Beginning was tough no doubt. I was angry at myself before embarking on this journey. Felt pathetic. I needed to regain control after decades of PMO which left me with absolute low level of confidence and self esteem. Abstinence went from days to weeks, to many weeks, to months and to year. Things improved: sense […]
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DOI:10.1093/oxfordhb/9780190218058.013.21 In book: The Oxford Handbook of Digital Technologies and Mental Health, October 2020 Publisher: Oxford University Press Shane W Kraus, Marc N Potenza The Internet has revolutionized the way in which we consume and participate in sexual activities. Digital technologies are shaping the ways in which people interact with one an other romantically and […]
When I started this journey, I wasn’t happy, I was terrified and anxious all the time. I hated going to school and I drowned my depression and anxiety in video games and PMO. But I powered through and found the nofap community. (if you need help send me a chat) I decided to try it […]
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I’m 6 months into my reboot (messed up 2-3x on p-site and 5x peeking on google images) but even with my rare setbacks my erections have gone from 60-70% for a few minutes in July and now in December I get 80-90% for 5+ minutes. I used to take 15mg cialis and now I take […]
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50 days down! I never thought I’d be at this point. I owe this all to my beautiful fiance for never giving up on me. I’ll be honest, I’ve been dragging lately. My energy has declined and I’m looking for a boost. I don’t know if this is due to a flatline, or if this […]
Ever since quitting porn, these were the things that happened in my life: confidence in myself has skyrocketed. I am now assertive about my needs, wants, concerns, and feelings. As a result, people respect me. my skin looks more shinier and my eyes look clean and powerful, not droopy as was before. I had such […]
4 months without PMO I had never been 4 months without PMO. It’s scary when I think about it. Although there are people who have been longer than me. I am aware of that. I have been trying three years (from 2017 to 2020) trying to reach 90 days at least. I always arrived at […]
So the reason why I’m doing this is simple and, very likely, it’s your reason too: unsatisfactory sex. Unable to get or keep erections while having sex or even foreplay with that beautiful and sexy girl. No other reason; not waste of time, not your view of women, or any of those accessorial results people […]
After nearly twenty years of viewing internet pornography I finally decided I had had enough. My initial trigger was a documentary by a journalist named Lisa Ling. I knew I had a problem. I realized that I didn’t want my life to be remembered by my friends and family as a lifelong porn addict. I […]
Little back ground: for 7 years I was a heavy porn addict. The first year is all it took to put me in a deep severe PIED…. I had no clue what was going on. It was early 2012 when I discovered my issue… it was terrible. I had no idea that something like this […]
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