ndiyathemba ukuba kukho ukukhanya ekupheleni kwetonela kodwa oku kuya kuba ngumhla woku-1 kum. Kuya kuba kuhle ukuva kubantu abanamava afanayo kum ngalo mzuzu ukuya kuthi ga apho iphonografi ingonakalisanga amandla am okwenza kuphela kodwa itshintshe nengqondo yam ngokwezinto endigqibele ukuzibukela! Ngokwenyani ndicinga ukuba bendiya kuhamba ndibukele iphonografi engahambelani nayo nayiphi na iminqweno yam.

Iifoto ezenziwa nge-porn zezona zinto ziyikhathazayo

MhlawumbiAThrowaway7501

Ndiye ndehla ngendlela efanayo nawe - iimfesane ezibangelwa zi-porn. Emva koko ukutshintshela kubomi bokwenyani, into esinomdla kuyo yahluke ngokupheleleyo. Inye into endiyifundileyo kuhambo lwam olungamanyala kukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba ufumane into enomtsalane xa imacala-mabini nakwisikrini. Emva koko tshintshela kubomi bokwenyani apho unabantu bokwenyani kunye nayo yonke imiba yokusondelelana ngokwasemzimbeni- kwaye umtsalane awusekho. Ndisayifumana iyamangalisa indlela ingqondo esebenza ngayo ngale ndlela ingaqhelekanga. Yazi ukuba awuwedwa kwindlela oziva ngayo!

ibarolon

beto_747 [ikhonkco alisekho eluntwini]

I-porn ayihambelani nesini sokwenyani. Ndibetha ukuba ngoku uyekile, ungonwabela ukuba kunye nala mantombazana kubomi bokwenyani, xa ucinga nge-porn

notanemyspy

Yintsapho yayo embi. Imilutha yamanyala iyinto embi kuwe kodwa siyasilela ekufundiseni i-rhe engaphantsi kwe-neurology yabantu fetish ymto. Ndivakalelwa ngokungathi bendifundile empilweni ngezi ziphumo ngendingathinteleki kakhulu kubuhlungu. Izinto zayo ezintle ezilula. Into oyityayo yile uyiyo. Yenza ubudlelwane obunempilo kunye nesondo. Kodwa phakathi kokungabikho kunye nokungafumani bantwana asinakuze siye ngokwenyani kwi-nero psycho intlalontle okanye kwizinto ze-spirtusl zale nto. Sinetyala elilunge ngakumbi lesini. Kuya kufuneka sibafundise ukuba baziphathe njani kwaye bahlakulele ubuchule bokwenyani kunokuba sitsho ukuba kunjani ukubonakala kwesalphilus. Yenza ntoni loo nto?

imendoendo

Ngokuqinisekileyo ndinokuphikisana neli bali kwaye ngelishwa njengoko usitsho ukuba yabonwa. Sonke sikhe sasebenzisa iintlobo ezithile esingasokuze sizenze ebomini bokwenyani kwaye ukuba besizenzile asinakuze sizonwabise kwaphela.

Ukusetyenziswa ngobuchule

akukho nto

IViolite-Bloom

Usuku lweNofap 342: Ukujonga emva

Ndandiba ne-gf emnandi ngaphambili, kodwa endaweni yokuba neentlobano zesini kunye nokonwaba kunye naye, ndagqiba kwelokuba ndihambise isitho sokubonisa iphonografi kwi-intanethi kwi-intanethi. Emva koqhawulo-mtshato, kwaba ngathi kukuvuka komnxeba: bendinomntu ithandekayo gf, apho ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba i-fake ye-intanethi yokucinga ye-intanethi kwakumnandi kunokuzibandakanya kwizinto zesini nomntu onazo, kunye neemvakalelo zokwenyani nezokwenyani. Bendifana: WTF WABHALA NAM?! Thats xa ndigqibe kwelokuba ndanele kwaye ndinqumle i-porn ngazo zonke iindleko ebomini bam. Ukujonga emva, ndonwabile ngayo, kuba udidi lwe-porn lwalusiya lujikile kwaye luthiyile

Sele ziinyanga ezisixhenxe ndibukele iphonografi

NgoDisemba i-31st 2018 ndenze isigqibo sokuba ndiyeke ukubukela i-porn rhoqo. Kwiinyanga zokuqala ze-5 ndenze kakuhle kakhulu ngokubuyela umva. Malunga nonyaka, ndiye ndadibanisa isenzo sam kunye ne-porn blocker yokutywina.

Kodwa ndicinga ukuba eyona nto iphumeyo yile xa ndicinga ngesondo, ekuphela kohlobo lwesini olonyusa umdla wam ayisiyiyo ikinky shit eyayiqhele ukuba neentloni ngayo emva kokuba ndi-orgasmed. Olona hlobo kuphela lwesini olunomdla kum ngoku lufana, i-vanilla yokwenene, uhlobo lothando. Uhlobo apho ungagijimeli nje ukukhutshwa; uyahamba kancinci kwaye uthambile kwaye unothando kwaye uzama ukwenza unxibelelwano lokwenyani. Ngokubanzi oku kuye kwabuphucula ubomi bam ukuba bube ngcono.

I-porn kum yayimalunga nokubaleka. Kwakumalunga nokuphila kwihlabathi elinamaphupha ngenxa yokuba ilizwe lokwenyani lalininzi kakhulu ukuba liphathwe. Kwakunxulumene nokubaleka isiqu sam sokwenyani. I-porn indenze ndacinga ukuba ndingulo thixo wesini onokuthi abambe naliphi na ibhinqa alifunayo kwaye akwazi ukubakholisa bonke.

Iphonografi ikhutshiwe ngombono wam wesini. Iphonografi isifundisa ukuba ekuphela kwendawo yomfazi kukuthobela amadoda, kwaye yile ndlela abafazi abathanda ngayo. Kubomi bam bokwenyani bendizabalazela ukutsala abantu basetyhini, ke bendiza kuthenga kuyo yonke into "kufuneka ube ulpha!" ingqondo. Ndiza kuzama ukuba namandla ngokwesondo ngokusemandleni. Ndenze lo mlingiswa we-alpha endicinga ukuba utsala abantu basetyhini.

Wonke umntu obhinqileyo endandithandana naye wayemthiyile lo mlinganiswa ndimenzileyo. Ndiza kuxoka kwaye ndenze iimeko zesini ezingezizo kwaye ndiqhayise ngabo kuba yile nto bendicinga ukuba abantu basetyhini bafuna ukuyiva. Abanye abantu basetyhini bayakruquka, abanye babe nomona. Nokuba yeyiphi na indlela, ibiyinto esisidenge ukuba ndenze.

Kodwa into kukuba, andinguye lo mfo we-hypermasculine. Ndinyanisekile ngokwenene, ndisisidenge kwaye ndinobuthathaka. Kwaye leyo yayiyinguqulelo yam abafazi bathandana nayo. Babendifunela mna, hayi uhlobo loxhatshazo endinalo. Inyani yile, uninzi lwabasetyhini alukhathalelanga ukuba ungakanani ngesondo. Bayikhathalele ingxelo yenyani yakho.

Ndiyakholelwa ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba ndithobela ngokwesondo. Enye yeentombi zam zangaphambili yaqala ubudlelwane bethu kunye naye njengoyena ubalaseleyo. Kodwa ngakumbi ukubukela iphonografi, kokukhona ndicinga ukuba kuya kumkholisa ukuba ndiyamlawula. Uye wacotha kancinci kum ngenxa yoko.

Ndiza kungena kwezi ngcinga zinkulu apho ndandiqhubeka khona ndinobundlobongela kunye nokuzithoba kwabafazi. Ukuqeshwa kwamva nje kunye nonyango lwam kubonisa ukuba esona sizathu sikhulu sokuya kolu hlobo lwe-porn kungenxa yokuba ndifuna ukuba kwisikhundla sakhe kwaye ndifuna ukuba umfazi abe sendodeni. Nangona ndiqinisekile ukuba izinto ezinamandla ziya kufumana njani njengoko ndiqhubeka nokuhlala kude ne-porn.

Imifanekiso engamanyala kunye nomdla wakho wesini.

Ndakhe ndaba ngumntu ofumene abafazi abaqhelekileyo be-sexy ngendlela eqhelekileyo kwaye esempilweni. Ngoku nditsaleleka kwimizimba ebambekayo okanye engalunganga kwimifanekiso engamanyala ne-hentai.

I-Nomorebasedesires

Indoda enye. Imka ngokukhawuleza. Elo lelona candelo loyikekayo lokulutha kwam. Inhlanhla man ndiyathemba ukuba izakuhamba kwaye singaphinde sibe yinto eqhelekileyo

I-2cents yam ekungabikho kwi-porn + kwiinyanga ze-2.

Ndiyabonga wonke umntu, ndiya kulungela kwisihloko esiyinhloko. Ndandiqala ukubukela i-porn xa ndingu 13 kunye neentlobo zam ezintle ezivela kwi-softcore / i-fanservice kwi-harcore BDSM kunye ne-tranny shit. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba ngeli xesha apho ndihlala khona PMO (i-porn-masturbate orgasm) ndandisebenzisa kwi-porno kwaye ndaqala ukuhlaziya iingcinga kwaye ndabona abafazi njengezinto kunabantu. Ngoku ndiyakwazi ukusho ngokukhuselekileyo ukuba ndiyinqumle le miphunga embi.

Into endiyifumeneyo kukuba andisayi kuvulwa yi-hardcore porn kwakhona. Ukuba ndiyaphikisana, ndiyakruquka yiyo kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndiyifumana iyinto ehlekisayo.

Isishukumiso sam sokuphuma kunye nokudibana namantombazana sinyuke kakhulu, okuyinto emangalisayo.

Nek_12

Ndivakalelwa nguwe. Yenza into efanayo. Ndiyenze inkqubela phambili kule nkqubo kwaye ndifuna ukuthetha ukuba ukhetho lwakho lwesondo ngeke qalisa ukulungelelanisa kungekudala. Izinto ezifunekayo kuphela ukuba uhambe ngokupheleleyo ingqele ebandayo. Ungavumeli nawuphi na umsebenzi wesondo ngaphakathi, ngaphandle naphina naphina ekujikeleze Kunzima, ukunyaniseka, kodwa ungoyisa, siyakholelwa kuwe. Kukho uphando olubonisa ukuba abantu banokuchaphazeleka kwimikhwa emibi / iziyobisi, nokuba boyisile kwaye bahlala iminyaka, banokuphinda babuyele ngokukhawuleza. Ke, ngokusisiseko, unxibelelwano lwe-neural alupheli, bahlala "belala". Kungenxa yoko le nto mna kunye nawe kufuneka siphephe izinto ezinokubangela amanqaku anje nge-CP kwiindaba mhlawumbi nakubomi bethu bonke. Kodwa ukuba uhlala unolwazi kwaye ungaweli kutshintsho lwengqondo oluza kwenzeka kuwe emva kwexesha elithile i-PMO-free (ezinje ngezi ngcinga: "Kulungile, ii-lolis zihle kwaye ngokunyanisekileyo akukho nto iphosakeleyo ayingomantombazana okwenyani" okanye " Akukho nto izakwenzeka ngexesha elinye. Ndenze inkqubela kwaye ndikufanele oko. ”), Ke yonke into izakulunga, ndiyakuthembisa. Oku kuyenzeka, kwaye ndikwazile ukubuyela kwi-porn yesiqhelo kutshanje. Andithandi ukuba ndiyibukele, kodwa andiyenzi ufuna ukubukela nayiphi na into yonyaka / ye-loli kwakhona. Kholelwa kuwe, kwaye ungavumeli ukuba utyibilike emhadini wexesha lakho elidlulileyo. Akukho nto ibalulekileyo ukuba yexesha elidlulileyo, tshintsha ubukho kunye nekamva ukuze ube lolona hlobo lwakho. Singaya kwincoko ye-PM ethembekileyo ukuba uyafuna.

Social_Italy

Kuyafana. Umlutha wobugqwetha undenza ndicinge ngezinto ezigqwethiweyo kunye nezinto ezixhonyiweyo… ndinokuzixela

DrPitsa

Ndiyakwazi ukubalisa… Masingaphindi sibuye PMO!

almani7

Ngaba ndim ndedwa oza kujonga amathumbu endingenawo kwii-pornwht?

Lelinye nje icala elibi lokuchaphazeleka kwam.

Eyona nto imbi kakhulu yayingamanyala. Anditsalwa ngabantu kwaphela. Ndithe tye njengesihogo.

Ngokwenene ndaziva ngathi ndileqa phezulu, izinto eziqhelekileyo zazingafanelekanga ngokwaneleyo.

Yintoni???

Ngaba oku kunjalo nawuphi na umntu?

Emptyempathy95

Siye sehla ngaloo ndlela mfo wam, lonke usana. Xa kwi-porn ixesha elide kudala le nyani iyenye inyani. Ubomi obuqhelekileyo buba buthuntu kwaye buyadika. Shit njengokwesini esiqhelekileyo kuyadinisa i-asf. Ndibukele ezinye zezona zinto zihlazisayo ziyazi emntwini kodwa wakube ukhululekile ukuba ubukele iphonografi kwiiveki ze-2 eziya kumntu. Khumbula ukuba ayikuchazi, iya kuhamba umntu.

Njmja

bendiscroll nje kwizithuba ezibomvu, nditsho nakwinjongo yokuhamba ungamanyala ukusukela kudala, ke le "Ubomi obuqhelekileyo buba buthuntu kwaye butyhafise" ibetha ngokungathi uchaza ubomi bam .. ndifuna ukubamba kwangoko

ezinxulumene nale post, ndikho kwisikhephe esifanayo ndikhangele iimfesane ezigqithiseleyo njengento enganelisekanga, kwaye ndiqinisekile ukuba ufuna ukuyeka

Ndiyabulela impendulo, kwaye ndiyabonga i-OP yeposi

modeonetoo

Inyaniso kubo bonke abantu. Ukuhlengahlengiswa okulandelwayo ngokunyuka komxholo kuyinxalenye yeempembelelo ezininzi ezinobungozi bobuchopho. Khangela uGary Wilson kwi-YouTube uyachaza yonke into. Khangela kwakhona i-yourbrainonporn.com

gottafixthisshit

Akuqhelekanga. Kuthetha ukuba mhlawumbi ukude nomngxunya womvundla kodwa ndiqinisekile ukuba abantu abaninzi abalapha bebekhona, nam ndibandakanyiwe.

Ngokwam, ndikhe ndachonga njengabantu abathandanayo kule minyaka ilishumi idlulileyo okanye njalo. Ndaza kuphela kweso sigqibo ngoononophala. Ndiye ndalala ngesondo kunye namadoda kwaye kwinqanaba elithile ndonwabile (kangangoko kunokwenzeka ukuba ndiyonwabele ngokupheleleyo isondo). Kodwa ngoku ndiye ndacinga ngemicimbi yam kwaye ndiye ndafunda ukuba ezinye zeentsana zam kunye nento endicinga ukuba yayiyindlela yam yokuziphatha ngokwesini, bendinokudideka ukuba ndinyanisekile. Ndicinga ukuba ndiza kugcina ingqondo evulekileyo kwaye xa ndiphinde ndasetha kwakhona, ndiza kuthatha imeko. Ukuba ndisafuna ukukhonkxwa ngumfazi wam ngelixa ndinxibe iingubo zakhe ezincinci, kwaye ukuba abafana bayandenzela, makube njalo. Kodwa ukuba akunjalo, ndicinga ukuba kuya kufuneka ndiqhelane ne-vanilla me vanilla

i_iyo

Ndakuqaphela le nto kodwa kodwa kum mna kwakuyi-hentai. Xa izinto eziqhelekileyo azizange zinqumle ngenxa yokuba ndibe ngu-PMO'ninzi, ndaphendukela kwi-hentai nje ngenxa yokuba yayingaphezulu kuneyona nyaniso.

NintenHyperTwister

Ndandicinga i-porno ye-gay kanye kanye, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba yinto enqwenelekayo kwaye ayiyikukhanga. Ndiyakuzonda ukubeka isohlwayo kwizinto ezinokungahambi r / Nofap yenza, kodwa kwandenza "ngongqingili" (okanye "bi")

Kule mihla, ndiyamkela ukuthobela kwam / ukutyekela kokujonga. Into ENDINGAYAMKELIyo kufuneka ndithembele kuyo ukuze ndifumane amatye am. Ndifuna ukukwazi ukusebenza ngokwesondo kwaye ndifumane ukoneliseka ngaphandle kokufuna isikhuthazo somntwana. Le ayisiyonto endiye ndakwazi ukuyenza kude kube kutshanje, kwaye kufuneka ndivume ukuba ngamanye amaxesha ndirhalela izinto eziphathekayo / izinto ezenziwa ngabafazi. Kodwa, into endiyibonileyo kukuba ukuba ndiyekile ixesha elide kwi-PMO, ndiya kuba yinto encinci.

Umzekeliso: yonakalisa inja ebolile ngokusika inyama ixesha elide, kwaye iya kulamba kunokuba itye ukutya okwenziwe ngenja xa uthe wakutshintsha ngesiquphe. Kwaye kwisidlo esilandelayo, iya kuhlala ijika impumlo yayo ekutyeni kwenja. Kuxhomekeka ekubeni inenkani kangakanani, inokukwenza oku kangangeentsuku ezi-3 okanye ezi-4 zilandelelana, indlala ngokwayo kuba ukutya okuqhelekileyo akukho nto iyenzayo kwinkqubo yayo yomvuzo esele iqhele kakhulu ukufumana inqanaba le-gourmet shit.

Kodwa… yinike ixesha eloneleyo… kwaye ukungakhathali kwale nja kungekudala kuya kugqitywa kukuphila kwayo, kwaye inja iya kuqala ukukhetha nantoni na enokutya kuyo. Ixesha elingaphezulu, inja iya kufunda ukonwabela ukutya kwakhona-nokuba kuye kwafuneka ibuyele kwiziseko emva kokutya ukutya kwe-niche kwendlela ende kakhulu. Ngoku oko akuthethi ukuba ukonwaba kwenja yenyama entle kuya kuhlala kuhamba. Kuthetha nje ukuba inja ifumene amandla ayo ukuze ikonwabele ngokwenyani ukutya okuqhelekileyo. Emva koko, umnini unokukhetha ukudibanisa kunye nokutshatisa nayiphi na indlela abona kufanelekile ngayo. Kodwa ukuxhomekeka komzimba wenja kuhlobo oluthile lokutya ukuze ukonwabele isenzo sokutya sele kumkile.

Ewe kunjalo, sisuka kude kufaniso, kuyacaca ukuba abantu baya kuthatha ixesha elide ukuziqhelanisa. Kodwa… ukuba uyayeka ukuphulula amaphambili ixesha elide ngokwaneleyo, uyakufika apho ekugqibeleni. Kuya kufuneka uhambe ngokutyibilika, ukuya kwiminqweno yokufikisa, njlnjl. Kodwa ndiyakholelwa ngokwenene ukuba awuzifumani uvuliwe ngabafazi abaqhelekileyo kunye 'nesini esisiseko', ayisiyiyo kuba awuxhotyiswanga ngabo ithuku. Kungenxa yokuba, kakhulu njengenja, uchithe ixesha elide uzonwabisa ngayo yonke into oyilibeleyo ukuba uyintoni na ukuxabisa iziseko. Permalink

Ndilahlekelwe ngamabele onke, okwangoku. ukucinga emva, Kuye kwanexesha elininzi, kodwa loo nto yayiyizinto ezinyanyekayo endandifunda ngazo. Permalink

Ukubuyiselwa kwakhona kutshabalalisa ukucatshulwa okugqithiseleyo koononopopayi ukususela ekugqibeleni ukuya kokuqala.

Oko ndiyithethayo ngaloo nto. Xa ndiqala ukubukela iiflegi izilwanyana ezilula zoononophelo zanele zandinika ukulungiswa kanzima kunye nokukhwabanisa. Ukugqithisa ubugqwetha obuninzi kakhulu kwakuyihlazo kum amehlo ami njenge-16 yo. Kancinci loo nto yanda. Oku kwandibangela ukuba ndibe namantombazana, ke ke ndaya kuma-threesome ngoko ke ndiza kwi-gangbangs ndize ndibe noononophala kwaye ekugqibeleni ndize ndibe neentlobano zesini. Ngoku ukuba ndiyiintsuku ze-20 ezamahala ifiloso yokugqibela endiyifumene ngokuyisebenzisa ngokugqithiseleyo i-porn iyasuswa. Xa ndicinga ngeentlobano zesini eziziimfesane ezithandayo, ndizenzele. Ingenza ndidideke njengokuba ndingu 16 kwakhona. Ndiyicinga ukuba ezinye iingcamango ziza kuqala ukuba zinyamalale ngomnye ukusuka ekugqibela ukuya kuqala. Ndiyathemba ngelinye ilanga ukuba nayiphina i-pornography iya kundibeka.

[Ukuyeka] kuya kunceda ngokupheleleyo [ekuchitheni ukuthanda izinto zomntwana]! Esinye seziphumo eziphambili zamanyala kukuba inika umbono ogqwethekileyo ngesondo. Andicingi ukuba baninzi oomama abaphuma ngaphandle abalala ngesondo nomfana we-pizza kwaye ngokufanayo andicingi ukuba baninzi abantu basetyhini abangaphandle abaya kuba ngabasetyhini.

Kuthatha ixesha, kodwa njengoko uyeka kwaye ushiya i-PMO uza kugcina ingqondo yakho kwaye iimfuno zakho kunye neminqweno yakho iya kutshintsha. Kwakhona, iintloko phezulu ekuqaleni: I-NoFap inzima. Kukutshintsha indlela yokuziphatha ekudala yendele kuwe. Kodwa izibonelelo ziyamangalisa. Permalink

Imifanekiso engamanyala inokukwenza ube nobungqwabalala

i-cleanhappylife [ikhonkco alisafumaneki]

Olu fetish oludlulileyo [ithoyizi yokwabelana ngesondo, iimpahla zabasetyhini] yayinyanzeliswa ngu-porn. Xa ndikwi-nofap yeeveki ezi-2 + ukubuya kwam kwesiqhelo, okunempilo. Permalink

Ewe, zama nje ukuthintela i-PMO kwaye ubone ukuba ihamba njani. Yazi nje, akukho ntloni ukuba nesini okanye ubufanasini ukuba yile nto uyiyo. Nangona kunjalo, kule nto ndiyifundileyo, ubonakala ngathi uthe tye.

Nangona kunjalo, iimfesane (ngakumbi ezo zibandakanyekayo kwinkqubo yakho yamanyala) azisoloko zibonisa iminqweno yakho yokwenene yesondo. Ndingumlingani wesithandana owayecinga ukuba uyathandana nabantu besini esahlukileyo kuba ndiyamthanda umntu onamanyala. Ndijika ngaphandle, andicingi ukuba ndingakonwabela kakhulu ukuhlala nomfana ebomini bokwenyani. Ndikwazifumanisa ndingatsali ngcamango yamadoda amabini kunye njengoko ixesha lihamba. Iphonografi iyarhawula into ocinga ukuba ishushu. Ukugqithisa ngokugqithiseleyo i-porno, umvuzo omkhulu owufumana nge-dopamine. Unokuba yindoda e-vanilla engafaniyo nomntu ongatshatanga naye, kodwa ukuba uvumela iphonografi ikulawule ngokwaneleyo, uya kube ujonge i-transsexual midget clown porn ngaphandle kwexesha.

Ukuba umbono wokuba ubufanasini ubangela ukuba ube noxinzelelo lwengqondo, unokufuna ukujonga ukuba kungenzeka ukuba ube ne-HOCD, eyi-OCD ene-obsessions ejikeleze umbono wokuba ungathandana. Phantse ukuba akukho mntu ubandezeleka yile nto ulifanasini. Ihlala iyindoda ethe ngqo eyoyikayo kangangokuba iqala ukuyikholelwa. Ndingacebisa ukuba ubone ugqirha ogxile kwi-OCD ukuba ucinga ukuba oku kunokuba yinxalenye yomcimbi wakho. Ukudibanisa ukubeka izimvo

[Ukuyeka iphonografi kuyanceda ukutshintsha ukuthanda umntwana]. Ubufana buhle kakhulu njengedosi ephezulu yamachiza-njengabantu abasela iminyaka engama-20 abanakunxila ngeepakethi ezintandathu, kodwa nika umntwana okwishumi elivisayo inye kuphela kwaye umbukele ephambana. Permalink

Kwiintsuku ze-150 ngaphandle koonobumba

Andiva mnqweno wokuhlambalaza imihla ngemihla njengokuba ndandidla xa ndiphantsi koxinzelelo lwe-porn.

Ngokuqinisekileyo ndikhangele phambili ukuya ocansini kunye ne-gf yam kunye neentlobano zesini esandifunde kuzo kwiimfestile zihamba ngokukhawuleza. Ndikulungele ukulala ngesimo sam kunokuba ndizame ukuzixelisa.

Usuku lwe-200 kwingxelo yokubuyisela.

Molo, bendikufutshane noluntu lwaseNofap nolwePhonografi okwethutyana ngoku ndikunye nezinye iiakhawunti kwaye ndineentsuku ezingama-200-ish ekubuyiseni kwam, ndicinga ukuba abanye banokuba nomdla kutshintsho endilubonileyo ngaphakathi kwam.

Ke ndingathanda ukunika ingxelo yokuba nditshintshe kangakanani engqondweni nasemzimbeni wam.

namakhubalo - AKUKHO

Template yeArousal -Iqhelekile. Andizange ndibufumane ubuhle obuqhelekileyo bunomtsalane kakhulu, nangona kunjalo iminyaka yoononophala obugqwethayo kunye ne-hentai ejijekileyo kunye netemplate yam. Ngoku ndifumana umntu ophakathi ojongeka enomdla.

Injongo - Bendihlala ndijonga ngokuzenzekelayo kumalungu omzimba kuqala, ngoku ndihlala ndijonga ubuso kwaye ndithanda ukufumana eyona nto inomtsalane kubuso obuhle. Oko akutsho ukuba andiwuqapheli umzimba okhangayo kodwa andiyi kuphazamisa umntu.

unako ukutshatyalaliswa koonwabo?

Kulungile nanku lo mbuzo: Xa usabelana ngesondo ndivulekile ngokwenyani, ndiyathanda ukuthanda isondo okuqhelekileyo kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ndikwenza izinto zekinky kodwa kungabi nzima kakhulu. Kodwa ngelixa ndibukele iphonografi ndiyaphuma. Ndibukele izinto emva kokuba ndiziva ndonwabile malunga nam kwaye ndicinezelekile ngenxa yeentsuku ze-2-3 kuba ndiyazibuza ukuba ingaba le yeyona nto iyinyani okanye ngaba kubangelwa yimifanekiso engamanyala. Ngethuba nje ukuba ndihlala kude noononophala ndicinga malunga "nokuthandana ngesondo kunye nentombazana" kodwa emva kwezo ziononografi ndicinga malunga nokulimaza umfazi okanye ukuba andikhathaze. Ndiyazi ukuba ndiyayithanda into enzima yokwabelana ngesondo kodwa le nto ihlazisayo endiyibukeleyo ngamanye amaxesha iyandoyikisa. Nawuphi na umntu ojikeleze iingxaki ezifanayo?

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Ukunyaniseka, okwangoku, zonke iimfesane zesondo ezithi zibukeke zingaqhelekanga kum kwaye akunamsebenzi. Kufana nengqondo yam iyala nokucinga ngayo. Abasebenzi nenye injongo kodwa ukondla i-ego yakho. Kwixesha elidlulileyo bendiza kuvavanya yonke into malunga nayo nantoni na egqwethekileyo, ngoku andikhathali. Nantoni na engaphaya kolwalamano olusenyongweni nomntu omthandayo iyamangalisa kum. Ke, ewe, yinike ixesha elaneleyo kwaye uya kufana nam. Permalink

Unokuyeka njani imibutho ngenxa yezononwabo?

Hlalani nikhumbule ukuba oku kulandelayo kubandakanya ukuthethwa kweentlobo ezahlukeneyo zoononophala kunye neekinksi ezahlukeneyo. Ukuba kukho nayiphi na loo nto inokukukhupha, ngoko ke unokubangela isilumkiso apha.
Ndiye ndafumana unyawo lwamanqina ukususela ekubeni ndiyiminyaka eyi-10 kwaye ngoku ndingu 15 (ndingowesilisa naye). Nangona kunjalo, ndikhathazekile ukuba ithatyathelwe ngumntwana okhulelweyo ngenxa yokugqithiswa koonobumba. Ndandibukela iifoto zentombi, i-femdom iyinyameko kwithuba elithile kodwa ndaphuma kwiividiyo ukuze ndibukele ngoko ndandibukela ukuhlaziswa kukuphelelwa yinkxalabo kunye nokufunda iincwadana zokuthotywa. Ngandinye ixesha ndibona isicatshulwa sissy kodwa asiyi kuphuma. Endaweni yoko ndandixhalabisa ukuba ndichaphazela. Ndandixhalabisa ukuba ndiza kufaka iideksi endaweni yeenyawo kwaye ndiza kukhwayika

Ukujonga njani ubudoda bamanye amadoda kwiividiyo ezingamanyala ezibetha amantombazana akunampembelelo kwezengqondo?

Ukusukela ukuba ndingumntwana omncinci endikukhumbulayo ukuba ndatsalwa ngabafazi. Andizange ndicinge kabini malunga nokuzibandakanya kwam kwezesondo de ndibethe i-19. Ngelo xesha ndandisele ndineminyaka eyi-8 ndibukele amanye ama-dudes fuck girls under my belt from porn. Ndiqale ukungavuselwa kakhulu ngabafazi kwaye ndazifumana ndineengcinga ezinje "kuthiwani ukuba uyayithanda ipenisi?" Oku kundikhulule ngaphandle kuba bendiqala ukukholwa kwiingcinga. Ngoku ndinayo i-HOCD kwaye ndibhozwa yonke imihla ngeengcinga zokungena kwam, kakhulu njengabo bonke abantu basetyhini endibabonileyo ekubukeni iminyaka eyi-8 ye-porn. Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba ingqondo yam inokudibanisa ukuvuswa kwesondo ngolu hlobo? Ndiqala ukukholelwa ukuba ndiguqula isitabane ndaze ndacinga ukuba ndabelana ngesondo namantombazana e-15, ndinobuhlobo beminyaka eyi-2, bendisoloko ndivuswa kwaye ndanga abafazi kuphela, bendikhe ndibukele iphonografi ngqo. Ukanti ingqondo yam izama ukundixelela ukuba ndiyisitabane. Andinanto iphosakeleyo ngabantu abathandanayo. Ndiyabaxhasa kwaye ndikholelwa ukuba banelungelo labo lokuthanda nabani na. Ndiva nje ngathi ubudoda bam kunye nokuzibandakanya kwam kwezesondo kugqwethekile, kugqwethiwe kwaye kwaqala ukutshintsha ukuba kuyandikhupha.

Ividiyo yentombazana ethetha malunga nendlela abantakwabo abaye bahamba ngayo emva kokuyeka i-porn. FF kwi4: 45. VIDEO

Xa ndandisebenzisa kakubi i-porn streak ndaqala ukuzonda abafazi

Kulungile. Inokuba iyothusa, kodwa bendifuna ukuthetha ngale nto nani bantu. Abanye banokuthi oku malunga nokusebenzisa i-engile yobufazi engile yokwenza amadoda azive kakubi ngeziqu zawo, kodwa ayisiyiyo. Andizukuba ngumfazi nokuba bendinompu entloko.

Ndiqale ukubukela i-porn njengaye nabani na. Ndaba ngu-13, ndiyacinga. Ngapha koko, ndiyakhumbula bendidla ngokusebenzisa shit entle shit ekuqaleni. Kodwa emzuzwini nje omnye ndiye ndatshintshela kwiintlobo ezithile zohlobo oluthile. Ndibukele i-hentai kwaye ngesizathu esithile ndagqibela ukonwabela ubufazi njengayo nantoni na enye into. Ndiqaphele ukuba ndiyenzile le nto kuba ndinentloni kwaye ubufazi bundinika umfanekiso wesetyhini oxhasayo owenze ukuba ndizive ndikhuselekile kwaye ndithandwa. Ngendlela endaqala ngayo ukubukela izinto ezilukhuni.

Ndandiyithiyile, kodwa ndandingenakuphila ngaphandle kwayo. Ndandinokuthotywa kwaye olo hlobo lwembombo yobufazi. Yandenza ndangabalulekanga kwaye yatshabalalisa ukuzithemba kwam. Ndiqale ukucinga njengabafazi njengabathengisi beziyobisi abenza imali ngokukhawuleza bandenze lusizi. Ndayazi ukuba ayilunganga. Andifuni mfazi ondixelelayo ukuba makabe yindoda enjani. Kwakungafuneki ukuba ndidinge ukuvunywa ngaba bantu bangendawo behleka phambi kwam. Andizange ndibafune ukuba bahlekise ngesini kunye nomzimba wam. Ndabathiya.

Ekugqibeleni benditshintsha phakathi kokuhlazisa iphonografi kunye nokuhlukumeza abantwana ababendenza ndizive ndibabuyisela impatho-mbi yabo. Ekugqibeleni ndaqala ukucaphukisa abantu basetyhini ngokundenza lusizi. Kungenxa yoko ndiyekile ukubukela iphonografi, andifuni ezinye iigeja zindenze lusizi. Kodwa ndiyazi ukuba abantu basetyhini ngabantu nje, ke ngelo xesha, kwaye ukuba kude kwezi zinto zinenzondo, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba abantu bahluke nje ngokuzimeleyo ngokwesini sabo.

Ndifuna ukuba neqabane endinokulihlonipha kwaye oko kundenza ndizive ndithandwa. Ndiyabathanda abafazi ngakumbi - ndithandana nabantu besini esahlukileyo.
Ndingcono ngoku. Ndiyeke iphonografi ngenxa yokuzithanda, hayi kuba ndifuna ukubonakala ndiphambi kwabanye abantu ababhinqileyo- ubuncinci abanye baba bantu bacinga ukuba ngokuzenzekelayo xa isifundo siphuma ekholejini.

Enkosi ngokumamela. IsiNgesi esibi.

Imiphumo ye-NoFap kwizinto zesini

Ngoku sele kuphantse iintsuku ezingama-50 ukususela kwi-orgasm yam yokugqibela kwaye, njengabo bonke abantu, ndiye ndafumana utshintsho. Olunye lolu tshintsho luye lwaxhaphaka kwezi veki zidlulileyo kukuba ngelixa i-NoFap ibinayo, ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, ayinampembelelo kumtsalane wam (ubukhulu becala, ezantsi ezantsi) kubasetyhini, kubonakala ngathi kunciphisile ukubonakala kwam (ngakumbi ngokwengqondo, phezulu) ngakumadoda. Ngokwesiqhelo ukubangela kwam amadoda kuyabonakala ngakumbi xa ndibona umntu oshushu kwi-Intanethi ndifumana impendulo kodwa iyahamba ngokukhawuleza kwaye ndilahlekelwe ngumdla. Ngabasetyhini umtsalane wam wawusoloko womelele emntwini, kwaye ndiyifumanisa ukuba iyafana neyangaphambili, ukuba ayinamandla.

Ndivakalelwa ngathi ngam, ukutsala kwamadoda kwakusekwe ebuchotsheni kwaye ndondliwa kakhulu kumlutha wam wokubukela nokusebenzisa iphonografi ndisemncinci. Ngoku ukuba ndiyinqumle i-PMO ebomini bam, umtsalane emadodeni ubonakala ungenamhlaba wokubonisa. Kwakhona, ndifuna ukuyenza icace into yokuba andenzi mabango ngokubanzi apha. Le yingxelo yamava am kuphela.

Njengoko benditshilo ekuqaleni, ukuba neentlobano zesini kulungiselelwe umntu ngamnye kwaye akunakulindeleka ukuba kubekhona omnye umntu oza kuhambelana ngokupheleleyo noko ndikuthethayo. Kodwa mhlawumbi umntu unokuxhamla koku okanye ubuncinci ndingabuyela kuyo emva kokuba ndifunde iNoFap kwaye ndincedakala koku kum.

• I-TLDR: I-NoFap yathintele ukukhanga kwam ebuchosheni kwindoda kodwa kungeyonto yam esekelwe kubafazi.

Ukufakwa kuya kuncipha ngexesha le-nofap. Zilapho, kodwa zikude, njengendoda emileyo iwangawangisa izandla zayo endulini kude kude. Usenokumbona, kodwa mncinci kwaye ukude. Kodwa ukuba uyamfuna, ukulungele ukuthatha ihelikopta kwaye ubhabhe eze kuwe, kwaye uhlale esifubeni sakho kwisithuba semizuzu engama-20. Ke xa umbona ewangawangisa endulini, yithi, “ewww, nantoni na,” kwaye ujike, uzithethele ngokwakho, “Andimfuni.”Unxibelelwano

Ndicinga ukuba imeko-bume inento yokwenza nento ozimisele ukuyizama. Ukuba ubukhe wanendawo ezingamanyala, kulula ukuba ungazihoyi "ezinye" iindidi abazibonelelayo ezahlukileyo kuleyo unomdla kuyo ngoku. Njalo emva kwexesha uyakubona umbono wezinto zakho Okwangoku unomdla kuyo. Ngelixa ucotha uphela kwinto onomdla kuyo, abo abanye abantwana okanye "amava" abe yinto oqhele ukuyibona kodwa ngoku inomtsalane kuba intsha kwaye iimvakalelo eziqhotyoshelweyo zibonakala. Ukomelela kunale nto ukuyo ngoku. Kufana nokutya ukutya okuthandayo. Ayisiyo eyokuba ukutya okwahlukileyo kunomdla ngakumbi, yinto nje yokuba utshisiwe kukutya okuthandayo kwaye nantoni na eyahlukileyo ine 'freshness' kuyo.

Ukuba into onomdla itshintshile kwiminyaka edlulileyo ndicinga ukuba kubaluleke kakhulu ukukhumbula ukuba into oyikhethayo ayitshintshi, sele ukhathele into obukade unomdla kuyo. Ukuvezwa ngakumbi kwiintlobo ezahlukeneyo zesini kubonakala kungenabungozi, kodwa eneneni utyale ixesha elininzi kwizinto ezibangela ukuba wenze ngaphezulu kwezinto ozikhethileyo ngaphambili. Ndicinga ukuba ulungile ekubizeni i-rewiring, kodwa ayisiyiyo into eyekayo xa ufumana amava akho afanelekileyo. Ekugqibeleni uyakruquka yiyo nantoni na oyithathayo ngevolumu ephezulu.

Ndicinga ukuba i-rewiring yinto eyenzekayo kuphela xa singaphumeleli ukumodareyitha ukufundwa kwezinto esizikhethayo. Permalink

Ndisoloko ndisoloko ndichanekile, kodwa ngandlela-thile. Akukho fap endiyenze ukuba ndityelele ngakumbi kwabasetyhini kwaye ndincinwe kakhulu kumadoda (ukuba kukho konke). Kucinga ukuba kuhlobene nokugqithisa iifostile ekutshintsheni kwam intando. Permalink

Ndikhule ndichonga ngokuthe tye. Andizange ndizive ndinomtsalane emadodeni ndade ndaqala ukuba likhoboka lemifanekiso engamanyala ndiseneminyaka engamashumi amabini ubudala. Kuqala bendiyigxotha njengomdla kwaye khange ndikhathazwe yiyo. Kodwa ke oko kwabangela ukudideka okuninzi kum njengoko bendinokutsalwa ngengqondo nangokweemvakalelo ngabasetyhini ngelixa ukutsala kwam amadoda kungaphezulu kwesibongozo "sokuqala".

Ndineminyaka engama-7 ndingatshatanga ngoku. Ngalo lonke elo xesha bendizama ukuziqinisekisa ukuba ndiyidubule namadoda kubomi bokwenyani kodwa andikaze ndikwazi. Andikwazi nje ukuyenza; Umtsalane uza kuphela xa umnqweno we-PMO ufika. Oko ndiqalise i-nofap ndiye ndaphawula ukuba umtsalane wengqondo / weemvakalelo ngokubhekisele kwabasetyhini baqala ukubuyela ngelixa umnqweno wokuqala wamadoda uqala ukuhamba. Into endiyithandayo kwimifanekiso engamanyala ibuye yabuyela kwinto ebendiyiyo xa ndandikwishumi elivisayo (i-vanilla yesini, isini lesini, njl. Ndisenendlela ende ekusafuneka ndihambe kodwa ndiyatsho ukuba ndenze inkqubela phambili. Permalink

Iphonografi iyayiphazamisa ingqondo yakho. Ndiyazi kuba ndilapho. Ndiziva ndililolo kwaye ndililolo.

Ndifuna ukukholelwa ukuba lukhona uncedo. Ukuba ngandlela-thile ingqondo yam ingabuyela kwimeko eyayikade ikhona ngaphambi kokuba ndibambe iphonografi. Ndifuna "iingcali" ziyeke ukundixelela ukuba zisempilweni. Ndifuna abantu bazive ukuba ndiziva njani ukuze baqonde ukuba kunjani.

Ndivakalelwa kukuba ubuni bam buxwile kwaye uyazi ntoni? Yimpazamo yam yonke. Ndifuna uncedo. Ndifuna nje umntu aqinisekise ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba uphinde uzibuyise kwaye uyeke le nto imbi. Ndiza kunika nantoni na ukuba ndibuyele kwiminyaka eyi-3 edlulileyo, ndiqhekeze i-fuck ngaphandle kwekhompyutheni yam, kwaye ndixelele ukuba i-porn iyakukutshintsha.

Nina bantu benifanele ukuba nindibonile. Ndazikhusela ekufeni! Ndiyakholelwa kuyo yonke into elungileyo eyathethwa yingcali kwaye xa abantu besithi baneziyobisi ezingamanyala andizange ndikholelwe. Andizange ndikholelwe ukuba inokukuphazamisa, kubangele i-ED, okanye nayiphi na into enjalo.

Ndijonge ngoku, nangona kunjalo. Yile ndlela ndiyazi ngayo ukuba le shit iyakukhathaza. Abanye abantu ayinakuba nasiphumo, kodwa kum, ndiye ndabona utshintsho oluncinci oluqhubeka ngokwenzeka ngokuhamba kwexesha kwaye bezingalunganga. Ukwabelana ngesondo emaphupheni am kwahamba kumangalisa kwaye kuyamangalisa ukuya kule khosi kule minyaka mi-3. Ndiyabacaphukela uninzi lwam amaphupha esini kwaye ngamanye amaxesha awanangqondo. Ukuba kukho nabani na ngaphandle onokuthi ancede okanye ophumeleleyo kungekho fap, ndingathanda ukukuva.

Ndiva ngathi lihlabathi, ebendikade ndilicala lalo, lichasene nam ngoku. Iingcali zengqondo aziboni nakwi-DSM ukuze isuse unyango. Ndizibonile zonke iintlobo zoononophala onokucinga ngazo (thabatha izinto ezingekho mthethweni) kwaye ndiziva ngathi xa ndithe nditsho i-Therapist ukuba bazakundixelela ukuba ndingu-bi okanye into, okanye ke umlingo wobuchwephesha wengqondo ukuba bendinjalo lonke ixesha kwaye bendingazi.

Ndiyazi ukuba ndingubani, into into abantu bathatha iminyaka ukuyiqonda, kwaye akuyena mna. Ndiphosole amaphupha am xa beqonda, ndikhumbula yonke into endingayenzayo ngaphambi kokuba ndibe nzima kakhulu kule nto. Ndixelele kwindlela efanelekileyo ye-fapstronauts. Ndixelele kukho ithemba langempela kule nto.

Ubudala 35 - ubushushu obugqithisileyo, i-DE & ED, ukungabikho kolwalamano

Ukwahlupheka ngenxa yokunyuka kwesini ngenxa yeminyaka yokujonga iphonografi. Uhambo lwam yayingamabhinqa angenasiphelo -> isini esithe ngqo -> izinto ezinzima -> iintloni ezihlazo. Olu fetish luye lwanyamalala ngokupheleleyo oko kuyamangalisa.

Ndijikeleze iintsuku ezingama-200 zoononophala kunye nokuhlambalaza, kwaye ndiphilisiwe kule nto. Ndandisoloko ndibukela ukugula. I-porn yabantwana, iividiyo zokuhlukumeza abantu, ukuthuthumbisa iphonografi, ukuzenzakalisa, njengokugula njengoko bekuya kuba njalo, kwaye andithandabuzi engqondweni yam ukuba ukuba andizanga ndingene kwiNoFap, iminyaka eyi-10 ukusukela ngoku ndiza kwenza le minqweno ndiyenzileyo ubukele izinto eziyinyani. Ndide ndacwangcisa konke amaxesha amaninzi, apho bendizokwakha khona ikhabhathi yam, ukuba kwenzeka njani ukuxhwila, into endiza kuyenza kumaxhoba.

Ngosuku lwe-70 okanye i-80 yeNoFap, ndaqonda ukuba ingcinga yokwenza zonke ezi zinto ayindonwabisanga ngokwesondo (khange ijike kum). Ndisabanda kamnandi, kodwa kwiinyanga ezidlulileyo ze-3-4 bendineengcinga zokuyenza, kuba ii-dopamine receptors zam zinobuthathaka kwakhona, kwaye andizifuni ezo ngcinga zigulayo zibenze basebenze, ingcinga nje yokwenza uthando kumfazi ungaphezulu kokuba ndifuna. Permalink

Ndiqale uhambo lwam lwe-fap njengomntu oneminyaka eyi-13-14yr ndibukele umboniso wakudala weGrizzly Adams TV. Nawuphi na ukuba umdala ngokwaneleyo uyazi ukuba u-Dan Haggerty omkhulu uneentshebe udlale indima. Ndaye ndazihlikihla ndingazi nokuba ndenza ntoni de kwafika i-orgasm kwaye umhlaba wam watshintsha. Ukususela ngaloo mini ndandixhamla kwi-masturbation yemihla ngemihla. Ndasebenzisa iifoto zamadoda aneendevu zokuhlambalaza. Nangona ndandingenawo umnqweno wokuba kunye nala madoda, ndandinomdla weendevu. Ndandililolo kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo ndinamahloni okuba kunye namantombazana, kwaye ndingenangqondo. Ndoneliseka ngokugqibeleleyo kwihlabathi lam lokuzala. Oku kukude ngaphambi kwe-Intanethi. Ke yayiyimifanekiso yamaphephancwadi yamadoda aneendevu, nditsho nokuba unganquli, njengoko ndandingakhathali kwaphela malunga nokuhamba ze. Ndiphupha ukuba yindoda enentshebe, kungekhona naye.

Nje ukuba i-Intanethi ifike kwaye kungene amagumbi okuxoxa ndaqala ukuthetha namadoda athandana namanye malunga neendevu zawo njengoko uninzi lwabafana oluthe ngqo lwacinywa yimibuzo yam. Kwaye kulapho ndangena kwilizwe lesini. Ndifumanise ukuba kukho iseti epheleleyo yamadoda athandana namanye amadoda kwizinwele zobuso. Ngeli xesha ndanditshatile nomfazi omhle owayefumene malunga nomntwana wam. Sasicinga ukuba iya kulawulwa. Andizange ndiyazi ukuba i-masturbation iya kuba yingozi kangakanani kum nasemtshatweni wam. Ndaqhubeka nokuhlaziya i-masturbating imihla ngemihla ubuncinane kanye ukuba kungenjalo amaxesha amaninzi, ngokwenene ukuhlela. Ndandihle kakhulu ekuhleleni ukuze ndizise kumda weeyure kwaye ndibe ne-orgasms ngaphandle kokuza.

Noko ke, xa kufika ixesha lokulala nomfazi wam ndichithe. Kwaba nzima ukuzama nokugcina iingcamango zesisu seendvuba engqondweni yam xa sithandana naye. Nangona ndamthanda, ingqondo yam yaqeqeshwa ukuba ibukele nzima kwivevu ayiyiyo umzimba wayo. Oku kwaqhubeka kwada kwaba yi-2012 xa wayenele ngokwaneleyo kwaye wayiqhawula emva kweminyaka engu-20 yomtshato! Ndandiphazamiseka! Nangona ndandizama ukumhlophe i-knuckle kwaye ndayeka kwixesha elidlulileyo, andizange ndiphumelele.

Xa wafaka umtshato ngo-Okthobha ka-2012, ndathi kwanele. Ndayeka ukuphulula amalungu esini ngo-Okthobha u-26, 2012. Kwaye nge-28 kaDisemba i-2012 yakhululwa kwinto efanayo yesini.

Oku kundikhokelela kule posi. Ndisayifumana intshebe inomdla, nangona ingezizo ezesondo kwaye ndingenawo kwaphela umnqweno wokujonga kubo. Nangona kunjalo, qho emva komzuzwana, ukuba ndibona iindevu ezigqibeleleyo, ndiya ndisiba nzima. Akufuneki ndicinge ngokungafaki njengoko kungekho mnqweno, kodwa ulungiso lusandixakekisa. Ndiyathemba ukuxolelana nomfazi wam. Kwaye ndizifumene ndiphupha ngomzimba wakhe kwaye ndivuka nzima! Engazange yenzeke ngaphambili. Kodwa umbuzo wam kwabo banamalungu omzimba athatha. Ndibona iindevu mihla le. Andisayi kuthatha umfanekiso engqondweni yam kwaye ndihambe nayo. Kodwa yintoni na ulungiso? Uxolo ngeposi ende. Ndiyathemba ukuba iyanceda umntu. http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/2qy9s7/365_days/

I-PIED CURED NGEMINYAKA YES3 !!!

Owu, kunye neemfesane ezothusayo ezize neminyaka yokusetyenziswa kwe-porn (ukukhwehlela… i-shemales…) ihambile !!!

Iimfudu zandibangela ukuba ndibe ngumntu ohamba phambili

Ndingu 29 kwaye andikaze ndicinge ngamantombazana amancinci ngendlela yokwabelana ngesondo, ebomini bam bonke. Ndihlala nditsalwa ziitits, iesile kunye nomntu obhinqileyo, kwaye andiqondanga ukuba umntu oxhaphaza abantwana unokutsalwa njani ngabantwana. Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo ndiye ndaqala ukukhangela iividiyo zeYouTube ezingaphantsi kwe-18, kodwa ndisapapasha amantombazana edanisa, etsala ngokuhlekisa njl.njl. Oku kuziphatha okucekisekayo ngokupheleleyo, kodwa ayisiyonto imbi kuluvo lwam kuba amantombazana akhule ngokugqibeleleyo ngokomzimba nge-15-16, kwaye nangona singekhe siyivume, amadoda atsaleleka ngokwesini kumantombazana akule minyaka.

Njengoko unokucinga, Kukho yonke i-YouTube subculture enikezelwe kwiividiyo ezi-sexy zamantombazana amancinci. Ekugqibeleni, ndakhokelwa ukusuka kubudala beminyaka eli-15 ukuya kwi-12, 10, 8 yamantombazana aminyaka ubudala adanisa ngeebikini kunye ne-shit enjalo. Ndandisoyika ngendlela endandiziphethe ngayo. Andizange ndicinge kude ukuba ndenze olu hlobo lwezinto ngaphambili kwiminyaka yam eyi-15 + yokufota. Ngaba ndinguye nyhani loo mntu? Ukunyuka okucekisekayo okuza kumantombazana amancinci, kwaye ekugqibeleni uthixo wazi enye into? Ndiyazi ukuba kukho into engalunganga eyenzekayo kwingqondo yam. Oku yayingenguye mna.

Kwakungoku ngeli xesha ndafumanisa ukuba akukho nofap. Ndiyifumene into eyenzekayo kukunyanzelwa okuqhutywa yi-dopamine yenoveli. Ingqondo yam yayitshisiwe ngenxa yokufikisa kwabasetyhini abadala, ulonwabo kunye nokutsha kwamantombazana amancinci yayiyile nto yayiyingqondo yam eyomeleleyo yengqondo. Andikholelwa ukuba kwakufuneka ifike kuloo ndawo, kodwa yiloo nto eyathatha ukuba ndiyenze inyani kwaye ndiqonde umonakalo we-porn kunye nokuhlaziya i-masturbation eyenzayo engqondweni yam. Ndiyekile kwi-PMO kwiiveki ze-2 ngoku, kwaye andikhe ndicwangcise ukubuyela umva. Ukuba ubiyele malunga nofap, yithathe kum, uyazitshabalalisa. Kuya kufuneka ume ngaphambi kwexesha.

Abasetyhini abasenazinto-bahle ngeendlela ezininzi. Bendihlala ndicinga kakhulu ngohlanga olunye kodwa emva kokuyekisa ubuhlanga bam, ndifumana uninzi lweentlanga ezintle ngokulinganayo. https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/age-25-marriage-is-better-than-ever-brain-fog-gone-improved-sleep-huge-motivation/

Ubudala 26 - ED & ukunyuka kwezinto ezimbi ngokwenene: Akusekho ukujika kum.

Andisayi kulungiswa kwisini sangasese, kwaye iingcinga zokulala ngesondo kunye nabasetyhini, amantombazana amantombazana aselula (13/14), izidumbu kunye nezinye izinto ezimbi kakhulu azisayi kujika. Le yeyona nto inkulu ukutshintsha.

Abantu bandivule, hayi imifanekiso yescreen sekhompyuter. Ukuxhalaba kwezentlalo-kuhambile. Amandla amaninzi

Andiyi kuvulwa kwakhona ngoononophala. Ungandibonisa olona manyala lushushu lwakha lwenziwa kwaye ndiza kuyihleka. Ngokukrakra. Into efanayo ngazo zonke iimfesane zam kunye nokungaqhelekanga. Impahla yangaphantsi, izihlunu, i-abs, iingalo, iifoto ezingenanto. Akukho. Ezo zinto azindijiki kwakhona kwaye iyamangalisa. Yintoni endijikisayo kwezi ntsuku: abona bantu. Abantu. Hayi imifanekiso yekhompyuter.

Seriously ?? Ngaba i-MO nee-PMO i-realms ibe yimihlaba eyahlukileyo ngokwemiqathango yokuvusa? (Ucinga unethemba)

Andikayikholelwa nangoku? Kubonakala ngathi ndinekink "yokuba ngumfazi" kwi-porn kodwa ngokuya ndiyeka ukubukela iphonografi, okuncinci nokuncinci kubonakala ngexesha lokuShukuma kwaye kungaphantsi kobomi bokwenyani… ngaba oku kunokwenzeka? Ndiyathetha ukuba ndiye ndahlala kwizinto ezichanekileyo kwaye mhlawumbi ndisenokuthi MO kwi-fetish kodwa ifana nezinto ezi-vanilla ezichanekileyo ziba ngakumbi kwaye zikhangele ngakumbi xa ndiyeka i-PMOing ... ekugqibeleni kwam i-PMO i-streak i-fetish ayizange ivuse okanye uzive unomdla wokuya kuwo.

Kutheni ucinga ukuba le ndlela yindlela? Omnye unokuphikisana nomntwana obunzima kodwa kutheni uvakalelwa kuphela xa ekhupha i-PMOing kwaye kungekhona xa ecinga nje?

Andinayo into engaqhelekanga engafunekiyo!

Qalisa isilumkiso. Ngexesha lokuhamba kwam kubomi be-porn ndaye ndavelisa uninzi lweemfesane ezinye endandicinga ukuba ziqhelekile kodwa ezimbalwa zazo zaziphazamisa ngokwenene ……

Ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale i-nofap ndaphantse kabini ngemini kwi-porn kwaye incasa yam yayihlala itshintsha kule minyaka idlulileyo. Ndihambile ndaya kwi-porn yesiqhelo >> i-lesbian >> porn porn >> bigfaketitsporn >> deeptroating >> slappedandbeatedaroundporn >> pissporn >> scatporn >> shemaleporn >>> njl njl njl njl njl - Ixakanisekile malunga noluninzi lwale mithambo kodwa ndifuna izinto ezothusayo nezothusayo ukuze ndiqhubeke ndivuka ...

Khange ndibukele iphonografi ukusukela ngoFebruwari ophelileyo kwaye ndinokuthi ngokukhuselekileyo andisalunqweneli usana. Kwandithatha iinyanga ezi-4 ukulahla usana lwam 'olukhanyayo' kunye neenyanga ezi-6 ukususa ngokupheleleyo lonke usana olungafunekiyo endilwenzileyo.

Yintoni endiyifunayo ngoku? ukuba nentombazana endiyithandayo. umanga, umqumbise, wenze uthando oluhle kunye naye.

Cinga ukuba ndiqala ukuvuselela ngokupheleleyo ingqondo yam.

Ndikhululekile kwi-porn malunga neenyanga ze-6 ngoku. Ndiyinqumle ngokukhawuleza ekuphumeni kwakhona, kodwa andizange ndiyeke ngokupheleleyo. Ndingathi ngoku fap amaxesha e-4 ngeveki, apho ngaphambili bendinokuyenza amaxesha e-3-4 ngemini ngokubi.

Ukuyeka i-porn kubonakala ngathi yeyona nto ibalulekileyo. Ndicinga ukuba ndiyibonile le nto okwethutyana ngoku, kodwa bekungekho kwiveki ephelileyo bendiqale ndicinge ngayo: nanini na xa ndiye ndatyhafa mva nje, andicingi ngezinto eziqhelekileyo endinokuzenza, kodwa kunoko ndigxile iimvakalelo. Ngamanye amagama andicingi uhlobo oluthile lokudodobala, kwaye luziva lungokwemvelo ngakumbi.

Ndafunda kwenye indawo ukuba into eqhelekileyo yokuyeka iphonografi ngokulungileyo kukuba ekugqibeleni uza kubuyela kwizinto zakho ezindala xa kufikwa kumba wesondo, kwaye kwenzeke nam. Yonke into endiyibonileyo kwi-porn ayisijiki kwakhona, ndiguqulwa 'yinto ekufanele ukuba ndiyiguqule. Ndiza kukusindisa kwimizekelo, kodwa zonke izinto endivulekileyo kuzo ngoku, zizinto endizithandayo xa ndandikwishumi elivisayo, ngaphambi kokuba ndifumane iphonografi.

Kubafana / kumantombazana asandula ukuyeka iphonografi, yinike ixesha. Ingqondo yakho iya kubuyela kwiindlela ezindala / zendalo ekugqibeleni!

Iintsuku ezingama-90 - ikink ethile endiyisebenzisileyo ngokunyanisekileyo kwiminyaka eyi-5 +, ndikholelwa ukuba yayiyinxalenye yesazisi sam, iphelile kakhulu. Sukucinga ngayo

Ndandisusa yonke iqoqo le-500 ye-porn ye-GB.

Kwaye ingqokelela yam ye-porn iye yatshintsha. Ndiqale ukuyibhala ngoonobumba xa bendineevidiyo ezili-100 okanye njalo. UDaphne Rosen 1. Daphne Rosen 2. Isis Uthando 10, Isis Uthando 11, njl. Ekuqaleni yayiziinkwenkwezi ezingamanyala, kunye nenani lomboniso. Kodwa njengoko iminyaka idlula, kwaye ingqokelela ikhula, ndiye ndaqala nokuhlela kwakhona, kuba i-gonzo ayinakuphinda iyenze loo nto. Ndongeze ingqokelela yesiseko esithambileyo kuqala. I-Tawnee Stone, iJordani Capri, njl.Amantombazana endandibathanda xa ndandineminyaka eyi-18-19 babenomdla kwakhona. Kwaye emva koko babengekho. Ke ndongeze ingqokelela yesiseko esitsha esithambileyo. Emva koko uHentai. Emva koko abaDanisi. Emva koko KINK / BDMS. Emva koko ukubetha / ukunkonkxa. Emva koko uFuta / Shemales. Ke ekugqibeleni kutshanje, nangona ndingakhange ndongeze ingqokelela yayo, eneneni ndijonge iphonografi. Hayi kuba ndiyifumene ivusa; Andiyi. Anditsaleki emadodeni. Ndayijonga ngoba bendidikiwe. Kwakunjengokuba ndilapha, 28, kwaye ndibone zonke i-porn kwi-intanethi ngokusisiseko, ukuze ndikwazi ukujonga iphonografi.

Ndicinga ukuba yayingumzuzu imbewu ityalwe kwingqondo yam eyathi kum 'le nto ibuthathaka kakhulu, kuya kufuneka uyeke oku'. Ewe andenzanga ngelo xesha, kodwa ndenze ngobubusuku. Ngoba? Andazi.

Ubudala 24 - Unyawo lomntwana olude, i-orgasms eyomeleleyo, Ukucinga ngokwenza uthando hayi kuphela ngesondo

Bendihlala ndinomntwana onyawo olomeleleyo, endicinga ukuba luqhelekile phakathi kweziyobisi ezingamanyala. Bendihlala ndibukela iinyawo zabafazi ezinjengokuphambana naphi na apho ndiya khona. Emva kokumisa iphonografi imfuneko yokubukela iinyawo ezininzi kangaka zanyamalala. Ndisabuxabisa ubuhle belo candelo lomzimba wabasetyhini, kodwa hayi ngaloo ndlela iphambeneyo.

Unyaka o-1 woSimahla! KODWA… iingcinga ezithandekayo zisekungeneni kakhulu.

Ke kuvela ukuba ukusika iphonografi yayingengxaki kwaphela. Ngenxa yokuba ndicinga gca ukuba iminqweno yam iya kuchukunyiswa yimemori yokutsha kweemifanekiso ezingamanyala, kunye nokuziphatha okufundwayo kunye neekinks kunye neentsana ezisandula ukwenziwa. Ndayeka ukuphulula amalungu esini okwethutyana. Ukulahla amaqabane "e-porny", kwaye wabetha abahlobo ngeenzuzo zabo kunye nentombazana engaqhelekanga, intombazana elandelayo. Okwangoku isini sam kunye nokuhambisa amaphambili kuphelela ekubeni kunxulumene ne-porn kwaye andinakukunceda kodwa ndiqonde ukuba isini sam sonke kunye nolwazi ngesondo luvela kwi-porn kwaye oko kundenza ndizive kakubi. Andazi ukuba ndingazifundisi njani ezinye zezinto. Andazi ukuba ndingajonga njani iqabane kwaye ndinxibelelane naye njengam ngaphandle kokucinga ngento ethile engamanyala eyenzeka ngaphezulu. Guess Ndikhangela nje ingcebiso malunga nokususa iingcinga ezisandikhathazayo.

Ukugqithisa ngokugqithiseleyo kungakhange kudibanise ingqondo yam. Omnye umntu?

Okumangalisa kukuba, emva kokuqala i-NoFap, ndiye ndaphawula ukuba andikhe ndicinge nangayiphi na imifanekiso yobundlobongela kunye nefantasy eyakhe yabetha ingqondo yam. Ndicinge ukuba ndiyisusile ingqondo yam kwezi mithana zigulayo ibinokuba yeyona nto inzima ukuyoyisa… kodwa ifana nemvakalelo yokuba "yeyiphi into elihlazo… bendidinga olo hlobo loburhabaxa ukuze ndiphume ???? Indoda yeWTF! ??!?! ”.

Ukubona nje, kodwa kunomdla. Nawaphi na amabali afanayo?

IgratitudeGuy

Imayini ikhula ngokukhawuleza. Ndiyayithanda njalo.

travisflepper

Ndifumene into enye uNoFap ayenzileyo ukuthula phantsi kweemvakalelo. Ndibukele iphonografi kwaye ndenza i-masturbated amaxesha amaninzi kodwa ngoku akukho nto ayaziyo / ayinamsebenzi

esibhakabhakeni

Ndilubonile olo tshintsho! Iimpawu zam zokudlala ziye zathi cwaka kakhulu. Kuhle ukuba ungaziva ulikhoboka kubo.

Teebone19

Ewe kunye no. Ekuqalekeni kwam kokuqala ndidibene rhoqo kwaye oku akuzange kuncede ngemifanekiso ye-flashback, ngeli xesha andiyi kulungiswa kwaye inceda loo nto.

DreamsGoneBy

phezulu, andiphindi ndicinge ngayo nayiphi na enye.

phakade_idiot

Yhu, yenzekile nam leyo.

Ngokunyaniseka, kwiiveki zokuqala ezimbalwa, ngokuqinisekileyo babesekhona. Kodwa njengoko ixesha liqhubekile ndiye ndazifumana ndifumana okuqhelekileyo kwizinto zam zesondo. Emva kokubona le post, kwandenza ndabona ukuba ndihambe iiveki ndingakhange ndonwabise nolunye usana lwam olukhulu xa bendiyi-PMO'ing.

coolrelax822

Kwangokunjalo kuhambo lwakho! Iintsuku ezingama-50 kuyimpumelelo enkulu. Ndiyakuvuyela! Kuyamangalisa ukuba "iiveki" zihambile njani, kwaye hayi imizuzu, okanye imizuzwana!

AgentCC

Ewe, konke malunga nefuthe lokuphazamiseka / ukungafuneki kwezinto ezingamanyala kuthi. Nje ukuba ungahambelani nezinto ezininzi, uqala ukuxabisa izinto ezikhohlisa ngakumbi ebomini.

b0n3r666

Imayini iya kufika kum, kodwa ingabi kakhulu. Ndiyavuya xa ndicinga ngabo kwaye ndiyathanda ukuba baya kuhamba

redroserade

Nalapha kunjalo. Ngelixa bancipha, ndifumana enye rhoqo, ndiphazamisa uloliwe wam weengcinga, amaxesha amaninzi xa ndizama ukucinga ngesisombululo
ngxaki.

Ngombulelo, nangona benza izinto zivule phaya phaya, ndiyakwazi ukubona kunye nokubulala iingcamango ezintle kumcimbi wemizuzwana.

coolrelax822

Ndacinga ukuba andinakuze ndidibane nomntu obhinqileyo oza kuvuma ukwenza izinto endikhokelwa zizo. Nokuba kungomhla, bendizibuza, “Kazi le ntombazana iyakuhlala iphantsi ngo-A, B okanye C, ngokulandelelana oko kuguqulela kwinto enkulu, enkulu kakhulu, kunye neyona inkulu. I-mashed up is that?

Ewe kunjalo, kuselithuba kuhambo lwam lweNoFap, kodwa ndiyabona kuphela izinto ziphucuka xa kuthelekiswa nokuya kusiba kubi, kodwa ndikulungele ukwamkela naluphi na utshintsho kunye nokutshintsha ngexesha leNoFap, endiyithatha njengeyona nkonzo inkulu endakhe ndazenzela yona .

rhosgobel95

ewe, bendinoluvo. Uhlobo lokuthanda ndifuna ukuyeka lo msebenzi, kodwa ndiyoyika ukuyeka umnqweno womsebenzi.

Endikufundayo kukuba, njengepowusta yokuqala, olu hlobo luyanyibilika kokukhona ndiya ndizibandakanya kwakhona nobomi bam, kwaye kufuneka ndibenokholo lokuba ngenene baya kulibuyisa ixesha.

Ndicinga ukuba ngexesha lokuphinda ubuye, kwa ezo zibuya zibuye, kodwa sele ngomhla we-18 andicingi ngokuhlala ndicinga ngemithambo ebendikade ndiyithanda.

xa ndicinga nzulu ngayo, ndicinga ukuba sesikubeka isitokhwe esininzi ngaphambili kwezo mithambo kunye nemifanekiso ingumthombo wosindiso, kwaye saqala ukucinga ukuba bangoobani. Ngokuqinisekileyo, zibonisa okuthile malunga nobuni bethu (kukho izizathu zokuba kutheni nditsaleleka kubantwana endinabo).

Yiyo le nto inzima kum: bayeke bahambe kuba kuvakala ngathi banobuntu obuninzi kakhulu, kanti ngokwenyani bayinxalenye encinci kakhulu yayo. Umlutha wam undiqinisekisile ukuba iminqweno yam yayikukuphela kwento endandiyiyo-okt yonke into endandiyiyo, yayiyinto enqwenela olu sana. Ke ukubayeka baphele baya kuziva ngathi kukufa.

Ndicinga ukuba yinxalenye yayo, kukuba xa singenazo ezinye iindawo zokuzazisa kwaye sinqongophele kunxibelelwano lokwenyani (uninzi loluntu lwethu lunomceli mngeni "ngoqhagamshelo lokwenyani!"), Emva koko isidingo salo uhlobo " imiphetho ”njengomntwana, kwaye siziva ngathi sihlangana nomphefumlo xa sidibana nomntu onomntwana ofanayo. Ke siqala ukucinga ngabantwana bethu njengabakhululekileyo abazivelelayo kuba asisazi ukuba singaveza njani nangayiphi na indlela eyahlukileyo.

Tacomanarrows

Ewe, ngokupheleleyo. Nanini na xa ndigqitha iveki kungabikho ukuthamba kwemilebe yomfazi wam eqala ukundiqhubela endle… Akukho zixhobo zinkulu ze-gangbang facials ezifunekayo.

i-skinisblackmetallic

Ndingathi ndiqaphele ukuba iingcinga zam ziyinyani kunangaphambili kwaye ndicinga kancinci, kulungile.

coolrelax822

Kuyandivuyisa ukubona ukuba esi sithuba safumana ingqwalasela entle. Bendilindele ukuva ii-engile ezininzi ezahlukeneyo kule nto. Phambi kokuyeka yonke into evuselelayo, bendihleli HARD kangangenyanga ngokuthe ngqo, ndicinga ukuba esi “yayisisisombululo” kwi-ED yam…Ndazixelela ukuba “ukuba nje ndingayenzi i-orgasm, ndilungile! Ndiyakwazi ukubukela amantombazana ashushu edubula ubisi kwii-a@@es zabo konke endikufunayo!”….ugh! I-rhosgobel95 ibetha uphawu malunga nobume beengcinga "ezinyibilikayo" ukuba azizange zishukunyiswe okwexeshana.

Kuze kunqobana nantoni na, ukufunda ngeengqondo, nokuchitha ixesha elininzi kwi-NoFap, kwaye i-YBOP incede kakhulu. Yeyiphi iqela elisebenzayo labantu! Ukujonga nje izithuba ezifana nale nto zithatha impawu zikhuthaza kwaye zikhuthaza!

Ngokudabukisayo, ezinye zezilwanyana ezazisetyenziswayo ukuba ndihambe nazo, engqondweni yam, yayiza kuba neentloni ukuthetha nomntu onokubambisana naye. Ndandijamelana nale nto eninzi. Ndacinga ukuba andisayi kuba nako ukuwanelisa oku kubomi ebomini bokwenene, kwaye ukuba ndiyenzile, ngaba ndingayivuya / ndizalisekile? Impembelelo yempembelelo yayiza kuphazamisa ingqondo! Akuzange kubekho umhlali onolonwabo !!!

cjdmass

Akhe ahamba, kodwa awangasilawuli ngendlela ababehlala ngayo. Ndiyacinga ngabo ngabo ngemihla, kodwa ndiyakwazi ukuwagxotha nje engqondweni yam.

Ndigcina iminwe yam iwela ukuba iya kuqhubeka iphela kwimvelaphi kwiintsuku ezilandelayo ze-60

Agent1407

Ziyaphela kuba awuyithandi loo nto. Ukuthanda kwethu kuye kwanda ukuya kubuntwana obugqithisileyo kunye nemibono esingayonwabisiyo ngaphandle kwelizwe eliyintelekelelo. Ziyaphela ngokuhamba kwexesha, kodwa lumka. Ukusuka kumava am, ukubuyela kwakhona kwi-porn yinto ethatha ukubuyisa yonke into.

Kule mihla ye-100 into # 1 endiyifumeneyo itshintshileyo endinombulelo ngayo kukuba andisaluthandi uhlazo lwe-porn. Xa bendilikhoboka le-PMO bendiya kufuna ezona ndawo zinxaxhileyo endinokuzifumana kwaye andikhathali ukuba ngoobani amantombazana okanye zihamba ntoni.

Ndandifuna ukubona i-insides yabo ikhutshwe ngaphandle, ndandifuna ukuva ukukhala. Ndandifuna ukubona amadoda anama-dicks amakhulu kunye nabasetyhini abangena kwi-3-4 amadoda kanyekanye. Ndandingumntwana ogulayo. Ndade ndacinga ukuzenza ezi zinto ngokwam. Umlutha wawomelele kunokuba ndacinga kwaye ukuphazamisa nokulawula ingqondo yam.

Ngoku emva kweentsuku ze-100 ndihlambulukile. Ndiyabathanda abafazi endaweni yokubanqwenela. Ndifuna ukubona abafazi abonwabileyo benobomi obuzalisekileyo. Ndifuna ukubona ubuso babo kunye namagophe abo. Ndifuna ukubona amehlo abo eqaqambile kwaye ndiyazi ukuba baya ekhaya kwaye balale bonwabile ebusuku kunye nomyeni onothando.

Iintsuku ze-100 - Xa ndandilikhoboka le-PMO ndiza kufuna ezona ndawo zinxaxhileyo endinokuzifumana

Mna (kunye nabantu abaninzi kule nxalenye ndiqinisekile) bane-PMO'd kwi-pornography yindlela engaphandle kwento esiyifunayo ngokwenene ebomini bokwenene. Kodwa siyehla ukuza kuthi ga kumngxunya womvundla we-porn ukuba le sasidla ngokuya kuyo ayisasebenzi. Ke inokuhamba ukusuka kwiifoto zangaphantsi zangaphantsi ziye kwisiseko esithambileyo ukuya kwisiseko esilukhuni kuzo zonke iintlobo zamabele.

Ukusuka kwi-PMO kunokukunceda ukuba uqonde oko uyithandayo / kukukhupha xa kuthelekiswa nento obekuyo nje ukuvuselela. Ukudibanisa ukubeka izimvo

Ndafumanisa ukuba ndinomtsalane kubafazi abadala. Akuzange kukhule kube ngumntwana ongumakhulu ngethamsanqa, kodwa emva kokuba ndizifumene ndikwelilishwa, bendigqibe kwelokuba ndijonge ukuba kutheni kuyo yonke loo nto. Kucingelwa ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba uhlakulele inkanuko yesini ukuba uyifumana ngokungaguquguqukiyo ngexesha lokuvuka kwakho ngokwesondo kwiminyaka yakho yokufikisa. Iphephancwadi lam elinokuphela kwamaphephancwadi ngexesha lokufikisa lalibizwa ngokuba yi "Playdames" kwaye lalinabafazi abadala kuphela. Ndiyarhana ukuba kulapho kwavela khona incasa yam yabafazi abadala.

Ngoko ukuba imifanekiso engamanyala ofikelela kuyo kwiminyaka yakho yobusana ichaza intsingiselo yakho kwimpilo kamva. Emva koko kufuneka uzibuze ukuba yintoni impembelelo ye-intanethi ye-intanethi ekhoyo kwingqondo yabantu abaselula namhlanje. Kubikwa ngokunyuka kunobundlobongela kwaye kungathandeki. Ingaba ulutsha lubona oku njengesiqhelo? Ingaba i-pornography ye-intanethi iyasinika yona?

Ndiqale ukunqanda ukucinga malunga ne-porn malunga neenyanga ze-2 kumceli mngeni wam njengoko kubonakala ngathi inokubuyisa naziphi na izibonelelo endizama ukuzifumana. Ngenxa yoko ndifumene ukucinga malunga neendawo / abafazi endandikade ndibatyelela akusekho mpembelelo kum. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba ingqondo yam ayisadibanisi ezi ndawo kunye nemifanekiso ngolonwabo. Eyona intle kakhulu le bendizama ukuyenza kwasekuqaleni. … Kucacile kum ukuba ndonwabe kakhulu ngoku kunangaphambili.

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/1-year-my-wife-and-i-have-a-much-more-active-and-passionate-sex-life/

Ukulwa 'nomntwana' kwaye kuchaphazela kakubi ubomi bam: Ngaba ukhona umntu onamava afanayo?

Ukuhla komoya kuqalile ngezinto ezithambileyo, ngokuthe ngcembe ukuhla ukuya kuthi xhaxhe ukuya kuthi ga ngoku apho ikwindawo engaqhelekanga kakhulu. Kuthathe iminyaka eliqela ukuba ndifike kweli nqanaba, ndineminyaka elishumi elinesibhozo, kwaye oku bekundikhathaza kunyaka ophelileyo ngoku kodwa andikakwazi ukuyikhaba.

Indawo ephantsi ekugqibeleni iphelile kunye nokukhangela kwi-craigslist. Ngelishwa ndiye ndabona ukubukela iphonografi okanye 'hypno'. Ezi kum zibonakala ngathi ziyilelwe ukuba likhoboka, enyanisweni isiseko sesibheno kwezi vidiyo kukuba umlutha kunye notshintsho sisibheno.

Ndifumana ukuthandwa kwale 'fetish' ixhala ngokumangalisayo. Ndicinga ukuba umgca wesibheno kukususwa kwe-masochistic, endikhe ndafunda ngako kwenye iposti kwi-reddit.

Kwinqanaba le nto ibe nefuthe elibi ebomini bam: Ndenze isondo esichengeni kunye namadoda kwi-craigslist, iyanciphisa ukuzithemba kwam, kwaye iphikisana ngokupheleleyo nomntu wam ngaphandle nokubonakala kwindoda endifuna ukuba kwaye ukuba kukho nantoni na ekukhuliseni ngokwesini.

Oku kubangele ukuba ndibe neengxaki ekuphandeleni ubomi bokwenene amantombazana endibaziyo kwaye ndihlala kakuhle nabantu, kuba ukuba izinto ziye zafumana isondo ndivakalelwa kukuba ndixakeke kakhulu ukuba ndisebenze ngokufanelekileyo.

Ndizamile iNoFap, kodwa xa ndifika kwi-7 okanye kwiintsuku ze-8, ndiqala ukuphendula ngokwenza iintengiso kwi-craigslist kuba andinakukhululwa. Oku kwenza yonke into ibe mandundu. Andizange ndiqiniseke ngesini sam unyaka, kodwa ndiyazi ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale ukubukela iphonografi ndandithe tye. Andizange ndibone ukujongwa kweNoFap, ndicinga ukuba ngaphandle kwalo mbandela ndonwabile kwaye ndithembile.

Ke bendizibuza ukuba ukhona umntu onokubalisa okanye onamava afanayo, kwaye ukuba kunjalo ingaba ngcono? Ngaba ndiza kuba nakho ukubuyela 'kwisiqhelo' kwaye ndibenakho ukulandela amathuba obudlelwane akhoyo ebomini bam?

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Heyi ndoda, ndiyazazi zonke iintlobo zokubelekisa phaya kwaye ndanyuka ngokukhawuleza ndikhangela ezinye izinto ezingekho mthethweni (Akukho bantwana kodwa ndiyathetha, kukho izinto ezinzima apho 'ilagga' kwamanye amazwe kodwa isemthethweni kwezinye) kunjalo, ndiyazi inokuziva imbi kakhulu kwaye iyonakalisa kakhulu isini sakho.

Kodwa ngenxa yokuba ubuni bakho bonakalisiwe akuthethi ukuba ayinakuphiliswa. Okwam ukuphilisa ngaphezulu imihla ngemihla kwaye ngokunyaniseka kuye kwandinceda ngaphezulu kweyeza, izihlobo, usapho, kunye neminyaka eyi-10 yonyango, ukuhlala kwi-porn kwenza umahluko! Unokuziva ngathi akunakwenzeka, kwaye ndacinga ukuba akunakwenzeka ukuyeka iphonografi ukuya kwinqanaba lokucinga ngokuthoba kunye nokuzibulala, kodwa kunokwenzeka, kwaye ukuba uxinzelelo lwakho belufana nolwam okanye lubi, likho ithemba kwaye ungalibali khumbula lonto.

Andizange ndiqiniseke ngesini sam

Nantsi into enye ebendingayazi eyandincedayo apho: Abantu abajonga i-'transsexual 'porn bayayenza ngenxa yayo yonke imvuselelo kwaye nabavelisi bayavuma ukuba ubukhulu becala ngabaphulaphuli abathe ngqo kolo hlobo losana, bendicinga Kungenzeka ukuba ndingu-bi / gay kodwa loo nto ingaphezulu kwe-optical / illusion illusion.

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Ewe ulungile umhlobo wakhe .. Esi sizathu sokuba ndiyincame le nto kwasekuqaleni. Ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi xa ndandiyi-10 kwaye ndandisa uhlobo lweentlobo ngaphakathi kweenyanga ngoluhlobo. Ndiqale ngokwesiqhelo ukuba ndithandane nabantu abathandanayo kwiinyanga ezimbalwa zokuqala emva koko ukuya kwi-anal de ndaneminyaka eli-14 ubudala ndaqala ukubelekisa unyawo olwalukhula lwaba luhlobo lobufazi olwaluza kube lude kude kube nguJanuwari we-2012 xa ndafumana i-yourbrainonporn.com. Oku kwakoyikeka kuba ndenze into ebusaneni kabini ebomini kwaye ndineminqweno emininzi yokwenza kubo.

Ngaphambi kokuba ndiyifumane le ndawo bendizibuza ukuba kutheni ndikhanyiselwa zezi zinto zingaqhelekanga. Kutheni le nto isenzeka kwaye sisiphi isisombululo? Andifumananga sisombululo ndaye ndadandatheka kakhulu kwaye ndalahleka.

Andikwazi ukukuchazela indlela elinzima ngayo eli chiza endiye ndagqitha ngalo ndoda. Kwezinye iintsuku ndiza kuhlaziya i-6x ngosuku kule mihlobo. Indizisele iingxaki ezinkulu zomsindo. Andizukukhuthaza nantoni na. Andizange ndiyazi ukuba kwakunjani ukujonga intombazana entle kwaye uyixabise.

Ndiyabulela kakhulu ngoku nangona ndikwazile ukoyisa lo mkhwa nangona ndibuyele kaninzi kule minyaka ye-2 kwaye bekungathi ndisesesihogweni. Kodwa isaqhwithi sadlula kwaye kwahlukile ngoku.

Ewe ungoyisa kwaye uziphilise. Oku kuvela kumntu obukele ezi ntlobo YIMINYAKA esi-8 ukusukela kwiminyaka eli-10 ubudala…. Andikaphiliswa okwangoku, ndicinga ukuba ingxaki yam kukuba ndifuna ukuba yintlalontle kwaye ndibenentombi ngandlela thile ukuze ndibuyise.

Inhlanhla kwaye uhlale uqinile kulolu hambo kungakhathaliseki ukuba kuthatha phi.

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Unako ukuphilisa, kodwa kuthatha ngaphezulu kweentsuku ezi-7-8. Inyathelo lokuqala kukuqonda ukuba awudingi kukhululwa emva kweentsuku ezisi-8. Ke akukho sizathu sokuya kwi-PMO okanye kwi-Craigslist okanye ukufakela emva kweveki. Nawuphi na umnqweno wokwenza njalo ukuba 'ubukrelekrele bakho.

Ngapha koko, umzimba womntu ngumatshini wokulingana. Iya kusetyenziswa kulungelelwaniso olutsha kwaye izinto ziya kuhamba kancinci, kodwa ukuze ufike apho kuyakufuneka uphephe iphonografi ixesha elingaphezulu kweveki.

Ukongezelela, nokuba unako ukuzibandakanya ekufakeni xa ukwenza i-pornography incike. Kwaye, kunye nokuqiqa kwam nabanye abaninzi, ukufakela kuya kuhoxisa ngokugcwele kwi-PMO.

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Ubomi bakho obumnandi buwelele kwinyani ngokudibana namadoda. Lumka kakhulu. Ndihlala ndiyintloko phezu kwezithende kubafazi-ndisenguye. Nangona kunjalo, emva kweminyaka eliqela ye-intanethi enzima,

Ndaqala ukujonga iividiyo zeBDSM (ezibandakanya amabhinqa asetyenziswa ngamadoda kunye nabasetyhini). Ndagqiba ekubeni ndikulungele ukudibana nomfazi onesibetho ngobomi bokwenene. Ndandivakalelwa ngokungaqhelekanga malunga naloo nto yonke kwaye ndixhaswa ngomzuzu wokugqibela. Emva kwexesha ndafaka isikhangiso kufuna i-dominatrix kodwa akukho mpendulo. Ndathumela kwakhona kwakhona ndaza ndathumela kwakhona. Emva koko umfana waphendula. Yonke into ayenomdla kuyo yayikulawula isityhubhu. Oko kwakubonakala kulungile kwaye ndidibana naye.

Yonke into yayihamba kakuhle okokuqala kwaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndidibana kwakhona emva kweenyanga ezimbalwa. Nangona ndandibopha ndaza ndahlala ngaphaya kweenyawo zokuphumla, wanditshintsha. Aphephe ngokupheleleyo. Andizange ndikrokreze ngoko akukho nto ndichasayo kum. Kodwa andizange ndivuyiswe ngamava. Ndandishiywe ndibuza ukuba ndifumana njani esihogweni kuloo meko.

Ukuba iphonografi iyimfihlo yam, le inkulu. Andikholelwa ukuba ndibhala le nto. Inqaku yile: Kulungile ukuzama kodwa khusela. Ndiyeke i-porn ngokupheleleyo (inyanga enye ukuza kuthi ga ngoku) kwaye ungaphoswa yiyo. Ndilahlekile i-masturbating kwaye andizange ndiyiyeke. Ukuba ungaya inyanga okanye ngaphezulu ungakhange uvuswe kwi-Intanethi, uya kuba ulungile. Ithamsanqa lakho nabantu basetyhini liya kuphucuka kwaye uza kuseta kwakhona ekuhambeni kwexesha. Iyangcono… zinike nje umzamo olungileyo

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I-Dude ifike kwiindidi ezifanayo kwaye ndaqala ukubuza imibuzo yam ngokwesondo, inhlanhla yamabhinqa ibuhlungu kakhulu iminyaka embalwa kwaye ixhomekeke kuyo ubuncinane kwi nxalenye yale nto. kodwa ndiyenza iveki kwaye ke ndiyasebenza kwaye ndiyikhulule kwakhona, kodwa leyo yinkqubela enkulu kum kwaye ndimele ndibuyiselwe ukuba ndingayi kuzingca ngenxa yeso sizathu esenza ukuba kuphinde kubuyele. Ndimele ndibuyele kule website kwaye ndenze le nto ihlale ixhunyaniswe nabantu abahamba emzabalazweni ofanayo. yinto endiyenza ngoku ngokusemini, ndibulela kule fostile yona kanye into endiyifunayo ukuze ndibuye ndibuye ndibulele ngokuba iimpendulo zamadoda zandinceda lonke namhlanje

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Ndinengxaki yobukhoboka be-porn, kwaye ndiyakwazi ukunxibelelana nayo yonke into oyithethileyo. Ungayivumeli ikwehlise, kukho inani elikhulu ngokumangalisayo labantu abalwa nezinto ezifanayo.

Ukuba uvumela ihlazo lahlule kwabanye uya kuhlala ubuyela kwi-porn. Yazi nje ayisiyiyo le nto uyiyo kodwa indlela izinto ezenzeke ngayo kuwe. Ungumntu oqhelekileyo omangalisayo, kwaye oku akuchazi.

Ngoku uphume kwi-porno! Fap ngeveki ngaphandle koononophelo xa oko kunceda, kubangela ukuba ngokuqinisekileyo kunceda kum !! Khawucinge nje ngento encinane ofuna ngayo izinto, kwaye ngaphantsi kangakanani ukuthelekiswa nothando lokwenene.

Ungayenza. Ndiziva ukhululekile kum PM, mna ndi-23 kwaye ndiziva ndifana neemeko zakho

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Ngombulelo uqaphela ukuba unengxaki kulutsha lwakho-ndikwi-40 yam esele idlulile kwaye bendisokola kule micimbi uninzi lobomi bam kwaye awufuni kuphazamisa ubomi bakho ngendlela endibuphazamise ngayo obam .

Amava akho nge-porn ye-gay kunye nobudlelwane be-gay ngokuqinisekileyo ubetha isimbo-ndingathi nam bendithe tye, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba ndingafumana "i-buzz" kwezi emva kokuba ndizenze ndindisholo kwimisebenzi ethe ngqo. Guess kufana nokuhamba kwi-heroin xa ingca ingakwenzeli yona kwakhona.

Akukho ngcebiso kuwe-ndithatha indlela efanayo kwaye ndikwi-Day 11 kuphela-ndifuna nje ukuba uyazi ukuba awuwedwa.

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Ndiyakwazi ukuchonga ngokupheleleyo. Ukuvuselelwa komntwana / iminqweno yethu ayifani ncam kodwa inezinto ezifanayo. Okwam konke kukhukhumeza / ukukopela ngeentombazana (kubandakanya umfazi wam) zihlala zifuna abafana abakhulu kakhulu kwaye bahlala besesichengeni sokukhohlisa nabo. Iyafana ke le yokuba ayizukubangela nje iminqweno yesini kodwa nenqanaba lokuthobela, kunye nokuthotywa kunye nokuthotywa (ubuncinci kum).

Ndiziva ngathi ixesha elide ukuba ndihlale kude nezo ngcinga kunye nemifanekiso ndinokuba nobomi obuqhelekileyo 'obuqhelekileyo' obungachaphazeliyo ubomi bam bokwenene kwaye ayisiyongxaki ngendlela obuye ngayo obunye ubumnandi. Kodwa andiqinisekanga okwangoku njengoko ekugqibeleni ndenza umzamo wokuqala wokudibanisa ukuzisika kumnandi. Ndiyathemba ukuba yimeko yethu sobabini…

Andilikhoboka le-porn 'yesiqhelo'. Ndilikhoboka lezinto ezigulayo neziphazamisayo…

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Ndiziva ngathi ndilahlekile, iminyaka embalwa edlulileyo ndizamile ukulala ngesondo kodwa ngalo lonke ixesha ndinemicimbi enzulu ye-ED. Ndenza ukuqala kwakhona kweentsuku ze-110 ngaphambili kwaye ekugqibeleni ndiphumelele kunye namantombazana e-3 kwaye ndonwabile kakhulu! kodwa ngenxa yokuzilawula kakubi ndaphinda ndabuya iiveki ezi-6 ngqo…. hayi kwimifanekiso engamanyala kodwa kwizinto ezigulayo ezibonakalayo ezinjengamanyala okuziphatha gwenxa, amantombazana aqaqambayo, isini esibuhlungu, isini esibuhlungu sokubetha kunye nezinye izinto eziphazamisayo.

Ngoku ndiqala kwakhona okwesibini kwaye i-ED yam iqala ukubangcono kwakhona, ndicinga ukuba kuyakuthatha ixesha elininzi ukususa ezi fetish andizithandiyo !! Ndiziva ngathi ndilahlekile ngokubukela / ukuyithanda kodwa kuyaphambana xa ndibukela olo hlobo lwezinto zam zedopamine kunye ne-libido zihamba ngophahla kwaye ndifumana ibhoner. I-porn yesiqhelo ayenzi njalo kum.

Ndiyathemba ukuba ukunambitheka kwam kuya kutshintsha kunomdla oqhelekileyo kwaye andisokuze ndibukele iphonografi kwakhona kuba inyusa yonke into kum.
u bha lisile.

Izizathu Zonxephezelo

Yayiluhlobo lokugqibela endangena kulo ngaphambi kokuba ndibone ukuba yingxaki. Kwaye yayingeyiyo iphonografi eqhelekileyo, yayiyeyona nto inzima enje nge-sissification, ubunyulu, ukunyanzelwa kwe-bi, kunye ne-AB / DL cuckolding-izinto ezithoba isidima. Ngelo xesha ndandineminyaka engama-PIED, kwaye andizange ndifikelele kwingcamango yokuba ne-PIV yangempela ngexesha elide ngenxa yokuba ndandisanda kumntwana ongaphezulu nangaphezulu kwi-dopamine njengoko ixesha liqhubeka.

Ngethamsanqa iminqweno yezi zinto ihambile, kodwa kufuneka ulumke. Ndaphinda ndabuya kwakhona kwi-19 kwiintsuku ezidlulileyo kwaye kulapho ndaye ndaphela khona ngenxa yokuba ngaphandle kwayo, akukho kulungiswa. Suka kwimifanekiso engamanyala kunye nephonografi okomzuzwana kwaye iyancipha. Ukugqibela kokubuya kwakhona kwe-fap (MO kuphela) kwiveki ephelileyo yayiyimvakalelo kuphela. Khange uyidinge into emva kweeveki ezimbalwa ngaphandle kwayo.

Ndingumlingani, kodwa ndibukele iividiyo ezichanekileyo.

Kwenzeka ntoni ngaloo nto?

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Ndiqondile kodwa bendizibamba ngamanye amaxesha ndibukele iividiyo zesini. Ngelo xesha ndandisazi ukuba uninzi lwamanyala luzise kumanzi anzulu. Njengoko ndiza kujonga iividiyo zabafana abazigingxayo kwaye ndicinge ukuba bekuya kuba njani ukuba ndiyintombazana kwaye ndiyabancancisa. Yindoda ekhatywayo.

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Ungazami ukufumana ingcinga okanye isizathu kwi-porn. Kuninzi "ngokuthe ngqo" koononophelo olujolise kwisini sangasese - umfana owenza intombazana kwisitayela senja- kodwa isiqingatha sexesha ikhamera igxile kubafana bebhola ezijikelezayo, nakwiidonki zabafana kunye neesile. Andizange ndikuqonde oko

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Ndithe tye kodwa ndibukele i-gays, i-trannies midget kunye nazo zonke iintlobo zoononophala. Yindlela owazi ngayo ukuba uye wanda kwaye uye wafuna izinto ozibona wothusa ukuba uvule.

Ubufazi obukhuni abubonakali buthandeka kum ngoku

Enye ingxaki enkulu endigijime kuyo kunye noononophelo yayiyi-desensitization: ukubukela izinto ezingaphezulu nangaphezulu kakhulu ukufumana inqanaba elifanayo lokuvusa. Ukoyisa oku kukhulu kakhulu, kuba oko kukuhla kokomoya andifuni ukwehla. Uhlobo lwezinto ebendingena kulo (ubufazi obukhuni) alubonakali luthandeka kum konke konke ngoku, kwaye ndiyazi ukuba kungenxa yokuba ndenze umzamo wokumisa iphonografi.

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Ndibone i-trannies ezimbalwa ebomini bokwenyani kwaye akukho ndlela kwihlabathi endinokulala nabo.
Bonke babukeka bevakala kakhulu njengamadoda.

Ndicinga ukuba kwakuyidrafti yokufumana i-trannies enokudlula kakhulu kwi-intanethi eyayinomdla kum. Kodwa ngobomi bokwenene mhlawumbi akunakuze kwenzeke.

Kwaye njengoko ndilambile esi silingo umnqweno wam wokujonga i-tranny porn sele iqalile ukuphela.

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Ndim lowo, bendinokudibana kwe-2 nabantu abadlulayo (oonongogo) kwaye andinakukufumana ebomini bam. Akuzange kubekho i-ED embi kunye nomfazi. Into ehlekisayo yimincili yokulala ngesondo yayiphezulu kakhulu kunaye nawuphi na umfazi; Ndiya kuyithelekisa kuphela okokuqala kwam ukulala ngesondo kwaye mhlawumbi kungangaphezulu. Andikwazi ukucinga ngenye into ngaphandle kwe "omg, ndiza kulala lobu buhle!". Ngokuqinisekileyo uphambene!
Nangona kunjalo ipenisi yayingaphenduli ngokupheleleyo, ngokungathi ibisithi kum, “heyi, ungayithanda le nto kodwa andiyithandi!” 😀
Kwakulungile, ngoku ndiyazi. Esi sisiphumo se-porn eninzi kakhulu…

Andizithathi ezo ntlanganiso "njengezingalunganga" nangona uchulumanco ngokwalo lwalufanele imali. Ngokucacileyo ayisiyonto ndiyiphindayo, ngoku ndiyazi ngomthombo wezinto ezinomtsalane kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ayisiyiyo le ndingathanda ukuyenza ebomini. Ndahamba, ndazama, andayithanda, ndaqhubeka.

Ingaba: Ukusebenzisa i-porn ukubuyisela ukukhetha kwakho?

Uyabona kumsayina wam ukuba ndiyazama ukukhupha umkhuba wam PMO (nangona uncitshisiwe kunyaka owedlule). Kodwa ezinyangeni ezimbalwa ekuqaliseni imizamo ndaqalisa ukuziva ukuba ukunyuka kwamanani kubaluleke kakhulu kwengqondo nangokwenyama kwabo bafuna ukuyeka uP.

Ayibonakali kwityikityo yam, kodwa ndenze inkqubela phambili enkulu ekukhuleni ngaphambili. Uninzi lwama-naked, i-naked kunye ne-masturbation, i-oral non-abusive oral and PIV ngesondo. Ndiphulukene nokungcamla kwazo zonke ezinye iintlobo zeP.

Indlela endithanda ukuyicinga ngokunyuka kwama-porn-

• ukwanda kwenani (ubunzima P, ezahlukeneyo kunye neentlobo ezininzi)
• ukunyuka okuthe ngqo (uhlobo olufanayo lweP, kodwa uluhlu oluninzi)

Yonke into eyathethileyo, ukunyuka kwe-escalation kuyinto kuphela impumelelo. Ayilungiseli ingxaki yokufunwa kwezinto ezintsha. Ukuzingela kwe-dopamine kuyaqhubeka nangona i-P ifanele. Utshintsho lwama-hormone lwenzeka ngokuxhomekeke kwixesha lezandi.

Ngoko, injongo ekugqibeleni ihlala ishiya i-P ngokupheleleyo, kwaye iyanciphisa kakhulu uM

Iingcamango zeGay ngexesha lokungena..nye?

Ndicinga ukuba iphonografi inokwenza abantu bazive ngathi ngabantu abathandanayo. Unokudikwa zizinto ezinokukutsala kwiminyaka edlulileyo. Kungekudala ujonge nantoni na eyahlukileyo, nantoni na ekwenza uzive unxaxhile.

Ubudala 25 - ED & ukulibaziseka ukunyanga okunyanga. Iimpawu ezinxulumene nezobugqwetha ziphantse zahamba

Phantse kube kungunyaka ngoku. Kwafuneka ndihambe ngezigaba ezahlukeneyo. Kwiiveki ezi-2 ezidlulileyo. Kufike ngaphakathi amaxesha amaninzi. Iingcinga ezingcolileyo sele zihambile ngoku. I-99% yexesha lokucinga ngaye ngendlela eya kushiya indala ndidikwe ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndicofe umsindo kwizinto ezintsha. Ubungqongqo bungena engqondweni yam ngalo lonke ixesha, kodwa uziva ngathi ziintsalela zomyalelo wakudala, unenkani kakhulu ukuba ungaziyeka.

Nanini na xa ndicinga ngezinto ezimdaka zeminyaka edlulileyo, ayindiguqululi. Ingakumbi ngokwembono yohlalutyo. Kwafika njani ukuza kuthi ga ngoku? Kutheni le nto iphonografi yaseJapan yayiyeyona nto iphambili kubomi bam bezesondo? Kutheni le nto ndibuyele ezindlini zangasese kwiinqwelomoya ukuze ndibaleke ngomsindo kwi-literotica? Ngaba ukugqwethwa okubangelwa yi-intanethi kungolunye nje uphawu lokwahlukana esijamelana nako kubomi bethu bokuqala behlabathi? Iyintoni ingongoma yabo bonke obu buchwephesha ukuba ayinako ukusenza sonwabe?

Singachitha iiyure sixoxa ngale mibuzo. Into endifuna ukukubonisa yona, nangona kunjalo, kukuba kukho indlela yokuphuma. Ayisiyiyo kuphela eyonyuliweyo ethambileyo kunetshizi emanzi, kodwa kwintolongo yengqondo yemibono yesini ewohlokayo. Akunjalo nje, kwaye kuthatha ixesha. Ndacinga ukuba ukungafaki kunye nokujonga iphonografi kwakuyinxalenye enzima. Ndijike, ibiyeyona nxalenye ilula kuba konke okuthathayo bekungazenzi izandla zam zenze izinto ezithile. Kunzima ukuyeka iingcinga kunye neemvakalelo.

LINK - Ukuthanda kwam iphonografi kuyaphambana… (Ingxoxo ngeeSrs)

Andikholelwa kuNo Fap. Ukutshiza kuye kwandinceda kakhulu ukuba ndiphephe iimeko zokuba kunye nabasetyhini. Andikwazi ukuba ndiphantse ndibethe ntombazana ndazi umzuzu endize ngawo ndingakuthandi ukubakho.

Xa kuthethwa oko ndabona ukuba ukundiba kwam enkulumeni kunzima. Kusetshenziswe ukuba ube neeseti ezimbalwa ezilula zikaLisa ngonyaka eza kundenza ndihambe. Ngoku ndiyakuthanda ukubukela izigulane, izinto ezixakileyo nangona ndiyazi i-fake. Ndiyakuvuyela ihlazo, isihogo ndide ndibukele enye ye-anime **** kwaye yayingalunganga

Kuthatha ixesha elide ukuya kwi-cum ngoku, ndiye ndafumana i-3-4 mins elungileyo .. Ngaba kufanelekile ukuba ndikhathazeke? Ndiyonwabele i-Ava Devine gangbang… Le yeveni.

Ngaba uyazi ukuba uvakalelwa?

rjw99

Uyazikhathaza ngoononophala ukuze ufumane 'ukulungiswa' kufuneka kube yinto eyoyikisayo ngakumbi okanye engafanelekanga kwezopolitiko.

kunokuba kufanelekile ukubuyela umva kwi-porn nge-brah, okanye kungekudala uza kujonga enye intombazana ibethwa yidonki ngelixa inika i-bj.

kiwiburger93

o Umthetho, le ntambo indibetha kwivalelo. fml ubuncinane i-im ininzi, ndiyazi ezinye iiplk ezibukele i-tranny pronz

JokerbraH

Ndandiziva ndibona umdlalo wezononografi njengoko ndifumene i-crazier kunye ne-crazier kule minyaka edlulileyo kwinqanaba le-bdsm. Ndicinga ukuba andiyi kuqala noonobumba nangona i **** ayilungile

Brahsohard

Ndandifika kwi-midget porn kwiiveki ezimbalwa. Akukho zombini iidijithi kodwa umzekelo umsasazo uthabatha i-chit ngaphandle komfazi omncinci omdala.

rocketsfanumad

lol ndiyazi ukuba uziva op. Ndihamba kuphela ukuya kwi-bukkake kunye ne-japanese chit ngoku, i-porno elula ayiyi kunqumla yona nammean

Sullivan0930

Ingakwazi kuphela ukufikelela kwizigcawu ezibandakanya isikolo. Bigtitsatschool.com ibhokhwe

p0werlifter

Ndimele ndibukele izinto ezintle zize zenzeke ukuze kubenzima.

Kurnuk

Ndibetha oku kuya kubakho kwiingxaki ezininzi kwiminyaka embalwa. Abaninzi bethu besizukulwana bahlaselwa ngoononophelo okwangoku.

curtstyle24

Ndiyazi ukuba ezi zivakalelwa. **** s get crazy out there. bahlale bekhuselekileyo

RoryFan

Ndabona ividiyo ye-BDSM izolo ngelo xesha ibhinqa liboshwe phakathi kwesitalato esiphezulu sikarhulumente, ehlanjwe ihamba, ixhonywe, iyenze ukuphuza amanzi ngaphandle kwesitya senja, kwaye i **** ihlelwe yinkwenkwe yamakhwenkwe epakini de bafike ebusweni bakhe, ngoko wayedityaniswe kwiintengiso zendawo zecala kunye nocum ebusweni bakhe.

mrcarlpedal

Ndiyazi ukuba yintoni uretha uthetha ngayo, kungekhona njengento embi njengeyakho tho.

Andizange ndizame i fap kwithuba elithile, emva kweeveki ze-2 ndingazigxotha ngamandla nje engqondo. Emva koko ndiyakwazi ukusebenzisa iifoto ze-bikiini. Ndiya kufumana i-boner xa intombazana iguqa ngaphezulu ukuze ithathe ipeni esikolweni. Ndisilwanyana, srs.

SlappahoTribe

Ndihamba ngezigaba rhoqo kwiiveki ezimbalwa. Ngamanye amaxesha ndiza kuhamba kwi-FFM pr0n…
Ngamanye amaxesha iba ngu-HJ kuphela. Ngamanye amaxesha iATM, ngamanye amaxesha iyuro…
NGAPHANDLE kwaye ndithi NOVER *** okanye i-BBW, okanye i-BB YONKE INTO !!! Oko kuyonakalisa kum. Kufana nokuzama ukutsala ibhendi yerabha ngentonga yentsimbi!

Siaa

Ngaba ukhona umntu othathe i-porno engamisiyo yesini kangangenyanga ukuze aqiniseke ukuba abayithandi?

Ukuqinisekisa nje ukuba awungongqingili kwaye awuyonwabelanga.

Ndigqibe kwelokuba ndibukele iphonografi malunga nenyanga. Yonke imihla ubuncinci amaxesha e-2, kwaye bendizinyanzela ukuba ndiyifakele. Emva kokunyuka kwamayeza ndiza kuzibuza uluhlu lwemibuzo malunga nokuba ndiyayithanda okanye andiyithandi kwaye ndihlalutye iimvakalelo zam emva koko. Kwakukho inqaku elinye apho ndaphantse ndayithanda, kodwa ekugqibeleni ndicinga ukuba kungenxa yokuba lo mfo wayebukeka njengowasetyhini ngokwenene. Emva kwenyanga leyo ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi rhoqo kunye ne-lesbian kodwa andizange ndichukunyiswe ngumoya wam. Ndifunde iitshathi kunye nemizobo kwaye ndenza imibuzo kwiimpendulo ze-yahoo ndikhangela impendulo ukwanelisa iimfuno zam. Ngoku ndibetha ama-gazelle rhoqo.

CheesasarusFlex

i-5ever

RimmyJustlerr

Ndikhe ndakhaba uBonnie Rotten kwaye le ntombazana iyi-SLUTTT ngokupheleleyo, Kananjalo loo mqala ukhohlakeleyo u-**** kunye nokubetha i-bitch ejikeleze ngamanye amaxesha ndiziva ndinetyala ngayo. Kunye nezo zigwenxa kunye no-*** kwii-sluts ezincinci zolutsha ezimhlophe..hnnng

paolo234

ndifumene ndikhangela i-3d chit, kunye nehlazo loluntu ukuze ndihambe. akazange ayenze iifoto ze-2 ngeenyanga, kodwa aphelile

ibhalansi yabuyiselwa kwindalo yonke.

BeansnToast

Ezi zizinto ezikhokelela kuphuhliso lwe-HOCD. Ngokukrakra, ndiza kuyeka ne-porn.

brent89

Le yingxaki wonke umntu anayo. Wena mntwana ujonge iintengiso zebra ephepheni, kunokuba ushukume uye kwi-intanethi kwi-intanethi, kunokuba uhlaselwe, kune-crazier kunye ne-crazier. Ekugqibeleni iya kukukhokelela ekubeni ube ngumntwana ohamba kunye okanye uhlobo oluthile lokugula. Kungenxa yoko le nto kufuneka ubambe intshontsho lokwenyani. Ndiqinisekile ukuba iihukuers bezisemthethweni kuyo yonke indawo zingayeka ulwaphulo-mthetho oluninzi ngokwesondo.

Hardcore_D00d

Ndiyathanda kakhulu ukujonga iiflegi. Ndifanele ndibukele izinto ezintle ukuze ndibe nzima ngoku

yombhoxo

I-LOL i-LO yakho iyancipha isasa, ude ukhangele i-porn ye-porn ephuma kubundlobongela (kungekhona uMax Hardcore njl, ubundlobongela bwenene) kunye ne-gay prons nezinye i-chit, awufihli umgca.
Umgca wam nguMax Hardcore, Ukuba ndiqala ukuxhamla kwabasetyhini bexhatshazwayo kwaye ndiyazi ukuba ndinenkinga, de kube yinto ehlekisa ngayo ukubukela ama-morons aphume kuzo zonke izigaba zokuzisola kwikhamera.

johnkg178

Ndifakele iividiyo zeshemale, iividiyo zikagogo, iividiyo zesini ... Ndade ndakhangela iividiyo zololita kwiwebhu enzulu, kodwa yayigulisa kakhulu

BetaBetch

Ndiziva ngathi u-op, ndandiziphendulela kakhulu .. andizange ndizame, zilungile, kodwa akukho nxeba iza kukunceda
ngamanye amaxesha kuhle nje nangona ubona iingcinga ezintle

Fsharpasharp

lol ndenze imizamo yenzalo yokufakela iifostile kwixesha elidlulileyo

I-name yeyiphi na into ebomvu **** evulelwe kuyo

shiit? yep
piss? yep
ukuhlanza izantshi? yep
izilwanyana zelaphu kunye neempumlo? yep

Ndicinga ukuba ndifake malunga nayo yonke into ngoku ngoku ndiyifake ukudansa intombazana lollll srs

iLiketoLift898

ILizwi OP. Ndiyakwazi kuphela ukutshatisa i-porn ngoku kwaye yenza ubomi bam bube lusizi, eyona imbi kakhulu xa idlulela kubomi bokwenyani, njengaxa ndingenako ukumelana nokufaka isandi sikamama wam xa enako ngelixa enesifo sorhudo emva kokutya Inkukhu embi… andifuni ukuyifaka, ndiyazicaphukela ngenxa yayo, kodwa izandi kunye nevumba lindenza ndiphambane, liyandidla ...

Tweedurr

Ndayifaka kwi-granny creampie kunye nokuloba i-porn ngenye imini. Ndidla ngokujonga nje iphonografi engaqhelekanga ongasokuze uyibone ibangela ukuba ndiyibhere enomdla ngoluhlobo.

Ezahlukeneyo sisinongo sobomi. <3

Adimi24

Ngokufanayo op, ndisoyika ukoyika, bendiye kwiipronsi ezininzi kakhulu 'zokubeleka' kunye nobukhoboka kunye nezinye izinto ezothusayo, kodwa kuphela kwento endenza ukuba ndihambe ngoku. Akukho pram inokuba ngumbono olungileyo

gharlow

Andikwazi ukungena kwizinto ezintle.

Ube usenokuba ngumthetho ongekho mthethweni kwi-15 iminyaka, akaze agugile.

johnkg178

Ndiyathetha, ndikhuselekile kakhulu ekuziphatheni kwam ngokwesini, ukuze ndikwazi ukujonga iividiyo ezingamanyala nezesini kuba ndiyazi ukuba andizukuphinda ndibudle ubomi bokwenyani. Kodwa ndicinga ukuba umda wam kuxa ungenamthetho. Ndakhe ndabona ividiyo yentombazana encinci incanca kumfo oyindoda kwaye iyithatha iesile, kwaye iyothusa kwaye iyaphazamisa,

Ulwazi

Sicinga ukucinga ukuba i-DP yayinezothe…

Ngoku kuphela kwento endiyibukeleyo…

nxu lumene

iqhutyelwa yi-jenna ngenkqonkqo ukuba ithatha ixesha elide ukuba ndivule kwaye ndize

KingChiefKeef

ndiziva
Ndandithanda ukuthanda i-porn norm
ngoku kufuneka ndibukele iigrab

Mxelele kwakhona

Ndiyathanda ipee

DJake

Ewe ndinyanzelekile ukuba nditsho ukuba ndiza kuya kwi-TubeGalore kwaye ndikhethe ezinye iindidi ezintle zokubukela. Uyazi ukuba ayiqhelekanga xa kufuneka ususe imbali yesikhangeli sakho ukuze uzifihle.

.a.

Yiza uze uthethe nam xa iholele ekuziphatheni kakubi

TurdMuffin

Andikaze ndingene kwezi zinto zikude kangaka. imigulukudu, ubukhoboka, ilindle / umchamo… hayi enkosi jeffe endenza ndilahlekelwe yibhoner yam

Flexish

Lo msonto undenza buhlungu kodwa kukho inyani eninzi kwiziphumo zoononografi kwingqondo, isini kunye nolwalamano kunye nolindelo olulindelekileyo… thatha inyathelo umva kulo.

AlexisRay

Izolo bendikhangela indawo ndikhangela iividiyo ze-BJ emva koko kwavela i-pop-up… .. ngesiqhelo ndiyazivala kwisithuba se-2 sec kodwa into ifumana ukwazi kwam .. .. ndicofe ikhonkco… ..

Yayiyiyo yonke iphonografi kunye namantombazana amancinci, ukuskrolela ezantsi ubona izithonjana, iminyaka eyi-8 yamantombazana okanye nangaphantsi kokufumana **** ed / gangbangs / anal / BJ / every chit possible…

Ndothuke ngokoqobo ukwazi ukuba zikho iividiyo ezinjalo, amantombazana amancinci okwenyani angenazo neitsiti kuba amancinci kwaye asengabantwana…

Emva koku ndavala yonke into, ngokoqobo yonke into, ukusukela izolo andichukumisi nasiphi na isiza se-porn kuba ingqondo yam igcwele kukukhathazeka ngoku kwaye andiyikholelwa le ndiyibonileyo… ..

Sapporo

Kuphela kufakwe kwi-porn movie enokugqibela kwi-3 yeeveki zokusebenza.

i-doughnutking

Yenza oko kukutsho kwam ukuba uya kuba ngama-gangbangs and trannys enza amantombazana asetsheni adle chit ngehlobo elilandelayo. Kum? Kaloku ndidlulile ukuba chit, ngoku ndilapha kwisiqendu saseMexico sokubukela i-porn. Esinye isidigethi saseMexico sineentlobo ezityatyiswe ngabancinci ababini abasaqalayo kwaye emva koko baqhutywe ngumshini wokuqhaqhaqhaqa nge-dildo ekhudlwana kunokuba i-frontarm iyindawo apho ndikuyo, ubuncinci.

Kuphela iveki eveleleyo ndayifaka ukulwa phakathi kwe-midget emnyama neyomhlophe, i-midget yokulwa ngesondo. I-Loser ithola umgca.

Ndihlala ndicinga ukuba ukuba ndifumana intombi yamantombazana, ngoko ubomi buya kuphelela kum. Uyazi bonke abafana bathetha malunga nokuba banomsasazo ukwenza ii-girls zincinci, kodwa zonke izinto ozifunayo yi-7 incher kunye ne-latina midget.

perrierAX

Ndeva okwethutyana umva ukuba abantu ababanjiweyo bebukele iphonografi yabantwana bebengasoloko bekoluhlobo lwento, uninzi lwabo beluhlobo lokurhuqelwa kulo. Njengoko bekutshiwo kulo msonto, abafana baphela befuna izinto ezigqithileyo ukuze bavelise inani elifanayo lokonwaba. Ithambeka elimtyibilizi, awazi apho linokukhokelela khona. Ndicinga ukuba nabani na onengqondo unokuma ngasemva aqonde ukuba. Abanye abantu abazinzi njengabanye, kulula kakhulu ukuba abanye abantu bathathwe.

PepperedAngus

ngokuqinisekileyo akukho nto ndiyabona abantu ababini behamba behamba bekandimangalisa.

Qhagamshela- Ngaba ndiza kuphulukana nomdla kwi-porno 'egqithileyo'?

Ngenxa yokuba likhoboka lam, ekuhambeni kwexesha ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi engaphezulu kakhulu / eyothusayo ukuze ndinike ingqondo yam ukukhawuleza kwe-dopamine, ethe ekugqibeleni yandikhokelela kwindawo apho ndibukele iphonografi / ndivulelwe iphonografi endiyenzayo ' Ndifuna ukuguqulwa, andifuni ukuba nale mibono ejijekileyo, ndifuna nje iifantasy kunye neminqweno rhoqo.

Ndihleli nje ndinexhala lokuba ndinamathele apha ebomini https://web.archive.org/web/20160720123713/http://www.yourbrainonporn.com:80/node/1605/editnow, ndingu Ndiyathemba ukuba sisigaba nje kwaye emva kweenyanga ezimbalwa ndingakhange ndijonge kuyo andisayi kuba nomdla kolo hlobo lwe-porn.

Kodwa xa ndiphinda ndibuyele kwakhona ndibuyele ngqo kuleso sikhumbuliso esandayo.

Ke kubafana ababenononophala kwaye bengenasimahla kwiinyanga ezimbalwa, ngaba usazifumana uvukile / unomdla / utsalelekile kwi-porn engamanyala oyithandayo owawusebenzisa kuyo? okanye ngaba ngoku unqwenela / unqwenela / ucinga ngezinto zesondo 'eziqhelekileyo'?

kufa_to_be_vain

Impendulo (kumava am) nguewe, nohayi. Ndineendlela ezintle kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo bendinemibono engephi malunga nezinto endizithandayo, kwaye amaxesha ambalwa ndijonga iphonografi, ndiye ndaphawula ukuba bendibuyele kwi-porn endandiyisebenzisa kwiminyaka eyadlulayo . Nangona kunjalo, bendinengxaki ngoku kutsha nje, kwaye ezinye zezo ngcinga kunye nezibongozo zibuyile. Ke, ngokokwazi kwam, mna nawe sele sizenzele iindlela kwingqondo yethu ezinqwenela ukugqwesa, kwaye siya kuhlala sinazo, kodwa ukuba sihlala siphaphile kwaye singaqhubeki nokondla ezo ndlela, Kuya kufuneka babe buthathaka kwaye babe buthathaka ngokuhamba kwexesha.

TL; DR: Ewe, ukuba ungayeka ukusebenzisa iphonografi "egqithileyo" ngokulungileyo.

Ka-Kui

Andazi ukuba ndinokukunceda na, kodwa andikho porn kwi-120 + yeentsuku. Kwaye kukho into endandihlala ndiyibukela (enxulumene nabasetyhini) endingayikhumbuliyo, ngokungathi andinayo loo mifanekiso iphonografi ngamanye amaxesha ethi gqi ezingqondweni zethu, uyazi? Le nto ayisiyonto yam ngoku. Kodwa ndiyazi ukuba kufuneka ndihlale kude ne-porn ngazo zonke iindleko. Ungandiyekisi.

Ndicinga ukuba kuya kwenzeka okufanayo nakuwe. Andazi ukuba usebenzisa i-blocker ye-porn, eluncedo kum. Mhlawumbi ungazama.

Hlala Womelele!

Sheehan7

Ndinayo le ngxaki kodwa emva kweveki yesi-3 indinqabele (ndinkqonkqoza emthini… akukho pun ijongiweyo)

ivanstan

Kwalapha apha, ndandikhathazekile ngokulawulwa ngokwesini, ubungqingili besini, kunye nezinye izinto zomntwana ezenza umbono ongaqhelekanga wokufezekiswa ngokwesondo. Ekugqibeleni loo mithambo incitshisiwe yam yokuqala yeenyawo kwaye ndilungile ngayo. Ndikucebisa ukuba uzame le hypnosis: http://www.hypnosisdownloads.com/sexual-problems/sexual-fetish

Usuku lwe-5th lwe-noFap "lusuku lokuphinda ubuye" kum, kodwa oko kuyahluka. Ndikunqwenelela ithamsanqa.

i-frozenegineer

Ndiqala kancinci ukulibala amagama eenkwenkwezi ezingamanyala endizithandayo. Ndisebenzisa ukukhangela amagama abo yonke imihla kodwa ngoku andibafuni ndifuna ukuthetha namantombazana okwenyani.

Ngoko ewe kodwa ihamba kancane.

blehhhhh_hh

Njengabanye abantu, impendulo kum nguewe nohayi. Bendihlala ndikwizinto ezigabadeleyo. Malunga neminyaka eyi-2 ndiphulula amalungu esini ngokukodwa kwi-tranny / shemale porn kwaye ayikho enye into. Ngelixa indalo yam ye-libido, ubuntununtunu (ngokwasemzimbeni nangokweemvakalelo) kunye nempilo yeemvakalelo ibuya ngokukhawuleza kweli nqanaba, iindlela ezazonwabile zi-porn ezingamanyala endandizibukele zisekhona. Ngoku ndifumana abafazi abaqhelekileyo, abaqhelekileyo ukuba banomdla kakhulu kwaye bavuselele, kodwa ngokufanayo ndinezinto ezingamanyala endandizibukela, kunye nokukhawuleza kwe-dopamine. Andifuni ukulala ngesondo kunye nokubukela i-porn, kodwa iindlela ze-dopamine zisekhona. Ndenza konke okusemandleni am ukuyilawula, kwaye ndiya ndisebenza kakuhle kakhulu ekucoceni ingqondo yam / ukuzibeka emxholweni emva kokunye ukubuyela umva, kodwa zisenzeka rhoqo ngoku. Yinxalenye yokubuyisela kwimeko yesiqhelo. Cinga ngomlutha wecoke ofunyenweyo: abafuni ukwenza i-coke, kodwa ingqondo yabo kusenokwenzeka ukuba iyakhanya xa bebona icocaine. Uhlobo olunye lwesivumelwano apha. Sukuba nzima kakhulu kuwe, ngakumbi kuba ukwintsuku ezingama-30 (kum, olona tshintsho lukhulu luza phakathi kweentsuku ezingama-60-90).

Kwakhona: Ndiyakholelwa ukuba abantu abafana nathi, indlela enzima yeentsuku ze-90 yindlela kuphela yokubetha oku. Akukho kopopayi, akukho ngesondo, akukho nto. Ndithembe.

Thump69

Ngaphandle kokuba uqhubeke nomsebenzi omuhle, ekugqibeleni uya kulahlekelwa inzala kwi-ANY yohlobo lwe-porn.

hithrhowareyou

Ndinexesha elide le-nofap, kwaye ndinokuxelela ukuba ukuba awuqhubeki ujonga emva koko uya "kuseta" kwakhona ingqondo yakho kwaye ungabi nawo umdla ofanayo. Kodwa ukuba uqala ukubuyela kwimikhwa emibi uya kubuyela emva kuloo nto unamathele kuyo.

Inye into oyenzayo kukuhamba kwi-hardmode, unamathele kwizinto zobomi bokwenyani. Hlala kude nekhompyuter ukuba awukwazi ukuhlala kude ne-porn. Kwaye uzame ukuba phakathi kwabanye abantu, oko kuyanceda.

Kektklik

I-streak kude kakhulu: iintsuku ze-13.

Andikaze ndibukele iphonografi, kodwa ndiye ndajonga ezinye ze-hentai-manga ezinamandla. Umdla wam ngakuwo sele uhambile .. kwangentseni yanamhlanje, bendinomnqweno wokuqala wokungahleliwe "wokuqala" onqabileyo endiwufundileyo, kodwa ndiziva ngathi xa ndingajonga, ndiza kucinywa.

amabele amakhulu (iikomityi ze-D kunye nezinkulu) azisenamdla kum. A, B, kunye no-C abanye benza nangoku… Yeyona ichaneke ngakumbi kwindlela endandihlala ngayo xa ndandingumsebenzisi "omnye ngeveki".

eahcimyrrah

Bendihlala ndibukela zonke iintlobo ze-hentai ezingaqhelekanga, uburhabaxa obugqithisileyo, iitannies… nditsho namantombazana amabini ikomityi enye ayizange indihlukanise. akukho namnye weevidiyo ezothusayo ezenze impendulo kum. Ndandingasaziva.

Sukuba nexhala. Emva kokuba ndikwiNoFap ukusukela ngoJanuwari ophelileyo, ndinemigca emibini ye-100 + yosuku, usuku olunye lwe-51, kunye nolunye usuku lwe-46, ndiyakruquka yinto endandihlala ndiyibukela. Nokuba bendinokuphinda ndibuyele umva, ngekhe ndicinge ukubuyela kwezi zinto zigqithileyo. Uya kuphinda uhlaziye. Kuthatha ixesha nje… yiba nomonde kwaye uhlale ucocekile nokuba ungathini na mfondini

Shiranaru

Kwimi, ininzi ye-bizzare iye yaphela, kodwa ndicinga ukuba abanye babo bangenangqondo.

i_lonely_monk

Khange ndicinge ngokuzenzekelayo okanye ndicinge ngayo nayiphi na loo nto okwexeshana. Kodwa bendisandula ukuhlangana nezinto ezakhayo ngengozi (iinkcazo zomlomo nje), kwaye ndiziva ukuba irhamncwa liphakamisa intloko yalo eleleyo kwaye lijonga kancinci. Kodwa khange iphakame.

Ndicinga ukuba uyakuhlala unakho ukubanjiswa kuyo. Ngelishwa, ngekhe ubone okungabonwayo. Nangona kunjalo, ungafikelela kwinqanaba apho ungayinqweneli khona, kwaye kude kube kwinqanaba apho ukuyibona ngengozi bekungazukukubuyisela ngaphakathi. Kodwa kuya kuhlala kunokwenzeka kumzuzwana wokungakhathali ukuba ulahle itawuli kwaye uzivumele ukuba uzifake kuyo kwakhona.

SolitaryPath

Ndifundile malunga nomfana ngoJanuwari / Februwari owathi akasenazo iingcinga zokuziphatha gwenxa kwaye wayeyithanda kakhulu.

Uyaphila. Kungekudala uyakuba neminqweno rhoqo kunye neminqweno

F92

Ngexesha liya kuhamba, kodwa ungalindeli ukuba lihambe ebusuku

MyPetPickle

Ukusuka kwinto endiyifundileyo kubonakala ngathi kungathatha ixesha elide ukuba ezo ndlela ze-neural ziphilise ngokupheleleyo. Kude kube ngumceli mngeni wosuku lwe-90 ekubeni yinkqubo yomvuzo ogqithisileyo we-dopamine ngokusisiseko kuthetha ukuba kudala i-divot egqithise ngakumbi kwingqondo yakho. Kubonakala ngathi iyenzeka ngokuhamba kwexesha. Idivot oyenzileyo sele iqalile inkqubo yokwenza iipatches phezulu, njengomhlakulo ogcwele ubumdaka kwi-canyon. Into ebalulekileyo kukuba uthathe umhlakulo, kwaye waqonda ukuba lo ngumwonyo KUFUNEKA uwuzalise ukuze uwele ngaphaya kwendlela, kwaye akukho bhulorho yomelele ngokwaneleyo. Ekugqibeleni uya kuba usebenzisa oogandaganda ukuyigcwalisa.

ukuxhomekeka

Ewe, ndicinga ukuba ukulahlekelwa ngumdla kwi-pornography engathandabuzekiyo kunokuba yingxenye yokungabikho. Kodwa ndicinga ukuba ikwasisiphumo sokunxibelelana nokuthetha namantombazana imihla ngemihla kwaye uye uqonde ukuba nabo bangabantu hayi iziqwenga zenyama. Emva koko uya kuvuswa ngakumbi yi-quote-un-quote "amantombazana okwenene" kwaye uyayixabisa umtsalane ngamnye wamantombazana ahlukeneyo.

Ndiqinisekile ukuba i-neuroplasticity yengqondo yinyani yengqondo / yesayensi. Njengokuba awuzange uzalwe unale ngxaki, kodwa uyiphuhlisile. Ngokukwanjalo ungayilahla, ithatha nje ukusebenza nzima kunye nokuzinikezela.

yenziwe kwi20

Kuya kuhamba. Zenzele intombazana, ulale ngesondo kwaye ngekhe uyicinge loo nto. Ukunyaniseka ukuba ulala ngesondo awuyi kufuna nokuba uhlambalaze okanye ujonge i-porn. Ubuncinci andiyenzi. Ndikwixesha elide akukho m / m streak mde kwaye kuphela ziintsuku ze-15. Akusekho mntwana wam. Kodwa ndicinga ukuba abanye abantu banzulu ngaphakathi. Nangona bendinemibono emininzi ebandayo ebandakanya iimfesane, ngalo lonke ixesha ndibukele ividiyo egqithileyo bendihlala ndiyicima ngaphambi kokuba ndigqibe. Ndandisoyika kakhulu lol

fapstronaut0

Ndilapha ukusukela ngoJulayi ka-2012. Ixesha lokuqala endiye ndaguqulwa ngalo yimithambo engahambelaniyo nokwabelana kwam ngesondo ngo-Epreli 2012 (ezi yayiziifaproulettes ezinemiyalelo, musa ukuzifuna). Kude kube namhla ndisasokola nala ma fetish.

Ngethuba lonyaka wam wokuqala, ndiye ndaqaphela into enye: ngokude ndingafaki, kokukhona ndicinga ngale porn ye-gay. Usenokuba sele uyiphile le nto: Ukubuya kwakho kokugqibela kwakuyintsuku ezintathu ezidlulileyo, ucacile kuwe, mhlawumbi uvuswe kancinci apha naphaya; Ngoku ukubuyela kwakho kokugqibela kwaba ziiveki ze-4 ezidlulileyo, kwaye uhlala ucinga ngeyona nto iphambili kwezesondo eyakha yakuvusa.

Ndiyitshintshe indlela yam ye-nofap kwezi nyanga zimbini zidlulileyo. Ngoku, xa ndizibhaqa ndicinga nge-gay porn, i-shemale porn, i-futanari okanye zonke izinto ezinqabileyo ezinokucingelwa, ndizama ukuphuma ngokukhawuleza kangangoko ndinokuthi ndiqwalasele iphonografi esempilweni (nge-Okthobha yayingumlingani wobungqingili, ngoku iyinto engekhoyo).

Ngoku makhe siqwalasele kubusuku bam izolo. Ndicinga ukuba: "Ewe, andikaze ndibone iphonografi ye-gangbang porn, ikhangeleka njani?". Ngokwesiqhelo bendiya kuyikhupha kwangoko. Kodwa imeko ethandekayo yengqondo endandikuyo yandikhokelela ukuba ndiye kubona olo hlobo lwe-porn. Ke, ngexesha lam lokuzinkcinkca izolo ebusuku, ndiye ndajika ndisiya kwi-shemale porn, i-faproulettes, ndaza ekugqibeleni ndabuyela kwi / d /, olona sana lwam lubi.

Yikholwe okanye ungakholelwa, kodwa kwimeko yam yokugqibela yenkanuko yezolo izolo, ndifumene ukuba akukho nto iphosakeleyo eyandivusa imizuzwana embalwa edlulileyo, khange iphinde indivuse njengoko ibenzile kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo. Ndivale ikhompyuter yam ndaya ngqo kwigumbi lokuhlambela ukuze ndikhuphe inkanuko yam ngokuya kwindawo yamanyala, endiyithatha njengemifanekiso engamanyala esempilweni. Kwaye kanye emva nje kwe-orgasm, ndiziva ndiphumelele.

Isiphelo: Ungayi kubanda turkey, kunzima kakhulu kuye nakubani na. Xa ucinga ngokubukela iphonografi engaqhelekanga, i-PMO kwi-porn esempilweni.

Steelcrate

Qinisekisa ukuba unqamle ukuphela kweengcamango kwithuba elithile (ukuwayeka ngonaphakade yinto endingayincoma ngayo).

Ndikucebisa ukuba ufumane into ozama ukuyinyanga ngokusebenzisa iphonografi, uyinyamekele, kwaye uqaphele indlela oziva ngayo ngaphambi kokuba uphinde ubuye, ke thintela ukuziva unjalo okanye uzityhalele ngaphandle ukuze ubaleke, wenze enye into…

Unokuzama ukuzama ukufudumala.

Qiniseka ukuba uyayiqonda ngokupheleleyo ingxaki yokwenyani nge-PMO: Ingqondo yakho ikwimeko kwaye uyeke ngokupheleleyo kwiintsuku ze-90 linyathelo lokuqala lokubuyela kwimeko yesiqhelo. Qiniseka ukuba awuzukulingwa, ke yeka ukubukela imovie, uthotho olunendawo yesondo, imeko yeenkanuko okanye into ebangela ukuba ubuyele umva.

Ndiyekile ixesha elithile ngoku, kodwa andiqinisekanga ukuba ndilahlekelwe ngumntwana kunye nolunye uhlobo lwe-shit. Xa ndicinga ngezinye zazo, ndiyacaphuka, kodwa andiqinisekanga nokuba ndididekile ndingazi. Ndiyathetha, ndinokuba ndiziva ndingenantlonelo, kodwa andiqinisekanga. Ndimisa unyaka wonke, emva koko ndiza kuphinda ndivelise i-MB elula ngesizathu esithile kwaye ndiza kuyiphelisa ngonaphakade.

Siza kubona ukuba yintoni esebenzayo.

liweyo

Ukusuka kumava am, iphonografi iya kuphulukana nefuthe layo. umzekelo: bendijonge kwakhona uMdlalo weTrone kwiveki ephelileyo, kwaye zininzi kakhulu izigcawu ezinabafazi abahamba ze. Ngexesha lezo zigcawu, andizange ndivulwe kwaye andizange ndive nesidingo sokufap. Yonke into endandiyicinga ngayo ibali laphazanyiswa ngokukhawuleza ngumfazi ohamba ze. Umnqweno we-fap ufana noloyiko olufanelekileyo: nje ukuba ufunde ukulawula iimvakalelo zakho ngokubhekisele kuyo, ayinakuphinda ikulawule

Ukufumana Ukulala Ngesondo

Ingxaki enkulu kakhulu Ukuba ndilungelelanisa kwisini esivamile sesini.

Ndiyicinga ukuba yi-porn eyenzayo ukunyanzelisa ukungenelela kwabasetyhini ngasemva njengoko ndingakaze ndibe neengcamango ezinje ngaphambili.

Ukuhlala kude noononophelo kunokuba lula kum kodwa kubonakala ngathi ukuxhamla komntwana akunakwenzeka ukugubha. Ndihlala ndicinga ngoku kwaye ndiphupha! Ndingayikhupha njani?

Mna ndinenkathazo yokuhlala nzima kowesondo wesini. Ndingahlala njani ndivuseleleke kunye ne-vanilla yecala nje?

Ubudala 32-Umfazi: Ukuqalisa kwakhona kuyasebenza ukucima usana olude!

Ukuxhatshazwa kwamabhondi e-hormone kuye kwabangela ukutshintsha kwezesondo

Ndaqala kwi-intanethi ngokwenene. Ngaphandle kokwenza kunye namantombazana ambalwa, andizange ndilale ngesondo. Ndingu 20 kunye neenyanga ezimbini ezidlulileyo ndade ndabeka kodwa ndingakhange ndimiswe ngokupheleleyo. Ndifumene ingqondo yakho kwi-porno ndaza ndaqonda ukuba ndihlupheke kwi-PIED. Umlutha wam wawubi kakhulu ndandidla ngokubukela inani lawo elihlazo kwaye ngokudabukisayo amashishini amanyala. Andikaze nditsaleleke ebantwini ebomini bam, esona senzo siyandonyanyisa. Kodwa nge-porn ye-gay yayiyeyona nto intsha yokonwabisa.

Ngoku ndihlupheka yi-HOCD, ndixhalabile ukuze ndibe nesini. Kwakhona, bendihlala ndityumza amantombazana kwaye ndijongile amantombazana. Abafana khange bawele ingqondo yam ndide ndibambeke kwi-porn kakubi kakhulu, kwaye nangoko, emva kokuba ndigqibile ndanezothe ngayo.

I-porn yonakalisile ukuqhuba kwam ngesondo kunye nokuzibandakanya ngokwesondo. Ndineentsuku ezingama-37 kwaye ndinethemba lokuba izinto ziya kutshintsha.

Unyaka we-17 umlutha we-porn ngoku iintsuku ezingama-47 simahla… ibali lam lerekhodi

Ekuqaleni, ukubona komfazi ohamba ze okanye i-vulva kwakwanele ukundenza ndize ngomzuzu. Njengokuba iminyaka iqhubeka, bendifuna “ezinye iindlela” zokwabelana ngesondo ukuya kuvuthondaba, ke ndiye ndaqala ukujonga abathandana besini esinye, oomama abasetyhini, abafazi abatyebileyo, abafazi abanoboya, i-scat, kunye nabaninzi abathandanayo, isini sangasese kubandakanya i-analingus, ukubetha, kunye ne-ATM (ekhokelela i-anal fetish fetish endisazama ukuyishukumisa). Njengoko unokuthelekelela, akukho namnye wabahlobo bam (kwaye kamva, umfazi wam) angandinika naluphi na ulonwabo ngokwesondo ukukhuphisana nezi mpazamo.

Ndiyicinga ukuba ndandinenhlanhla kunezinye izilonda ezininzi - andizange ndihlupheke ngenxa yokungasebenzi kakuhle kwe-erectile kwaye ndandinomdla kakhulu kubafazi behlabathi boqobo… ndandifuna nje ukuzisebenzisa nokuzithoba njengoko ndandibonile kwiividiyo.

Kunyaka ophelileyo kunyaka wam we-16 njengomlutha wobugqwetha (2015), ndiye ndabona ukuba nokuba "iphonografi" ibingakanani, yayingasavuyisi kwaye indonelise njengoko yayinjalo ngaphambili. Emva kwamawaka e-orgasms ebangelwa zi-porn, bendiqala ukuba desensitized-kuyo yonke into yesondo. Ngokudabukisayo, umnqweno wam wesini kunye nomfazi wam uye wehla kwiminyaka yamuva nje eyayibeka uxinzelelo emtshatweni wethu.

Re: HOCD (okanye nayiphi na enye i-OCD): lithini ibali lakho? yabelana..vule njl.

Ndandinomdla kwi-tranny ye-tranny kodwa andinakuthi ndikhe ndacinga nge-HOCD, andiqinisekanga nokuba kuyintoni ukuthembeka. Ndicinga ukuba xa woyika ukuba sisitabane kuba utsala umdla weqhude?

Ndiyavuma ukuba ndijonge i-porno ye-gay ngexesha elingaqhelekanga xa lisasazeka phakathi kweengqungquthela zengqungquthela kodwa andizange ndifumene nantoni na ukuba ndibe ngumlutha okanye ndingenalo ingcinga engacinganga ngayo, nangona kukho umboniso omnye Ndabona oko kwandibamba nzima kwaye ndenza MO. Andizange ndicinge nantoni na emva koko, ndandiqhubeka ndijonga i-tranny porn!

Andoyiki ukuba ndingangumlingani, andinguye, ndicinga nje ukuba yintoni le ndiyenzayo?

[UGuy uphendula umntwana okwishumi elivisayo ochaphazelekayo malunga nesisu sakhe sobuhlobo] Jonga, ndigqithe kwinto enye oyenzileyo. … Ndahamba ndaya kuhlola kwaye ndazama ukurekhoda umama nodadewethu. Eyona nto imbi kakhulu ngoodadewethu babebancinci kunam. Ngekhe ndibemdala kuna-15 yenye yezona zimfihlo zinzulu nezimnyama endizifihlayo. Ngoku, ndineminyaka eli-19 ubudala, kwaye ndizikhabele zonke ezo ngcinga. Iintloko zamanqanaba zongamela indoda. Ndikuthiyile ukuba ndingubani kwisikolo samabanga aphakathi / kunyaka omtsha. Yindlela ehamba ngayo. Uphambi komdlalo wokuthetha ngale nto. Hlala upholile. Kwaye ndiya garantee ukuba uzama ukwenza kuyo uyakumangaliswa kukuba omnye umntu engabelani ngemibono yakho efanayo. Into ebisoloko indimisa, kukuba bendicinga ukuba ndizama ukwenza ngayo abazali bam bangandithumela kwiziko lezengqondo okanye into ethile. Ndithembe. Awufuni nantoni na enokuyenza namanye amalungu osapho lwakho. Ngethamsanqa mhlobo wam. Permalink

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Nceda sukuphazamiseka. Iphonografi ingakusa kwiindawo ezintle. Umlutha wam undikhokelele kuyo yonke le nto ye-S & M, kodwa ngoku ekubeni ndingafakwanga kwaye ndijonge iphonografi, andinamnqweno wokuzifuna ezo zinto. Permalink

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I-Pornfree indifundise am fetish ayiqhelekanga.

Ndilale phezolo ebhedini ndinomnqweno emva kokunqwenela, kwaye njengoko ezi zibongozo zaziza kwaye zihamba, ndiye ndabona ukuba ayisiyiyo kwaphela into onokuzingca ngayo. Ngaphezulu kweminyaka elishumi yokujonga iphonografi rhoqo kuye kwandikhathaza kwabasetyhini kwinqanaba elothusayo. Ndivakalelwa kukuba ndingavuswa kuphela xa zisetyenziswa, ziboniswa njengeqhekeza lenyama okanye ukwenza izinto abanye abangazukucinga ukuba zinomtsalane.

Ngamanye amaxesha ndicinga ukuba iifoto zoonografi zingabangela umonakalo ongapheliyo Ngaba ndiza kuphinda ndibuyele kwindlela endiyenayo yonke loo minyaka edlulileyo, apho ukubonakala nje koomama abakhethekileyo kubangele ukutshisa nokutshiza? Ngexesha lokujonga iifotoli ezingamanyala, iintsuku zam zikhuni ukuhlala zizinzile ngelixa zibukela izinto ezinzima.

Ndiyayixabisa ukuba ndiqala kolu hambo. Ekuqaleni konyaka ndandinomdla weentsuku ezili-150 ngaphambi kokuba ndibuyele kwiinyanga ezimbalwa kwiindlela zam ezindala. Ndibuyele kwinqwelo kwakhona kwaye ndizimisele ukuhlala ekhosini, kodwa ndoda kunzima. Izibongozo kunzima ukuzichaza. Ayisiyonto ebonakalayo, kodwa ndiyifuna ngamandla.

Usuku lwe-90 lubonakala. Ndiya kuyenza.

Ubudala 20 - Ukuziphatha kakubi ngokwesini kumtshato wam - kwaye kwaguquka emva koononophala

Ndaqala ukubukela, ndaza ndazifumana ndivule ngokungummangaliso. Ndaye ndaqonda ke… umdlali obhinqileyo ujongeka ngokufana nodade wethu omncinci ongumlingane !!! Ndazixelela ukuba nditshintshe iividiyo kodwa into endenze ukuba ndiqhubeke. [Khange ndikwazi ukulala nomfazi]… Ndenze isifungo sokuhlala kude ne-porn kunye nokuphulula amaphambili nangaluphi na uhlobo. Kwakunzima ekuqaleni, kodwa ndiye ndaphazamiseka ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, kwaye ubomi bam besini kunye nomfazi wam bukhulu !!

Andifuni nantoni na egqithisileyo kwaye iimfesane ezimbi ziyaphela. Ndiba nzima nentombi yam kube lula ngoku emva kokuba sabelana ngesondo okokuqala. Ii-Orgasms zivakalelwa ngokwendalo kwaye imvakalelo emva kwayo ilungile. Ungayeki ebudeni bakho kodwa ulahle umlutha wakho. Ubomi buhle!

I-PMO iphinde iphoswe ingqondo yam kwaye ihlasele iminqweno yam yesini

Ndiyindoda eneminyaka eyi-22. Ndiyi-PMO imihla ngemihla malunga ne-12 iminyaka. Ndiqale malunga neminyaka ye-11, ngokufumanisa i-intanethi, ndibukela iividiyo zamantombazana aneedonki ezinkulu. Yiyo kuphela into endiyikhumbulayo ngokwenene, kwaye andazi ukuba izinto ziqale nini ukutshintsha. I-porno endiyibukeleyo yatshintsha ngokuthe ngcembe, kwaye ndaqala ukubukela iividiyo zabasetyhini abakhulu. Malunga nobudala be-18 yayifikile apho bendijonga khona iividiyo zabafazi abatyebe kakhulu, ngaphezulu kwe-300 lbs. Ndineentombi ezimbalwa kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, kwaye bonke babenciphile, kodwa ke bendisaqhubeka nokujonga olu hlobo lwe-porn phantse mihla le.

Kutshanje ndiye ndazi malunga nokugqithisa komxholo endandiwubukele. Kule minyaka mibini idlulileyo ndibukele umxholo wamantombazana esitya ukutya, kwaye efumana ubunzima obukhulu, kwaye elala ngesondo. (Kukho inkcubeko enkulu yolu hlobo lwezinto kwiwebhu) ifikelele kwinqanaba apho le kuphela kwento enokundisusa. Ndikunyaka wam wesibini kwikholeji, ndikwimo entle yomzimba kwaye amantombazana aya kuthetha nam yonke imihla, kodwa ndihlala ndonakalisa ubudlelwane apho bazama ukusondela khona. Ndivakalelwa kukuba ndiyonakalisa obu budlelwane ngaphambi kokuba baqale ngenxa yokuba ndithembele kakhulu kwaye ndibambelele kule porno, ukuba nantoni na eyenye engayi kuyenza, yile nto umbono wam ngesondo uye wangena kuyo. Lo mkhwa uphazamisa kakhulu ukuthandana kwam kunye nobomi besondo. Amaxesha apho ndithatha intombazana ekhaya, andifuni ukufumana i-erection, kuba ndinemeko enjalo kolu hlobo lwe-porn.

Ndizamile i-NoFap 4 kwiinyanga ezidlulileyo, kwaye ndiyenzile inyanga enye kwiinjongo zam zenyanga ezintathu. Andiyi kuvumela ukuba lo mkhwa wonakalise ubomi bam bonke kwaye ndiqhubeke nokutshabalalisa ubulili bam kunye nokukwazi kwam ukuthandana nokwesabisa ngabasetyhini. Ixesha lokugqibela endizame ngalo olu hambo khange ndibhale kule forum, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba ngeli xesha kufuneka lahlukile. Ndidinga ukubonisa into endiyigcinileyo ngalo lonke elixesha, into endingazange ndayenza. Enkosi ukuba uthathe ixesha lokufunda le nto, kwaye ndinqwenela olona luhambo lwakho.

Ubudala 45 - PIED kunye noononopopayi obunqabileyo: ndandibonakala ndiphiliswa.

Ndicinga ukuba i-Porn iguqulwe kwam. (Okwangoku ubuncinane)

Ngaba oku kwenzekile nakubani na? Ndingumfana oneminyaka eyi-18 ubudala, kwaye kwiminyaka yokuqala ye-17 yobomi bam andizange ndibuze ubulili bam, ndazi ukuba ndandilungile. Nangona kunjalo, ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi kwiminyaka eyi-13 ubudala. Ngoku nje ngoku lixesha lokuba ndiqale ndive imiphumo, ndicinga ukuba unokuthi ingqondo yam yatshutshiswa ngoononophala ukuba andiyikufumana abafazi abaqhelekileyo bavusa, nangona ndiyazi ukuba ndiyabathandeka 'Yiva'. Ezi ngcinga zithathelwe indawo ikakhulu ziingcinga zabanye abantu, kwaye kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo ukusukela oko ndiqalisile ukubuza ngesini sam. Uyabona, ndiyakholelwa ekubeni ubufanasini okanye ukuqondana ngqo kugqitywa nokuba kuzelwe, okanye emva kwexesha elifutshane. Ndihlala ndinomnqweno wokuba nentombazana eyintombazana (andikaze ndibenayo ngaphambili, nditsho nangoku kude kube ngoku.) Ndinomnqweno onzulu wokuba nomfazi kwaye ndikhulise usapho kunye naye, Ngaphandle kwazo zonke ezi ngcinga be (Kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndisenza) Ukugijima engqondweni yam andicingi okanye ndikholelwe ukuba ndiyintombazana. Ngaphantsi kwentliziyo yam ndiziva ukuba ndiyazi i-100% ukuba ndinomnqweno wokuguga kunye nabafazi ecaleni kwam, kwaye kude kufike iphonografi kwaye ikhuphe ingqondo yam. Ndiphilile. Okwangoku, andizifumani iimeko zesini nabafana (ngaphandle kwe-porn endandihlala ndiyibukela, kodwa iphonografi yenzelwe ukukujika, akunjalo?) Umdla okanye ulonwabo, ndinokuba nomnqweno omncinci, kodwa enye ke ukuba ndiyazi ukuba andiyiyo indoda kunye nesini. Ndiyazi ukuba zithini iimvakalelo zam, andinakuze ndiyicinge indoda ethatha indima njengeqabane lam lobomi, ndiyazi ukuba ndifuna ukuba ngabafazi.

Ngoku ukuba ndichaze isizathu sam sokuhamba ngefestile, ngaba le nto okanye into efana nayo yenzeke nakwezinye izinto? Ngaba unobungozi bezononono kuba yingxaki kunoma ubani omnye ukuba baqala ukuvuswa yi-penises (nje loo nxalenye kumzimba wesilisa, ndiyathetha. ? Ngaba i-Porn ibuhlungu kwaye ibuyisa ubuchopho bakho ngendlela endenza ngayo? Ngaba le nto yenzeka kumnye umntu?

Oku kwandibangela ukuba ndixhalabise kwaye ndikhululeke.

130210

Oko kuyenzeka kum kodwa ngenye indlela ejikeleze. Ndingumlingani kodwa uononophala unokufumana umdla kumabhinqa, ubuncinci kwizinga elithile. Ewe… hayi amabele, kodwa amanye amalungu ababhinqileyo ayavusa. Iphonografi yimeko evusa inkanuko yesini, zonke izithintelo ziphantsi, umnqweno wesini uya kuba mkhulu. Akunampilo.

evrydamnday

Ndiva wena, yile nto yonke ekwenza ufune into entsha. Andisoze ndicinge ngabafana abanjalo endibaziyo, kodwa kwi-porn awusoze undazi… Nangona kunjalo, ndithe tye. Ndiyazi ukuba yinyani.

AndTheSonsofDisaster

Iphonografi luhlobo olufana neziyobisi kuba uhlala ugqibela ngokukhangela okungcono. Izinto ezakha zakonwabisa azikusonwabisi.

flaming_douchebag

Kwaye izinto ozifumanayo ziphazamiseka ngokukhawuleza. . . mhlawumbi akunjalo. Mhlawumbi u nya mezela. Mhlawumbi unomdla.

AndTheSonsofDisaster

Ndicinga ukuba siyifumene indlela abantu abagqiba ngayo ukuvuswa zizinto ezinje nge-2girls1cup… kodwa iphonografi "yinto yendalo ngokupheleleyo."

phu melela

Gay guy apha, kwaye eneneni indenze ndazibuza ngenye indlela. Ndithembe xa ndisithi iyaphazamisa nawe kwaye kukho eminye imisonto embalwa echaza into efanayo. Awuwedwa kwaye wenza into elungileyo ngokuba ungamanyala. Umnqweno omhle!

AndTheSonsofDisaster

Iphonografi luhlobo olufana neziyobisi kuba uhlala ugqibela ngokukhangela okungcono. Izinto ezakha zakonwabisa azikusonwabisi.

ThisEndsNow1

Kum, bendinokulungiswa kwilungu lobudoda, ngakumbi i-ejaculation. Ndineengcinga ezinzulu malunga nokuba ndifuna amava kunye nomnye umfana kwaye ekugqibeleni, andifuni. Ndicinga ukuba umnqweno omncinci wokuzama kunye nokulungiswa kwam kubangelwa kukufuna kwam ukulala nabantu basetyhini. Ndicinga ngokungazi ukuba ndicinga ukuba ukuba ndingenza kwenye ipeni into endifuna ukuyenza kum, ndingaziva ndonwabile. Kwakuyinto nje yokuzihlaziya ngokuzonwabisa ukuba ndihlobo lokukhula kwindoda yam.

Ukuchwetheza oku ndiyaqonda ukuba oku akukatshintshi konke oko. Kodwa ukuba uyitshintsha kwaye uneqabane elizimisele ukukunika ulonwabo olufunayo, usazi ukuba uyakuliphinda, mhlawumbi linokujongwa njengoluhlobo lomntwana. Ndinomdla wokubona ukuba bathini na abanye malunga noku.

Element-A

Awunguye wedwa ndoda, ngokuqinisekileyo ndinokunxibelelana neposti yakho. Iphonografi iye yajija yabuya yabuya yabuya ingqondo yam. Andizange ndibe neengcamango ezingafunekiyo (izitabane) ngexeshana, kodwa ndiyazi xa ndandinomdla woononophala, kwaye kuqala ndiqala i-pornography, ndandinezo ngcamango. Njengawe, ndiyindoda ethe tye kwaye bendihlala ndinomdla kwaye nditsaleleka kubafazi.

Ukuba ezi ngcamango zenzeka entlokweni, kuya kubangela ukuba ndixhalabele kwaye ndingonwabi.

Hawkeye5

Ukunyuka kwe-porn okungahambelaniyo "nokuqhelaniswa" kwethu koqobo kuyinto eqhelekileyo, ebhalwe kakuhle kwiziphumo ezibonisa amanyala. Kwenzeke kum, kuwe, kwabanye abaninzi. Ndinqwenela ukuba olu lwazi lufumaneke kwiminyaka engama-27 eyadlulayo xa bendiqala ukuwa phantsi kulo mngxunya. Ngeyabuguqula ubutsha bam. Vumela nje ukuba ikukhuthaze ngakumbi ukuba unikezele ngale tyhefu.

umgcini

Mfondini ndikuva nyhani. Ndingu 27 kwaye "bendikhe" ndibukele iphonografi ngaphezulu kweminyaka elishumi ngoku, ndiqale nge-13. Bendihleli kwaye ndicimile kwaye ukuza kuthi ga ngoku ndikhululekile ngeentsuku ezingama-22. Kungekudala, ndafumanisa ukuba ndibukele i-tranny yoononophala, kwaye ndihlakulela ukulungiswa kwe-penises kwi-pornography. Kwaye ndafumanisa ukuba ndibamba / ndibheka bonke abantu abanomdla kunye nabafana. Okubi nangakumbi, akunakuba ndim okanye ndibambe iingxoxo ezomeleleyo ngokudibana kwamehlo nabafana "abahle". Xa kuthethwa oko, ndiyi-100% ngokuthe tye, kwaye oku kuziphatha kwenzeka kuphela emva kweveki yokutya kakhulu. Iphonografi likhoboka elinamandla elinokubangela ukuba ungonwabi kwaye iziphumo ziqale ukubonakala kubomi bakho bemihla ngemihla. Iindaba ezilungileyo kukuba, iintsuku ezingama-24 ze-PMO zikhululekile, ndiqalise kwakhona i-alpha yokuziphatha kwamadoda, akukho mvakalelo / ukujonga abafana kunye nokuba ne-chemistry enkulu kunye nokunxibelelana namanenekazi. Ndide ndifumane amantombazana andingayi kujonga kabini njengento ekhangayo, kwaye andiyiki ukuqala intetho kunye namantombazana ashushu naphi na nanini na. Ke awuwedwa mzalwana, icebiso lam kukuba, yeka ngoku phambi kokuba uzibone uncancisa ezinye ii-dudes dick kwaye uzibuze ukuba kwenzeka njani esihogweni kule nto, ndiyavuya ukuba ndiyekile xa ndisakwazi. Yima ngokulungileyo kwakho. Sikunye nawe.

Ifakwe ngu fcjl8

Ndicinga ukuba kunikwe ixesha elingakumbi kude nephonografi kunye nokuphulula amalungu esini uya kuqaphela ngcono ibhalansi iyonke… Ndicinga ukuba ukutyeba komntwana kuya kuncipha.

Ndiyifumene le nto inyanisekileyo kum uhambo lwami kude ne-PMO kwiminyaka eyi-3 edlulileyo. Ininzi yamanveli ehlobo lwangamaqabane endiyithandayo ngoku aphelile ngoku. Abanye bade banditshutshisa!

Mhlawumbi, oku kungukuthi sifunde ne-neuroplasticity. Ukuphinda usebenze ngothando lokwenene kunye nomlingani wakho wangempela. Nika ithuba elihle!

Ithunyelwe ngu-emerson

zonke izinto ezinomdla kakhulu / ezithandanayo ezinomtsalane ziye zandishiya ngokuya kuzinomdla. Bahlala bebangela ukuba ndiphephe, kodwa andinasifiso kubo.

Ubudala 25 - Ndiziva njengendoda entsha kraca. (I-HOCD-ED)

Izinto ezininzi zitshintshile, nantsi intandokazi yam # 1:

Kule mihla ye-100 into # 1 endiyifumeneyo itshintshileyo endinombulelo ngayo kukuba andisaluthandi uhlazo lwe-porn. Xa bendilikhoboka le-PMO bendiya kufuna ezona ndawo zinxaxhileyo endinokuzifumana kwaye andikhathali ukuba ngoobani amantombazana okanye zihamba ntoni. Ndifuna ukubona ii-insides zabo zikhutshiwe, ndandifuna ukubava bekhala. Ndifuna ukubona amadoda aneedick ezinkulu kunye nabasetyhini bangena nge-3-4 yamadoda ngaxeshanye. Ndandingumbundlwana ogulayo. Ndaye ndacinga nokuba ndizenze ngokwam ezi zinto. Umlutha wawunamandla kunokuba ndandicinga kwaye kwakuphazamisa nokulawula ingqondo yam.

Ngoku emva kweentsuku ze-100 ndihlambulukile. Ndiyabathanda abafazi endaweni yokubanqwenela. Ndifuna ukubona abafazi abonwabileyo benobomi obuzalisekileyo. Ndifuna ukubona ubuso babo kunye namagophe abo. Ndifuna ukubona amehlo abo ekhazimla kwaye ndiyazi ukuba baya ekhaya kwaye balala bonwabile ebusuku kunye nomyeni onothando, njengokuba esenza umfazi wam. Andinalo nomnqweno wokujonga iphonografi kwakhona. Ndinomfazi wam kwaye ukwanele kum. Ukuba bendingenaye, bendiya kumkhangela.

INofap yenza izimanga. Sukuncama kwaye unganikezeli. Olunye lophuculo lwam oluninzi:

-Iyasebenza rhoqo imihla

-Ndifumene ubunzima ukusuka kwi-170 lbs ukuya kwi-205 lbs (bendihlala ndiyi-skinny runt)

-Ingasayi kuluma izipikili zam

-Ibheka abantu emehlweni

-Andizange ndihlaziye

-Andizikhathazi ngesondo

Ndilala kakuhle

-etc

Ubudala 18 - Ubufazi obusetyhini obufayo (ukuqala isilumkiso)

Iingcinga, ingcinga malunga nala shit iya isiba buthathaka yonke imihla. Ngamanye amaxesha kunzima, ngamanye amaxesha kulula, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha kuyinto entle kakhulu. Kodwa ukuba uya esihogweni qhubeka njengoko uWinston Churchill watsho.

Kwaye ... Ukuzithemba kwam kunye nokuzixabisa kwam kuza ngaphezulu kwentaba ye-Everest. Ndifunda shit entsha yonke imihla kwaye zonke iintlobo zezinto ezinkulu ezenzekayo ebomini bam. Ngokuqinisekileyo kukho naloo mizuzu ilusizi kodwa uyikhuphe. Kuyinxalenye yobomi. Ke nokuba unganzulu kangakanani kwimfumba yakho ye-shit unganyuka uphume kwaye ndiqinisekile ukuba wonke umntu uyakubona ukukhanya kwakhona nokuba umnyama kangakanani.

Ubundlobongela okanye i-HOCD nje (amava am kunye nengcebiso kwii-HOCDers)

Andinamdla kuye nawuphi na umntu okanye umntu oguqukayo de ndaqala kakhulu kwi-PMO. Ndandinombono wam wokuqala "wesini" malunga ne-18-19 kwaye ngelo xesha bendineminyaka esi-7 ukuba likhoboka lam .. Ke ndaye ndacinga ukuba ndingu-asexual emva koko ndalala kunye nokuba ndingu-100% gay kwiiveki ezimbalwa, isihogo, ndacinga ukuba isekhona bi up de kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo! I-HOCD iyinyani kwaye yonke le PMO shit messes ngengqondo yakho chemistry. Yilwa nayo. Kungathatha iinyanga okanye iminyaka ukuba siphinde sibuye, kodwa kufanelekile.

Ukwabelana ngesondo akusiyo i-Static neyiyo

Ndicinga ukuba uninzi lwabantu lungena kwi-porno becinga ukuba abayi kutshintshwa yiyo. Buza nabani na okhe wangumsebenzisi ixesha elide, kwaye baya kuthi bakubalisele ibali ngendlela ezitshintshe ngayo izinto abazithandayo xa bezimisele ukuthetha inyani kwaye bethembekile. Bendihlala ndonwabile xa ndibona ii-boobs zivelisiwe kumdlalo bhanyabhanya o-R. Ke yafika apho ukuba kwakungekho nzima, emva koko andinamdla.

Ndivile amabali abantu abaqale nge-porn ethe ngqo kwaye baya gay. Ndakhe ndeva amabali abantu abaqale nge-porn esemthethweni kwaye bahamba nge-pedo. Iindaba ezimnandi, nangona kunjalo, kukuba kwimeko yesini, ndive umntu ebuyela kwisini sabo esingagqibekanga emva kokuyeka iphonografi.

Ndicinga ukuba abaninzi abantu bangena kwi-porn ngaphandle kokucinga ukuba kuya kubakhomaza ukusebenza kwabo ngokwesondo ngokomzimba nangokwengqondo. Zingaphi amabali endandizivayo malunga ne-erectile echaphazelekayo? Akukho mntu wandixelela ukuba i-jimmy yayiya kusebenza xa ndifuna ukuba ndikhangele iifoto. Akukho mntu wandixelela ukuba i-libido yam iya kuqala ukumisa.

Isini kufuneka siboniswe njengeplastiki kwaye sinokwaphuka. Kulumkele ukuzondla ngokwakho, kuba kunokukutshintsha ube yinto ongafuni ukuba yiyo. Ungayisebenzisi kakubi kwaye uyihlukumeze, okanye ungayiqhekeza.

Ukuba ufunda le, ulumkisiwe. Hlala kude noononophala. Kungenxa yokulungelwa kwakho.

Andijolise kangako kwisini esigqithisileyo. Ndandidla ngokuxhalabisa nge-anal kwaye kuya kuba yinjongo yokuphela kwam kunye naliphi na iqabane. Ngoku kuyinto entle ukuba iyenzeka, kodwa ayibalulekanga nangayiphi na indlela. Ngamanye amaxesha andizukufuna ukuyenza (ngaphambili ibingacingeki). https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-2/age-33-delayed-ejaculation-cured-sex-is-better-confidence-higher/

Usuku olusandul 'ukuzalwa lukaSuku10 luya

Ndonwabile ngayo

Ipeni yam ifile, kodwa ingqondo yam ibuyela esiqhelweni

Ndiye ndahlala phantsi ukususela ngomhla wokuqala. Ngokukrakra, ukulungiswa kwe-zero, akukho mthi wakusasa, akukho nto. Hayi ukukhuthaza, akukho nto. Nditshintshe izinto kakhulu ngokugcwalisa eminye imisebenzi ukugcina ingqondo nomzimba ndixakekile, kwaye bendixakekile kukuhamba kunye nokutshintsha imisebenzi. Kodwa kukho icandelo lam elizibuza ukuba ndingalunganga njani ngengqondo / kwilungu lobudoda.

Umqondiso wam wokuqala wokuphuculwa ufike izolo, nangona kunjalo. Ndiyindoda ethe tye, kodwa xa ndandisa iphonografi ndangena kwizinto ze-transgender. Ndicinga ubukhulu becala ngenxa yoxinzelelo noxinzelelo lwayo endikhuphileyo kwaye yenza ukuba amava okujonga abe namandla ngakumbi. Oku ekugqibeleni kwanda ukuba neentlanganiso ezimbalwa zehlabathi kwaye ndaye ndabona intombazana ts okwexeshana ekhangeleka ngathi yinkwenkwezi ye-porn.

Izolo, inkumbulo yezinto ezithile endizenzileyo zavela entlokweni yam endaweni yokundivusa, iphantse yandenza i-gag. Ndothuka. Ndandididekile yile ngcamango. Ngelixa oku kunokuvakala kubuhlungu kwabo bakwi-GLBT, ndiyayibona njengophawu lokuqala lobuchopho bam bubuyela esiqhelweni. Andikho bi, kwaye andinomdla kumalungu esini sangamadoda. Ukubuyela kokungagqibekanga kunye nokuziva le mpendulo kwakukhuthaza ngendlela emangalisayo.

Ke, ndifuna ukukhuthaza abafana ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo zokuziphatha kwe-HOCD, NCEDA, NCEDA unamathele kuyo kwaye unike ingqondo yakho ithuba lokubuyela kwisiseko ukuze ufumane iminqweno yakho yokwenyani. Ukuba ugqiba iintsuku ezingama-90 kwaye usete kwakhona kwaye usayithanda into oyenzileyo xa uqala, KUKHULU. Kodwa zinike ithuba lokufumanisa.

Kwaye ndikhangele inkuthazo yokuba incanca yam ngenye imini iya kuphinda ibuye, lol.

http://www.mmo-champion.com/threads/1497458-China-is-starting-to-delete-porn/page18

Umhlobo wam wakubeka kakuhle ngoku ukuba ndicinga ngayo… kwaye ndiyavuma ngokupheleleyo (ngaphandle kobuninzi be-porn endiyisebenzisayo). Watsho into enje. Esi sizukulwana ngoku sifikelela ebuntombini sabhencwa kweyona gratuitis kunye nezesondo ezingafunekiyo ngobuninzi behlabathi ezingakaze zibonwe ngaphambili, kwaye ngoku siyabona ukuba ibachaphazela njani abanye abantu. Iyunivesithi yakhe yenza isifundo kuyo njengoko eli yayilithuba elimangalisayo lokubona ukuba luhlobo luni olubonakaliswe kolu hlengahlengiso lunjani, kwaye iziphumo bezisoyikisa kancinci. I-Porn iyindalo kum kwaye iya kwigumbi lokuhlambela kwaye ishawa kwaye iyandoyikisa. Imifanekiso engamanyala kufuneka iqhubeke nokuba buthathaka ngakumbi ngakumbi kwi-bazaar ukuze indisuse, kwaye ndiziva ngathi ndifuna i-detox, kodwa andinalwazi lokuba njani. Owu kwaye nditshatile… ke yah… loo nto iyekisa inkanuko ye-porn: / Yenza nje oku kunye nobudlelwane bam bangaphambili njengoko uninzi lwamantombazana lungazukuvuma ukuba ubukele iphonografi (ubuncinci uninzi lwamantombazana ajikeleze apha ndihlala khona eNew York) kwaye Fihla kuphela oko ixesha elide lol

“Ufuna ndenze ntoni kuwe! ubukhe wabukela iphonografi kwakhona !!!! ”
Mna: “Buh buh amantombazana akwicompooter ayayenza
kuye: Zizihobhiso kukuba oko ucinga ukuba ndiyi !!!!
mna: Ndididekile kakhulu “

Oku kuhle kakhulu kwintetho endiyenayo ngaphambi kokuba lol

Indlela endizenza ngayo imfesane yenza ukuba ndizibulale kwaye isizathu sokuba iphosizizi zibi.

Hi / r / nofap,

Ndingathanda ukuqala ngokuthi oku kunokutshitshisa kakhulu kuwe. Ndiyathemba ukuba.

Ndihlala ndithandwa ngamantombazana. Nangona ndandifana ne-5 okanye i-6 ndiyakhumbula ndifuna ukubona phantse yonke intombazana endidibana nayo ihamba. Ewe kunjalo ndaqala ukuhlaziya i-masturbating xa ndandifana ne-10. Ndiyakhumbula ngelinye ilanga ndangena egumbini lam, oku kwakulungile emva kokuba ndivuke kwaye ndandidla. Andikhumbuli nabani na endixelela ngale nto, ukuba ungayenza njani, ndiyenzile nje.

Kwi-13 ndafumana iphonografi. Kwakumangalisa, uvakalelo lwaluphezulu kakhulu endakha ndalufumana ebomini bam kwaye ndiyenzile amaxesha ngamaxesha ngemini. Ngokwesiqhelo njengamaxesha ama-2-4 ngosuku. Ngexesha elingaphezulu nangona bendifuna ukufumana iphonografi eyothusayo kuba iphonografi eqhelekileyo "ibingandenzeli" yona. Ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi. Andinanto nxamnye nabasetyhini kwaye andiyiyo inzondo, yinto nje engaqhelekanga kuba andikaze ndithandwe nawuphi na umntu ebomini bam bonke kodwa ndiza kufaka i-porno yobungqingili ngenxa yokuba yandikhupha.

Njengoko ixesha lihambile ndaya kwizinto ezinzima ezifana nokudlala ukudlwengulwa, i-BDSM, umdlalo wobuhlanga, ukudlala iminyaka, i-henti, i-guro, i-scat, i-fart, iividiyo ezihlukumezayo, amabali okulala, i-incest, kunye ne-lolicon. Ngeli xesha ngeli xesha i-vanilla ye-porn ayinditshintshanga. Ndaqala ukugqwetha kakhulu kubomi bokwenyani. Ndingathumela imifanekiso yamantombazana endiwaziyo ukusuka ku-facebook ukuya kwiisayithi ezinje (cum kwiifoto eziprintiweyo) kwaye (fake le bitch.) Kwezi ndawo wonke umntu wayeziphatha gwenxa, ezonda inzondo, enobundlobongela, ephambene, kwaye abanye babengabaxhaphazi. Ndabahlazisa abantu endibaziyo nendibathandayo ngenxa yesidenge.

Uyabona ndicinga ukuba umntwana wam wesini kukuba ndithanda izinto eziphazamisayo. Ndingaya kudlwengula ngeengcinga ezimbi kwaye elona candelo lilibi lale mibono kukuba ndaye ndavuselwa umbono wokuba wenzakalise umntu ngengqondo kunayo yonke "amandla amnandi." Andinawo amandla amafantasy, ndivulelwa nje ubomi bonke butshabalaliswe ngomzuzu omnye ukuba ndixhamle ngokwesondo.

Kodwa ayisiyonto xa ithelekiswa nento endiyenzileyo kutshanje. Andinanto iseleyo yokuthetha kodwa, ubomi bam bonke bonakele kwaye andifanelanga naluphi na uhlobo lokonwaba ngenxa yento endiyenzileyo. Ndaya kwindawo kwaye umfana wabelana ngamantombazana amancinci anjenge-12-13. Ndaye ndaya kuyo. Babenxibile, kodwa ndineminyaka eli-18 kwaye akukho sizathu sakucacisa. Lo mfo wayesabelana namantombazana amancinci.

Ngoko ke ndathi. Ndingaba ngumntu ohamba phambili, ngoko ndiya kuzibulala. Ubuncinane ukuba andiyi kwenza iveki okanye kunjalo kwi-nofap. Ndifuna ukunqumla le mvakalelo. Andikhange amantombazana amancinci, ebomini bobubomi ayifuni.

Ngako oko kwakuyi-pornography eyenza ukuba ndibe ngumntu ongendawo, okanye ndingumntu ongendawo?

Ndingumbhali owoyikisayo ndibuhlungu kakhulu ukuba loo nto ibithethwe kakubi.

I-DAE zifumana zibukele i-porno ebunzima kwaye ibuhlungu?

Ndineentloni ngezinto endizibukeleyo. Kukho eli lizwi entlokweni yam lisithi "Sukuyibukela le nto, oku kuyamenywa, uya kuzisola ngale nto" ukanti ndiyaqhubeka nayo. Emva koko ndiziva ngathi ndingumntu othambileyo. Imifanekiso engamanyala eyaphefumla ingqondo yam kwiminyaka elishumi eyadlulayo ngoku iyandivusa ngokwesondo njengokubukela ipeyinti eyomileyo. Andiyithandi le nto. Andikuthandi ukuqhubela phambili okwenzekayo.

Kuya kufuneka ndiyeke ukubukela iphonografi ngokupheleleyo ndicinga. Andikwazi nje ukuzikhawulela kwizinto ezithambileyo ngenxa yokuba ukungafikeleki kuya kunyuka kum ndikhangela izinto ze-crazier, kwaye phantse akunakwenzeka ukuba uyeke xa sele ukhona.

Ngaba nawuphi na umntu onokuthetha naye? Ndiyabulela ukufunda.

rattamahatta

Ngokuqinisekileyo. Kufana neheroin. Ufuna ukubetha nzima ngakumbi nangakumbi.

RiskyTrizkit

Eyona nto imbi xa isondo singasakwenzeli wena. Ndabona kwintetho ye-TED esona sizathu siphambili sokuba abantu bayeke ukubukela iphonografi kungenxa yokuba ekugqibeleni abasebenzisi besilisa abanzima bafumana i-ED kwaye abanakuphinda babelane ngesondo ngelixa besidla rhoqo. Umntu oqhelekileyo uthatha malunga neenyanga ezintlanu okanye ezintandathu kwi-porn ekhululekile ukuba asebenze ebhedini ngesiqhelo kwakhona.

singlemanblues

Ewe. Ngethuba lokuqala komlutha wam, ndandisoloko ndiqhwanya i-BDSM. Unyaka ngaphambi kokuba ndiyeke, ndandininzi lwabo bam drive. Ihlazo.

EverVigilant

Ewe! Kuyathakazelisa, kunyaka ophelileyo kuye kwabanzima kakhulu kuba bendiphumelele ngokuthobekileyo kwimizamo yam yokuyeka. Kodwa kwiimeko ezimbalwa apho ndaye ndayeka khona, iphonografi yaya isiba nzima phantsi ngendlela efanayo eyothusayo xa ndiqala ukuyibuka.

Njengokuba, ukuqala kwam, umdla wam usuka ku-A, ukuya ku-B, ukuya ku-C, ukuya ku-D. Ke ndiye ndaqala ukwenza iinzame zokuyeka, ndade ndaya kwiintsuku ezingama-30 ezilungile kube kanye, kwaye zabuyela ku-A. Kodwa ke ndaye ' Ndiza kungena ekufeni, kwaye iya kuya ku-B, ku-C, naku-D ngaloo ndlela. Ayisoze itsibe ngqo ku-D. Ihlala ilandelelana ngokufanayo.

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Yindalo leyo irhamncwa. Kunzima kum ukuba ndiyeke ukusebenzisa i-softcore / cheesecake kunokuba bendinokwenza ikhefu ukusuka kwi-hardcore ukuya kwi-softcore. (Kudala ndisebenzisa indlela yeSAA emithathu yokuyeka iphonografi.) Kuyasebenza kodwa, ndoda ndinqwenela ukuba ndingaze ndibambeke kwindawo yokuqala!

la_arma_ficticia

Yiyo le nto ndiye ndayeka: bendibukele iphonografi ye-BSDM ndisebenzisa amagama okukhangela anje, "ukuthotywa", "ukunyanzelwa", kunye "nokuqhwatywa ngempama" - ndaqala ndaziva ndingumntu kwaye ndinento enokusetyenziswa kunye nokuxhatshazwa. Kwakungekho mpilo.

phoenix_recovery

Yup, yamkele! Ukuhlala kwi-porno ixesha elithile, okanye ngokungapheliyo njengamanye apha apha silwela, ayiyi kwenza kuphela loo ntsuku-ihamba-i-porn-edlulileyo ibonakala iyamangalisa, kodwa umnqweno wakho wokubukela izinto ezinzima namhlanje kuya kuphuma ngaphandle kwefestile . Nali liva lam ngamava.

AbortedFeces

Ndandiqala ukuqaphela oku. Ngoko ndajoyina i-sub to leave it before I got into some crazy shit.

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I-30 m apha.

Ndinamava amaninzi ngokwenza isondo ngomlomo emadodeni kuyo yonke i-20s yam. Ndikhumbula ixesha lokuqala endayenzayo ndaye ndacinga kum ukuba "ayindim lo" ndaye ndaqhubeka ndenza njalo kwaye ndaqhubeka neminye iminyaka esi-8.

Kutheni ndiqhubekile emva kokungaziva ngathi yinto endifuna ukuyenza okokuqala? Ngoku ndiyichaza kwi-pornography. Ndandinomkhwa ongcolileyo woononophala ukususela ekubeni ndiseyingane kwaye ndaqala ukuthanda izinto zesini esahlukileyo kwaye kubomi bokwenyani babekhe babethwa ngabafazi. Ndiyakonwabela ukulala nabantu basetyhini kwaye andicingi ngenene ngamadoda ngokwesondo. Kancinci kancinci ngaphezulu kweminyaka iqhude, ngakumbi ezona zikhulu zaba yeyona nto kugxilwe kuyo ekuvukeni kwam. Ndaqala ukufuna iphonografi eyayinamaqhude amakhulu kubo phantse kuphela. Ukuthanda kwam iifoto zoononophala kwandenza ndikholelwe ukuba ndingumfana wesini okanye u-bi kwaye ndifuna amava ezesondo kunye namadoda, kuphela ukuba ndidideke. Xa ndandimncinci i-taboo yayanele ngokwaneleyo ukuba indivuse kodwa oko kuye kwaphela ngokupheleleyo "okuqhelekileyo" kwaba kum. Ngoku ndiyifumanisa ingenakwenzeka into yokuba ndivuswe ngamadoda ngaphandle kweziyobisi ezibandakanyekileyo kwaye nangona kunjalo kusenzima. Ndikhumbula ngobunye ubusuku kunzima nokuba nzima nasemva kokuthatha ezimbini. Ndaziqinisekisa ngokwenyani ukuba ukuba ndiye ndaya kufuna amadoda kunye ne-craigslist kunye nezindlu zokuhlambela ekufuneka ndingumlingani okanye u-bi, ngoku andiqinisekanga.

Ndandisoloko ndiza kuhlamba izindlu zokudlala nabantu xa ndanxiliswa okanye nakwezinye iziyobisi. Kukho ubungqina bokuba i-porn okanye ubuncinci bezinto ezifunayo zingenza utshintsho lwezesondo (ubuncinci kuma-rats) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvyejdlmKpE#t=875 Ukukwazi ukuvuswa ekubukeni iipensises ezinkulu okanye kwi-orgasm kwividiyo malunga nabo njl.thethi akuthethi ukuba ngumqondiso wokwenene ukhetho lwakho lwesondo. Lekhonkco inolwazi olungakumbi: https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/can-you-trust-your-johnson

Ukuba uziva ngathi ukufaka umqhagi emlonyeni wakho yinto ofuna ukuyenza, ngazo zonke iindlela hamba uye phambili kwaye uphonononge ukuba akukho nto iphosakeleyo kuyo kwaye ngokunyanisekileyo unika omnye umntu uyolo yinto eqinisekileyo yokwenza. Ndinamava amnandi kwaye ukuba nomntu othile emlonyeni wakho kuyamangalisa ngamanye amaxesha. Inxalenye yam isacinga ukuba bendiya kuyenza ukuzama nje kwaye ndibone into eyahlukileyo kodwa ngekhe ndiyazi ngoku ngoba isizathu sokuba ndiyenzile kwasekuqaleni kukuba bendilandela indlela endiphendula ngayo kwi-porn

Ingcebiso yam: Ndiza kuthatha ikhefu kwi-porno okwethutyana kwaye ndibone ukuba ngaba izibongozo zisekhona na. Ubonakala ngathi ubiyile ngocingo kwaye ukhathazekile malunga nokuba kungenzeka ntoni xa umntu efumanise. Yinto ekufuneka ndiyiphile nayo ngoku kwaye ndiya kuyenza ubomi bam bonke. Ndingazama nje ukuzifikelela "kwisiseko" kwaye ndibone indlela oziva ngayo. Kum, isini kunye namadoda yayiluhlobo nje lwento yokugqibela, eyona nto iphosakeleyo umntu othe ngqo angathatha inxaxheba kuyo. Andiqinisekanga ngoku ukuba ukuhlola loo taboo kwakundifanele, kodwa isenokuba yeyakho.

Amadoda athe tye azamile ukunika intloko-ngaba kukho ukuzisola? Ndicinga ukuyizama

Ndikwiminyaka yam yokuqala ye-40 kwaye uninzi lobomi bam bendiyindoda ethe tye ngokupheleleyo ngaphandle kwesilingo sokwenza nantoni na nomfana. Ndamanga umfana xa ndandifana ne-15 kwaye oko kwakwanele ukwazi kum kwiminyaka elandelayo ye-25 🙂 Ngelishwa, kunyaka ophelileyo okanye i-2 bendibukele iphonografi yamakhwenkwe anamantshontsho amakhulu kunye namantombazana amancinci kwaye ndiyayithanda kakhulu. Ndiqalile ukucinga ngokuhla ngeqhude elikhulu ngokwam kwaye ndathumela apha malunga nayo kwiinyanga ezininzi ezidlulileyo. Inkxalabo yam kukuba andiziva ngathi ndiyisitabane. Andithandwa ngokwenene kubafana. Kodwa ndingathanda ukubona kwakanye ebomini bam ukuba kwakunjani ukuba neqhude elikhulu emlonyeni wam. Kodwa ndinexhala lokuba ndiza kuziva njani emva kwam, ukuzithemba kwam, njl.andikhathazeki ngokuba ndiza kuyithanda kwaye ndiyifuna kakhulu. Ndicinga ukuba iya kuba sisiphumo esihle 🙂

Ngaba unomdlavuza wezobisi ungakubuza umtshato wakho?

Bonke ubomi bam (18M) ndibuchonge ngokuthe tye kwaye bendihlala nditsalwa kakhulu ngabasetyhini bayo yonke imibala, iimilo, ubukhulu, andazi ukuba oku kuvakala kuyinto engaqhelekanga ukuthi kodwa ndiza kuthi Umda ogqithisiweyo uthathelwa kwi-anatomy yabasetyhini; Ndiyayithanda yonke into malunga nayo. Zange khe ebomini bam ndibenazo naziphi na iingcinga zesondo, ukukhuthaza, iminqweno, nantoni na efana nokuba yimodicum yokutsala amadoda ... ngokunyanisekileyo andazi nokuba abafazi bathola ntoni ngomzimba womntu kodwa ngaphandle kwento leyo.

Ndicinga ukuba kukhuselekile ukuba ndine-pornography / i-masturbation addiction, kwaye ifikelele ekugqibeleni ukuba i-porn "rhoqo" iqalise ukuzalela ndize ndiqalise ukubukela izinto endifuna ukuyenza ngobomi bokwenene , njengama-porn gay okanye ama-MMF amacandelo.

Kuye kwafika kwindawo apho ijob ndibeke ukubeka umboniso wam Tinder "kumntu wonke" kwaye ndaqala ukuxoxa / ngothando kunye nabafana nangona andinomnqweno okanye ngenjongo yokuhlangabezana nabo ebomini bobomi, kwaye ngokukodwa akukho mnqweno okanye sinxuse ukwenza nantoni na ngesondo. (Kususela ngoko ndamisela iTinder yam emva kwabasetyhini kuphela kwaye ndingafanani namadoda endandithetha nabo) Kodwa ingaba konke oku kuvela kwi-addiction? Ngaba ndiyathanda kakhulu into endiyithandayo ukuba ndifuna into eyahlukileyo ukuze umzimba wam unyuke kwakhona?

i-idkwaffler

I-Porn icoca ngengqondo yakho. Ubumnyama ngamanye amaxesha, ewe ukuyeka ukuya kunceda kwaye yindlela eya phambili inkosikazi

FkinNameDoesntFi

Ndandinomlutha kule femdon kunye nolunye u-shemale shit, i-nothingelse yandiguqula ngendlela le yayiqhele ukwenza ngayo. Isizathu kukuba amanqanaba akho e-dopamine kufuneka aphakanyiswe ngenxa yokuba ungafuneki kwinto ekujike ngaphambili (ngamanye amagama uyayiqhela) ujonga izinto ezikothusayo, ukonyusa amanqanaba akho e-dopamine kwaye ukhubekile apon le.

Ukulungiswa kukuhamba inyanga ye-1 ngaphandle kwe-PMO hardmode, emva kwenyanga ye-1 ibongoza ukuba ihambe kwaye kube lula, ekuhambeni kwexesha uyakulibala ngayo ngenye imini uyakukhumbula izigcawu kodwa ngalo mhla uya kuthi ngokwakho ndifikile kumhla I-hardmode engama-56… ndifuna ukuyilahla yonke kwaye ukhetho luya kuba lula. Uthi hayi kwaye isilingo siyanyamalala kwakuloo mzuzwana uthi hayi kwi-PMO entlokweni yakho. Ilula kwaye ilula. Ndiyazi ukuba inyanga e-1 inokubonakala ngathi inde kodwa yithathe usuku olu-1 ngexesha ukuya kuloo nyanga!

Ndinezinyanga ezi-7 ndisebenza nzima kwaye ndandilikhoboka ngendlela efanayo nale yokubhabha kwe-femdon strap kwi-shit kodwa ngoku ndikhululekile kodwa kufuneka ndiqhubeke ndilindile xa kunokwenzeka. Dlula inyanga kwaye kube lula ukuhamba kakuhle. imvume

Iingcamango zam zitshintshile

Ndiye ngeentsuku ze-55 kule ndlela ngaphandle kwe-MO okanye i-PMO okanye ukubukela P.

Enye yezona zinto zinkulu endizibonileyo ngaphandle 'kwamandla amakhulu' aqhelekileyo athethwa ngabantu kule nkqubo yokuphinda ubuye kukuba ngoku amaphupha am 'amnandi' neengcinga zam zahluke kakhulu.

Xa ndibukela i-porn kunye nokuhlaziya i-masturbating rhoqo, ukucinga kwam kuhlale kusenokugqithisa, njengokuba ndenza ngutitshala otshisayo okanye ngabahlobo abahamba naye kum okanye bacinga nje ngesondo eliphosakeleyo. Oku kwakuyingxaki.

Ngoku njengoko ndifundile ngakumbi ngam kunye nale nkqubo, 'iingcinga zam' ziye zajolisa kancinci kwezi meko ziphambeneyo, nangakumbi kubudlelwane obusenyongweni nakwinqanaba lomzimba. Ngoku ndicinga ngokuziva kwesikhumba sakhe, okanye umphefumlo wakhe ofudumeleyo, okanye ukwanga nje okuthandekayo.

Nangona abanye becinga ukuba naziphi na iingcinga ezimbi zimbi, olu tshintsho lube luncedo kakhulu kum. Ukusukela oko ndiqala le streak, bendiqala ukuthandana nale ntombazana kwaye xa sisenza into endiyilindeleyo, kwaye ngenxa yokuba izinto endizilindeleyo zinobunyani, ndihlala ndoneliseka lula intombazana 'ngokuchasene nenye inkwenkwezi ye-porn eyonyuswe ngobuqhetseba.

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[phendula] Ndiqaphele utshintsho olufanayo. Ngokukodwa kunye nentombi yam yeminyaka eyi-3, emva kweminyaka eyi-3 yesini ngeveki kunye ne-PMO yonke imihla, ndandoneliseka ngalo lonke ixesha. Ndifuna ukuba afane nala mantombazana angeyonyani kwiividiyo, bendisazi ukuba wenza konke okusemandleni akhe ukwanelisa mna kodwa ngenxa ye-PMO ibinganele. kodwa ngoku, itshintshile. Ngoku, ndiyayixabisa intombi yam, ndiyaneliseka ngoku ngoku xa silala ngesondo, ndiyayixabisa yonke yesibini kwaye kubaluleke kakhulu, ndiyayixabisa ngakumbi ngoku.

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[phendula] Kuyafana apha (bekukho i-180 streak kulo nyaka) -ukubone kungcono kakhulu ukuyithatha kancinci kunye nabasetyhini- wakube uthatha isondo ngaphandle kwe-equation, ukuthandana ngamava awonelisayo ngakumbi njengoko uxinzelelo luphelile. Abafazi bayayixabisa nabo. Kwaye kunokwenzeka ukuba uhlalele umfazi osemgangathweni ongatsibeli ebhedini kunye nayo yonke into adibana nayo.

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[impendulo] Nam ndiyibonile le nto. Kwaye ndonwabe ngakumbi yile mibono. Ndifuna ukuthi “bamsulwa”, ndiyaqikelela. Kodwa into endiyifumeneyo ndiyifumana ukusondelana (ukunxibelelana kwesikhumba, ukumanga, ukusondela kuye), ukuba yinto enkulu yokujika kunokucinga ngento ethile yesondo. Kuyinyani ngakumbi, kodwa olu lwalamano wena kunye nam sineenkcukacha, ndicinga ukuba, lukude kakhulu kwaye luyamangalisa ukuba namava.

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[phendula] Ndivume ngokupheleleyo ndoda, iphonografi iyigqwetha ngokupheleleyo inyani yakho ukuba kunjani ukudibana nentombazana yokwenene kwaye uyayazi. inqanaba lokusondela kum kunye nentombi yam sele liphucule ngaphakathi kweeveki kungekho pmo. Rhoqo bendidla ngokumgxeka ngokusilela kwakhe entlokweni yam kodwa ndiqale ndiqonde ukuba indlela endiziphethe ngayo ibuchaphazela njani ubuhlobo bethu

Ndiyaqhekeza-i-HOCD / i-Porn Addiction - umntu nceda ndincede ndilahlekile!

Molweni nonke,

Kudala ndibandezeleka kwezi ngxaki ixesha elide kwaye ngokubanzi zindenze ndaziva ngathi ndiyinto engekhoyo, nangona kunjalo namhlanje xa ndicinga ukuba le HOCD imbi kakhulu kwaye ichaphazele ubomi bam bemihla ngemihla kangangokuba ndaphantse ndalila ndazi nje ukuba ukuba ihlelwe, bendingazi eyona ndawo yokujika kwaye ndicinga ukuba abanye abantu apha banokwenza ingqiqo ngam kwaye bandincede.

Ndiyiminyaka eyi-19 yindoda, ngokukhawuleza i-20, kwaye ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi malunga ne-12 / 13 kwaye iye yanda ukusuka kuyo.

Ndiyakhumbula xa ndiqala ukuqala, kwaye bekuhlala kulungile. Ndiyidlwengula ngaphezu kwabasetyhini abaqhelekileyo kwaye nangemva koko nje nge-bra kunye neengubo zangaphantsi zingandinika ukukhawuleza okukhulu kokuvusa, abafazi abaqhelekileyo kunye 'noononophala' obuqhelekileyo bandinika ukukhawuleza okukhulu kunye nokuziva okumangalisayo. Ndisoloko ndithe tye, andizange ndicinge ngamadoda ngendlela yesondo, andizange nditsaleleke kumadoda kwaye ndandifuna ukubandakanyeka ngamantombazana nabasetyhini kwaye ndatsalwa ngabafazi - (ndandide ndidandathekile xa ndandisemncinci kuba ayengekho amantombazana amaninzi babengene kum kwaye bendinexabiso eliphantsi lokuzithemba / izakhono zentlalontle- kutheni ndingaqala ukubukela iphonografi kakhulu) Ndide ndikhumbule amanye amantombazana okuqala endawathandayo esikolweni andinika amabhabhathane esiswini sam.

Nangona kunjalo ndaziva ngathi iphonografi yayintle kangangokuba ndandiqhubeka nokujonga ngakumbi nangakumbi iintlobo kwaye kwaba kubi kakhulu kule minyaka idlulileyo ndiziva ndinentloni ndisithi yintoni endikhuphileyo. La mantombazana aqhelekileyo awazange andinike ukungxama ngokufanayo xa ndifumana ukufikelela kwi-intanethi ndandijonga iphonografi kangangeeyure, ndaqala ukujonga ezinye izinto kwaye ndaziva ndinemvakalelo evusayo, phantse ukuba ndicinga ngendlela ebemdaka ngayo. ? I-Bondage, Granny, Simpsons Porn kunye ne-Futurama porn ndiyakhumbula kanye xa bendinika ukuvusa okukhulu (Ndiyazi ukuba ndiziva ndonyanyisile ukubhala le) i-fisting porn, i-watersports kunye ne-scat / shit porn (ndoyikeka ngakumbi) kufuneka ndibone yonke into. Ndiziva ndizothekile kuyo yonke loo nto… Kule minyaka yonke le nto yonke iye yaya isiba mbi nangona bendinomdla kakhulu kumantombazana, ndiwalandela, ndinamantombazana amaninzi, ndizama ukwenza izinto zesondo kwaye ndivuswe kwaye nam ndifuna-ndihlala ndikhumbula kanye xa Ndafika kwinqanaba kunye nentombi 3/4 kwiminyaka eyadlulayo xa wayeza kubeka izandla zakhe phantsi ibhlukhwe yam ndammisa kuba ndaziva ndineentloni ukuba andinzima kwaye bendingasokoli nangona bendiyonwabela, bendifuna ukonwabela kwaye ndifuna ukuba umzuzu wenzeke kakhulu kodwa bendinodick ofileyo!

Enyanisweni ngoko kwaye nangoku ngoku, xa ndicinga malunga nentombazana endiyazi ukuba iyatshisa kwaye ingathanda ukuba nayo, ndinokucinga ukuba nokuba ndilele embhedeni, andinakukwazi ukuyifumana okanye ndifumane loo nto ukukhawuleza njengoko ndenza ngoononophala ukundinika i-rock erection hard.

- Konke oku kunyuka ekugqibeleni kukhokelela ekubeni ndikhubeke ngandlela thile kwi-porn kunye ne-gay porn. Ndiyakhumbula xa ndandiyibona ihlaselwa kwaye ivusa ndingazange ndive oko ndiqala ukubukela iphonografi xa ndandineminyaka eyi-13 okanye nantoni na, phantse ndaziva ngathi 'ndikhohlakele' ngendlela kunye nolonwabo. Emva kokuba ndaziva ngathi ndothukile, andizange ndibathande abantu ebomini bokwenyani, andikaze ndicinge ngayo kwaye andizukufumana kwaye kutheni le nto yenzekayo ngoku isenzeka. Ngoku ngoku kwaye ngoku xa ndiyekile ukubukela iphonografi okomzuzwana (ndizamile ukuphinda ndiqalise kodwa ndatyhoboza) iphela kunye nokuvuselelwa kolunye uhlobo lwe-tranny / porn ye-gay xa bendiphelile kwi-porn ukusuka kwinkqubela phambili encinci endiyenzileyo

-Ndifumene i-YourBrainonPorn kutsha nje kwaye ndayiqonda indlela enokuba sisiphumo sokwanda okungako, kwaye eneneni xa bendifumana i-internship yasehlotyeni kwihlobo elidlulileyo ngenxa yokwenza izinto / ukuhlala kwigumbi elinye njengabantu endingakhange ndihlaziye okanye ndibukele iphonografi ye-6 iiveki kwaye ndathi ekugqibeleni ndaphinda ndaqhekeka kwakhona, ndaye ndaqina kwaye ndavuswa kakhulu kumfanekiso ovela kumama othambileyo wabafazi abanee-tits zakhe kwiidies (Ndaziva ngathi ndikhululekile ngokungathi ndingcono) Kodwa emva koqeqesho ndigqibile ndaphela ndinyuka ndiphinda ndibuye ndibuyele kulendawo bendikuyo.

UWesstronaut, u-pornaddicted, i-POCD kunye nangoko!

Ndingowasetyhini kwiminyaka yamashumi amabini, kwaye kuyamangalisa ukutsho kodwa ndafumana izandla zam kwi-porno okokuqala xa ndandikunye ne-8,9? Umama wam wayenayo i-bf emva koko owayenamaphephancwadi e-hc amanyala kubo bonke abantu ababonisiweyo, ndayijonga, ndingayiqondi into endiyibonileyo kodwa ndicinga ukuba iphazamise ingqondo yam IXESHA ELIKHULU bc emva koko, bendilisebenzisa kakhulu lonke ithuba ukutyibilika ndide ndingu-11, ndibukele iphonografi kwi-tv ​​kwi-intanethi ngaphandle komntu owaziyo. yabe seyekile, bendinayo i-bf embalwa kulutsha lwam, kwaye kude kube yiminyaka eyi-3 eyadlulayo, iphonografi yayingasekho ebomini bam. Nangona kunjalo, ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi kwiminyaka eyi-3,4 eyadlulayo rhoqo, ndingenambono woluvo malunga nento eyenziweyo kwingqondo yam kude kube ziinyanga ezi-4,5 ezidlulileyo xa ndibomvu ngeNoFap kwaye yintoni abantu abahlukeneyo abajongana nayo Ndandifana 'kakuhle ... izandi ezintle ngathi'. Andizange ndikwazi ukuba yintoni ephosakeleyo ngobomi bam bobulili, ndandicinga nje ukuba ndiyakonwabela ukubukela kunye nokubukela iphonografi 'kutheni?

Njengezinye i-fapstronauts, bendiphelelwe lithemba, incasa yam iya isiba krakra kakhulu ukuya kuthi ga apho ndanyibilika kwaye ndaziva ndinetyala kwaye ndazibuza… yayiyintoni i-f *? (Njenge-tranny porn, izinto ezimangazayo, ii-pregger, i-lactation, ne-porn ye-gay, i-anal egqithileyo) ejonge eyindoda nebhinqa nje xa isabelana ngesondo ayonelanga kum kwaye andiqondanga ukuba kwakutheni ukuze Ndonwabile kukwazi, ukuba inokutshintsha ibuyele esiqhelweni kwakhona !!).

Ndi delt nge ocd intle kakhulu kubo bonke ubomi bam, ngamanye amaxesha ngaphezulu, ngamanye amaxesha, ngaphantsi kodwa kwiinyanga ezi-3 ezidlulileyo, i-pocd yam yachukunyiswa kwaye ndacinga ukuba ndiyaphambana, yayiyeyona nto imbi kwendakha ndayibona (kwaye bendineeooots ze-ocd imixholo). Nge-cbt kunye nokukhumbula, ngoku ndikwazi ukuyilawula i-70-80% yexesha, kodwa iphonografi yam evela kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo isandinika ixesha elinzima. Andizange ndibukele okanye ndifuna ukubukela (okanye ndifuna ukuzivavanya) cp, nanini na, nokuba yayimbi kangakanani ipocd yam. kodwa xa ndandihlala iiyure ezininzi kwii-porno ezaziwayo, ndicofa apha naphaya kwaye ndikhangela indawo, ndiyakhumbula ukuba bekukho abantu abadala abangamanyala apho amantombazana akhangeleka ngathi amancinci okanye igumbi belineebhere. Amantombazana ayenxibe iihagu kunye nezinye izinto ezinje, bendihlala ndiziva ngathi ndicinyiwe yile nto, bendiyityeshele bc ngokunyaniseka, andizange ndikhangele into enjalo, bendigxile kwisenzo kodwa nge-pocd yam, ngoku ndihlala ndizibuza, ukuba oku kulungile ukutyibilika kolu hlobo lwe-porn, esp amantombazana amancinci (ulutsha) andinike ixesha elinzima, bc emva kwe-PMO, xa ndabona iphonografi kunye nomfana omdala olala nomntwana oselula ndandisoloko ndicinga… kulungile oko I-pedo, i-altough bonke babengabadlali abadala..ne-bc yalonto, ndiziva ngathi ndisisikrelemnqa, esp nepocd yam !!

Mhlawumbi umntu unokuthetha kunye nokunceda ukuba ndiqonde oko, mbulela kakhulu ukufunda!

Iifama ziphela

[Usuku lwe-101 kunye nokuphindaphinda kwakhona] Into enye ndiyabona ukuba ukunyamezela kwam abantwana abathintekayo abagulayo banokuhlahla kakhulu.

Kwincopho yam ye-PMO, xa i-cuckold, ukuthotywa, imidlalo yezamanzi kunye ne-scat zingazange zindenze nzima, ndafumanisa ukuba ndinazo zonke iindlela zokuziphatha gwenxa kwe-porn. Yandonyanyisa, kodwa ndandinyanzelekile kuyo, kwaye kuba akukho nto yandenza ndanzima kwakhona, "ndandingenayo enye indlela" .. Ndothuswa kwaphela yile nto bendiyenza ngexesha lasemva kwemini, emva koko ndathatha Ukuxhamla iiveki ezi-2 eziphumayo (oku kwakungaphambi kwe-nofap btw) Ngombulelo umbungu wahamba kwaye ndaphinda ndaya kwizinto eziqhelekileyo zevanilla kwakhona. Kodwa ngokucacileyo ndabuya ndabuya ndabuya kwizinto zobufazi kwakhona .. Oko kuye kwaba ngumntwana onzima ukuyeka, kodwa xa ndihamba kwimizila emide, indlela endiziva ngayo iyahamba, kwaye ukuthanda kwam kuqala ukulungelelanisa nobuntu bam kunye nento endiqhele ukuyenza. fumana enomtsalane. Iikinks ziba nzima ukubukela kwaye zenyanyeke, ndide ndiwele enqwelweni kwaye ndihambe iinyanga ndingakhange ndikwazi ukuya kusuku olunye okanye ezimbini ngaphandle kwe-PMO

.. Nantoni na, le nto isebenza ngokwenene.

Ndicinga ukuba i-porn eyenze ibe yindoda / gay, amava afanayo?

Ndiza kuqala ngokuthi andikaze ndibenomtsalane kuye nawuphi na umntu. Akunakuze. Ukuba ndikhe ndaphambana ngobuqhetseba kumantombazana. Ndineminyaka eli-15 ubudala, kwaye ngokokukhumbula kwam, ndandine-5-6 crushes iyonke.

Ukutshatyalaliswa kwam ukugqibela kwakuyiminyaka edlulileyo, Kwaphela emva kweenyanga ze-3-4. Ndicinga ukuba ndiqalise ukuhlaziya i-masturbating rhoqo ukususela ngoko. Ukungena kwizinto ezinzima. Ngoku ndibe ngumlingane /. Ndiyicinga ngokunyanisekileyo ukuba iipilisi ziyayifumana. Ndaqala ukuhlaziya i-masturbating xa ndingu 11 (ndicinga).

Into enomdla kukuba, ndakhe ndahamba ngaphandle kwe-porn kwiintsuku ze-4-5, kwaye ndinomnqweno onjalo wokuphinga amalungu esini. Andicingi ukuba bendikhe ndanombilini kule minyaka ili-1.5 idlulileyo ngelixa nditsaleleka kwi-porn ethe ngqo. Emva koko ndayiqhekeza ndaza ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi kwakhona, ngokufanayo…

Ukunika enye inzame kwi-tommorow e-pornfree, ekubeni ndihlaziye i-masturbated twice today.

Ndakwazi ukuba nekhompyuter yam kwakhona, kwigumbi lam, ndedwa, kwaye ke kulapho iingxaki ziqala khona. Iqale njengaye nabani na omnye ndicinga. Ufumana le porn, le porn ngoku iyadika, ukhangela ezinye, ngoku ziyadika. Iithebhu kunye nokukhuphela kunye nemilambo kunye nokunye njl njl njl njl. Ufumana umbono. Kumnandi, kuyonwabisa, kuyityhefu. Kuhle ukuba ngumlutha kaThixo, naye. Ndiyenze iminyaka ngoku. Ndiyakhumbula kanye xa umfazi wayechama emlonyeni womnye umfazi wayenobukrakra, eyoyikisayo kwaye ehlekisayo. Kwaye kwakushushu kinda, emva koko yayikudika. Iminyaka iyaqhubeka kwaye uyazibuza ukuba izophela nini. Ayisoze impendulo. Kwaye xa u-ejaculate kunye nevidiyo edlalayo, isandi kunye nalo lonke ibhinqa elibetha i-whip-cream kwelinye ibhinqa, kufuneka uzibuze, ngaba lixesha lokuyeka?

Ewe, impendulo, ngokucacileyo.

Ukusukela ukuyeka iintsuku ezintathu ngexesha, izinto zomntwana azisenamdla-ingqondo iyasetwa kwakhona

Njengabantu abaninzi apha, ndizama ukuhamba ixesha elide le-90. Ndikwazile ukwenza kuphela ukuya kwiintsuku ze-12 kwaye ngoku bendihleli iintsuku ezintathu okanye ezine ngexesha.

Nangona kunjalo, ndiyifumana inomdla kwi-pornography engaphezulu kakhulu endandithanda ngayo. Kuyandivuyisa ukuba ndibuyele. Ewe, ndifuna ukunqoba i-PIED.

Ndiyifumene ingxaki yam, kodwa ingayilungisa?

Andiqinisekanga ukuba ndiyephi okanye ndiye nabani malunga noku kodwa ndifuna nje ukwabelana ngale nto kuba ndiziva ngathi ndinyanisile.

Kwiminyaka eyadlulayo ndaba likhoboka lamanyala kwaye ndayeka ukuma xa ndibona i-penises kwividiyo yamanyala. Ndibhidekile ixesha elide de ndaqala ngokumangalisayo ukubeka iziqwenga ndawonye. Ukuba ngumntu ophulula amalungu esini, ndandidibana ne-penis yam ndisemncinci, yindlela endandifuna ngayo ulonwabo. Ndachukunyiswa yimifanekiso engamanyala, ndicinga ukuba ndifuna ipenisi enkulu ukuze ndiqhubeke nokuqaqambisa amantombazana endithetha kuwo malunga neminyaka eyi-14-15, ndaye ndanefuthe lokuba ndiza kukhangela amanqaku, ubuchule, njalo-njalo phantse ngendlela engacacanga. Kwaye ke xa izinto zaqala ukuthatha ukudideka (impendulo eyahlukeneyo yesondo).

Ekugqibeleni ndaye ndanobuthathaka obuncinci obandothusayo, kodwa ngolunye usuku ndaphawula ukuba bendimile kodwa hayi ngenxa yentombazana ekwividiyo, kungenxa yecala lobudoda lenkwenkwezi yamadoda. Ixesha elithile lalindidida de ubomi obuthathe enye indlela kwaye iphonografi yayingekho kubomi bam bemihla ngemihla. Kodwa emva koko ndaphakama kwakhona emva kweminyaka ngefuthe elinamandla, oko kwakhokelela ekubeni ndingene kwi-TS porn, ndizame ukubukela iphonografi njengendlela yokuzivavanya njalo njalo. Ndandisoyika ngokwenyani ukubukela imeko ye-M / F kuba ndandisazi ukuba ndiza kuma kanye xa ndibona ipipi yakhe xa ndisazi ukuba andikaze ndiyithande apho ndithanda khona amalungu omzimba wabasetyhini.

Ndiqale ukubeka kuwo iziqwenga, ndizincamathisela njengeepuzzle, kuba yile nto yayiyiyo, iphazili enzima. Ngenxa yokuphulula amalungu esini kunye nokusebenzisa iphonografi yonke imihla, ekugqibeleni ndakhula ndingakhuselekanga kwilungu lam lobudoda kuba abantu ababhinqileyo kwiividiyo babehlala benabafana ababenempundu enkulu. Ndathabatha imifanekiso yemigodi yamantombazana endiwaziyo ngelixa babefota benganxibanga kum, ngoko ke ipenisi yam yayiyinto enkulu kum. Njengoko ukhuseleko lwam lwangena, oko kwandikhokelela ekubeni ndifune ukwazi ukuba ungayifumana njani ipenisi enkulu, ndiyilungiselele ngaxeshanye. Kwaye oko kwakhokelela ekubeni ndinonxibelelwano olunovelwano kunye neenkwenkwezi ezingamadoda ezingamanyala, ndisazi ukuba andinakuba bubungakanani bazo, ngandlela thile baba yindawo yokuma kwam kuba ndiza kuzibeka kwindawo yabo / emzimbeni kuba ngabo Ndifuna ukulala ngesondo kunye nalabo bafazi, yipenisi yabo ndifuna ukuba nayo. Ukuwabona eme nkqo ngokuzenzekelayo kuya kundenza ndime nkqo, ndifuna ukubonwa kwelinye ilungu lobudoda elithe kratya ukuze ndinike ulwakhiwo. Yiba yedwa kunye nombono wentombazana okanye amantombazana, ukulungiswa kuya kuba buthathaka kakhulu kuba andiyi kuba naloo ndlela, inkuthazo yokundimisa ngenxa yokuba ndingazithembi.

Kwaye yeyona ndlela ilula kakhulu endinokuyichaza ngayo, ndinqwenela ukuba bekukho inkcazo yenzululwazi kunye neenkcukacha kodwa ayonelanga ukuba yenzeke ukuze ifundwe, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba ndilungile ngaphandle kobungqina besayensi. Kufana newele elingenakho ukwenza nantoni ngaphandle kwewele lakhe kunye nabo, kufuneka babe kunye ukuze bazithembe kwaye benze nantoni na ngenxa yonxibelelwano olunqumamisa amandla abo okusebenza ngaphandle kwesinye isiqingatha. Ndifuna ukubona intombazana enomfana ene-erection enkulu ukuze abe nolungiso olungcono ngokwam. Ingxaki kuphela kukuba ndicinge ukuba kutheni impendulo yam yesondo injalo, ndinombono omncinci wokuwuguqula ube ngowokuba wawunjani, xa ubona nje intombazana entle kwakwanele ukundijikela, kungafuneki ndawo Ukulungiselela ukufezekiswa.

Ngokuqhelekileyo andinaye umntu oza kuthetha naye malunga nezi zinto, ngoko ke ndedwa ndedwa nayo yonke le nto. Kodwa mhlawumbi umntu angayisebenzisa le nto, ukuba bahamba kwinto enye, bezibuza ukuba ngaba banesini esahlukileyo. Nayiphi na ingxelo iya kuvuyelwa.

* Okwenzela nje irekhodi: Kwaye hayi, andikho apho kufutshane encinci, yinyani yokuba i-penises yomntu kwi-porn ikhangeleka ngathi ngumsebenzi wemarble waseGrisi ogqibeleleyo, indenza ndizive ngathi bangcono kunam kwaye yile nto ayithandayo amantombazana.

Nawuphi na umntu oye wanyukela kumntwana malunga nokuba "yintombazana" kwi-porn?

Kuyakhathaza kakhulu .. eyona nto andazi ukuba iphonografi ibangelwe okanye hayi kodwa konke endikwaziyo kukuba bendingenayo ngaphambi kwe-21yrs yeminyaka .. ngaphambi kokuba yonke loo nto ibingamanyala e-vanilla kunye nezinye i-porn ze-gay .. Ndihlala ndizigqala njengendoda ethe tye kodwa ndiyayicaphukela indlela oku kundenza ndikuthandabuze .. kodwa "ukuba ndiyintombazana" kundisusa ngokukhawuleza xa ndininzi kwi-porn kunesini se-vanilla .. Ndine-OCD yesini kunye neTranssexual OCD malunga nale nto. .

Ndine-2-3week yokuqalisa kwakhona ngoMeyi nasemva koko, kwi-1-3months bendingenayo phantse nayiphi na le mibono ingaqhelekanga- ndicinga nje ngokuba kunye nabasetyhini kwaye ndilala nabo .. kodwa ndakuba ndiqalisile ukubuyela kwi-porn ngaphezulu kancinci xa inyuka isuka kuhlobo luye kolunye kwaye ndilapha kwakhona ..

Ngaba kufuneka ndizame kwakhona? Ndiyoyika nje ukuyikhanyela iminqweno yam yokwenyani ukuba andizenzi izinto ezingamanyala? Nabani na omnye wayenalo eli phupha lifanayo lokuba uyintombazana?

Ngaba uhamba ze Celebs? Andikhumbuli ndagqibela kudala ukwenza into… ”yesiqhelo”

Andisachithi xesha lide kwi-reddit kwakhona. Ndize ukuyijonga izolo kwaye i-intanethi iyaphambana nabanye abadumileyo abahamba ze.

Inyani andiziva ndide ndihendeke ukuba ndijonge ukuvuza. Unokucinga ukuba ndithetha oku ukubonisa ukuba ndide ndafika phi kunye nokuba ndibuyise kangakanani kwi-PMO.

Akuyonyani oko. Inyaniso kukuba andinakuze ndiphume kwiifoto ze-naked. Iindawo ezinjenge-gonewild kunye nezinye i-"vanilla" ezingamanyala bezinganele ukuba ndihle. Ngaphandle kokungena kuyo nayiphi na inkcukacha, andikwazi ukuya kwizinto "eziqhelekileyo". Kwakudingeka ndibukele iphonografi egula kakhulu kwaye iphosakele kangangokuba ndaziva ndineentloni zokuya kuyo.

Ndiye kwimodi enzima malunga neenyanga ezili-6, kwaye ngelixa ndiyazi ukuba ndenze inkqubela phambili ekubuyiseni kwam, ndinokukuxelela ngokunyaniseka ngokupheleleyo ukuba ndiya kuhlala ndiba ngumlutha wezobisi. Kwaye ndiya kuhlala ndikhoboka kuhlobo oluthile lwe-porn. Ngendlela yokuthetha ndinomnqweno wokuba ii-nudes ezivuzayo zilinge ngakumbi, kodwa azikho. Kuwo wonke umsebenzi endinawo wokukhulisa andikwazi ukukhumbula imeko apho ndaye ndafikelela kuyo nayiphi na into ekude "ivanilla". Iindaba ezimnandi zezokuba ndiyazi ukuba andizukuqala ngoku.

tl; UGqr Khange azive ukuhendwa ukuba ujonge ii-nudes ezivuzayo kuba ndaye ndayeka ukuba ngamanyala, amanyala amabi. Ayizuku fap ngokuhlwanje.

Kwiintsuku ze-40, ndicinga ukuba isondo sasiyingozi ngenxa yam PMO

Ndiziva ndibi kakhulu kubazalwana kweli qonga elithintela izibongozo kunye nokuhlaselwa kwakhona. Ndajoyina indlela yokuzilahla malunga neentsuku ze-40 ezedlulileyo, kwaye kwakunjengokuphosa i-hoodie endala kakhulu.

Ewe ndiyithandile, kodwa sisidenge nje, andisayi kuphulukana nobuthongo phezu kwayo. Ndafunda malunga ne-masturbation xa ndandineminyaka eyi-8 kunye ne-15 kwiminyaka kamva, ndicinga ukuba nayiphi na into yesondo yonakalisiwe kum. Ndiva ngathi akukho sex ngesondo nakwiintsuku ezingama-40 zokuyeka. Ndicinga ukuba yonke le ngxaki iye yangumatshini kunye nobuchwephesha ixesha elide kangangokuba ndindindisholo ngokupheleleyo kumava.

Ndiye ndahamba wonke umnyama wobufazi kunye nokungcola kwaye ndaphuma ndindindisholo. Ndiqeshe umkhaphi kwaye andinakukugqiba nangona wayemnandi kakhulu, enomtsalane, kwaye endibeka kamnandi ngokupheleleyo. Ndandifumene kakhulu ukuya kwindawo apho kuphela iifom ze-pornography kakhulu kakhulu ezingekho mthethweni ezinokunyuka kum.

Ndicinga ukuba yiyo loo nto ndikufumanisa kulula ukuziyeka. Akukho nto ifumaneka ngokubanzi ngaphandle komnatha omnyama onokuthi undonwabise kwaye uvuse. Akukho nto yasasazwa ngokukhululekileyo kubomi bam bemihla ngemihla enokundenza ndonwabe.

Andazi ngenene ukuba kutheni ndiyithumela le nto, mhlawumbi ukuba ibe sisilumkiso kubantu abajonga iNoFap. Yenze ngaphambi kokuba ibe mbi kakhulu kwaye wonakele umphelo.

I-porn indiguqukele ekubeni ngumgqwetha.

Inxalenye eqhekeziwe.

Umlutha wamanyala uqaliswe kwisikolo esiphakamileyo. Kunyaka wam wokuqala, ibingeyongxaki konke konke. Kodwa ekuhambeni kwexesha, ndaqala ukuyibukela rhoqo kwaye ubugqwetha buqhubeka bukhula. Ndaqala ukuba nentlalontle, kwaye ndade ndadlula kwiminyhadala yentlalo ukuze ndibukele iphonografi. Ndandihlala ndoneliseka ziifoto zamantombazana ezinganxibanga. Kodwa ngenxa yokuba umlutha wam uqhubeka uba mandundu, ngoku ngoku ndibukele nje ukuba kukhutshiwe.Bendikade ndicinga ukuba i-BDSM ibingaqhelekanga, kodwa emva kokuba ndiqalisile ukuyiphonononga, ndiguqulwa yiyo ngokulula. Ndaye ndangena kwiividiyo ezibonisa abantu ababhinqileyo bedlwengulwa, kunye ne-Beastiality.

Okona kubi kakhulu yayingamanyala abantwana. Ndineentloni kakhulu ukuba umlutha wam unobubi. Ndiqale ukuqiniseka ngokwam ukuba akukubi. Ndiziqinisekisile kulungile ukubukela iividiyo zabantwana abahamba ze. Ndifikelele kwinqanaba apho lo mkhwa wonakalisa ubudlelwane bam kunye nobomi bam. Ndikhe ndacinga nokuzibulala ngoba ndiziva ngathi akunakwenzeka ukuphuma kuyo. Andizange ndiluthathe ngokungathandekiyo iphonografi kwaye ndacinga ukuba ndinakho nangaliphi na ixesha, kodwa ngoku ekubeni ndiqaphele indlela endiye ndaphambuka ngayo ndaza ndayigqwetha, indenze ndaziva ndineentloni.

Ndiza kuqala ukuya kunyango, kwaye ndiyathemba ukuba inokuba ishiye oku emva kwam.

I-Karlist1918

Ndibethile emazantsi ngoku ndicinga ukuba - iphonografi yandenza ndacinga ukuba ndithandana nabasetyhini ... andikho!

Umxholo omfutshane:

Iminyaka engama-32 ubudala - engatshatanga-Yalahleka i-GF yeenyanga ezi-2 ezidlulileyo ngenxa ye-PIED yam - Unokudakumba kunye noluhlu lokulinda ukuze ubone ugqirha.

Ke kwinto endiyifundileyo kwi-YBOP, i-porn inyanzela ukuba ufune iphonografi ethe kratya ngokuthe ngcembe ukuze uqhubeke nokufumana i-dopamine ephezulu.

Oku kuyinyani. Andikwazi ukubukela isibini esabelana ngesondo kwi-porn nangakumbi njengoko singenzi nto kum. Kuya kufuneka ndibukele isondo leqela, amaqela emigulukudu, ii-orgies, i-fetish kunye ne-taboo yohlobo lwe-porn nayo.

Ngoku kutshanje ndibukele i-Bi Porn apho abafana be-bi kwaye benza iqela lezinto zesini kunye.

Andikwazi ukubukela i-porno engamanyala, kufuneka kubekho intombazana enye kwisiqeshana kodwa i-porn ye-porn yayindishiya ngamanye amaxesha.

Ndajoyina indawo yokuguqula kwaye ndabhalisa iprofayili yam njengeBI kwaye ndandifuna iibhangqa zeBI ukuzama oku. Emva kwemiyalezo embalwa emva kwaye ihamba phambili kunye nombini omdala kunam sibini esilungiselele ukudibana nesiselo ngomhla wesine.

Ndihambile ndadibana nabo kodwa lonke ixesha bendijonge kulomfo kwaye ndicinga ukuba ayikho indlela ebendinokufuna ukumthintela ngayo ngesandla ungaze ucinge ukuba usondele kuye nokuba umfazi wakhe uyasijoyina . Ayisiyiyo into yokuba ndithandana nabantu abathandana nabantu abathandanayo nabesini esinye, kungenxa yokuba andinguye umntu athandana naye, andinguye u-bi kwaye andinazimvakalelo zokwenyani ngokubhekisele emadodeni ngaphandle kocingo oluza nokubukela olo hlobo lwe-porn.

Ndenze iimbongo zam kwaye ndishiya kwaye sele ndisusa iprofayili yam kwisiza.

Ndidinga ukubuyela esiqhelweni. Ndizamile okoko ndafumanisa ukuba akukho ntshukumo ye-fap ngoMeyi kodwa ndikwazile ukufikelela kwiintsuku ezilishumi kabini.

Ndingathanda ukuqala kwakhona ukuthandana. Ukulahlwa yintombazana oyithandayo ngenxa ye-PIED yeyona nto iphazamisayo inokwenzeka kumfana. Ndandihlazekile kwaye ndisezantsi kangangokuba ndacinga ukuba kungcono ndibhubhe. Ayisiyiyo yokuba ndizibulale ngabom nje ukuba imoto idlula ngokukhawuleza ndiyakucinga ukuba kuya kuba kuhle kakhulu ukuba iphulukene nolawulo yaza yalima kum yaphelisa ubomi bam, olo hlobo lwento.

Kodwa ewe ndingathanda ukuqala ukuphinda ndithandane kwakhona njengoko ubomi bam bungcono kakhulu xa ndithandana kodwa andizukuzivumela ukuba ndenze njalo ndide ndenze imowudi enzima yeentsuku ezingamashumi alithoba kuba eyona nto iphambili kuyo Ukujikeleza isangqa esingapheliyo sokuthotywa ngalo lonke ixesha ndisilela ukufumana ulungiso kunye nentombazana endiyithandayo. Ayilunganga nakumantombazana.

Usuku lwesine okwangoku. Ngethemba ukuba ndiyakwenza oku.

Ubushushu bam buthathaka kakhulu. Xa ungaphulula amalungu esini kwimibeleko uyeka ukomeleza unxibelelwano kwaye buthathaka. Ukulala ngesondo "i-vanilla" rhoqo kuye kwamangalisa kakhulu kum, kangangokuba andisadingi mithambo.

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Ngaba i-nofap iphilisa intsholongwane kunye nezinye i-kinky fetus

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Kwakhona ndandithatha ezinye iifom kodwa andinayo enkulu kodwa ndiyakwazi ukusho. Kodwa ngoku awandiduki. Enyanisweni ndiyazizonda kwam ukuba ndivalelwe njani kwezo zengqondo. Ngoko musa ukuyeka, Gcina umsebenzi wakho!

Najivdv12

Ndineemfesane ezininzi kangangokuba ndaphuma kuzo, ungakhathazeki ngayo. Izakudlula. Ngexesha elizayo xa ukuthanda komntwana kuza engqondweni yakho sukuba noxinzelelo ngokulwenza luphele kwaye uzame ukungathethi / ukucinga izinto ezinje ngokuba "bekungafanelekanga ukuba ndicinga ngalento" okanye "ayilunganga le nto" kuba oko kuyakugxininisa yiyo.

Blunt_knife_fight

Bendi ngeenyawo kakhulu, ngoku andinguye. Ndiphantse andinayo. Ndicinga ukuba isizathu sokuba ayisiyiyo kwaphela kungenxa yokuba ndifumana ukuba kutheni iinyawo zazithandeka, uninzi lwabantu alwenzi njalo. Ndaye ndaye ndangena kakhulu kwizinto zangaphambili, ndade ndagqitywa yiyo nayiphi na into yelungu lobufazi.

Ngoku ndiziva ngathi ndiqhelekile.

Imfihlelo yam ebumnyama

Imfihlelo yam ebumnyama yayinguhlobo loononophelo ebendibujonga ngayo. Uninzi lwawe uyazi, ukukhathazeka nokunyamezela kubangela ukuba sifune i-porno engaphezulu kakhulu esinokuyifumana. Kuvakalelwa kukubandakanya ukuba nelo lihlazo lam lixesha elidlulileyo.

Skaterfist

Ndicinga ukuba baninzi abantu abangazingciyo ngezinto abazibukeleyo. Bendihlala ndibukela zonke iintlobo zezinto ezinje nge-hentai (nditsho iintlobo "ze-loli"), i-gangbang, i-DP, ii-orgies kunye nezinye izinto. Leyo yinxalenye yokulutha. Udinga izinto ezothusayo nangakumbi de kungabikho nto iseleyo yokuvusa. Sukucinga ngayo. Gxila kubomi bakho obutsha! 🙂

Grandmasterevo

Bendihlala ndibukela iHentai kwaye ndifunda iiDoujins, ezinye zazo zinabantwana kuzo. Andinayo i-PMO ukususela ngoFebruwari kodwa ndicinga ukuba yeyakho eyadlulayo, ndisamkela izizathu zokwenza into oyenzileyo, kwaye ukuzixolela yindlela eyi-1 yokuphumelela kwi-nofap.

Ihlazo kunye nokubaleka kweentloni, okanye ukungakwazi ukujongana nenyani sisizathu sokwenyani sokuba abantu bajonge iphonografi kwaye baphume kakhulu. Kwakungesizathu sam, ubuncinci, kwaye andifuni ukuba usilele kuba ucinga ukuba abantu abanakuyiqonda okanye bayamkele into oqhele ukuyenza.

Kulungile, uyazi? Izinto ezinento yokwenza zixinekile kodwa awusenzi loo nto, sele ikho ngaphambili kwaye ayisiyonxalenye yakho ngaphandle kokuba uqhubeke uyivumele.

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Ndiyazi ukuba uthetha ukuthini, uziva ungalunganga kodwa kuya kufuneka uyivumele ibe yinxalenye yexesha lakho elidlulileyo. Okukhona uzama kwaye uyeke, kwaye uzinikele kwiNoFap, okona kuncipha 'kakhulu' kwi-porn kuya kuba.

UKUGULA kunye nokudinwa, Ukukhulelwa kuhambile kakhulu. Nceda!

Sawubona, ndihleli phambi kwe-laptop yami eLondon kwi-24 iya kwi-25 iminyaka emininzi yedwa, ndididekile, ndinoyiki kwaye ininzi yonk 'ukhathele. Ndandiqala ukuhluma xa ndiqala ukufumanisa i-porn kwi-15, ndiza kuzama kwaye ndiyigcine mfutshane kwaye ilula.

Ndatshintshisa ngeenyawo ezithatha iifostile, emva koko kwiminyaka yanda ukuya ekulawuleni, ubuso obuhleliyo njl. Ukukhawuleza ukuhamba ngehora, kwiminyaka embalwa ngaphantsi komgca ndibona ingqondo yam ifuna, ngakumbi i-dopamine, ndandifuna ukuvuyisa, ngoko ndavavanywa i-pornography, i-tranny, i-pornography kunye neyiphi into.

Ekuqaleni ndazikhulula emva kokuba ndibukele, ndacinga ukuba ndiguqula ubungqingili, emva koko benyuka baya kwi-HOCD. Ukuba neengcinga zesini, andinakuphuma iiveki, bendinokucebisa kwaye elo xesha lelinye lawona maxesha abuhlungu ebomini bam. Emva kokufunda iiforamu ezahlukeneyo, iincwadi kunye neengcebiso ndaqonda ukuba andingowesini kodwa yayingumntwana nje, emva kokufuna i-porn ebukhali ngakumbi. Emva kokufunda uninzi lweencwadi ndinazo zonke iimpendulo entlokweni yam.

Ndiyazi ukuba iphonografi iyimposiso endinayo, kwaye ndidiniwe yile hardcore porn. Ndidiniwe kukufaka, siyibiza (Wanking), kodwa ndidiniwe yiyo yonke, ndonwabile ukuba ndiyifumene le ndawo, ndicela ushiye amagama okhuthazo. Ndiphantsi kwale ndlela imnyama. Ndifuna ukuyeka ukubukela i-shemale porn, i-foot fetish porn kunye ne-porn kunye. Kubonakala ngathi ndihlala kuphela kwiintsuku ze-2 kodwa ndifuna ngokwenene ukuyeka ngonaphakade .. Xa ndingafaki ngaphezulu kweentsuku ze-2 ukuzithemba kwam kunyuka eluphahleni, ndiziva ngathi ndinokuloyisa ihlabathi, ngamanye amaxesha ndinomnqweno apho ndiya khona kwakhona kwi-porn, i-porn shemale, i-porn fetish fetish kunye ne-viral spiral ibuyile. Ndiziva ndingento yanto, ndililolo kwaye ndiyoyika. Ndicinga nje ukuba ndiza kwabelana ngamava am ngokubona kukho abanye ngaphandle njengam. Nceda ushiye amanye amagama enkuthazo, Enkosi kakhulu 🙂

Ukuba ngumntu kwaye ulahlekelwe ngumfazi wam

Nawuphi na kuni ongumntu othembekileyo oqala ukufumanisa ukuba imikhwa engaqhelekanga yenzeka ngaphakathi kuwe? Ukuba uqala ukwenza ngokungakumbi njengendoda kunowasetyhini? Uyeka ukumamela kancinci kwaye uStewart Smalley kunye no-Aragorn ngakumbi?

Apha kulapho izinto zam ezingaqhelekanga zingena khona. Bonke ubomi bam bendiziva ngathi ndingumfazi ngaphakathi. Olu luvo luhamba ngaxeshanye nobomi be-PMO obude ubomi (ndingu-29 kwaye bendilikhoboka leminyaka eyi-20). Uninzi lweengxaki zam zivela kwisifo esinganyangekiyo, esigciniweyo, kunye nokuphathwa gadalala kwabantwana endithetha ngako kamva. Ngapha koko, ekuqaleni kwale mizila mithathu yalo nyaka, bendifuna ukunxiba iimpahla ezimibalabala. Ndithenge ii-hoodi ezimbalwa ezilingana ngokuqinileyo, enye emfusa kunye neti, enye emnyama. Babebubhinqileyo bajonge ngendlela abawela ngayo emzimbeni wam. Ndizinxibile ezintlanganisweni nangaphandle, kwaye ndiziva ndisoyika kakhulu kodwa ndonwabile ukuba kungabikho mntu undikhwaza ngendlela umama awayesenza ngayo xa ndandisemncinci ndifuna into entle kum. Ndizinxibile ixesha elide. Kodwa ngokuthe ngcembe ndaye ndaya ndisiya ndisiya ngapha kwengqwalaselo endandiqala ukuyifumana emadodeni. Andinguye umntu athandana naye. Ndiyayithanda le pussy haha. Nangona kunjalo, njengoko i-streaks yam ikhula, ndaqaphela izinto ezingaqhelekanga ezenzekayo:

1. Ewe, kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, ndawaphosa la mabhodi. Bendizokuya ethekweni ndinxibe i-hoodie yam emnyama, kwaye ndithe xa ndiphuma emotweni, ndafumana umzuzu wesityhilelo ngathi, "Hee, uyazi yintoni, ndibonakala ngathi ndiyintombazana efikayo enxibe le nto." Ndikrazule i-hoodie kwaye iya kuGoodwill. Ndikwadibanisa enye.
2. Ndibe luhlobo lokuphulaphula kakhulu umntu oxhomekekileyo. Ndihlala ndivumela umfazi ukuba aphathe uxanduva, abathandana nabasetyhini abanemithwalo enzulu endihlala ndigqiba ukuyilungisa, kwaye emva koko ndibekwe ityala ngalo lonke ixesha lokuba ndingafezekanga okanye ndingafezekanga ngokwaneleyo. Ngoku, ndiqala ukubeka imida kunye nabasetyhini. Abaphathi, abantu endisebenza nabo, kunye nabafazi endibaziyo. Ukuqala ukubayeka bajongane neemvakalelo zabo kwaye balandele into endiyifunayo (ngentlonipho kum nakubo bonke abantu endaweni yabafazi nje). Ndiyi-rookie enkulu koku, kodwa indenze ndaziva ndingcono kakhulu. “Akusekho Mnu Nice Guy” uyandinceda ekusebenzeni ngale nto, kwaye ndisasebenza imithambo yencwadi.
3. Ngomso, ndizicheba iinwele endifuna ukukhula kuzo, kuba ndiziva ngathi ndingumfazi onxibileyo. Ndiza kuyenza namhlanje, kodwa ukuzivocavoca kunye notshintsho kwishedyuli yomsebenzi ndiphose isitshixo kulo. Ndifumana imfutshane, isitayile sendoda… kwaye elona candelo lililo ndiyenza ukuba ndingakhange ndibukeke ndingumfana kwabanye, kodwa ngenxa yokuba ndinguye kwaye ndiziva ndingumfana ekugqibeleni! Ndiqala nokukhulisa iinwele kwiindawo zam zokucheba njengokuba umchebi wam wandixelela okokugqibela ndikhona! Ungayikholelwa?
4. Ndiyathanda ukuchitha ixesha elininzi kunye nabasetyhini bathetha izinto ngaphezu kwabafana kwaye nje benjenje. Ndifuna ukuchitha ixesha elincinci ndixhomekeke kwintlupheko yobunini, abantu besetyhini kunye neemeko zokuthetha kunye nokuphuma kunye nokwenza izinto ezininzi, ukuba ndixhomeke kunye nabafana (abasoloko bandiyika), njl. Ndiceba ukuthenga i-handgun kunye nokujoliswa kokujoliswa kokujoliswa kunye nabantu abambalwa abafana ndisebenza nabo rhoqo. Omnye wabo ngumqhubi wemfazwe yangaphambili oye wanikela ukuba ndiqeqeshe ngamasu okulwa. Phole kakhulu.
5. Ndifunda ukuvumela amanye amadoda ukuba abe yindoda, nayo. Ndiyindoda kunam. Ukuvuma ukuba ndiyinkwenkwe andiyintombazana. Amaxesha amaninzi ndiye ndizibone ndingxamela ukugweba inyathelo lendoda, indlela eyonwabileyo ngayo, njl. Kunye nokukhusela ubukrelekrele okanye ukuzimela kwelungelo lobufazi. Ndiyayeka oku kwaye ndiqale ekugqibeleni ndichonge amadoda endaweni yabasetyhini.

Imvelaphi encinci yabo banenkathalo: Ke, kulapho ndivela khona. Bonke ubomi bam bendiziva ngaphakathi ngakumbi ngathi ndingumfazi kunendoda. Kwaye ukuhlawulela oko ndiye ndazenza ngathi ndingaphandle kwelizwe ngaphandle kwamehlo. Ndinxiba iimpahla zangasese, ndinyibilika kakhulu, kwaye ndizama nje ukubonakala ndomelele ukuze abantu bangangcolisi kunye nam. Ndivela ebuntwaneni apho umama wayendilawula ngokweemvakalelo, ngokwasemzimbeni, ngokwesondo nangokwengqondo. Andinayo imida xa ndishiya ngaphandle kwe-facade engenantsingiselo ethi ukuba umntu utyhale waqhekeka njengelali yeembiza.

Ngo-2011 izinto zatshintsha. Ndenze amanyathelo okuqala kwi-NOFAP. Kulo nyaka bendizinikele kakhulu. Ukusukela ekuqalekeni kwalo nyaka ndaye ndane-150-day streak emva koko ndaphinda ndabuya kwiintsuku ezimbini, i-93 day streak ephindayo yokuphinda ubambe umthi (dont 'ask), kwaye ngoku ndikwiintsuku ezingama-22.

Ngapha koko, ndonwabile kakhulu notshintsho oluzayo phezu kwam, kwaye akukho nto inokwenzeka ngaphandle kweNOFAP.

ikhonkco

I-hocd paranoia yam ihambile. Ndabona iveki kwi-nofap ukuba iingcamango zam ze-hocd zazilahleka. Eso yayisesona sizathu sikhulu sokuba ndingayeki i-nofap ukusukela ngoko. Ngoku ndiziintsuku ezingama-6 ukusuka kwiintsuku ezingama-90, kwaye ngekhe ndiyeke naxa ndibetha olo phawu. Ndiza kuqhubeka. Ngoba? Kungenxa yokuba iyabutshintsha ubomi bam. Indlela endijonga ngayo: Ngoku ukuba ndinokulawula ngakumbi ubulili bam, ndiya kunqoba amancinci amancinci. Ekupheleni kosuku, sonke siyagoduka. Ngethamsanqa indoda kwaye uyazi nje i-hocd iya kuphelelwa. I-Nofap yenye into. Bubomi obutshintsha ngokuqinisekileyo.

Ndingu 17 kwaye iphonografi yandiguqula yaya kumntwana ohamba kunye.

Ngoku isihloko siyalahlekisa kancinane, njenge-pedophilia sisimo sokuziphatha ngokwesondo apho eyona nto inomtsalane kwezesondo emntwaneni, kwaye mna ndithe tye. Nangona kunjalo ndiqalisile ukufumana abantwana ukusuka kwiminyaka ye-6-12 enomtsalane ngokwasemzimbeni ukuya kwinqanaba lokwakhiwa. Ezi ngcinga ziqale ukuvela kwiinyanga ezi-2 ezidlulileyo, kwaye ngaphambi koko ndaye ndathatha isikhundla esomeleleyo sokuchasana nokuziphatha okubi. Kodwa ngoku ndinamava ezi ngcinga ndingenakho ukuzilawula ndiye ndayiqonda ngakumbi.

Ndiye ndasebenzisa iphonografi ukusukela kwiminyaka ye-10 mihla le, ngamava am wokuqala oonobumba abonisa kakhulu xa ndandineminyaka eyi-8 apho umhlobo wam wandibonisa ividiyo ye-scat awayecinga ukuba iyothusa kodwa ndafumana umdla ongaqhelekanga (koku inqaku khange ndibethe ukufikisa). Kudala ndibukele ezona ndidi zomthetho zoonografi ngaphezulu konyaka, ke ndicinga ukuba abantwana babelinyathelo nje elilandelayo ekuzihlaziyeni, kodwa ndiyalwa nalo. Ukuyeka i-porn kunye nokubona ugqirha wezengqondo. Ndifundile amanqaku amaninzi ndinethemba lokubona ukuba nabani na uziva iimvakalelo ezifanayo njengoko ndinazo ngokunxulumene nomlutha wephonografi kwaye ndisezakubona enye, ke ndiziva ngathi kunyanzelekile ukuba eli nqaku lenzelwe abantu bazi ukuba ngelixa kunokuba yinto engaqhelekanga kakhulu, iingcinga zokuziphatha gwenxa zinokubakho ngenxa ye-pornography.

Kanye kunye…

Ndahamba rhoqo ndijonge "ubuqhetseba" bobugwenxa obubangela ukuba ndive neentloni ngokwam nje ukuba ndikhangele rhoqo emva kwexeshana. Iingcamango zam zazingasetshenziswanga, kodwa ubuncinci ndenziwe kunye noononophelo (ubuncinane ngelo xesha). Ekugqibeleni ndaphelile ukuba ndizihlaziye kunye kunye neengcamango zam zange zenzeke kwaye zingaphezulu. Konke oko kuthatha ukuba ndiyazi ukuba ezo zingcamango zazingekho kumanye naziphi iindlela; babekuphela kwento endiphelile ngayo.

Ndichonga ngokuthe tye, ndinobudlelwane iminyaka emi-6, ndiqhuba kakuhle ebomini. Ngaphandle… andinakuyeka ukuphulula amaphambili kwimifanekiso engamanyala.

Kwaqala njenge-porno ethe tye, kwaye ndatyhilwa kwangoko kwi-hardcore ndineminyaka eyi-7 (Ndafumanisa umalume wam u-porn mags emsebenzini ndaza ndaya nawo ekhaya). Njengoko iminyaka yayiqhubeka, ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi ngakumbi nangakumbi ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba lokuba ndibukele i-shemales kwaye ngoku ndisebenzisa iphonografi kuphela.

Nanku umkhabi, kum yinto emnandi kwaye ngekhe ndiyenze ngokwenyani. Ngapha koko, ndaphantse ndaba nethuba lokuzama enye indoda kwaye xa yayikhupha ipenisi yayo, ndaphindiswa. Njengokuba ngokungathandekiyo ndandingafuni nokuyichukumisa. Kwakungaphandle kwetyala okanye uloyiko, kwakungaphandle kokungathandeki. Ndigqibele ndixolisa kwaye naye angandixelela ukuba "(andiyongqingili)."

Ingaba kukho umntu ongekho ebudeni obufanayo? Ndiyathanda i-SO yam kodwa ndivakalelwa kukuba imikhwa yam ingathintela ubomi bethu bobulili.

Ukugqithiswa kwamanyala ndiphantse ndibulale

Ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi xa ndandimalunga ne-14, ndiyakhumbula bendihlala ndichwetheza isini kwi-napster kwaye ndaqala ukukhuphela nantoni na endinokuyifumana. Zonke izihlobo zam bezisenza ngokufanayo ke khange ndicinge ukuba ndenza nantoni na eyingozi. Njengoko ndikhula kancinci abazali bam bandithengela ikhompyuter yegumbi lam, ndandimalunga ne-16, kwangaxeshanye ndaqala ukutshaya ukhula. Ndifumanise ukuba ukudityaniswa kokuxulutywa ngamatye ngelixa ubukele iphonografi yinto eyonwabisa kakhulu. Ngoku ndingu 28 kwaye ndisazifumana ndikwimeko efanayo ngaphezulu okanye ngaphantsi ebendikuyo xa ndiqala ukubukela iphonografi. Ndandisoloko ndiziva ngathi ngumkhwa omdaka kodwa ndicinga ukuba ndiyazi ukuba uninzi lwamadoda kuluntu lwethu lwalubukele iphonografi lwandinceda ukuba ndingahoyi uloyiko lwam kwaye ndiqhubeke.

Ndifumanise ukuba ukuba ndibukele iphonografi ngaphezu kwesiqhelo ngokomzekelo ukuba bendinosuku lokuphuma, ndiza kuqaphela ukuba uhlobo lwe-porn luya kutshintsha, ndiza kuzifumana ndibukele iphonografi kakhulu. Eli licandelo lebali lam endicinga ukuba lindichaphazele kakhulu. Ndikhulele kusapho olunothando, ndafundiswa indlela yokuphatha abantu basetyhini ngentlonipho ke into endiyifumene kunzima ukujongana nayo kutheni ndikwazile ukubukela iphonografi apho abantu basetyhini baya kuphathwa kakubi. Andizange ndibaphathe abafazi abanjalo 'kubomi bokwenyani' kutheni ndizivumele ukuba ndibukele ezi vidiyo. Ndiza kuba nesithukuthezi nge-porno yesiqhelo ndicinga ukuba bendibukele kakhulu kuyo kodwa nangona esi sisizathu esivakalayo sokuba ndigqibe ukubukela iphonografi kakhulu ayindenzanga ndaziva ndingcono ngokwenza kwaye nasemva kokubukela okugabadeleyo I-porno ndiza kuziva ndigula kwaye ndizonyanya. Ndiza kufumanisa ukuba ukuba andikhange ndibukele iphonografi kangangeentsuku ezimbalwa emva koko incasa yam iya kubuyela kwi-porn 'eqhelekileyo' kodwa iziphumo zokubukela iphonografi ezigqithileyo ziya kuhlala zikho ebomini bam bokwenyani.

Ndithatha iipolgraphgraphs minyaka le ukuqinisekisa ukuba andikaze ndisebenzise iphonografi- kwaye ndiyadlula, nangona ngamanye amaxesha ndityibilika.

Ndiyithatha i-polygrafu kuba ndivuma ukuba ndibukele i-pornography yabantwana kwi-ex (iminyaka engaphezu kweminyaka emithathu edlulileyo) kwaye ndakhela kwisigqibo sam somtshato ukuze ndikhusele ukufikelela kwam kwintombi yam. Ewe, ndakhetha oku. Unyaka ngamnye, ndibonisa ukuba andizange ndizenze iifoto zoonografi ngokufumana umshishini kumashishini.

Kwaye unyaka nonyaka, ndiluphumelela uvavanyo-nangona unyaka nonyaka, ndiye ndatyibilika ndaze ndabona iphonografi ubuncinci amaxesha ambalwa ... Ndiluphumelela uvavanyo ngokusebenzisa ubuchule bokucinga, ukuphumla, kunye nolwazi ukuba andiyongozi umntwana wam kwaye ngekhe abe- hayi kwisigidi seminyaka.

Andikhuseli iphonografi yomntwana okanye ndiyisebenzisa- yindlela endatshona ngayo xa ndandisesona silingo sikhohlakeleyo- ngaphezulu kweminyaka emi-5 eyadlulayo. Ndandihlala ndibukela iphonografi yabantwana, kwaye ndandisoyika kakhulu- kodwa yile nto iyenzeka xa usondla ukuzingelwa kwe-dopamine ngaphezulu kweshumi leminyaka. Ikuqhubela ukuba ukhangele izinto eziza kuvuselela ubuchopho obukhe babanjelwa kwinqanaba lokuba "baphantse bafa". Kwaye uya kulandelela ukhuthazo nokuba olo vuselelo luphindaphindaphinda isiqingatha kunye namaqhinga ayisiqingatha.

Ngoku ndiyazi ukuba ndiza kulandela ukhuthazo nokuba lusongela yonke into endiyithandayo.

Ininzi, "am fetish" am abandakanyeka kwezinye izinto ezingamanyala ezisemthethweni andizukungena kuzo ukuthintela ukubangela abantu. Ezi zisengxaki kum. Kodwa iphonografi yabantwana yaba yinxalenye encinci yecocktail emva xa ndiyenza yonke imihla.

Yonke le nto yinto endiyicinga ukuba ayiyi kwenzeka kum. Ndiyothuka kwaye ndothuka ukuba ndiyivume apha. Kodwa ndimele ndithethe ngale nto.

Andazi ukuba uzothini kum. Abanye benu banokukhawuleza ukugwetywa. Kodwa ndiyazi eyam intliziyo, kwaye ndiyazi ukuba andingomntu oxhaphaza abanye abantwana okanye ndiyingozi kuye nabani na. Abantu abandithandayo nabaziyo imbali yam bayazi ukuba oku kuyinyani.

Ndingomntu oziqhubele ukufuna iindlela ezibi kakhulu zokuvuselela, kuba bendinayo kwaye ndinolwazelelelo kakhulu kwimifanekiso engamanyala. Ingumlutha wam, kwaye ndiya kuhlala ndichaphazeleka kuyo, ndiyayazi ngoku. Anditsho ukuba ndizalwe ndinjalo, andiqinisekanga, kodwa yindlela endiyiyo ngoku. Mhlawumbi iyakutshintsha, kodwa andizukubamba umphefumlo okanye ndizikhohlise.

Ngobusuku bokugqibela ndaphinda ndatyibilika ndabona iphonografi… Yajika yaba kukuzingela iphonografi. Kwaye ngexesha lokukhangela kwam, ndakhubeka kubantwana abangamanyala. Ndacaphukiswa-ngakumbi kunakuqala. Nokuba ungasondeli ekuhendweni. Ndikhathazwe kakhulu yiyo ukuba ndiphinde ndiyijonge ngabom, ndiyayazi loo nto. Ndaziva ngathi bendijonge eyam intombi, itshatyalalisiwe kwaye ihlazekile. Iphantse yaphula intliziyo yam, kwaye igcwalisa iinyembezi zam njengoko ndibhala oku.

Ndilwenzile unyango-lundincedile ukujongana needemon ezininzi. Kodwa lo mkhwa yinto yakho kwaye ndiyazi ukuba andifuni unyango olungakumbi ngoku. Ndenze amanyathelo ali-12. Andizange ndizive ndilapho - inkcubeko ayindifanelanga.

Ngoko ke ndagqiba kwelokuba ndize apha kwaye ndiqale umngeni weNo Fap kwiintsuku ze-90. Ndifuna ukutshintsha. Ndifuna ukunyaniseka kwam nokuzithemba.

Ndilapha ukuxhasa kunye novelwano. Ndifuna ukuziva ukuba andindedwa.

Andifuni ngcebiso. Ungajongi "uncedo". Andikho mtsha kwezi zangqa. Ndiyabazi ubuchule. Ndiyayazi into ekufuneka ndiyenzile, kwaye ndiyayazi into endiyifunayo.

Ndifuna nje ukuma ecaleni kuni nonke, ndamkele kuni nonke into endiyenzileyo, kwaye ndingabiliswa kwisigwebo okanye ilebhile: Ndifuna ukwaziwa nokubonwa ukuba ndingubani. Akunjalo nje umlutha wezobisi. Ayisiyo eyokuba sisaphuli-mthetho okanye "mhlawumbi ungumxhaphazi womntwana". Hayi nje i-monster okanye ingcwele. Andifuni kunxiba umlutha wam njengebheji yentlonipho, okanye iintloni. Ayisiyiyo yonke into endiyiyo, nangona iyinxalenye yokuba ndingubani.

Ndifuna nje ukubonwa-ukuviwa. Kwaye ukwamkelwa njengoko ndinjalo. Ndifuna nje ukuba ngumntu kunye nani nonke okwethutyana. Ukugqitha ngaphaya kweelebheli kunye nokugweba kwaye ube-kodwa ungabi wedwa. Yiloo nto endiyifunayo.

Ngaba uyayiqonda into endithethayo?

I-NoFap + Ukwabelana ngesondo = Intshabalalise i-Weird Sexual Fetishes

ISILUMKISO: Iposi inokuba nezinto ezinokubangela. Khange ndivavanye amagama athile kuba yonke iposti sisiseko esinokubangela

Xa ndakuba ngu-16 kwiminyaka emithathu edlulileyo, ndandisekuphakameni kokulutha kwamanyala. I-porno ye-Fat, i-porno ye-tranny, iifomesi zeentombi, kunye ne-stit shit, njl.

Ndiqale umlo ehlotyeni kunyaka wam ophakamileyo we-HS, kanye phambi kwekholeji. Ndiphinde ndabuya amaxesha amaninzi, kodwa ndenze amanyathelo amakhulu. Ndisasebenza kuyo, kodwa ndinemigca emide emininzi (iinyanga ezi-3 ukuya kwezi-5 inye).

Ngaloo xesha umnqweno weemfesane endizikholelwa ngokugqithisileyo zoononophala (akukho nto echasene nesisu esiyintsimi, nje kuphela esadalwa).

Nangona kunjalo, kwimeko yam, kwakungekho kude ndiqale ukulala ngokufanelekileyo kunye namantombazana ahlukeneyo ukuba ndide ndibaphumle. Ngethuba lokuqala ebomini bam, ndazitshabalalisa ngokwenene ezo zibophelelo. Ngesizathu esithile into ethile icofa nje xa ndiqala ukuba neentlobano zesini ngakumbi (kunye nokuyeka i-PMO kunjalo) kwaye iimfesane ezindala zanyamalala.

Into ethile malunga nokuba nesondo sangempela eyenza i-weird ibambe iqonde ngqo. Yonke into endiyaziyo kukuba yindawo yokugqibela eyayibulala ububele bam.

Ke ukuba usazabalaza nemithambo, kunokuba kufanelekile ukugxila ekufumaneni isini ngakumbi, ngakumbi kubantu abahlukeneyo babafazi (ndiyazi, kulula ukutsho kunokwenza lol). Into endiyaziyo iyandinceda xa ibivakalelwa kukuba ezinye zeentsana zam azisoze zahamba.

Ekugqibeleni ndilahla amanye amanqaku amanyala ashiyekileyo engqondweni yam ndaziva (kwaye ndiziva ndisaziva) ndingakholeki. Ndiyazi ukuba esi sithuba asihambelani ncam, kodwa ndaye ndacinga ukuba ndiza kwabelana-ewe, ungazisusa ezi zinto zingathandekiyo nokuba ucinga ukuba akunakwenzeka.

Iintsuku ze-250. Ucinga ngomva!

[Ubudala 24] Onke am fetish am angaphambili abonakala ngathi zizinto zexesha elidlulileyo kakhulu. Andikwazi ukubona abafazi abaqolileyo njengama-sexy. Andinomtsalane wesini kumakazi wam kwaphela (ewe ewe ndiyazi). Ndinomdla kwinqanaba eliqhelekileyo labasetyhini. Ungathethi ukuba kukho nantoni na engalunganga ngokuthanda abafazi abaqolileyo. Ukuchaza nje iinyani, yiba ngumgwebi.

Ndingumlutha wezesini zesini, kwaye ndingumfazi.

Ndicinga ukuba iphonografi itshintshe indlela endibona ngayo isini ngendlela engenangqondo nengalunganga. Ndiqalile ukufunda izithuba, kunye nekhonkco elinxulumene noononophala, ngokukodwa "ukulwa nesiyobisi esitsha" iphepha lewebhu, endivuyayo ukuba ndifumene isiqingatha sonyaka odlulileyo.

Ngayo, kunye nokulwa okuninzi, ndikwazile ukuthoba ezinye zezinto ezingalunganga zokusebenzisa iphonografi ixesha, kungoko ndikwazile ukuba nomdla kwakhona kwi-porn ethambileyo, ngaphambi kokuba ndifike kwinqanaba lokukhangela ukudlwengulwa kunye inxulumene, kuba izinto eziqhelekileyo azizukundenzela yona, into ebeka ialam ebomvu kum, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba nditshintshe.

Kodwa ngandlela thile, khange ndikwazi ukuyeka iphonografi. Ndilungisiwe ngayo… kwaye ndiziva ndiphinda ndiwela kwicala elimnyama kuyo… kwakhona.

Ndiziva ndibuhlungu ngale nto, ndiziva ngathi ndenzakalisa umntu ngokujonga nje oku.

Ndifuna nje ukwabelana nabanye ngale nto, nabani na… andisayiqondi ingqondo yam kwakhona… ukulwa eli chiza litsha alilolamakhwenkwe kuphela…

Yiyo indlela engafanelekanga ngayo: ukuvuma okuphambene nomlingo

Ndicinga ukuba ibali lam liyafana nelabanye abaninzi apha, kodwa kufuneka ndithethe ngokufanayo. Andazi nokuba kungakhuthaza okanye kuyadandathekisa na ukwazi ukuba abanye bahambile ukuya kuthi ga ngoku…

Ndiqale ndafumana iphonografi ngohlobo lwePenthouses yomhlobo wam osenyongweni xa ndandineminyaka eyi-11. Khange ndiyifumane okwangoku, kodwa bendisazi ukuba ndiyathanda ukujonga abafazi abahamba ze. Indenze ndaziva ndihlekisa. Ndifumanise ukuphulula amalungu esini xa ndandineminyaka eyi-13, kwaye ukudibanisa ezi zimbini kwalandelwa phantse kwangoko emva koko xa ndaqonda ukuba le nto intsha ye-intanethi inemifanekiso emininzi yabafazi abahamba ze kunokuba bendikhe ndaphupha.

Kodwa yayiseyiminyaka engama-90, kwaye ndikhuphela imifanekiso ethile ngasese-ngaphandle kwabazali bam bayibona into endiyisebenzisela ikhompyuter yosapho- ndiyinciphisa kakhulu into endikwaziyo ukuyibona kwaye ndibona kangaphi. Emva kwexesha, kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, bendiza kuchitha iimpelaveki kwenye indlu yomnye umhlobo wam, apho sasidla ngokuba nendawo yethu kuthi ngelixa abazali bakhe bekwicottage. Ndiza kuhlala kude kube yi-5 okanye i-6 ekuseni ngokuhambisa amalungu esini ngelixa elele kwaye ekhuphela ngokungakhathali nantoni na nayo yonke into endinokuyifumana. Le yayiyimihla yeKazaa kunye neLimewire, ke ukubakho ngesiquphe kweevidiyo kwaqala ukomeleza umlutha wam, kunye nokufunyanwa kweekink kunye neentsana ebendingekhe ndicinge ngaphandle kwe-intanethi ukundicebisa.

Xa ndicinga emva kwelo xesha, ndikhumbula amandla ayo yonke. Ukuhlaziya i-masturbating for hours at end, de kube ndiyigcoba i-penis eluhlaza, kwaye ndigqibe nge-orgasm engazange iphile ngokuqhuma kwam endikulindeleyo. Ndaye ndafumanisa ukuba eyesibini okanye eyesithathu inokuba nkulu ngakumbi, ukuba ndingadlula kwixesha elizaliswayo elinentloni ngaphandle kokurhoxisa nantoni na endiyikhuphelayo ukufika kwam. Ngomhla wesine okanye wesihlanu i-orgasm izinto ziya kuqala ukuba buhlungu ngakumbi kunokuba zimnandi, kwaye ke ndiyakutshisa ubutyebi bam obukhutshelweyo kwi-CD ndize ndilale iiyure ezimbalwa.

Ukonyuka okulandelayo kwesiyobisi sam kwenzeka xa ndaya eyunivesithi ndaza ndafumana isantya esiphezulu kwi-intanethi okokuqala, kunye nekhompyuter yam. Ndaqala ukuhlaziya i-masturbating kwi-pornography phantse yonke imihla ngemihla, ngokuphindaphindiweyo ngamaxesha amaninzi ngosuku, kwaye ngokuqhelekileyo iyure okanye ngaphezulu ngexesha. Kukhuselekile ukuba ukusukela kwiminyaka ye-19 ukubheka phambili, phantse ngalo lonke ixesha ndenza i-masturbated, bekukho ne-porn ebandakanyekayo. Ndiziphosile izifundo kuba bendixakeke kakhulu kukubaleka. Kwaye izinto zaya zisiba mbi ngakumbi ndakufumanisa ukuba imbiza yokutshaya iya kuwomeleza amava. Kwaye ke leyo yaba ngumzekelo: Ndiza kuphakama ngokuhlwa kwaye ndibukele iphonografi kangangeeyure. Ndingasebenzisa ukuphakama njengesizathu sokungahambi nabahlobo; kwakamsinya nje ukuba ndilayite idibeneyo, yayilixesha lam, kwaye yintoni engcono kune-orgasm xa uphakamileyo? Aba babini bahamba kunye kakuhle kwaye ndibeka kuphela uphawu lokumelana.

Ngokukhawuleza iminyaka eliqela kwaye bendihlala ndedwa emva kokuthweswa isidanga emva koqhawulo-mtshato olubi kunye nentombi yam kuphela endakha ndanayo. (Ekubuyiseleni emva ubudlelwane bethu behlulekile ngokuyinxenye ngenxa yam umlutha wobugqwetha, nangona bekuya kuba yiminyaka ngaphambi kokuba ndiyiqonde loo nto.) Ndandidandathekile ngenxa yomsebenzi wam omncinci wokuhlawula umvuzo kunye nokuboleka imali kubazali bam ukuhlawula irente. I-porn yayintle kakhulu ubomi bam ngaphandle komsebenzi. Khange ndenze enye into ngorhatya ngaphandle kokuphakama kwaye ndinyathele i-intanethi ndikhangela i-kinkier kunye ne-freakier shit ukuze undikhuphe ukuze undiphazamise kwindlela endandibuthiye ngayo ubomi bam. Ndahamba phantse kuwo wonke umntwana onokuthi ucinge, elowo elinyanyekayo neligqwethekileyo kunelokugqibela. Ngaphandle kobundlobongela kunye ne-BDSM, engazange yenze nto kum, mhlawumbi akukho mntwana ngaphandle apho ndingazange ndihlaziye ngelinye ixesha ebomini bam.

Kwaye ke ndibetha ngezantsi ngethuba lokuqala.

Enkosi ngokungalunganga mfutshane ngobunye ubusuku kwihlabathi le-4chan- i-hellish cesspool ye-intanethi ukuba ikhe yakho- ndafumana isithuba esinye apho endixelele ukuba mandithini kuGoogle ukuze ndifumanise ukuba zonke izinto ezingamanyala zifihlwa phi. Ndinqwenela njani ukubuyela ngexesha kwaye ndingayifumani. Ngokulamba okuqhelekileyo emngxunyeni wesisu sam esihamba kunye nokufunyanwa kwawo nawuphi na umntwana omtsha, owandiswe malunga nesihlandlo esiphindwe kabini yinto endandiyenza, ndandingenakuzinceda: ndingena kwihobe.

Ukutya kwam okokuqala kwaphela i-orgasm enye ngaphambi kokuba ndibenethuba lokucinga xa ndicinga ngale nto ndiyenzayo nakwiziphumo zesenzo sobuyatha. Ngexesha ndizamile ngako konke okusemandleni ukulibala malunga noko ndikubonileyo kwaye ndafunga ndaze ndathi phantsi ngekhe ndiphinde ndijonge kwakhona, kodwa umnqweno we-intanethi ungoyena ungcolileyo, okona kubi, okona kubi kakhulu kunako ukumelana nako. Ndiphinde ndaphinda ndabuya, kwaye ngeli xesha lahlala iintsuku ezimbalwa ngaphambi kokuba ndiphindaphinde inkqubo yoloyiko / yokucima / yokuguquka.

Ngalo lonke ixesha ukuzinkcinkca ngotywala kwenzeka, bendiya kuba buhlungu emva koko malunga nokuba ndingumntu ohamba kakubi ngokwesondo. Ndingalila ndilale phezu kwayo, ndiziva ngathi ndisisikhova somhlaba, ngokungathi ndiliqhetseba kwaye ndilixoki, andikwazi kujonga abahlobo emehlweni kwaye ndicinga ngalo lonke ixesha, "ukuba nje ubusazi ..."

Into endigqibele ukuyibona, nangona kunjalo, kukuba bendingenawo umdla wesini kubantwana abangaxhunyiwe kwi-intanethi. Kwakuyimifanekiso engamanyala eyandiguqula, ndigula kwaye ndiphila amanyala, hayi abantwana! (Enkosi Fuck !!) Ngethamsanqa, oku bekwathetha ukuba ekuhambeni kwexesha kuyadika, njengalo naliphi na elinye lamakhulu ama-fetish endikhe ndadlula kuwo kule minyaka idlulileyo, kwaye umnqweno wokuyijonga waphela de amandla okuba namandla ayengafuneki. . Kuphantse iminyaka emibini ngoku okokugqibela.

Ekugqibeleni, le yayiyindlela yam yokuvuka kunye nesiqalo sokuqonda ukuba ndinamakhoboka oononophala awayeza kutshabalalisa ubomi bam bonke ukuba andikhange ndikwazi ukuwulawula.

Enye inkcazelo yayikukukhuba kwam ukuba nobulili boqobo, kunye nomfazi okwenene. Kule minyaka emihlanu edlulileyo, amanyathelo am ngokubangela ukuba angabonakali kwaye angathembekanga, okwakubangela ukukhathazeka komsebenzi okhulayo, ngoko ke kukugqithisa ukuziphatha kakubi kunye nokuziphatha okungathandabuzekiyo ngokobomi.

Kudala nditsho ukuba ndifuna ukuyeka iphonografi, kwaye ngoku ndiyazibophelela kuyo. Ndilahle ukuqala kokuqala kweenyanga ezintathu ezidlulileyo ngokunikezela ngembiza ngokupheleleyo (yayinokulahleka kwesibheno sayo njengoko ndimdala nangayiphi na indlela) kunye nokucoca indlela yokuyeka iphonografi. Ngoku sele ngaphezulu kweeveki ezimbini ukusukela kwi-PMO yam yokugqibela, kwaye ndiceba ukuwandisa lo mgama kubomi bam bonke. (Ndikwenza umceli mngeni omncinci we-nofap ngaxeshanye ukunyanga ukubanjwa okubi.)

Ndinamava awoyikisayo ngobu busuku, nangona kunjalo, yiyo le nto indikhokelele ukuba ndihlale phantsi apha ndibhale eli bali. Ndinayo indlu kum ngoku - ndihlala nabantu endihlala nabo- kwaye ngaphambili bekungangunobangela woko. Ibiya kuba sisizathu seXesha lam elithile, ukukhanyisa ngokudibeneyo kunye nokubaleka ubusuku bonke. Kwaye ndakuva ukuba umnyango uvaliwe kwaye ndaqonda ukuba ndindedwa, ndandiwuva lo mnqweno mdala ukhula emhadini wesisu sam. Amandla ayo andiphazamisa.

Ndihleli apha ndacinga ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni kwingqondo yam: i-dopamine receptors ikhalela ukulungiswa kwabo, ababeza kuyifumana kwi-porn kunye nembiza. Ngandlela thile ukuyibeka kuloo magama kwandinceda. Ibeka umgama phakathi kwam-i-ego, i-neocortex-kunye nenkqubo yomvuzo wokuzonwabisa, iphinde indinike iliso leentaka malunga neenkqubo zokurhweba ngaphakathi kwentloko yam.

Kwaye ngoku kubonakala ngathi kuyahlekisa. Ayindim ofuna iphonografi, yinkqubo yam engasebenzi kakuhle yedopamine, kwaye ekuphela kwendlela yokuphelisa ezo zibongozo kukuqalisa kwakhona kwaye uqale ekuqaleni.

Ke ndiza kubuyela umva, ndibuyele kuseto lokungagqibeki kwefektri, kwaye ndizinike ithuba lokufumana into endingazange ndiyifumane xa ndandisemncinci: inzulu, isondele, isini esithandayo. Uvuyo lokunxibelelana nomnye umntu olwebileyo kum ngokwazisa kwam kuqala kwi-intanethi ye-intanethi.

Ngandlela-thile ndiza kufumana indlela yokwenza uxolo ngayo yonke into eyoyikisayo, ekhutshiweyo endiyibonileyo kwi-20s yam. Okona kubi kakhulu: Ndiqale ukwenza imirhumo yanyanga zonke kwisibhedlele sabantwana njengendlela ephelileyo yokuhlawulela ububi endithathe inxaxheba kubo. Ngalo lonke ixesha intlawulo ibonakala kwisiteyitimenti sam sekhadi letyala, umzuzwana kwaye ndizixelele: Andisoze, ndiphinde….

tl; dr - Iziyobisi ezingamanyala zindenze ndabona izinto ezingasokuze zibonwe kwaye zihambe indawo ekungafuneki ukuba umntu aye kuzo.

umsonto: utshintsho

Njengoko izinto ezichazwe kule post ezisebenzisayo ukuba zibe ngumsebenzi omkhulu kum, ndasebenzisa i-nsfw ikhowudi ukuyifihla. Qhubeka uqaphele

Ngethuba lam iminyaka ye-PMO umkhwa wam umdla kwi-P utshintshe kakhulu kwi-vanilla enhle ukuya kwizinto ezigqithiseleyo, ekugqibeleni zikhokelela kwizinto malunga nokwabelana komfazi kunye ne-cuckolding kunye ne-SPH, zombini kwintetho yam yevidiyo kunye neengcamango. Ndade ndathetha nomfazi wam malunga nezo njengoko ndizama ukuhlala ndimile. Wayengawuthandi lo mbono kodwa akazange akhubeke ncam. Ngamanye amaxesha wayehamba nayo, amaxesha amaninzi wayeyihoya.

Kutshanje (mhlawumbi ngokuyinxenye ngenxa yesini esixhaphakileyo malunga neeholide) Ndiye ndaphawula ukuba umdla wam utshintshile ekubeni ndingafuni ukwabelana ngomfazi wam nenye indoda kodwa ndinomnye umntu obhinqileyo osijoyinileyo, into endingeyiyo unomdla iminyaka. Anditsho ukuba oku kuya kuba yinto "eqhelekileyo" kodwa kum ivakalelwa ngathi kukushiya icandelo elinye elikhulu lomkhwa wam we-PMO ngasemva. Kusekho ngaphaya kwezinto ezicacileyo ze-vanilla kodwa ndivumelekile ukuba ndibe neengcamango, kunene?

Ndiziva ndonwabile kwaye ndikhangele phambili ekubeni ne-PMO-free 2015!

I-PMO yatshintshile ubulili bam?

Mholweni amanye amaqabane. Ndiyazi malunga nokunyuka kwamanyala kunye nendlela ingqondo yakho inqwenela ngayo ngakumbi nangakumbi i-dopamine ngomntwana ngamnye. Ndiqale ngoonobumba “abangamanyala,” kodwa kungekudala khange bandinike loo "khawulezisa" ibikhe yenziwa. Oku kubangele ukuba ndinyukele kwimifanekiso engamanyala yesini esahlukileyo. Andazi ukuba ndinomdla kwinto yokwabelana ngesondo okanye ndonwabile nje ngenxa yokuba yi "kinky", okanye "i-taboo". Ndiqinisekile ukuba le yokugqibela, kodwa i-PMO indenze ndangaboni ngento endiyinqwenela ngokwenene. Ngaba zikhona izixhobo okanye iindlela endinokuzisebenzisa ukoyisa le nto? Ndiyabulela kwangoko!

Ngaba ubulili beliphosa ukuziphatha kwam ngokwesini?

Iintsuku ezingama-300 ukuya kwi-porn yasimahla kwaye ndikwimo yobuchopho eyahluke ngokupheleleyo. Okwethutyana bendingaqinisekanga nokuba isini sam sichaphazele uhlobo lwe-porn endandiyifuna, okanye ukuba ukusetyenziswa kwe-porn bekuchaphazela iimvakalelo zam zesini kude ne-porn. Kwezi veki zimbalwa zidlulileyo, kuyacaca ukuba ngenene yayiyimifanekiso engamanyala eyayindiphembelela kwiimvakalelo zam zesini kwenye indawo. Ndikrokrela ukuba mhlawumbi ingqondo yam itolike iinxalenye 'zobomi bokwenyani' njenge-porn, ibangela imiqondiso yokukhupha i-dopamine, njengoko ndabona umntu okanye imeko ehlangabezana neendlela zam zokusebenzisa iphonografi.

Oku kundinika ithemba elikhulu, kwaye kuyathoba ukwazi ukuba izinto endizithandayo ngoku zininzi ngakumbi i-vanilla kwaye ziye ngqo phambili. Ndiyazi okwethutyana indlela enamandla ngayo amanyala, kwaye ukusetyenziswa kwayo kuhlala kukhokelela kukuxhomekeka. Ndothuswe kakhulu kukukwazi ukutshintsha isini sam kunye nokukhetha kwam.

Ngethamsanqa konke. Qhubeka usenza utshintsho olukhulu ebomini bakho, kwaye uyakufika apho. Musa ukudimazeka ngokubona konke ukubuyela umva apha, uninzi lwabafana abangabuyiseli umva baqhubeka nobomi babo, kwaye abathumeli apha, bakhona.

Ukubuza ngesini sam… Okanye ngaba iphonografi? (Iposi ende)

Ndicinga ukuba kufuneka ndiqale ngebali lam…

Ndingumfana onama-25yo ohlala ekholelwa ukuba wayethe tye. Ukubuyela emva apho ndikhumbula khona, bendikhe ndatyumza kwaye ndifuna ukuba kunye nabasetyhini. Nangona kunjalo, ngalo mzuzu okwangoku ndisokola nobunzima besini, endiva ukuba sisiphumo sokusetyenziswa kwam kwe-porn kule minyaka idlulileyo.

Uhambo lwam lokuqala kunye noononophala lwaqala kwiminyaka eyi-10-12 ubudala apho ndichitha khona ubusuku bam ndibukele iphonografi ethambileyo kwi-cable ebusuku. Njengoko ixesha liqhubeka, ukusetyenziswa kwam i-porn kwaqala ukwanda. Konke kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo bendihlala ndinobukrwada ngokuzithemba okuphantsi kakhulu (kundikhokelele ekubeni nditye ngokunyanzelwa) kwaye andikaze ndilawule ngokwenyani okanye ndizibone ndikufanelekele ukulandela nayiphi na intombazana. Ngeli xesha ndiza kuphinga i-masturbate imihla ngemihla, ngamanye amaxesha ndihamba ngaphezu kwama-2-3 ngamaxesha ngosuku. Ukukhawuleza phambili kwikholeji kwaye apha ndirhangqwe zizo zonke iintlobo zabafazi abahle. Kwakhona andinakuze ndilawule ngokwaneleyo isibindi sokubuza nayiphi na intombazana endiyifumene nekhangayo kwaye yaxhamla. Into endiza kuyenza endaweni yokuya ekhaya, ndicinge ngale ntombazana ithi kunye nokuhlambalaza ngokuphindaphindiweyo ukuba ndiqonde ngokucacileyo malunga nale ntombazana ...

Njengoko ixesha liqhubeka ngoku malunga neminyaka eyi-16 ubudala, ndiyabona ukunambitheka kwam ekutshintsheni koononophala; Iimagazini ezinkulu, ezithandanayo, ezamabhinqa, ezamakhwenkwe, ezokulala nomntu ongatshatanga naye, udlwengulo, i-amateur, i-cam, ukuthanda iziyolo, ukucaphukisa, njl. Ndiza kuchitha iiyure ngosuku, ngakumbi ehlotyeni ndikhangela iphonografi ngakumbi nangakumbi. Njengoko ndiqala ukudinwa luhlobo olunye ndiya kuhamba kolandelayo. Ewe ewe ngeli xesha bendihlala ndihlala ekhaya kwaye kunqabile ukuba ndiphume nabahlobo bam kwaye ngoku ndijonga emva koku ndiyaqonda ukuba ndiphose iminyaka yam yokuqala yokuphuhlisa NALUPHI uhlobo lwentuthuzelo okanye "umdlalo" ukuze ndithethe nabasetyhini . Ngoku ndibuyela ekusebenziseni kwam iphonografi… Ngu-2012 ndikwiminyaka yamashumi amabini okuqala, andikaze ndibenayo i-gf, ndanga kuphela abafazi be-2 kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo zange walala nomntu ngaphandle kwesandla sam sasekunene.

Kwakungeli xesha ke apho ndaye ndaqala ukuzibuza, "ingaba ndilifanasini?", "Ingaba ndiyoyikeka na kubafazi kuba ndingumlingani?" Njl. Ke ngoku ngale ngcinga ndihlala ndizivavanya ingqondo yam ndiqala ukuba nexhala kakhulu, njengoko bendihlala ndizifumana ndifuna ukuba kunye nabasetyhini kwaye andikaze ndizive ndithandana okanye ndithandana ngokwesondo ukulandela umfana. Njengoko ukusetyenziswa kwam i-porn kuqhubeka nokutya ixesha lam lasimahla, ndaqala ukungena eShemales. Ndikhumbula into endenze ndafuna ukwazi ngayo yayikukuba i-gif ekwi-intanethi yesini esine-transexual yayingena kwikhawuntari ye-dick spin… (ndiza kuyeka apho). Ndandihamba kancinci, kwaye ngoku ndichitha iiyure ctrl + T'ing iividiyo ezininzi ezingamanyala. Ukusuka kwi-shemales ukuya kwi-ladyboys uyibiza ngokuba bendiyijerkin kuyo. Emva kweminyaka embalwa yoku ndingene kwi-ladyboys emva koko ndinqamleza umnqwazi emva koko ndirhintyele / ii-femboys (4chan) kwaye ngoku ndisebenzisa iphonografi. Ekugqibeleni iphonografi yayingasayi kundenzela yona kwaye ndiza kuqala ukujonga kwiintengiso zeCraigslist zokudibana nazo. Oku kundikhokelele ekubeni ndilale ngesondo kunye ne-shemales kabini kwaye ndizame kube kanye nomfana, ebendingonwabanga kwaphela. Ndizisola ngokuba ndifikelele kwinqanaba elinje ebomini bam kodwa yinto ekufuneka ndiyamkele.

Ngokubhekisele ekusebenziseni kwam iphonografi bekusoloko kuphazamisa amabakala am, ngamanye amaxesha bendikhumbula iklasi kuba bendihlala kude kube sebusuku ndiyijikajla kaninzi, amaxesha amaninzi ndingaze ndiphume namanzi… Ngalo lonke ixesha bendiza kukhupha amadlozi, bendizakuziva ndikhawuleza ndiziva ngathi inkunkuma epheleleyo. Kwakungathi ngokungathi ndivula iithebhu ezintsha kwaye ndikhangela ezinye ii-vids ndiza kuqala ukufumana le mvakalelo ye-adrenaline (kunzima ukuyichaza) ngokungathi ndifuna ukufumana nje enye into eyi-1 yokundityhalela ngaphandle komda. Emva koko ndiza kuqala ukufunda malunga "nokuphuma" kwamabali kunye nokuthatha iimvavanyo zesini njlnjl ukubona ukuba ndiyakwazi ukubalisa, kodwa andikaze ndive ngathi oku kuyandinceda Ngapha koko ndiza kuqala ukuzibuza kwakhona kwaye ndiphinde umjikelo KWAKHONA.

Ukuze ndidibanise nale nto, ndandisele ndizama i-nofap kwixesha elidlulileyo kwiiveki ezimbalwa kwaye incede. Ngethuba lokugijima, ndagqiba ukudibana nentombazana endiyithandayo, kodwa xa ndaya kwindlu yakhe ndaza ndatshwenyeka / ndatshutshiswa. Saye kwesofa kwinqanaba elinye kwaye konke akwenzayo wayehleli eceleni kwam imilenze yethu ichukumisa kwaye ndandiziva ndivuke kakhulu kwaye ndaqala ukufumana ukugqithisa komzimba ngokupheleleyo ukuba ngaba ndifuna ukumphonsa embhedeni njl. Imizuzwana ye-30 yokumbona ehamba kwaye eziva ehlazekile kwaye ephindaphinda umjikelezo.

Ndihambile ndaya "akukho ntombazana iyakundifuna kuba im fat" ndaya "akukho ntombazana iyakundifuna kuba ndiyintombi nto", ndiye "mhlawumbi akukho ntombazana indifunayo kuba ndiyintombazana"

Andinanto ngokuchasene nabantu abathandana nesini esinye, indlela yokuphila njl., Kodwa xa kufikwa ekuphumeni, i-shemales kunye ne-femboys zindinika le mvakalelo ingxamisekileyo. Andizange ndifumane le mvakalelo kumadoda ebomini bokwenene. Ndiyathetha ukuba ndiyakwazi ukubona umntu obukeka kakuhle kwaye ndinomona ngokungabonakali njengaye (kwakhona ukuzithemba okuphantsi) kodwa andizange ndive ndithandana okanye ndandithandana nomntu ongeke ndifune ukulala ngesondo mfo (ngelixa esisangqa / kubomi bemihla ngemihla). Ndidlale imidlalo ngexesha lobomi bam kwaye andikaze ndikhathalele ukubona amanye ama-dude ehamba ze kwaye ukuba yenzekile ngekhe ndiyihoye njengoko ingakhange indenzele nto.

Isizathu sokuba ndibhale le posi kukuba bendisandula ukubuyela kwi-porn ye-gay emva kokuphantse kube ziinyanga ezi-4 ze-porn kunye nefap yasimahla. Ndifunde imisonto emininzi apho bathi ndiyaqalisa kwakhona iya kutyhila ubundlobongela bakho bokwenyani kodwa emva kokuphulula amalungu esini kumakhwenkwe kunye nokuhlutha umzimba (emva koko ndiphinde ndiphulula amalungu esini kwakhona emva kwemizuzu emi-2) andinawo uvuyo okanye uxolo lwengqondo kodwa ndiziva ngokunyanisekileyo iingalo zam ukugubha kunye nengqondo yinto ephosakeleyo enkulu njengoko ndenzayo ekuphakameni komlutha wam.

Ndiyaxolisa ngeposi ende kodwa ndacinga ukuba kungakulunga ukwabelana ngebali lam. Ukuba nabani na apha wabelane ngebali elifanayo nelam nceda ukhululeke kwaye ubeke izimvo kule posi.

Ukudibanisa ukubeka izimvo

Ndiyazi ukuba kuqhubeka ntoni, ndinayo mna, iyinto engaqhelekanga! Ndithe tye kubo bonke ubomi bam, ndithanda umzimba wabasetyhini, kodwa ke ndafumanisa ukubukela kwam imigibe, ndaye ndajonga kancinci iphonografi, ndaye ndanexhala lokuvusa oko, kuyamangalisa kuba ukubukela abafana bephuza akundenzeli ... Ndacinga ukuba ndinguBI ixesha elithile, ndaya / r / ubulili ukuthetha nabantu kwaye ubone ukuba bacinga ntoni… abanye bayakwazi ukuhlala bathi nkqo kwaye abanye abayenzi into eyenzekayo yamkela isiqu sakho nokuba uyamthanda uDick, ngokungathandekiyo akukho nto iphosakeleyo ngayo, ngaphezulu kwesiqingatha seplanethi siyamthanda uDick! ungaya phaya mhlawumbi ulinge…

Kodwa kumava am ngakumbi xa ndiqalisa kwakhona ngakumbi ukuba ndifuna ukufumana isondo lesini kunye nokwamkela ngakumbi kwindoda yam yesini, emva kweenyanga ezi-2 into etshintshileyo ndaqala ukubona iidick entlokweni yam kaninzi kwaye ndandingafuni ukufuna Ukufumana amava athandana namanye amadoda, kubonakala ngathi iphonografi inyanzela uhlobo oluthile lomanyano kwiidick zacinga ngomlomo nangasemva kwezesondo ndibukele ...

Ukusuka kwinto endiyibutha kwakamsinya ukuba ibe ziintsuku ezingama-90, oku kungaya kwenye yeendlela ezimbini, nokuba ungowokwabelana ngesondo okwenyani okanye uhlala uthe tye ngaphandle kokucinga nge-dick, nokuba uzama ukuphelisa izinto zesini, kulungile, hayi umntu uyakhathala ukuba ubungayithandi, akukho mntu ufuna ukuyazi kwaye ungathandani nomntu ongathandani naye okanye nantoni na epholileyo, abantu abaninzi bayazikhathaza ngesini sabo, wonke umntu woyika ukuba yinto enje ngathi "ayilunganga", qala kwakhona kwaye masibone Yintoni ezakwenzeka -

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Into kukuba ndinomnqweno we-ZERO wokwenza nantoni na ebomini bokwenyani. Ndithetha ngokunyanisekileyo. Kwaye ayinanto yakwenza nokoyika abantu okanye uluntu olucinga ngalo. Andifuni tu ukubamba omnye umntu onje. Ke umnqweno awukho. Andiva mnqweno okanye umnqweno wokuchukumisa enye i-dudes dick kubomi bokwenyani. Ingxaki andikwazi ukuyikhupha le mifanekiso entlokweni yam. Baqhubeka nokuvela. Ndicinga ukuba ingqondo yam ngandlela thile ihambelana nepenisi kunye nolonwabo emva kwayo yonke le minyaka yokubukela iphonografi. Ukuba ndandiba neentlobano zesini ngendandazi kudala. Ngaphandle kokuba andikaze ndikhe nditsaleleke ebomini bam. Ndiyakwazi ukuxelela ukuba i-dudes ijongeka intle kodwa andifuni kwenza nto ngesondo naye.

Ndigula kakhulu ngabantu abaya "DURRR U BORN BRE WITH UR FETISH XDD", ewe, kuba abantu baphuma esibelekweni befuna ukubukela i-midget gangbangs okanye nantoni na.

. Kwaqala ngokwenene engenatyala kwaye ekugqibeleni kwafika kwindawo apho ndafika khona kwizinto eziphazamisayo.

Ndaye ndabona ukuba ukubukela iphonografi kuyiphazamisile ingqondo yam ukuya kwinqanaba apho ndaye ndaqala ukwenza izinto ezingenangqondo andikwazi nokucinga ngazo xa ndiqala ukufota.

Xa ndiqala nje ukuya kwizinto ezilula kakhulu njengamabhinqa amabhinqa okanye iibhokhwe, nje ukuma kungandenza ndivuke, ekugqibeleni oko akuzange kundikhathaze kakhulu kwaye ndangena kwizinto ezinzima ngakumbi njengentombazana engena kuyo umfana, izinto ezithandana nabathandana nabathandana nabathandana nabathandana nabanye abantu zatsala umdla wam kwaye zaqhubeka njalo de ndade ndaqala ukuya kwi-milfs nasemva kokuba umakhulu efumene ingqwalaselo yam eyaqala yandiphazamisa kwaye yaqhubeka nokuhamba ndandingonwabanga "Izinto azisekho zaya kwinqanaba apho ndaqala khona ukubukela i-shemales, i-midget, i-gay, i-fisting, i-bdsm, abantu abatyebileyo ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba apho ndenza khona i-masturbated kwezona zinto zingenangqondo ndingazange ndicinge ngazo xa ndiqala nje, ngokwenene yaphuma esandleni ngokukhawuleza okukhulu. Ekugqibeleni ndingahamba ndiye nakweyiphi na into enxulumene noononophala, zonke iintlobo zoononophala ezikhoyo endinazo i-masturbated kwaye andiyenzi le nto, oku kuyinyani.

Ngeli xesha emva kweentsuku ze-35 zokungahlaziyi-masturbating, ndibuhlungu kakhulu ngento endiyibethe ngayo andinakucinga ngayo. Ndiyindoda eqondileyo enokuthi ithandane namantombazana kuphela, kwaye sendizokuyigcina ngale ndlela ubomi bam bonke kwaye iyandicaphukisa indlela endaphuma ngayo kweziyobisi. (kwaye oku akukho tyala kubantu abathandana nabesini esinye, ndikholelwe kukho umahluko wokwenyani wokubalekela emadodeni nasekuthandaneni nendoda)

Andizange ndixhamle kuyo nayiphi na into engekho mthethweni ngenxa yokuba ingandifaka entolongweni, kodwa ukuba andizange ndiyeke ngexesha ndiqinisekile ukuba bendiya kuyenza, yindlela endandikhe ngayo

Ukubuyisela kwakhona i-tranny. Ekugqibeleni indlela yokubuyela ekubeni yindoda.

Kuphela ziintsuku ezili-10 okoko ndafumanisa le webhusayithi ngethuba ndandihamba ndisiya kwi-porn. Izandla phantsi zitshintshe ubomi bam ngokupheleleyo. Ukusuka kumfana oxhalabileyo ojijelwe ngumntwana oswelekileyo kwi-transsexualism, evutha ubudlelwane bexesha elide le-3 kule nkqubo, ndiyayinika le sayithi into engaphantsi kokugcina ubomi bam.

Inyaniso elula kukuba iminyaka eyi-20 bendicinga ukuba ukuphulula amalungu esini ngokunyusa ubuchule bam bezesondo kwingcinga yokuba xa ubetha ngakumbi uya kufuna ngakumbi oko kunye nomntu obhinqileyo. Ndiyazixolela ngokwenza le mpazamo, luhlobo lwengqiqo ngendlela ekrwada.

Njengoko kukhankanyiwe isidingo sam sokwenza izinto ezintsha sisebenzisa ubufanasini, kwaye kangangeminyaka engama-20 ndikulwile oku. Kungakhathaliseki ukuba ndizame ntoni andinakuyilahla, njengoko nayiphi na into enokuyazi. Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo ndiye ndaqhekeka ndaza ndaxelela iqabane lam langoku ukuba ndiyatshintsha, kwaye bendisondele kakhulu ekuthatheni iihormoni, ngemvume kagqirha nayo yonke into. Ekuphela kwento eyayindimisa yayikukucinga nge-laser kwiindevu zam.

Ibali elide elifutshane. Iintombi zam zamanje zihlangene nam. Ndalwa ngokuqhubekayo kunye nokuqhubeka nokuxhalabisa xa sasihlangene kunye nokusebenzisa iifostile njengendlela yokuvuselela umnqweno, kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo inkqubo echazwe kwiividiyo kule ndawo yiyona nto ndiye ndaye ndahamba ngayo, ngaphantsi kwaye mpu melelo. Ekugqibeleni ndiza kusebenzisa ezo mpompo zePenile ndiza kuzibona.

Ngoko malunga neveki ngaphambi kokuba intombi yam ifike ekhaya ndafumana le ndawo kwaye ndaqala. Ndithatha kuphela isiqingatha somsebenzi ngeveki (akukho mangaliso endiyibambezelayo yimizuzu emibini) kwaye ndiphantse ndimbambezele. Ndaziva ndihluke ngokupheleleyo, ngokwenene ndivakalelwa kukuba ukhona. Iintsuku ze-10 kuphela kunye nomnqweno wam kuye uye wanda kakhulu.

Ukuba bendingayifumananga le ndawo, ngendiphele ndedwa isithukuthezi esidala ndizama ukupompa iqhude eliwileyo phambi kobunewunewu obuninzi kodwa ndiphinde ndonwabe ngakumbi. Endaweni yokuba ndibuyile nam. Umntu oqhelekileyo kubudlelwane obuqhelekileyo. Kuyaphambana. Kungcono kunokulunga. Andisoze ndiphinde ndibuyele umva. Ndinobomi bam kwakhona kwaye ngoku ndifuna ukunceda abanye nangayiphi na indlela endinokwazi ngayo. Enkosi wonke umntu ngokuphefumlelwa okumangalisayo. Uvukile !!!!

Ndicinga ukuba iNoFap indenza ndibone ukuba ndiyisitabane kwaye iyandoyikisa.

Ndineendlela ezimbalwa ezinde kwiNoFap, kwaye ndicinga ukuba ivula ukuqonda kwam ukuba ndingangumlingani. Kodwa ngokunyanisekileyo ndiyoyika ukuzama nantoni na kwaye ndinentombi ngoku. Andazi ukuba ndenzeni kwaphela. Ngaba ukhona umntu okhe wakule meko ikhethekileyo anokuthi anike uncedo? Okanye naziphi na iimbono ziya kunceda.

I-Porn ikhuthaza u-fetishism ngoko ukuyeka uononophala kungawaphelisa. Kodwa iifestile zakho zinokuba yinxalenye yobundlobongela bakho ukuze abanye babe namandla. Abanye bam bahamba emva kokungena kunye nabanye baqina ngakumbi. Amabele ami amnandi kakhulu.

Ndaya kwiintsuku ze-90 kwiminyaka embalwa edlulileyo (kwaye kwakhona kwangoko kulo nyaka). Iintsana zam ezimbalwa sele zihambile. Ndine sibini endicinga ukuba sasikhuthazwa nyala. Nangona ndingayilandeli i-nofap kwaye ndifumana umnqweno walezo zibeleko ezindala azikho ndawo. Ndingathanda ukucinga ukuba ubuchopho bam buvuselelwe kwakhona.

Kodwa ndinomnye umntwana oye wanyuswa nge-nofap. Ngoku yomelele kunangaphambi kweentsuku zam ze-nofap. Andiqondi ukuba iyinyani kodwa, ndicinga ukuba kungenxa yokuba ndizithembe ngakumbi ukuba ndingubani kunye neminqweno yam. Ndinyanisekile ngakumbi kum. Permalink

Ndingayinqoba njani into endiyithandana nayo! / r / NoFap yiqhawe lam.

Ndifanele ngokwenene ndibulele / r / nofap ngokufezekisa oku. Njengabaninzi abantu ababukela ukutshata, andizange ndifune ukukwenza ebomini bam kodwa loo ngcamango yayihlala indenza ndizive ndilungile xa ndifumana. Kwakungathi andinakukwazi ukuyifaka enye into ukuba ayinayo nayiphi na into ye-incest. Ndandisoloko ndifaka kabini ngosuku kwaye i-incest yinto ephela eyandivuyisa. Ndicinga ukuba kungenxa yokuba ndibukele iphonografi kakhulu kwaye xa iphonografi eqhelekileyo ibingonelanga kum, ndiye ndaqala ukukhangela i-shit ethe kratya kwaye andinakuvumelana ne-BDSM okanye i-shit enjalo kwaye ndaye ndaphelela kwimibono ye-incest.

Ngoku, emva kokufikelela kwi-nofap, ndifake kanye ngeveki okanye njalo kwaye ndilawula ngokupheleleyo. Ke, njengoko nditshintshayo kanye ngeveki nokuba iphonografi ethambileyo yanele ukuba ndifumane ukukhululeka kwaye andifuni ukuya kwinqanaba lokulalana kolo lonwabo lukhulu. Ke abantu, kufuneka nditsho nje oku, ukuba ulikhoboka lotyando olubi njengesihlobo, i-BDSM, eyona nto ibalulekileyo, i-pedophilia kwaye ufuna ukuphuma kwezi, zama lo mngeni we-nofap kwaye ubone isiphumo esimangalisayo. Ngaphezulu kwako konke, umnqweno wakho wangaphakathi wokubaleka kuloo fantasy uyafuneka. Ngaphandle koko, akukho nofap ayinakukunceda apho.

Andiyiboni inqaku lokungaphululi kwaphela kwaye yiyo loo nto ndiyiphulula amalungu esini kanye ngeentsuku ezili-10-20. Kwakhona, esona sizathu sokuba ndingene kwi-nofap kukuba ndiye kude neengcinga zam zobuhlobo kwaye ndonwabile ukuba bendiza koyisa iingcinga zam. Enye into ekufuneka ndiyithethile kukuba, hamba uyokwenza umsebenzi kwaye ubandakanyeke nanini na apho unakho. Ukuba awukhululekanga kwaye ukuba udiniwe emva kwemidlalo ethile okanye umthambo, awuyi kuphulula amaphambili konke konke. Zibandakanye, ube nemveliso ngakumbi kwaye ungabinayo i-nofap!

Ingaphezulu kwenyanga enye kwaye ndiqala ukuqonda ezinye izinto.

Ndiyifumene ibheji yam yokuqala yeenkwenkwezi kwaye ndingatsho ngokunyanisekileyo ukuba le yeyona inde endakha ndaya kuyo ngaphandle kwe-porn konke oko ndakuqala ukuyifumana kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo. Nangona ngexesha lam elide leNoFap andizange ndihambe ixesha elide ngaphandle kokubukela izinto ezincinci okanye i-hentai eziza kuthi-ukumangaliswa okukhulu-zikhuphuke ngokukhawuleza kwakhona.

Kuyamangalisa, kodwa kukoyikisa kakhulu. Kuyothusa kuba ndiqala ukubona utshintsho olukhulu kum ebendingazange ndicinge ngalo. Ndiqale le nto ngenxa ye-PIED kunye ne-libido ephantsi kunye nomfazi wam, kodwa akusekho malunga noku. Andazi ukuba kutheni le nto isenzeka, nokuba inxulumene ne-porn kwaphela okanye ukuba ndicinga nje izinto, kodwa inkulu.

Ke kwenzeka ntoni kanye kanye? Ndiyavuya ubuzile.

Phantse kwinyanga ephelileyo ndenze le post inde emva kokuqalisa kwakhona. Ndathetha malunga neentsana zam kunye nokuziphatha kwam ngokwesini, kwaye ngelixa uninzi lwayo luseyinyani, ndicinga ukuba kufuneka ndihlaziye isiphelo sam. Ezo fetish, zanyamalala. Ndiyathetha, ewe, zisekhona njengesiqalo, kodwa azisekho engqondweni yam, hayi ngalo lonke ixesha. Ngaphandle komntwana omnye ongatshatanga, kwaye yeyona nto ndiyithandayo kwaye ndiyonwabile kubomi bam bokwenyani besini, zonke ezinye izinto zihamba poof. Izinto ezibonisa amanyala zibonakala zimkile, kwaye ezo ndinomdla wobomi kuzo zisekhona, kodwa azindikhathazi. Andifuni ukukholelwa ukuba ingqondo yam iphinde yabuya yabuya kwinyanga enye, kodwa kwenzeka into ethile.

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Sihlobo! Yiyo kanye le nto yenzekileyo kum. Ndingu 16 ngoku kwaye ndafumanisa i-PMO xa ndandingu-12/13. Ukusetyenziswa kwam iphonografi kundikhokelela ekusetyenzisweni kwe-porn ye-gay ukundinceda ndiphume, kuba bendikhuthazwa ngokupheleleyo kwi-vanilla ye-porn ngqo, emva koko ndaqala ukucinga ukuba ngaba ndingumntu okanye ndingumlingani. Andizange ndiyazi, ndadibanisa imvakalelo yokujonga iphonografi kubomi bokwenyani, kwaye ngenxa yobukhoboka bam iphonografi, isini sam sasigqwetheke ngokupheleleyo.

Ukujonga kwiiveki ze-2 ze-nofap ngoku, eyona ndawo iphakamileyo ineentsuku ezingama-21, bendinokukwazi ukuya kwi-esile lentombazana elingenanto, (ngokucacileyo andizukuyenza), kwaye loo ngcinga yodwa indenza ndazi ukuba ingqondo yam iphinda ibambe iintambo .. Kuba bendisazi kwasekuqaleni ukuba bendisoloko ndithe ngqo .. Zizinto ezingamanyala kuphela, iingcinga zesini esingathethi nto ukuba inxulumene ne-porn, mna nawe siyayiqonda loo nto .. / u / nofapsolute Wathi, akusiyo ingcamango efanelekileyo yokuxilonga ubulili bakho esekelwe kwi-Porn, ndithembele.

HLAWULA: le meko yonke yokuphambukisa ngokwesondo ngenxa yokusetyenziswa koononophelo inekota ethile kwi-nofap, ibizwa ngokuba yi-HOCD, unokuyikhangela. Uninzi lwethu sisemkhombeni omnye

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Bendihlala ndicinga ukuba abantu abanjengawe banengqondo encinci… De umntu endihlala naye "gay" (owayekade eyintombazana iminyaka emibini) wazama uNoFap kwaye ngoku ulungile. Mhlawumbi ulityala elikhethekileyo, kodwa unokuba kwenye into….

Ndinokuziva ukuba am intsana aphelile

Ngobusuku bokugqibela xa ndilele embhedeni ndizama ukugubungela ingcamango yecografi Ndaqonda ukuba uhlobo lwemifanekiso entloko yam luyi-vanilla xa kuthelekiswa nezinye zezilwanyana ezingcolileyo zobulili ezingenangqondo endiya ku zifuna.

Ewe khange ndinikezele kwaye ndakwazi ukuyishukumisa ingcinga ngokufanelekileyo.

Hlala kunye nam abantu. Usuku 22.

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Ewe, ndicinga ukuba yile nto uyikhobokisayo. I-FYI, bendihleli kwimigca embalwa ukusukela kwiintsuku ze-3-7 (bendiqala iiveki ze-2 ezidlulileyo) kwaye sele ndisiva ukuthanda kwam kubasetyhini ikakhulu, ndingathi njenge-95%>.

Ndingatsho ukuba ngaphezulu kweenyanga ezimbalwa, bendicinga ukuba ndingu-bi kodwa i-nofap indifundisile ukuba ndiyamfumana umfazi onomtsalane kwaye nabesilisa kukunconywa ngakumbi kunokutsala ngokwesondo, ukuba oko kuyavakala.

Njengaphambi kokuba kungabikho nto ndiza kujonga kwindoda ekhangayo kwaye ndikhanyele ukucinga ngaye nangayiphi na indlela yesondo, kodwa okoko ndaqala uNofap, ndiyayiqonda into yokuba indoda inomdla kwaye ayicingi ngaye. IMO, akukho nto iphosakeleyo kuloo nto; kuya kuhlala kukho ii-dudes ezijongeka ngcono kunawe (ngaphandle kokuba uludidi lwe-supermodel eyindoda).

TL; DR Ukunikela / I-HEAVILY ukunciphisa ubunono bobulili / ukugqithisa ngokugqithiseleyo kukubonisa ukukhanya kobuli boqobo bakho. bendoda

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Ndingowesini esahlukileyo. Ukuqala kwam ukwamkela loo nyani ndacinga ukuba umlutha wamanyala unokuba nento yokwenza nawo kodwa emva kwendlela yam yokuqala ndabona ukuba umdla wam emadodeni uya usomelela.

I-Porn iholele kummandla omnyama kunyaka owedlule. Namhlanje ngumhla ndayeka.

Ndigqibile. Ndiya kuba yinyani kunye nam: i-porn iyanditsalela emgodini. Bekusoloko oko ndaqala kudala, nge-intshi nge-intshi, kodwa ngoku ndide ndafika emaphethelweni kwaye ndizifumana ndikhangela ebumnyameni.

Kunyaka ophelileyo iingcinga endilahlekile kuzo zitshintshile. Wonke umntu apha unemibono yethu, kodwa eyam ibe nobundlobongela, yoyikisa. Ukudlwengula, ukuxhwila, olo hlobo lwezinto. Ayizange ishiye intloko yam, kodwa iyandoyikisa. Andikho njalo. Khange ndisebenzise ukuba njalo.

Kuyamangalisa kakhulu, ukubona ngokwenene isiphumo sokuqonda eshumini lokusetyenziswa kwe-porn sibe yinto endiyibonayo. Ndihlala ndixoka kwaye ndizixelele ukuba iphonografi ayisiyiyo kwaphela eyam imbono ngabafazi. Ayisiyisiyiki ngokwenene. Kodwa ukuxoka kuhlala kulula kunenyaniso.

Namhlanje lusuku olwahlukileyo. Ndenza le subreddit iphepha lasekhaya, kuzo zombini ikhompyuter kunye nefowuni yam. Ndiza kuphatha incwadana kunye nam ngamaxesha onke kwaye ndithathe uluhlu lwezibongozo zam zemihla ngemihla- xa zisenzeka, zibangelwa yintoni, njalo njalo. Ndicinga ukuba nobungqina obubambekayo obunjeya bunokunceda. Kwaye ndifuna nina bantu. Ndiyathemba ukuba ndingafumana uncedo apha.

Mhlawumbi ibali lam [20M] liyakunceda.

Ewe, nantsi imvelaphi encinci kum. Ndingowesilisa othe tye, umfundi wasekholejini, ohlala kwisixeko esikhulayo sekholeji, ndinentloni njengoko kunokwenzeka, kwaye kule 3 idlulileyo okanye iminyaka ndiye ndavelisa amabala amabi ahlekisayo. Ndiqale umdlalo we-fap omncinci (11 okanye 12) kwaye sasidla ngokungahlukani. Ukudinwa kukuziqhelanisa nomkhondo? Fap. Udiniwe ngumsebenzi? Fap. Ngaba sele ugqibile ukuxhoma iihome? Fap. Ngaba ndifike ekhaya ndibuya emsebenzini? Fap. Abazali baye kuvavanyo lokuqhuba imoto? Fap kwindawo yokuhlambela ivenkile yaseMazda. Kwaqala ngokulula ngokulula, kunye neseshoni yokuphulula amalungu esini apha naphaya kodwa njengoko ndandikhula ndade ndaya kwinqanaba apho ndiza kube ndiphulula amalungu esini amaxesha amaninzi ngemini, ndithatha iyure okanye ezimbini kwiseshoni nganye. Ndafika kwinqanaba lokuba ndinee-tabs ezininzi ezivulekileyo zokujonga iifomati ezingamanyala. Shit, uyiqamba igama: khubeka kwi-pornhub, reddit, xvideos, ii-comics zabantu abadala, ukukhangela rhoqo into entsha nenomdla kwaye kutshanje ndihleli phantsi ndaye ndavandlakanya ifuthe lokuba kumlutha we-porn kum.

Ndiqale ukubukela izinto ze-vanilla, ukungena kwakho okusisiseko, i-cumshot, yahta yahta. Njengoko umlutha wam ukhula ndangena kwi-shit enomdla: i-hentai, i-gangbang, oomatshini, ubukhoboka, i-orgasms enyanzelekileyo, kwaye ndade ndazibandakanya nezinto zokuziphatha (akukho nto iphosakeleyo nge-shemales, hayi nje into endinokuba nomdla kuyo ebomini bokwenyani). Ndiqaphele umdla wam ngokuya usiba mandundu kwaye uya usiya ngokuncipha kumela umdla wam wokwenyani. Ndabona kwakhona ukuba bendihlala ndingonelisekanga emva kwe-orgasm. Ngamanye amaxesha, izinto bezingaziva zilungile. Iphonografi yaba buthuntu, kwaye ndifuna ukuba neentlobano zesini zokwenyani, nangona kunjalo, ekubeni ndingumntu oneentloni umntu ogcwele amabala endandinguye, andikhange ndithethe nabantu abaninzi andiyeki nawaphi na amantombazana. Ndandifuna kakhulu ukuba ndibeke i-craigslist efuna ukusondelana kwaye ngolunye usuku ndafika kwisigqibo sokuba ndiyeke ukujonga ukubukela iphonografi.

Uyabona, iphonografi iyiphazamisile indlela endijonga ngayo abantu basetyhini. Njalo xa ndibona umfazi endiyifumene ekhangayo ndiza kubona ngokuzenzekelayo zonke izenzo zesondo endifuna ukuzenza kuye, izenzo zesondo eziphefumlelweyo. Ndabona ukuba ndiqalile ukujonga uninzi lwabasetyhini njengezinto zesondo kwaye ukubukela iphonografi kwenza abantu bam basetyhini. Emva kokucinga okuthile ndiye ndabona ukuba andizukufuna ukuba abantu bandigwebe ngokusekwe kwimbonakalo yam, ke akufuneki ndenze okufanayo nakwabasetyhini. Ungayichazanga eyokuba amadoda nabafazi abasebenza kumzi-mveliso we-porn abamele bonke abantu basetyhini. Amaxesha amaninzi banemizimba eyongeziweyo kunye nezo zingangqiniswanga, ezo zinamanani emodeli, aziyi kuba ngabantu bakho bemihla ngemihla. Ngaphandle kwale nyani, abasetyhini abakungqongileyo basemhle ngendlela yabo kwaye ikwayinto endiyibonileyo emva kokuyeka iphonografi.

Emva kokuyeka ndiye ndakwazi ukugxila kwezinye izinto ezinje ngesikolo kunye nokwakha ubudlelwane bokwenyani nentombazana. Ngoku, ndithandana nomntu okokuqala, umntu endicinga ukuba mhle kwaye endisandul 'ukumanga okokuqala kuye. Ukwabelana ngesondo kwakungekho ngqondweni yam xa ndagqiba ekubeni ndifuna ukuqhuba ubudlelwane nale ntombazana kwaye akunjalo. Ndonwabile nje ukufumana ukusondela okuncinci njengokukhwela kunye nokubamba ngesandla, into endingazange ndicinge ukuyenza ngelixa ndingumlutha we-porn. Ndiyinyani malunga nokulindela kwam ngokubhekiselele kubafazi kunye nobudlelwane. Isenokungabi ninzi kodwa ndiyakhumbula usuku lwam lokuqala lweNoFap ingu-07/02/15. Khange kube lixesha elininzi kodwa ndiqinisekile ukuba andizukubuyela ekujongeni izinto ezingamanyala njengakuqala kwaye ndicinga ukuba nabani na ofuna ukuyeka kufuneka avavanye ngokwenyani ifuthe le-porn kubo.

Ndiyathemba ukuba oku kunceda abafana ababekwimeko efanayo endandikuyo, abafana abangakhange banxibelelane kakhulu nabasetyhini, abanemifanekiso engalunganga yabasetyhini, kwaye banamakhoboka oononophala besebancinci

Ngaba unamathele kwi-gay porn, uvuselelwe, wacinga ukuba ungumlingani kwaye awunjalo?

Bangaphi benu ngokwenene baqhubekile (okanye baqala) ukuya kwi-porno yobundlobongela, kwaye ngoko uye waqala ukukhangela abantu ebomini ngokwenene, kwaye nangona emva kokumisa (ngexesha lokuqalisa kwakhona) kwaye ufumene iimfuno zakho zobungqingili zenziwa phantsi kwaye umsebenzi we-postall porno?

Umnqweno wam wokubukela i-gay porn iyancipha kwaye ndiqala nokuzibuza ukuba ndiyifumene njani into enomdla wokuziphatha ngokwesini, kodwa kunje ngoku ndinomtsalane oshiyekileyo kubafana endibona ebomini bokwenyani ngoku. Ndiyazibuza ukuba ngaba le yingqondo yam izama ukubambelela kwi-dopamine yendoda-yendoda, ke jsut ukubona indoda ekhangeleka intle ikhupha into evakalelwa ngathi kukutsala? Ndiyathemba kwaye ndiyaqikelela ukuba izakuphela ekuhambeni kwexesha ..

Kodwa ngaba kukho umntu okhe wakuva oku? Ndicinga ngokunyanisekileyo ngakumbi kunabafana kunokuba siqonda ukuba benyukela kwi-porn ye-gay kodwa ungayikhankanyi ngenxa yeentloni. Kodwa apha ayisiyiyo indawo yokuba neentloni, ubuhlongandlebe, okanye uzive uneentloni- nabani na phaya?

Janson2015

Ke ndiye ndafumana okuchaseneyo: ndingumlingani kwaye kude kube sekupheleni, ngaphambi kokuqalisa kwakhona ngempumelelo, bendibukele iphonografi ngqo kwaye ndiziva nditsalelekile kubasetyhini ngamanye amaxesha. Yinto endiyityesheleyo ngoku. Into ohlangabezana nayo ngamandla P anganakho, aqheleke kakhulu. Usaqalisa kwakhona kwaye usenza kakuhle ukuze uqhubeke kwaye uzame ukungazikhathazi ngale nto.

Iimfesane ezinyanyekayo ziyahamba

Ndibuyele namhlanje. Ndizamile ukubukela iphonografi engathandabuzekiyo endandikade ndiyithanda ngaphambili, kodwa ngoku ndiyifumana iyenyanyeka. Ndiyakwazi ukuba lo mntwana ulahlekile kwaye ubulili bam bubuyela kumgangatho oqhelekileyo. Ndisenokungabi nakho ukuntywila ngokupheleleyo kwi-porn, kodwa ndiya ndisiba ngakumbi nge-vanilla.

Khumbula abafana, nokuba ubuyela umva amaxesha ngamaxesha oko akuthethi ukuba uyasilela. Ingqondo yakho yenza inkqubela phambili kunye nokuphilisa nokuba awuyiboni. Yonke imihla oyekayo kwi-porno iphilisa ngakumbi. Ungalindeli ukulahla lo mkhwa mbi ngoko nangoko, yinkqubo ethe chu. Hlala nayo.

Ngaba i-porn ikunika iimvakalelo zesini gay? -Ngoku Ukuphosa i09856893929

Ndingumlutha we-PMO kodwa ngubani apha? Ndibukela zonke iintlobo zephonografi kuxhomekeka kwimeko yam. Ndiqalise i-vanilla ndangena nzulu kwaye ndajula ndagqibela kudala ukubakho kwezesondo. Andinamdla wamadoda ngaphandle kwe-porn, ndicinga nje ukuba mhlawumbi ndifihle uhlobo oluthile lokuphaphama okanye ukuba ndivele ndawa bhuqa phantsi umhadi wonogwaja ayikho enye into abaza kundenzela yona. Ndinentombi ethandekayo emangalisayo kwaye endixhasa kakhulu. Andikhe ndicwangcise ukumshiya kwaye andikhe ndicinge ngabafana abangaphandle kwe-porn. Ke ngoku ndididekile ngaba umntu unawo amava oku?

Mithan1

Hayi, awuyongqingili ngenxa yokuba uphelile kwi-porno yobungqingili. Kwenzeka ntoni ukuze ufumane ukungafuneki kwaye kufuneka ukhuthazwe ngemifanekiso emitsha ukuze ufumane imvakalelo efanayo yakudala. Ingqondo yakho iyakha inyamezelo "kwinto endala". Usenokude uzibone ubukele abantu bejija iibhokhwe ukuze ususe umthwalo wakho, oko akuthethi ukuba ufuna ukujija iibhokhwe, kuthetha nje ukuba kukho into evuselelayo kwingqondo yakho.

UBenfelz

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Ewe i-porn inokonakalisa ingqondo yakho ngaloo ndlela. Uyaqhubeka ufuna ukukhuthaza ngakumbi okubandakanya ukubukela imifanekiso emitsha kunye nokuvulwa ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo kuba uyavuselelwa ngakumbi. trans porn sele ithandile ngenxa yeso sizathu. Kulula kakhulu ukukhohlisa ubuchopho bakho xa umntu ezithobile kwaye enezimpawu kunye ne-maketi. awuyongqingili, yiba nomonde kwaye uqhubeke ungabikho fap. Khulula ityala kunye nehlazo ngokunjalo, akunakunceda.

Rando4412

UmzabalazoAddict2018

Ewe ndiyayazi into oyithethayo. Inokuphambana nawe. Inxalenye yayo inokuba kukuba kwi-porn ixesha elide ngokwaneleyo kukwenza ukuba u-Horny ubone izinto zesini ngokubanzi. Njengokujonga indlela umntu othe tye angajika ngayo ekuboneni umfanekiso womntu wesini esifanayo abe ze kuba bengatshatanga naloo mntu kodwa kuba beqonda ukungabikho kweengubo njengezesondo. Ndingahle ndiqagele nje kodwa ngaba kuvakala ngathi ichaza amava akho?

Ngokudlulileyo

Isilumkiso

Ngokufanelekileyo akunjalo, sisiphumo sokunyuka okunyanzelekileyo ukuba ufune izinto zakwenoveli ezininzi ukuze zikunike eziphezulu. Kuya kufuneka ukuba ufumaneke lo gama nje uthintela i-PMO

ndiyibhabhe

Ewe, yeka i-ASAP ye-porn kwaye uya kuziva ngathi "uthe tye" ngokwakho

UMarkimonius

Nalu uluvo endalushiyayo komnye umyalezo ofanayo womsebenzisi kwilixa elidlulileyo. Ndikhe ndayibona le nto ngaphambili.

Okokuqala, unokuba li-gay kwaye ulunge ngokugqibeleleyo kwaye kuya kufuneka ufumanise ukuba uwedwa kwaye wamkele ukuba ungubani.

Ibizwa ngokuba kukuphazamiseka okungafunekiyo ngokwesini (HOCD) okanye i-OCD yokuzibandakanya kwezesondo (SOCD).

Oku kwenzeka kuba abantu ekugqibeleni bafuna izinto ezintsha nezinomdla ukubukela kwaye bafune iphonografi okanye i-transgender porn njl njl ukwanelisa ubutsha obufunwa yingqondo. Izinto ze-vanilla azisayi kuyisika kwakhona. Kwenza ukuba umntu abuze indlela abathandana ngayo nesini ngenxa yento abayibukeleyo, becinga ukuba bayayikhetha ngenxa yobuxoki (bobuxoki) bokuziphatha ngokwesondo.

Iindaba ezimnandi kukuba, ukwindawo elungileyo yokufumana kwakhona. Yeka iifoto ezilungileyo kwaye uzibonele iziphumo.

nguyenkululeko7

Iphonografi inokukwenza utsaleleke kwizinto ezininzi ekuhambeni kwexesha njengoko usonyukela kwiindlela ezinamandla ngakumbi zezinto ezibonakalayo. Ngethamsanqa Kuyatshiwo ukuba xa kuqalisa kwakhona ezo zinto zinomdla kufuneka zife. Ukuba bendinokuqikelela emva koko bendiya kuthi awungowesini, ukuba ubuya kuba ubuya kutsalwa ngabafana ngaphambi kokuba uqale ukubukela iphonografi, bendinengxaki efanayo.

intsha

Weex_gune

Ndicinga ukuba kungakwenza ukuba unqwenele ukuba nesondo ngqo kwaye ujonge izinto ezingamasikizi ukuze ufumane ukulungiswa kwakho

I-Steamzombie

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inb4 i-LGBTQ brigade: inokwenzeka ngenye indlela apho ukhoyo kwaye uphuhlise ukuthanda izinto zesini ngokungafaniyo ne-porn.

Bruhtha

Ewe!!! Bendihlala ndiguqulwayo yimifanekiso engamanyala kodwa ndiziintsuku ezi-4 ndisiya kwi-nofap kwaye sele ndifumene ukuba iphonografi iyathandeka.

yengqondo

ewe lmao. Im is confused for my sexourse xa ndizingcwabela kwi porn kodwa xa ndiqala nofap yonke into iqala ukucaca

Ukucoca_

Ndifumene into efanayo, i-porn yonakalisa iingqondo zethu, ndiye ngemini ye-4 kwaye le post indikhumbuza ukuba kutheni ndenza le nto. Umnqweno omhle

I-Sissy-hypno - iingcinga

Ininzi ye-Sissy, BI, isondo se-Gay Isantya esilandelayo ixesha elide Kwizinto eziqhelekileyo zobomi zizathu zezi zizathu:

1. Umnqweno wabo wokuba bahlaziyileyo
2. BI-Curiosity yabo
3. Iminyaka yoMlingo kwiZibonda

Ukuba likhoboka le-porn yeyona nto iphambili, ndibone uninzi (kunye nam) ukuqala kumfazi o-Solo ohamba ze, ozibandakanya kwi-Lesbian, Group Sex, Threesome, Gangbang, Bukkake, Cum Swallow, GOlden Showers,… ..

kwaye nangona bafumene i-Gay / TS yezonkanuko, ekupheleni kwe-addiciton yabo xa kungekho nto ibenokuphakanyiswa kwabo baqala le Sissy Hypno

ubuchopho bakho bobuchopho kunye nezifiso zakho zitshintsha ngokugqithisileyo ngexesha eliphangaleleyo!

ukuba awukwazi ukubukela nayiphi na imifanekiso efana ne-5-6 inyanga (ndiyazi ukuba ivakalisa i-sooooooo engenakwenzeka kule ntsuku) ezi zintlanzi ziya kuhamba (kwaye lo luvavanyo oluhle lokubona ukuba ungoBI / Gay ngokwenene)

Ndicetyisa: / r / Nofap (apho ndibonayo iposi malunga ne-sissy hypno addiction) www.yourbrainonporn.com www.fighthenewdrug.org / r / i-pornfree

[Isilumkiso sokuqala] Ndatsho, ndaya kude kakhulu kunawe, kwaye ndingathatha iqhude kwiesile lam ngokulula kwaye ndize nje ngekhukhamba kwi-esile lam kwaye ndaziva ndililize (likhulu kakhulu kune-masturbation) . kodwa ayindenzi gay, kubangela ukuba ivuselele i-Prostate gland kwaye ndibone amadoda athe tye afuna abafazi bawo ukuba babambe iesile labo xa bebabetha babe ne-ejaculation eyoyikekayo !!! Kukwakho namanye amadoda athe tye athanda ukutya i-cum yawo evuza incindi yentombazana yabo!

ulifanasini kuphela, xa uzifumanisa utsalelekile kubafana xa ungakhange utyhafe, ngathi ungaphantsi kwendlela, njengezitrato ezixakekileyo,….

Ukudibanisa ukubeka izimvo

Ndineengxaki ngale nto. Ukuza kuthi ga kwinqanaba endandisandul 'ukwamkela ukuba ndingu-Bi-sex (andinguye). Inyanga yokuqalisa kwakhona kwaye ukuthanda kwam ngokwesondo kunye neminqweno itshintshile ngokupheleleyo. Ndine-M'd kanye ngexesha lokuQala kwakhona kude kube ngoku (ngaphandle koononophala) kwaye ndaqaphela ukuba ingqondo yam, ayisadingeki nayiphi na into yokutshatyalaliswa yinto engakaze ibe yinto kunye ne-kinky fetish yokucinga ngabantu ngoku ayenzi nto; ukuthanda kwam ngoku kubonisa imeko yam yeemvakalelo, yothando, engobufanasini. Kuyakhathaza kakhulu xa umbono wokumanga umfana okanye ukubambana ngezandla kukwenza uzive ungonwabanga, ngelixa kwangaxeshanye uneengcinga zesondo malunga nabafana .. Iphazamisile ngombono wam ngobudoda bam kwaye njengawe, bendinovakalelo malunga nabantu bethetha izinto eziphakamisayo ukuba andiyindoda njl njl, oko kwandenza ndaziva ndingaqinisekanga ngokwenene.

Nika ityala elilungileyo, buyela kumntu oyiyo.

Ukujonga njani ubudoda bamanye amadoda kwiividiyo ezingamanyala ezibetha amantombazana akunampembelelo kwezengqondo?

Injalo nayo. Cinga ngayo, ookhokho bethu kunye nendlela ubuchwephesha bethu obuguquke ngayo zazingacetyelwanga ukuba babone amanye amapipi amadoda elala nabasetyhini okanye encanciswa ngomnye umntu obhinqileyo. Iminyaka yokubukela kunye nokuba lolovovo kwilungu lendoda yenye into ayenzi ngocingo ukuba ivuse ipeni? Ndicinga ukuba yiyo le nto abantu abaninzi beqala ukuthandabuza ubuni babo ngenxa ye-porn kunye nokuphuhlisa i-HOCD, ngelixa iimvakalelo zikhutshwa kwaye zikhulisa uxinzelelo.

Ndiyazi ukuba inam. Ukusukela ukuba ndingumntwana omncinci endikukhumbulayo ukuba ndatsalwa ngabafazi. Andizange ndicinge kabini malunga nokuzibandakanya kwam kwezesondo de ndibethe i-19. Ngelo xesha ndandisele ndineminyaka eyi-8 ndibukele amanye ama-dudes fuck girls under my belt from porn. Ndiqale ukungavuselwa kakhulu ngabafazi kwaye ndazifumana ndineengcinga ezinje "kuthiwani ukuba uyayithanda ipenisi?" Oku kundikhulule ngaphandle kuba bendiqala ukukholwa kwiingcinga. Ngoku ndinayo i-HOCD kwaye ndibhozwa yonke imihla ngeengcinga zokungena kwam, kakhulu njengabo bonke abantu basetyhini endibabonileyo ekubukeni iminyaka eyi-8 ye-porn. Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukuba ingqondo yam inokudibanisa ukuvuswa kwesondo ngolu hlobo? Ndiqala ukukholelwa ukuba ndiguqula isitabane ndaze ndacinga ukuba ndabelana ngesondo namantombazana e-15, ndinobuhlobo beminyaka eyi-2, bendisoloko ndivuswa kwaye ndanga abafazi kuphela, bendikhe ndibukele iphonografi ngqo. Ukanti ingqondo yam izama ukundixelela ukuba ndiyisitabane. Andinanto iphosakeleyo ngabantu abathandanayo. Ndiyabaxhasa kwaye ndikholelwa ukuba banelungelo labo lokuthanda nabani na. Ndivakalelwa kukuba ubudoda bam kunye nokuzibandakanya kwam kwezesondo kugqwethekile, kugqwethekile kwaye kwaqala ukutshintsha ukuba kuyandikhupha.

Ngaba umntu uyavuma ukuba ukujonga abanye abantu besondo ngoononophelo ngonyaka emva konyaka uye wangenza ndenza i-HOCD kunye neengcamango zokuba ngongqingili?

Umlutha womlingo okanye udidekile nje ngesondo?

Ke, ndimtsha kwiforum kwaye ndiziva ngathi ndinengxaki phantse zonke iisymoms ze-porn-eyenzelwe i-ED ekhutshwe yinyosi kwi yourbrainonporn.com. Ndineminyaka eyi-19 kwaye ndinokufumana ubunzima kuphela kwiscreen. Andizange ndilale ngesondo kwaye ndibukele iphonografi ukusukela ndaneminyaka eyi-12 okanye eyi-13. Le aprili / ndinokuba ndiqale ukuba neengxaki nge-EDs, kwaye njengoko benditshilo ukuba ihlala isesikrinini ukuba ndifumane ulwakhiwo.

Nangona kunjalo, ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale ukuba neengxaki ze-ED, ndinokuthandana namantombazana okanye ndibafumane benomtsalane. Ayizange iye naphi na, kodwa bendinokuba neemvakalelo ngazo. Ndisoloko ndenza ukwahlukana kwingqondo yam phakathi kothando kunye nesondo, kwaye ndiyazibuza ukuba ngaba mhlawumbi nditshintsha i-asexual okanye i-gay (nangona ndingazange ndibe namava obungqingili) okanye isizathu esithile somzimba njengokungabikho testosterone okanye into.

Xa ndeva malunga "nokucoca" ndaziva ndikhululekile, kuba yile ndlela ndivakalelwa ngayo ngoku (andizange ndibukele i-porn ngeveki kuphela kwaye ndivakalelwa kukuba ndifa ngesondo), kodwa andiqinisekanga kwaye Ndikhangela umntu onamava afanayo.

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Uthi: Izilwanyana ezinomdla okanye ukudideka ngokocansi?

Hayi mfondini. Ndingumlingani kwaye ndiyazi ukususela ekubeni ndandineminyaka engama-5 ubudala. Andiqondi ukuba 'uguqula isini' kwi-19 Nokuba uphi na kwisikali seKinsey ingxaki yakho ngoku iyi-PIED kunye ne-porn. Ke, ukwindawo elungileyo-wamkelekile. Iphonografi lishishini elibi kwaye kuthi abanye bethu ekuhambeni kwexesha kufuneka sifumane izinto ezingakumbi nezingaqhelekanga ukujonga ukuphuma. Usenokuba uye waya kwi-porn ye-gay- ndangena kwi-porn ethe ngqo okomzuzwana. Kodwa ayisiyiyo nyani indawo esenzelwe ukuba sibe yiyo- yenza nje i-hardmode kunye ne-rewire kwaye uya kubuyela apho uhlala khona. Kuvakala ngathi unetyala elinzima, yiya kulo nge-100%. Uqale kwangoko ukuze ufunde yonke into onokuyenza kwaye ube nomonde. Umnqweno omhle. Funda phezulu kwi-yourbrainonporn.com

Uyiyo: Ngaba ukuvuselela kwakhona kunceda ngoHOCD?

Ukususela kwizinto endazifumana: Ewe, ukuvuselela uncedo nge-HOCD.

Ndikhumbula xa iphonografi eqhelekileyo yayingasandanelisi, ndiye ndaqala ukubukela iividiyo zikaShemale, emva koko zezesini.

Kwaye andinakukwazi nokuba ne-boner kwi-porn yesiqhelo, kwaye iividiyo zesini, ezandonyanyisa ngaphambili, zaqala kancinci ukuba zibe nomtsalane. Emva koko imibuzo iqala: ngaba ndiyisitabane? Ngaba ndilala nabantu ababini?

Ndazinika iinyanga ze-3, "ukuba emva kweenyanga ezi-3 kungekho-PMO, akukho nto yenzekayo, emva koko ndithandana ngokwesini ngokuqinisekileyo, kwaye andisokuze ndiyeke iphonografi kwakhona", yile nto ndiyithethileyo kum.

Emva kweeveki ezimbini, ndaqala ukuziva ndingenalo ixhala, ndizithembe ngakumbi, kwaye ndiqinisekile ngokuqinisekileyo

Ke andizukuphinda ndibukele iphonografi kwakhona.

I-Re: I-pornic-sexual shemale kunye ne-OCD kakhulu

Ukuba iyandinceda bendihlala ndicinga nge-shemale ye-shemale kwaye ndijonge izinto iminyaka njengokhetho lwam lokuqala, njengaye wonke umntu endinengxaki yokuziva ndihlazekile kwaye ndicaphukile. Ndiqale ukukhangela i-intanethi ukufumana amathuba okwenyani obomi; ngethamsanqa ayizange iye kude kangako. Emva kwekhefu elide kwi-porn shemale ndafumanisa ukuba andisakhange nditsalele kubo. Ngeli xesha bendisaqhubeka ne-PMO ukuya kwezinye izinto kwaye ndaye ndenza into ebububi kakhulu kodwa inqaku lokuba andijonganga nakweyiphi na into engamanyala.

Iintsuku ze-19 zicocekile

Ndingu 24, kwaye ndingathanda ukwabelana ngamava am. Ndibe ngumlutha wobugqwetha obunobungozi obude njengokuba ndikhumbula. Ndaye ndahlukunyezwa ngokwesondo ndisemncinci kakhulu ngumntakwethu, kwaye okoko bendihlala ndisebenzisa iphonografi ukuze ndizalise isithuba sokuthetha. Andizange ndicinge kakhulu ngayo de ndiqale ukulala rhoqo namaqabane ahlukeneyo ngexesha lobutsha bam, kwaye ndinengxaki yeempawu ezinje nge-hypersensitivity, ukungasebenzi kakuhle kwe-erectile, kunye nokunye. Kuze kube yilapho ndifumanisa ukuba ndinenkinga ndiyakhumbula i-chemistry yam yesini eguqukayo, kwaye ndandisetyenziselwa izenzo zobungqingili, iqela lezesondo, iziganeko zesisu, iingcamango zokuziphatha, kunye nokunye ukugxotha phezulu ndandiziva ngathi ndiphakathi kokubukela i-hardcore yesini iphonografi. Ndandiqinisekile ukuba indlela yam yayilula njengokukhula kwam ngokwesondo, kwaye ndingacingi kwanto ngayo. Ngokwemvelo, ndaye ndangena kunye nabasetyhini abathandekayo abathandekayo emva kwamaqabane angaphambili amaninzi (ndiyindoda ebuyayo kwakhona), kwaye ukusebenza kwam ngokwesondo kwakunganelisekanga kangangokuba kwakuyi-crux yobudlelwane bethu ngokuqinisekileyo ukuyiphelisa. Ndiyenzile inqaku lobuqu ukuba ungaze uphinde ujonge nasiphi na isiqulatho esingamanyala kwakhona, kuncinci ukufuna ukukhululeka koxinzelelo ngokuphulula amalungu esini. Nangona emva kweentsuku ezimfutshane ze-19 ukuba ndicocekile, ndiye ndaqala ukufumana iphonografi endikhe ndanomdla wokuyicekisa, kwaye ndineentloni zokuba ndakhe ndalala namanye amadoda ndileqa phezulu. Abasetyhini bokwenyani behlabathi baphinde baqala ukubonisa isibheno esinomtsalane, imikhwa yam yobufanasini sele iqale ukunyamalala, kwaye iimfesane ziye zancipha. Ndonwabile ukufumana amaqela afana nala azele ngamadoda nabasetyhini abakhuthazayo ukuba baphile ubomi obungakhathaliyo obugcwele ukukhula ngokwabo kunye noxabiso. Ndineendlela ezinde phambi kwam ngaphambi kokuba ndizibone ndiphilile, kwaye njengomlutha ndiyaqonda ukuba kuya kuba luhambo olude lokufumana uxolo endilulindeleyo.

Iziyobisi kunye nefanasini

Ngaphambi kokuba ndiqhubeke namava am kwesi sihloko siphikisayo. Ndingathanda ukuba nditsho ukuba ndiyakholelwa ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba ubungqingili bebonke abubangelwa likhoboka lesini. Ndiyakholelwa ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba amadoda akhona kwaye azalwe ekhetha amadoda, kwaye andinangxaki malunga nokuzibandakanya ngokwesini.

Ngoku, ndihlala ndithandwa kwabasetyhini ubomi bam bonke. Kulo lonke ulutsha lwam ndihlala ndibethelwa ngabasetyhini, andikaze ndive noxinzelelo lwangomnye umntu; Nangona kunjalo, ekuqhubekeni kwam kwindlela yokujonga imifanekiso yobunono njengomntwana oselula, ngokucacileyo ndandifuna iimpahla ezintsha ukuze ndihlale ndigijime. Ndazibona ndijonga umxholo ophazamisayo kakhulu ukugcina ukukhawuleza okufanayo. Emva koko kufika ukudibana kwabantu kwi-craigslist kuba ndandifuna ukuphinda nditshintshe oko ndandikujonga rhoqo kwi-intanethi. Ndandifumanisa ngokukhawuleza ngesondo kunye nendoda ukuze ndifune ukukhawuleza ndifuna. Ndalala namadoda ngaphezu kwesinye isihlandlo ngenxa yesisu esasilungeleleneyo senzalo endiyifunayo. Okungakumbi ndandifuna ukudibana ne-1 kwi-1 kunye nendoda okanye ngaphezulu ngokukhethekileyo isibini sinesilisa ukuze ndikwazi ukuthatha inxaxheba kunye bobabini.

Umbuzo endizama ukuwenza ngoku yile:

Ngaba olu luntu lukholelwa ekubeni iphonografi inokuthi ibe nefuthe lokudideka kukhetho lomntu wesini? Ngaba iphonografi inamandla okukholisa umntu ukuba ajike ngenye indlela kuba ikhawulezile kwaye yahlukile?

Andoyiki ukuba li-gay, kwaye andikholelwa ngokwenyani ukuba ndinguye. Ngelixa ndandithandwa kakhulu ngumbono wesini sendoda, kunye nokuchithwa okwalandelayo, andizange ndifumanise ndithandana nokubonana kokuqala nendoda. Andizange ndikhe ndive okanye ndithabatheke. Ezo mvakalelo zazivela kuphela kubafazi. Emva kweentsuku ezingama-30 zokukhululeka andikaze nditsaleleke kumfazi endithandana naye ngoku, kwaye imikhwa yam yobufanasini sele iqale ukonakala. Ngapha koko kwaukucinga ngokulalana nendoda kuye kwaba yingcinga ecekisekayo.

Ngaba kukho nabani na amava afanayo?

mrnatoo

Ewe ndiyakholelwa ngamandla ukuba inokuthi njengokuba usitsho isidingo sokufumana iindlela ezinobugorha nezomeleleyo zokuba uye kumfana iya kuhlala iphela kuba kwelinye icala iyakuchasene nayo yonke into ayifundiswayo kwaye uziva ngokwendalo kwaye enjalo iveza ezona mvakalelo zigqibeleleyo ukugqibezela isidingo sokulungiswa kwingqondo yakhe kwaye ayisiyonto ingaqhelekanga njengoko unokucinga, kodwa uninzi aluyi kuyisa kwisigqibo sokwenyani kodwa baya kuziva bengakhuselekanga kakhulu kwaye babuze ubuni babo kunye neemvakalelo zesini esahlukileyo ngakumbi xa bebandezeleka nge-PIED.

MNK925

I-PIED yayiyimpikiswano uA A. yaqala ukudala yam imbono yokuba ndandingumlingani.

GolanSnyder

Ngokuqinisekileyo ndicinga njalo, ubuncinci okwethutyana. Andikholelwa ukuba ungahamba ngaphezulu kweminyaka elishumi, uvezwe kumashumi amawaka eepenise ezimileyo kwaye uphume ungonzakalanga. Ngokuqinisekileyo, iveki ngaphambi kokuba ndenze isigqibo sokujoyina i-NoFap yayilixesha lokuqala endakha ndakhangela icandelo lesini kwiwebhusayithi. Xa ndakuqonda endikwenzayo, ndaqonda ukuba ndide kakhulu. Ukunyaniseka, nangona kunjalo, ndandifaka kwimigibe efana neminyaka engama-5 + ngaphambili, ngoko ngemigangatho yomnye umntu ukuba ndibe ngaphaya komda, lol.

fappersam

Okokuqala, ndingumlingani, ndiyazi ukuba ndingumlingani ukususela ngaphambi kokuba ndiyazi ukuba yintoni igama. Okwesibini, ndiyakholelwa ukuba iphonografi iyasiphembelela kwaye ibeka izimvo entlokweni yethu kwaye isenze senze izinto ebesingazukuzenza (kum yayingabaphangi kunye nemiboniso yewebhu). Kuyamangalisa ukuba uthe tye kwaye ubukele amadoda; Ndingumlingani kwaye ndonwabela i-porn ngqo kuba ndandithanda ukubukela amadoda nawo! Ndiyakuvuyela ngenkqubela phambili yakho.

FreedomManOfGlory

Ke unayo. Sele uhlangabezana nokutshintshwa kotshintsho olubangelwa zi-porn. Ewe, ininzi kakhulu okanye ibangelwa kuphela yi-porn. Khawucinge nje ngezinye zezinto ezinzima, ezonakele ngokwenene izinto ozibonileyo. Ngaba ucinga ukuba ubuya kuba kuloo nto ukuba awuzange ubukele iphonografi?

Ingqondo yethu ihlala ikhangela izinto ezintsha kwaye kuba yonke into iyadika ekuhambeni kwexesha ihlala ikhangela izinto ezintsha, ezinamandla ngakumbi. Kungenxa yoko le nto abantu beqala ukubukela ngakumbi nangakumbi izinto ezigqithileyo ekuhambeni kwexesha, izinto abaziva beziva bezothukile ngazo emva kokuba bezikhuphele kuyo. Oko kugxeka kukuphendula kwakho kwendalo kodwa ke ukuba uyaqhubeka ubukele ezo zinto ekuhambeni kwexesha kuya kuba yinto eqhelekileyo kananjalo ukuba imvakalelo inyamalale.

randomdewd99

Ndicinga ukuba kubalulekile ukuqonda ukuba isini asimnyama kwaye asimhlophe. Ndiyakhumbula ndifunda ngento eyachaza le nto, kuba wonke umntu, uninzi luyinto yesini. Nokuba incinci kakhulu inomdla kwisini esifanayo, okanye isini esahlukileyo kubantu abachonga njenge-gay. Ndikhumbula kwakhona ndisiva kusenziwa iqhinga 'ngoosiyazi' xa usenza ufundo. Isiteyitimenti sayo sokuba 'ubusoloko ubuza ngesondo xa ukhula'. Le yinto eqinisekisa abantu kuba phantse wonke umntu uyahamba ngayo, kodwa esoyika ukuthetha ngayo.

Ndikuqhwabela izandla, kunye nabanye abajongana nale ngongoma. Mna ndididekile kakhulu malunga nokuziphatha kwam ngokwesini (nditsaleleke kubantu ababhinqileyo ubomi bam bonke kodwa ndivuswe lolunye uhlobo lwe-porn) kwaye kutsha nje ndifumanisa ukuba le yinto eqhelekileyo.

Traumtropfen

Ngokuqinisekileyo i-Porn iholele ekubeni ndicinge ngezinto ezingazange zandithande ngaphambili, kwaye ndilahlekelwa ngumdla ngexesha le-NoFap.

GamerWithin

Ndiyakholelwa ukuba i-porn iyakwazi ukutshintsha ubuntu bakho ngokwesini. Yenye kuphela yeengxaki eziza neziyobisi ezingamanyala.

gab_astr95

Ewe, ndineminyaka engama-20 ubudala kwaye bendimamele / ndibukele uninzi lwe “erotic hypno / sissy-hypno” kangangexesha elithile (mhlawumbi iminyaka emi-2- “yesiqhelo” P ibingasenelanga)… kwaye eneneni ibe neziphumo: Mna Ndigcinile ndicinga kakhulu malunga nelungu lobufazi (kodwa ngakumbi liqhotyoshelwe “kumantombazana”: /), nangona bendingakhange ndicinge ukuyenza ngokwenyani… Ngokwenene 0 ngumtsalane kubafana! Ngoku bendikwi-nofap malunga neenyanga ezi-2-3 kwaye ndisafumana ukukhuthazeka (kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndiphinda ndibuyele ku-D :) kolu hlobo lomxholo / imifanekiso / imvakalelo… Nangona kunjalo bendisoloko ndinomdla kancinci ngolunye uhlobo ukuvuselela, i-ex-gf yam yayisetyenziselwa ukuvuselela iprostate yam, ngamanye amaxesha, kwaye yayiziva ilungile. Umzabalazo kodwa kuya kusiba ngcono kwaye kungcono 🙂

archer3199

Ndiyakhumbula enye indoda e-gay apha kwiNoFap (oye waba ngumlingani ubomi bakhe bonke). Uthe iphonografi yamenza ukuba abukele isini esithe ngqo, esasiyinto ethandekayo kuye.

tryhardagain

Okokuqala, ndiyayithanda indlela othe wajongana nesihloko esinovakalelo ngononophelo. Ndifumene amava afanayo kule ndawo kodwa bekukhawulelwe ekucingeni kunye nakwi-porn kuphela, khange ndithathe manyathelo okwenyani. Ndiyavuma ukuba ubundlobongela bubonakala ngathi bubuninzi kwaye iphonografi yenza ukuba ujikeleze ngokurhabaxa kwibala njengoko usukela ubuncwane obuninzi. Ndiyakuvuyela ngenkqubela phambili yakho.

Tesla4sure

Ewe. Ndizibonele ezi zihlobo ezizintlobo zonke zeengxaki ekuthandaneni kwabo ngokwesondo. Ngokungaqhelekanga bathi banesigxina ngesini, abanesondo, abaxhatshazwayo, abaxhatshazwayo, abadibeneyo, abazama ukuzifumana, kunye nokubulawa kweminye inkcazo kunye neenjongo zokudla i-pornography kangangoko kunokwenzeka xa benesondo esininzi kangangoko kunokwenzeka. Kuze kube lula konke.

Njengomlutha weziyobisi, benza nantoni na yokukwazi ukukhusela isikhundla sabo, nangona xa kucacile ukuba bangela ubungozi kubo nakwabanye.

IKusemsk

Kwaye, iminyaka yobugqwetha bezononophelo iye yandinika iingcamango ezinzulu kwaye yonakalisa i-OCD yam yonqulo. Ndivile ezinye ii-anecdotes kule ndawo malunga ne-PMO yesiqhelo evelisa okanye yoyikisa iingcinga eziphazamisayo. Uninzi lwezo ngcinga zingenangqondo yayiziingcinga zobufanasini, kwaye ukuba ndifuna ukwazi ngekhe ndalandela iminqweno enzulu ngayo kwaye ndonwabile. Ke ndicinga ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba ukubakho kweziyobisi ezingamanyala kunokukhokelela kwiimvakalelo zobufanasini okanye izinto ezinomtsalane ezinokuthi zikhokelele kwizenzo zobufanasini, kwaye ezi mvakalelo okanye iintshukumo ngokwazo zinokudala impendulo entle, ekukhokelele nzulu kuzo.

ikhona

Ngexesha lobuntwana ndandisondele kakhulu ekudlwengulweni ngumntu oxhaphaza abantwana ngokwesini, nangona wayechukumisa ...

Emva kweso siganeko ndandicatshukiswa nje ngcamango yendoda elala nam. Andizange ndicinge malunga nokulala ngesondo, ngoku u-pedophile uye wafaka loo ngcamango.

Emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa ingqondo yam ayinakuphinda ithathe ihlazo kwaye ikwazi ukumelana nayo ndaqala ukucinga ngokulala nomntu ohamba kunye okanye nomnye umntu. Emva kwexesha elithile ngengozi ndibone ividiyo ye-gay ye-porn, bendisacatshukiswa sisini esithandanayo kodwa kule vidiyo abadlali babonisa imeko yokudlwengulwa. Ngequbuliso ndakhulisa ubuntwana kule vidiyo kwaye ndiza kuyibukela kwakhona kwaye ndiyifake kule vidiyo amaxesha amaninzi ngosuku. Iminyaka emininzi idlulile, kwaye emva kokubuyela umva ndibukele le vidiyo. Nangona kunjalo ngexesha elide le-NoFap i-fantasies yokudlwengulwa iyaphela kwaye loo ngcamango iyandonyanyisa mhlawumbi ngendlela efanayo nayiphi na indoda echanekileyo eya kuziva ngayo. Kuphela ukuba kwakungekhoFap ngelo xesha okanye ubuncinci umntu oza kundicebisa, ngendandikhe ndajongana nenyani endaweni yokuzama ukubaleka nge-porn

GcinaGoingSon

Kuya kufuneka ufunde iposti endisandula ukuyenza: D… inde kodwa iyajongana noku.

Uhambo lwam njengomntu oneminyaka eyi-21 yindoda. Ukulwa nokutshabalalisa i-pornography nokuguqula ubomi bam.

Ndithe tye. Ukusetyenziselwa ukungena kwi-gay porn kunye nezinto ezi-tranny. Ngokukhawuleza emva kokuba ndiphume ndaziva ndothekile. Nditsho ne-bj kumfana. Ukuntywilisela. Ndikhumbula ukuba ndicinga ngemiboniso yesini esithandanayo kunye neentengiso ezingaqhelekanga kuluhlu lwe-craigslist ezazingcungcutheka kwaye zavulelwa kwinqanaba lokufumana i-erection yesiqingatha kunye ne-precum drip kunye nokwenza iibhokisi zamanzi zimanzi nyani. Emva kokuyinqanda ixesha elide kunye nokujikeleza kwakhona ngesini sokwenyani, izibongozo ziyehla. Kuthatha ixesha lokuthintela izinto kodwa. Zama kwakhona "imfesane esempilweni" emva kwethutyana malunga namantombazana okwenyani kwisikhundla sobufundisi ngaphandle kwento engaqhelekanga eyenzekayo. Andinalo inani elimiselweyo leentsuku kuwe, kodwa kufuneka uhlale kude kwaye kuya kwenzeka. Yenzele mna. Qina womhlobo wam.

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Ndandifumana ngokukhawuleza izihlathi zihlaziye kwakhona

Kwenzeka into engaqhelekanga. Ndothuka xa ndafumanisa ukuba ndiyephuma kwi-shemale porn 2years eyadlulayo, ndaphela ndibukele kuphela. Ndandisoyika kakhulu ukuba isini sam siyagula. Ndizamile ukuyilwa ngokuyeka iphonografi, kodwa bendisoloko nditshintsha. Kutshanje bendicinga ukuba andina thuba kodwa ndamkela usana kwaye ngequbuliso, emva kokuhlala kude ne-porn kwiiveki ze-2, ndiye ndaphawula ukuba andisenawo umdla wayo. Ilahlekelwe kukungangxoli kwam. Ndonwabe kakhulu yile. Eyona njongo yam yayikoyisa umtsalane okanye ubuncinci ukubukela iphonografi. Ndandisoyika kakhulu ukuba yayiza kundilandela ubomi kwaye ibangele ukudakumba okusisigxina (bendixinezelekile okoko bendilikhoboka le-shemale porn). Kuyimfihlakalo ukuba kutheni inyamalale ngesiquphe, ndaye ndane-OCD eqatha, ndingoyiki ukuphinda ndihlambe amalungu esini ngenxa yokoyika ukuba izakundilimaza ngakumbi, khange ndilale iiveki, ndisoyika ukuba ndiza kuguquka. Ngoku ndiziva ndiphilisiwe kwaye ndikhululekile, kodwa ndisazibuza ukuba kwenzeke njani.

Ayinamandla amakhulu kodwa kodwa ukuphuculwa okucacileyo emva kweentsuku ze-28.

Ndine-OCD kwaye emva kweminyaka ndibukele izinto ezi-trans / sissy, ndizifunda, amagumbi okuxoxa njl.ndandisoyika ukuba yi-transgender. Ndandihlala ndifuna ukuyeka kodwa ngoku ekugqibeleni eli yayilixesha. Ndineentsuku ezingama-28 ngaphandle kwaye kunqabile ukuba ndicinge ngesini ukuba ndicinga ngengqondo yam ndicinga ngakumbi malunga nokuba namantombazana kwakhona into emnandi! Ndikhula neenwele zobuso ezingaphezulu kunokuba bendisebenzisa. Ndifuna nje ukubulela wonke umntu kakhulu ngenkxaso yezithuba zakho kwaye ulapha. Ndineentsuku ezingama-28 zomelele kwaye ndikhangele ukuba ndomelele kwaye ndiyaqhubeka nokuyeka kwaye ngethemba lokufumana inenekazi kungekudala.

Bangaphi kuni oye wabuza ubuhlobo bakho bobulili ngenxa yobushushu?

Ndifuna nje ukubona ukuba ubani oye wayibuza ubulili babo ngenxa yezobisi? Kwaye ukuba kunjalo, ucinga ukuba ukuyeka nokubuyiselwa kwakhona kuya kukubuyisela ekuthandweni kunye nokuqhelaniswa nokuziqhelanisa kwakho?

FoulBachFrogg

Ndine. Ngelo xesha ke ndaqala uNoFap kwiminyaka embalwa emva. Uqale ukufumana i-PIED. Ukungena ngakumbi nangakumbi… kuncinci… Ayizange iqale ngoluhlobo kodwa ndifuna ukothuka ngakumbi nangakumbi. Kuya kufuneka ndifike kakuhle. Ndidiniwe yile shit. Zange khe ujonge mfo wathi "hey I wanna bang him". Amehlo am ahlala esiya kubafazi be-RL kodwa emva koko ne-porn ndiza kuthi gingci kuyo nantoni na

PervyAccount

Andikho "ungakhululekanga" ngendlela endikhetha ngayo, kodwa ndiqinisekile ukuba iphonografi iyabandakanyeka kulwandiso.

i _i_iyonto_iyokhuseleko

Ditto. Ngoku kutshanje, ukuziphatha kwam kwimihlambandlela ngokukhawuleza kwandiswe kwisikhokelo esingalindelekanga. Kwandivalo. Ndandifungela ukuba ndifune ukukhululwa ngaphandle komtshato wethu. Ndathetha izibhambathiso xa sitshatile, ngoko ke kufanelekile ukuba ndibe ngumlingani wam oyintloko kunye neengqalelo zam.

Yiyo le nto iphazamisayo malunga neziyobisi ezingamanyala kunye ne-masturbation: Ndineqabane lokwenyani elilungeleyo nelizimisele ukubandakanya kodwa lifuna ubudlelwane babucala, bobuxoki, bokuzibandakanya (nezinto ezingaphiliyo- ikhompyuter) endaweni yoko.

_ChopinFloyd_

Andizange ndibuze umbuzo malunga nokuziphatha kwam ngokwesondo kunye noononophala, ndihlala ndibukele amantombazana (ngokungathi oko kubalulekile), kodwa ndiyakwazi ukuthetha ngokubhekiselele kumxholo endibukeleyo. Ngokwenyani, i-Id ayifuni ukuba loo nto yenzeke kum. Ayizukundiguqula kubomi bokwenyani (amava). Kuphela xa ndiyibona kwiscreen sekhompyuter. Ndiyathetha ukuba ndiyazi ukuba ngokucacileyo ifom ye-PIED, kodwa kunjalo.

I-Porngram icwangcisa kwakhona ingqondo yakho ukuba ihambe kwiikrini zekhompyutha. Yenza oku ngokubomeleza ngokuqinisekileyo izizathu ze-orgasm. Nanini na xa ugubha umnqweno, ingqondo yakho ifunda ukuba imbangela yokugcoba i-nut isilungele ingqondo.

Ewe sizalwe "senziwe" ukuba sifune ubudlelwane bezesondo nabanye abantu ukuze sigcine iintlobo zethu ziphila. I-orgasm yenzelwe ukomeleza xa usabelana ngesondo nomnye umntu. Siziqeqeshe ngokwenyani ubuchopho bethu ukuba bushiye izikrini zekhompyuter, hayi nabantu.

Iindaba ezimnandi zezi, ukuba ubuchopho bungasebenzi kakuhle. Ngokuzinikela, umonde kunye nokunyamezelana okungagungqiyo, sinako kwaye siya kubuyisela ubuchopho bethu kwindlela ebekufanele ukuba busebenza ngayo..kwaye sikwazi ukuba nesondo esinentsingiselo nangasiphi na isini esitsalwa yimvelo.

Ngokubhekisele kwimibele esinayo, banokuhlala beyinxalenye yethu. Kodwa okukhona uhamba ixesha elide ngaphandle kokuzonwabisa, kokukhona baya kubaluleka. Khawukhumbule nje, esona sizathu siphambili sokuba siye kwizinto esiza kuzo kungenxa yokuba sizimisele ngokwethu ukuba sihle kuso. Ukuba awuqhelananga nomxholo wobume beklasikhi, ndingacebisa ukuba ujonge phezulu. Siyinja, iphonografi sisikhuthazo, kunye ne-orgasm yonyango.

Ngethemba ukuba ukukhwaza kwam ukube kunikezela uncedo oluncinane kuwe.

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Infern0121

Ewe, ukuthanda kwam ekugqibeleni kwangena kwi-porn ye-shemale exhaphakileyo kodwa okoko i-nofap ndisazifumana zinomtsalane ke ndicinga ukuba ngumntwana ongasoze uphele ngoku.

mainer343

Mna, ndandikuqhelile ukuba yi-beta kwaye ndingathethi nabantu basetyhini ngoko ke iingcinga zam zaqala ukuyila ndaza ndathi izinto ezinje “mhlawumbi ndingumlingani” kuvela ukuba andinguye umlingani ……………………………… ..

Jump27

Ewe. Yiloo nto ke ndaqala. Ngandinye ixesha ndiza kujonga iividiyo ze-homoerotic kwi-intanethi, into endiyikisayo. Nangona kunjalo, ndinethemba. Ingqondo yiplastiki, ngoko zonke ezi zikhula ziya kuthi zigqitywe. Ixesha lokuba ndijamelane noyiko lwam kunokuba ndivumele ukuba balawulwe.

Tyler-11

Ewe, kwaye kubangela ukuba ndixhalabise kakhulu kunye ne-hocd. Ndisoloko ndicinga ngam ngqo, ndihlala ndifuna amantombazana ngesondo kwaye ndithandane. Nangona kunjalo, ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi ndisemncinci-ndithetha nge-pornhub kwi-iPod yam kwibanga lesixhenxe. Yonke imihla ukusukela ngoko ndade ndazama ukuzama ukuyeka bendisoloko ndicofa. Ukuqala imifanekiso yamantombazana, abathandana nabanye, njl njl njl. Kwizinto ezinzima ngokwenene, ezifunekayo ezothusayo kunye nezintsha ngonyaka omncinci. Ngaba yayiseyintombi kwaye emva koko kwabakho imizamo emibini yokusilela ukuyinyusa kunye namantombazana abuyele umva. Omnye wade wabuza nokuba kungenxa yokuba ndandingumlingani. Ukuba ndingumntwana ongenamava kwaye ndingakhuselekanga, ndaye ndaqala ukuphuma. Nangona kunjalo, ndiyifumene noononophala kodwa ukujonga kwam ukuqonda kwam kwanda ngakumbi. Oku kukhokelele kum ukuba nesiqalo se-hocd. Emva koko kwafika i-porn fetish. Uqale ukujonga ubufazi, i-futa, ii-Caption sissy, trannies. Yonke le nto indixakile kwaye indenze ndadideka kwaye ndiziva ndiziva namhlanje. Ndicinga kwaye ndiyathemba ukuba le yayiyimvakalelo yam yokuziva ndingakhuselekanga, ayingomntu ngokwaneleyo, njl. Ndandiqhubeka ndisiba mbi nge-hocd kwaye ndingazi nokuba yintoni. Emva koko ndatshaya ukhula oluninzi olukhokelele ekuphakameni kwam ukuba ndityiwe sisini sam kunye nesini (bc ye-sissy porn) kulapho i-hocd ihamba kakubi kakhulu, kwaye ndacinga ukuba lukhula olo. Kodwa ngo-Agasti walo nyaka (unyaka we-1 ukusilela ukuzama) ndafumana i-ybop ndayeka ukutshaya ndazama ukuyeka iphonografi. Ndiyathemba ukuba isini sam singabuyela esiqhelweni, kwaye ndinokuphinda ndibone uthando, ukuzithemba kunye nokuziphatha ngokwesini. Ndisilwa ne-porn kunye ne-hocd namhlanje, kodwa ndiye kwinqanaba apho ndithe- idc ukuba ndithandana nabantu abathandanayo, iTranssexual, i-asexual, ngqo, nditsalelekile kwimithi lol, andikhathali kuba abo ziilebheli. Kwaye ndizixelela ukuba ndiyilibale de ndifike kwiintsuku ezingama-90. Kwaye ndiyakholelwa ukuba ndim, umntu onobungqingili obuchanekileyo kodwa obonwe yi-porno, kuba yileya ndiyaziyo ukuba ndifuna ukuba yiyo. Ke khumbula nje, kuhlala kukho iimeko ezimbi kakhulu.

pyrotechnic-

Ndinzulu kakhulu kumhlaba wabasetyhini. Iyabila nyani. Kusokola ukuyeka. Ndiyazi ukuba ayilunganga kodwa uyolo luboshwe izandla zam. Ungathanda ukundinceda? Ngokuthetha ngayo kwaye undincede ndibone ukuba ayilunganga kangakanani? Ndihlala ndizixelela ukuba yinto endiyenzayo ndedwa. Kodwa kufuneka ime kwaye ndifuna uncedo.

jis03

Ndinombono othile wento oyithethayo. Xa ndandisesikolweni esiphakamileyo, ngokungagqibekanga, ndacinga ukuba ndiyabathanda amantombazana, ndade ndandiqhekeza, kodwa ngoku kwikholeji, yonke into ibonakala ifihlakele. Into endiqinisekile ngayo kukuba andifuni kuziva ngathi ndinomdla kubahlobo bam abangamadoda kuba kuvakala ngathi ndingcatsha ubuhlobo bethu. Ukuziphatha kwakho kukunceda ukuba uhambe kule nto.

fredman55

Into endihlala ndiyithandayo kumantombazana kuba ndikhumbula njalo. Ndilale ngesondo malunga namantombazana e-13. Ndingu 21 ngoku. Ndiqale ukuba neengcinga ezingafunekiyo kwi-19 yeepenise. Andizange nditsaleleke ebomini bam kwaye ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale ukuba nale ngcamango andizange ndibuze ubulili bam ndandikhululekile kunye nam. Kodwa ukusukela ezi ngcinga ndiqale ukungazithembi kakhulu kwaye ndinexhala

Xlmattmanlx

Malunga neenyanga ze-5 ndangena kwi-streak yam, umphathi wam wasondela kakhulu kum xa ndathi kuye makakhangele kule imeyile kwikhompyuter yam kwaye ndicinga ukuba ndiguqukile kuba ndingumntu othandana nesini ndiziva ndinxunguphalo olukhulu. Kusuku olungaphambi kolo, udadewethu wandibuza ukuba ndingumlingani na. Andizange ndibuze imibuzo yam yesini, ngoko andazi ukuba kutheni ebuze loo nto. Oku kundinike ixhala elininzi kunye nosizi.

I-Flabergazted

Ewe, ndiyicinga ubulili bam, ndacinga ukuba ndingumlingani wobulili ngenxa yokuba ndiqalise ukubukela i-porno ye-gay, xa ndifumanisa i-pornography iphazamisa ingqondo yam, mhlawumbi kufuneka ndizame ukuphuma kule nto! Iintsuku ze-4 zamahhala kude kube ngoku!

NoFapQueen

Ndisisitabane. Ngaphandle kweNoFap, ndisengumfana wesilisa, kodwa xa ndixhatshazwa ngokugqithiseleyo ndihlala ndijonge ubuhlobo bobuhlobo. Ngoku ndiziva ndivulekile ngakumbi ngezesondo zam. Ukuba ndadibana nentombazana endiziva ngayo ukuba ndixhamla ngokwenene, ndiziva ndikhululekile ukutshata naye kwaye ndize ndibe nesigxina ngesondo (andithandwanga ngamabhinqa).

Ngamadoda, ndifumene uluhlu olubanzi lwamadoda abhenela kude kwiNoFap, nangona ndisafumana ubudoda obunomtsalane njengoko ndingumfazi obukekayo.

SelfActualization

Kunyaka ophelileyo, ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndenze iphonografi, nangona kunjalo emva kokuzinkcinkca ixesha elide. Emva kwexesha, emva kokuba bendifumene ikhefu kwi-porn, i-TS ye-porn yayingathandeki kwaye yayibonakala 'iyisitabane' kum kwakhona. Nangona kunjalo, ayikabuyi umva ngokupheleleyo okwangoku. Andisayi kuphinda ndikhutshwe yi-TS iphonografi njengokuba ndandinjalo kwaye ngelishwa ndicinga ukuba ukuba bendiya kwi-PMO kwakhona, i-TS ngekhe iphele etafileni.

Oko kuthethiweyo, anditsho ukuba akukho nto iphosakeleyo ekufumaneni abantu abanomdla. Ndisoloko ndihlala ndiphikisana nayo kude kube kutshanje ngenxa yokungafuneki kwe-porn kunye nokuqhela kwi-100% ye-hetero porn. Andikayithandabuzi into endiyithandayo ngokwesondo nangona kunjalo, ndisazichonga njengeziqondile kodwa ebomini bam ngekhe ndicinge ukuba ndiza kuthi ga kwi-transsexourse.

jacobthedesigner

Ewe. Ndingene kwizinto ezothusayo ezenza ukuba ndibuze loo nto. Andifuni kubangela nabani na.

Ndiyazi ukuba nditsalelekile kubafazi kuba nam ndiyayijonga loo nto, kodwa kuyonakalisa kakhulu ukuzithemba kwam kuba kuhlala kungowesifazana onamandla phezu kwamadoda / amadoda alawulayo.

Ngokwenyani ndonakalisa ingqondo yam. Kwaye bendihlala ndiphuma kodwa ndiye ndazivalele ngaphakathi, ndizaliswe luxinzelelo lwentlalo. Ukoyikeka nokuthetha nomntu obhinqileyo okanye umjonge emehlweni.

Krabbylover

Ndacinga ukuba ndingowesini esahlukileyo kunesini. Ngoku ngomhla we-7 - ndichanekile. I-Porn yenza i-HOCD ngokuqinisekileyo.

J743

Ndiye, ewe. Ngokuqinisekileyo ndicelomngeni ukuba ndifumanise ukuba i-altho yenzani ixesha elide phambi kohambo lwam lwe-nofap. Ngoko ndathatha ingqalelo kwaye senza izinto ezithile.

Ndilungile ngokuqinisekileyo lol. Khange ndiyithande ngokwenene. Ndicinga ukuba bendiziphoxa ngokuba ne-nerdy kunye nokubukela iphonografi kangangokuba bendifuna ngakumbi nangakumbi ngaphandle kwezinto. Andinamahloni ngamava am, kwaye loo nto kunye nam sisengabahlobo nanamhla. Okuchaseneyo kwenzekile, ndaphindaphinda ukuphinda nditsalele abafazi.

Pentlowe

Ndijonge kakhulu abantu basetyhini, ngamanye amaxesha i-TS kwaye ngamanye amaxesha isini esingamanyala. Ndacinga ixesha elide ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba ndingu-bi, ndazama izinto ezimbalwa kwaye nangona ndandikuthanda, yayikukukhawuleza kwe-dopamine endikonwabele kakhulu. Ngoku ndiziva ndinyangeke ngokupheleleyo, 100% hetero.

diasparman

Ndingene kumhlaba ongacacanga kwi-intanethi kodwa ayindenzanga ndabuza ubuni bam ngokwesini. Ngokuqinisekileyo ngekhe ndibenomdla wokuva ukuba ibingeyo P.

Kukho umkhuba endandisebenzisa ukufumana ihlazo kodwa uP wenza ukuba ndifune ukuzama. Ndicinga ngezinye iixesha. Ndiyathemba ukuba i-NoFap iya kundibuyisela kwisiqhelo.

Iimfudu zandibangela ukuba ndibe ngumntu ohamba phambili

Ndingu 29 kwaye andikaze ndicinge ngamantombazana amancinci ngendlela yokwabelana ngesondo, ebomini bam bonke. Ndihlala nditsalwa ziitits, iesile kunye nomntu obhinqileyo, kwaye andiqondanga ukuba umntu oxhaphaza abantwana unokutsalwa njani ngabantwana. Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo ndiye ndaqala ukukhangela iividiyo zeYouTube ezingaphantsi kwe-18, kodwa ndisapapasha amantombazana edanisa, etsala ngokuhlekisa njl.njl. Oku kuziphatha okucekisekayo ngokupheleleyo, kodwa ayisiyonto imbi kuluvo lwam kuba amantombazana akhule ngokugqibeleleyo ngokomzimba nge-15-16, kwaye nangona singekhe siyivume, amadoda atsaleleka ngokwesini kumantombazana akule minyaka.

Njengoko unokucinga, kukho yonke i-YouTube subculture echaziweyo kwiividiyo ezi-sexy zamantombazana amancinci. Ekugqibeleni, ndakhokelwa ukusuka kubudala beminyaka eli-15 ukuya kwi-12, 10, 8 yamantombazana aminyaka ubudala adanisa ngeebikini kunye ne-shit enjalo. Ndandisoyika ngendlela endandiziphethe ngayo. Andizange ndicinge kude ukuba ndenze olu hlobo lwezinto ngaphambili kwiminyaka yam eyi-15 + yokufota. Ngaba ndinguye nyhani loo mntu? Ukuhamba okulahlayo okuza kumantombazana amancinci, kwaye ekugqibeleni uthixo wazi enye into? Ndiyazi ukuba kukho into engalunganga eyenzekayo kwingqondo yam. Oku yayingenguye mna.

Kwakungoku ngeli xesha ndafumanisa ukuba akukho nofap. Ndiyifumene into eyenzekayo kukunyanzelwa okuqhutywa yi-dopamine yenoveli. Ingqondo yam yayitshisiwe ngenxa yokufikisa kwabasetyhini abadala, ulonwabo kunye nokutsha kwamantombazana amancinci yayiyile nto yayiyingqondo yam eyomeleleyo yengqondo. Andikholelwa ukuba kwakufuneka ifike kuloo ndawo, kodwa yiloo nto eyathatha ukuba ndiyenze inyani kwaye ndiqonde umonakalo we-porn kunye nokuhlaziya i-masturbation eyenzayo engqondweni yam. Ndiyekile kwi-PMO kwiiveki ze-2 ngoku, kwaye andikhe ndicwangcise ukubuyela umva. Ukuba ubiyele malunga nofap, yithathe kum, uyazitshabalalisa. Kuya kufuneka ume ngaphambi kwexesha.

KKF74

I-Porn iyakwenza oku kuthi. Sifuna indawo ephezulu. Sijonge into entsha ukuba siye kuyo. Emva koko siyehla, qaphela into egulayo ebesikade “siyonwabela”, kwaye uyokuhlamba ngesepha yepumice kunye nesitya sokuhlikihla izitya.

Ukuba asizoyikisi ngokwaneleyo ukuba sifumane uncedo (apha okanye kwenye indawo) isigulo sanamhlanje sokugula siqhelekile, kwaye ekugqibeleni sigqiba ukujonga izinto eziza kusithengela amashumi ambalwa emva kwezitshixo.

FreshLimee

Awunakuvuma ngakumbi. Emva kokuba likhoboka lemifanekiso engamanyala kangangeminyaka emininzi ndiye ndazifumana ndisebenzisa i-scat, ukugabha, i-necrophilia, iphonografi yamantombazana. Ndandineentloni ngenyaniso yokuba ndandizifakela ezi zinto zixakekileyo. Xa ndiqala i-nofap, ndazifumana ndibuyela kwihashe. Ndaziva ndonwabile yilento yokuba bendizifaka kule nto.

umdala

Ewe ndicinga ukuba sonke sinento enye eyenza senze i-wtf ukuba ndibe.

Mthetho_Ja

Ndijonge phantse iminyaka eyi-10 (ndijika i-21 ngo-Septemba) kwaye andikaze ndive nomnqweno wokubukela izinto ezenyanyekayo ezinje nge-porn yabantwana, i-zoophilia, njlnjl. Ngamanye amaxesha bendide ndibukele iphonografi bendihlala ndibukela ii-5 yeas eyadlulayo kwaye kumnandi njengangaphambili.

mrdarkshine

Xa ndingu 21 andizange ndive nomnqweno wokubukela izinto ezinyanyekayo. Ukuba uqhubeka ujonga i-porno rhoqo, linda nje.

Stosch

AYINYANISO kuwe. Imifanekiso engamanyala nengqondo. Uninzi lweziyobisi ze-PMO ezichanekileyo zitsaleleka ekuvulekeni kwesini. (HOCD)

ukuphazamiseka

Kuya kufuneka sicinge ngokuqala kweqela lokuphinda lilulame ngokukodwa kwi-fapstronauts enolu hlobo lwencasa ejijekileyo ku-P. Ndineentloni kwaye ndiyoyika ukuvuma ukuthanda kwam iphonografi kulo naliphi na iqabane elinoxanduva lokuphendula, kwi-Intanethi okanye kwi-IRL. Ukuxoka malunga nokuyigcina kukhokelela ekubeni ndibuyele rhoqo, kwaye ngalo lonke ixesha isiba mandundu ngakumbi, amantombazana aya esiba mncinci. Ndiqinisekile ukuba bakhona abanye abakwindawo enye. I-akhawunti ecacileyo yokulahla iyacaca.

ntwarr76

Ndiyathanda ukukhwabanisa ukuba oko kukwenza uzive ungcono. Akukho ntloni ukuvuma iindawo ezimnyama ezibonisa amanyala. Mhlawumbi abanye abantu baneemfesane ezithile kodwa iphonografi ngokuqinisekileyo ikwenza ufune ukubasa kwinqanaba elitsha. Ezinye izinto kufuneka zishiyelwe ubumnandi besini kwaye zingabi yinyani. Mhlawumbi yile ngxaki yoononophala. Ukwenza okwenyani okungafanele ukwenziwa yinyani.

adichandra

I-Asia ukuya kuma-blondes ukuxhatshazwa kwabasetyhini kumncinci omncinci ukuya kumnyama ukuya kwi-brunnete ukuya kwiibwele ezibomvu ukuhamba. Ndiyazi ukuba ndimele ndiyeke. Ngenhlanhla ndifumene i-nofap.

brkendal

Lo ngumntu oqaqambileyo. Eyona nto ibeka izinto ngendlela ebonakalayo. Awukwazi ukuba ungavuka nini kusasa kwaye ukhangela kwisibuko kumntu owacingayo ukuba awuyi kuba. Siyabonga ngokubelana.

JeffersonSales

Yayiyinto enye nam. Yonke into yaqala ngemifanekiso ye-bikini, emva koko yadika kwaye ndazifumana ndijonga imifanekiso enganxibanga. Emva kwexesha ndiye ndahamba ndaya kwiividiyo ezingamanyala ze-amateur, emva koko ndothusa izinto ezinje ngokungena kabini nokuphindwe kathathu, ukubetha, i-BSDM, emva koko ndadlwengula iividiyo kwaye xa zonke ezi craps ziye zadika kwaye zingabinako ukundinika ibhoner, ndazama izinto nangakumbi nzima kufana nokulala nesilwanyana, abafazi abanezinja, amahashe njlnjlnoko ingekho le nto andinike yona, ndaya kwelabafileyo ndafumana iphonografi. Andazi ukuba umntu (ukuba ndingathiwa ndingumntu ngeloxesha) angaya ezantsi ukuba le.

NgesineNqununu

Inzima mfo. Ndiyabulela ukunyaniseka kwakho. Ndiyavuya uvukile. Xa ndazibona ndibukele iphonografi ehlazisayo emsebenzini iiyure iiyure, ndaye ndakholelwa ekubeni andifuni iphonografi okanye i-masturbation ebomini bam.

Kontensant

Inoveli exutywe nemincili yokwenza i-somehting kungekuphela nje ngokungalunganga, kodwa kunokwenzeka ukuba akukho semthethweni. Yiyo eyona nto iphambili ekunyuseni i-dopamine kwingqondo etshisiweyo kunye noononophelo oluqhelekileyo olungenakukunika nayiphi na i-dopamine. Kwam kwakufana, kodwa endaweni yoko kwandigxotha kwi-shemale porn kunye nezinto ezithandekayo ze-hentai ezinxulumene noko. Kancinci ukutshabalalisa i-vanilla ukunambitheka kwam, undinika nangaphantsi kwesizathu sokufumana inkuthazo yokufumana intombazana yokwenene ebomini bam. Iphonografi iyinto eyoyikisayo xa uxhatshazwa ixesha elide.

mowza

Amaninzi amaninzi amadoda alungileyo atyunjwa kwi-Trans. I-Porn iyingozi kakhulu.

MochaFapachino

Ewe umntu hlala kude kude nezinto ezinjalo. Ndonwabile ukuba unyanisekile kwaye uneebhola zokuyithetha le nto ngoba ndiyazi ukuba uninzi lwabafana banalo mbandela kodwa bayoyika ukuthetha. Emva kweminyaka emininzi kangaka yokufota kwizinto ezifanayo into enje yayiza kwenzeka.

Programmer1997

Enkosi Mate. Iposi yakho yayikhuthaza kakhulu. Andiyithandi iPussy yamantombazana. Ndiyazithanda iesile labo. Ndihlala ndibukele isondo sangasese kunye ne-shit ehambelanayo. Andinayo iesile Fetish. Ndiyeke iPmo ngeentsuku ezingama-296 kodwa ndaphinda ndabuya.

Makhe siqale enye ihambo Uhambo lweeMiles elingaze liphele.

ggnopmo

Ndiyadonsa ngomnye umntu kodwa umntanami wayemnandi kakhulu, abafazi abaqhekezayo bakhupha ubisi. Ukutshatyalaliswa kwayo kunene.

dok7747

Oku kundikhumbuza ngokwam. Xa ndandineminyaka eyi-17 ndandilikhoboka lamantombazana amancinci abelana ngesondo namadoda amadala. Oku kwakuyinto engaqhelekanga yokujika kwam kwaye ndivuyiswa kukuba ndakwazi ukuyeka. Lo yayingoyena mntwana ubalaseleyo endandinaye kwaye ndakwazi ukuyilawula.

Uyavuya wena mntu. Abantu basaya kuthi incasa yakho ye-porno ikukhokelele kwezi ndawo zimnyama kodwa kukho umgca omncinci kakhulu phakathi kwe-porno yesiqhelo yemihla ngemihla kunye ne-hardcore pedophilia porno. Kulungile ukuba woyisile lo "sigaba" sinezothe.

Mareofthrace

Le poso iyandithusa. Iphonografi yile shishini elinenkohlakalo kwaye libi. Iimbulelo zakho zivule amehlo am.

Kusekho ezininzi 'iimfesane' ezindigxekayo ngaphandle kwenkanuko yam kunye neziyobisi ezingamanyala. Andikwazi ukuzibona ndivuswa ngabantwana, izilwanyana, i-scat, umchamo, ukuhlushwa, i-shemales.

Nangona kunjalo, ukugqithiswa koononophelo kwakukhokelela kumendo we-voyeurism kunye nomboniso woononopopasho, owenza ukuba ndikwazi ukuphazamiseka kwaye ndibangele ihlazo eliyingozi.

Ndiyathandaza ndikucamngce, mzalwana, ukuba uqale ukubuyisela ubuchopho bakho kwaye ukhuphe kwi-PMO.

PikesonJeeves

Ndizibona ndinethamsanqa lokuba iikinks endizenzileyo ezivela kwi-porn zinokuphunyezwa ngokwendalo ngokwabelana ngesondo lokwenyani ngaphandle kwengxoxo, kwaye ziimpawu eziqhelekileyo zesini. Nangona kunjalo, ngaphandle kobukhulu bamava ezesondo phantsi kwebhanti lam (Inye nje intombi eyomeleleyo eyadlulayo kunye neqaqobana lamava athe saa) bendisazi ukuba kufuneka ndiyeke ukubukela iphonografi kunye nokuphuhlisa iikhinki ezinokuba yingozi kubomi besini obugudileyo nobuzalisekisayo ngokwam. Kuthatha isibindi sokwamkela into onayo, kodwa yazi nje ukuba uye wadibana nalo mbandela, awunakuba semngciphekweni wokubuyela umva. Kuya kufuneka uyeke ukucacisa ngeli shishini, ayisiyongxaki kodwa. Hlala uqinile kwaye ugxile.

utywala

I-porno sele iyenze ukuba ndizenze i-pedophile

Wupozo

Ndaye ndaya kwi "lolicon" de ndade ndaqonda ukuba le nto mayime.

Brucetrunks

Indoda esileyo iyaphambana ukuba iyenza njani le nto kuthi ukuba andikho kude kangako kodwa sele ndise kwinqanaba lokujonga uburharha besini esingamanyala ebomini bam.Ndacinga ukuba ndingaze ndibukele inkukhu ine-dick. Ubungqongqo obunqabileyo ebomini bam buqonda ukuba ndiwele kangakanani

gallagher222

Oku kuchaza ukuba kutheni i-porn iyinto embi. Ijika ibe yi-monster, ngokuchasene nentando yakho, kodwa ngokude nje uhlala kumkhwa we-PMO, awukho ukhetho ngaphandle kokukhwabanisa ukukhaba nokukhwaza kwidokodo.

Ndiyeke ukutshintsha malunga neenyanga ezili-3 ezedlulileyo, kwaye ndiyeka ii-2 kwiiveki ezidlulileyo. Ndivakalelwa ngakumbi ngami kunye nokunye okunako ukugxila kubantu ebomini bam. Ndiyathemba ukuba ndinokuqala ukuba nobuhlobo bokwenene kwakhona kungekudala. Iphonografi ngumhlobo wokubulala, kwaye xa uhlala wedwa kweli hlabathi, uya kwenza nantoni na, kungakhathaliseki ukuba uziphatha kakubi, nje ukuziva uphila ngemizuzwana ye-2.

TheDarkest_side

Umntu olungile OP. Ukuqaphela nokuvuma oko kuthatha intliziyo kunye nesibindi. Hlala noNoFap, kufuneka. Emva kokuba uqale kule mzila, ekugqibeleni uya kuba ngumntu ongagqibekanga xa uya kukhangela i-porn.

Ndikholelwe, yinyani. Nam ndiye ndalahla lendlela imnyama. Ndiye ndehla ndathi umendo ixesha elide ndiziva ndonyanya. Andikwazi ukujonga abatsha abaselula ngendlela efanayo ukuba ndiziva ngathi yeyona nto ndiyithandayo. Ukufunda amanye amagqabantshintshi, ewe, abanye baya kuthi kuya kufuneka nditshixelwe ubomi kwaye mna ndingoyena mhlaba ubalaseleyo. ANDINAKO ukwenza nantoni na ebantwaneni okanye kulutsha oluncinci kubomi bokwenyani. NGONAPHAKADE. Akukho thuba, ngumnqweno omnyama we-dopamine.

Heliosuntrix

Molo liqabane. Andizange ndibajonge abantwana kodwa ndiyazi ukuba uthetha ngantoni kuba bendihlala ndisebenzisa iYouTube ngamantshontsho kwii-bikinis kwaye ndibone imifanekiso othetha ngayo ngasekunene kwephepha. Amantombazana amancinci ngeebikiniki kunye nantoni. Kananjalo abantwana kwimiboniso yefashoni / yeekati ezihamba kum ezihamba kumda wendlela ngokuqinisekileyo.

Ndayeka ukufakela ngenxa yokuba ndakhokelwa ukuba ndibukele abafazi bebetha ngokunyanisekileyo kwaye baxakeke ngokufanayo, njengokuba andinjalo. Njengoko abanye besitsho, le shit ibeka i-dopamine kwingqondo zethu kwaye sizifumana sikwindawo esingasoze siphuphe ngokuya kuzo. NdikwiSuku 7 ngoku kwaye ndaya ngqo kumgca othe tyaba oyintsikelelo.

Gcina umlingane wokuyeka kwaye ngexesha lakho ubuchopho buya kubuyela kwizinto eziqhelekileyo.

Ubudala 30 - Ukusuka kwelinye lawona matyala mabi e-erectile dysfunction, kunye nexesha lokuphila kwimeko yobufazi, ukonwabela ubomi besini se-vanilla. Kuthathwe ngaphezulu kweminyaka emi-2.

Andizange ndihlaziye iinyanga ze-8, nangona kunjalo ndabuya kwakhona. Uninzi lwamafesile am sele ephelile, nangona kunjalo unyawo lwam lomntwana lusekhona. Ndineebhoners ezingapheliyo, kunye neebhola eziluhlaza.

unxibelelwano kwiposi

[ICuckolding] ntlekele.

Mna nomfazi wam sele sitshatile iminyaka eyi-2 ngenyanga edluleyo. Kwithuba elithile ngoku ndibe ngcamango yecuckolding. Ndandibukela iinyanga ezinamabhinqa ezinyangeni kwaye kwakunjalo (kwaye kusekhona) ngokunyanisekileyo ukuvusa kum. Ndathetha nabantu abaninzi kwi-intanethi malunga nayo. Ekugqibeleni ndenza isibindi sokuba ndicele umfazi wam ukuba akwenze ngaphambi kokuba sigubha. Wayenqabile ngenxa yokuba wayecinga ukuba kuya kuphelisa kodwa ndaqhubeka ndixhala ngenxa yokuba ndiyazi ukuba ndamthanda kwaye ekugqibeleni wavuma.

Sifumene abafana abambalwa kwi-Intanethi, kwaye emva kokufumana eyona ilungileyo sihambe nayo kwiveki ephelileyo. Wayengumfana onomtsalane-ubude be-6, imisipha, i-dick enkulu-yonke into wonke umntu anqwenela ukuba nayo. Uthe xa ezokufika ndavula umnyango sancokola umzuzwana emva koko ndazisa umfazi wam. Saya kwigumbi lokulala ndafika ndahlala esofeni ngelixa eqala ukumanga intamo nokukhulula. Uye wamtyhalela ebhedini, wakhulula ipanty yakhe, waqalisa ukumtya ngaphandle. Bobabini bayayithanda kwaye nam ngokunjalo. Emva koko wayikhulula ibhlukhwe yakhe wakhwela phezu kwakhe nasemva kokumanga okwethutyana wafaka izandla zakhe entloko wangena kuye; Watsho ngesingqala. Kwakungalo mzuzu isisu sam sawa; kushushu kubanda kwimillisecond. Ngokukhawuleza ndaqonda ukuba xa ndibukele iphonografi, ndandingayi kuba yinkukhu, ndandisiya kuba yinkomo. Ndaziva ndigula, kodwa ndandingazi ukuba ndithini; Besele behlutha. Ndihleli apho, ndingathethi. Ngethamsanqa, emva kwemizuzu embalwa, wagqiba. Emva kokuba kwenziwe konke, ndamkhuphela ngaphandle, ndathi makacocwe ndahamba ndayokutya ukutya kwase China. Ndihleli emotweni yam ndilila imizuzu engama-20 ide ilunge ndagoduka ndenza ngathi akukho nto iphosakeleyo.

Kule veki iphelileyo bendisenza konke okusemandleni ukuze ndibambe amazinyo kwaye ndizame ukulibala ngayo, kodwa andikwazi. Indlela ancwine ngayo, indlela ambambe ngayo, indlela amjonge ngayo. Andikwazi ukuyikhupha entlokweni yam. Ukwazi ukuba ndiyayivumela enye indoda, ndiyeke mfo onamadoda kwaye onomtsalane kunam, fuck umfazi wam undigulise esiswini .. Ndifuna ngokuzibulala kwaye kubonakala ngathi sesona sisombululo silungileyo ngoku. Ngokwenyani andinakuzijonga esipilini ngaphandle kokuziva ndothekile. Elona candelo lilibi kukuba lelam ngokupheleleyo ityala. Andazi ukuba ndenzeni. mna nyhani ngempela Ndifuna ingcebiso. Andizange ndizive ndingenathemba ngaphambili.

I-gay porn iqala ukundicaphukisa.

Ukudibanisa ukubeka izimvo

Heyi ndoda, bendicinga ukuba ndiza kungena apha kuba kubonakala ngathi siyafana .. ndisebenzisa ukulahla njengoko abantu belazi igama lam elibomvu njl.

Ndichonga njengendoda ethe tye. Andikho kubudlelwane ngalo mzuzu, kodwa nditsalelekile kubafazi kwaye ndifuna ubudlelwane phakathi kwabafazi. Andifumani bantu banomdla kwisini. Andenzi nto tu.

Kodwa ukusukela ndisengumntwana ndikonwabele ukunxiba njengentombazana. Ndiyibiza ngokuba ngumntwana ngenxa yokuba ndihlala ndingena kumnandi, i-PMO ivakalelwa kukuba neentloni kunye neentloni emva koko, kude kube ziiyure ezimbalwa kamva kwaye umjikelo uyaqhubeka. Oku kwaqhubekeka ekubeni mdala kwaye ndangena nzulu kuwo.

Kwiminyaka embalwa edlulileyo ndafumana i-nofap (ejikeleze i-2013). Emva kwemizamo embalwa emifutshane yokusilela ndenze i-hardmode malunga neenyanga ze-14 ngelixa ndizihlalela. Ngeli xesha ndafumanisa ukuba umdla wam wokunxibelelana ngokungaphezulu okanye kancinci ufe kwaphela, luhlobo lokufika kwindawo apho ibingandithandi njengakuqala .. Ndicinga ukuba ungayibiza ngokuba ngukusetha kwakhona. Nangona kunjalo, le ndlela ye-14 yenyanga yaphela. Ndiza kuthi ngoku ndihlala kwi-PMO kanye emva kweeveki ezimbalwa (ndisebenzisa igama elithi PMO, kodwa ngokwenene yi-MO, andiyisebenzisi imifanekiso engamanyala, imifanekiso engokwengqondo), kodwa ndinokuthi ngokuqinisekileyo akukho nto ibonakala incede mna. Ikwajolise ekuzameni ukudibana nabantu kwaye ndiqale ukuthandana kwakhona.

Andiqinisekanga ukuba ndingathi ndilungisiwe ndinje .. kodwa kuxhomekeke kwinto oyibiza ngokuba 'ilungisiwe'. Ndizikhuphile kulo mjikelo, kwaye ndiyenzile ukuya kwinqanaba apho olo sana kunokuba 'lunempilo' kunokuba lube namandla okutshabalalisa ngaphambili. Ndisazifumana ndicinga kwaye ndicinga ngokunxiba kwakhona, kodwa andikaze ndibuyele kuyo kwaye ndingenzi nto, ngaphandle kwala maxesha amafutshane okucinga, ndisafanele ndenze into enye, kwaye njengoko kusitsho oku bekujikeleze i-2 okanye 3 kwiminyaka eyadlulayo. Ndicinga ukuba i-nofap yandinceda nje ukuba ndizamkele.

Andiqinisekanga ngokupheleleyo ngento endiyifumana apha, kodwa ndiyathemba ukuba ibali lam linokukunceda. Ndicinga ukuba kubalulekile ukukhumbula ukuba isini asiyongqangi, sisikali esikhulu sokuhambisa. Sonke sahlukile kwaye nganye inezinto esizikhethileyo kunye nemibono / iimfesane zethu, eneneni, zezona zisenza sibe ngabantu. Sonke sihleli ndaweni ithile kuloo nqanaba. Eyona nto unokuyenza kukwamkela ukuba ukulo nqanaba kwenye indawo kwaye ukhululeke ngokwakho. Umhlaba ungadika ukuba besifana.

Ukuba ufuna iNkulumbuso ukuba ixoxe ngayo nantoni na emva koko uzive ukhululekile, ndiza kuhlala ndibeke iliso kule akhawunti ye-TA.

Umnyaka we-20 kunye nomlutha wePC. Ngaba u-NoFap wawuza kusebenza?

Molo apho, ndiyaxolisa ngendlela engathethekiyo ukuba ayivumelekanga apha, ndiyaqonda ukuba iimods ziyayisusa. Ndinqwenela ndifuna ukuma nditshintshe. Ndikwindawo embi kakhulu kwaye ndingaluvuyela uncedo. Oku kundibulala ngokoqobo kwaye andazi ukuba ndenzeni.

Ndiyiminyaka eyi-20 kwaye ndiyindoda kwaye andikho e-US, xa ndandineminyaka eyi-14, ndaqala ukubukela i-porn (njengawo nawuphi na umntwana oqhelekileyo ndicinga ukuba) ngaxeshanye, ndaqala ukubuza ngesini sam. Ndaya kukhangela iphonografi kodwa ndoyikiswa ngamadoda amadala 'amaduna' ngobuninzi bawo.

Ndandihamba nje phakathi kokubukela iphonografi ngqo kunye ne-porn engamanyani yesini malunga nonyaka. Emva koko ndafumana indawo (eyaziwayo 'ityhubhu') eyayinenani elikhulu lezinto 'ezingahlawulwayo'. Ndaqala ukukhangela izinto ezinabantu ababonakala ngathi bangangam. Kulapho izinto zahlala khona iminyaka eyi-2, imikhwa yamanyala eqhelekileyo kulutsha.

Emva koko, xa ndandimalunga ne-17 ndaqhubeka ndikhangela izinto 'zabafana abancinci' kwaye ndakhubeka kwindawo eyaqala ukuba nomxholo otyhafisayo kuyo, akukho nto ingekho semthethweni- kujongeka njengokufana nento ebendikuyo. Kodwa, izinto ziye zaya ezantsi xa ndandimalunga ne-18 xa ndandikhangela ezinye zazo. Andikhange ndikhangele nantoni na ngokukodwa bendihamba ndizixakekisa ngayo kwi-TOR. Eyona mpazamo imbi ebomini bam.

Ndikhubekile ndaya kwisiza ngonxibelelwano oludlamkileyo (ndicinga ukuba yayiyindawo ye-porn ye-gay) kunye ne-fuck. Ekuqaleni yayizizinto nje zokufikisa, kodwa ke ndafumana izinto ezinabantwana abancinci. Ukuqala kwam ukujonga ukuba ndiziva ndigula kakhulu emva koko, ndandizithiyile kwaye ndicinga ngokuzibulala. Ndandidakiwe. Ndiyekile ukwenza into entle malunga neeveki ezi-3, emva koko ngesizathu esithile ndabuyela umva. I-orgasm endiyifumene nayo yayingeyonto endakha ndanayo ngaphambili. Kule minyaka mibini idlulileyo, bendibukele ezinye zezinto ezimbi kakhulu onokucinga ngazo. Ndiyazicaphukela. Ndiyazi ukuba ndiza kufumana imiyalezo emibi njl njl, kodwa ngokunyanisekileyo ndithethe izinto ezimbi kunayo nantoni na apha enokuyithetha kum. Ndizijonga esipilini kwaye andimazi umntu endibe nguye.

Ndisoloko ndinemicimbi yoxinzelelo lwasentlalweni kwaye ndikhululekile kunye namantombazana / abafana abakwiminyaka yam, ngenxa yoko andikaze ndibenabo ubudlelwane okanye nantoni na. Oku, ukwehla kwempilo yam kukutya ukutya okumnandi kunye nokwenza umthambo kundenze ndadandatheka.

Ndisoloko ndinomdla kwi-fetish porn (voyeur, inkohliso-ukudlwengula, esidlangalaleni njlnjl), kwaye ndicinga ukuba ukonwaba kokuba 'kungalunganga' kwandiguqula ngakumbi. Ngokuqinisekileyo andinomtsalane ebantwaneni. Andifuni, ndiyabatyumza abafana abakwiminyaka yam. Yinto eqhelekileyo iphonografi ayenzi nto kum. Ingqondo yam iphelele yonakele ngale nto, ndiye ndayeka ukukhathazeka kuyo yonke into kwaye ndicinga ukuba umbono wam ngayo yonke into imfiliba.

Andazi nokuba ndingumntu athandana naye ndicinga ukuba bendihleli ixesha elide, kodwa kutshanje ndizifumene ndifumana iimvakalelo kumantombazana am ubudala, nto leyo eyenza ukuba yonke le nto inyuswe ngakumbi.

Ndizamile ukuyeka amaxesha amaninzi. Ndinqwenela ukuba ndingathumela nje kwenye indawo kwaye ndizinqumle kwi-intanethi ye-fucking embi kakhulu. Andikwazi, umsebenzi wam wangoku kunye nemeko indifuna ukuba ndibenelaptop efanelekileyo kunye nokufikelela kwi-intanethi. Ndizamile ukutshixa ikhompyuter yam ngesoftware yokuhluza, kodwa ndoyike ndidlula nje kolo shit.

Andikwazi ukuya kunyangi malunga noku. Apho ndikhoyo banomgaqo-nkqubo wokuxela ngokungqongqo, nkqu nengcebiso engacacanga malunga noku iya kuba negama lam kuluhlu lwamapolisa kwangoko.

Ngaphandle koxinzelelo kunye noxinzelelo, ndinobomi obuqhelekileyo. Ukuba andinakukutya oku emphefumlweni wam ngalo lonke ixesha ndivala amehlo, ndicinga ukuba ndingonwaba. Andinguye umntu okholwayo, kodwa ndizifumana ndilila kwaye ndicela ukuba uthixo ukhona, kutheni le nto ndingayenza kum?

Qho ndisiva iknock emnyango ndiyoyika iyakuba ngamapolisa. Ndifuna kakhulu ukuyeka, kwaye ndifuna ukuxelela abanye abantu. Nokuba ihamba ngeakhawunti ye-intanethi engaziwayo. Ndingavuya nangayiphi na ingcebiso, ubulumko okanye nantoni na.

Ndiyaqonda ukuba baninzi abaya kundithiya kwaye bacinge ukuba ndikude kakhulu echibini elingafanelekanga ukuba ndilondoloze - ndithembe, bendicinga ukuba kutsha nje. Ndicinga ukuba le yimpazamo yam yokugqibela. Andazi ukuba ndingaqhubeka njani nokwenza le nto nyani.

Ndicinga ukuba, ndifuna ukwazi ukuba ucinga ukuba iNoFap iya kusebenza? Ukujonga kwam i-porn kuvele kwandiswe. Ndiqinisekile ukuba anditsaleki ebantwaneni. Andikho nje. Inyaniso yokuba le nto 'ayikho semthethweni' indiguqula. Kuyonwabisa, kuyafana nokwabelana ngesondo esidlangalaleni okanye nantoni na. Andazi, ndicinga ukuba niyazi ngakumbi malunga nefuthe loononopopasho ngoko ndiza kuthi, ngoko ndifuna ukubuza ..

Kwakhona, ukuba nabani na owakha wazifumana ekwimeko efanayo (ndifunde imisonto ebomvu reddit kunye nezithuba zebhlog malunga noku ngaphambili, ungothuka yindlela ekubonakala ngathi iqheleke ngayo) nceda sukuyenza. Yeka ngaphambi kokuba ubonakale uhambe kakhulu kwaye izinto ziba mnyama.

Ngapha koko, enkosi bafana. Luxolo. Uxolo ukuba le nto ihambile-bendikhala ndilila ngelixa ndibhala, iimvakalelo ezininzi xa ndicinga ngezinto.

Impendulo

Yazi nje ukuba awuwedwa. Ndingumsebenzisi we-CP. Yonke le nto yaqala kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo xa ndandiqala ukubukela iividiyo ze-amateur P kwaye ekuhambeni kwexesha ndaye ndazisola ngayo ndaza ndazama ezinye izinto ezingaqhelekanga ezifana nokwabelana ngesondo nezilwanyana. Xa ndafika emazantsi e-shithole endandinayo, ndaqaphela ukuba ndiyayikhathalela nayo ndaya kwi-CP. Kuya kufuneka ukhumbule ukuba kukho isisombululo, kukho indlela yokuphuma kulo mngxunya wesihogo. Sukuyeka ukucinga ngokuzibulala njengam, kuba banokuyisebenzisa ingqondo yakho ngokukhawuleza kunokuba ubulindele, kwaye ayisosisombululo okanye ikhetho.

Lahla yonke into onayo enxulumene ne-PMO. Vala yonke iminyango. Iphonografi ayiyidemon onokuyibulala ngezixhobo. Kuya kufuneka ubulawe yindlala. Yenza ishedyuli yokucamngca kwaye unamathele kuyo yonke imihla ngaxeshanye, i-10 min ngemini yanele kwaye iya kukunceda uzibuze ngokubhekisele ekuphupheni, ukukhuthaza kunye nokulawula ukucinga ngokubanzi. Musa ukunikezela. Uhlala kwindawo efanelekileyo.

Enye impendulo

Ewe, ndicinga ukuba iyakunceda. Bendihlala ndifakela i-CP, njengawe. Ndichithe iinyanga ndikhangela iseti yeevidiyo kube kanye, kwaye xa ndigqibile ukuzifumana, yayiyeyona nto indonwabisayo endakha ndazenza ngayo nantoni na endizenzele yona kude kube lelo xesha. Ndandibuhlungu. Ndiyenzile idlulileyo kwiintsuku ze-90 ngaphandle kwe-PMO ngoku kwaye ndizifumanisa kunqabile ukuba ndicinge nge-porn. Ndicinga kakhulu ngamantombazana endibaziyo ngobomi bokwenyani, kwaye ndicinga ngaphezulu kakhulu kunokucinga nje ngesondo.

Umnqweno wendalo wokubamba udaki wakho kwinto iya kuhlala ikhona, kodwa unokwenza ubuchopho bakho ukuba ususe isenzo sokutshintsha kwizinto ezikhethiweyo zokujongana neengcinga zesondo.

Oh kwaye malunga nabantwana. Ndisajika iliso lam kwintombazana encinci emfutshane, kodwa andisayi kuchitha isiqingatha seyure esilandelayo ndicinga ngaye entlokweni yam. Ndiyicinga ukuba yinto esele isele kwisini sam kuloo minyaka. Owu kwaye ndinethamsanqa lokuba ndingazange ndibenazo naziphi na izibongozo zokwenza kuyo nayiphi na le nto.

Impendulo yesithathu

Uya kumangaliswa ukuba ndiyibone kangaphi le nto apha. Ngethamsanqa andikaze ndiye kule ndawo, kodwa kulula ukutyibilika kuhlobo olungaqhelekanga lwe-porn. Ngelixa ukubukela i-CP kuyinto engaqhelekanga, uninzi lwabantu olubukele i-CP luqale ngoonobumba “abaqhelekileyo” (akukho manyala aqhelekileyo, konke oko akuqhelekanga). Asinguwe lo, awuyifuni le nto, ubukele nje kuba uthanda ulonwabo lokubukela ukungcola okugulayo okungafunekiyo.

Nangona kunjalo, ungatshintsha. Inokuba yinkqubo ende, kodwa iya kuba yinto efanelekileyo ekugqibeleni xa ukhululekile. Uhambo lwakho luqala namhlanje. Okwangoku, phumla nje, funda ezinye zezithuba eziphambili kule nkqutyana kwaye ufunde ngamava abantu kwaye ufumane izimvo ezithile kubo. Umnqweno omhle! 🙂

I-Porn idibanise ngethuba elikhulu (ixesha elide kakhulu kunye nezifundo zobomi kwicala) I-HOCD kunye nokudandatheka.

Molweni bantu le yiposti yam yokuqala apha. Umlutha wam wobugqwetha waqala ngexesha le-12, xa konke kwakubonakala kukuhle kakhulu kwaye kuyamangalisa. Kancinci kodwa ngokuthe ngcembe ndenyuka ukusuka kwi-porn yesiqhelo ukuya kwi-milfs -> lesbians-> transsexourse -> hentai (straight) -> hentai (trans) -> hentai (gay) -> gay porn.

Ihlazo kunye netyala ngenxa yezinto endizenzayo xa ndixhatshazwa kwi-pornography

I-Porn yenza ndicinga ukuba ndiyindoda

Molweni nonke. Makhe ndiqale ngokuthi bendiphulula amalungu esini kwi-8 iminyaka. Nokuba kanye ngemini, kabini ngemini, okanye nangaphezulu. Ndingomnye wabo bantu baqhubela phambili kwizinto ezigabadeleyo nangakumbi. Ndiye ndahlambalaza izinto zobungqingili kule minyaka imbalwa idlulileyo, kwaye kwaba kuphela kwiinyanga ezimbini ezidlulileyo ingqondo yam yazibuza, "Ngaba ndilifanasini?" Oku kubangele uxinzelelo oluninzi kunye ne-OCD ukuba yenzeke. Ndisenayo le nto, kodwa hayi kwinqanaba endandikade ndinalo.

Ukuba nabani na ufumana into enje, elona cebiso lam lilungileyo kukuyeka iphonografi. Ndilwe nexhala ngokwenza into ebindenze ndanexhala kakhulu; ndizixelele ukuba ndiyintombazana. Ndizinyanzele ukuba ndihlale phantsi ndicinge ngeengcinga zesini zesini. Ewe, bandivuse kakhulu kwiveki yokuqala. Kodwa, kwezi veki zintathu ze-3, ndiye ndabona ukuba ezi ngcinga ziye zavusa iLOT LESS Ndisenako ukuvuswa ngabo, kodwa kufuna umgudu. Ukuba ubhidekile ukuba ungubani, kufuneka uzibuze, "Ngaba ndakhe ndanazo ezi mvakalelo ngaphambi kokuba ndibukele iphonografi?" Njengoko ndihleli apha ndichwetheza oku, ixhala elincinci liyandibetha. Kodwa kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo kwakukubi ngendlela emangalisayo.

Ndiyakumcebisa nabani na ohamba nento efana nokucamngca, ukuyeka i-porn, nokuziphazamisa ngomsebenzi. Musa ukulwa neengcinga. Ngokukrakra, musa.

Iintsuku ezingama-32 - Ufumene ibhoner ejonge umfanekiso womfazi ohamba ze.

Oku kuyaphambana njengabafana abathandayo. Namhlanje bendiphengulula incwadi yesalathiso sebhayoloji elayibrari kuba bendikruqukile, ndaye ndatyhila kwiphepha apho linomfanekiso womfazi ohamba ze. Kwaye andizange ndikholelwe ekuqaleni kodwa, intliziyo yam yaqala ukubetha ngokukhawuleza kwaye ndafumana ibhoner epheleleyo.

Kuyaphambana, kwiinyanga ezi-2 ezidlulileyo kuye kwafuneka ndibukele njenge-hentai gang-rap kunye ne-bullshit tentacle ukuze ndifumane nje okona kubuhlungu, isiqingatha sebhoner. Kwaye bendikunye ne-esile enebhontsi enzima ejonge umfanekiso we-anatomy. Ndonwabile kakhulu bafo.

Xa ndijonga emva, inzima kakhulu inxalenye yayibu busuku xa ndifumana i-horny enkulu kakhulu ngaphambi kokuba kube yintoni xa ndandidlwengula kakhulu. Into ebalulekileyo endiyenzayo yayifudula iselula yam, i-tablet kunye nekhompyutheni kwindawo yokuhlala kwaye isebenzise ezo zixhobo apho kwaye kuphela. I-2nd kunye ne-3rd iveki yayinemfesane kakhulu, ndade ndifanele ndilale ebusweni iintsuku ezimbalwa njengoko bekubonakala ngathi umbhede wam wawubangele.

Ngokwezinye izibonelelo, ndingathi into # 1 kukuba ndinamandla ngakumbi kwaye ndiziva ngathi ndingumntwana ofuna ukuhlala ejikeleza. Ngaphandle kwalonto, khange ndiqaphele okuninzi, kodwa mhlawumbi ezo ziya kuza nexesha.

Kodwa ngokunyanisekileyo, ukufumanisa kwanamhlanje ngokwako kuye kwaguqula ubomi. Ndiyabulela kakhulu ngale subreddit, awazi ukuba ndinombulelo kangakanani ngani bantu.

Ndiyabonga kakhulu.

IIVEKI ezi-2 KUNYE NOKUFUMANEKA KUNGCONO KWI-SISSY FETISH OMG <3

Nina madoda anikazi ukuba ndonwabile njani.

Ndiye ndahlupheka ngalo mntwana ngaphezu konyaka, eyona ngxaki inkulu yile yokuba, ndiye ndafikelela kwinqanaba apho ndingaze ndiphinde ndikhathazwe ngamantombazana, i-libido yam yayisezantsi ngokwenene, izinto ezibaxekileyo ndiguqulele, (ndenze iposti malunga nayo: https://goo.gl/WWECPM) Kwaye ngokuyeka i-pmo kwiiveki ze-2 sele ndivakalelwa ngakumbi ngabafazi !!

Abantu bathi ndiza kugqitywa ngokutsha kwiintsuku ze-90/150, ndacinga ukuba ndiza kuqala ukuziva nditsaleleke kubo emva kweentsuku ezingama-30 ke oku kuyonwabisa kakhulu !!!

Enkosi kuni nonke ngabanye abandincedileyo, kodwa alikafiki ixesha lokuphumla !! Ndiphumelele edabini, hayi emfazweni; Kukho uhambo olude kunye nolonwabisayo lokuphucula oluzayo !!

Ndingu 15 kwaye ndiqala ukuhlakulela intombazana yamantombazana amancinci ngenxa yesifo soononophala. Ngaba iya kuhamba ngaphandle kwe-PMO? Ngaba ndididekile entloko?

Hayi andikaze ndibukele iphonografi yomntwana okanye nantoni na, andikhange ndiwele nzulu kangako.

Ndaqala ukubukela iifayili eziqhelekileyo, njengazo ezicetyiswayo kwi-pornhub, ngoko ndaqala ukubukela i-porno yobunqunu, ngoko ke amantombazana athwala kunye ne-pornography kunye ne-porn monster kunye nayo yonke into.

Ngoku ndiqala ukuthanda abantwana.

Yintoni le ndoda i-fuck, ndingu-15 ngenxa ye-fuck.

Okwangoku ndingumhla we6.

Ngaba ezi ntloko ziya kuhamba njengoko ndihamba kunye ne-streak yam? Ngaba ndididekile kakhulu entloko?

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Ukuba ufumana umxhwele ngamabele angabhaliweyo okwangokunje, imfuneko yezinto ezigqithisileyo ziyabhubha. Ndiyakwazi ukuqinisekisa le nto. Ndiyakuphepha yonke imifanekiso yedijithali kwiintsuku zokugqibela ze-25 kunye naluphi na "ukudibana" (ndinciphisa ngokukhawuleza) ngokugqoka abantu ngabanye kwi-IG yenza ukuba ndicinge ukuba ndiyakwazi ukuhamba kunye nokuthwala imithwalo kwimifanekiso ngoku. Kanye njengezizukulwana ezangezidala zenza okokudlala.

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Ewe yeka ukubukela iphonografi kwangoko ezi mithana zingakonakalisa ebomini, zithintele iphonografi kunye nemithombo yeendaba zentlalo kwifowuni yakho ngokungathandabuzekiyo iya isiba mandundu ukusuka apha. Awungekhe uyithande indlela oziva ngayo emva kokuba uzonwabisile ndiyazi ukuba ikwenza uzive ukhululekile kwaye unetyala

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Ukunyaniseka ngokupheleleyo: andazi. Awunakukuxela okwangoku. Kodwa: uninzi lwee-fapstronauts zixele ukuba imfuno yazo yokugabadela y yanyamalala xa yayiqhela ukuvuswa zizinto zendalo.

Kuyakubaluleka ukuba ungacabangi kwaye uye “phaya” ngengqondo yakho. Kupholile ngokwenene ukuba uyibonile le nto kwaye waqala ukungabinayo le nto kwasekuqaleni, ngelixa usekwishumi elivisayo, isithupha salonto.

I-Porn iphendulele kumntu okhohlakeleyo

Ke ndiye ndaqala ukujonga iphonografi xa bendingu-11, mhlawumbi kungekudala kunoko. Ekuqaleni ndandikwimifanekiso engamanyala, izinto ezifana nomfana odlalayo, ndandikuthanda ukubona amantombazana ehamba ze kodwa ndandingakhathali kakhulu kubafana abakwiividiyo. Kuqala ndingene kwimifanekiso kuneevidiyo. Xa ndingena kwiividiyo, andikwazi ukubukela ividiyo yonke, kuye kwafuneka nditsibe ndiye apho inomdla khona. Ndingaba neethebhu ezingama-50 ezivulekileyo ngaxeshanye kwi-Chrome etshintsha-jika izama ukufumana enye into ngakumbi kwaye inomdla kwaye ivuselele. Oku kuye kwaba kubi kakhulu de ndaqala ukubukela ezinye iividiyo ezenyanyekayo, izinto ezinokwenza umntu oqhelekileyo aphonsa emlonyeni wabo kancinci. Into ephambeneyo kukuba andinakuze ndiyenze nayiphi na le nto xa isiza kwinto yokwenyani. Into efana ne "Scat" umzekelo, yandijika xa ndibukela iphonografi yayo, kodwa yayihlala indikhupha ukuze ndiyenze. Ndizamile ukuyenza amaxesha ambalwa kwaye ndaziva ngathi ndikhutshiwe yiyo kwaye andinakuyenza. Kodwa andinangxaki nayo xa kuziwa kwi-porn. Iminyaka emine eyadlulayo bendinokukruquka kukwazi uhlobo lwe-porn endijongileyo, ndisezothekile kum. Andazi ukuba kutheni ndiyenza.

Xa ndandineminyaka eyi-13-17 ubudala ndandijonga i-porn yesibini ukuba ndifike ekhaya ndibuya esikolweni. Ndijonge iphonografi amaxesha 2-6 ngosuku. Kule minyaka, iimfesane zam ziye zafumana ngakumbi nangakumbi, kodwa eyona nto andizukuyenza nantoni na endiyijongayo emntwini, indikhathaza kakhulu.

Oku kubi kakhulu kangangokuba ndiziva ngathi ndiza kwenza into engekho mthethweni ekugqibeleni. Khange ndizame fap iiveki. Iintsuku ezili-16 lelona xesha lam lide. Lo mngeni we-nofap undiguqulele ekubeni ngowona wesini siphambanisayo kuba ndiziva ngathi andinakukhupha amandla am ezesondo. Ndiye ndenza i-masturbating ngaphandle koononophala, kodwa oko akunakunceda kakhulu. Andifuni ukunikezela, kodwa yeyona nto inzima kakhulu endiyenzileyo. Ndicinga ukuba ndinokuba likhoboka. Kunzima ukutsho nangona kunjalo kuba ndingajonga iphonografi kube kanye ngemini ngoku, ekuthiwa ngumntu wonke kuyinto eqhelekileyo kubafana. Mhlawumbi ndiza kujonga iphonografi kabini. Ngamanye amaxesha iiyure. Andazi nje ukuba ndilawula njani iminqweno.

Ndineentloni zokuba ndidlwengulwe

Esinye sezizathu endifuna ukuyeka ukuzenza iiflegi kukuba into endiyisebenzisileyo yayibandakanya ukuhluka kodlwengulo. Kwaye kwafika ekugqibeleni ukuba nokukhankanywa kokudlwengulwa kwangempela kunokundijika, ubuncinane kwimeko.

Ayikulungelanga kwaphela ukubonakalisa umfanekiso wam. Nangona kunjalo ndiyazi ukuba ayinguye 'ngokwam lo'. Andikaze ndicinge ukwenzakalisa umfazi onje ebomini bokwenyani, kwaye ukubona amaxhoba okudlwengulwa akhathazwa kukundivakalela, ngokungathi bendinokwenza kuye nawuphi na umntu oye wafumana naluphi na uhlobo lwamava abuhlungu.

Ndifuna ukukhululeka kule nxalenye yam, ayisebenzi njongo inye ngaphandle kokundenza ndizive ndimbi ngesiqu sam.

Uphawu lweenyanga lwe-6! Umfazi / umlenze wesisu uhamba ngeenyawo kumtshato onothando kunye nobulili obukhulu

Hayi wonke umntu bendifumana ukubonwa kwamanyala namhlanje emsebenzini xa ndiqonda ukuba ndikho malunga neenyanga ze-6 simahla! Andazi ukuba ngowuphi umhla endiqale ngawo kodwa akunamsebenzi. Ndithumela into rhoqo emva kwexesha ukuzama ukunceda umntu aphume. Andizanga kuqhayisa okanye ukuhoywa. Ndifuna nje ukuthumela ukuba nokuba ngumntu omnye kuphela ofumana uncedo kuyo!

Ndandingenanto kodwa ndahluleka ukuzama ukulala ngokwesondo. Ayikwazanga ukugcina i-streak. Ngaba ungene ekudakaleni kweziyobisi kunye nokungenamakhaya.

Ngethuba lokuqala ndithandana ngokwenene kwaye ndiyawuthanda umzimba wam. Ubomi abugqibelelanga nangayiphi na indlela kodwa kuyaziva ukufeza injongo.

I-Porn ithetha ukuba ndiyindoda

Ngaba omnye umntu uziva oku? Kudala ndibukele iphonografi ixesha elide yonke imihla kangangokuba andinakuphuma ndiye kubona amantombazana aqhelekileyo. Ngoku ndijonge ubukrelekrele obungaqhelekanga njengee-bukkake, yona imigulukudu eyindoda, imisebenzi engqindilili yokufumana ibhoner. Wtf? Ndifuna uncedo ndoda.

Ubulili bam sele buyeke. Kodwa i-OCD ilapho.

Ndineenyanga ezintathu ndikhululekile kwi-porn fetish. Ndisasilela nzima ekufakeni, kodwa nge-voila, ndingafumana ulungelelwaniso olupheleleyo kwi-porn kunye neengcinga ezichanekileyo. Oku kuyamnandi, oku kuthetha ukuba ndingazifumana ndikulwalamano olusebenzayo. Ukunyaniseka oko akukholakali, ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale ndandithandabuza ukuba ndikhe ndafumana nzima kwizinto ezichanekileyo. Ukutshutshiswa kuyavusa nangona kunjalo (heck ukuba bekungekho ngekhe ndibenakho ukuyenza loo nto).

Ingxaki kukuba, i-OCD isalugxotha kum. Andinayo i-dysphoria, kwaye ndiyazi ngokucacileyo njengendoda, kodwa ukufunda izithuba kwi-AskTransgender kuye kwafaka le ngcamango engacetywanga ukuba ngandlela-thile ndiza kuhlakulela i-dysphoria yesini kwaye ndibe nomona onobukhwele obujonge ngabasetyhini. Oku kuninika amandla amakhulu (kodwa angenangqiqo).

Ixesha lokugqibela i-TOCD yaphakama ngethuba leemviwo, kwaye zaye zanyamalala emva koko. Ngoku ndifumana iimviwo kwakhona kwaye baphinde baphinde bahlalele haha, ndiye ndacinga ukuba ibotshelelwe kuxinzelelo lwam.

Gama uzame ukucamngca ukuze uvale iingcamango ezingenangqondo.

Ukuziyeka kukodwa akwanele: Ukusuka kwi-PIED egqithileyo ukuya kumatshini wesini

Ndingumsebenzisi onobundlobongela obunobunzima ukususela ekufikeni kwam. Ndilahlekelwe bubuntombi bam kwiinyanga nje ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo kwi-25. Ndandinetyala elinobuzaza kakhulu ngenxa yamanyala. Ndasebenzisa i-porn kakhulu, kwaye ndisebenzisa ukubamba i-masturbation. Ndade ndawukhathaza umthondo wam ngokuxubana okuqatha. Ndasebenzisa kakubi i-porno ukuya kwinqanaba lokuba andinakukwazi ukufumana ulwakhiwo, nditsho nohlobo olugqwesileyo lwe-porn. Kwaye kubi kakhulu: iminyaka embalwa, ndayeka ukutsala abantu basetyhini, ndanyuka ndaya kwi-porn kunye ne-tranny porn. Ndiqale ukufumana amantombazana engathandeki, nokuba wayenomtsalane kangakanani, kwaye niyalazi lonke ibali…. Ndacinga ukuba ndiyintombazana. Khange ndenze nto kwezi “zibongozo”.
Khange ndikwazi ukuyeka ngaphezulu kweenyanga ezimbini. Ndichithe iminyaka emibini ndishiya i-PMO ukusuka kwiveki ukuya kwiinyanga ezimbini, emva koko ndaphinda ndabuya. Ndaqhubeka ndisebenzisa i-porn ngamanye amaxesha. Kanye kwiiveki ezimbini kwi-avareji (ngcono kunokusetyenziswa kwemihla ngemihla).

Ukuzithemba kwam kwachithwa ngenxa yokuba ndabona abafana bezithokozela ngamantombazana atshisayo, kwaye ndandingenamandla, ndingenakho ukuzithemba kwaye ndingakwazi ukusebenzisana nabasetyhini njengendoda. Ndandisoloko ndibalekela abafazi bonyani ngenxa yokuba ndiyesaba ukungaphumeleli okubuhlungu.

Oko akuzange kuncede. Ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiqale ndibone abesifazana bokwenene, nokuba andikhange nditsaleleke kubo njengoko bendinokwenza. Ndagqiba kwelokuba ndibe nesibindi. Ndadibana nenenekazi, ndaya endaweni yalo, ndaza ndamanga ngolangazelelo. Ndandixhalabile kangangokuba andinakukwazi ukufumana ukulungiswa. Ndacwangcisa ifowuni yam ukuba ndifumane umnxeba ongeyonyani kwaye ndiyisebenzise njengesizathu sokushiya i-haha. Ndaphinda ndadibana neenyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, ndaza ndafumana izilungiso ezifanelekileyo, kodwa asizange sinyukele kwisini. Sema ukuze sidibane.

Ndadibana nenye intombazana entle (i-GF yam yangoku). Sithandane kwaye saqala ukuphuma. Ngenye imini saphuzana ngequbuliso ngaphambi kokuba omnye wethu ashiye ibhasi egodukayo. Kwakunzima. Ndikhubazekile ndinexhala: Ndizakumxelela ntoni xa sizama ukulala ngesondo kwaye ndohluleka ukuyifumana. Andizange ndimxelele malunga ne-PIED yam, kodwa ndathetha ngokukhathala kwam (ndandihlupheka ngenxa yokulala kakhulu kunye noxinzelelo ngelo xesha) kunye nefuthe lam. Ndamxelela ukuba ndifuna nje ubudlelwane obusenyongweni kunye nexesha elithile lokufumana ubunzima bam. Kwakungekho buxoki, okanye ibali elipheleleyo.

Saqala ukudibana kwam. Sipheka kunye, sisela iibhiya, sibukele iNetflix kwaye siphumle haha, emva koko sigonene ebhedini de silale. Ke, khange ndiwamkele umbono wokuba intombazana ilele ebhedini yam ngokulala nayo. Ke, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndimnike isondo lomlomo. Kwakuqala ukuba ayifumane, kwaye wayevuya kakhulu. Ke, kwiiveki ezimbini, sidibene amaxesha ambalwa senza into enye. I-libido yam yaqala ukuvuka. Ngobunye ubusuku, ndandimkholisa, kwaye ngequbuliso ndothuka kangangokuba ndandifuna ukuba neentlobano zesini ezimbi kakhulu. Ndaba ngesondo ngempumelelo ekuqaleni, kwaye kwakunzima.
Into endimangalisayo kukuba ukungabikho kwesikhala sokuqala. Xa ndibe ne-PMOed, ngezinye izikhathi ndafika ngamasekhondi ambalwa.
ukunyaniseka, ngamanye amaxesha i-PMO xa engekho. Iyayichaphazela intsebenzo yam kamva. Ngoku, ndiyenza rhoqo, kwaye ndiza kuyimisa kwakamsinya. Ke, eyona nto iphambili yile: phuma kwigobolondo yakho kwaye uqalise ukudibana nabafazi. Ufuna intombazana eqondayo nenothando. Ukuhlawula kubaluleke ngakumbi kunokuziyeka, ngokoluvo lwam.

Ngoku, ndingumatshini wesini. Ndingayenza ukuya kuthi ga kumaxesha e-3 ngemini kwaye ndingaziva ndityumkile, njengaxa ndandisenza iphonografi.

I-Porn-Induced Feted.

Ndiziva ndihlaselwa kwimeko yam yokugqibela echaphazelekayo yam isisu, ngoko ndandifuna nje ukucima into ethile malunga neengcambu ezibangelwa iifostile.

Xa uqala ukuba likhoboka lemifanekiso engamanyala, ekugqibeleni kufuneka amathamo "omeleleyo" ukuze uzigcine ukhuthazwa ngexesha fap.

Ixesha elongezelelekileyo, iimagazini zikamama wakho zijika zibe ziifoto ezithambileyo zijika zibe zi-hardcore vids zijike zibe li-lesbian, i-BDSM, ukulala nesilwanyana, ukuhambisa, ukujongana nokudlwengulwa, njl njl. Izinto "awukholelwa ukuba uphelele nje" emva koko. (Abanye abantu abathe tye bade babukele iphonografi kuba besoyikwa kukuziphatha kakubi ngokwesini.)

Ingqondo yakho iyayifuna le nto inyukayo, nokuba awuyifuni kwaye uneentloni ngayo. Okubi kakhulu, abanye abantu bafuna i-IRL yabo yobufazi, kwaye bahlala beziva ngathi batshabalalisile ubomi babo. "Andinakuze ndibuye kule nto" ibinzana eliqhelekileyo kwezi meko.

Ke ngaphambi kokuba uwise isigwebo kubantwana babantu, qonda ukuba yinxalenye yomlutha, kwaye kusenokwenzeka ukuba balapha kwiNoFap. I-Godspeed kunye nenhlanhla. Sonke sikunye oku.

Ekugqibeleni ndilahlekelwe ubuntombi bam, kwaye ngexesha le ndandibukela iifotunu kwintloko yam

Ndaqala ukukhwaza kwi-15.

Ndaqala ukubukela i-porn kwi-16.

Kudala ndiyibukele kwaye ndizikhuphela kuyo ngokungaphezulu nangaphantsi ngokungagungqiyo ukusukela ngoko, kule minyaka ili-7 idlulileyo.

Iminyaka embalwa edlulileyo ndazama / r / nofap ubuhle kakhulu, ndafumana / r / i-pornfree kwaye ndaqonda ukuba ngumba obaluleke ngakumbi lowo; Emva koko, ndaye ndachasana ne-porn, ngelixa ndandingakwazi ukushukumisa umkhwa-ngaphandle kokucoceka okucocekileyo kweenyanga ze-6, bendihlala ndibuya.

Kwangexesha elide, kude kube ngoku kum ubomi wam omdala ngokwenene, ndayichaza njenge / r / phambili, kwaye iphantse i / r / incel, nangona kungenjalo kwezo zinto zigqithisileyo. Umdibaniso woxinzelelo lwentlalo, ukudakumba kunye nokuzithemba okukhulu kunye nemicimbi yokuzithemba eyakhokelela kum ekubeni ndindodwa kakhulu, uloyiko, ukuzicekisa, ukucaphuka, umona, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ukuzenzakalisa kwabantu abadala.

Ubomi bam, loo nto yayingubani, kwaye yinto endiyayi kuba yinto endikufa ngayo, mhlawumbi kwiminyaka emihlanu okanye ezayo xa ndiza kuphelisa isibindi sokuzibulala ngenxa yokukhupha okukhawulezayo, endaweni yenkqubo yokuphuza kunye nokuzihlambalaza kwaye ukwenqaba ukuzinyamekela.

Emva kweenyanga ezintathu ezedlule, ngaphandle kwayo, le ntombazana ibonakalisa ebomini bam yatshintsha yonke into.

Ngoku ndinyangwa kabini ngeveki, ndifunda ukuthanda nokuzamkela, ndinobomi ekuhlaleni, kwaye ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiyathandana nalo mfazi. Uneminyaka eli-12 ubudala kunam kodwa akabonakali ngathi unjalo. Usebenza emncinci, ubonakala emncinci. Kwaye undixelele ukuba ndijongeka kwaye ndenza okudala kunabo bonke abafana abalingana nam. Saba ngabahlobo ngokukhawuleza kwaye ngokukhawuleza saba ngamaqabane kunye nolwalamano olunzulu ngokweemvakalelo. Sobabini sikhe sahamba shit kwaye sobabini sifunde ukujongana nayo ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo. Undibonisile ukuba bendisenza into engalunganga ebomini kwaye ukuhlala kungangamava agcwele ulonwabo, ukumangaliswa, ukudideka, uvuyo, kunye namaxesha athile kodwa angenakuphepheka entlungu kunye nokubandezeleka. Andisafuni kufa. Ndifuna ukuhlala, kwaye ndifuna ukufumana ubomi kunye naye.

Kodwa laa nto indala ndiyakhele mna kule minyaka… ayikapheli. Isekhona, kwaye iyanditya. Andifuni ukukuchazela nina bantu ukuba iphonografi iyikhuphile njani ingqondo yam, emva kokuba ndithintelwe ukuba ndithandane kunye nokunxibelelana ngokwasemzimbeni kwiminyaka yokuqala ye-23 yobomi bam, kuba nonke niyazi ukuba isebenza njani. Ndiyazi, emazantsi ezantsi, ukuba ibiphazamisa umbono wam, uyigqwetha kwaye uyijijile ngeenxa zonke kwiimilo ezingaziwayo, kodwa yathatha ekugcineni Ukulahlekelwa ubuntombi bam, kulo mntu ndiyakhathalela kakhulu kwaye ndamtsalane kungekhona kuphela emzimbeni, kodwa ngokomoya, ukuqonda ngokucacileyo indlela eyonakalisa ngayo isazela sam iminyaka ye-intanethi.

Eyona nto indixhalabisayo ngokuphulukana nekhadi le-v kukuba ndiza kugqiba ngokukhawuleza. Isichasi sasiyinyani. Andikwazi ukugqiba, konke. Kwafuneka ndiyenzile ngokwam. Wayepholile nayo, kwaye wayeyiqonda, kuba wayesazi ukuba ukuhamba yedwa yinto endandiyiqhelile, kodwa akazi ukuba ingena nzulu kangakanani. Ndinomdla kuye ngesiqhelo, xa enxibe, kodwa xa iimpahla ziphumile, kukho into etshintsha entlokweni yam. Ngesiquphe ndiyaqonda nje ukuba ayinguye nongowamawaka amantombazana kwi-porn enemizimba engenakufezekiswa, ngumntu wokwenene. Kwaye ndiyamthanda. Ndiyabuthanda ubuntu bakhe, ndiyamthanda uncumo, kwaye ndiyawuthanda umphefumlo wakhe. Undikhathalele kakhulu kwaye uhlala esitsho ukuba uthandana njani nam, nam ndinjalo, ngaphandle kwenxalenye yomtsalane ngokwasemzimbeni. Ngokwenene andinakuhlala ndivukile ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo. Ndahlala nzima ngaphandle kwengxaki ezininzi, kodwa ndandingangeni kuyo. Khange ndive kwanto. Hayi ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo, hayi ngexesha lesandla, hayi ngomlomo, kodwa ngexesha kwaye KUPHELA ngexesha lokuphulula amalungu esini. Kwakufuneka ibe ndim, kunye nesandla sam, kwaye okona kubi, ukucinga KWAM ukwenza wonke umsebenzi. Nokuba wenza ntoni na okanye atheni, nokuba ndimjonge kangakanani kwaye ndizama ukuqiqa nam, bendingaziva nto. Ndandihamba nje, ndingaziva.

Ndigqibile ukugqibezela, kabini, kwaye omabini la maxesha ayevela ekuzikhuthazeni, kwaye omabini la maxesha bendingenaye ngengqondo, bendikhe ndaya kwenye indawo, nditshintsha phakathi kweethebhu ezivulwe kwiimemori eziphawuliweyo, imifanekiso kunye nokulandelelana kunye nezandi ezivela ngendlela eyoyikisayo isiseko esikhulu samaphikseli atshiswe kwingqondo yam. Yile ndlela ndihle ngayo. Kwafuneka ndibukele iphonografi entlokweni yam.

Kuyadinwa.

Kukho lo mfazi umangalisayo othetha ngakumbi kum kunaye nabani na okanye nantoni na eyenye kweli hlabathi, osindise ubomi bam ngokuba yinxalenye yalo, endimthandayo kumgangatho onzulu, phantse wezulu, yindlela enamandla ngayo. Ungumhlobo wam osenyongweni kwaye ndiyamthanda kwaye ndiyamkhumbula mzuzwana ngamnye andinaye. Kodwa kukho le nxalenye yentloko engaphazamisekiyo enokuthi ikhethe i-100 amanye amantombazana ngaphezulu kwakhe, amantombazana amancinci kwaye anomdla ngakumbi, amantombazana angakhathali ngam, amantombazana andingawakhathalelanga. Mhlawumbi kungenxa yokuba andikalifumani ithuba lokuba nomnye umntu, okanye lokuyifumana loo nto, kodwa ndiyayinqwenela. Yeyona nto indenza ndiqiniseke ngokuhlala naye, ukuzahlulela kuye kuye kuphela. Ndisaziva ngathi ndingumntu ofikisayo ovuthayo onamaqhuqhuva phezu kwamabhinqa onke ashushu awabonayo, kwaye ufuna ukwenza zonke ezi zinto kubo, kinky kwaye ngamanye amaxesha izinto ezihlazo ezisekwe kwinto endiyibonileyo-endiyibonileyo, engaziva- kwiminyaka kwaye iminyaka yokubukela iphonografi. Konke kubonakala. Zonke ezi zinto zijika zindenze ndihambe, ezi zinto zinomdla kunye nezinto ezibangela ukuba kube nzima kwaye zikhuphe kum, zonke zizinto ezibonakalayo. Akukho mvakalelo ibandakanyekayo, akukho kubamba, akukho kunuka, akukho kunambitha, akukho mvakalelo. Ukubonwa kunye nezandi kuphela, kodwa ubukhulu becala ukubonwa. Yile ndlela ingqondo yam i-wired ngayo ngoku. Ayisiyiyo kwaphela indlela endandiyicinga ngayo, xa eneneni ndikulo mzuzu, ndifumana amava okwenyani, akukho lonwabo, akukho kuvusa, akukho mincili, nje… ukungabi nto, ukungabi nalutho apho kufanele ukuba kubekho into ekhethekileyo. Ndiziva ndinqanyuliwe kwaye ndineentloni ngam ngoku ndisebenzisa umzimba wam ukufumana into endiyifunayo iminyaka, kwaye ekuphela kwendlela endinokwanelisa ngayo iminqweno yam, njengoko bendinjalo kule minyaka ili-8 idlulileyo, ukuyenza ngokwam. Kwaye xa ndikude naye kwaye ndiqala ukuyifuna, ndiyazi ukuba ndiyaphi. Into ekufuneka ndiyenzile kukuvula ilaptop yam, isithandwa esinye esisoloko sikhona kum.

Nokuba akukho sikrini phambi kwam, imifanekiso isekhona. Ndiyakwazi ukubabiza kwaye ndibadibanise ngentando kwaye ndibasebenzise ukwenza i-cum, ngelixa ndijonge intombi yam emehlweni, ngelixa ehamba nam ngaloo mzuzu, kwaye ndihamba kwindawo yokulala ehotele okanye ekhitshini okanye igumbi lokuhlambela elinomnye umfazi endingasoze ndidibane naye. Ndiziva ndigula. Kuvakala ngathi kukukopa. Ndibukele iphonografi kwimizuzu nje eyi-30 eyadlulayo ndaza ndagxuma ndaza ndaziva ngathi ndimangalisiwe kwaye ndingenanto kwaye ndonwabile ngokwasemphefumlweni ngendlela ehlala ihleli, kwaye intombi yam iphume edolophini kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezizayo, kwaye ndifunga isithixo, ndiziva ngathi Andithembekanga kuye. Ndiyamthanda ngentliziyo yam yonke, kodwa ingqondo yam inamehlo kuphela kubo bonke abanye abantu. Ndiyisiqwenga somntu.

Ngaba kukho nawuphi na umbuzo wokuziphatha kwabo ngokwesondo emva kokubukela ubuninzi bezononografi? Ukuba kunjalo, ngaba usuqulile ukutshintshela i-orientation yakho okanye ngaba usuphelile udidi olufanayo emva kokuyeka?

Ndibuza lo mbuzo kuba ndicinga ukuba iphonografi indenze ndabuza ubuni bam. Bendihlala ndiyindoda eyi-100% ethe tye, nangona kunjalo emva kokuba bendonwabile ukubukela iphonografi kwezi nyanga zimbalwa zidlulileyo, (funda iposti yam yangaphambili ukufumana iinkcukacha ezithe kratya) ndiye ndaqala ukubuza ngesini sam.

Ndikufundile oku kuhlala kwenzeka kwizilonda ezininzi ezingamanyala, ke ndiyabuza ukuba ukhona omnye umntu oziva ngoluhlobo, kwaye ngaba uye wagqibela ngokutshintsha indlela oqhele ngayo ngokwesondo okanye ngaba uye wagcina ulwalamano olufanayo nolwakho ngaphambili ngaphambi kokuyeka iphonografi. Ukuba ugqibile ukuhlala uqhelaniso olufanayo, kukuthathe ixesha elingakanani de uyeke ukuwubuza?

Ndiyabulela kwangoko! Naliphi na yonke impendulo ixabiswa kakhulu!

TheFlacidM

Ndenze kinda. Ndijonge iphonografi kufutshane neminyaka eyi-20 kwaye ekugqibeleni ndaqala ukuzama. Ndadibana nabasetyhini, abanye abantu, kunye nabesilisa abathandanayo nabasetyhini kunye nabo. Ndayazi ukuba ayindim kuba andinakuze ndizibone ndithandana okanye ndithandana nenye indoda; yayizonke ezesondo kwaye yayi ngezigaba. Ngamanye amaxesha bendifuna nje iphonografi ethe ngqo, ngamanye amaxesha abanye. Emva kwe-2 i-HIV yoyikisayo ayizange indicothise kakhulu. Ndiza kuthi ndinethamsanqa emva kwezinye zezinto endizenzileyo. Ndine-STD epheleleyo kunye ne-Hepatitis kwaye ndafika ndicocekile kwaye ndazixelela ukuba ndiyigcina ibhlukhwe yam de nditshatile. Ndibambelele kuloo nto, kodwa ndisaqhubeka nokujonga iphonografi. Ngoku ndisebenzela ukuyeka naloo nto.

nofapkelany

Ewe, iHOCD. Luxinzelelo. Akukho ngcamango okanye ukuqiqa ngexesha lokuhlaselwa koxinzelelo, ngamanye amaxesha ndiyaphuma ngenxa yesona sidenge sobudenge.

Andizange ndithandwe ngabantu kwaye andikaze ndifune ukulala nomntu. Kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ndifumana uloyiko lokuba ndinokuba sisitabane. Kuyamangalisa. Kodwa luhlobo lokwenyani loxinzelelo kwaye njengalo lonke uhlaselo loxinzelelo, ekugqibeleni luyadamba ngombulelo

umgcini

Baninzi abafana abaye le ndlela, ekufuneni kwethu "okutsha" siphela sihamba ngeendlela ezintle.

UDennis Prager ubhala kwincwadi yakhe ethi "Ukonwaba yingxaki enkulu" ukuba thina madoda sinomnqweno ongonelisekiyo wokusasaza imbewu yethu kubafazi abaninzi kangangoko. Abakholelwa kwindaleko kunye neengcali zebhayoloji bachaza oku njengemfuneko yethu yokuzalwa ukugcina iintlobo ziphila. Inkolo isola imeko yethu yokuwa. Isitshixo sayo nayiphi na impikiswano kukuqonda ukuba AKUNAKUNYAMEZEKA !! Awungekhe ugcwalise loo mfuno.

Kunoko, sifanele sigxininise ukuba amandla kwizinto ezithandwayo okanye imisebenzi okanye iintsapho. Lelo moto yilokho eliqhuba yonke impucuko eyibala.

U_One_e_e_Bunk

Khange itshintshe, kodwa yahexa. Ndiqale ukuxhomekeka kumanenekazi, ikakhulu ngenxa yenoveli. Kwakukho nexesha apho ndandinesithukuthezi kwaye ndivuthiwe ukuba ndithande umntu omhle. Kodwa ewe… isathe tye (ish). 😀

I-Prismagraphist

Ukuba uqhelene nemeko (inja kaPavlov), unokubona ukuba kutheni isini sakho sinokutshintsha.

(Kodwa mandicace gca, ndiyakholelwa ukuba abantu bazalwe bengamafanasini / kodwa andicingi ukuba "ukuzama into" kuyafana nokuba li-gay / bi.)

Yithi ubuza kutshiza ivumba emoyeni njengoko ubuphulula amalungu esini. Emva kwexesha elithile xa usiva ivumba lodwa, uza kuvulwa.

Kulungile… Ukuba uhlala uphulula amalungu esini kwiintlobo ezithile zomzimba, uyakuphendula ngokwabelana ngesondo kolo hlobo, ndicinga ukuba sonke singavumelana naloo nto.

Ke ukuba uchitha isixa esikhulu se-porn, ungaqala ukudibanisa YONKE into oyibonayo ngenkanuko yesini, kubandakanya uhlobo lomzimba ka-dude okanye ukubonakala kwe-dick. Awundikholelwa? Ngaba uyitshintshile ividiyo kuba ibinobubi? Ndiyathetha ukuba nditsale imifanekiso engamanyala kodwa ndiyitshintshe kuba loo mfo wayengathandeki, okanye into ethe ngqo ngenxa yokubonakala komntu lowo. Ndingazama ukuba ubungekho i-0% kubafana, imbonakalo yakhe ayinangxaki.

Kungenzeka ukuba ishumi leminyaka kunye nokubetha inyama yakho nabantu abathandekayo abanama-monster dongs abakhona kwividiyo bakwenze ukuba ube ngumtsalane kubo ngokwesondo. Yongeza kwakhona ukuba uninzi lwabantu luyadikwa luhlobo lwarhoqo lohlobo lwakho kwaye uphonononge abanye, uza kuqala ulunge ngakumbi nangakumbi.

Anditsho ukuba bonke abantu ababukela iphonografi baya kufuna ukuncanca i-dick okanye banyuswe. Nditsho nje ukuba iziphumo ebezingalindelekanga zokusetyenziswa kwamanyala ziyinyani.

philiswayo1

Umbuzo wakhe omhle kumhlobo wam. Ngendlela esitsha ngayo le ngqutyana, yindoda eqondekileyo kodwa emva kweminyaka yoononophelo ndaqala ukubukela amantombazana amantombazana angamantombazana kunye nokuba umhlobo wam ubungqina bokuba unokuphazamisa ingqondo yakho. Ndiqonde kwaye ndilwela umlutha wam.

01xdollar

Kwenzekile kum kunye nabanye abantu endibaziyo.

Ingqondo inqwenela ukuthanda ukufumana inqanaba elifanayo lokonwaba kwi-porn. Ixesha elongezelelekileyo, kuya kufuneka ungene kwiindidi ngeendidi ongakhange uzithathele ingqalelo ukuze ufumane intlawulo efanayo. Ukungavisisani okunokubangela abantu bazibuze. Nda.

Izifundo zesayensi zibonisa ukuba, xa unikwe ixesha elaneleyo kude ne-porn, umdla wakho ubuyela kwimeko yabo yendalo. Nangona kunjalo, loo minqweno ihleli ijikeleze ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba-bayangena ngaphakathi.

Ukuba uyayondla, ihlala kwaye ifuna ezinye. Ukuba uyayilamba, iya kufika apho.

fckprawns

Ndiyazibuza ukuba ngaba ukutsalwa kwam ngesini kuya kuhamba emva kokuyeka iphonografi, ukuza kuthi ga ngoku kuyafana. Yinto endonwabileyo ngayo, ndiyazi ukuba ndiza kuthandana nabafazi kuphela kodwa ukudibana nabafana kunokuba mnandi.

sihlalo

Ewe, ngokuqinisekileyo bendixinekile kummandla we-tgirl / shemale. Ndiqaphele nangona engqondweni yam bendisabachonga njengabafazi. Ndicinga ukuba okwenzekayo ngumvuzo we-dopamine owufumana kwi-porno yakho yesiqhelo uqala ukucima kwaye ungaziva unomdla. Ke ngenxa yoko, ingqondo yakho iqala ukufuna ngakumbi iindlela ezingafunekiyo okanye "kunzima" kweentlobo zoononophala ukuze wonwabe. Yiyo loo nto shemale / bi / gay porn. Ekupheleni kosuku andifuni ukuba nobudlelwane kunye nabani na ngaphandle komfazi ondinike uxolo lwengqondo malunga nokuziphatha kwam ngokwesini. Ngaba ndi% 100 ngqo? Hayi, andiqondi ukuba kukho umntu onyanisekileyo. Kodwa i-porno ngokuqinisekileyo ikhokelela kumaxesha angaqhelekanga ndedwa endiye ndaba nawo.

TristanJeremiah

Ndandicinga ukuba ndiyintombi yesibini kwiinyanga ezimbalwa kwaye ndidideke kakhulu. Ndicinga ukuba ndine-HOCD yaye yandihlasela ukuxhalabisa. Ngesizathu esithile, ndandingavumi ukuba Ngqo. Kwakubuhlungu gqitha.

eqinisweni_ukuphila

Ndiyindoda ethe tye. Ndiye ndanomdla amaxesha ambalwa ukuba ndibukele iphonografi endandibuza yona ukuba kutheni isihogo bendijonge uhlobo lwe-porn endandibukele.

Ndicinga ukuba kwakungenakucinga, nangona kunjalo.

Emva kwamaxesha ambalwa ndibukele loo nto, ndicinga ukuba ndiye ndabona ngakumbi ukuba andiyiyo enye into ngaphandle kwendoda ethe tye. Kulula ukuqala ukubuza ngesondo xa ndiye ndangena kwi-porn ngaphandle komfana / intombazana engamanyala kodwa ekujongeni emva yayikukuthanda ukwazi.

Imifanekiso engamanyala inokusenza senze izinto ezingaqhelekanga kwaye sicinge izinto ezothusayo, kodwa ndicinga ukuba ekupheleni kosuku zizinto ezingamanyala kuphela kwaye ayisiyiyo le nto siyiyo.

Ndiyazi ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo ukuba ndingu-100% ngokuthe tye, kwaye ndandihlala ndicinga xa ndicinga ukuba yintoni le bendiyenza ndibukele iphonografi, kodwa ukusebenzisa iphonografi kunokuqala ukwanda kukuziphatha okumangalisayo kum. Sesiphi esona sizathu sokuba kufuneka ndingabinasondo- ukuhlala ndinyanisekile kum nakwinto endiyikholelwayo.

ikhonkco

Andizange ndibe "nokugqithisa" kodwa yonke into yajika yaba "eqhelekileyo" ekubeni ndiqalise iNoFap njengeenyanga ezi-7-8 ezidlulileyo. Ngexesha lam le-120, 23 kwaye ngoku i-37 day streak andisenamdla kuyo.

Umnqweno omhle

Kude kube nini ngexesha lokuhoxiswa kuhamba ngakumbi?

Ndimalunga neenyanga ezi-2 (kungekho-PMO kwaphela) kwaye iimveku zam zibonakala zimbi kakhulu kunokuba bendinenyanga eyi-1. Kananjalo, ngaba iimfesane zibuyela kumandla azo aqhelekileyo?

Ezingenakuguquka

Luhlobo olungaqhelekanga. Ndiphuhlise izibini zamabhinqa ebendingafuni ukuba nazo ngenxa yamanyala. Baye bavela njengeengcinga zokungena ngaphakathi ngendlela eqhelekileyo ngexesha lam langoku. Into endiyiqapheleyo kukuba bahlala beqina ngakumbi- hayi njengakuqala rhoqo, kodwa amanyala ngakumbi nangakumbi. Uhlobo olunjengomntwana wam oluthandwayo luye lwaya kwi-11, ngeengcinga eziphazamisayo malunga nomxholo endingazange ndawabona kwiividiyo okanye kwimifanekiso.

Oku kufikeleleke kwiintsuku ezingama-90-110 ngaphakathi, ubuncinci kum. Kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, bendiseneengcinga ezimbalwa malunga nayo, kodwa iphantse yaphulukana nesibheno sayo kum.

Andithandabuzi ukuba iimfesane ziya kubuya kanye ukuba ndiye ndatyibilika ndaza ndaqala kwakhona i-PMO'ing. Kodwa indlela ingqondo yam ebonakala ngathi ibondla ngayo, indlela ekubonakala ngathi uhlangabezana nayo, inombulelo ngaphezulu ngoku.

Ewe kunjalo, ngamava am lawo. Ngamanye amaxesha umntwana akenziwanga ngoononophala. Iphonografi isebenza kwabo. Kwizinto ezingabangelwa yimifanekiso engamanyala, andinawo amava.

Akunakukhangeka kumfazi.

Ngoko ndayinomdla wokugqithisela uninzi lolutsha lwam olutsha (12-17) kwaye umlutha wam waya kwindawo yokuba ibhinqa lomfazi lingayi guqula, ndikwazi ukufikelela kwisigxina nje ukuba ndibukele i-porn anal.

Emva kokuba ndiqaphele ukuba imifanekiso engathandekiyo yobugqwetha yayiyekile, ndacinga ukuba ndiza kubuya kwinto evamile. Ndenze ngcono kunokuba ndinqwenele kwaye ndatsalwa kumaqhina okwenene, kodwa (akukho nxeba ejoliswe kuyo) Ndiyaqhubeka ndilungelelanisa.

Nanini na xa ndibona ibhinqa elikhangayo izinto zokuqala ndicinga ngazo ziyibamba esesile, ihlamba iesile, idonsa imbongolo yayo, into enokuthi ibonakale ngayo.

Lo mntwana uyangcikiva, ndiyazi ukuba akunakwenzeka ukuba kubi kwabanye kodwa ndikuthiyile.

Ndicinga nje ukuba ndinenhlanhla ukuba ndaphuma kwangoko kwaye i-porn ayizange iphinde iqhubele phambili imfesane yam ibe yinto engaphambukiyo efana ne-Scat, i-Beastiality, i-Gore, abantwana, i-fucking, i-gay, inzala.

Ngaba nayiphi na i-yall inecebiso elithile kum? Ngaba oku ku bhetele? Ngaba iifestile ziyahamba?

MacinTez

Lonke usana lwam luyancipha xa ndifaka ubufazi… Kwakukwinqanaba elinamantshontsho nawo.

Ulale ngesini kunye nomfazi onokunyamekela kwaye ininzi iifestile iya kuhamba.

Ukubukela ubuninzi boononophelo kunokutshintsha iimfuno zakho zesondo.

Ngomhla wokugqibela, bendibukele imiboniso bhanyabhanya kwiwebhusayithi yokuncokola ngesondo esidlangalaleni (andizidli ngaloo nto). Emva kweeyure zokubukela iikhamera zabasetyhini; Ndadikwa. Nditshintshele kwiikhamera zabafana (ndingu-100% ngqo btw) kwaye ndibuyele umva ngokukhawuleza kwiikham zabasetyhini. Ke, ngaba ucinga ukuba isithukuthezi sinokukwenza ufune ukwazi ezinye izinto, kwaye ekugqibeleni ube li-gay? Ndingathanda ukuva uluvo lwakho malunga noku.

Fap_Is_Wack

Ewe yayo yinto eyaziwayo kakuhle. Abantu abaninzi kwi-nofap nakwimifanekiso engamanyala bayithumele malunga nale nto ngaphambili. Emva kweentsuku ze-90 zokuziyeka zifumana ukunyameka kwabo ngokwesondo ziye zabuyela eziqhelekileyo.

Sir_tob

Ndicinga ukuba kukuchaphazeleka ukuba sidinga ukukhuthazeka ngakumbi nangakumbi .. kwaye xa uphelelwa li-shit emva koko sifuna into entsha. Andiqondi ukuba ulifanasini ngokuyijonga. Isitabane sinomtsalane ngokweemvakalelo kunye nomtsalane ngokwasemzimbeni .. ubukhe ukhangela nje, konke kuqhelekile kuluhlu lomntu lwezinto ezingaqhelekanga esizenzayo.

Habitman

Akunalo malunga nokuba ngumlingani. Ukutshutshisa ukuphakama okutsha. Unobungakanani bezononophelo ixesha elide uza kuhamba ngezigaba Ufumana uhlobo olulodwa. Emva koko uthuthuke kwaye uhambe kwindawo entsha kwaye kukunika i-excitong ephakamileyo kuba entsha kwaye iyahluke. Ngoko usebenzise loo nto uze udikeke kwaye ufumane uhlobo olutsha. Hlanza uphinde uphinde uphinde uqhubeke. Yilapho izinto zingaba mnyama. Abantu baye bangena kwimifanekiso engekho mthethweni ngokusebenzisa umlutha wabo kunye nokukhangela iintlobo ezingenakuyenza ngokuqhelekileyo. Njengazo izinto zesini. Akunakuchukumiswa ngesini esifanayo. Ukutshitshisa ukuphakama kweyona nto entsha. Ukutshatyalaliswa kwayo ngokutsha ukuze abantu bahambe kuyo.

Nangona kunjalo. Ndiyathetha kwabo bathethayo. Ukuba kulungile kakhulu ukuba ube nolwazi malunga nocansi kunye nobulili bakho Sibona ezininzi izinto eziphazamisayo apha zisuka kubantu bathi oh Ndandibukela i-sooo eninzi kakhulu, ndaqala ukuwela ukugqoka okanye ngabafana. Nangona i-porno inomphumo wokuba uyakwazi kwaye uyamkela ubulili bakho ngokubanzi. Kwaye kulungile ukwenza ezi zinto ukuba ungena kuyo.

I-guys ingxelo yebhinqa. Apho baqala ukucinga ngeengcamango zesini kwi-pornography ngelixa bengenalo isini okanye i-bi. Baye babheka i-mucj yokuba batshintshe indlela abacinga ngayo nokujonga izinto.

Njengokuba abanye bathi. Ungasetha kwakhona. Kodwa nceda ungazijezisi ukuba uhlala kulezi zinto Khumbula ukuba kulungile ukuba ube kulo

Ngongqineli

Akunjalo. Ngokusekelwe kwinto endiyifunayo apha nakwezinye iindawo, ukuba ukunyuka nokunyuka kwendalo. Ekuqaleni imifanekiso, iifos, kunye namavidiyo. Uzakufumana iintlobo zakho ezikhethiweyo zitshintsha kwaye zigqithise ngakumbi kunokuba uqala ukuqala. Kufana nje nendlela umntu onxilisayo adinga ngayo utywala obuninzi ukuze anxilise ngaphezu kokunxila. Ukunyamezelana kwakho koononophala kwanda. Iindaba ezilungileyo kukuba ukuba uziyeka ukujonga i-porn, izinto ziyakwazi ukubuyela kwizinto eziqhelekileyo, ukuba uhlala ixesha elide. Zama kwaye usebenzise eli xesha ukuhlakulela izinto ezintsha zokuzonwabisa kunye nemikhwa yokutshintsha i-porn. Ekugqibeleni uzakuziva uvakalelwa phambi kokuba uqale kwaye uphendule kwizinto ze-IRL.

Th3V0ic3

Ngaphambi kokuba ndibe nomlingo wobugqwetha, andizange ndibe nomdla kwi-BDSM, kodwa ngezinye iinkqubela ndaqalisa ukunyuka ukuya kwindoda kwaye yaqhubeka ibe yimbi ngakumbi kwaze kwaba yilapho ndagqitywa yizo zonke iintlobo zobugqwetha kuloo ndawo. Namhlanje emva kokubukela ubuncinci bezononophelo kunye nokukwazi ukunqumla ngokuthe ngqo ezinye zezinto eziphambanisayo, ukuthanda kwam kubuye kube ngokwesiqhelo kwakhona, nangona kusekho iindidi ezimbalwa zebhinqa ezishiyayo. Into endiyithandiyo ndiyithobekileyo okanye i-masochist, eyona nto yayisandul 'u-fetishism kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo yayibangelwa ukubukela iifoto.

Ibali lam addict: PLEASE FUNDA!

Kwakusekuseni ngePasika. Iminyaka eli-11 ubudala. Qala ukudlala nge-dick yam ngelixa uyicoca kwindawo yokuhlamba. Njengokuba abazali bam bendikhwaza ukuba ndenzele icawe kwaye ndikhwaza "NDIPHELELE!" Ndiqala ukuyiphulula. Ndiziva ndilungile. Ndiyaqonda ukuba yinto evakala ngayo isondo. Kwaye nditsho ukuba ndigqibelele amaxesha ambalwa kulonwabo (buthule). Bendingayazi ukuba ibizwa njani. Ndayijonga kaninzi-ninzi. Ndifikelele kwigama elithi 'orgasm'. Nangona yayingeyonyani ngokupheleleyo. Kwakungekho mpazamo kwaphela. Andizange ndifumane i-porn okwamanje. Ndandinayo enye yazo. Imiqamelo ebandayo ebusuku. Ndiyivuthele (nangona ingakulungelanga umqamelo). Ndathatha i-gum ndazenza zaba ziingono ukuze ndimunce njengoko 'ndandisenza i-orgasm' njengoko ndandibiza njalo ngelo xesha. Ndiqala ukuphanda ngakumbi nangakumbi kuyo. Ndifumanisa ukuba amadoda kufanele ukuba 'cum' izinto ezimhlophe xa esenza 'i-orgasm'. Ndandinomdla wokuba kutheni ndingakwazi. Ndifuna kakubi. Ndandingekakhuli. Kodwa ndakuba ndiqalisile ukuyenza bendifuna ukuba ingaphinde icum kuba ibiphithizela.

Emva koko unyaka okanye emibini ndine-blur. Kodwa ngelo xesha ndafunda ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba yeyiphi iphonografi kwaye ndaqala ukuyikhangela. Ndicinga ukuba xa ndandiqala ukusebenzisa kakubi le nto yayinokuqhawulwa kwabazali bam oko kwaqala nge-12/13 yrs ubudala. Ndizamile ukuyeka ukuyenza xa ndandineminyaka eyi-13.Ndagqiba iveki. Ndizamile kwakhona ngehlobo elidlulileyo nge-14. Khange ndisebenze nokuba lusuku okanye ezimbini. Kulapho kwaqala khona ukudlala amanyala. Ngaphandle kokucinga ukuba i-anal yayinezothe ngaphambili, ndaqala ukungena kuyo. Ke, mna, ukuba yi-100% ngokuthe tye, kwaye ndisazi ukuba, ndangena kwi-porn ye-gay kuba iphonografi eqhelekileyo ayonelanga. Ke ayonelanga nako. Ndangena ebukhosini. Andihlekisi. Qho xa ndigqibile ngayo ndiphantse ndalahla ndayijonga. Umlutha wam unobungozi kangangokuba andiqinisekanga ukuba ndilahlekelwe ubuntombi bam kwinja yam. INJA YAM EQHELEKILEYO! Kungenxa yokuba ndimchukumisile ndaza ndamenza ukuba akhothe i-dick yam kwaye ndibuye ndibuye ndicinge ngayo. Ngoku. Nge-15 ndithatha isibambiso seNoFap.

Ukucoceka koononophelo kwiintsuku ze-62, ukuqhuba kwezinye iimpawu zokurhoxisa

Emva kokuba kubudlelwane bexesha elide iminyaka emine, ngaphambi kokuba sitshate sasifuna ukujongana nesiyobisi sam. Ndicocekile iintsuku ezingama-62 kwaye nditshatile iintsuku ezingama-36, kodwa ndibetha isikwere esirhabaxa. Umfazi wam kwaye siye salala ngesondo kwiminyaka eyi-3 edlulileyo, kodwa ngoku ngokukhawuleza andiyazi into endikuyo, andiyazi into endijikisayo, andiyazi into endiyithandayo ngayo Umfazi wam. Kufana nokuba ingqondo yam isetyenziswe ngokupheleleyo kwaye ngoku ndibuza yonke into kwaye umfazi wam ngokufanayo udidekile.

Ingaba kukho nabani na omnye Wenzeni? Yintoni elandelayo elandelayo?

Ukuziphatha ngokwesini

Wazama u-NoFap kodwa wafumanisa i-pornos ingxaki yangempela. Wayeka ukuwujonga kwaye sele iiveki ze-4. Kude kunje kule minyaka yokugqibela ye-14 yokubukela i-pornography rhoqo. Ndandisoloko ndibukela i-porn gay kodwa ndiqala ukuqonda ukuba ingqondo yam yayithanda nje i-kinkiness yayo yonke into. Ngoku ndivakalelwa kukuba ndithandekile kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo ndiziva ukuba ndingabesifazana ngobomi bokwenene.

Inxalenye enzima kuyo yonke? Andizange ndithandane nabani na, akukho bhinqa abekho amadoda, kwaye andizange ndizame ukukholisa nabani na. Ngoku kubonakala kunzima ukukholisa umfazi kuba andikaze ndatyala imali kuloo nxalenye yam kwaye ndiziva ngathi ndiyinto embi. Ukuzama ukuyitshintsha nangona.

Yimifanekiso engamanyala

Yimifanekiso engamanyala. Ndingumfanasini, kwaye njengomphawuli omnye apha waphawula, bendihlala ndisazi. Xa onke amanye amakhwenkwe aqala ukuthetha ngamantombazana, ndandingazi nto ngabo kwaye ndandiqaphela abafana bam ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo. Kunzima ukuba nentambo, ubuncinci kum.

Kodwa nantsi into ephambeneyo. Iminyaka kunye neminyaka ye-PMO eninzi kwaye ndihlobo lolo hlobo lwaqala ukuba nomdla wokubona iphonografi ngqo. Ndoyikisile ukuthanda kwam ngaphandle kwam (hahah). Yayiyi "taboo" kwaye "ingeyoyemvelo" ukuba ndibenomdla kuyo, kwaye ke, yayikhuthaza ngakumbi kwinqanaba le-neurological.

Phola. Awuyontombazana. Kwaye andilunganga, PHEW. Uthanda nje izinto ezintsha, njengabo bonke abantu (kunye nawo onke amanye amakhoboka, ngakumbi).

Ndingunyaka we-1 kunye neentsuku ze-5 ukusuka ekusebenziseni iphonografi okokugqibela, kwaye ndiyazingca ngokuthi andikhe ndicinge ngesondo nowasetyhini ukusukela nge-LMAO.

Iintsuku ze-365 ukususela kwi-Nofap. Ukwabelana kwam ibali

Ngexesha lokuqala ndibukele iphonografi ndandineminyaka eyi-13; Kwakukokokuqala ukuba ndihlaziye. Ndiza kuvuka nge-5am ndibukele iphonografi ngaphambi kokuba abazali bam bavuke kwaye baphose ii-sickies ezivela esikolweni ngesizathu esinye. Andikwazi ukufumana i-porn eyaneleyo. Kwakhona ndandinyanzelisa i-masturbating, iintsuku ezithile zihamba ngeeseshoni ze-10 MO. Oku kwaba kubi ngakumbi njengoko ndikhula, kunye neentsana zam ziba mandundu ngakumbi. Nge-20s yam ephakathi ndandisiya kwizinto ezimnyama njengokuhlukumeza iphonografi, ukuchama kunye nezinye iindawo ezimnyama. Ndade ndade ndafika kwinqanaba lokuba ndicinga ngokuhlala nomnye umntu kwaye ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi. Ngeli xesha ndaziva ndithembele kwi-PMO, ndaziva ndindodwa kwaye ndindodwa. Ndingayigcina kum kuphela. Andikwazi ukusondela kubafazi kwaye ndaziva ngathi ndiyinto enjeya yokuba ndingafanelanga ulonwabo. Ndandinokudakumba noxinzelelo endiqinisekile ukuba luziswe yi-PMO

Kwafika entloko xa ndagxothwa emsebenzini ngexesha lokusikwa kohlahlo-lwabiwo mali kwaye ndachitha iveki elandelayo okanye ndingenzi nto ngaphandle kwe-PMO. Ndabukela imeko eyoyikisayo, intombazana yayinentlungu kwaye ikhala, ndigqibile andazi kwenzekeni, kukho into ecofileyo ndalala ebhedini yam ndalila. Ndaziva ndisoyikeka ukuba ndiye ndonwatyiswa yile ntombazana ihluphekayo. Ndizithembisile kwaye andisokuze ndibukele iphonografi kwakhona. Ndandihlala ndigxotha kwiinyanga ezintandathu ezizayo okanye njalo, de ndade ndaqonda ukuba ayikuncedisi nokuba, bendisoyika malunga nabasetyhini, andinakukwazi ukuba nzima ngoku ndingakhange ndibukele iphonografi. Kunyaka odlulileyo namhlanje ndiyekile neMO. I-streak yam yokuqala yayiziintsuku ze-63 kwaye xa ndiqala andizange ndicinge ukuba ndingahamba ngeentsuku ze-2. Ndizifumene ngempumelelo iintsuku ezingama-90 amaxesha ama-3 kunyaka ophelileyo kwaye irekhodi lam ziintsuku ezili-167.

Ukususela ekubeni ndiyeke ukuhlaziya i-masturbation ubomi bam bube yinto yokuxhamla. Ndinomsebenzi omtsha endinokumthanda, ukufuduka ekhaya, ndiqale ukusebenza, ndandidla ngokulula kwaye ndilahlekelwe ubunzima, Ndandingenalo lam lamano yokuqala (nangona oko akuzange kusebenze, kusasazi ukuba kwenzeke) Amabele ncitshiswe kwaye ayisayi kudideka malunga nokulala kwam. Nangona kukho iimbalwa ezimbalwa zokubuyela kwakhona kunye noMM, ndiyigcine isithembiso sam sokubukela iifoto. Ndiyena mnandiphelo kwaye ndiphilile kunene ndibe ndiyiminyaka!

I-Porn ibangela ukuba ndibuze umtshato wam. I-NoFap ingisindisile kule nto. Mhlawumbi eli bali liza kunceda abanamhlanje abakwi-NoFappers kunye nabanye bachaphazelekayo.

Ndandiqala ukubukela i-porn xa ndandineminyaka eyi-13 ubudala. Kwaqala njengento eninzi ndiyicinga ngayo, kunye noononophelo oluqhelekileyo lendoda kunye nabasetyhini abalala ngesondo. Ngeli xesha ebomini bam ndichonga njengomntu othe tye. Kungekudala emva koko, ndaqala ukuhlakulela ukunxiba.

Ngokukodwa ndiza kunxiba iimpahla zangaphantsi zabasetyhini njengoko bezokundivusa isondo. Andizange ndibanxibe ngaphandle xa ndandidlala. Ndiyazi ukuba ndisemncinci kakhulu ukuba esi senzo sasichaza ngokucacileyo ngokwesini kwaye ingeyiyo iminqweno engacacanga yokuba kufuneka ndibengumfazi okanye nantoni na enjalo, kwakamsinya nje ndakuba ndikhululwe (i-O yam) ndaziva ndineentloni ndizisuse kwaye zifihle.

Kuza kufika kumaza, ndiza kubanxiba itoni, ndiyeke ngokupheleleyo iiveki ezimbalwa, emva koko ndiphinde ndizinxibe. Njalo njalo njalo. Konke ngelixa uqhubeka nokubukela iphonografi, kwaye ubukele iphonografi ethe kratya nangakumbi njengoko ixesha liqhubeka. Ekugqibeleni ukunxiba iimpahla zangaphantsi kunye nokubukela iphonografi kwakungonelanga.

Kuya kufuneka ndizise amantombazana endinomdla kuwo, ndiza kubaxelela ukuba ndingumntu othandana naye okanye umntu othandana naye okanye nantoni na, kwaye ndinxibe iimpahla zangaphantsi zabasetyhini. Ndingayenza le nto kuphela xa bendine-horny kwaye ndifuna ukuphuma, kanye emva kokuba ndenzile ndizisole ngokupheleleyo. Kodwa besele kuthethiwe kwaye sele bekholelwa, andinakubuyela umva. Mna ke kuye kwafuneka ndizikhathaze ngaba bantu baxelela abanye njalo njalo njalo njalo. Kwaqhubeka kuphela.

Njengoko ndandiqhubeka ndibukela iphonografi ngakumbi nangakumbi nangakumbi, le minqweno kunye notyekelo lwanda. Ekugqibeleni ndafika kwinqanaba le-PIED. Andikwazi ukuyifumana okanye ukugcina ukulungiswa kunye namantombazana okwenene. Ndisoloko ndinethamsanqa elifanelekileyo kubafazi, ndiba nomtsalane kwaye ndazi indlela yokuthetha nabo andikaze ndibenangxaki yokufumana nabo.

Ndiyekile ukuzama kunyaka ophelileyo nangona amaxesha ambalwa okugqibela ndizamile, andinakukwazi ukugcina i-erection nangona amantombazana engawona mantombazana anomdla endakha ndanalo ithuba lokuba nawo. Ndiyazi ukuba kukho into engalunganga, kwaye inyani yokuba ndisenokuba lukhuni njengelitye le-porn yandikhokelela ekubeni ndikhangele iimeko ezifanayo, de ndikhubeke kwiNoFap. Kulungile Bulela uthixo ngaloo nto.

Kwezi nyanga zimbalwa zidlulileyo bendimisa kwaye ndibuyela umva ngaphandle kokuzibophelela okwenyani de kube yile veki iphelileyo. Le yiveki yokuqala ukususela ngeli xesha xa ndingu 13 ukuba andizange ndihlaziye okanye nantoni na. Ukusukela ngoko khange ndibenayo le minqweno, nditsho nokusondela. Andikhange ndibabekele bucala abahlobo bam ababhinqileyo, ndiziva ndinamandla kwaye ndonwabe kakhulu. kwaye okona kubaluleke kakhulu likratshi kangangokuba

1. Ndakwazi ukuchonga ingxaki yam.
2. Ukuba ndakwazi ukuyeka.
3. Yasebenza!

Andikaze ndive ukuba oku kufezekisiwe (kwaye ndingavakali ngathi li-esile, ndenze izinto ezininzi ekufuneka ndizive ndizolile ngeli nqanaba lobomi bam.) Luvakalelo olukhulu kwaye luyimpumelelo enkulu kum.

Nabani na ocinga ukuba oku kunokubanceda, endinokukuthetha ndiyakwenza. Ayizukulimaza, ayizukubuyisela umva, konke onokukwenza kukushukumisela ukuba uhambe kwindlela yokufumana isiqu sakho sokwenyani kwaye wonwabe kangangoko.

TL: DR: Iidemon zandizenza ndicinga ukuba ndingumBi okanye nguGay kwaye wandenza ndandifuna ukugqoka njengentombazana kunye nokugxotha abaninzi abahlobo bam bafazi. Ukuyeka kuye kwabangela ukuba ndilahlekelwe ngumnqweno wonke wale nto kwaye ube ngumntu ovuya ngakumbi. Ndiyabonga NoFap, ulondoloze inxalenye ebalulekileyo kakhulu kum.

Ndifumene ukuba ndithandana nabantu besini esahlukileyo ngaphandle kwe-nofap

Andigcini ikhawuntara ye-badgebot njengoko ndiyifumana ndibeka. Ngomso kuya kuba sisiqalo seveki ye-4 ukusukela oko ndiqalileyo, ke ndiza kuba ngumhla we-28. Uninzi lwento endinokuyikhumbula bendicinga ukuba ndithandana nabantu besini esahlukileyo. Andikaze ndithandane nenye indoda kodwa ngaphandle kokhetho lwam ndanyanzelwa ukuba ndithandane namanye amadoda ndisemncinci kakhulu. Ke ngenxa yexesha lam elidlulileyo ndacinga ukuba ndingowesini esahlukileyo. Kodwa emva kokuziyeka kwisini ixesha elide ndafumanisa ukuba ndiba novuyo kuphela xa ndijonga abasetyhini. Izolo ndibone intombazana enxibe isikeyiti kuloliwe, ithe xa iphakama ndabona umbono wempahla entle yangaphantsi emhlophe. Ndiva ukungxama kwe-adrenaline, bendinemincili, ndifuna ukubona ngaphezulu. Andizange ndizive ngale ndlela xa ndijonga amanye amadoda ngaphambili. Nangona ndineminyaka eli-12 ubudala ndichukumisa imizimba yamadoda andizange ndizive ngale ndlela. Ndicinga ukuba ndizilungisile kwaye ndacwangciswa ukuba ndithande amadoda ndisemncinci ukukholisa abantu abathandana besini esinye kodwa ngoku ndifundile ukuba ndiyawathanda amabhinqa. Ndifuna ukuba kunye kwaye ndikholise umntu obhinqileyo, ndiyavuya xa ndiza kujonga "iiasethi" zakhe kwaye ndifuna umzimba wakhe. Andifuni ndoda.

Andiyi kudideka ngokuphathelele ubulili bam kwaye ndicinga ukuba oku kuyinyathelo elikhulu kum. Ndiyabonga akukho fap.

Ukutshintshwa kweNtsholongwane yoTywala (okanye iNguqulelo) ukusuka kwiNoFap- 1 inyanga

Ingaba: Ngaba kunokwenzeka ukulahla ukutshatyalaliswa koononopopayi?

Xa ndisebenzisa i-P, ndigxile ikakhulu kwimifanekiso / kwiivids ezinxulumene nolwam usana. Ndiye ndibaxhalabele kwaye ndizame ukunyanzela umfazi wam ukuba enze izinto angafuniyo ukuzenza.

Andinayo i-PMOd ngaphezulu kweentsuku ze-100 ngoku, kwaye ngaphezulu kwelo xesha, ndilahlekelwe phantse kuwo onke umdla kwimibungu yam kwaye ungazami ukuba umfazi wam abahlekise kwaphela. Kwaye ukuya kuthi ga kwinqanaba elithile, andikwazi nokubona ukuba yintoni enomdla malunga neentsana zam kwasekuqaleni.

Ndandisoloko ndicinga ukuba ndiyintombazana, kwada kwaqala u-NoFap. Ngaba ubulili buyingozi ngaphezu kokuba sifuna ukuvuma?

Ndiza kuthetha izinto ezinokubangela impikiswano, ngoko nceda uqonde ukuba ezi ziingcinga zam kuphela, kwaye zonke kufuneka zandulelwe ngokuthi “Ndithanda ukukholelwa ekubeni kungenzeka ukuba…” ndikhangela iimpendulo ngenxa yam, ndingazami ukukhubekisa mntu.

Nditsalelekile ebantwini okoko ndikhumbula nditsaleleka nakubani na. Imemori ayinakwenzeka, kodwa ubungqina bam bokuqala obubhaliweyo ukungena kwirejista ukususela xa ndingu 14, besithi ndicinga ukuba ndiyintombazana. Ke bendinokucinga ngayo kangangexesha elithile ngaphambili.

Ndaqala ukungena kwi-porno ngelo xesha, nangona ndingazange ndenze i-orgasmed (ngaphandle kwamaphupha ambalwa emanzi) de kube yiminyaka engama-20. . stuff), de kube kuqala iNoFap Spring kule nyanga. Andikaze ndibenaso isoka okanye intombi, kwaye ndiseyintombi e-23.

Yintoni ebangele le post? Ewe, ukusukela ukuqala kweNoFap, ndiye ndazibona nditsaleleka kubafazi ngamanye amaxesha. Kuphela ngamaxesha anqabileyo, ke inokuba yinto engekhoyo.

Kodwa ndiyazibuza ukuba: Ukuba ndibe ndiyifake lonke ixesha ukuba ndibe noononophelo olungqalileyo, ngaba ndiyakwazi ukuchonga ngoku? Ngaba kufana nexa amanzi ehla ehlanjeni elunxwemeni, kwaye ikhondo elilandelwa yiphonsi lokuqala liye lafakwa emlanjeni?

Kuthekani ukuba ndithandana nabantu besini esahlukileyo, nangona imeko yeminyaka indikhokelele ekubeni ndikholelwe ukuba ndithandana nabantu abathandanayo?

Ngoku, izinto ezinempikiswano. Oku kunokukukhumbuza umbuzo ohlala uphakamisa kumxholo othi "Ngaba ubufanasini lukhetho?" Ingxoxo-mpikiswano: Ngenxa yokuba amafanasini ahlelelekile ngeendlela ezininzi, kutheni umntu ekhetha ukuba li-gay ukuba ebenokukhetha?

Kuba mna, ndinokucinga ngezizathu ezimbalwa:

• Ngethuba leminyaka-yentsha-ntlalontle, uye waba yisizathu sokungakhangeli ngisho nokuzama ukuthandana namantombazana. (Ndisoloko ndizitsho ukuba kuya kukhohlisa nokuziphatha kakubi ukubonisa umdla kumantombazana.)
• Yenziwe ukuba ndizive ngathi "yingqele yekhephu ekhethekileyo" xa ndingumntu onganomdla.
• Ndiyicinga ukuba kuya kuba lula kum, umfana ongeyena-okhangayo, ukuba neentlobano zesini kunye nesini esifanelekileyo. (Nangona ndingazange ndizame nokuba.)
• Ndichithe ixesha elininzi kwi-intanethi (/ r / iMensRightsIibhloko ze-PUA, njl. Njl.) Ukufunda malunga nendlela bonke abantu ababhinqileyo abakhohlakele ngayo, umtshato sisikrelemnqa, amadoda akufuneki athandane, njl.njl. ingxaki, nokuba andikholwa ukuba iyinyani.

Okundibuyisela kuNoFap. Ndikwenza oku ukubona ukuba ithiyori "yomlambo oyisanti" ichanekile, kwaye ukuba ndinako na ukushenxisa imiqobo yengqondo enokundithintela ekuqondeni ngokupheleleyo isini sam. Ndifuna ukuqala ngokutsha, ndingazobi indlela enye ngonaphakade.

Ndingaqhubeka nokubhala ixesha elide, kodwa ndiza kuyeka umdla wobufutshane. Ingaba ucinga ntoni? Ngaba bukhona ubungqina, inzululwazi okanye i-anecdotal, yokuxhasa okanye ukuphikisa into endiyithethileyo apha?

Indlela enokwenzeka apho i-Porn Porn isicacile ngayo

Ndiyindoda engqingiliyo yombala okhutshwe eMzantsi-Asia Asia. Ngoko, ngokuqhelekileyo umntu uya kulindela ukuba ndibe ngudaka kakhulu kumantombazana ombala wam. Ndathuthela eKhanada kwiminyaka embalwa edlulileyo ukwenzela izifundo. Ndiye ndaxiliswa kwi-porno kwiminyaka yokugqibela ye-11. Enye into eyonakalisayo kukuba ubuninzi bezononophelo endazibukela ngokuqhelekileyo babenomantombazana omhlophe kunye namadudesi amhlophe / amnyama. Ukubukela ithoni yabantombazana abamhlophe kwiskrini kubonakala ngathi ikhuphe ngaphezu kwam amandla enyama ekufumaneni amantombazana angamantombazana athile okanye athatheka ngokwesondo kunye nokutshintsha indlela abajonga ngayo amantombazana amhlophe njengento yesini. Zombini ezi nkolelo ziyingozi xa zijongana namantombazana ebomini bokwenene.

Ndiyekile ukubukela i-porn ngenyanga nje kodwa ndifumanisa kunzima ukutsala kumantombazana ase-Asia okanye amnyama. Kwakhona, kuba iifoto zobugqwetha zihlala zibafana abamhlophe / abamnyama, abafana bazo zonke iintlanga babonakala bengacingi ngesondo. Ndiyazi ukuba ikhutshwe. Andiqinisekanga ukuba ungatshintsha njani loo nto. Ndiyathemba ukuba ukunamathela ngokuthe ngqo kwi-fap kuya kundinceda ndihambe ngaphaya kwezi nkolelo ezithintelayo.

Ukwenyuka kweentlobo ezikhethiweyo zesondo

Ndingathanda ukufumana ukuqonda ngesihloko sokwanda. Uninzi lwethu apha luphuhlise ukuthanda "okungaqhelekanga" ngaphezulu kweziyobisi zethu. Yiba "gay / bi" (shemale / cd), engekho mthethweni (ndifunde ngamabali e-JB / CP) okanye ngokungaqhelekanga (midgets? Lol. Andikwazi ukuyisongela intloko yam kule) kwaye ndineentloni, uninzi lwethu lubonakala ngathi ibenenye okanye zibe mbini.

Eyona meko ixhaphakileyo apha kukuba "ugxothe" la manyolo njengemveliso yokunyuka. Ngelixa abantu bengaxeli ukwehla kwenzala emva kokuqalisa kwakhona, baxela ukonyuka komdla kwizinto "eziqhelekileyo". Ndiza kuba neakhawunti yam yobuqu koku nje ukuba kugqityiwe ukuqala kwakhona kwakhona. Kwelinye icala, kuyinyani ukuba uninzi lwethu lukhuphukele kule nto ngexesha lokufikisa kwethu, xa ngekhe saziphucula izinto esizithandayo ngokwesondo ngaphandle kwe-porn. Ukulungelelaniswa kwiforum apho i-100% yabasebenzisi babo bebukele i-porn kakhulu ayithethi ukuba yi-causation 🙂

Ngoko unokuqiniseka njani ukuba ngokwenene ngenxa yokunyuka kwesantya? Nangona iimarike zenyuka, ezi zibopho zazikho ngaphambi kokufika kwe-intanethi, ngoko abanye bethu bahlelwe ngokwemizimba kunye / okanye bakhuliswa ukuba bahlakulele. Kwakhona, kusenokwenzeka ukuba abantu abaninzi bayavuma ukuba babe nesisu ngenxa yokuba inkcubeko yethu iba yinto ekhululekile.

Ngaba i-porn idala "ubhubhane wosana"? Ngaba abantu bangaphambi kwe-intanethi nabo ngandlel 'ithile benyuka baya kwiimfesane zabo ngaphandle kwe-porn? Ngaba licebo elilungileyo ukubacinezela? Ngaba oku kuyasebenza kubantu abaphuhlise iimfesane ngaphandle koncedo lwe-porn? Okanye ungazama ukuzoba umgca phakathi kweentsana ezingenabungozi nezinobungozi?

Ukuphosa imibuzo ethile phaya, akukho mfuneko yokuba uyiphendule yonke 🙂

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Ngexesha lokufikisa kwam, ngaphambi kokuba i-intanethi yenziwe (ngokungathandekiyo!) Khange "ndicokise" ukuthanda kwam isondo. Ndabandisa. Khange ndibacuthe kwinto ethile, njengokuthi, "Owu, ndiloluhlobo lomntu okhetha amabele amakhulu" okanye "imilenze ebhityileyo." Endaweni yokuba ndiye ndathi, "Kulungile, bendingazi ukuba iyakuba intle TOO…". Kwakungummangaliso ongapheliyo ukuba bangaphi na abanye abantu abanokundinika bona. Ngomlutha we-intanethi we-intanethi, yahamba ngenye indlela kum - akukho mfazi wangempela owake wanele ngokwaneleyo, kuba ndihlala ndimlindele ukuba enze kwaye abe zizinto endinokuzicofa kwi-intanethi endaweni yoko; Kwaye akukho mfazi wokwenyani wayekhe wangohlobo oluchanekileyo lokuba umatshini wokufundisa uxakekile ucebisa ukuba kufanelekile ukuba ndikhethe.

Ndincoma ukuba ndihambe kude nakwamaphephancwadi amaninzi kunye neetengiso zikamabonwakude xa uzama ukusuka kwi-intanethi ye-intanethi. Abasetyhini abashushu kwiSiteshi somculo wezwe banokuba nefuthe elibi!

Ngokukrakra, ndiyayithetha loo nto. Yonke loo mifanekiso iqaqambileyo ishukumayo yemifanekiso yabantu abaye "bafundiswa" ngokwenza i-make-up kunye nee-engile zekhamera kunye nokukhanyisa kunye ne-Adobe Photoshop bonke ngabantu nje abaza kuqhuba ulindelo lwakho kude nenyani kwaye kude kwinto emnandi ngakumbi. Ngalo lonke ixesha ujonga iChick Pokemon uyafunda, kancinci ngakumbi, ukuba ufuna amantshontsho akho okwenyani abe namehlo amakhulu amnyama angqukuva ajikelezayo kwizidlele zakhe nakwiindlebe zomvundla otyheli. Nokuba zitshisa kanjani “iindlebe zomvundla otyheli kunye nezangqa ezigqibeleleyo ezijikelezileyo ezidleleni zakhe kufanele ukuba zibekho, akukho ntshontsho iya kuba nayo, kwaye uyakulibala malunga nokuba mnyama okwesibhakabhaka okanye i-violet okanye amehlo aluhlaza okanye iinwele. okanye iinzipho ezinyawo zinokuba njalo.

Ke, nangona ndifumana uluvo lwakho, ukuba mhlawumbi "ubufanelwe" "ukuphucula" ukuthanda kwakho ngenkqubo yokukhula ube mdala ngexesha lokufikisa kwakho, enyanisweni ndingacebisa okwahlukileyo. Ndicinga ukuba ukuba UVULA izinto ozithandayo, kuzo zonke izinto ezingamelwe kakuhle yinkcubeko yemithombo yeendaba ethengisa ngokutsha, unokuzifumana ushenxa kude kwezinye zezinto "ezingaqhelekanga" (midgets? WTF?) kunye noluhlu olubanzi olunokubakho phakathi kwabafazi bokwenyani. Ii-blondes ezide zilungile; ungaqala ukufunda ukuthanda iibrunette ezincinci ezimfutshane nazo; kwaye iidijithi ziya kuqala ukubuna, njengoko ufunda ukuba awuyidingi imvuselelo egqithileyo njenge-midget wrestling nje ukubonelela ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo. Zininzi iindidi zokwenyani ezikhoyo, nje ukuba sifunde ukuphulukana nesidingo seintanethi ezenziwe ngobuxoki.

Psi_Com

Inye into endiyiqapheleyo kule minyaka ibizizinto ebendingekangeni kuzo .. Ndangena, ekugqibeleni.

Ke, ndicinga ukuba ukubhentsiswa okungagungqiyo kunye nokubindiswa kwento eyenzeka 'kwi-kink' yakho yangoku, iqhubela phambili kwenye into, into entsha, inoveli ethile ... kwanaleyo wawungazange waya kuyo ngaphambili.

Ukutsho oko, andizange ndibe nantoni na. Iintlobo zam zesondo zihamba ngokunyanisekileyo, kwaye ngandlela-thile, okwenene i-pornography, ibe ngcono, kunye nexesha elithile.

Uyazi kuphela ngokungahambi kwi-PMO kwaye ulibale malunga nalawo 'mithambo'.

Ukuba aziveli ngokwendalo engqondweni yakho, ke awunasizathu sokucinga ngazo, okanye ukukhathazeka ngazo.

Ingxoxo malunga noR / NoFap malunga nokukhula kokuhamba

Usuku lwe-7, ukuqaphela amantombazana am endicinga ukuba "ndim nje" sele esifa kakade? Usuku lwe-7 kwaye andikaze ndonwabise umbono we-porn (akukho kucamngca kwaphela). Kodwa namhlanje ndicinga ngamabhinqa am kwaye ingcinga yam yokuqala "yinto enzima kakhulu andiyikholelwa ukuba yandijika", oku kuyadideka ngenxa yokuba ndibenama-fetish ukususela ebuntwaneni (xa ndiqala ukubukela i-porn). Ndiyicinga ukuba le nto iyashukumisela nabani na ukuba bazibuze ukuba izisu zabo ziya kuhamba. Qhubeka uhambe wonke umntu.

impendulo: Ndifumene into efanayo. Andiyi kuthi mntwana ngenxa yezinto ezibangela, kodwa ndandisoloko ndixhalabele ngokupheleleyo, kwaye yodwa yohlobo loononophelo olwalujongile. Ngoku xa ndicinga malunga naloo mnqweno, ndididekile kwaye ndacima. Linyathelo elikhulu lokuthatha indlela yokubuyela kwimeko yesiqhelo.

impendulo: Usana lwam lwasweleka iiveki zokuqala, ndiqinisekile ukuba bendizokonwabela kodwa ndingazikhathazi kangako ngabo njengoko ndandisenza njalo

impendulo: Ndisebenzisa ukuba ngumntwana. Ngoku, ndijonge la malungu athile omzimba / omzimba kwaye kufana nokuba yintoni inqaku. Kungcono ndijonge amabele neesile. Yile nto bayilindeleyo. Yile nto siyilelwe ukuba siyonwabele emadodeni. Amabele ayenziwe kwi-porn. Ngokukhawuleza okanye kamva, uyeke ukuba nzima ukuya kwi-10s kwaye kufuneka uyihlasele kwi-crazier shit ukuze ufumane uvuyo kwakhona. Indoda engamanyala. Umtyholi obhinqileyo.

impendulo: Ndivakalelwa kukuba. emva kweveki akukho nto andiyiva nto kodwa i-masculine efuna ukuxhamla amabhinqa.

impendulo: Kwandithatha malunga neeveki ezintathu ukuba eyam ihambe

Ndicinga ukuba i-porn itshintshe isondo lam

Molo makhosi, kuqala ndifuna o mandithi enkosi kakhulu ngeli sithuba lingasentla apho ndinokuthi ndixoxe ngezimvo zam ngokuvulekileyo ngale ndlela kodwa nangoku ndingaziwa.

Ndiqale ukujonga i-porn xa ndandineminyaka eyi-10. ndimdala nomzala wam, ndiyakhumbula ngeloxesha amabhinqa aphuma kwiividiyo zomculo ayendinika ilitye elinzima, ukubona amabele amdaka kungawenza umzimba wam ungene kwi-erotic rush ndide ndide ndineminyaka eli-13 ubudala. kwaye ndingafumana ikhawulezo lokubona amabele ahamba ze ehlotyeni, xa abantu betshiswa lilanga.

10 yrs. mva kwexesha kwaye ndijonge shemale porn xa ndingekabikho gay xa ndandikwishumi elivisayo, ndaye ndaqala ukujonga izinto ezinesissy.7 yrs. kamva kwaye ngoku umtsalane wam kwabafazi uphelile, ndiyacinga. Andiziva ndonwabile njengoko ndenze kwade kwayi-6 yrs. ngasemva ujonge abafazi abanqunu okanye iibhuthi okanye ii-boobs okanye nantoni na.

Khange khe ndicinge ukuba ndingawucima umntu othandana naye, kodwa ngoku ndingacinga ngamadoda xa ndisijikisa, kwaye andikwazi nokucinga ukuba ndivuswe nguliphi na umfazi nokuba ulunge kangakanani.

Ndicinga ukuba umhlaba wayo wamabele awuzange ube ngumlindi onzima, ndivele nje kwizinto ezingenatyala njengomntwana kule crap kwaye yabutshintsha ubuni bam ngokwesondo.

ngokuthe ngcembe okanye ngokukhawuleza ubuntununtunu bam kwimifanekiso evusayo baye bancipha kwaye bancipha ukutsala umdla kwaphela. Andazi ukuba ndiza kutsaleleka kwabasetyhini kwakhona okanye into endinokuyenza malunga noku.

Ukunyuka kuLuhlu lukaCraig

Ndiye ndavelisa ubuntwana obubi apho ndikhangela khona kwiintengiso zesini ze-craigslist (oku mhlawumbi kundinika indawo ephezulu kune-porn). Bendisenza oku malunga neminyaka emithathu ngoku. Ekuqaleni bendihlala ndikhangela iintengiso zabasetyhini, kodwa ekugqibeleni khange indinike ukulungiswa kwam, ndiye ndaya kwiintengiso zesini kunye nezokwabelana ngesondo.

Ngokukhawuleza xa ndiguquka i-18 ndenze isigqibo esothusayo sokudibana nalo mfo uhleliyo. Njengoko utshilo, ukudibana kwaba bantu angabaziyo akuvusanga njengoko bendicinga ukuba bekuya kuba njalo. Nangona kunjalo, ndadibana nalo mfana (owayeneminyaka engama-25 ubudala), kwaye emva kokuba ndishiye indawo yakhe ndiziva ngathi ndiyapuka.

Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezizayo andizange ndikholelwe ukuba ndibonakalisile ubuntombi bam kwinto ethile engaqhelekanga kwi-craigslist. Ndiyazisola yonke imihla.

Umfana oneminyaka eyi-25 ubudala egxile kumantombazana phambi koononophala

Emva kokufunda amanqaku amaninzi afunyenwe kule ndawo kwinyanga ephelileyo, ndiye ndaqala ukudibanisa ingxaki yam ye-porn-eyanyanzeliswa ngu-ED kubomi bokwenyani kunye namabali abaliweyo. Ukunika imvelaphi ethile, ndaqala ukuhlaziya i-masturbation (akukho noononophala) eneminyaka eyi-13. Ndiyakhumbula ukukhawuleza kunye nezinto ezahlukeneyo ukwenzela ukuba ndive ukuba akuyena owenzayo.

Kwiminyaka embalwa kamva, ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi kwi-intanethi (akukho kuphinga amalungu esini, andifuni ukubeka umngcipheko ekubanjweni ngabazali bam!). Ke bendiza kujonga okwethutyana, emva koko ndiye kwigumbi lokuhlambela ndize ndikhuphe enye ngaphandle. Kungekudala, ndaqala ukuthandana namantombazana (iminyaka eyi-15) kwaye ndalibala konke malunga nokuyijija (ndilahlekelwe bubuntombi bam ngelo xesha!). Emva kokuqhekeka nale ntombazana, ndaqala ukuthandana namanye amantombazana akwishumi elivisayo kwaye andizange ndibukele iphonografi. Kude kube, ndandizimisele kwintombazana eneminyaka engama-20 ubudala. Xa ndikunye nale ntombazana, ndandidla ngesondo phakathi evekini, kwaye xa esiya emsebenzini ngeMigqibelo, ndandiya kwenza elona xesha lam ndibukele iphonografi ikhatshwa ... Ngenxa ye "orgasm" ukuya "kwenye intombazana".

Njengoko ixesha lihamba, ndaqala ukuqaphela ukukhanga kwam intombazana yam (ex) kwaye ndiza kuqala ukujonga phambili kwiMigqibelo eyintsikelelo, apho ndiza kuhlaziya i-3-4 amaxesha ngaloo mini. Ngexesha lokubuya kwam intombazana yam yangaphambili, bendiya kukhangela izizathu zokuba ndingabelani ngesondo ebusuku (oku akwenzekanga kwiminyaka yam yokufikisa… Ndibuyele xa bendiza kugquma i-24/7). Ndaqala ukucinga ukuba andisayithandi le ntombazana, njengoko ndingaziva ndinomdla kuyo, ke ndaye ndagodola kakhulu ndagqiba kwelokuba ndohlukane nayo. Ngexesha lokuqhekeka kwam (Ubudala 23), ndadibana nentombazana emsebenzini endikhupha ingqondo yam!

Ke, ndaqala ukuthandana naye. Yonke into yayilungile, kodwa ndaqaphela ukuba andizukufumana nzima xa ndisenza naye. Ngelo xesha, ndaye ndacinga, "Kumele ukuba kubudala bam… Kuthatha ngaphezulu ukuvula umntu okhulileyo njengam" (ayilunganga!). Naliphi na ixesha, xa kufika ixesha lokulala ngesondo, ipenis yam yayifile njengoko kunokwenzeka. Ndaziva ndineentloni kwaye ndingazi nokuba mandithini! Khange ndiqonde, kuba ndimfumene enomtsalane! Ndaye ke ndaqala ukucinga ukuba ndinendlela yokuqala yokuxhalaba (endiyifumene iyothusa kuba andikaze ndibenangxaki yokuba nzima xa ndiza kulala ...).

Ngeli xesha, nasemva kokuba ndohlukane nomntu endandikunye naye, ndandiziphulula amalungu esini njengamanyala. Le ntombazana intsha, ngokucacileyo, yayindithanda kakhulu kwaye yayingandivumeli ukuba ndihambe ngaphandle kwengxaki yam (sazama amatyeli aliqela apho ndingazokwazi ukuba nzima). Ndenze ntoni ke?

Yep… Ndabuyela ekhaya ndaza ndayijikisa kwi-porno ukubona ukuba ndiza kuba nzima na ... Nangona kunjalo, “mhlawumbi andinayo i-ED, kusenokwenzeka ukuba anditsaleleki kuye okanye ndinokuba ngu… Gay? Hayi, ayinakuba njalo! ”

Oku kundizisa kwindawo yam elandelayo ... bendizakubukela iphonografi kwaye ndihlambe amalungu esini kangangokuba ndiye ndaqala ukukhetha iividiyo ngokwamacandelo okoko bendizokubukela kusuku olungaphambili ndingasenako ukwanelisa iimfuno zam. Kwafika kwinqanaba apho ndiza kuqala ukubukela iphonografi kwaye ndibe ne-orgasm kuyo, apho mfutshane emva kokuba ndiziva ndonwabile. Andikaze ndabelana ngesondo ngesini kwaye akukho namnye umntu owakha wambamba iliso. Ndandi (am) ndiqinisekile ukuba andiyongqingili. Kodwa xa kuziwa ekuyihlambaliseni kwi-pornography, ngexesha elithile i-porno yobungqingili iya kundivusa. Kwafika kwinqanaba apho ndingazi ukuba yintoni enye enokuyenza ngam ukusukela:

1) Andikwazi ukulala ngesondo kunye nentombazana endiyithandayo ngale mini kungekudala. ”) kodwa sekunjalo, wakufumanisa kuyinto engaqhelekanga.

2) Ndaqala ukuthanda i-porno yobungqingili ?!

3) Ndiyinto engaqhelekanga kwezempilo… Ndenza umthambo yonke imihla (ukuphakamisa iintsimbi / ubugcisa bemfazwe), nditye ndisempilweni kakhulu (akukho shukela, amafutha, ityuwa, isitatshi) kwaye ndisela amanzi amaninzi ngosuku. Nabani na onokutya unokucinga ngengwe epheleleyo ebhedini! Ewe… hayi mna!

Ndibetha phantsi kwaye ndiqalise uphando kwi-intanethi kwaye ndifumene le ndawo. Njengoko ndathetha ngaphambili, ndaqala ukufunda amanqaku apha kwaye ndabelana ngeengxaki kunye neempawu ezifana nezinye!

Kwiiveki ezi-2 ezedlulileyo, ndaqalisa isigaba sokuqalisa kwaye ngokumangalisayo, emva kweveki ye1 kunye neentsuku ze-2, ndambona le ntombazana kwaye ndaqineka njengedwala ngexesha elide (sasilala ngesondo ngaloo busuku kangangekho ngaphambili!). I-sex drive yami yayiphakamileyo, i-libido yam yayisaphila! Ngentsasa elandelayo, salala kwakhona kwaye kwakunelisekile njengobusuku busuku.

Ngoku, kwiintsuku ze-2 ezidlulileyo, ndiqale ukuvuka ngomthi wakusasa (hayi i-100% nzima, kodwa kunzima, ngokungafaniyo ngaphambili!). Oku kuyandothusa, kuba ndineempawu abantu abaninzi abaza kuqala ukuba nazo emva kwenyanga kwinkqubo yokuqalisa kwakhona?! Khange ndiphinde ndibuyele (nangona ndihlala ndiziva ndifuna ukubukela iphonografi. Ngokukhawuleza ndicinga ngenye into kwaye ndiyenzile.).

Ubudala 20 - ED: ezinye ziphinda zibuye-iintsuku ezili-190

Ungalindeli ukuba IMINYAKA ye-PMO ngamaxesha amaninzi ngemini inyange kwiinyanga nje ezimbalwa. Kwafuneka ndiyifunde ngendlela enzima. Ndicinga nje ukuba siza kulungiswa ekuvuseleleni iiakhawunti zabantu abakwi-YBOP abafuna kuphela ixesha elifutshane lokuqalisa kwakhona.

Ngokunyaniseka, bendikule nto ndingenayo i-Porn, ndinamaxesha ambalwa apha naphaya, malunga neentsuku ze-190, kwaye ndisabona ukuphuculwa yonke imihla. Ngenye, andisayi kuphinda ndihlale phantsi kwiiveki ezimbini emva kokuba ndi-MO kwakhona. Ukuba kukho nantoni na ndibuyile kwesiqhelo ngosuku olulandelayo. Iimood zam zisandula ukuzinza. Ndiyakwazi ukuhlaziya i-masturbate kwi-orgasm ngamaxesha amaninzi ngeveki kwaye ndingaziva ndixinezelekile. Ndivele ndibuthathaka kakhulu ngokungathi ndinobunzima obuninzi emagxeni am.

Ndiye ndingumntu onobukroti kwaye ndibe ne-aura ene-superman ejikeleze ngoku. Ngaphambi, enye i-lil orgasm yayizithumela ngqo kwi-presence-likelike-presence like.

Andiyi kuphinda ndicinge nge-tranny yoononophala, kwaye ndandixhamla kuloo nto kunzima malunga ne-2 yrs. Nokuba i-gay porn / iingcinga zesini gay ziyinto entle kakhulu yexesha elidlulileyo ngoku. Kodwa andiyongqingili okanye nantoni na enjalo; Ndiyakwazi ukunyamezela izitabane.

Ngaba ndinokuba nolungelelwano olomeleleyo kunye nabasetyhini, nangona ndingenakukwazi ukuzigcina ngaphezulu komzuzu, kwaye andinakulala ngesondo kunye neekhondom. Kodwa le sele iyintsikelelo, kuba kunyaka ophelileyo eyona nto ndinokuyenza yayikukulungiswa kwe-50%, engenakusetyenziselwa nokungena. Ukuphuculwa okuninzi, kwaye kwezinye iinyanga ze-6 ndiyathemba ukuba zininzi ngakumbi, ngakumbi ukukwazi ukuba neentlobano zesini ngempumelelo kunye neekhondom, kuba sele ndingenakho.