[Tsiku 28] Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi zolaula m'moyo wanga m'njira zosiyanasiyana. Sindinaganizepo kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu. Ndikadakhala kuti ndikadakhalapo, ndimatha kuziwona. Koma pazifukwa zina zachilendo, ndimangokonda kuwonera anthu ena akugonana. Ndikuganiza kuti muubongo wanga wawung'ono wa "Homer Simpson", ndidaganiza kuti ndiyenera kuwona zomwe ena akuchita kuti atsimikizire kuti ndikudziwa zomwe ndimachita. Ndi opunduka bwanji?
Vuto langa lidakulirakulira pafupifupi miyezi 18 yapitayo pomwe tidafika pa intaneti yothamanga. M'mbuyomu, ndimangowonera zithunzi, makanema ndi makanema panalibe funso chifukwa ndinalibe chipiriro chodikira pomwe amatsitsa. Koma tsopano ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri, zithunzi sizinali zokwanira. Ndinkatha kuwonera makanema ndi makanema pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo pazenera langa. Pafupifupi tsiku lililonse ndimapita kumalo omwe ndimawakonda "tsiku lililonse". Nthawi zina ndimatha kudya pang'ono mpaka kumapeto ndikungowonera kopanira pambuyo pakanema. Ndidazindikira kuti ndikachita izi nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimakhala wokhumudwa ndi moyo, ntchito; pamene zinthu sizinkandiyendera bwino; kapena pamene ndinali wokwiya.
Chifukwa cha zolaula zanga zapaintaneti zomwe zidatha, ndidazindikira kusintha kwakukulu pamoyo wanga wogonana ndi mkazi wanga. Pafupifupi miyezi yomaliza ya 12 ndidazindikira kuti ndikulimbana ndi ED. Ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi vuto. M'malo mwake, ndili ndi thanzi labwino - ndimathamanga mailosi 12-20 pa sabata, ndimachita yoga ndi zolemera zochepa. Ine ndinaganiza, “O ayi! Ndiyenera kupita kwa dokotala kuti ndikatenge zina ndi zina. Sindikufuna kuchita zimenezo! ” Ndikutanthauza, sindinathe kukonzekera theka la nthawi. Ndiye ndikapeza erection, imatha msanga. Mkazi wanga nthawi zonse anali wokoma mtima komanso wondithandiza ndipo ankati, “Zili bwino. Osadandaula nazo. ” Koma ndimadandaula nazo. Ndinaganiza zowona kuti moyo wanga wogonana unali utatha. Ndiyeneranso kuwonjezera, kuti mavuto anga a ED sanali okhudzana ndi mkazi wanga, koma koposa zonse ndidazindikira kuti ndimakumana ndi ED ndikayesera M kujambula. Nthawi zambiri sindinapeze erection ndikamaonera zolaula kapena makanema. Chinachake chinali cholakwika ndi ine. Koma sindinadziwe zomwe zinali panthawiyo.
Kenako Lachiwiri - ndimapita kukachezera masamba amodzi mwa "zolaula" zanga, ndidakumana ndi mutu wakuti "Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi". Ndidadina ulalo ndi shazam !! Kumeneko ndinali, m'malo mowonera anthu akugonana, ndimadutsa kanema wa Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi za Porn. Kenako ndidayamba kuwerenga zolemba zambiri ndikulemba pamenepo. Kumvetsetsa kwatsopano kwachiwerewere ndi zolaula kunanditsegukira.
Apa ndipamene ndidayamba kupangira awiri ndi awiri palimodzi. Kodi zovuta zanga za ED zitha kulumikizidwa ndi chizolowezi changa chowonera intaneti? Tsiku lomwelo ndidaganiza, nditatha kuwerenga nkhani zopambana kuti ndisiye kuonera zolaula zolaula. Ndidayesera kusiya m'mbuyomu, ndikumachita bwino pang'ono, koma nthawi zonse ndimabweranso. Koma chinali chakuti ndikufuna moyo wanga wam'mbuyo komanso moyo wanga wogonana ndi mkazi wanga zomwe zidandithandizadi kutsimikiza nthawi ino.
Kwa ine masiku angapo oyamba anali ovuta kwambiri. Tsiku lililonse, ndikamachita zomwe ndimachita, ndipo idafika nthawi (yomwe nthawi zambiri inali nthawi yanthawi yanga) kupita kukaonera zolaula, m'malo mochita izi, ndidapanga ntchito yanga kuti ndipite kukacheza ku Yourbrainonporn. com ndikuwerenga positi, nthawi zambiri ngakhale kuwerenganso zolemba zakale kuti andikumbutse kuti, "Inde, mutha kuchita izi. Muyenera kuchita izi. Muchita izi! ” Nditakhala ndikuwerenga mphindi 30-60, nthawi zambiri zinali zokwanira kuti zindilimbikitse kupitiliza kugonja kapena kugonja.
Kotero lero ndinali wokonzeka kutumiza ndikukuuzani kuti ndili ndi masiku 30 opanda PMO. Koma ndalephera. Ndine masiku 30 opanda PM. Kodi mwakonzeka izi? Kodi mukukhala pansi? Chifukwa usiku watha ndidagonana ndi mkazi wanga koyamba kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba pulogalamuyi yopanda PMO. Sanakonzekere. Iye anayambitsa izo. Ndipo tengani ... mpukutu wa dramu chonde… palibe mavuto a ED !!! Ngati iyi ikadakhala nthawi ya Khrisimasi ndikadanena kuti inali "chozizwitsa cha Khrisimasi!" Poyamba sindinapeze erection. Koma nditawerenga zonse zomwe ndinawerengazo, ndinaganiza mumtima mwanga, “Zikachitika, zimachitika. Ngati sichoncho, sichoncho. ” Ndinaganiza zopatula nthawi yanga, kusangalala ndi kukumbatiridwa ndi mkazi wanga, kupsompsona, ndi zina zambiri. Ndinayesa kukumbukira momwe ndingathere za Karezza ndipo ndikuganiza zidathandiza. Koma ndinachita zolaula. Momwemonso iye. Ndipo kukonzekera kwanga sikunangokhala kofooka konse. Idakhala yolimba komanso yolimba. Chaka chatha, izi sizinachitike. Nkhani yabwino inanso: M'malo mwa mphindi 10 za "Wham ndi Bam"… gawo lathu lachikondi limatha pafupifupi mphindi 45-50. Uwu unali kugonana kwabwino kwambiri komwe ndakhala nako m'miyezi 12 yapitayi. Pamapeto pake, mkazi wanga adandifunsa, "Walowa chiyani?" Ndipamene ndidamuuza za karezza kugonana. Akufuna kuti aziwerenga za iye yekha tsopano. Eya !!
Kwa ine ndekha, ndikuwona bwino momwe zolaula za pa intaneti zasokoneza malingaliro anga pa zenizeni, zopatsidwa ndi Mulungu, zogonana zenizeni ndi chikondi pakati pa mwamuna ndi mkazi. Ngakhale usiku watha usanachitike kugonana ndi mkazi kapena mwamuna wanga, ngakhale titakhala kuti sitinagonepo, ndinali ndikuyamba kumva bwino kwambiri za ine monga munthu. Ndili ndi ntchito yambiri. Ndinkakhala ndi nthawi yambiri ndi mkazi wanga, kumachita naye zinthu zapakhomo - osafuna kapena kuyembekezera kuti ndipite liti pakompyuta ndikuonera zolaula. Kusiya zolaula m'moyo wanu ndikumasula !!! Masiku 30 apitawa akhala ovuta, komanso amaphunzitsa kwambiri komanso amasula kwambiri.
[Tsiku 50] Chabwino, lero zikulemba masiku a 50 a PM Ufulu. Zosavomerezeka, palibe zolaula kapena maliseche nkomwe! Ndili ndi vuto la 3 nthawi zambiri, koma izi zidali kupanga chikondi ndi mkazi wanga.
Lero ndi nthawi yachitatu ine ndi mkazi wanga "timayesa" Karezza. Nthawi iliyonse ndikaganiza kuti tikuchita bwino, chilichonse "chabwino" chimatanthauza. Ndikuganiza kuti ndi m'modzi mwa omwe amaphunzira mukamayenda. Pokhala zaka 3 ndi 53, tikupeza kuti "Old Farts" (osandiuza mkazi wanga kuti ndidanena izi) atha kuphunzira zizolowezi zatsopano, koma zizolowezi zakale zimakhala zovuta kusiya - monga kufunitsitsa kufuna chiwerewere, kapena kuganiza kuti tifunika kukhala pamalungo kuti timve bwino "Chisangalalo cha Kugonana". Kotero ife tonse tinali ndi vuto lero.
Tikusangalala kwambiri ndikuphunzitsanso komanso kusangalala matupi a wina ndi mnzake. Nditatanganidwa ndi kuonera zolaula, sindinathe kuwona kukongola kwa thupi la mkazi wanga chifukwa ndimamuyerekeza molakwika ndi matupi azimayi awa omwe amapanga zolaula.
Madzulo ano tinangotenga nthawi yathu ndikusangalala wina ndi mzake potisisita ndi kupsopsona. Ponena za zovuta zanga za ED zam'mbuyomu - Chifukwa chokhala PM kwaulere kwa masiku 50, ndinatha kusunga gawo langa lonse mu mphindi 35-40. Sikunali kovuta kwathunthu nthawi yonseyi, koma "amabwera ndikupita" munthawi yathu yonse limodzi. M'masiku anga a PMO asanakwane pa miyezi 18 yapitayi kapena apo, zinali zovuta kwambiri kuti nthawi zina ndikhale ndi erection, ndipo ngati ndikatero, zinali zovuta kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndi erection.
Ndikudziwa kuti kugonana kokha "kokha" katatu pamasiku 3 apitawa sikumveka ngati kochuluka, koma mtundu wa kupanga kwathu kwasintha kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti tonsefe timafuna kukondana kwambiri, koma tiyenera kuyesetsa kupeza bwino pakati pa ntchito ndi kupumula, kuti tithe kupanga nthawi yosangalala.
Kukhala PM kwaulere masiku 50 ndibwino - koma sinditenga chilichonse mopepuka. Nthawi ndi nthawi ndimamva mawu ang'onoang'ono m'mutu mwanga akuti, "Palibe vuto. Patha masiku 50. Pitilizani ndikuwona. Palibe amene adzadziwa. ” Koma nditakhala nthawi ku YBOP ndi Kuyanjananso, ndikuphunzira zonse zaubongo ndi momwe zimagwirira ntchito mogwirizana ndi kuonera zolaula, ndili ndi MTIMA watsopano wamalingaliro kotero sindingathe ngakhale kufotokoza. Sikuti ndimangokhala ndi mtendere m'moyo wanga. Ndimachita bwino pantchito komanso kunyumba. Sindikukhulupirira kuchuluka kwa maola omwe ndidawononga ndikuwonera zinthu zopusazo. Ndagwira ntchito molimbika m'masiku 50 apitawa kuti ndizitaye zonse. Zambiri zomwe zili pachiwopsezo apa kwa ine. Sindikufuna kubwerera ku njira zanga zakale.
tsiku 30 Ndine bambo 53 y / o. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi zolaula m'moyo wanga m'njira zosiyanasiyana. Sindinaganizepo kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu. Ndikadakhala kuti ndikadakhalapo, ndimatha kuziwona. Koma pazifukwa zina zachilendo, ndimangokonda kuwonera anthu ena akugonana. Ndikuganiza kuti muubongo wanga wawung'ono wa "Homer Simpson", ndidaganiza kuti ndiyenera kuwona zomwe ena akuchita kuti atsimikizire kuti ndikudziwa zomwe ndimachita. Ndi opunduka bwanji?
Vuto langa lidakulirakulira pafupifupi miyezi 18 yapitayo pomwe tidafika pa intaneti yothamanga. M'mbuyomu, ndimangowonera zithunzi. Makanema ndi makanema panalibe funso chifukwa ndinalibe chipiriro kudikira pomwe amatsitsa. Koma tsopano ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri, zithunzi sizinali zokwanira. Ndinkatha kuwonera makanema ndi makanema pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo pazenera langa. Pafupifupi tsiku lililonse ndimapita kumalo omwe ndimawakonda "tsiku lililonse". Nthawi zina ndimatha kudya pang'ono mpaka kumapeto ndikungowonera kopanira pambuyo pakanema. Ndidazindikira kuti ndikachita izi nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimakhala wokhumudwa ndi moyo, ntchito; pamene zinthu sizinkandiyendera bwino; kapena pamene ndinali wokwiya.
Chifukwa cha zolaula zanga zapaintaneti nthawi zonse, ndidazindikira kusintha kwakukulu pamoyo wanga wogonana ndi mkazi wanga. Pafupifupi miyezi yomaliza ya 12 ndidazindikira kuti ndikulimbana ndi ED. Ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi vuto. M'malo mwake, ndili ndi thanzi labwino - ndimathamanga mailosi 12-20 pa sabata, ndimachita yoga ndi zolemera zochepa. Ine ndinaganiza, “O ayi! Ndiyenera kupita kwa dokotala kuti ndikatenge zina ndi zina. Sindikufuna kuchita zimenezo! ” Ndikutanthauza, sindinathe kukonzekera theka la nthawi. Ndiye ndikapeza erection, imatha msanga. Ndikuganiza kuti mavuto anga akuthana msanga anali kuphatikiza zolaula komanso nkhawa. Ndikakhala ndimavuto anga a ED, ndimakhala ndi nkhawa nthawi zonse komanso kuda nkhawa zakukhala ndi erection. Nditaipeza, sinatenge nthawi yayitali - mwina chifukwa cha "moto wofulumira" kapena pazifukwa zamaganizidwe, "Chonde khalani olimba, chonde khalani olimba… ndi zina." Kenako bam.
Mkazi wanga nthawi zonse anali wokoma mtima komanso wondithandiza ndipo ankati, “Zili bwino. Osadandaula nazo. ” Koma ndimadandaula nazo. Ndinaganiza zowona kuti moyo wanga wogonana unali utatha. Ndiyeneranso kuwonjezera, kuti ndinazindikira kuti ndimakumana ndi ED ndikayesera M kuti ndiwonere. Nthawi zambiri sindinapeze erection ndikamaonera zolaula kapena makanema. Chinachake chinali cholakwika ndi ine. Koma sindinadziwe zomwe zinali panthawiyo.
Kenako, ndili paulendo wopita kumalo ena azolaula omwe "ndimawakonda", ndidakumana ndi mutu wakuti "Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi." Ndidadina ulalo ndi shazam !! Apa ine ndinali. M'malo mowonera anthu akugonana, ndimangodutsa "Kanema Wanu wa Ubongo pa Zithunzi Zolaula." Kenako ndidayamba kuwerenga zolemba zambiri ndi zolemba. Kumvetsetsa kwatsopano kwachiwerewere ndi zolaula kunanditsegukira.
Apa ndipamene ndidayamba kupangira awiri ndi awiri palimodzi. Kodi mavuto anga ochita ntchito angagwirizanidwe ndi chizolowezi changa chowonera intaneti? Tsiku lomwelo ndidaganiza, nditatha kuwerenga nkhani zopambana kuti ndisiye kuonera zolaula zolaula. Ndidayesera kusiya m'mbuyomu, ndikumachita bwino pang'ono, koma nthawi zonse ndimabweranso. Koma chinali chakuti ndikufuna moyo wanga wam'mbuyo komanso moyo wanga wogonana ndi mkazi wanga zomwe zidandithandizadi kutsimikiza nthawi ino.
Kwa ine masiku angapo oyamba anali ovuta kwambiri. Tsiku lililonse, ndikamachita zomwe ndimachita, ndipo idafika nthawi (yomwe nthawi zambiri inali nthawi yanthawi yanga) kupita kukawona zolaula, m'malo mochita izi, ndidapanga ntchito yanga kupita kukaona tsambali ndipo werengani zolemba zatsopano, nthawi zambiri ndikuwerenganso zolemba zakale. Ndinazichita kuti ndizikumbukira kuti, "Inde, mutha kuchita izi. Muyenera kuchita izi. Muchita izi! ” Nditakhala ndikuwerenga mphindi 30-60, nthawi zambiri zinali zokwanira kuti zindilimbikitse kupitiliza kugonja kapena kugonja.
Kotero lero ndinali wokonzeka kutumiza ndikukuuzani kuti ndili ndi masiku 30 opanda PMO. Koma ndalephera. Ndine masiku 30 opanda PM. Kodi mwakonzeka izi? Kodi mukukhala pansi? Chifukwa usiku watha ndidagonana ndi mkazi wanga koyamba kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba pulogalamuyi yopanda PMO. Sanakonzekere. Iye anayambitsa izo. Ndipo tengani ... mpukutu wa dramu chonde… palibe mavuto a ED !!! Ngati iyi ikadakhala nthawi ya Khrisimasi ndikadanena kuti inali "chozizwitsa cha Khrisimasi!" Poyamba sindinapeze erection. Koma nditawerenga zonse zomwe ndidaziwerenga karezza, Ndinaganiza mumtima mwanga, "Ngati zichitika, zimachitika. Ngati sichoncho, sichoncho. ” Ndinaganiza zopatula nthawi yanga, kusangalala ndi kukumbatiridwa ndi mkazi wanga, kupsompsona, ndi zina zambiri.
Ndidayesera kukumbukira zambiri momwe ndingathere za karezza ndipo ndikuganiza zidathandiza. Koma ndinachita zolaula. Momwemonso iye. Ndipo kukonzekera kwanga sikunangokhala kofooka konse. Idakhala yolimba komanso yolimba. Chaka chatha, izi sizinachitike. Nkhani yabwino inanso: M'malo mwa mphindi 10 za "Wham ndi Bam"… gawo lathu lachikondi limatha pafupifupi mphindi 45-50. Uwu unali kugonana kwabwino kwambiri komwe ndakhala nako m'miyezi 12 yapitayi. Pamapeto pake, mkazi wanga adandifunsa, "Walowa chiyani?" Ndipamene ndidamuuza za karezza kugonana. Akufuna kuti aziwerenga za izi tsopano. Eya !!
Kwa ine ndekha, ndikuwona bwino momwe zolaula za pa intaneti zasokoneza malingaliro anga pa zenizeni, zopatsidwa ndi Mulungu, zogonana zenizeni ndi chikondi pakati pa mwamuna ndi mkazi. Ngakhale usiku watha usanachitike kugonana ndi mkazi kapena mwamuna wanga, ngakhale titakhala kuti sitinagonepo, ndinali ndikuyamba kumva bwino kwambiri za ine monga munthu. Ndili ndi ntchito yambiri. Ndinkakhala ndi nthawi yambiri ndi mkazi wanga, kumachita naye zinthu zapakhomo - osafuna kapena kuyembekezera kuti ndipite liti pakompyuta ndikuonera zolaula. Kusiya zolaula m'moyo wanu ndikumasula !!! Masiku 30 apitawa akhala ovuta, komanso amaphunzitsa kwambiri komanso amasula kwambiri.
tsiku 101 Lero kukulemba Tsiku 101 kwa ine kukhala PM mfulu !! (osati zoyipa kwa 53 y / o geezer). Sindikhulupirira kuti ndapanga izi mpaka pano. M'mbuyomu ndidakhala ndi mwayi ngati ndidapanga masiku a 2, 3, 7 kapena 10 bwino kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti ndakumananso ndi mavuto ambiri kuposa momwe boma liliri ndi mavuto osawononga ndalama.
Ngakhale nditakhala ndi masiku a 101 pansi pa lamba wanga, ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti pakhala nthawi zochepa pomwe chiyeso chofuna kupita kuti ndikawone zolaula chibwerera m'moyo wanga. Kumayambiriro, nditayamba, zinali zovuta. Zakhala zovuta nthawi zonse ndikayamba.
Koma patadutsa pafupifupi masabata atatu, zinthu zidayamba kukhala bwino. Zinakhala zosavuta “kungonena kuti ayi!” zolaula. Kenako, mwadzidzidzi, popeza ndikadakhala paulendo wapanyanja pochira - BAM !!! - Ndikanakhala ndi chikhumbo champhamvu chofuna kuonera zolaula. Izi nthawi zambiri zimachitika ndikadzuka m'mawa. Pazifukwa zina zachilendo, ndimayamba kukumbukira chojambula "chomwe ndimakonda" kuchokera pazithunzi zolaula zomwe zidakumbukira zakale. Ndinawona kuti ndikayamba kuganiza, ndikusangalatsa, malingaliro amenewo chilimbikitso chimakula. Izi zidachitika kwa ine mozungulira Day 3ish ndi Day 50ish. Sindikukumbukira masiku enieni. Ndikuganiza kuti chinthu chimodzi chomwe chidandipulumutsa ndikumadzuka ndikupita kukathamanga, kapena kupita kukachita yoga ndi zolemera. Nthawi iliyonse ndikachita izi chilakolakocho chimachoka.
Posachedwa chidwi chofuna kuwona zolaula chandigwiranso tsiku la 97-98. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake izi zinachitika. Nthawi iyi zidachitika ndili pantchito. Palibe chifukwa chenicheni. Palibe chomwe chinayambitsa kuti ndikumbukire.
Izi ndi zinthu zina zomwe ndikuganiza kuti zandithandiza kupambana nkhondo iyi ya PM mpaka pano:
1. Kulemba mabulogu pa www.reuniting.com, komanso kuwerenga ma blogs ndikulimbikitsa ena maulendo awo yakhala njira yofotokozera ine ndekha komanso mwina kuthandiza wina. Uwu ndi mankhwala akundichitira.
2. Ulendo Wamwini - kwa ine izi zimatenga gawo la uzimu m'moyo wanga. Pemphero, kusinkhasinkha, kulumikizana ndi Mulungu. Kuwonetsera zolembedwa zovuta zanga, zovuta zanga, komanso zolinga zomwe ndikufuna kukhala, ndi mtundu wa anthu omwe ndikufuna kukhala.
3. Kuonera makanema ndikuwerenga zonse apa. Kubwereranso tsiku ndi tsiku ndikuwonanso makanemawo kapena kuwerenga kuwerenga. (M'malo mwake, zakhala pafupifupi mwezi - kotero ndikufunika ndibwererenso ndikupanga kotsitsimutsanso).
4. Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi - Kuthamanga, yoga, zolemera zopepuka (maulendo 3-5 pa sabata)
5. Zakudya - osati mafashoni kapena mapulogalamu, kumangodya athanzi komanso pang'ono. Ndataya kwenikweni 12 mwanjira iyi m'masiku otsiriza ano a 101. Mukufuna kutaya pafupifupi 15 ina.
6. Karezza - mkazi wanga ndi ine tikadali kuyeserera karezza. Kwa ife akadali "ntchito" yomwe ikupitilira. Timasangalala kulumikizana komanso kukumbatirana, ngakhale tikadali ndi nthawi yovuta kudumpha. Koma ndikuganiza kuti izi zidzachitika pakapita nthawi.
7. Mavuto a ED - Poyamba ndinali ndi mavuto a ED. Ndikukhulupirira kuti zidachitika chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti. Nditha kunena kuti, ngakhale malingaliro anga sanali “olimba” - ali olimba kwambiri ndipo sindikukumana nawo asanachitike.
Ndikuganiza gawo limodzi lachipambano changa apa ndikuti ndatenga zambiri zomwe ndalandira, ndipo ndidaganiza kuti zitatha zaka 40 + zolaula - mwezi watha wa 18 kukhala woipa kwambiri patali chifukwa cha intaneti yothamanga - kuti ngati sindinatero ' ndingathe kulumikizana nazo izi tsopano, mwina sindingathe, kuzichita konse m'moyo wanga. Ndakhala nawo kukhazikika mkati kwamtunduwu komwe sikungakane kapena kugonjera. Ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndiyenera kupitiliza kukhala mwamtunduwu kapena nditha kuyambiranso nthawi ina iliyonse.
tsiku 120 Ndili ndi mikwingwirima yopita ku zigawenga zopanda mavuto konse. Ndiye kamodzi kanthawi, ndimakhala wofunitsitsa kupita kukaonera zolaula. Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti, ndakwanitsa kuzindikira pomwe zolimbikitsazi zidayamba. Nthawi zambiri zimachitika ndikakhala kuti ndapanikizika kwambiri pantchito. Kenako ndimamva ngati ndikufunika "kuthawa" nkhawa yanga. M'mbuyomu, izi zakhala zikukhala ndikulakalaka zolaula. Tsopano popeza ndikudziwa momwe ubongo umagwirira ntchito, makamaka ubongo wanga, ndikudziwa bwino zomwe ndiyenera kuchita.
Tsopano, ndikapanikizika ndikamva kufuna "kuthawa" zowawa zanga - chilichonse / china chilichonse chimakhala choyambirira kwa ine - zimitsani kompyuta, pitani zolimbitsa thupi, muziyenda, musamukire ku projekiti ina yosagwirizana ndi kompyuta , khalani otanganidwa ndi ntchito yolemba uchi, chilichonse kuti muchokepo. Nthawi zina ndimayamba kulemba mu zolemba zanga ndikuyamba kulemba za momwe ndimamvera nthawi imeneyo - izi zimandithandiza kwambiri. Nthawi zambiri ndimatha mphindi 30-60 nditachoka pakompyuta, ndimatha kuthana ndi nkhawa zanga ndikubwezeretsanso.
Pankhani yolimbana ndi zolaula (ndipo ndili ndi zaka 40+), ndimawona kuti ndikupambana nkhondoyi kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndikuzindikira kuti ndimamenyanabe. Ndiyenera kuti ndikumenya nawo nkhondo kwakanthawi. Koma tsiku lililonse likamadutsa, ndikuwonanso kuti ndikulimba m'maganizo, m'maganizo komanso mwauzimu. Zithunzi zolaula zilibe mphamvu. Nthawi yokha yomwe idzakhale ndi ine m'manja mwake ndi pomwe ndidaganiza zodzipereka kwa iyo.
Ndikulemba izi kuti ndisadzitamande za kupambana kwanga… chifukwa sichinthu chodzitamandira chifukwa ndikugwiritsabe ntchito kupambana pankhondoyi. Ndikulemba kuti ndikulimbikitseni nonse. Zitha kuchitika !! Mutha kupanga !! Ngati nthabwala ngati ine zitha kufika patali - ndiye kuti anyamata anzeru, olimba mtima komanso otsimikiza mtima monga inu atha kupanganso.
Chinthu china - mavuto anga a ED atha kale. Ndipo chifukwa cha Karezza, ndapeza china chabwino kuposa kungogonana "wham-bam-zikomo amayi" zomwe zolaula zimatipangitsa kukhulupirira kuti ndi "zenizeni" zogonana.
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(Poyankha funso) Zosintha zokhazokha zomwe ndimapeza ndizomwe "ndimasewera" ndi mkazi wanga. Ndisanayambirenso, komanso chifukwa cha kusuta kwanga kwa PM, zinali zovuta kuti ndipeze mtundu uliwonse wa erection ndikakhala naye - ED yokhudzana ndi zolaula. Tsopano ndilibe vuto konse, zomwe ndizosintha kwakukulu kwa ine, ndipo ndimatha kusunga zomwe ndasankha.
Kodi ndimakhumudwa ndikawona azimayi ena? Ayi. Chifukwa chiyani? Nthawi zonse ndikawona mkazi wokongola kwambiri, sindimamuyang'ananso ngati chinthu chogonana ndikudabwa m'maganizo mwanga momwe angakhalire pabedi. Porn zinandichitira ine. Amayi amangokhala ziwalo za thupi kwa ine osati anthu enieni. Chifukwa chake ndikawona akazi okongola, ndimasilira kukongola kwawo kwakanthawi, koma nthawi yomweyo yang'anani kumbali ndikuyang'ana china chake - kupatula chilakolako - ndimasungira icho kwa mkazi wanga.
Ngati simunakwatirane, ndikutha kuwona komwe mungakhale ndi chidwi chowona zochitika zina zokhazokha mukawona azimayi ena. Kwa ine izi sizofunika. Chofunika kwa ine ndikuti zosankha zanga zabwerera zomwe ndimakonda. Ndipo ali.
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