Kodi zithunzi zolaula zandichititsa?

ZINDIKIRANI: Tsambali lili ndi malipoti ambiri odziona okha ochokera kwa anthu (ena mwa iwo ndi olondola kwambiri pandale kuposa ena), omwe adatsimikiza kuti zokonda zawo zolaula zimakhudza zokonda zawo zogonana atasiya zolaula ndipo adawona kuti zokonda zawo zikubwerera. Malipoti odziona okha awa atengedwa kuchokera ku ma forum obwezeretsa zolaula. YBOP imawafotokoza momwe alili, ndipo malingaliro/kulankhula kwa olemba awo sikuti kukuwonetsa zomwe zili patsamba lino. Ngati mukukhutira ndi zokonda zanu zogonana, kapena mukumva kuti zokonda zanu zogonana zakhazikika, werengani emersonno patsogolo. Tsambali ndi la anthu omwe amakhulupirira kuti kukwera kwawo kwa zolaula ku mitundu yatsopano kungakhale kubisa zokonda zawo zakale kapena zachibadwa zogonana.

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Anthu ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula mopitirira muyeso nthawi zambiri amafotokoza kuwonjezeka kwa kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zawo zomwe zimatenga nthawi yambiri akuonera kapena kufunafuna mitundu yatsopano ya zolaula. Mitundu yatsopano yomwe imayambitsa mantha, kudabwitsa, kuphwanya ziyembekezo kapena ngakhale nkhawa imatha kugwira ntchito yowonjezera chilakolako chogonana, ndipo mwa ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula omwe mayankho awo ku zolimbikitsa akuchepa chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito mopitirira muyeso, izi ndizofala kwambiri. Norman Doidge MD analemba za izi m'buku lake lakuti The Brain That Changes Itself :

Mliri wamakono wa zolaula umapereka chiwonetsero chazithunzi zakuti zokonda zakugonana zitha kupezeka. Zithunzi zolaula, zomwe zimatulutsidwa ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri, zimakwaniritsa chilichonse chofunikira kuti munthu asinthe mitsempha yake…. Ojambula zolaula akadzitama kuti akukankhira envelopu poyambitsa mitu yatsopano, yovuta, zomwe samanena ndikuti ayenera, chifukwa makasitomala awo akupanga kulolerana ndi zomwe zili.

Kugonana kwa anthu ndi "koyenera" kwambiri kuposa momwe akatswiri adazindikira . Kafukufuku wa 2016 adapeza kuti theka la ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti adafika pa zinthu zomwe kale zidazipeza "zosasangalatsa kapena zonyansa." Maphunziro ena angapo, pogwiritsa ntchito njira zosiyanasiyana ndi kuwunika, apereka lipoti la Escalation (ndi Habituation) mu Ogwiritsa Ntchito Zolaula . Mwachitsanzo, kafukufuku wa 2017 uyu adapanga ndikuyesa mafunso ovuta okhudza kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula omwe adapangidwa motsatira mafunso okhudzana ndi kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Kukula kwa Zolaula Zovuta Kugwiritsa Ntchito (PPCS) . Mosiyana ndi mayeso am'mbuyomu okhudzana ndi zolaula, mafunso 18 awa adayesa kulekerera (kuwonjezeka kwa kugwiritsa ntchito) ndi kusiya, kupeza zonse ziwiri, kuthetsa mkangano wokhudza kusiya & kukwera kwa ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula pafupipafupi. Mafunso awiri omwe adagwiritsa ntchito poyesa kukwera kwa kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula:

• Pang'ono ndi pang'ono ndinkaona zolaula "zoopsa" chifukwa zithunzi zolaula zomwe ndinkaonera poyamba sizinali zosangalatsa
• Ndinkaona kuti ndikusowa zolaula kuti ndikwanitse zokhumba zanga

Kuphatikiza apo, kafukufuku wa 2016 uyu akukayikitsa lingaliro lakuti zokonda zogonana ndizokhazikika pankhani ya zolaula za pa intaneti (zowonera) masiku ano ( Sexually Explicit Media Use by Sexual Identity: A Comparative Analysis of Gay, Bisexual, and Heterosexual Men in the United States ). Chidule cha kafukufukuyu:

Zomwe apezazi zikuwonetsanso kuti amuna ambiri amawona zinthu zolaula (SEM) zosagwirizana ndi kudziwika kwawo. Sizinali zachilendo kuti amuna omwe amadziwika kuti ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha anene kuti akuwona SEM yokhala ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha (20.7%) komanso amuna omwe amadziwika kuti ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kuti afotokozere zowonera amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ku SEM (55.0%).

Kafukufukuyu, pamodzi ndi maphunziro ena ambiri patsamba lino , akutsutsa meme yomwe anthu ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula masiku ano " amapeza kugonana kwawo kwenikweni " pofufuza malo ochezera, kenako n’kumatsatira mtundu umodzi wokha wa zolaula kwa nthawi yonse yotsalayo.

Kafukufuku wamkulu kwambiri ( n = 6463) wa achinyamata - Kufalikira, Makhalidwe ndi Zotsatira Zodziwonera za Kugwiritsira Ntchito Zithunzi Zolaula mwa Ophunzira a ku Yunivesite ya ku Poland: Kafukufuku Wosiyanasiyana (2019) - adanenanso za kulekerera/kuzolowera, kukwera kwa kugwiritsa ntchito, kufunikira mitundu yoopsa kwambiri kuti ikondweretse kugonana, zizindikiro zosiya kugonana mukasiya, mavuto okhudzana ndi kugonana omwe amabwera chifukwa cha zolaula, chizolowezi chogonana, ndi zina zambiri. Zidutswa zingapo zokhudzana ndi kulekerera/kuzolowera/kukwera:

Zowonongeka zomwe zimawonetsa kuti zolaula zimagwiritsidwa ntchito zikuphatikizapo: kufunikira kwa kukakamiza kwa nthawi yaitali (12.0%) ndi zowonjezera zokhudzana ndi kugonana (17.6%) kuti zifike poyerekeza, komanso kuchepa kwa kukhutitsidwa kugonana (24.5%) ...

Kafukufuku wamakono akuwonetsanso kuti kuwonetsedwa koyambirira kungagwirizane ndi kuthetsa chilakolako chogonana monga momwe kuwonetsedwera ndi chosowa chokakamiza kwambiri komanso zofuna zowonongeka zowonongeka kuti zikafike poyerekeza ndi zakuthupi, komanso zowonongeka zokhudzana ndi kugonana ....

Kusintha kosiyanasiyana kwa njira yogwiritsira ntchito zolaula komwe kumachitika panthawi yomwe akuwonetserako kunanenedwa: kusinthana ndi mtundu wamtundu wazinthu zowoneka bwino (46.0%), kugwiritsa ntchito zinthu zomwe sizikugwirizana ndi malingaliro akugonana (60.9%) ndikufunika kugwiritsa ntchito zina zinthu zowopsa (zachiwawa) (32.0%). Izi zimakonda kudziwitsidwa nthawi zambiri zazikazi zomwe zimadziwona ngati zachinyengo poyerekeza ndi iwo omwe amadziona ngati osazindikira

kafukufukuyu akupeza kuti kufunika kokhala ndi zolaula zowonongeka kwambiri kaŵirikaŵiri kunenekedwa ndi amuna akudzifotokoza okha kuti ndi achiwawa.

Zowonjezera zizindikiro za kulekerera / kukula: akusowa ma tebulo ambiri ndikuwonetsa zolaula kunja kwa nyumba:

Ophunzira ambiri adavomereza kuti adagwiritsa ntchito njira zachinsinsi (76.5%, n = 3256) ndi mawindo angapo (51.5%, n = 2190) akamaonera zolaula pa intaneti. Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kunja kwa nyumba kunalengezedwa ndi 33.0% ( n = 1404).

Zakale kwambiri za ntchito yoyamba zokhudzana ndi mavuto aakulu ndi kuledzeretsa (izi mwachindunji zimasonyeza kulekerera-chizolowezi-kuchuluka):

Zaka zoyamba kugwiritsidwa ntchito poyang'ana zolaula zimakhudzidwa ndi kuwonjezeka kwa zotsatira zowononga za zolaula kwa achinyamata - zomwe zimapezeka kwambiri kwa akazi ndi amuna omwe amawonekera pa zaka 12 kapena pansipa. Ngakhale kuti kufufuza pamtanda sikulola kulolera kafukufuku, zotsatirazi zingasonyeze kuti ubwana wothandizana ndi zolaula zingakhale ndi zotsatira za nthawi yaitali ....

Ofufuza ku Cambridge atsimikizira kuti ubongo wa ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula zovuta umazolowera zithunzi mwachangu kuposa zowongolera ndipo umakhudzidwa kwambiri ndi zithunzi zatsopano. Chifukwa chake ngati mwayamba kuonera zolaula zomwe zimakudabwitsani, simuli nokha, ndipo mwina sizikusonyeza kuti ndinu "ndani" - kupatula wogwiritsa ntchito zolaula wamba wotopa komanso wokonda kwambiri. Tsamba lino lili ndi zitsanzo mazana ambiri (pansipa) za anyamata omwe adasiya zolaula ndikuwona maliseche awo oyambitsidwa ndi zolaula akutha.

Palinso njira zofunika kwambiri zopitira patsogolo, zomwe nthawi zambiri zimalumikizana kwambiri (ndipo zimakhala zovuta kusintha). Njira zina zimakhala zaubwana, pomwe njira zina zimakhala zokumbukira zosabisika (osazindikira). Mwachitsanzo, ngati kukwapula mwa njira ina kumayambitsa chilakolako chakuthupi, maziko ena amayikidwa. Katswiri wa zamaganizo Norman Doidge akukambirana chitsanzo ichi mu mutu wake wabwino kwambiri wokhudza kusinthasintha kwa kugonana, kuchokera m'buku lake lakuti The Brain That Changes Itself . Posachedwapa, analemba kuti :

"Tili mkati mwa kusintha kwa zokonda zakugonana komanso kukondana mosafanana ndi china chilichonse m'mbiri, zoyeserera zomwe zikuchitikira ana ndi achinyamata ... Zomwe azachipatala sadziwa zambiri, komabe, ndi momwe tithandizire achinyamata, omwe kugonana kwawo Zosangalatsa zimakhudzidwa ndi zolaula, chifukwa kuchuluka kwa zolaula kumeneku ndi kwachilendo. Kodi zokopa ndi zokonda izi zidzangokhala zachiphamaso? Kapena kodi zithunzi zolaula zadzikulitsa chifukwa zaka zaunyamata zidakali nthawi yakula? ”

Kenako pamabwera kutha msinkhu ndipo zokumbukira zonse zokhudzana ndi kugonana zimakhala ndi mphamvu, komanso zimalimbikitsidwa ndi nthawi iliyonse yokhudzana ndi kugonana, ngakhale mosadziwa. Onerani Ubongo wa Adolescent Meets Highspeed Internet Porn (2013) - yomwe ndi kanema wanga waposachedwa wokhudza kugonana ndi zolaula panthawi ya unyamata.

Kenako pakubwera maliseche komanso mayanjano ndi mayiko okwera kwambiri. Apa ndipomwe zolaula zoyipa kwambiri zimatha kuyambitsa zokonda zamakhalidwe abwino. Momwe kukhudzika mtima kumayamba, ubongo umafuna dopamine yambiri kudzera zachilendo, kufunafuna, kudodometsa, kuletsa, kinkier, ndi zina zotero Posakhalitsa munthu sangathe kusiya zokonda zoyambirira. Zowopsa kwambiri, koma nthawi zambiri zimasinthidwa ndikuletsa zolaula / zolaula zonse.

Yambani ndi nkhaniyi: ED yochokera ku zolaula pamodzi ndi fetish yachilendo: Msewu wautali, koma wochiritsidwa kwathunthu

Mnyamata uyu amatengadi chodabwitsa ichi:

Munthune ndatopa kwambiri pakadali pano. Sindingathe kudziletsa. Kale ndinali ndi chizolowezi choonera zolaula ndipo ndinatha kusiya.. kwa miyezi pafupifupi itatu. Izi zawonjezeka kwambiri pazaka zapitazi kuchokera pa zaka 12 motere;

• Zithunzi zovala zovala
• Zithunzi zamtundu
• Kugonana koyambirira pa zolaula
• BJs
• kumatako
• Ziphuphu
• Kulamulidwa kwa amuna
• Femdom
• mapazi
• Femdom ndi ululu
• Femdom ndi maganizo akumverera

Kenako ndidapeza mabwalo azithunzithunzi / facebooks. Nthawi zambiri ndimaganiza kuti zinali zoyipa kuwonera zolaula kwa maola 4. Kuyambira miyezi 6/7 yapitayo nthawi zosachepera 4 kapena 5 ndakhala ndikukhala usiku WONSE, tikulankhula maola 12+ pano. Ndangomaliza kumene gawo lazovuta la ola la 5. Ndipo kamodzinso ubongo wanga umamva kuzunzidwa kwambiri nawo. Ndikumva kuti ndili ndi nkhawa komanso ndimakhala ndi nkhawa komanso ndimakhala ndi nkhawa ngati simukhulupirira.

Nthawi iliyonse ndikazunza zolaula zimakhala mthunzi wocheperako. Ndidakhala gawo langa lomaliza ndikulingalira za kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha nditakakamizidwa ndi akazi. Tsopano kubwerera ku chizoloŵezi pambuyo pa chiwonongeko, ndimamva kunyansidwa kwambiri. Izi sizomwe ndingapeze zokongola mdziko lenileni, m'maganizo mwanga! Ndikuvutika kwambiri kuti ndithetse vutoli, awa ndi malo okha omwe ndingalembere izi.

N'zoonekeratu kuti sanali kupeza "kugonana kwenikweni" kwake kudzera mu kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti, koma kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti ali wachinyamata kunali kusintha zomwe amakonda pa kugonana - mpaka kumapeto kwa gawo lake lomaliza maola angapo m'mbuyomo. Mwamuna wina pa forum yokhudza kuchira zolaula :

Sindikudziwa ngati mumayang'ana pafupipafupi reddit, 'kabati yopanda kanthu' ndi zina zambiri ... masamba awebusayiti okhudza kusokonezeka / malingaliro, koma pali ulusi masauzande angapo okha omwe anthu akutuluka chifukwa chomwe akufuna kuyamwa tambala kapena kuwonera zinthu zachilendo mutagwiritsa ntchito zolaula.

Ngakhale bwaloli 'lopanda kanthu' ladzaza ndi anthu, amuna kapena akazi okhaokha / owongoka omwe atayika kwathunthu ndikusokonezeka pazomwe amachita ndipo ONSE amatchula zolaula zawo.

Zikuwoneka kuti mbadwo wothamanga kwambiri wa ogwiritsa ntchito zolaula tsopano ukupita pa intaneti ndikufunsa mayankho. Pamisonkhano yaku France, ndizofanana. Ambiri sakudziwa chifukwa chake adayamba kugwiritsa ntchito mbolo kapena chizolowezi chachikazi… pali anthu zikwizikwi omwe amawerenga zolemba zawo ndipo zomwe anthu ambiri amagwiritsa ntchito ndi intaneti (zolaula, macheza, malo ochezera).

Werengani lipoti labwino kwambiri la momwe mwamuna anasiya chiwerewere cha nthawi yayitali pogwiritsa ntchito njira yopanda manyazi komanso yophunzitsira ubongo.

Ngati mumakonda sayansi, nayi nkhani yabwino kwambiri yolembedwa ndi wofufuza yemwe amatsatira momwe magawo osiyanasiyana a chizolowezi amakhudzira zokonda za kugonana pambuyo pake. Ndani, Chiyani, Kuti, Liti (ndipo Mwina Chifukwa Chiyani)? Momwe Chidziwitso cha Mphotho Yogonana Chimagwirizanira Chilakolako Chogonana, Zokonda, ndi Kuchita Bwino . Ili ndi gawo latsopano kwambiri - ndipo silikukondedwa ndi akatswiri ambiri azachiwerewere ndi akatswiri ena azachipatala omwe chitsanzo chawo ndi chakuti zokonda zogonana nthawi zonse zimakhala zachibadwa. Nthawi. Pfaus akunena kuti kusasinthasintha konseko kungakhale njira yotayika yosinthira. Ogawa majini opambana azitha kusintha machitidwe/zolimbikitsa zatsopano. Funso losangalatsa kwambiri ndilakuti: Kodi munthu amakhala ndi chisankho chochuluka bwanji akangolumikizana ndi chilakolako? Zimenezo zingadalire zinthu zambiri:

• ubongo wapadera (ena ndi apulasitiki kuposa ena),
• zaka zanu
• pamene bungwe linakhazikitsidwa,
• kuchuluka kwake kunalimbikitsidwa,
• Momwe mukulilirana kuti simukupitirizabe kupita,
• mumakhala osamala kwambiri pogwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanu ndikukulimbikitsani do akufuna kubwereranso, ndi zina zotero.

Ubongo wanu unasinthika ndi feteleza ngati chinthu chofunikira kwambiri, kotero ngati simupitiliza kupita (kapena kulingalira za) zomwe simukufuna kulumikizana nazo, pamapeto pake ubongo wambiri umayamba kuyang'ana kwina, ndipo ngati palibe chowotcha, Zizindikiro za "vanila" pang'onopang'ono zimayamba kuwoneka zokopa kwambiri. Zachidziwikire, izi sizimangochitika mwadzidzidzi. Ubongo ndi "pulasitiki," osati "wamadzi." Mnyamata wina anafotokoza zomwe akutsutsana nazo:

Ndikuganiza kuti ife omwe sitinakhalepo (kapena pafupifupi konse) tinakhala ndi zogonana zogonana komanso maubale amayenera kupitiliza njira yowonjezeranso ndi akazi enieni. Kubwezeretsanso [kusiya zolaula / maliseche] kuli ngati kusinthiratu hard drive kuti muwononge kachilombo, koma osakhala ndi makina atsopano oti musinthe. Osangotengera momwe timachitira ndi zowonera, komanso kulumikizana komanso malingaliro okhudzana ndi akazi enieni. Ndili pa mulingo ziro zikafika apa… kutsika kuposa zero, kwenikweni.

Zitha kukhala zopindulitsa kwambiri, kapena maphunziro, kuwongolera zomwe mukufuna miyezi ingapo, ndikuwona kusintha komwe kumachitika. Apanso, zinthu zosasinthasintha. Anyamata nthawi zina amadabwa ndi kusintha komwe amakumana nako miyezi ingapo opanda zolaula. Chovuta kwambiri, ngati wina sangathe kuyambiranso, kuvomereza ndikuwongolera ndizotheka.

Zonse ziwiri “ Kodi Zilakolako Zogonana Sizingasinthe? ” ndi “ Kodi Mungakhulupirire Johnson Wanu? ” zikukambirana momwe anthu athetsera vutoli bwino. Monga momwe mapulogalamu anga awiri a pa wailesi amachitira:

• Kugonana, kuwonjezeka, kulekerera ndi zokonda zachiwerewere (show #16)
• Kugonana, kugonana ndi ubongo wa achinyamata (wonetsa #17)

Komanso zimathandiza kumvetsetsa kusiyana pakati pa "kuzindikira" ndi "kuzindikira." Chachiwiri chimachira mwachangu kuposa choyamba. Ichi ndichifukwa chake kugonana kwabwinobwino kudzatheka nthawi yayitali musanataye chidwi chanu ndi zizindikiro "zotentha". Zingatenge nthawi yayitali kuti zithe. Nayi nkhani yabwino yokhala ndi mawu ochokera kwa anyamata ambiri omwe akulankhula za momwe zimakhalira akamamva kuti "njira zodziwikiratu" zikufooka ndikutha. Nchifukwa chiyani ndimapeza zolaula kukhala zosangalatsa kwambiri kuposa kukhala mnzanga?

Mwanjira ina, ngakhale mwana wakhanda atapachikika kwakanthawi, sizitanthauza kuti ndi "inu" mosafafanizidwa. Itha kungokhala njira yolimba yolimbikitsidwa yaubongo, yomwe ingafune miyezi kapena ngakhale zaka zingapo kuti ifooke. Izi zimakhala zakuya kwambiri kuposa mawonekedwe a Pavlovia, koma zimakhudzanso njira zofananira. Galu wa Pavlov atakonzedweratu kuti amveke ndi kulira kwa belu, pamapeto pake linasiya kuyimbira belu belu litamvekedwa mobwerezabwereza koma chakudya sichinabwere. Muyenera kusiya mphotho yakugonana pazosangalatsa zanu. Lekani kulira belu.

Nthawi zambiri timalimbikitsidwa kuyang'ana pa funso loti "Kodi ndiyenera kukhumudwa ndi mwana wanga wamwamuna?" (Yankho: Ayi, koma sizitanthauza kuti ndinu anzeru kupitiliza kuphunzitsa zogonana.) Funso loyenera kufunsa ndi "Kodi kwenikweni chikhalidwe changa ndi chiani?"

Pali njira imodzi yokha yopezera izi. Siyani zolaula ndi maloto okhudzana ndi chiwerewere chanu. Muyenera kusiya kuzilimbitsa ndi chilakolako chanu ngati mukufuna kuti zisinthe. Ambiri asintha khalidweli, koma palibe amene wachita zimenezi koma akugwiritsabe ntchito maloto kuti alimbikitse mphothoyo. Uphungu wa mwamuna wachikulire kwa mnyamata wosokonezeka:

Sindikuganiza kuti kuzindikira kuti kugonana kwanu ndiye vuto lalikulu kwambiri kwa inu pompano. Zikumveka ngati wagwidwa mchira womwe ukundizungulira.

Kukopeka ndi zachilendo, zolaula zolaula ndidakali mwana zimapangitsa kukhala kovuta kukhala ndi chiwerewere pambuyo pake. Mukadakumana ndi msungwana wabwinobwino, wabwinobwino mukadatha kupeza kuti sangakhale omasuka ndi kugonana kwanu. Kutupa sikofala pakati pa akazi abwinobwino, athanzi, komanso oyenera. Ndicho chimodzi mwazovuta zenizeni zadziko lapansi zomwe zolaula zimapereka. Zimapanga zokonda, zokhumba, ndi ziyembekezo zomwe sizingachitike, ndikukulepheretsani kupeza chikondi chenicheni chakuthupi. Ndi msampha, ndende.

Kugonana ndi kwamphamvu kwambiri ndipo kumatha kusintha mosiyanasiyana malinga ndi zisankho ndi zokumana nazo. Ndikudziwa dzanja loyamba ili. Sindikunena kuti kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kumangobwera chifukwa cha zomwe mwakumana nazo, koma zolaula zolaula komanso zolaula zimatha kuphunziridwa ndi aliyense.

Ndikulangiza moona mtima kuti mupeze thandizo pamavuto anu. Sindikuganiza kuti mulibe chiyembekezo, ndikungoganiza kuti mukusowa dzanja lenileni lolimba kuti mutuluke mdzenje lomwe mwagweramo. Muli ndi moyo wochuluka patsogolo panu, ndipo muli ndi zambiri zoti mupereke kudziko, omwe akuzungulirani, komanso inunso. Muyenera kukhala bwino.

Chonde musangokutsatirani zilakolako zakugonana kuchokera pano. Pokhapokha mutatuluka mchira, zimangopita njira imodzi. Monga crater yaying'ono.

Pomaliza, Noah B. Church ikulankhula nkhani yovuta komanso yotsutsana kwambiri - N’chifukwa chiyani munthu angaonere zolaula za ana? Ndi Noah Church

Zokambirana pazazithunzi zolaula zokhudzana ndi zolaula:

Nayi nkhani ya mnyamata wina : Kodi zolaula zanga zimasiyana ndi zomwe ndimakonda?

Inde, mwamtheradi. Mukamaliza, mutha kudziwa chomwe chili mbali ya umunthu wanu, ndipo ndi chiani chomwe mumangoyenda nacho chifukwa cha ubongo wanu ndikusowa chinachake chatsopano. Ndasunga zochepa zomwe, zedi, ndisanayambe kuchita zolaula. Zonsezo zatha, ndipo kulingalira za izo tsopano kumandipangitsa kudzikwiyira ndekha, kapena kunyoza ndikunyalanyaza zopanda pake, malingana ndi momwe ndimamvera.

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Kanema - Kusakhala ndi zolaula kunandithandiza kuthana ndi kunenepa kwanga. Kuvutika maganizo ndi nkhawa zinachepanso.

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Dzulo, ndinayamba kugonana popanda kuganizira za mwana wanga wamwamuna.

Sindinaganize kuti n'zotheka. Ine ndinadzutsidwa ndi kupsyopsyona ndi zinthu "zachibadwa" zinthu.

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Panali nthawi yomwe ndinkaganiza zogonana ndi ana komanso kugwiririra. Nkhaniyi inali yosiyana: ndinali ndi matenda a OCD, makamaka Pure O, ndipo maganizo amenewa anali mbali ya maganizo olowerera. Nditasiya zolaula, maganizo amenewa anatha, ngakhale kuti ndimavutikabe ndi maganizo olowerera nthawi ndi nthawi. LINK - pitani ku ndemanga

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Zithunzithunzi zomwe sizinali zanga.

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Ganiza kuti fetish yanga ichoka

Kwakanthawi ndakhala ndikuchotsa umunthu ndipo sindimakhala wopanda fumbi ndakhala ndikulingalira za izi posachedwa, koma tsopano sizikundikondweretsa.Im 20 masiku atangoyamba, chifukwa sindinayembekezere kuyamba kuchoka mwachangu chimenecho. Panthaŵi yomwe ndikumva kuti ndikulingalira, ndiyenera kuwona ngati zidzakhalabe.

ChiefWamsutta

Ndinkakonda kukhala ndi zolaula zabodza, zolemba zolaula komanso zolaula (osati BDSM). Izi zatha pafupifupi kwathunthu chifukwa chobwezeretsanso m'maganizo. Ndimanyadira ndekha. Ndikufunikirabe kugwira ntchito yolakalaka azimayi achikulire zolaula ngakhale.

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Masiku 150 opanda zolaula

Sindikumva chilakolako chodziseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse monga momwe ndinkakhalira ndikaonera zolaula.

Ndikuyembekezera kugonana ndi gf wanga komanso achiwerewere omwe ndinaphunzira pa zolaula akuchepa. Ndili bwino kuchita zogonana ndekha m'malo mofuna kutsanzira zolaula.

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Kugonana kwanga kwachilengedwe kukubwerera !!

Ndili ndi nkhani yanthawi zonse, ndinayamba kuonera zolaula mozungulira 14 ndipo ndakhala ndikugwirapo kuyambira pano (tsopano 25m). Zinayamba kukhala zopanda cholakwa koma pang'onopang'ono zinayamba kupita patsogolo mpaka kufika povuta kwambiri, mpaka sindinathe kupita kuzinthu zina kupatula zoyipa zoyipa, ndikulankhula ndi zigawenga, anal awiri ndi zina zotero.

Mwamwayi sindinakhalepo ndi PIED ndipo ndimatha kukhala ndi ubale wina ndi akazi koma sizinakwaniritse zolaula zanga zomwe zimawononga. Zaka zingapo zapitazo ndidazindikira kuti ndiyenera kusintha njira zanga kapena izi zitha kundidya. Pambuyo poyeserera kangapo kwa nofap ndidakhumudwa pagawoli. Tsopano patha miyezi iwiri kuchokera pomwe ndidawonera zolaula !!

Kwa mwezi ndi theka lapitalo sindinazindikire chilichonse chikusintha komabe m'masabata angapo apitawa zilakolako zanga zakugonana zabwerera pang'onopang'ono. Tsopano zinthu zomwe ndimakonda kutsika zimandipangitsa kuti ndizimva chisoni ndikundimitsa. Ndimazipeza zowopsa momwe zolaula zimakhalira mwanjira iyi yowonera azimayi muubongo wanga. Tsopano ndazindikira kuti ndikukopeka kwambiri ndi msungwana 'wamba' ndipo malingaliro anga tsopano ali athanzi kwambiri. Mabanja awiriwa omwe ndakhalapo nawo akhala akundichititsa chidwi kwambiri ndipo zogonana zanga zakhala zikuchitika mdziko lapansi kupatula zomwe zidandichitikira komwe ndimakonda kuzifanizira ndi zolaula zomwe ndimadya.

Ndikulingalira kuti positiyi ndi njira chabe yotulutsira malingaliro anga onse komanso kudzitama pang'ono. Komanso zikomo kwambiri ku gawo ili pazolemba ndi zothandizira zomwe zandipatsanso mfundoyi! Zikomo nonse ndi mwayi paulendo wanu, ngati ndingathe kutero aliyense angathe!

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Zolaula sizimangowulula zazing'ono, zimawapanga.

Ndawerenga anthu ambiri akunena kuti zolaula sizimangopanga feteleza m'malo mwake zimangowulula zomwe feteleza "zachilengedwe" zili. Zomwe ndiyenera kunena kwa izi ndi BULLSHIT. Sindikufuna kufotokoza mwatsatanetsatane za feteleza zomwe ndapanga chifukwa cha zolaula koma tonse tikudziwa zomwe ndizofala. Omwe amagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, kugwiriridwa, anyamata, kugona ndi nyama, akazi achichepere, zolaula ndizochepa chabe. Ngakhale ochepa ochepa atha kupanga imodzi kapena zingapo mwa iwo okha, kwa anthu ambiri omwe ndingathe kutsimikizira kuti zolaula komanso kuthamangitsa zinthu zowopsa ndizolakwa.

Sindinakhalepo ndi ziboda zilizonse ndili mwana, ndinali ngati wabwinobwino momwe zimakhalira. Amayi ndi azimayi okha omwe adanditembenuzira koma tsopano sichoncho. Ndayamba kukhala ndi malingaliro olakwika pazakugonana kwanga ndipo ndadutsamo zinthu zina zopotoka, zina mwa izo sizinatengeke. Mfundo ndikuti ndikufuna kuchotsa izi, sizomwe ndimakhalira. Adapangidwa nditakhala kuti ndili ndi chizolowezi chomwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo a PMO, ndi momwe ndikudziwira kuti mutu wanga wadzala ndi mabodza osati chowonadi chowululidwa.

pali

Anthu ena amati P idawapangitsa kuzindikira kuti amakonda x, y ndi z. Koma tivomerezane, P ndi makina ochapira ubongo ndipo zimakupangitsani kuti mukhulupirire kuti muli muzinthu zachilendo kwenikweni. Osati zokhazo komanso chothandizira milandu ina!

Makampani a P akugwiritsidwa ntchito ndi ziwanda zenizeni zomwe zimakhala ndi ubongo wa ubongo.

Ndikulimbanabe ndi "zibwenzi" ndekha masiku opitilira 100 mkati.

thorswrath32

Ubongo umatha kuphunzira, kumvetsetsa ndipo umatha kusokonezedwa. Ichi ndichifukwa chake maphunziro amagwira ntchito, ndichifukwa chake kutsatsa kumagwira ntchito ndichifukwa chake zinthu monga nkhani zimakhudza malingaliro a anthu pazinthu zina ndi zina. Chifukwa chiyani zingakhale zosiyana ndi zolaula? Ndikugwirizana kwathunthu ndi zomwe mukunena zokhudzana ndi kukhumudwa, ndikudutsamo ndekha, ndawonapo chilichonse chomwe ndingaone chokhudza zolaula pa intaneti. Chinthuchi ndikuti, ife anyamata ndi ena ambiri timathera maola ndi maola ambiri tikuziwona, kuchuluka kwa ziwonetserozi kumakhudza ubongo wanu, malingaliro anu ndi malingaliro omwe mumakhala nawo okhudzana ndi kugonana kwanu, pokhapokha mwa kusiya kwathunthu mutha kubwerera chikhalidwe chachilengedwe cha umunthu.

Rebooter92

Ndikuganiza kuti wina akhoza kugawanitsa zowawa zake zazing'ono kuchokera kwa omwe apeza. Muyenera kuganizira za zomwe zinakuukitsani musanakumane ndi zolaula.
Zomwe zimakhala zovuta kwambili zimapezeka nthawi zonse. Palibe munthu m'maganizidwe ake omwe angatengeke ndi kampani yamatsenga, yomwe imatsutsana ndi galimoto yokhayokha kuti ateteze mkazi yekha, kuti akhale otsimikizika za abambo.

Mukuyenera Kugonjetsa

Mwamtheradi. Monga momwe kafukufuku wasonyezera, zolaula zimasinthiratu ubongo. Zonyansa zonse, zodetsedwa pamasamba zolaula sizikugwirizana ndi zikhumbo zowona. Ndi momwe ubongo wasinthira komanso chikhumbo cha thupi chofuna kupitilirabe kwa dopamine.

Zolemba zabwino komabe, man. Tiyenera kulimbana ndi iwo omwe akuyesera kukhazikitsa izi zonse ndikupitiliza kuwononga miyoyo ya ochuluka kwambiri.

CK89

Ndikuvomereza, vuto lokhalo ndikuti anthu ena akuyesera kuti ena akhulupirire kuti onse ndi obadwa. Ndisanasokonezeke m'maganizo ndi zolaula, "fetish" wanga weniweni anali atsikana omwe anali ndi bulu wabwino. Aliyense amadziwa kuti ndinali munthu wamphongo, lol. Poyang'ana m'mbuyo zomwe sizili zazing'ono, zimawoneka ngati malingaliro achilengedwe. Zomwe zimawononga malingaliro anga tsopano ndi ziboda zomwe sizikugwirizana kwenikweni ndi kugonana kwachilengedwe ndipo ndikufuna kubwerera kumaganizo anga achilengedwe.

AtomicTango

Kubwerera nthawi yanga yakuda kwambiri miyezi ingapo yapitayo, nthawi zonse ndimayang'ana mabwalo osiyanasiyana ndi masamba kuti "ayese" kutsimikizika kwa ma fetusi anga, zonse zomwe zidachitika ndikuzikulitsa pamene anthu akumasambawa amayesa kukulimbikitsani kuti muchite zachisoni kwambiri , aliyense amene akunena kuti mwina silinali lingaliro labwino adatsekedwa ngati "wopanda chiwerewere" kapena wampikisano.

Tsopano musandilakwitse, sindimawona vuto lazithunzithunzi bola ngati sizinandiponyedwe pankhope panga ndikusungidwa kuchinsinsi kwa chipinda chogona, koma chidwi cha zolaula chimapangitsa kuchuluka kwa fetishism kowonjezera ndi zina, chabwino, zachuluka. Anthu ambiri ndi osazindikira kapena opanda nzeru kuti awone kuti zinthu zomwe akuganiza kuti ndizomwe zimachitika ndichotsatira cha zolaula osati chitukuko chachilengedwe, ndipo ali ozama kwambiri pachikhalidwe kuti angaganizire izi ngati munganene kuti pali chinthu chonga kupita patali kwambiri. Ndine bambo wa bulu komanso koma pali gawo lalikulu, Grand Canyon logawika pakati pa zinthu monga, IDK ikumenya, ndikufuna kukankha chinjoka chachikulu kuti chikweze bulu wanu. Chowona kuti anthu mgulu lamasiku ano ayesera kuwakakamiza kuti akhale amodzi komanso ofanana pakulandila (mdzina la "anti kink-shaming) moona mtima zimandisokoneza ndikamaganizira za izi.

thorswrath32

Zili ngati mankhwala osokoneza bongo omwe amalimbikitsanso munthu wina kuti apitilize, ndikulungamitsana zochita. Ndi chitetezo mwa manambala sichoncho. Ganizirani za zipembedzo zosiyanasiyana ndi zikhulupiriro padziko lapansi komanso malingaliro andale, anthu akakhala pamodzi amatha kudzitsimikizira kuti ali bwino ndipo ena onse akulakwitsa, nthawi zambiri umboni wosatsutsika umanyalanyazidwa posaka maluwa Maso owoneka bwino, komanso ngati munthu wonyalanyaza kunyalanyaza zotsatira zaumoyo kapena munthu wolaula samazindikira mavuto azaumoyo pofuna kuthamangitsa. Momwe ndimakondera zolaula sindikanapita kwa wina ndikukawalalikira, pokhapokha ataphwanya lamulo kapena kuvulaza chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti anthu amangochira akakhala okonzeka ndikukhala ndi zokwanira. Mukayesa kupita kwa chidakwa ndi kuwauza kuti asamwe, nthawi zambiri zimangopita khutu limodzi ndikutuluka linalo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti kupewa ndi maphunziro ndiyo njira yabwino kwambiri yolimbana ndi zovuta zomwe zimadza chifukwa cha zolaula komanso mwayi wopezeka m'masiku ano koma zachisoni kuti kuli mibadwo iwiri ya anthu yomwe yakhudzidwa kale ndimanenedwe komanso malingaliro omwe akuwonetsedwa zomwe amawona.

AtomicTango

Ndayang'ana tsambalo "Malo Opanda kanthu" kuti ndifufuze zomwe amaganiza za NoFap ndi zina zotere. Zomwe ndimawerenga zitha kukhala zoseketsa ngati sizingavulaze anthu osatetezeka. Panali ulusi wosawerengeka wonena za anthu omwe amafunsira upangiri ndi HOCD ndi 9/10 yankho lomwe akatswiriwa adapereka ndi lakuti "O ingoyesani dick wina ndikukhulupirira kuti mungakonde, mukungokana". Sindikufuna kunyoza anthu ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha pano koma ndiupangiri wotani wamtunduwu ?!

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Potsiriza Fetish mfulu

Ndinangofuna kulemba izi kuti ndikhale ndi chiyembekezo kwa iwo omwe akuvutika, makamaka ndi zolaula zazing'ono monga momwe zingakhalire zowonongeka kwambiri pa kukhala ndi maganizo abwino (imo).

Zofooka zanga zinali zachiwerewere komanso ndikuchita maliseche kuchokera ku 2 mpaka nthawi ya 6 tsiku liri lonse ndikuliwona ndipo pambuyo pa nthawi iliyonse ndikadzalumbira, ndidzakhala wotsiriza. Ndimakumbukira kuwerenga reddit iyi ndikuganiza kuti aliyense amene angapite tsiku limodzi wopanda zolaula anali wopambana kwambiri.

Potsirizira pake, usiku uno wa Khirisimasi, ndinazindikira kuti kugwiritsira ntchito zolaula kwandigwedeza malingaliro anga kwambiri sikunangandikhudza ine, komanso mabwenzi anga awiri apitalo. Kwa ine, izi zinasintha chirichonse, kumvetsa kuti zolaula zinandichititsa kukhala chinachake chimene ndikudziwa kuti sindinali wokwanira kuti ndizinene zokwanira. Ndinapanga kugwirizana pakati pa zolaula ndi zinthu zomwe ndazichita chifukwa cha izi ndipo izi zimakhala zolimba kuposa zolimbikitsa zomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndikuchita maliseche pofuna kugonana ndi achiwerewere (ndikukhulupirirani kuti zidazo zinali zolimba kwambiri)

Komwe ndili pano - Zomwe ndimayambitsa m'mbuyomu zilipo koma ndizochepa kwambiri ndipo zimanyalanyazidwa mosavuta (sabata yoyamba zoyambitsa zidalinso zamphamvu kwambiri). Ndidayang'anabe zithunzi za atsikana pa instagram ndi zina ndikukonzekera kuimitsanso izi koma choyambirira changa chinali kuyimitsa mwana wamwamuna ameneyu yemwe adayamba ndi zolaula. Zowona sindingakhulupirire momwe ndachokera.

Chidziwitso chomaliza, pali upangiri wina woyipa wokhudza zolaula patsamba la psychology. Ndikutsimikiza kuti ambiri a inu mwawerenga zonse 'Ndizopatsa thanzi kungolandira kamwana kanu' ndipo sizomwe zimachitika mukamadzimva kuti ndinu wolakwa pambuyo pachithunzichi, kumverera komweko sikungakhale kwathanzi. Ndikudziwa kuti 'streak' yanga ingawoneke yayifupi koma ndadutsa kusintha kwakukulu ndikudziwa kuti moyo uno ndi wabwino kwambiri kuposa gehena yomwe ndinali m'masabata awiri apitawa.

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Zonyansa Zonyansa

Zithunzi zolaula zimakonda kukhala zosokoneza bongo. Ndikukula kwa zinthu zolaula zomwe zikukupangitsani kukhala achidwi komanso otenga nawo mbali. Izi zolaula zomwe mtsikana wowoneka bwino akumusaka "abambo ake" ndiye njira yovomerezeka kwambiri yokhudza zolaula za ana zomwe makampani amagwiritsa ntchito kuti azigwiritsa ntchito zolaula amuna awo. Sasamala kaya zikuwononga malingaliro anu komanso zogonana. Ndizongowonjezera mantha komanso kukupangitsani kuti mukhale olumikizidwa kuti athe kuyika matumba awo.

castawaybeetlejuice

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Ndinangotulutsa zolaula zanthawi yoyamba ... Nthawi yake yoyesanso kusiya ..

29M pano, Posachedwa ndazindikira kuti chizolowezi changa cholaula chasintha, ndayamba kuwona zolaula zolaula posachedwa, koma lero ndinali wotsika kwambiri, ndimayang'ana agogo achikale komanso zolaula za gangbang koma ubongo wanga umafuna chinthu china chopenga, ndipo Ndinawona kavalo akugonana ndi mkazi, pamene ndimatulutsa umuna, ndinamva kudwala kumbuyo kwanga. Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zaka 14 tsopano, ndi zomwe ndakhala.

Ndinachotsa mwachangu zithunzi zanga zonse zamaliseche, ndikuchotsa mapulogalamu aliwonse omwe ndinali nawo maakaunti, ndikuletsa zolaula pa Google.

Ndine munthu wofuna kudzipha ndekha koma sindingalole kuti zolaula zindisandutse wotayika kwambiri, ndikuyamba zolaula. Zithunzi zolaula za tsiku 1 zimayamba mawa.

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mmalob

Inde ndinayamba kuyamwa dick ndikulandila kugonana kwa amuna ndi akazi a Ladyboys patatha zaka 12 ndikuwonera Zolaula, sindingathe kuwapsompsona kapena kukumbatirana kapena kukhala pachibwenzi, ndimangofuna kuti ndizichitidwa ngati hule kapena slut. Ndinafotokozera namwino wachipatala ndipo adandipatsa nthawi yoti ndikambirane ndi mnyamatayu, ngati pulogalamu yothandizira, anandiuza kuti kugonana kwa amuna ndi akazi sikuli 50/50, mutha kukhala 80% molunjika ndi 20% bi etc .. ndipo sanaganize kuti zolaula ndizomwe ndimagonana ndi amuna. Ndimangogonana ndi amuna 2 kapena 3 pachaka, palibe wopenga koma ndimadzimvera chisoni komanso kusasangalala pambuyo pake, osanenapo kuti ndidapeza 2 Stds kuchokera pamenepo. Ndili ndi masiku 15 opanda zolaula ndipo sindilinso ndi chidwi ndi dick, ndimakondabe atsikana koma amuna ndataya nawo chidwi. Kwa ine ndimakhulupirira kuti zolaula zidasintha kugonana kwanga.

7878.Malamulo

Khalidwe94

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Zolaula zolaula zimatheka

Mverani ndikudziwa kuti padzakhala munthu m'modzi yemwe adzawerenge izi yemwe ali ndi zolaula zomwe zimamupangitsa kuti akhale rn ndipo amachita manyazi nazo ndipo zomwe ndikunena zitha kumveka ngati zazing'ono koma muyenera kundidalira pazithunzizi zomwe zimayambitsa zolaula zitha kuchiritsidwa ndipo ndachiritsa zanga m'masiku awiri okha ndinali ndi zolaula zomwe zidapangitsa kuti mwana wanga asakhale mwana wanga weniweni ndipo mwina mukudzifunsa kuti ndingadziwe bwanji ngati zolaula zake zimayambitsa kapena fetusi weniweni wosavuta kwenikweni ndichinthu chomwe mwakhala nacho kuyambira pachiyambi cha kuonera zolaula zomwe mudali nazo musanachite zolaula komanso zolaula zomwe zimayambitsa fetish ndichinthu chomwe chimayambitsidwa ndi zolaula pali zolaula zambiri zomwe zimayambitsa feteleza ngati Shemale, Cuckold, Kuvala pamtanda ndi zina zambiri ... ndipo mutha kuchira mukayamba kudziyang'ana mosiyana ndi lekani kuonera zolaula.

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Mkazi apa! Cholemba choyamba… Kuyesera kuthana ndi vutoli lisanapwetekenso.

Kotero apa ndikupeza ndekha. Mkazi wazaka 33 wowongoka wosakwatiwa. Ndili ndi moyo wanga limodzi. Koma ndidazindikira posachedwa kuti china chake chomwe ndimaganiza kuti sichabwinobwino sichoncho.

Ndimayang'ana zolaula. Osati tsiku lililonse. Koma masiku ambiri. Nthawi zina kangapo patsiku. Ndimaziwona ndikatopa, sindingagone, ndikuwona, chifukwa cha gehena basi. Nthawi zambiri zimafanana ndimayendedwe anga (zolaula zambiri, zolaula). Zafika poti sindingathe kutulutsa mawu popanda izo.

Ndakhala ndikulumikizana chaka chino, zomwe sindingathe kumaliza nawo, koma tsopano ndimawona wina pafupipafupi kwa miyezi ingapo yapitayo. Tinagonana kangapo kasanu ndi kamodzi ndipo sindinakwanitse kukhala pachiwonetsero. Ndi wokongola, wokwanira, wabwino pabedi. Timagwiritsa ntchito lube, ngakhale kugwiritsa ntchito chilimbikitso chowonjezera. I. Ndingathe. Ayi. Malizitsani. Sindinakhalepo pachiwerewere kwazaka zopitilira. Zakhala zomvetsa chisoni. Akachoka panyumba yanga atagonana, ndimayang'ana zolaula kuti ndikwaniritse ndekha. Zimakhala zomvetsa chisoni mukamvetsetsa momveka bwino zonse zitatha.

Sindingathe kumaliza kumaliza kuchita zinthu ndekha m'maganizo mwanga. Ndimakumbukira kuti nthawi zina ndimatha kumaliza (ngakhale kugonana kapena maliseche) poganiza zinthu zomwe ndaziwona pa zolaula. Kodi izi ndi zachilendo?

Zolaula zandipangitsa chidwi m'maganizo mwanga zomwe zandikweza. Osati kuti kugonana ndi cholakwika, koma sindine wachinyamata. Sindikufuna kucheza ndi mtsikana kapena kucheza naye. Sindinayambe ndasandulika ndi mtsikana pamasom'pamaso (kupatula kuwona kukopa, koma osatsegulidwa mwakuthupi). Koma ndimayamba zolaula kuposa chilichonse. Zandibwezeretsanso kwathunthu. Pali akazi ena omwe adakumana ndi izi? Sindinakhalepo ndi chidwi chowonera zolaula za MM kapena MMF, koma posachedwa ndadzipeza ndikutembenuka. Zikungokula pang'ono, kwa ine, osachepera.

Chifukwa chake ndikuyamba ulendowu. Patha masiku awiri. Sindikuganiza kuti ndine wolimba chifukwa sichikukhudza magwiridwe anga antchito tsiku ndi tsiku… Koma ikayamba kukhudza ubale wanga ndi moyo weniweni waumunthu ku kugonana kwa amuna… ino ndiye nthawi yakuchita kena kake.

Zikomo pomvera. Ndingakonde kumva zambiri kuchokera kwa akazi.

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Zolaula Zimakhudzidwa ED ndikusintha zilakolako za kugonana

Mnyamata watsopano pano, 26 wochokera ku UK ndipo posachedwapa adazindikira kuti ndikuvutika ndi zolaula zidapangitsa ED patatha chaka chimodzi kapena ziwiri akuvutika kuti azigwirizana ndi anzawo.

Ndapezanso kuti zolaula zanga ndizosiyana ndimakhalidwe anga ogonana - Ndine mnyamata wokonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo ndimakopeka ndi amuna koma sindikuwoneka ngati ndikusiya kuonera zolaula ndikutsegulidwa kwambiri ndi chinthu chonsecho mpaka zolaula zokhazokha zomwe ndimatha kuziwona. Sindikufuna kukwatitsa mkazi, kuwona mkazi wamaliseche kapena ngakhale kuyandikira pafupi ndi pussy m'moyo weniweni koma sindingachitire mwina koma kukopeka ndi zolaula zamtunduwu.

Ndikuganiza kuti zolaula zandisokoneza kwambiri, ndimatha kutuluka nthawi 5 patsiku ndi zolaula ndipo ndimatha kukhala ndi Viagra komabe sindingathe kukhala wolimba ndikukhalabe wolimba kuti ndikhale ndi bwenzi lenileni logonana. Ndikukhulupirira kuti padzakhala kuwala kumapeto kwa ngalande koma ili likhala tsiku loyamba kwa ine. Zingakhale zabwino kumva kuchokera kwa anthu omwe akukumana ndi zomwezi kwa ine pakadali pano momwe zolaula sizinangowonongera luso langa lochita komanso zasintha malingaliro anga pazinthu zomwe ndakhala ndikuwonera! Ndimaganiziradi kuti mwina ndimakhala ndikuonera zolaula zomwe sizikugwirizana ndi zokhumba zanga zilizonse.

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Zithunzi zolaula zomwe zimalimbikitsa zolaula ndiye gawo lomwe limavutitsa kwambiri izi

MwinaAThrowaway7501

Ndakhala ndikuyenda mofanana ndi inu - feteleza zoyambitsa zolaula. Kenako kusintha moyo weniweni, zomwe timakopeka ndizosiyana. Chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe ndaphunzira paulendo wanga wopanda zolaula ndikuti ndizotheka kupeza china chokongola chikakhala cha mbali ziwiri komanso pazenera. Kenako sinthani kukhala moyo weniweni pomwe muli ndi anthu enieni komanso zochitika zonse zakukondana - ndipo kukopa kulibenso. Ndimazipezabe zodabwitsa momwe ubongo ungagwirire ntchito modabwitsa. Dziwani kuti simuli nokha momwe mumamvera!

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beto_747 [ulalo sulinso pagulu]

zolaula sizigwirizana ndi kugonana kwenikweni. Ndikuganiza kuti tsopano popeza simunadzilekerere, mungasangalale kukhala ndi atsikana amenewo m'moyo weniweni, mukamaganizira zolaula

notanemyspy

Banja lake loipa. Kuonera zolaula ndi koyipa kwa inu koma timalephera kuphunzitsa zamatsenga za anthu amtundu wa ymto. Ndikumva ngati ndikadaphunzira zaumoyo ndikadapewa zoyipa zambiri. Zinthu zake zosavuta. Zomwe mumadya ndizomwe muli. Pangani ubale wathanzi ndi kugonana. Koma pakati pa kutayika ndi kusakhala ndi ana sitimalowa mu gawo la nero psycho pagulu kapena pa zinthu za spirtusl. Ngongole yathu yotsatira ndiyabwino. Tiyenera kuwaphunzitsa momwe angadzigwirire ndi kukulitsa njira zenizeni m'malo monena zomwe syphilus imawoneka. Kodi zimachita chiyani zabwino?

makonda

Nditha kutsimikizira nkhaniyi ndipo mwatsoka momwe mudanenera kuti idatsitsidwa ndi zolaula. Tonse tagwiritsa ntchito mitundu inayake yomwe sitingachitepo kanthu m'moyo weniweni ndipo ngati tikadachita sitingakondwere nayo konse.

Gwiritsani Ntchito Bwino

zopanda pake

Violite-pachimake

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Tsiku la Nofap 342: Kuyang'ana kumbuyo

Ndidachita naye zachiwerewere, koma mmalo mwakugonana ndikusangalala naye, ndidaganiza zodziseweretsa zolaula zolaula pa intaneti. Pambuyo poti tathetsa chibwenzi, zinali ngati kuitana kwodzuka: Ndinali ndi gf wokongola, pomwe ndidaganiza zolaula zongonena za intaneti ndizosangalatsa kuposa kuchita zachiwerewere ndi munthu weniweni, wokhala ndi malingaliro enieni komanso enieni. Ndidakhala ngati: WTF WAKHALA NDI INANI?! Thats pomwe ndidasankha zokwanira ndikwanira zolaula mwanjira iliyonse moyo wanga. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndimakondwera nazo, chifukwa magulu azolaula adayamba kusokonekera komanso kunyansa

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Patha miyezi 7 kuchokera pomwe ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula

Pa Disembala 31st 2018 ndidasankha kusiya kusiya kuyang'ana zolaula nthawi zonse. Kwa miyezi yoyamba ya 5 ndidachita bwino ndikubwereranso pang'ono. Pafupifupi chaka chino, pomaliza pake ndidalumikizitsa nyimbo yanga ndipo ndidatulutsa zolaula zolaula kuti ndisindikize mgwirizano.

Koma ndikuganiza kuti chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe chatulukachi ndi pomwe ndimaganizira zakugonana, mtundu wokhawo wogonana womwe umandisangalatsanso sikuti ndikumangokhalira kuchita manyazi ndimachita manyazi. Mtundu wokhawo wogonana womwe umandisangalatsanso tsopano uli ngati, vanila weniweni, wachikondi. Mtundu womwe simukungothamangira kuti mumasulidwe; mukupita pang'onopang'ono komanso mwachikondi komanso mwachikondi ndikuyesera kupanga kulumikizana kwenikweni. Zonsezi zasinthiratu moyo wanga kuti ukhale wabwino.

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Zolaula kwa ine zinali zothawa. Zinali zokhala m'dziko lamalingaliro chifukwa dziko lenileni linali lolemera kwambiri. Zinaneneranso kuthawa ndekha. Zolaula zinandipangitsa kuti ndizidziyerekeza ngati mulungu wogonana uyu yemwe amatha kunyamula mkazi aliyense yemwe angafune ndipo amatha kusangalatsa onse.

Zolaula zimasokoneza malingaliro anga pazakugonana. Zolaula zimatiphunzitsa kuti malo okhawo azimayi ndi kugonjera amuna, ndipo ndi momwe akazi amakondera. Mmoyo wanga weniweni ndimayesetsa kukopa azimayi, chifukwa chake ndimagula "muyenera kukhala alpha!" malingaliro. Ndikuyesera kuti ndikhale wogonana momwe ndingathere. Ndidapanga alpha iyi yomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndiyokopa azimayi.

Mkazi aliyense yemwe ndinkacheza naye amadana ndi khalidweli lomwe ndidamupanga. Ndimanama ndikupanga zochitika zabodza zogonana ndikudzitamandira chifukwa ndi zomwe ndimaganiza kuti azimayi amafuna kumva. Amayi ena amanyansidwa, ena amachita nsanje. Mwanjira iliyonse, chinali chinthu chopusa kuti ndichite.

Koma chinthucho ndikuti, sindine munthu wamisala uyu. Ndine wokonda amuna, wopusa, komanso womvera. Ndipo imeneyo inali njira yanga yomwe akazi adakondana nayo. Amandifunira ine, osati mtundu wa hypersexualized womwe ndikanagwiritsa ntchito. Chowonadi ndi chakuti, azimayi ambiri sasamala za kuchuluka kwa kugonana komwe wagonana nako. Amasamala za mtundu wanu weniweni wa inu.

Ndimakhulupirira mwamphamvu kuti ndimagonjera ogonana. Mmodzi mwa zibwenzi zanga zakale adayamba chibwenzi chathu ndi iye wamkulu kwambiri. Koma ndikamaonera zolaula kwambiri, ndimaganiza kuti zingamukondweretse ndikamamulamulira. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono samayamba kundiyang'ana chifukwa cha izi.

Ndimalowa m'malingaliro amtunduwu pomwe ndimachita zachiwawa pang'onopang'ono komanso zonyoza azimayi. Maudindo aposachedwa ndi omwe adandithandizira akuwonetsa kuti chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndimachokera ku zolaula zamtunduwu ndichakuti ndimafuna kukhala pamalo ake ndipo ndimafuna kuti mayiyo akhale mwa mwamunayo. Ngakhale ndikudziwa momwe zinthu zingakhalire bwino zidzakhazikika ndikapitiliza kupewa zolaula.

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Zolaula zimasokoneza chidwi chanu.

Ndinali munthu wina yemwe amapeza akazi abwinobwino ali munjira yabwinobwino komanso athanzi. Tsopano ndimangokopeka ndi matupi okokomeza kwambiri kapena matupi osaganizira zolaula komanso hentai.

Osamakola

Munthu yemweyo. Iyenera kuchoka posachedwa. Ndiye gawo lowopsa kwambiri la chizolowezi changa. Zabwino zonse tikukhulupirira kuti zichoka ndipo titha kukhala abwinobwino

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Ma 2cents anga osakhala pa zolaula kwa miyezi ya 2.

Wokondedwa aliyense, ndidzafika ku mutu waukulu. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula pamene ndinali 13 ndipo kukoma kwanga kunachokera ku softcore / fanservice ku harcore BDSM ndi tranny shit. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nthawi yomwe ndimakhala ndi PMO (zolaula zowonongeka) Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndikuyamba kuganiza mozama ndikuona akazi ngati zinthu osati anthu. Tsopano ndikhoza kunena kuti ndachotsa chizoloŵezi choopsya ichi.

Zomwe ndidazipezanso ndikuti sindimayang'aniranso zolaula zolaula. Ndimatsutsana nazo, ndimanyansidwa nazo ndipo nthawi zina ndimaziwona ngati zoseketsa.

Cholinga changa chotuluka ndikukumana ndi atsikana chinakula, chomwecho ndi chodabwitsa.

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Nek_12

Ndikumva kuti muli ndi vuto lomweli. Ndapita patsogolo pang'ono ndi izi posachedwapa ndipo ndikufuna kunena kuti zomwe mumakonda pa kugonana ziyamba kukhazikika posachedwa. Zinthu zokha zomwe muyenera kuchita ndikungoyamba kuchita zinthu mopanda chidwi. Musalole kugonana kulikonse mkati, kunja ndi kulikonse komwe kuli pafupi nanu. Izi n'zovuta, kunena zoona, koma mutha kuzigonjetsa, tikukhulupirira mwa inu. Pali kafukufuku wosonyeza kuti anthu omwe ali ndi zizolowezi zoipa, ngakhale atazigonjetsa ndipo zakhalapo kwa zaka zambiri, amatha kubwereranso mwachangu. Chifukwa chake, kwenikweni, kulumikizana kwanu kwa mitsempha sikutha, amangogona. Ndicho chifukwa chake ine ndi inu tiyenera kupewa zinthu zomwe zingakupangitseni kukhala ndi vuto monga nkhani zokhudza CP m'nkhani mwina ngakhale moyo wathu wonse. Koma ngati mukhalabe ozindikira ndipo simukugwa chifukwa cha kusintha kwa malingaliro komwe kudzakuchitikirani pakapita nthawi popanda PMO (monga malingaliro awa: "O, palibe vuto, lolis ndi okongola ndipo zoona zake palibe cholakwika si atsikana enieni" kapena "Palibe chomwe chidzachitike kamodzi kokha. Ndapita patsogolo ndipo ndikuyenera."), ndiye kuti zonse zikhala bwino, ndikukulonjezani. Izi ndizotheka, ndipo ndakwanitsa kubwerera ku zolaula wamba posachedwapa. Sikuti ndimaonera, koma sindikufunanso kuonera zolaula zilizonse zonyansa/zonyansa. Dzikhulupirireni nokha, ndipo musalole kuti zilowe m'dzenje la zakale zanu. Palibe chomwe chili chofunika bola ngati zili m'mbuyomu, sinthani kuti mukhalepo komanso mtsogolo kuti mukhale mtundu wabwino kwambiri wa inu nokha. Titha kukambirana moona mtima ndi PM ngati mukufuna.

Social_Italy

Zomwezo. Zizolowezi zolaula zimandipangitsa kulingalira za zinthu zambiri zopotozedwa komanso zosokonekera… nditha kufotokoza

DrPitsa

Nditha kufotokoza ... Tiyeni tisapitenso PMO!

almani7

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Kodi ndi ine ndekha amene ndimayang'ana ziboda zomwe ndilibe ngakhale zolaula?

Ndi mbali ina yowopsya yomwe imakhudza kuti ndizichita zolaula kwa ine.

Choyipa chachikulu kwambiri chinali zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Sindimakopeka ndi amuna konse. Ndili wolunjika ngati gehena.

Zinkawoneka ngati kuthamangitsa kwambiri, ngati zinthu zabwinobwino sizinali zokwanira.

Nanga ndi chiyaninso???

Kodi izi ndi zoona kwa wina aliyense ??

Emptyempathy95

Tatsika njirayo mnzanga, mwana aliyense wamwamuna. Mukakhala pa zolaula kwanthawi yayitali zimapangitsa kuti izi zitheke kwenikweni. Moyo wabwinobwino umakhala wosasangalatsa komanso wotopetsa. Kuyipa ngati kugonana kwabwinobwino kumakhala kotopetsa asf. Ndinawona zamanyazi zochititsa manyazi kwambiri kwa anthu koma mukakhala kuti mulibe zolaula kwa masabata a 2 omwe amapita kwa amuna. Kumbukirani kuti sizikutanthauza inu, zidzatha munthu.

Njmja

ndimangodutsa pazithunzi za reddit, osati ngakhale cholinga chofuna zolaula kuyambira nthawi yayitali, ndiye kuti "Moyo wabwinobwino umakhala wosasangalatsa komanso wotopetsa" umakhala ngati ukufotokozera moyo wanga womwewo .. ndiyenera kupeza nthawi yomweyo

zokhudzana ndi zolembazi, ndili pa bwato lomwelo ndikuyang'ana mabelemu apamwamba kuposa chilichonse chomwe chingasangalatse, ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti ndikufuna

zikomo chifukwa cha yankho, ndipo ndikuthokoza OP pazomwezo

modeonetoo

Choonadi kwa aliyense. Kusalongosoka kumeneku kukutsatiridwa ndi zomwe zikukulirakulira ndi mbali ya zotsatira zoipa zomwe zolaula zimakhudza ubongo wanu. Tayang'anani mmwamba pa Gary Wilson pa YouTube akufotokozera chinthu chonsecho. Komanso onani yourbrainonporn.com

gottafixthisshit

Sizachilendo. Zikutanthauza kuti mwina muli kutali kwambiri ndi dzenje la akalulu koma ndikutsimikiza kuti anthu ambiri pano akhala akupezekapo, inenso ndaphatikizidwa.

Inemwini, ndazindikira kuti ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha pazaka XNUMX zapitazi. Ndidafika pamapeto pake kudzera pa zolaula. Ndakhala ndikugonana ndi amuna ndipo ndakhala ndikusangalala nawo (momwe ndingathere kuti ndizisangalala ndi kugonana). Koma tsopano ndakhala ndikusanthula nkhani zanga ndipo ndaphunzira kuti zina zanga zazing'ono komanso zomwe ndimaganiza kuti zachiwerewere zitha kukhala gawo lazomwe ndimakonda zolaula, ndasokonezeka ndikakhala wowona mtima. Ndikulingalira kuti ndikhale ndi malingaliro otseguka ndipo NDIKAKHazikitsanso, ndikawunikanso momwe zinthu zilili. Ngati ndimakondabe kukhomedwa ndi mkazi wanga kwinaku ndikuvala timiketi tanga tating'ono, ndipo ngati anyamata amandichitirabe, zikhale chomwecho. Koma ngati sichoncho, ndikuganiza ndiyenera kuzolowera vanila ine 😀

m_mutu

Ndinazindikiranso izi koma kwa ine ndi hentai. Pamene zinthu zachilendo sizidadula chifukwa ndinali PMO'ing mochuluka, ndinatembenukira ku nsomba zowopsa mu hentai chifukwa chakuti zinali zopitirira kwambiri kuposa zenizeni.

NintenHyperTwister

Ndinafufuzanso zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kamodzi, koma ndikudziwa kuti ndi chilakolako chabe osati kukopa kwenikweni. Ndimadana ndi kuimba mlandu zolaula chifukwa cha zinthu zosayembekezereka monga momwe r/Nofap imachitira, koma zinandipangitsa kukhala "gay" (kapena "bi").

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Masiku ano, ndimavomereza malingaliro anga ogonjera / maso. Zomwe sindimavomereza ndikuyenera kudalira kuti ndipezeko miyala. Ndikufuna kuti ndizichita zogonana ndikukhala wokhutira popanda kufunikira zokopa zamatsenga. Izi sizomwe ndakwanitsa kuchita mpaka posachedwa, ndipo ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti nthawi zina ndimakhumbabe zinthu / machitidwe azimayi. Koma, zomwe ndazindikira ndikuti ndikamapewa PMO, ndimakhala wocheperako.

Kufanizira: kuwononga galu wovunda ndi mabala abwino kwambiri a nyama kwa nthawi yayitali, ndipo kumakhala ndi njala kuposa kudya chakudya cha galu ngati mungasinthe mwadzidzidzi. Ndipo chakudya chotsatira, icho chimatembenuzabe mphuno yake pa chakudya cha agalu. Kutengera ndi kuuma kwake, atha kuchita izi kwa masiku atatu kapena anayi motsatizana, kudzipha ndi njala chifukwa chakudya chokhazikika sichichita chilichonse pamalipiro ake omwe azolowera kwambiri kupeza zoyipa.

Koma… ipatseni nthawi yokwanira… ndipo chidwi cha galuyu posachedwa chidzaposa nzeru zake zakupulumuka, ndipo galuyo ayamba kuwononga chakudya chilichonse chomwe angapezepo. Popita nthawi, galu adzaphunziranso kusangalala ndi chakudya - ngakhale atayenera kubwerera kuzinthu zoyambirira atadya chakudya chokwanira kwa nthawi yayitali. Tsopano sizitanthauza kuti chisangalalo cha galu ndi nyama zabwino sichidzatha. Zimangotanthauza kuti galuyo wayambiranso mphamvu yakusangalaladi ndi chakudya chokhazikika. Pambuyo pake, mwiniwakeyo angasankhe kusakaniza ndikufanana ndi momwe angawonere. Koma kudalira kwa galu pamtundu winawake wa chakudya kuti asangalale ndi kudya tsopano kwatha.

Zachidziwikire, kusiya fanizoli, n'zoonekeratu kuti anthu atenga nthawi yayitali kuti azolowere. Koma ... ngati mupewa kudziseweretsa maliseche kwa nthawi yayitali, mudzafika pamenepo pamapeto pake. Mungafunike kudutsa munjira zosalala, kudutsa mu zilakolako zamphamvu zachiwerewere, ndi zina zotero. Koma ndikukhulupirira kuti ngati simukupeza kuti mukuyankhidwa ndi akazi wamba komanso 'kugonana koyambira', sikuti chifukwa mulibe chibadwa chimenecho. Ndi chifukwa chakuti, mofanana ndi galu, mwakhala nthawi yayitali mukukwaniritsa zomwe mukufuna kotero kuti mwayiwala tanthauzo la kuyamikira zoyambira. Permalink

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Ndataya zibwenzi zanga zonse, pakali pano.. kungoona mkazi kumandisangalatsa. Poganizira, si nthawi yochuluka, koma zimenezo zinali zinthu zonyansa zomwe ndinkaonera. Permalink

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Kubwezeretsanso zizindikiro zolaula zolaula kwambiri kuyambira kuyambira womaliza mpaka woyamba.

Chimene ndikutanthauza ndi zimenezo. Nditayamba kuyang'ana zolaula zithunzi zosavuta zolaula zinali zokwanira kuti ndipangitse kuti ndikhale wovuta komanso ndikupangika. Kuonera zolaula kunanyansidwa ndi maso anga ngati 16 yo. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono chinthu chimenecho chinakula. Zimenezi zinandichititsa kuti ndikhale ndi azinyanya ndikuyamba kupititsa kumaliseche ndikuyamba kuchita zolaula ndikuyamba kuonera zolaula. Tsopano kuti ndili ndi masiku a 20 opanda malingaliro otsiriza omwe ndapeza kuchokera pakugwiritsira ntchito zolaula akuchotsedwa. Ndikalingalira za zolaula zowonongeka zimandichotsa. Zimandipangitsa kunyansidwa ngati ndine 16 kachiwiri. Ndikulingalira kuti malingaliro onse otsala adzayamba kuthawa mmodzi ndi mmodzi kuchokera kumapeto mpaka woyamba. Ndikuyembekeza tsiku lina kuti zolaula zonse zidzandichotsa.

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[Kusiya] kumathandizadi [kutaya zokonda za fetus]! Chimodzi mwazotsatira zazikulu za zolaula ndikuti zimapereka lingaliro lolakwika pazakugonana. Sindikuganiza kuti pali amayi ambiri akunja kunja kuno omwe akumwalira kuti agonane ndi bambo wa pizza ndipo chimodzimodzi sindikuganiza kuti pali azimayi ambiri kunja komwe omwe angakhale achikazi.

Zimatenga nthawi, koma mukasiya kuchita zachiwerewere ndi PMO, pamapeto pake mudzayambanso kuganizira ndipo zofuna zanu ndi zokhumba zanu zidzasintha. Komanso, chenjezo poyamba: NoFap ndi yovuta. Ndi kusintha khalidwe komwe kwakhala kukukhazikika kwa nthawi yayitali. Koma ubwino wake ndi wodabwitsa. Permalink

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Zolaula zimatha kukupangitsani kukhala wazikhalidwe ziwiri

cleanhappylife [ulalo sakupezekanso]

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Chidole chachikale ichi [choseweretsa chogonana, zovala za akazi] chinayambitsidwa NDI zolaula KWAMBIRI. Ndikakhala pa nofap kwa milungu iwiri+ zinthu zanga zabwinobwino zimabwerera. Permalink

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Ingoyesani kupewa PMO ndikuwona momwe zikuyendera. Ingodziwa, palibe manyazi kukhala amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena amuna okhaokha ngati ndiomwe muli. Komabe, kuchokera pazomwe ndawerenga, mukuwoneka kuti ndinu owongoka.

Komabe, fetishes (makamaka omwe amachita nawo zolaula) sizimawonetsa zilakolako zanu zogonana nthawi zonse. Ndine wokonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha omwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha chifukwa ndimakonda anyamata zolaula. Kutembenuka, sindikuganiza kuti ndingasangalale kukhala ndi mnyamata m'moyo weniweni. Ndimadzipezanso kuti sindinakopeke ndi lingaliro la amuna awiri limodzi nthawi ikamapita. Zolaula zimasokoneza zomwe mukuganiza kuti ndizotentha. Zolaula kwambiri ndizoti, mphotho yayikulu yomwe mumapeza kudzera mu dopamine. Mutha kukhala amuna ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, koma ngati mungalole kuti zolaula zizikulamulirani mokwanira, mudzangoyang'ana zolaula nthawi yomweyo.

Ngati lingaliro lakuti munthu ndi mwamuna kapena mkazi wanu akukuvutitsani maganizo kwambiri, mungafune kufufuza za kuthekera kwa kukhala ndi HOCD, yomwe ndi OCD yokhala ndi malingaliro okhudzana ndi lingaliro lakuti mwina ndi mwamuna kapena mkazi wanu. Pafupifupi palibe amene akuvutika ndi izi amene ali mwamuna kapena mkazi wanu. Nthawi zambiri amuna ndi omwe amaopa kwambiri kotero kuti amayamba kukhulupirira. Ndikupangira kuti mukaone katswiri wa OCD ngati mukuganiza kuti izi zitha kukhala gawo la vuto lanu. Ulalo wofikira ku ndemanga

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[Kusiya zolaula kumathandiza kwambiri kusintha zokonda zachiwerewere]. Mankhwalawa ndi okwera kwambiri - monga momwe anthu omwe amamwa mowa kwa zaka 20 sangaledzere ndi paketi imodzi, koma amapatsa wachinyamata chitini chimodzi ndikumuwona akuchita misala. Permalink

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Masiku 150 opanda zolaula

Sindikumva chilakolako chodziseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse monga momwe ndinkakhalira ndikaonera zolaula.

Ndikuyembekezera kugonana ndi gf wanga komanso achiwerewere omwe ndinaphunzira pa zolaula akuchepa. Ndili bwino kuchita zogonana ndekha m'malo mofuna kutsanzira zolaula.

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Tsiku la 200 mu lipoti lachirendo.

Wawa, ndakhala ndikuzungulira madera a Nofap ndi a Pornfree kwakanthawi tsopano ndi maakaunti ena ndipo ndili ndi masiku 200-kuchira, ndikuwona kuti ena akhoza kukhala ndi chidwi ndi kusintha komwe ndazindikira mwa ine ndekha.

Chifukwa chake ndikufuna kunena momwe ndasinthira m'malingaliro mwanga ndi mthupi mwanga.

Zovala - ZAPITA

Chitsanzo cha kukongola kwa amuna - Zachilendo. Sindinapezepo kukongola kwachikhalidwe kokongola kwambiri, koma zaka zambiri zolaula zopotoka komanso hentai zikusokonezedwa ndi chitsanzo changa. Tsopano ndimapeza munthu wowoneka bwino wamba.

Kuganizira zinthu mozama – Poyamba ndinkayang'ana ziwalo za thupi zokha, tsopano ndimayang'ana nkhope ndipo ndimakonda kupeza chinthu chokopa kwambiri komanso nkhope yokongola. Izi sizikutanthauza kuti sindimaona thupi lokongola koma sindimaganizira za munthu wina.

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Kodi zolaula zingapangidwe?

Chabwino apa pali Funso: Ndikamagonana ndimakhala otseguka, ndimakonda kugonana mwachizolowezi koma nthawi zina ndimakhala zinthu zopanda pake koma osati zovuta kwambiri. Koma ndikamaonera zolaula ndimatuluka. Ndikuwonera zinthu ndikadzinyansidwa ndekha ndipo ndikukhumudwa masiku a 2-3 chifukwa ndikudzifunsa ndekha ngati uyu ndi weniweni kapena ngati zolaula zimayambitsidwa. Malingana ngati ndikulekerera zolaula ndimaganiza Zokhudza "kukonda kugonana ndi Mtsikana" koma zitatha zolaula ndimangoganiza Zokhumudwitsa Mkazi kapena kuti andipweteke. Ndikudziwa kuti ndimakondanso kugonana kwambiri koma izi zoyipa zomwe ndimaziwona nthawi zina zimandiwopsyeza. Kodi pali anyamata aliwonse omwe ali ndi Mavuto ofanana?

Zosintha

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Kunena zoona, pakadali pano, zinthu zonse zogonana zomwe anthu ali nazo zimangowoneka zachilendo kwa ine ndipo sizili zofunika. Zili ngati ubongo wanga ukukana kuganizira za izo. Sizigwira ntchito ina iliyonse koma kudyetsa kudzikuza kwanu. Kale ndinkafufuza zambiri zokhudza chilichonse chopotoka, tsopano sindikusamala. Chilichonse choposa ubwenzi weniweni ndi munthu amene mumamukonda ndi chachilendo kwa ine. Chifukwa chake, inde, perekani nthawi yokwanira ndipo mudzakhala ngati ine. permalink

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Kodi mungaleke bwanji mayanjano chifukwa cha zolaula? [Zotheka kuyambitsa chenjezo]

Kumbukirani kuti zotsatirazi zikuphatikizapo mafotokozedwe osiyanasiyana a zolaula ndi makina osiyanasiyana. Ngati zina mwa izo zimakuyambitsa iwe, ndiye kuti ukhoza kuyambitsa chenjezo apa.
Ndakhala ndi fetasi yamapazi kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 10 ndipo panopa ndili 15 (Ndine wamwamuna). Komabe, ndikudandaula kuti m'malo mwa chilakolako chotsatira chakhala chotsatira. Ndakhala ndikuwonera zachiwerewere zachikazi, chikazi chachikazi kwa kanthaŵi koma ndimatulutsa mavidiyo kuti ndiwone choncho ndikungoyang'ana kunyozetsa kumachokera ku kusimidwa ndikuwerenga mawu ochititsa manyazi. Nthaŵi zina ndimawona ndondomeko yachidule koma sindinkachotsa. M'malo mwake ndikudandaula kuti zandikhudza. Ndikudandaula kuti ndikanati ndiwonetseke malowa m'malo mwa mapazi ndipo ndimachokera ku mantha

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Kodi kuyang'ana mbolo ya amuna ena mu makanema olaula kumenya atsikana sikumakhudza bwanji malingaliro?

Popeza ndinali mwana wamng'ono ndimakumbukira kuti ndimakopeka ndi akazi. Sindinaganizirepo kawiri za kugonana kwanga mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 19. Nthawi imeneyo ndinali nditakhala zaka 8 ndikuwonera atsikana ena achichepere pansi pa lamba wanga zolaula. Ndinayamba kutsitsimulidwa ndi amayi ndipo ndinadzipeza ndikumakhala ndi malingaliro onga "bwanji ngati mumakonda mbolo?" Izi zidandimasula chifukwa ndidayamba kukhulupirira malingaliro. Tsopano ndili ndi HOCD ndipo ndimakhala ndikuzunguliridwa tsiku lililonse ndikumaganiza kuti ndikulowerera, mofanana ndi azimayi onse omwe ndawawonera ndikuwona zolaula zaka 8. Kodi ndizotheka kuti ubongo wanga ukhoza kulumikiza kudzutsa zachiwerewere monga chonchi? Ndayamba kukhulupirira kuti ndikusandulika amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ngakhale ndimaganiza kuti ndakhala ndikugonana ndi atsikana a 15, ndakhala pachibwenzi zaka 2, ndakhala ndikudzutsidwa ndikuseka akazi okha, ndimangoyang'ana zolaula molunjika. Komabe malingaliro anga akuyesera kundiuza kuti ndine gay. Palibe cholakwika ndi anthu ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Ndimawathandiza ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti ali ndi ufulu wokonda aliyense. Ndikungomva ngati umuna wanga ndipo malingaliro anga azakugonana ndi opotoka, osokonekera ndikuyamba kusintha zomwe zandimasula.

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Kanema wa mnyamata akulankhula za momwe zilakolako zake zinatha atasiya zolaula. FF mpaka 4:45. ONERANI KANEMA

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Nditayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwambiri ndinayamba kudana ndi akazi

Chabwino. Kungakhale kwachilendo, koma ndimafuna kukambirana za izi ndi inu anyamata. Ena anganene kuti izi zikugwiritsa ntchito mawonekedwe achikazi opusa kuti amuna azidzimvera chisoni, koma sichoncho. Sindingakhale wachikazi ngakhale nditakhala ndi mfuti pamutu panga.

Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ngati aliyense wa inu. Ndinali 13, ndikuganiza. Komabe, ndikukumbukira kuti ndimakonda kudya zonunkhira koyambirira koyambirira. Koma mphindi zochepa chabe ndidasinthira kutengera mitundu yamtunduwu. Ndinkamuyang'ana hentai ndipo pazifukwa zina ndimakhala ndikusangalala ndi ukazi ngati china chilichonse. Ndazindikira kuti ndidachita izi chifukwa ndinali wamanyazi ndipo chikazi chimandipatsa chithunzi cha mkazi wolimba mtima chomwe chimandipangitsa kuti ndikhale wotetezeka komanso wokondedwa. Munjira yomwe ndidayamba kuwonera zinthu zowuma.

Ndinkadana nazo, koma sindinathe kukhala popanda iwo. Ndinali wonyozeka komanso mtundu wachikazi. Zinandipangitsa kukhala wopanda pake ndikuwononga chidaliro changa. Ndinayamba kuganiza ngati azimayi awa ngati ogulitsa mankhwala osokoneza bongo omwe amapanga ndalama mwachangu zomwe zimandipweteka. Ndinadziwa kuti sizinali bwino. Sindikufuna mkazi kuti andiuze zoti ndikhale mamuna. Sindinkafunika kuvomerezedwa ndi anthu abulu oyipa omwe amandiseka. Sindinawafune kuti andinyoze zogonana komanso thupi langa. Ndinawadana nawo.

Pamapeto pake ndimasintha pakati pa zolaula komanso manyazi omwe adandipangitsa kumva kuti ndikuwabwezera chifukwa cha nkhanza zawo. Mapeto ake ndinayamba kukwiyira akazi pondipangitsa kukhala omvetsa chisoni. Ndicho chifukwa chake ndinasiya kuonera zolaula, sindikufuna makasu kuti andipweteketse. Koma ndikudziwa kuti azimayi ndi anthu chabe, ndiye pakadali pano, ndipo pokhala kutali ndi zinthu zonyansazi, ndazindikira kuti anthu ndi osiyana mosiyana ndi amuna kapena akazi.

Ndikufuna kukhala ndi mnzanga yemwe ndingamulemekeze ndipo izi zimandipangitsa kumva kuti ndimakondedwa. Ndimakonda akazi ambiri - ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha.
Ndili bwino tsopano. Ndinasiya zolaula chifukwa chodzikonda, osati chifukwa ndikufuna kuwoneka bwino pamaso pa akazi achikazi - ena mwa anyamatawa amaganiza kuti nkhaniyo ikamabwera ku koleji.

Zikomo pomvetsera. Chingerezi choyipa.

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Zomwe sizikukhudza zotsatira za kugonana

Patha masiku pafupifupi 50 kuchokera pomwe ndimagonana komaliza ndipo, monga ena onse, ndakhala ndikukumana ndikusintha. Chimodzi mwazosinthazi zomwe zakhala zikuchuluka m'masabata angapo apitawa ndikuti pomwe NoFap idakhala nayo, pakadali pano, sizinandichititse chidwi (chachikulu, chotsika chapansi) kwa akazi, zikuwoneka kuti zachepetsa kwambiri kukopa kwanga (zambiri m'maganizo, kumtunda) kwa amuna. Nthawi zambiri zomwe ndimayambitsa ndi amuna zimawoneka kwambiri ngati ndikawona munthu wotentha pa intaneti ndimayankha koma zimatha msanga ndipo ndimasiya chidwi. Ndi akazi kukopa kwanga kumakhala kolimba mwa munthu, ndipo ndimawona kuti zikufanana ndi kale, ngati sizilimba.

Kwa ine, chidwi cha amuna chinali chochokera muubongo ndipo chinali chodzaza ndi chizolowezi changa choonera ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira ndili mwana. Tsopano popeza ndikuchotsa PMO m'moyo wanga, kukonda amuna sikukuwoneka kuti kuli ndi chifukwa chodziwonetsera. Apanso, ndikufuna kunena momveka bwino kuti sindikunena chilichonse pano. Ili ndi lipoti chabe la zomwe ndakumana nazo.

Monga ndidanenera pachiyambi, kukhala ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kumakhala kosiyana kwambiri ndipo sikutheka kuti pangakhale wina aliyense yemwe angagwirizane kwathunthu ndi zomwe ndikunena. Koma mwina wina atha kupindula ndi izi kapena ndingathe kubwereranso pambuyo poti ndaphunzira NoFap ndikupindula ndi izi.

• TLDR: NoFap inakhudza ubwino wanga wa ubongo kwa amuna koma osati chikoka changa cha amayi.

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Mabere amachepa ndi nthawi ya nofap. Alipo, koma ali kutali, ngati munthu amene akuyimirira akugwedeza manja ake paphiri lakutali. Mutha kumuwonabe, koma ndi wamng'ono komanso wakutali. Koma ngati mukufuna, ali wokonzeka kukwera helikopita ndikuuluka kwa inu, ndikukhala m'chiuno mwanu mkati mwa mphindi 20. Choncho mukamuwona akugwedeza manja ake paphiri, ingonenani, "ewww, chilichonse," ndikutembenuka, ndikudziuza nokha kuti, "Sindikumufuna. "

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Ndikuganiza kuti chilengedwe chimakhudzana kwambiri ndi zomwe mukufuna kuyesa. Ngati mwakhalapo pa malo okwanira zolaula, ndizovuta kunyalanyaza "zina" zomwe amapereka zomwe ndizosiyana ndi zomwe mukuzifuna. Nthawi ndi nthawi mudzawona zinthu zomwe muli Ndimakukondweretsani pano. Pomwe mukuwotcha pang'onopang'ono zinthu zomwe mumazikonda, ziboliboli zina kapena "zokumana nazo" zakhala zomwe mumawona pafupipafupi koma tsopano ndi zokongola chifukwa ndizatsopano ndipo malingaliro omwe akukhudzidwa akuwoneka kukhala wamphamvu kuposa momwe muliri pano. Zili ngati kudya chakudya chomwe mumakonda. Sikuti zakudya zosiyanasiyana zimakhala zokongola, kungoti mumawotchera pachakudya chomwe mumakonda ndipo china chilichonse chosiyana ndi ichi chimakhala 'chatsopano'.

Ngati zomwe mukufuna zasintha pazaka zambiri ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira kukumbukira kuti zomwe mumakonda sizikusintha, mwangotaya zomwe mumakonda poyamba. Kuwonjezeka kwa mitundu yosiyanasiyana yakugonana kumawoneka ngati kopanda vuto, koma mukungopatula nthawi yochuluka muzinthu zomwe zimakupangitsani kuposa zomwe mumakonda kale. Ndikuganiza kuti mukulondola pakuyitananso rewiring, koma sichinthu chomwe chimayima mukapeza luso lanu labwino. Pambuyo pake mudzasokonezeka ndi chilichonse chomwe mungatenge ndi mawu okwera.

Ndikuganiza kuti kulumikiza mawaya ndi chinthu chomwe chimachitika pokhapokha ngati talephera kuchepetsa kudya zomwe timakonda.

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Nthawi zonse ndakhala wolunjika, koma ndimakonda zinthu ziwiri. Palibe fap yomwe yandipangitsa kukopeka kwambiri ndi akazi komanso kusakhala ndi chidwi ndi amuna (ngati nditakopeka). Ikuganiza kuti ikukhudzana ndi zolaula zomwe zimasintha zomwe ndimakonda moona mtima. Permalink

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Ndinakulira ndikudziwika kuti ndine wowongoka. Sindinakhalepo "wokopeka" ndi amuna mpaka pomwe ndidayamba kukhala wokonda zolaula zolaula ndili ndi zaka zopitilira XNUMX. Poyamba ndinazitenga ngati chidwi ndipo sindinadandaule nazo. Komano zidadzetsa chisokonezo kwa ine chifukwa ndimakopeka ndi amayi komanso momwe ndimawakondera amuna pomwe ndimakopeka kwambiri.

Ndakhala ndili ndekha kwa zaka 7 tsopano. Pa nthawi yonseyi ndakhala ndikuyesera kudzikakamiza kuti ndiyambe ndi amuna m'moyo weniweni koma sindinathe. Sindingathe kuchita izi; kukopa kumabwera kokha pamene chilakolako cha PMO chikubwera. Kuyambira pamene ndinayamba nofap ndazindikira kuti kukopa akazi m'maganizo/m'maganizo kumayamba kubwerera pamene chilakolako choyamba cha amuna chikuyamba kutha. Zokonda zanga zolaula zabwereranso momwe zinalili ndili ndi zaka zanga zoyambirira (kugonana ndi vanila, akazi okhaokha, ndi zina zotero). Ndili ndi ulendo wautali woti ndipite koma nditha kuona kuti ndapita patsogolo. Permalink

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zolaula zimasokoneza malingaliro anu. Ndikudziwa chifukwa ndili komweko. Ndimaona kuti ndili ndekha komanso ndekha.

Ndikufuna kukhulupirira kuti pali thandizo. Kuti mwanjira inayake malingaliro anga atha kubwerera kudziko lomwe linali kale ndisanayambe kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula. Ndikufuna "akatswiri" asiye kundiuza kuti ndizabwino. Ndikufuna kuti anthu amve momwe ndimamvera kuti amvetsetse momwe zimakhalira.

Ndikumva ngati kugonana kwanga kwalandidwa ndipo mukudziwa chiyani? Zonse ndi vuto langa. Ndikufuna thandizo. Ndikungofuna kuti wina atsimikizire kuti ndizotheka kudzipulumutsa nokha ndikusiya zoyipa izi. Ndikanapereka chilichonse kuti ndibwerere zaka 3 zapitazo, ndikuphwanya pulogalamu yanga, ndikudziuza ndekha kuti zolaula zidzakusinthani.

Inu anyamata muyenera kuti munandiwona. Ndinkateteza zolaula mpaka kufa! Ndinkakhulupirira chilichonse chabwino chomwe katswiri ananena ndipo anthu atanena kuti ali ndi zizolowezi zolaula sindinakhulupirire. Sindinakhulupirire kuti zitha kukukhumudwitsani, kuyambitsa ED, kapena chilichonse chamtunduwu.

Tandiyang'anani tsopano, komabe. Ndi momwe ndimadziwira kuti zoyipa izi zimakusowetsani mtendere. Anthu ena mwina sangakhale ndi zotsatirapo, koma kwa ine, ndawona kusintha pang'ono komwe kumangopitilira pakapita nthawi ndipo sikunali kwabwino. Kugonana m'maloto anga kudayamba modabwitsa komanso kodabwitsa mpaka zaka za 3 izi. Ndimadana ndi maloto anga ambiri ogonana ndipo nthawi zina samamveka bwino. Ngati pali wina aliyense kunja uko yemwe angathandize kapena amene wapambana popanda fap, ndingakonde kumva izi.

Ndikumva ngati dziko lapansi, lomwe ndidali kale, likutsutsana ndi ine tsopano. Akatswiri azamisala samazindikira ngakhale mu DSM kotero kuti amachotsa mankhwala. Ndawona zolaula zamtundu uliwonse zomwe mungaganizire (popanda zinthu zosaloledwa) ndipo ndimamva ngati ndikauza wothandizira kuti andiuza kuti ndine wabwino kapena china, kapena zachinyengo zamatsenga kuti ndakhala choncho nthawi yonseyi ndipo sindimadziwa.

Ndikudziwa yemwe ndiri, chomwe ndi chinthu chimene anthu amatenga zaka kuti azindikire, ndipo izi si ine. Ndikusowa maloto anga pamene iwo amamvetsa, ndikusowa zonse zokhudza yemwe ndinalipo ndisanafike polemetsa kwambiri. Ndiloleni ine mu njira yolondola ya fapstronauts. Ndiuzeni kuti pali chiyembekezo chenicheni pa izi.

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Zaka 35 - feteleza zoopsa, DE & ED, kusowa chibwenzi

Amavutikanso ndi malingaliro okhudzana ndi kugonana chifukwa cha zaka zolaula tsiku lililonse. Ulendo wanga unali azimayi opanda pake -> kugonana molunjika -> zinthu zovuta -> feteleza zochititsa manyazi. Zithunzizi zatha kwathunthu zomwe zili zodabwitsa.

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Ndili pafupi masiku 200 zolaula komanso maliseche kwaulere, ndipo ndachiritsidwa pa izi. Ndinkakonda kuwona zoyipa zodwala. Zithunzi zolaula za ana, makanema azunzo, kuzunza, kudzicheka, kudwala momwe zingakhalire, ndipo sindikukayika m'maganizo mwanga kuti ndikapanda kulowa NoFap, zaka 10 kuchokera pano ndikadapanga malingaliro awa anawona zenizeni. Ndinakonzekeranso kangapo konse, komwe ndimamanga kanyumba kanga, momwe kubedwa kungachitike, zomwe ndimachita kwa ozunzidwa.

Pafupifupi tsiku la 70 kapena 80 la NoFap, ndinazindikira kuti lingaliro lochita zinthu zonsezi silinandipatse chisangalalo chogonana (sindinandipangitse kuganiza bwino). Ndidakali wozizira kwambiri, koma kwa miyezi 3-4 yapitayi sindinaganizepo zochita izi, chifukwa ma dopamine receptors anga ndi ofooka kachiwiri, ndipo sindikufuna malingaliro otere kuti ndiwathandize, kungoganiza zogonana ndi mkazi ndikoposa momwe ndikufunira. Permalink

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Ndinayamba ulendo wanga wa fap ndili ndi zaka 13-14yr ndikuwonera pulogalamu yakale ya Grizzly Adams TV. Aliyense ngati ndinu wamkulu mokwanira mukudziwa kuti a Dan Haggerty omwe ali ndi ndevu zazikulu ndiomwe adasewera. Ndinali kudzipukuta ndekha osadziwa nkomwe zomwe ndimachita mpaka pomwe pamalungo pamakhala vuto ndipo dziko langa lidasintha. Kuyambira tsiku lomwelo ndinali wokonda kuseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse. Ndinkakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zithunzi za amuna azilevu kuti ndiziseweretsa maliseche. Ngakhale sindinkafuna kukhala ndi amunawa, ndinkachita chidwi ndi ndevuzo. Ndinali wosungulumwa kusukulu yasekondale ndimanyazi kwambiri kukhala ndi atsikana, komanso wopanda nzeru. Ndinakhutitsidwa bwino mdziko langa lokhala ndi anthu ochepa. Izi ndizakale kwambiri intaneti. Chifukwa chake zinali zithunzi zamagazini za amuna okhala ndi ndevu, osatinso amaliseche, popeza sindinasamale za maliseche. Ndimalota ndikukhala bambo wandevu, osati ndi iye.

Intaneti itangofika ndikulowa m'malo ochezera ndinayamba kukambirana ndi amuna ogonana amuna okhaokha za ndevu zawo popeza anyamata owongoka kwambiri adazimitsidwa ndi mafunso anga. Ndipo ndipamene ndidalowa mdziko lachiwerewere. Ndidazindikira kuti pali amuna onse ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha akumeta tsitsi. Panthawiyi ndinali nditakwatiwa ndi mayi wokongola yemwe adadziwa za fetus wanga. Tinaganiza kuti zitha kuwongoleredwa. Sindinadziwe kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kungawononge ine ndi banja langa. Ndinapitilizabe kuseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse kamodzi kapena kangapo, ndikupanga. Ndinakonzekera bwino kwambiri kuti ndikhoze kudzipulumutsa ndekha kwa maola ambiri ndikukhala ndi ziphuphu popanda kubwera.

Komabe pamene nthawi ya kugonana ndi mkazi wanga idafika, ndinathera. Zinakhala zopweteka kuyesa ndikusunga maganizo a ndevu za ndevu m'maganizo mwanga pamene ndikugonana naye. Ngakhale kuti ndimamukonda, ubongo wanga unaphunzitsidwa kuyang'ana ndevu osati thupi lake. Izi zinapitirira mpaka 2012 pamene anali atakwanitsa ndipo anandisiyanitsa pambuyo pa zaka 20 zaukwati! Ndinasokonezeka kwambiri! Ngakhale kuti ndayesa kuvala woyera ndikusiya zakale, sindinapindulepo.

Atapereka chisudzulo mu Okutobala 2012, ndidati ndikwanira. Ndinasiya kuseweretsa maliseche pa Okutobala 26, 2012. Ndipo pa Disembala 28 2012 adamasulidwa ku zokopa za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha.

Izi zanditsogolera ku positiyi. Ndimakondabe ndevu, ngakhale sizogonana ndipo sindilakalaka kuti ndiziyang'ana. Komabe, kamodzi pakanthawi, ndikawona ndevu zabwino, ndimayamba kulimba. Sindiyenera kulingalira za kusakula chifukwa palibe chikhumbo, koma kukonzekera kumandidodometsa. Ndikuyembekeza kuyanjananso ndi mkazi wanga. Ndipo ndadzipeza ndekha ndikulota thupi lake ndikudzuka mwamphamvu! Zomwe sizinachitikepo m'mbuyomu. Koma funso langa kwa inu omwe muli ndi ziwalo za thupi. Ndimawona ndevu tsiku ndi tsiku. Sindikutenganso chithunzi m'maganizo mwanga ndikunyamula. Koma ndi chiyani ndi zojambulazo? Pepani chifukwa cha positi yayitali. Ndikukhulupirira zimathandiza wina. http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/2qy9s7/365_days/

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PIED CURED PAMENE ZINTHU ZA 3 !!!

O, komanso timitengo tating'onoting'ono tomwe takhala tikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zaka zambiri (kutsokomola… ma shemales…) apita !!!

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Porn zandichititsa kuti ndikhale wopusa

Ndine 29 ndipo sindinaganizepo za atsikana achichepere m'njira yogonana, nthawi yonse yakukula kwanga. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikukopeka ndi amphaka, abulu komanso mawonekedwe achikazi, ndipo sindimamvetsa momwe munthu wogonana angakoperere ana. Miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndidayamba kuwonera makanema aku Youtube azaka zosakwana 18, komabe atsikana achiwerewere akuvina, kuvina moseketsa ndi zina zambiri, osatinso zolaula, koma ndizosavuta. Izi ndi zonyansa kwathunthu, koma si zachilendo m'malingaliro mwanga chifukwa atsikana ali okhwima mwakuthupi mozungulira 15-16, ndipo ngakhale sitingavomereze, amuna amakopeka ndi atsikana a msinkhu uwu.

Monga momwe mungaganizire, Pali chikhalidwe chonse cha Youtube choperekedwa kumakanema achigololo a atsikana achichepere. Pambuyo pake, ndinatsogozedwa kuyambira azaka 15 kupita kwa atsikana 12, 10, 8 azaka zakubadwa akuvina ma bikini ndi manyazi otere. Ndinakhumudwa ndi khalidwe langa. Sindinkaganiza konse zakuti ndichite zoterezi m'zaka zanga za 15 + zikukula. Kodi ndine munthu ameneyo? Zoyipa zomwe zimakwera kwa atsikana ang'onoang'ono, ndipo pamapeto pake kodi mulungu amadziwa zina? Ndinadziwa kuti panali china chake cholakwika mu ubongo wanga. Uyu sanali ine ayi.

Panali nthawi ino nditapeza nofap. Ndinazindikira kuti zomwe zinali kuchitika zinali zokakamizidwa ndi dopamine pazinthu zachilendo. Ubongo wanga udawotchedwa chifukwa chokwera kwa azimayi achikulire, chisangalalo komanso zachilendo za atsikana achichepere ndizo zomwe dopamine yanga idasokoneza bongo pambuyo pake. Sindikukhulupirira kuti iyenera kufika pamenepo, koma ndi zomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndizindikire ndikuzindikira kuwonongeka kwa zolaula ndi maliseche zomwe zimakhudza malingaliro anga. Ndasiya PMO kwa masabata a 2 tsopano, ndipo sindikukonzekera kubwerera. Ngati muli pa mpanda wa nofap, tengani kwa ine, mukudziwononga nokha. Muyenera kuyima nthawi isanathe.

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Akazi samatsutsanso - ndi okongola m'njira zambiri. Poyamba ndinkangokhalira kuda nkhawa ndi mtundu umodzi koma nditasiya umunthu wanga wamtundu wina, ndimapeza kuti mafuko ambiri ndiabwino. https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/age-25-marriage-is-better-than-ever-brain-fog-gone-improved-sleep-huge-motivation/

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Zaka 26 - ED & kukwera kuzinthu zoyipa kwenikweni: Sizimandithandizanso.

Sindimaganiziranso zogonana, ndipo malingaliro ogonana ndi amuna ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, atsikana achichepere (13/14), mitembo, ndi zinthu zina zoyipa sizinditembenukiranso. Ichi ndiye chinthu chachikulu kwambiri kusintha.

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Anthu amandiyatsa, osati zithunzi zapa kompyuta. Kusasangalatsa pagulu - kwapita. Mphamvu zambiri

Sindimayambitsidwanso zolaula. Mutha kundiwonetsa zolaula zotentha kwambiri zomwe ndapanga ndipo ndimangoseka. Kwambiri. Zomwezi ndimatumba anga onse komanso zovuta zanga. Zovala zamkati, minofu, abs, mikono, zithunzi zopanda malaya. Atapita. Zinthu izi sizimanditembenukiranso ndipo zimamveka zodabwitsa. Zomwe zimandipangitsa masiku ano: anthu enieni. Anthu. Osati zithunzi zowonekera pakompyuta.

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Zovuta? Kodi MO ndi PMO zimakhaladi zenizeni zosiyana ndi zomwe zimakuukitsani? (Kumverera mwachiyembekezo)

Sindikukhulupirirabe? Ndikuwoneka kuti ndili ndi vuto loti "ndikhale mkazi" pa zolaula koma ndikamapewa zolaula, ndikakhala kuti ndikuwoneka kocheperako panthawi ya MOing komanso zochepa m'moyo weniweni ... kodi ndizotheka? Ndikutanthauza kuti ndakhala ndikulunjika kuzinthu zowongoka ndipo mwina ndikadakhalabe MO kwa mwana koma ngati zinthu zowongoka za vanila zimakopa kwambiri ndikamasiya PMOing ... kumapeto kwanga PMO sanatengere feteleza ngakhale sanandidzutse muzimva kukopa konse kuti mupite.

Nchifukwa chiyani mukuganiza kuti ndi momwe zilili? Mmodzi angatsutsane ndi kamwana kake koma ndichifukwa chiyani zimangomveka zokondweretsa pamene mukuganiza kuti simukungoganizira chabe?

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Ndilibe matumba osadziwika achilendo panonso!

Choyambitsa chenjezo. Pomwe ndimakonda zolaula ndimakhala ndi timagulu tambiri tomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi abwinobwino koma angapo anali osokoneza ……

Ndisanayambe nofap ndimakonda zolaula kawiri patsiku ndipo kukoma kwanga kumangosintha pazaka zambiri. Ndinachoka pa zolaula >> zolaula za akazi okhaokha >> zolaula zolaula >> bigfaketitsporn >> kuzama >> slappedandbeatedaroundporn >> pissporn >> scatporn >> shemaleporn >>> etc.etc.etc - kapena kuphatikiza zonse pamwambapa… ndinalidi Wonyansidwa ndi ambiri amtunduwu koma ndimafunikira zinthu zowopsa komanso zodabwitsa kuti ndikhalebe woukitsidwa ... kotero ndinasiya zolaula ndikuyamba nofap

Sindinayang'ane zolaula kuyambira mu February watha ndipo ndikutha kunena kuti sindikulakalakanso feteleza. Zinanditengera miyezi 4 kuti ndichotse ziwalo zanga 'zopepuka' ndi miyezi 6 kuti ndichotsere chilichonse chomwe sindinakonde.

Chimene ndikuchifuna tsopano? kukhala ndi mtsikana amene ndimamukonda. kumpsompsona iye, kumukumbatira iye, ndi kumamukonda iye.

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Ndikuganiza kuti ndikuyamba kukonzanso ubongo wanga.

Ndakhala ndikumasuka ku zolaula pafupifupi miyezi 6 tsopano. Ndadulanso kwambiri ndikukula, koma sindinaimitse kwathunthu. Ndinganene kuti tsopano ndimatha kanayi pa 4 pa sabata, pomwe kale ndikadakhala kuti ndikadachita 3-4 patsiku kwambiri.

Kusiya zolaula kumawoneka ngati chinthu chofunikira kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti ndazindikira izi kwakanthawi, koma sabata yatha isanakwane ndidayamba kulingalira za izi: ndikafika posachedwa, sindimaganizira zazomwe ndimakonda, koma ndimangoyang'ana zomverera. Mwanjira ina sindikuganiza mtundu wina wazochedwa, ndipo zimamveka bwino kwambiri.

Ndinawerenga kwinakwake kuti chinthu chodziwika bwino chosiya zolaula ndikuti pamapeto pake mudzabwerera kuzakonda zanu zakale zokhudzana ndi kugonana, ndipo zidachitikanso ndi ine. Chilichonse chomwe ndawonapo pa zolaula sichimanditembenukiranso, ndimasinthidwa ndi 'zomwe ndimayenera' kutsegulidwa. Ndikusiyani zitsanzo, koma zinthu zonse zomwe ndikutseguka pakadali pano, ndi zomwe ndimakonda ndili mwana, ndisanapeze zolaula.

Kwa anyamata / atsikana omwe adasiya zolaula, apatseni nthawi. Ubongo wanu ubwerera kuzinthu zakale / zachilengedwe pomalizira pake!

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90days - Kink inayake yomwe ndidadya mokhulupirika kwa zaka 5 +, ndikukhulupirira kuti inali gawo langa, yasowa kwambiri. Osaganizira

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Ndangomaliza kuchotsa zojambula zanga zonse za 500 GB.

Ndipo zosunga zanga zolaula zidasintha. Ndinayamba kuzilemba zilembo ndili ndimavidiyo pafupifupi 100 kapena apo. Daphne Rosen 1. Daphne Rosen 2. Isis Chikondi 10, Isis Chikondi 11, etc. Poyamba anali nyenyezi zolaula, ndi zingapo zochitikazo. Koma pamene zaka zinkadutsa, ndipo zosonkhanitsazo zinakula, ndinayambanso kuzigawa, chifukwa gonzo sakanachitanso. Ndinawonjezera chopereka choyambira choyamba. Tawnee Stone, Jordan Capri, ndi ena. Atsikana omwe ndimakonda ndili ndi zaka 18-19 anali osangalatsanso. Ndipo iwo sanali. Chifukwa chake ndidawonjezera chopereka chatsopano chofewa. Kenako Hentai. Ndiye Osewera. Kenako KINK / BDMS. Kenako kumenya / kumenya. Kenako Futa / Shemales. Kenako posachedwa, ngakhale sindinawonjezeko chopereka, ndimayang'ana zolaula. Osati chifukwa ndidawapeza akudzutsa; Ine sindiri. Sindimakopeka ndi amuna. Ndinaziyang'ana chifukwa ndinali nditatopa. Zinali ngati, ndili pano, 28, ndipo ndawonapo zolaula zonse pa intaneti kwenikweni, kotero ndikhozanso kuyang'ana zolaula.

Ndikuganiza kuti inali nthawi yomwe mbewu idabzalidwa muubongo wanga yomwe idandiuza kuti 'izi zasokonekera kwambiri, muyenera kusiya izi'. Zachidziwikire sindinatero nthawi imeneyo, koma ndatero usikuuno. Chifukwa chiyani? Sindikudziwa.

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Zaka 24 - Zoyenda zazitali zapita, Zolimba zolimbitsa thupi, Zoganiza zopanga chikondi osati kungogonana

Ndinkakonda kukhala ndi phazi lolimba, lomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndilofala kwambiri pakati pa anthu omwe amachita zolaula. Ndinkakonda kuwona mapazi azimayi ngati openga kulikonse komwe ndikupita. Pambuyo poletsa zolaula kufunika koyang'ana mapazi ochuluka kunangosowa. Ndimayamikirabe kukongola kwa gawo la thupi la akazi, koma osati munjira yopenga ija.

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Chaka Chatsopano Chaulere! KOMA… zongopeka zidakali zotopetsa.

Chifukwa chake kutulutsa zolaula kwa ine sikunali vuto kwenikweni. Popeza momwe malingaliro anga anali omveka bwino malingaliro anga angalimbikitsidwe ndikukumbukira zolaula, komanso zizolowezi zophunzitsidwa ndi ma kinks ndi fetish omwe angopangidwa kumene. Ndinasiya kuseweretsa maliseche kwakanthawi. Ndinataya zibwenzi za "porny", ndipo ndinapanga abwenzi omwe anali ndi mwayi ndi mtsikana wamba, wapafupi naye vibe. Komabe kugonana kwanga ndi maliseche zimatha kukhala zolaula ndipo sindingadziwe kuti kugonana kwanga konse komanso chidziwitso chokhudzana ndi kugonana chimachokera ku zolaula ndipo zimangondipweteka. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingaphunzirire zina mwa izi. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingayang'anire mnzanga ndikulumikizana ndi iye monga ine ndekha osaganizira zolaula zomwe zikuchitika. Ndikulingalira ndikungoyang'ana upangiri wothana ndi malingaliro omwe akundivutitsabe.

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Zovuta kwambiri zimangobwera ngakhale kusokoneza ubongo wanga nkomwe. Wina aliyense?

Chodabwitsa ndichakuti, nditayamba NoFap, ndazindikira kuti sindimaganiziranso za zifanizo ndi malingaliro omwe adandivutitsa kale. Ndinaganiza kuti kutulutsa malingaliro anga azakudwala awa ndikadakhala chinthu chovuta kwambiri kuthana nacho ... koma ndizofanana ndikumverera kwa "zamanyazi bwanji ... ndinkafuna zopanda pake kuti ndichoke ???? WTF man! ??!?! "".

Chiwonetsero chabe, koma chosangalatsa. Nkhani zofanana zofanana?

KuyamikiraGuy

Zanga zakula mofulumira. Ndimakonda kwambiri.

travisflepper

Ndapeza chinthu chimodzi chomwe NoFap chimachita bwino ndikuchepetsa malingaliro opambana. Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula zambiri ndikuchita maliseche nthawi zambiri koma tsopano ndizomwe palibe amene akudziwa / zilibe kanthu

thambo

Ndaonanso kusintha kumeneku! Zolingalira zanga kuti ndichite masewera zakhala chete. Ndizosangalatsa kuti sindimakhala kapolo kwa iwo.

Teebone19

Inde ndi ayi. Pachiyambi changa choyamba ndikugwiritsidwa ntchito mobwerezabwereza ndipo izi sizinathandize ndi zithunzi za flashback, nthawi ino sindikuwongolera ndipo ndikuthandiza kwambiri.

MalotoGoneBy

mmwamba, sindimaganiziranso za aliyense wa iwo.

wosatha_idiot

Eeh, izi zandichitikiranso.

Moona mtima, milungu ingapo yoyambirira, anali akadalipo. Koma pakapita nthawi ndakhala ndikupeza zachilendo zambiri pazokonda zanga zogonana. Nditawona izi, zidandipangitsa kuzindikira kuti ndadutsa milungu ingapo osaganizira zazomwe ndimakonda kwambiri ndili PMO'ing.

coolrelax822

Momwemonso paulendo wanu! Masiku 50 ndichabwino kwambiri. Zabwino zonse! Zodabwitsa kuti "masabata" apita, osati mphindi, kapena masekondi ngakhale!

AgentCC

Inde, zonsezi ndizokhudza zolaula zomwe zimapangitsa kuti tisakhale ndi vuto. Mukapanda kukopeka ndi zinthu zambiri, mumayamba kuzindikira zinthu zoyipa kwambiri m'moyo.

b0n3r666

Zanga zandifikira kwa ine, koma osati kwambiri. Ndimasangalalabe ndikaganizira za iwo ndipo ndikufunitsitsa kuti apite

redroserade

Chomwechonso kuno. Pomwe zikuchepa, ndimapezabe imodzi nthawi ndi nthawi, ndikusokoneza malingaliro anga, nthawi zambiri ndikafuna kuganiza yankho la
vuto.

Mwamwayi, ngakhale kuti amapanga zinthu zosangalatsa kumusi uko, ndimatha kuzindikira ndi kupha malingaliro oipa ngati amenewa mu masekondi.

coolrelax822

Ndinaganiza kuti sindidzakumananso ndi mkazi yemwe angavomereze kuchita zomwe zolaula zanga zidanditsogolera. Ngakhale patsiku, ndimadzifunsa kuti, "Ndikudabwa ngati msungwanayu sangakhale ndi A, B kapena C, zomwe zimamasulira kukhala zazikulu, zoyipa, komanso zazikulu kwambiri. Ndizophimbidwa bwanji?

Zachidziwikire, ndikumayambiriro kwa ulendo wanga wa NoFap, koma ndimangowona zinthu zikuwonjezeka poyerekeza, koma ndine wokonzeka kuvomereza kusintha kulikonse ndikusintha kwa NoFap, komwe ndimawona ntchito yayikulu kwambiri yomwe ndadzichitira ndekha .

rhosgobel95

eya, ndakhala ndikumverera kumeneko. Zoterezi ndikufuna kusiya ntchitoyi, koma ndikuopa kusiya chikhumbo chochita ntchitoyi.

Zomwe ndikuphunzira ndikuti, monga cholembera choyambirira, zoterezi zimasungunuka ndikamakhudzidwanso ndi moyo wanga, ndipo ndiyenera kukhala ndi chikhulupiriro kuti apitilirabe ndi nthawi.

Ndikuganiza kuti pakubwereranso, omwewo amabwerera, koma tsiku la 18 sindimaganiziranso za zingwe zomwe ndinali nazo posachedwa.

ndikaganiza mozama za izi, ndikuganiza ndikuti tidayika kale zambiri pazithunzi ndi zithunzizo pokhala gwero la "chipulumutso", ndipo tidayamba kuganiza kuti ndiomwe tili. Zachidziwikire, zimawonetsa zina zakudziwika kwathu (pali zifukwa zomwe ndimakopeka ndi ziweto zomwe ndili nazo).

Ndizomwe zimandivuta: kuwalola kuti apite chifukwa zimawoneka ngati akundizindikira, pomwe kwenikweni ali gawo laling'ono kwambiri. Kuledzera kwanga kunanditsimikizira kuti zokhumba zanga ndizo zonse zomwe ndinali - mwachitsanzo zonse zomwe ndinali, chinali chinthu chomwe chimafuna izi. Chifukwa chake kuwalola kuzimiririka poyamba kumadzimva ngati imfa.

Ndikuganiza kuti zina mwa izo, ndikuti pamene tilibe malo ogulitsira ena ndikusowa kulumikizana kwenikweni (ambiri mdera lathu amatsutsidwa ndi "kulumikizana kwenikweni!"), Ndiye kufunika kwa mtundu wa "squishes kunja mozungulira m'mbali "ngati fetish, ndipo timamva ngati tikukumana ndi anzathu tikakumana ndi munthu wamamuna yemweyo. Chifukwa chake timayamba kuganiza za feteleza zathu podziwonetsera kwathunthu chifukwa sitikudziwa momwe tingafotokozere mwanjira iliyonse yapadera.

Tacomanarrows

Inde, kwathunthu. Nthawi zonse ndikatha mlungu umodzi nofap kufewa kwa milomo ya mkazi wanga kumayamba kundiyendetsa ... Palibe nkhope zazikulu za anal gangbang zofunika.

skinisblackmetallic

Ndinganene kuti ndazindikira kuti malingaliro anga ndiwowoneka bwino kuposa kale ndipo ndimangoganiza zochepa, ndiye zabwino.

coolrelax822

Ndine wokondwa kuwona kuti positiyi idakopa chidwi chambiri. Ndinkayembekezera kumva mbali zosiyanasiyana za izi. Ndisanasiye kukopeka konse, ndinakhala movutikira kwa mwezi umodzi wolunjika, kuganiza kuti iyi inali njira yothetsera ED wanga…Ndinadziuza ndekha kuti “ngati sindikhala ndi orgasm, ndili bwino! Nditha kuwona atsikana otentha akuwombera mkaka kuchokera ku a@@es zawo zonse zomwe ndikufuna!"….ugh! rhosgobel95 imakhudzanso chikhalidwe cha malingaliro "osungunuka" ngati sanasunthidwe kwakanthawi.

Pofuna kuthana ndi chirichonse, kuphunzira za ubongo, ndi kukhala nthawi yochuluka pa NoFap, komanso YBOP yathandizira kwambiri. Ndi gulu lapadera la anthu! Kuwoneka nsanamira ngati izi kumawoneka ndi kolimbikitsa komanso kukulimbikitsa!

N'zomvetsa chisoni kuti zina mwazinthu zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito popita, m'maganizo mwanga, zikanakhala zochititsa manyazi kwambiri kuti ndifotokoze munthu amene angakhale naye pachibwenzi. Ndinkavutika ndi izi zambiri. Ndinaganiza kuti sindingathe kukwanitsa zokhudzana ndi zibwenzi izi m'moyo weniweni, ndipo ngati ndikanachita, ndingakhale ndichisangalalo / kukwaniritsidwa? Zotsatira zake zingathe kuwononga maganizo! Panalibe sing'anga wodala !!!

cjdmass

Iwo sanapite, koma salinso kundiletsa ine momwe iwo ankakonda. Ndimaganizirabe za iwo tsiku ndi tsiku, koma ndimatha kuwakankhira m'maganizo mwanga.

Ndimasunga zala zanga kuti zizipitirira kumbuyo kumasiku otsatirawa a 60

Agent1407

Akuzimiririka chifukwa simukuzikonda izi. Zokonda zathu zidakulirakulira kutengeka kwambiri ndi malingaliro osangalatsa omwe sitimasangalala nawo kunja kwadziko lapansi lokongola. Amatha ndi nthawi, koma samalani. Kuchokera pa zomwe ndakumana nazo, kubwereranso zolaula ndizomwe kumabweretsa kubweza zonse.

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M'masiku 100 awa # 1 chinthu chomwe ndapeza kuti chasintha chomwe ndikuthokoza kwambiri ndichakuti sindimakondanso zolaula zonyansa. Nditakhala wokonda PMO ndimayang'ana masamba obisika omwe ndingapeze ndipo sindinasamale kuti atsikanawo anali ndani kapena anali kuthana ndi mavuto otani.

Ndinkafuna kuona ziwalo zawo zitatsekedwa, ndikufuna kuti ndiwamve akufuula. Ndinkafuna kuti ndiwone amuna omwe ali ndi zibwenzi zazikulu komanso akazi akulowetsedwa ndi amuna a 3-4 mwakamodzi. Ndinali mwana wodwala. Ine ndinali ngakhale ndikuganiza za kuchita zinthu izi ndekha. Kuledzeretsa kunali kolimba kuposa momwe ndimaganizira ndipo kunali kupotoza ndi kulamulira malingaliro anga.

Tsopano patangotha ​​masiku 100 ndili oyera. Ndimakonda akazi mmalo mowasilira. Ndikufuna kuwona akazi achimwemwe okhala ndi miyoyo yokwaniritsidwa. Ndikufuna kuwona nkhope zawo ndi ma curve awo. Ndikufuna kuwona maso awo akuwala ndikudziwa kuti akupita kwawo ndikugona mosangalala usiku ndi mwamuna wachikondi.

Masiku 100 - Nditakhala wokonda PMO ndimayang'ana masamba omwe nditha kupeza

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Ine (komanso anthu ambiri omwe ali mgawoli ndili ndi chitsimikizo) ndili ndi PMO'd kuonera zolaula zomwe zili kunja kwa zomwe tikufuna m'moyo weniweni. Koma tafika mpaka pansi pabowo la kalulu zolaula zomwe zomwe tinkakonda kupitako sizikugwiranso ntchito. Chifukwa chake zimatha kuchoka pazithunzi zazovala zamkati kupita pachimake chofewa mpaka pachimake kwa mitundu yonse yazithunzithunzi.

Kusiya PMO kungakuthandizeni kumvetsetsa zomwe mumakonda/kukupangitsani kusangalala poyerekeza ndi zomwe mumakonda kuti musangalale nazo.

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Ndinapeza kuti ndimakopeka ndi akazi achikulire. Mwamwayi sizinakhale za agogo aakazi, koma nditadzipeza ndekha ndili wachisoni, ndidaganiza zofufuza chifukwa chake zili zonse. Zimaganiziridwa kuti mutha kukhala ndi chilakolako chogonana ngati mumachigwiritsa ntchito nthawi zonse mukamakula. Magazini yanga yokhayo yolaula pa nthawi yotha msinkhu inkatchedwa "Playdames" ndipo munali azimayi achikulire okha. Ndikuganiza kuti ndipamene ndimakonda akazi achikulire.

Choncho ngati zolaula zomwe mumapeza muzaka za msinkhu wanu zimatanthauzira kukoma mtima kwanu m'tsogolo. Ndiye muyenera kudabwa ndi zotsatira za zolaula za intaneti m'maganizo a achinyamata lero. Zimanenedwa kuti zikuwonjezereka kwambiri komanso zosasangalatsa. Kodi achinyamata akuwona izi ngati zachizolowezi? Kodi ndizolaula zolaula pa intaneti zitipatsa ife?

Ndinayamba kupeŵa kulingalira za zolaula za miyezi 2 muvuto langa chifukwa zimawoneka kuti mwina zingabwezeretse zabwino zomwe ndimafuna kupeza. Zotsatira zake ndapeza kuti ndikuganiza za masamba / azimayi omwe ndimakonda kuwachezera alibe tanthauzo lililonse kwa ine. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ubongo wanga sukugwirizananso masamba ndi zithunzizi ndi chisangalalo chogonana. Zomwe ndizabwino kwambiri zomwe ndimayesera kuchita poyamba. … Zikuwonekeratu kwa ine kuti ndine wosangalala kwambiri tsopano kuposa kale.

https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-1/1-year-my-wife-and-i-have-a-much-more-active-and-passionate-sex-life/

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Kulimbana ndi 'fetish' ndipo zikuwononga moyo wanga: Kodi pali amene adakumana ndi zoterezi?

Kutsika kunayamba ndi zinthu zofewa, pang'onopang'ono kumatsikira kuzowonjezera mpaka pano pomwe zili pamalo odabwitsa kwambiri. Zanditengera zaka zingapo kuti ndifike pano, ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi khumi ndi zisanu ndi zitatu, ndipo izi zakhala zikundivutitsa chaka chatha koma sindinathe kumenya.

Mfundo yotsika pamapeto pake idatha ndi ine ndikufufuza craigslist. Tsoka ilo ndakhala ndikuwona zolaula za "sissy" kapena makanema a "hypno". Izi kwa ine zimawoneka ngati zidapangidwa kuti zizolowera, makamaka maziko onse okopa makanemawa ndikuti kuledzera ndikusintha ndikutengera.

Ndimapeza kutchuka kwa "fetish" uyu modetsa nkhawa kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti mzere wopemphako ndiwosokonekera mwachisawawa, zomwe ndidaziwerenga patsamba lina pa reddit.

Mpaka pano izi zakhudza kwambiri moyo wanga: Ndagonana ndi amuna pa craigslist, izo zimachepetsa ulemu wanga, ndipo zimatsutsana ndi umunthu wanga wamunthu ndi mawonekedwe omwe kwenikweni ndikufuna kusunga ndipo ngati pali chirichonse chomwe chingandithandize mu chikhalidwe changa.

Izi zandipangitsa kukhala ndi mavuto kutsata atsikana amoyo omwe ndimawadziwa bwino komanso ndimakhala nawo bwino ngati anthu, chifukwa ngati zinthu zinagonana ndimamva ngati ndasokonezeka kuti ndigwire bwino ntchito.

Ndayesa NoFap, koma ndikafika masiku pafupifupi 7 kapena 8, ndimayamba kuyankha zotsatsa pa craigslist popeza sindingathe kumasulidwa. Izi zimapangitsa chilichonse kukhala choipa. Sindinakhalepo wotsimikiza za kugonana kwanga kwa chaka chimodzi, komabe ndikudziwa ndisanayambe kuonera zolaula ndinali wolunjika. Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto la NoFap, ndikuganiza chifukwa kupatula nkhaniyi ndine munthu wosangalala komanso wodalirika.

Chifukwa chake ndimakhala ndikudabwa ngati wina angafotokozere kapena kukumana ndi zomwezi, ndipo ngati zili bwino? Kodi ndidzatha kubwerera ku 'chizolowezi' ndikutha kutsatira mwayi waubwenzi womwe ulipo pamoyo wanga?

MrChingChing masiku 315

Hei munthu, ndikudziwa mitundu yonse yazithunzithunzi kunja uko ndipo ndimakulirakulira mwachangu ndikufufuza zinthu zosavomerezeka (Palibe ana koma ndikutanthauza, pali zinthu zovuta kunja uko zomwe ndi 'illega' m'maiko ena koma zololedwa mwa ena) mulimonse, ndikudziwa Zitha kumverera zoyipa kwambiri ndipo zimawononga kugonana kwanu.

Koma chifukwa chakuti kugonana kwanu kwawonongeka sizitanthauza kuti sikungachiritsidwe. Zanga zakhala zikuchiritsa tsiku lililonse ndipo moona mtima zandithandizira kuposa mankhwala, abwenzi, abale, komanso zaka 10 zamankhwala, kusiya zolaula kumathandiziradi! Mungamve kuti ndizosatheka, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndizosatheka kusiya zolaula mpaka kuganiza zodzipha komanso kudzipha, koma ndizotheka, ndipo ngati kukhumudwa kwanu kwakhala ngati kwanga kapena koipitsitsa, pali chiyembekezo ndipo musaiwale kutero kumbukirani kuti.

Sindinakhalepo wotsimikiza za kugonana kwanga

Pano pali chinthu chimodzi chomwe sindimadziwa chomwe chinandithandiza pang'ono apo: Anthu omwe amawona zolaula zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha amachita izi chifukwa cha zokopa zonse ndipo ngakhale opanga amavomereza kuti makamaka ndi omvera owongoka amtundu wamtunduwu, ndimaganiza Ndikadakhala kuti ndimakonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha koma ndizachinyengo kwambiri.

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Inde, bwenzi lake lenileni .. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndikusiya chinthu ichi poyamba. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndili ndi 10 ndipo ndimakulitsa mitundu patangopita miyezi ingapo. Ndidayamba kukhala wachiwerewere m'miyezi ingapo yoyambira mpaka kumatako mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 14 ndidayamba fetish yomwe idakwera mpaka kumapeto kwa Januware 2012 pomwe ndidapeza yourbrainonporn.com. Izi zinali zoyipa chifukwa ndidagwira nawo kawiri kawiri m'moyo weniweni ndipo ndinali ndi zolimbikitsa zambiri kuti ndichitepo.

Ndisanapeze tsambalo ndimakhala ndikudzifunsa kuti chifukwa chiyani ndikutsegulidwa ndi zinthu zachilendozi. Chifukwa chiyani izi zikuchitika ndipo yankho ili lili kuti? Sindinapeze yankho kotero ndinali wopsinjika kwambiri ndipo ndinatayika.

Sindingathe kukufotokozerani momwe mankhwalawa adandichitikira ine kuposa amuna. Masiku ena ndimatha kuseweretsa maliseche mpaka 6x patsiku kuzinthu izi. Zinandibweretsera mavuto okwiya kwambiri. Sindingakhale ndi chidwi chochita chilichonse. Sindinadziwe chomwe chinali kuyang'ana mtsikana wokongola ndikumuyamikira.

Ndili wokondwa kwambiri tsopano chifukwa ndatha kuthana ndi vutoli ngakhale ndidabwerezabwereza kangapo pazaka izi za 2 ndipo zinali ngati ndinali kumoto. Koma mkuntho udadutsa ndipo ndizosiyana tsopano.

Inde, mutha kupambana izi ndikudzichiritsa. Izi zikuchokera kwa munthu yemwe wakhala akuyang'ana mitundu iyi kwa zaka 8 kuyambira zaka 10…. Sindinachiritsidwebe, ndikuganiza kuti vuto langa ndiloti ndiyenera kukhala pagulu ndikukhala ndi bwenzi la mwanjira ina kuti ndikhoze kuchira.

Bwino ndi kukhalabe olimba paulendo uno ngakhale kuti kukufikani.

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Ndizotheka kuchiritsa, koma zimatenga masiku opitilira 7-8. Gawo loyamba ndikuzindikira kuti simukufunika kumasulidwa patadutsa masiku 8. Chifukwa chake palibe chifukwa chopita ku PMO kapena Craigslist kapena kubzala patatha sabata. Chilichonse chofuna kutero ngati mukuchokera ku 'zolaula'.

M'malo mwake, thupi la munthu ndi makina ofanana. Idzazolowera mgwirizano watsopano ndipo zinthu sizikhala zosavuta, koma kuti mukafike kumeneko muyenera kupewa zolaula nthawi yoposa sabata.

Kuonjezerapo, kaya mungathe kuchita zovuta pamene mukusangalala ndi zolaula. Kwa ine, ndikuganiza kuti ndi ena ambiri, kuphuka kumangobwereza kwathunthu pa PMO.

knewlife

Moyo wanu wopatsa chidwi wadutsa zenizeni ndikukakumana ndi amuna. Samalani kwambiri. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikutsogolera azimayi - ndikadali choncho. Komabe, patatha zaka zingapo zolaula zolaula pa intaneti,

Ndinayamba kuyang'ana mavidiyo a BDSM (omwe akugwiritsidwa ntchito ndi amayi ndi abambo). Ndinaganiza kuti ndinali wokonzeka kukumana ndi mkazi ndi chikwapu m'moyo weniweni. Ndili ndi malingaliro achirendo pa chinthu chonsecho ndipo ndathandizidwa kumapeto komaliza. Patapita kanthawi ndinapatsa chilolezo kufunafuna mfumu koma sindinapeze mayankho. Ndatumizanso kachiwiri ndikusindikiza. Ndiye mnyamata anayankha. Zonse zomwe anali nazo zinali kukwapula. Izo zinkawoneka bwino ndipo ine ndinakumananso naye.

Chilichonse chinkayenda bwino nthawi yoyamba ndipo ndinaganiza kuti ndikambirane patapita miyezi ingapo. Pamene ndinamangirizidwa ndikupumula pa phazi, adandigwira. Osatetezedwa kwathunthu. Ine sindinatsutsane kotero panalibe kulimbikira kwanga pa mbali yanga. Koma sindinasangalale nazo. Ndinasiyidwa ndikudabwa momwe ndikupita ku gehena mumkhalidwe umenewu.

Ngati zolaula ndichinsinsi changa, ichi ndiye chachikulu. Sindikukhulupirira kuti ndikulemba izi. Mfundo ndi iyi: Palibe vuto kuyesa koma khalani otetezeka. Ndasiya zolaula kwathunthu (mwezi umodzi mpaka pano) ndipo musaziphonye. Ndinasowa maliseche ndipo sindinasiye. Ngati mutha kupita mwezi umodzi kapena kupitilira apo osakwezedwa pa intaneti, mudzakhala bwino. Luso lako ndi akazi likhala bwino ndipo mudzadzikonzanso pakapita nthawi. Zimakhala bwino… ingoyesani khama

kwathunthu

Nditangokhalira kumakhala ndi zibwenzi zofanana ndikuyamba kukayikira za kugonana kwanga, mwayi wanga ndi akazi wakhala woopsa kwa zaka zingapo ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti ndizofunikira kwambiri. koma ndimapanga mlungu umodzi ndikuyamba kugwira ntchito ndikumasula, komanso izi ndizopindulitsa kwambiri ndipo ndikuyenera kubwereza kuti ndisadzipangitse kuti ndisinthe. Ndikuyenera kubwerera pa webusaiti iyi ndikuchita chimodzimodzi ndikukhala ndi anthu omwe akukumana ndi nkhondo yomweyo. Ndi zomwe zikuchitika pakali pano ndi tsiku, zikomo pa positiyi ndendende zomwe ndimayenera kuwona ndikubweranso ndikuthokoza ma yankho anandithandiza zambiri lero

ItsJustNate

Ndili ndi vuto lolaula, ndipo ndimatha kumvetsetsa pafupifupi chilichonse chomwe munanena. Osakugwetsani pansi, pali anthu ambiri modabwitsa omwe akulimbana ndi zinthu zofananira.

Mukalola manyazi kukulekanitsani ndi ena mudzangobwerera ku zolaula. Ingodziwa kuti simunthu yemwe inu muli koma momwe zinthu zinachitikira kwa inu. Ndiwe wabwinobwino wodabwitsa, ndipo izi sizikutanthauza.

Tsopano pezani zolaula! Fap sabata iliyonse yopanda zolaula ngati izi zimathandiza, zimandithandiza ndithu !! Tangoganizirani zazing'ono zomwe mumafuna zinthuzo, ndipo mochuluka bwanji zikufanizidwa ndi chikondi chenicheni.

Inu mukhoza kuchita izo. Khalani womasuka kwa PM, ine ndine 23 ndipo ndimamverera mofanana kwambiri ndi inu

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Mwamwayi mwazindikira kuti muli ndi vuto achinyamata - ndili ndi zaka 40 ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi izi nthawi yayitali kwambiri ndipo simukufuna kusokoneza moyo wanu momwe ndidasokonezera moyo wanga .

Zomwe mumakumana nazo zolaula ndi maubale ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha zimakhudza kwambiri - ndinganene kuti nawonso ndinali wowongoka, koma ndikudziwa kuti nditha kupeza "mphekesera" pambuyo poti ndachita mantha. Tangoganizirani kuti zili ngati kusamukira ku heroin pomwe udzu sukukuchitiraninso.

Palibe upangiri kwa inu - ndikutsata njira yomweyo ndipo ndili pa Tsiku 11 lokha - ndimangofuna kuti mudziwe kuti simuli nokha.

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Nditha kuzindikira kwathunthu. Zolota zathu zoyambitsa zomwe tili nazo sizofanana koma zimakhala zofanana. Zanga zonse ndi zongopeka / kubera malingaliro za atsikana (kuphatikiza mkazi wanga) nthawi zonse amafuna anyamata omwe ndi akulu kwambiri ndipo amakhala pachiwopsezo chonyenga nawo. Chifukwa chake ndizofanana chifukwa sizimangoyambitsa zilakolako zakugonana komanso kugonjera, komanso kudzichepetsa komanso kuchititsidwa manyazi (makamaka mgodi).

Ndimamva ngati ndikadakhala kutali ndi malingaliro ndi zithunzi zomwezi ndikhoza kukhala ndi moyo 'wabwinobwino' womwe sungakhudze moyo wanga weniweni ndipo silili vuto monga momwe malingaliro ena asinthira. Koma sindikutsimikiza komabe ndikupanga zoyesayesa zanga zoyambirira kuti ndidzichotse pazopeka. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndi mlandu wa tonsefe…

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sindimakonda zolaula "zanthawi zonse". ndimakonda kumwa zinthu zosokoneza ...

(mu Chingerezi changa chabwino)

Ndikumva ngati wotayika kwathunthu, zaka zingapo zapitazi ndimayesera kugonana koma nthawi iliyonse ndimakhala ndi mavuto akulu a ED. ndinayambiranso masiku 110 m'mbuyomu ndipo pamapeto pake ndidachita bwino ndi atsikana a 3 ndipo ndinali wokondwa kwambiri! koma chifukwa chodziletsa ndidayambiranso kwamasabata 6 molunjika…. osati zolaula koma zowoneka zodwala ngati zolaula, atsikana othawa, amuna ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, zachiwerewere komanso zinthu zina zosokoneza.

Tsopano ndikuyambiranso kachiwiri ndipo ED yanga ikuyambanso kukhala bwino, ndikuganiza kuti zitenga nthawi yochuluka kuchotsa ma fetus amenewa omwe sindimakonda !! ndikumverera ngati wotayika kwathunthu powonera / kukonda koma ndimisala ndikawona zinthu zotere zomwe dopamine yanga ndi libido zimadutsa padenga ndipo ndimakwiya kwambiri. zolaula sizimandichitira.

Ndikukhulupirira kuti kukoma kwanga kudzasintha ndikumverera kwachilendo ndipo sindidzawoneranso zolaula chifukwa zimandipatsa chilichonse.
amavomereza.

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Zotsatira za Zolaula

Unali mtundu womaliza womwe ndinalowa ndisanazindikire kuti linali vuto. Ndipo sizinali zolaula zokhazokha, zinali zovuta kwambiri monga kusungunuka, kudzisunga, kukakamizidwa, ngakhalenso AB / DL cuckolding - zinthu zowonongera kwenikweni. Panthawiyo ndinali nditakhala PIED kwazaka zambiri, ndipo sindinkaganiza kuti ndikhale ndi PIV weniweni kwa nthawi yayitali chifukwa ndinali nditakulirakulira kwa dopamine nthawi ikamapita.

Mwamwayi madandaulo azinthuzo akhala akuchoka, komabe muyenera kusamala. Ndinayambiranso zolaula masiku 19 apitawo ndipo ndipamene ndinathera chifukwa popanda izo, palibe erection. Pewani zolaula ndi zolaula kwakanthawi ndipo zimatha. Kubwereranso komaliza (MO kokha) sabata yapitayo kunali kungomverera kokha. Simunafune zinthuzo patatha milungu ingapo mulibe.

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Ndine wachiwerewere, koma ndakhala ndikuwonera makanema owongoka.

Zili ndi chiyani?

Crusty_Dick

Ndine wowongoka koma ndimadzimva ndekha nthawi zina ndimaonera makanema ogonana amuna okhaokha. Ndipamene ndimadziwa kuchuluka kwa zolaula zomwe zandibweretsa m'madzi akuya. Monga ndimatha kuwonera makanema anyamata omwe amazigwedeza ndikuganiza momwe zikadakhalira ndikadakhala msungwana ndikuwayamwa. Ndi munthu wina wamanyazi.

bigballsomar

Osayesa kupeza malingaliro kapena kulingalira pa zolaula. Pali zolaula zambiri "zowongoka" zomwe zimayang'ana pa kugonana kwa abambo - mnyamata yemwe akuchita msungwana mwachikhalidwe- koma theka la nthawi yomwe kamera imayang'ana anyamata omwe amayenda mozungulira, komanso masaya a anyamata abulu ndi anyamata. Sindinamvetsetse konse zimenezo

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Ndili wolunjika koma ndakhala ndikuwonera ma gay, trannies midgets ndi mitundu yonse ya zolaula. Umo ndi momwe mukudziwira kuti mwakulirakulira chifukwa chakukhumudwitsidwa ndipo mukusowa zinthu zomwe mukuwona kuti ndizodabwitsa kuti mutsegule.

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Mkazi wolimba samangokhala ngati wosangalatsa kwa ine tsopano

Vuto lina lalikulu lomwe ndidakumana nalo ndi zolaula linali kukhumudwitsa: kuwonera zinthu zowonjezereka kuti ndikhale ndi chidwi chofananira. Kuthetsa izi ndikokulira, chifukwa ndikulowera pansi sindikufuna kupita pansi. Mtundu wazinthu zomwe ndinalowa (hardcore femdom) sizikuwoneka ngati zosangalatsa kwa ine tsopano, ndipo ndikudziwa chifukwa ndachita kuyesetsa kuti ndisiye zolaula.

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Re: Kugonjetsa kugonana kwanga kosavuta

Ndawona ziwonetsero zingapo m'moyo weniweni ndipo palibe njira iliyonse mdziko lapansi yomwe ndingagonane nawo.
Iwo onse ankawoneka ndi kumveka mochuluka monga amuna.

Ndikuganiza kuti ndizomwe ndikupeza kuti ndikupeza macheza ochepa kwambiri omwe amandisangalatsa kwambiri. Koma m'moyo weniweni mwinamwake sichidzachitike konse.

Ndipo pamene ndafa ndi njala iyi chilakolako changa chowonera zolaula chayamba kutha.

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Re: Kugonjetsa kugonana kwanga kosavuta

Ndi ine, ndinali ndikukumana ndi 2 ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha (mahule) ndipo sindinathe kuzipeza moyo wanga. Sindinayambe ndakhala ndi ED yoipa chotere ndi mkazi. Chinthu choseketsa ndichisangalalo chogonana ndimtendere chinali chachikulu kwambiri kuposa ndi mkazi aliyense; Ndimangofanizira ndi nthawi yanga yoyamba kugonana ndipo mwina zingakhale zazikulu kwambiri. Sindingaganizire china chilichonse kupatula "omg, ndikugona kukongola uku!". Wopenga mwamtheradi!
Komabe mboloyo sinayankhe chilichonse, ngati kuti imandiuza kuti "Hei, ungakonde izi koma sindikufuna!" 😀
Zinali zolondola, tsopano ndikudziwa. Izi ndi zotsatira zake zolaula ...

Sindikuwona kuti zokumana nazozo "ndizoyipa" ngakhale kuti chisangalalo chomwecho chimapindulitsa ndalama. Zachidziwikire kuti sichinthu chomwe ndingabwereze, tsopano ndazindikira gwero lazokopa ndipo ndikudziwa kuti sizomwe ndimafuna kuchita pamoyo wanga. Ndinapita, ndinayesa, sindinazikonde, ndinasuntha.

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Re: Mukugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuti mutembenuzire zomwe mumakonda?

Mutha kuwona kuchokera pa siginecha yanga kuti ndikuvutikirabe kukhala ndi makhalidwe anga a PMO (ngakhale atachepetsedwa kuchokera chaka chapitacho). Koma miyezi ingapo ndikuyambiranso ntchito zomwe ndinayamba kuti ndikumva kuti kukukula ndikofunikira kwambiri m'maganizo ndi m'maganizo kwa omwe akuvutika kusiya P.

Sizowoneka mu siginecha yanga, koma ndachita bwino kwambiri kutsogolo kwa kukwera. Ndi makanema amiseche, makanema amaliseche komanso maliseche, makamwa osagwiritsa ntchito pakamwa molunjika komanso owongoka a PIV omwe amandisangalatsa tsopano. Ndasiya kukonda mitundu ina yonse ya P.

Momwe ndimakonda kuganizira za kukula kwa zolaula ndi-

• kuwonekera kwachuluka (zovuta P, zosiyana ndi zina zambiri)
• Kuchuluka kwazomwekusowa (mtundu womwewo P, koma mosiyanasiyana)

Zonse zomwe zinanenedwa, kukwera-msinkhu ndi kupindula pang'ono. Sichithetsa vuto la kufunafuna zachilendo. Kufunafuna kwa dopamine kukupitirira ngakhale ngakhale P yochepa. Kusintha kwa mahomoni kumachitikabe molingana ndi kuchuluka kwa ziphuphu.

Choncho, cholinga chachikulu chimangotsala pang'ono kusiya P, ndikuchepetsa M

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Malingaliro achigawenga panthawi yopanda pake?

Ndikuganiza kuti zolaula zimatha kupangitsa anthu kumverera ngati amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Mutha kutopa ndi zinthu zomwe zingakukopeni zaka zapitazo. Posakhalitsa mukungoyang'ana china chilichonse chosiyana, chilichonse chomwe chimakupangitsani kumva kuti ndinu opotoka.

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Zaka 25 - ED & kuchedwa kuthamangitsidwa kumachiritsidwa. Zigonana zokhudzana ndi zolaula zatsala pang'ono kutha

Patha pafupifupi chaka tsopano. Ndinayenera kudutsa magawo osiyanasiyana. Masabata 2 apitawo. Inabwera mkati kangapo. Malingaliro onyansa apita makamaka tsopano. 99% ya nthawi yomwe ndimaganizira za iye m'njira zomwe zikadandichititsa kuti ndikhale wosasangalala ndikudina mwamphamvu kuti ndipeze zatsopano. Kupanda pake kumalowa m'maganizo mwanga nthawi ndi nthawi, koma zimamveka ngati zotsalira za dongosolo lakale, zowumitsa kuti zisiye.

Nthawi zonse ndikaganiza zonyansa zakale, sizimandiyatsa. Zimachokera pamalingaliro owunikira. Zidafika bwanji mpaka pano? Kodi ndichifukwa chiyani zolaula zaku Japan kale zinali zofunika kwambiri pamoyo wanga wogonana? Chifukwa chiyani ndimabwerera kuzimbudzi mndege kuti ndikakwere mwamphamvu ku literotica? Kodi zokhota zomwe zikuwonjezeka pa intaneti ndichizindikiro china chodzipatula komwe timakumana nako m'miyoyo yathu yoyamba? Kodi tanthauzo laukadaulo wonsewu ndi chiyani ngati sizingatipangitse kukhala achimwemwe?

Titha kuthera maola ambiri tikukambirana mafunso awa. Zomwe ndikufuna kukuwonetsani, komabe, ndikuti pali njira yotulukira. Osangokhala kuchokera pazosalala pang'ono kuposa tchizi wonyowa, koma kuchokera kundende yamaganizidwe olakwika azakugonana. Sizophweka, ndipo zimatenga nthawi. Ndinaganiza kuti kusamba ndikuwona zolaula kunali kovuta. Kutembenuka, inali gawo losavuta kwambiri chifukwa zonse zomwe zidatenga sikunapangitse manja anga kuchita zinthu zina. Ndi kovuta kuletsa malingaliro ndi malingaliro.

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LINK - Kukonda kwanga zolaula kukukulirakulira… (Kukambirana kwa Akuluakulu)

Sindikukhulupirira No Fap. Kukula kumandithandiza kwambiri kupewa zinthu zina ndi akazi. Sindikunena kuti ndimangokwapula mtsikana kangati ndikudziwa nthawi yomwe ndimabwera sindimakonda kupezeka.

Ndikunenedwa kuti ndinazindikira kukoma kwanga kutchuka. Ndinayesetsa kukhala ndi mavidiyo ochepa a Lisa ann omwe angandipatse ine. Tsopano ndimakonda kuyang'ana zigawenga, zinthu zamdima ngakhale ndikudziwa zabodzazo. Ndimasangalala ndi kunyozetsa, helo ndinayang'ana ngakhale pang'ono zowonjezera **** ndipo sizinali zoipa

Zimanditengera nthawi yayitali kuti ndikhale tsopano, ndiyenera kuchoka patadutsa mphindi 3-4 .. Ndiyenera kuda nkhawa? Ndinasangalala ndi gangbang ya Ava Devine… Imene inali m'galimoto.

Kodi ukudziwa izi?

rjw99

mukudziwonetsera nokha pa zolaula kuti "mukonze" izo ziyenera kukhala zowopsya kwambiri kapena zandale.

Mwina mukuyenera kubwerera ku zolaula pang'ono, kapena posachedwa mudzawona mtsikana wina akumenyedwa ndi bulu ndikupatsa bj.

kiwiburger93

o malamulo, ulusi uwu unandigwira ine mukumverera. fml osakayikira, sindikudziwa zambiri, ndikudziwa ena a ppl amene ayang'anitsitsa katchulidwe kake

JokerbraH

DZIWANI ZA Mayankho a M'Baibulo Mboni za Yehova NKHANI ZOTHANDIZA Anthu Apabanja Ndiponso Makolo Achinyamata Ana TIPEZENI Pemphani Munthu Woti Aziphunzira Nanu Kodi Phunziro la Baibulo N'chiyani? Ndikuganiza kuti sindiyambitsa zolaula ngakhale **** si zabwino

Brahsohard

Ndinafika ku midget zolaula kwa milungu ingapo. Osati midzi iwiri koma mwachitsanzo, wofalitsa akuwombera chikazi kuchokera kwa wamng'ono yemwe anali wamkulu.

rocketsfanumad

lol ndikudziwa kuti akumva op. Ndimangopita ku bukkake komanso chi japanese chachilendo tsopano, zolaula zosavuta sizimandiduliranso nawmean

Sullivan0930

Zingowonjezereka pazithunzi zokhudzana ndi sukulu. Bigmachikathakal.com goat

p0werlifter

Ndikuyenera kuyang'ana zinthu zokongola kuti ndikhale wolimba.

Kurnuk

Ine ndikugulitsa izi zidzatsogolera mavuto ambiri muzaka zingapo. Mbadwo wathu ochulukirachulukira tsopano ukuwoneka ndi zolaula pakalipano.

curtstyle24

Ndikudziwa izi zimamva op. **** s amatha kupenga kunja uko. khalani otetezeka

RoryFan

Ndinayang'ana kanema ya BDSM dzulo ndi mayi atasungidwa pakati pa msewu wodutsa mumsewu, atagwira nsapato, akukwapulidwa, kumwedwa madzi kuchokera mu mbale ya galu, ndiye **** ndi gulu la anyamata osalongosoka mu paki mpaka iwo atabwera pa nkhope yake, ndiye iye anali atazunguliridwa kuzungulira masitolo am'deralo nusu wamaliseche ndi cum pa nkhope yake.

mrcarlpedal

Ndikudziwa zomwe mumalankhula, osati zoipa monga anu.

Sindinayese kanthu kwa kanthawi, patatha masabata a 2 ndimatha kumangoganiza ndi mphamvu. Pambuyo pake ndimatha kugwiritsa ntchito zithunzi za bikiini. Ndikhoza kupeza boner ngati mtsikana akuwerama kuti atenge cholembera kusukulu. Ine ndinali chinyama, srs.

SlappahoTribe

Ndimadutsa magawo milungu ingapo. Nthawi zina ndimapita ku FFM pr0n…
Nthawi zina amakhala HJ yekha. Nthawi zina ATM, nthawi zina yuro…
PALIBE ndikunena NEVER *** kapena BBW, kapena BB CHONSE !!! Izi zimandiwonongela ine. Zili ngati kuyesa kukoka pa raba band vs ndodo yachitsulo!

Siaa

Kodi pali wina amene wasintha zolaula mpaka mwezi umodzi kuti awonetsetse kuti sanazikonde?

Kungowonetsetsa kuti simunali amuna kapena akazi okhaokha komanso kuti simunakondwere nazo.

Ndinaganiza zowonera zolaula kwa pafupifupi mwezi umodzi. Tsiku lililonse osachepera 2 nthawi, ndipo ndimadzikakamiza kuti ndichite nawo. Nditatha kutulutsa umuna ndimadzifunsa mafunso angapo okhudza ngati ndimakonda kapena ayi ndikusanthula malingaliro anga pambuyo pake. Panali mfundo imodzi yomwe ndimakonda kuikonda, koma pamapeto pake ndikuganiza kuti zinali chifukwa choti mnyamatayo amawoneka wachikazi kwenikweni. Pambuyo pa mwezi umenewo ndinayamba kuonera zolaula komanso zolaula koma sindinakhudzidwe nazo. Ndidaphunzira ma chart ndi zithunzi ndikupanga mafunso ena pa mayankho a yahoo kufunafuna yankho kuti ndikwaniritse zosowa zanga. Tsopano ndimagwetsa agwape pafupipafupi.

CheesasarusFlex

zolaula za 5ever

RimmyJustlerr

Ndakhala ndikukankha kwa Bonnie Rotten ndipo msungwanayu ndi SLUTTT mwamtheradi, Komanso kholingo loopsa kwambiri **** ndikumenya mbama mozungulira nthawi zina ndimadzimva kuti ndine wolakwa. Komanso zigawenga zija ndi *** zazing'ono zoyera zachinyamata..hnnng

paolo234

ndinapeza ndekha ndikuyang'ana 3d chit, ndi manyazi onyansa kuti ndichoke. sankachita zolaula kwa miyezi 2, koma adakalibe

chiwerengerocho chinabwezeretsedwa ku chilengedwe chonse.

BeansnToast

Izi ndi zinthu zomwe zimabweretsa chitukuko cha HOCD. Zovuta, ndimasiya zolaula.

brent89

Ili ndi vuto lomwe aliyense ali nalo. Iwe mwana yemwe umayang'ana zotsatsa za bra mu pepala, kuposa momwe zimasunthira ku anapiye amaliseche pa intaneti, kuposa momwe amakanirira, kuposa crazier ndi crazier. Pambuyo pake zimakupangitsani kukhala ogona ana kapena matenda enaake. Ichi ndichifukwa chake muyenera kuwomba mwana wankhuku weniweni. Ndikutsimikiza kuti ngati achiwembu ali ovomerezeka kulikonse zitha kuletsa milandu yambiri yokhudza kugonana.

Hardcore_D00d

Ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula. Ndikuwona zinthu zina zamisala kuti zitheke tsopano

rugbybosher

Lolani kukoma kwanu kudakalibe, mpaka mutayang'ana chilakolako choonera zachiwawa (osati Max Hardcore nkomwe, chiwawa chenicheni) ndi machitidwe achiwerewere ndi ena, simunafike mzere.
Mzere wanga ndi Max Hardcore, Ngati ndiyamba kumenyana ndi amayi omwe akuzunzidwa, ndikudziwa kuti ndili ndi vuto, mpaka podabwitsa kwambiri kuona ma morons akudutsa pazithunzi zonse za kamera.

johnkg178

Ndayamba kujambula makanema oseketsa, makanema agogo agogo, makanema ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha… Ndinayang'ana makanema a lolita pa intaneti, koma zinali zonyansa kwambiri

BetaBetch

ndikukumva iwe op, ine ndinali wosokonezeka nayenso .. sindinayese, zinali bwino, koma palibe zolaula zomwe zingakuthandizeni
nthawi zina zimangokhala zabwino ngakhale kuwona malingaliro osamveka bwino

Fsharpasharp

lol ine ndimayesetsa mwakhama kuti ndizitha kuonera zolaula m'mbuyomo

amawina dzina lililonse lopatulika lomwe linaperekedwa kwa iwo

shiit? yep
piss? yep
kusanza anyamata? yep
Diso ndi mphuno zimayambitsanso anyani? yep

ndikuganiza kuti ndimangokhalira kuchita zonse zomwe ndikuchita tsopano ndikungoyamba kusewera mtsikana wamkazi

ILiketoLift898

Mawu OP. Sindingathe kungojambula zolaula tsopano ndipo zikundipweteketsa moyo, choipa kwambiri ndikamakhala moyo weniweni, monga nthawi yomwe sindingathe kukana kumva amayi anga ndikutha pamene akudwala m'mimba atatha kudya nkhuku yoyipa… sindikufuna kuti ndikule, ndimadzidana nayo chifukwa cha iyo, koma mamvekedwe ndi kununkhira zimandipangitsa misala, zimandidya ...

Tweedurr

Ndidayiyika kuti ikhale agogo okhwima komanso zolaula tsiku lina. Nthawi zambiri ndimangoyang'ana zolaula zonyansa zomwe simudzawona chifukwa chomwe ndimakhala chimbalangondo chonga chomwecho.

Zosiyanasiyana ndi zonunkhira za moyo. <3

Adimi24

Momwemonso, ndili ndi mantha, ndakhala ndikupita ku ma fetish ambiri okhala ndi ukapolo ndi zina zachilendo, koma ndi zinthu zokha zomwe zikundipangitsa kuti ndipite tsopano. Palibe mawu omwe angakhale lingaliro labwino

gharlow

Sindingathe kulowa muzinthu zachilendo.

Wakulira kuti usakhale wovomerezeka palamulo kwa zaka 15, sakutha msinkhu.

johnkg178

Ndikutanthauza, ndine wotetezeka kwambiri pakugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, kotero ndimatha kuwonera makanema olaula amuna kapena akazi okhaokha chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti sindidzasokoneza moyo weniweni. Koma ndikuganiza kuti malire anga ndi pamene amaletsedwa. Ndinawonapo kanema kamtsikana kakang'ono kamayamwa kamwana ka anyamata ndikakweza bulu, ndipo ndiwokhumudwitsa komanso kosokoneza,

Kudziwa

Ndinkaganiza kuti DP inali yonyansa…

Tsopano ndicho chinthu chokha chomwe ndimayang'ana…

dhimaan997

ndikuyambiranso ndi jenna haze ngakhale zimanditengera nthawi yaitali kuti ndikhale wosangalala ndikubwera

KingChiefKeef

ndikukumva
Ndinkakonda kuonera zolaula
tsopano ndikufunikira kuyang'ana magulu amitundu yosiyanasiyana

Tiuzeni

ndimakonda pee

DJake

Inde ndiyenera kuti ndipita ku TubeGalore ndikasankhe magulu ena amisala kuti ndiwonere. Mukudziwa kuti si zachilendo mukafuna kuchotsa mbiri ya msakatuli wanu kuti mubisalire.

.hatches.

Bwerani mudzalankhulane nane pamene mukupita ku zolaula

TurdMuffin

sindinayambe ndakhalapo muzinthu zakutali chonchi. zigawenga, ukapolo, ndowe / mkodzo… ayi zikomo jeffe zomwe zimandipangitsa kutaya boner wanga

Flexish

Ulusiwu umandipangitsa kukhala wachisoni koma pali chowonadi chochuluka pazokonda zolaula paubongo, zogonana komanso maubale ndi ziyembekezo zenizeni ... tengani pang'ono pobwerera.

Alalimsatalim logo

Dzulo ndimasanthula tsamba losaka makanema ena a BJ kenako pop-up idatuluka… .. nthawi zambiri ndimatseka pamphindikati 2 koma china chake chimakhala ndi chidwi changa .. ..ndidadina ulalowo .. ..

Zinali zolaula ndi atsikana ang'onoang'ono, kutsata pansi mutha kuwona tizithunzi, atsikana azaka 8 kapena zocheperako kupeza **** ed / gangbangs / anal / BJ / chit chilichonse chotheka…

Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri kudziwa kuti pali makanema oterewa, atsikana enieni opanda ngakhale ana chifukwa ali achichepere kwambiri ndipo akadali ana…

Pambuyo pake ndidatseka chilichonse, kwenikweni chilichonse, kuyambira dzulo sindimakhudza tsamba lililonse lolaula chifukwa malingaliro anga ali ndi nkhawa tsopano ndipo sindingakhulupirire zomwe ndangowona ...

Sapporo

Anangowonongeka ndi zolaula kwa omaliza masabata a 3.

ufa

Opani ndikulongosola kwanga kuti mutha kukhala mumagulu azing'ono komanso amtendere omwe mumapanga atsikana achichepere kudya chitchi chilimwe. Ine? Chabwino ndadutsa kale chit, ndili pakadera la Mexico lamasewera olimbitsa thupi. Mitengo ina ya ku Mexican yokhala ndi thovu yokazinga ndi osachepera awiri ndipo kenako imayendetsedwa ndi makina osokoneza bongo omwe amadziwika kwambiri kuposa momwe ineyo ndikuchitira.

Sabata yatha ndekha ndinayesana pakati pa wakuda ndi woyera midget, kugonana kwa midget kukamenya nkhondo. Ndani adzalandire wakuda kapena woyera midget bish? Chiwonongeko chimawombera.

Ndimaganiza kuti ngati nditapeza chibwenzi chamkati, ndiye kuti moyo wanga ukhala wangwiro. Mukudziwa kuti anyamata onse akukamba za kukhumba kuti ali ndi wofalitsa kuti apange azimayi osakaniza, koma zonse zomwe mukusowa ndi 7 incher komanso yabwino latina midget.

perrierAX

Ndidamva kwakanthawi kuti anthu omwe agwidwa akuwonera zolaula za ana samakhala nthawi zonse, ambiri aiwo adakokedwa nawo. Monga zanenedwa mu ulusiwu, anyamata amatha kufunikira zinthu zowonjezereka kuti apange chisangalalo chofanana. Ndi malo otsetsereka, simudziwa komwe angatenge. Ndikuganiza kuti aliyense waluntha atha kuyima ndikuzindikira. Anyamata ena sali okhazikika monga ena, ndizosavuta kuti anthu ena atengeke.

PepperedAngus

Sindikuwona kanthu ndikuwona awiri amaliseche akunyansidwa nane.

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Lumikizani- Kodi ndidzasiya kukonda zolaula '?

Chifukwa cha kuledzera kwanga, m'kupita kwa nthawi ndinayamba kuwonera zolaula zochulukirapo / zowononga kuti ndipatse ubongo wanga kuthamanga kwakukulu kwa dopamine, komwe pamapeto pake kwandifikitsa mpaka pomwe ndimayang'ana zolaula / kutsegulira zolaula zomwe ndimapereka ' sindikufuna kutsegulidwapo, sindikufuna kukhala ndi malingaliro opotokawa, ndikungofuna malingaliro ndi zokhumba nthawi zonse.

Ndili ndi nkhawa kuti ndili ndi izi pamoyo wanga wonse https://web.archive.org/web/20160720123713/http://www.yourbrainonporn.com:80/node/1605/editnow, ndine ndikuyembekeza kuti ndi gawo chabe ndipo patatha miyezi ingapo osayang'ana sindidzakhalanso ndi chidwi ndi zolaula zamtunduwu.

Koma ndikangobwereranso ndimangobwerera ku zolaula zosasangalatsa.

Kotero kwa anyamata omwe akhala akuonera zolaula ndipo alibe kwa miyezi ingapo, kodi mumadzipezabe mukukopeka / kuchita chidwi / kutengeka ndi zolaula zachilendo zomwe mumakonda? kapena kodi mukukhumba / kulakalaka / kulakalaka zogonana 'zanthawi zonse'?

kufa_ku_be_vain

Yankho (muzochitika zanga) ndi inde, ndi ayi. Ndakhala ndi mayendedwe abwino m'miyezi ingapo yapitayi, ndipo ndinali ndi malingaliro ochepa pazomwe ndimakonda kwambiri, ndipo nthawi zochepa zomwe ndimayang'ana zolaula, ndidazindikira kuti ndayambiranso zolaula zomwe ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zaka zapitazo . Komabe, ndakhala ndikulimbana posachedwa, ndipo zina mwazolakalaka ndi zolimbikitsazi zabwerera. Kotero, monga momwe ndingathere, inu ndi ine tapanga kale njira mu ubongo wathu zomwe zimakhumba mopitirira muyeso, ndipo tidzakhala nazo nthawi zonse, koma bola ngati tili tcheru osapitirizabe kudyetsa njirazi, ayenera kukhala ofooka ndikufooka pakapita nthawi.

TL; DR: Inde, ngati mungaleke kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula "kwambiri" mwabwino.

Ka-Kui

Sindikudziwa ngati ndingakuthandizeni, koma ndimakhala ndi zolaula masiku 120+. Ndipo pali china chake chomwe ndimakonda kuwonera (chokhudzana ndi akazi) chomwe sindimakumbukira, monga momwe ndinalibe zolaula zomwe nthawi zina zimabwera m'maganizo mwathu, mukudziwa? Zinthu izi sizimandithandizira ine tsopano. Koma ndikudziwa kuti ndiyenera kupewa zolaula nthawi zonse. Musalole kuti ndikhale tcheru.

Ndikuganiza kuti zomwezo zidzakuchitikiraninso. Sindikudziwa ngati mumagwiritsa ntchito zolaula, zomwe ndizothandiza kwa ine. Mwina mutha kuyesa.

Khalani amphamvu!

Sheehan7

Ndinali ndi vuto lomweli koma patatha sabata 3 lakhala likuyimira kwa ine (kugogoda nkhuni… palibe chilango chofunira)

ivanstan

Momwemonso pano, ndinali wokonda kulamulidwa ndi akazi okhaokha, kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndi zinthu zina zazithunzithunzi zomwe zimapangitsa malingaliro osakwaniritsidwa okhudzana ndi kugonana. Potsirizira pake ziwalozo zinachepetsedwa kukhala zoyambirira zanga zomwe ndi mapazi ndipo ndili bwino nazo. Ndikukulangizani kuti muyesere kutsirikidwa: http://www.hypnosisdownloads.com/sexual-problems/sexual-fetish

Tsiku la 5th la NoFap linali "tsiku lobwereranso" kwa ine, koma izi zimatha kusiyanasiyana. Ndikukufunirani mwayi.

frozenegineer

Ndikayamba kuiwala pang'onopang'ono mayina azithunzi zolaula zomwe ndimakonda. Ndimakonda kusaka mayina awo tsiku lililonse koma tsopano sindiwafuna ndikufuna kuyankhula ndi atsikana enieni.

Kotero inde koma yochedwa.

bhhhhhh_hh

Monga anthu ena, yankho kwa ine ndi inde ndi ayi. Ndinkakonda kuchita zinthu zoopsa kwambiri. Pafupifupi zaka 2 ndimasewera maliseche pokhapokha ndikudziwonetsera zolaula komanso palibe china chilichonse. Ngakhale libido yanga yachilengedwe, chidwi (chakuthupi ndi cham'maganizo) komanso thanzi lam'mutu zikubwerera mwachangu panthawiyi, njira zomwe zinali zosangalatsa zolaula zomwe ndimaziwonabe zilipobe. Tsopano ndimawona akazi abwinobwino, osasintha kukhala osangalatsa komanso olimbikitsa, koma nthawi yomweyo ndimakhala ndi zovuta zomwe ndimakonda kuonera zolaula, komanso kuthamanga kwa dopamine. Sindikufuna kugonana ndi tulo kapena kuonera zolaula, koma njira za dopamine zilipobe. Ndimachita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndiwongolere, ndipo ndikuchita bwino kwambiri kuti ndisiye malingaliro anga ndikudziyang'ana ndekha nditatha izi, koma zimachitika nthawi ndi nthawi. Ndi gawo chabe lakuchira. Ganizilani za coke yemwe wabwezeretsedwanso: safuna kuchita coke, koma ubongo wawo mwina umawalabe akawona cocaine. Mgwirizano womwewo pano. Osadzipanikiza kwambiri, makamaka popeza muli ndi masiku 30 (kwa ine, zosintha zazikulu zimabwera pakati pa masiku 60-90).

Komanso: Ndikukhulupirira mwamphamvu kuti kwa anthu monga ife eni, zovuta masiku a 90 ndiyo njira yokhayo yomenyera izi. Palibe zolaula, palibe kugonana, palibe kanthu. Ndikhulupirire.

Thump69

Pokhapokha mutapitiriza ntchito yabwino, pamapeto pake mudzataya chidwi ndi zolaula zilizonse.

mchimachi

Ndakhala ndi nthawi yayitali ya nofap, ndipo ndikukuwuzani kuti ngati mupitirizabe kuyang'ana ndiye kuti "mudzakonzanso" ubongo wanu ndipo musakhale ndi zokonda zomwezo. Koma ngati muyambiranso zizolowezi zoyipa ndiye kuti mugwiranso zomwe mwakhala mukukhalabe nazo.

Chinthu choyamba kuchita ndikupita ku hardmode, kumamatira ndi zinthu zenizeni m'moyo. Khalani kutali ndi kompyuta ngati simungathe kupewa zolaula. Ndipo yesetsani kukhala pafupi ndi anthu ena, zomwe zimathandizadi.

Kektklik

Kuyambira pano: masiku 13.

Sindinayambe ndawonapo zolaula, koma ndinayang'ana pa hentai-manga amphamvu kwambiri. Chidwi changa pa izi sichinachoke .. molawirira m'mawa, ndimangolakalaka chimodzi mwazoyamba "zachilendo" zomwe ndimawerenga, koma ndimamva ngati ndikayang'ana, ndiye kuti andimitsa.

mawere akulu (makapu a D ndi okulirapo) sakundisangalatsanso. A, B, ndi ena C amatichitabe ngakhale… Zomwe ndizolondola kwambiri momwe ndimakhalira pomwe ndimangogwiritsa "kamodzi pa sabata".

eahcimyrrah

Ndinkakonda kuwona mitundu yonse ya hentai yachilendo, zopanda pake, matumbo ... ngakhale atsikana awiri chikho chimodzi sichinandigwire. Palibe makanema odabwitsa omwe adandichititsa chidwi. Ndinataya mtima.

Osadandaula mphuno. Nditakhala pa NoFap kuyambira Januware watha, ndimasiku awiri a 100 +, tsiku limodzi la 51, ndi tsiku lina la 46, ndakhumudwitsidwa ndi zomwe ndimakonda kuwonera. Ngakhale nditabwereranso, sindingaganizire zobwerera kuzinthu zoipitsitsa. Mudzasinthanso. Zimangotenga nthawi… khalani oleza mtima ndikukhala oyera ngakhale mutakhala abwana

Shiranaru

Kwa ine, zambiri za bizzare zatha, koma ndikuganiza kuti zina mwa izo ndi zachilendo.

the_lonely_monk

Sindinaganizirepo mwadzidzidzi kapena kuganiza zazinthu izi kwakanthawi. Koma posachedwapa ndidakumana ndi zinthu zomwe zidayambitsa ngozi (zongotchulira chabe), ndipo ndimatha kumva chilombocho chikukweza mutu wake wogona ndikumayang'ana mozungulira pang'ono. Koma sizinayime kwenikweni.

Ndikuganiza kuti nthawi zonse mudzakhala ndi mwayi wobwereranso. Simungathe, mwatsoka, kuwona zomwe zawonedwa. Komabe, mutha kufika poti simukukulakalaka, ndipo mpaka kufika powona mwangozi sikungakubwezeretseni. Koma nthawi zonse zimakhala zotheka munthawi yopanda chidwi kuti muponye thaulo ndikudziyeserera nokha.

SolitaryPath

Ndakhala ndikuwerenga za mnyamata mu Januware / February yemwe adati salinso ndi malingaliro ogona ana ndipo amakonda kwambiri izi.

Mudzakhala bwino. Posakhalitsa mudzakhala ndi malingaliro ndi zokhumba nthawi zonse

F92

M'kupita kwanthawi imatha, koma musayembekezere kuti ingagone usiku wonse

MyPetPickle

Kuchokera pa zomwe ndawerenga zikuwoneka ngati zingatenge nthawi yayitali kuti njira za neural izi zithandizire kuchira. Kutalika kuposa kutsutsa kwa tsiku la 90 kukhala pulogalamu yolipira kwambiri ya dopamine kumatanthauza kuti idapanga gawo lowopsa kwambiri la ubongo wanu. Zikuwoneka kuti zimachitika pakapita nthawi. Divot yomwe mudapanga idangoyamba kumene kupanga zigamba, ngati fosholo yodzaza ndi dothi kulowa mumtsinje. Chofunikira ndikuti mwatenga fosholo, ndikuzindikira kuti ndi canyon Yomwe muyenera kudzaza kuti muwoloke palibe njira yozungulira, ndipo mulibe mlatho wamphamvu. Pambuyo pake mudzakhala mukugwiritsa ntchito ma bulldozers kuti mulembe.

kupitiliza

Inde, ndikuganiza kuti kutaya chidwi ndi zolaula kwambiri kumatha kukhala chifukwa chosakula. Koma ndikuganiza kuti zimakhalanso chifukwa cholumikizana ndi kuyankhula ndi atsikana tsiku ndi tsiku ndipo mumazindikira kuti nawonso sianthu am'mimba chabe. Kenako mumadzutsidwa ndi mawu oti "atsikana enieni" ndikuyamikira chithumwa cha atsikana osiyanasiyana.

Ndikutsimikiza kuti kuphulika kwa ubongo ndimaganizo / sayansi. Monga momwe simunabadwire ndi vutoli, koma munayamba. Momwemonso mutha kuzichotsa, zimangofunika kugwira ntchito molimbika komanso kudzipereka.

yambidwa20

Icho chidzachoka. Dzitengere mtsikana, ugonane ndipo sungaganizire za zoyipa zija. Moona mtima ngati mukugonana simukufuna ngakhale kuseweretsa maliseche kapena kuyang'ana zolaula. Osachepera sinditero. Ndili patali kwambiri kuposa p / m streak nthawi zonse komanso masiku ake a 15 okha. Palibenso ziwombankhanga za ine. Koma ndikuganiza kuti anthu ena alowererapo. Ngakhale ndimakhala ndi malingaliro ambiri okhudza feteleza, nthawi iliyonse ndikawonera kanema wovuta kwambiri ndimazimitsa ndisanamalize. Ndinkanyansidwa ndekha lol

fapstronaut0

Ndabwera kuyambira Julayi 2012. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndatembenuzidwa ndimatumba omwe sakugwirizana ndi zanga zogonana akhala mu Epulo 2012 (awa anali ma faproulettes okhala ndi malangizo, osawafufuza). Mpaka pano ndimavutikabe ndi izi.

M'chaka changa choyamba, ndazindikira chinthu chimodzi: ndikapanda kutero, ndimaganizira kwambiri zolaula. Mutha kukhala kuti mudakhalapo kale izi: Kubwereranso kwanu komaliza kunali masiku atatu apitawa, mukudziwa bwino nokha, mwina mwakwiya pang'ono apa ndi apo; tsopano kubwereranso kwanu komaliza kunali masabata a 4 apitawo, ndipo mumangoganiza za zolaula zolaula zomwe zakudzutsani.

Ndasintha njira yanga ya nofap kwa miyezi iwiri yapitayi. Tsopano, ndikaganiza zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, zolaula, zolaula, futanari kapena zinthu zilizonse zachilendo zomwe ndingaganizire, ndimayesetsa kundichotsa posachedwa ndi zomwe ndimawona ngati zolaula (mu Okutobala anali azigonana, tsopano zangokhala zopanda pake).

Tsopano tiyeni tiganizire za usiku wanga dzulo. Ndimaganiza: "Chabwino, sindinawonepo zolaula zolaula za gangbang, zikuwoneka bwanji?". Nthawi zambiri ndikadakhala ndikuzinyalanyaza nthawi yomweyo. Koma malingaliro olakalaka omwe ndinali nawo adanditsogolera kuti ndipite kukawona zolaula zamtunduwu. Kenako, ndikamadya usiku wamadzulo, ndayamba kusintha zolaula, ma faproulettes, kenako ndikubwerera ku / d /, mwana wanga wakuda kwambiri.

Khulupirirani kapena ayi, koma pakulakalaka kwanga usiku watha, ndapeza kuti palibe zolaula zomwe zimandidzutsa masekondi angapo apitawo, sizinandidzutsenso monga momwe zinalili miyezi ingapo yapitayo. Ndatseka kompyuta yanga ndikupita kuchimbudzi kuti ndikachotse chilakolako changa ndikayamba kuchita zoipa, zomwe ndimawona ngati zolaula. Ndipo ngakhale nditangochita chiwerewere, ndimamva kuti ndapambana.

Kutsiliza: Osapita kuzizira kozizira, ndizovuta kwambiri kwa aliyense. Mukamaganiza zowonera zolaula, PMO amaonera zolaula.

Steelcrate

Onetsetsani kuti muyime ZINTHU ZONSE kwa kanthawi (kuzimitsa iwo nthawi zonse ndi zomwe ndikukanena).

Ndikukulangizani kuti mupeze zomwe mukuyesa kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula, muzisamalire, ndikuwona momwe mumamvera musanabwererenso, ndiye pewani kumva ngati izi kapena mudzikakamize kutuluka panja kukathamanga, kuti mukachite china chake…

Mukhozanso kuyesa madzi ozizira.

Onetsetsani kuti mukumvetsetsa vuto lenileni ndi PMO: Ubongo wanu uli wokonzeka ndikuima kwathunthu masiku a 90 ndiye gawo loyamba lakuchira. Onetsetsani kuti simukuyesedwa, choncho siyani kuwonera makanema, mndandanda wazogonana, zochitika zolaula kapena malingaliro azomwe zimakupangitsani kuti mubwererenso.

Ndayima kwakanthawi tsopano, koma sindikudziwa ngati ndasocheradi ndi mtundu wina wamtundu womwe ndidapanga. Ndikamaganiza za ena mwa iwo, ndimanyansidwa, koma sindikutsimikiza ngati inenso ndakhumudwa mosazindikira. Ndikutanthauza, ndikhoza kukhala ndikunyengerera, koma sindikutsimikiza. Ndikuyimira chaka chathunthu, kenako ndibweretsanso MB yosavuta pazifukwa zina kenako ndikumaliza kwamuyaya.

Tidzawona zomwe zikugwira ntchito.

thewied

Kuchokera pa zomwe ndakumana nazo, zolaula zimayamba kuchepa. Mwachitsanzo: Ndidawonekeranso Game of Thrones sabata yatha, ndipo pali zochitika zambiri zokhala ndi akazi amaliseche. Nthawi zonsezi, sindinatsegulidwe ndipo sindinamvepo kufunika koti ndikhale wopanda kanthu. Zomwe ndimangoganiza kuti nkhaniyi idasokonezedwa modzidzimutsa ndi mkazi wamaliseche. Kulakalaka kuti mukhale ndi fap kuli ngati mantha oyenera: mukangophunzira kuwongolera momwe mukumvera pankhaniyi, sangakulamulireni

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Kupeza Kugonana Kwachiwerewere

Vuto lalikulu ndikukhala ndi kusintha kwa kugonana kwachibadwa.

Ndikuganiza kuti ndi zolaula zomwe zinayambitsa zofuna kulowa pakati pa amayi kumbuyo chifukwa sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi maganizo awa.

Kukhalira kutali ndi zolaula kumandivuta koma ndikuwoneka kuti vuto la anal ndilovuta kugwedezeka. Ine ndimangokhalira kuganizira za izo ndipo ngakhale ndikulota za izo! Kodi ndingachichotse bwanji?

Ndimakumananso ndi vuto lokhalabe ndi chiwerewere. Kodi ndimakhala bwanji wokondweretsedwa ndi kugonana kwa valala basi?

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Zaka 32 - Mkazi: Kubwezeretsanso ntchito ikugwira ntchito yochotsa fetish yayitali!

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Kugonana kwanga kosokoneza bongo kwabweretsa kusintha kwa kugonana

Ndinayamba zolaula pa Intaneti ndili wamng'ono kwambiri. Kuphatikiza pa kucheza ndi atsikana angapo, sindinagonanepo. Ndili 20 ndipo miyezi iwiri yapitayo ndidagona koma sindinathe bwino. Ndapeza ubongo wanu pa zolaula ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndikuvutika ndi PIED. Kuledzera kwanga kunali koyipa kwambiri ndimakonda kuwonera kuchuluka kwa misala yake komanso zachisoni zakuwona zolaula. Sindinakopeke ndi amuna m'moyo wanga, zomwe zimandichitikira zimandinyansa. Koma ndi zolaula zachiwerewere zinali zosangalatsa zatsopanozi.

Tsopano ndikudwala HOCD, ndikuwopa kuti mwina nditha kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Apanso, ndakhala ndikumanapo ndi atsikana ndikufufuza atsikana. Anyamata sanadutsepo malingaliro anga mpaka nditayamba kuonera zolaula kwambiri, ndipo ngakhale, nditatsiriza ndinanyansidwa nazo.

Porn zawononga kugonana kwanga komanso malingaliro azakugonana. Ndili ndi masiku 37 ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti zinthu zisintha.

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Zaka 17 zolaula tsopano masiku 47 opanda ufulu… nkhani yanga yolemba

Poyamba, kuwona kwa mkazi wamaliseche kapena maliseche kunali kokwanira kuti ndipange miniti. Zaka zikamapita, ndimafunikira machitidwe ena ogonana kuti afike pachimake, chifukwa chake ndidayamba kuwona azimayi ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, akazi agogo, akazi onenepa, azimayi aubweya, scat, komanso ogonana kwambiri, kugonana kumatako kuphatikiza analingus, nkhonya, ndi ATM (zomwe zimapangitsa maliseche ogonana omwe ndikuyesetsabe kugwedeza). Monga momwe mungaganizire, palibe bwenzi langa lililonse (ndipo pambuyo pake, mkazi wanga) yemwe angandipatseko zosangalatsa zilizonse zogonana kuti ndipikisane ndi zolakwika izi.

Ndikulingalira kuti ndinali wopambana kuposa ena ambiri omwe sindinkakonda - sindinavutike ndi vuto la erectile ndipo ndinali wokopeka kwambiri ndi akazi enieni apadziko lonse ... Ndinangofuna kuwagwiritsa ntchito ndikuwachepetsa monga ndidawonera m'mavidiyo.

Chaka chatha mchaka changa cha 16th ngati zolaula (2015), ndidazindikira kuti ngakhale zolaula zinali "zoopsa" motani, sizinali zosangalatsa komanso zokhutiritsa monga zidalili kale. Pambuyo pa zikwi zambiri zolaula zomwe zimayambitsa zolaula, ndimayamba kukhumudwa - kuzinthu zonse zogonana. Zachisoni, chikhumbo changa chogonana ndi mkazi wanga chidalowanso m'zaka zaposachedwa zomwe zikuyambitsa mavuto m'banja lathu.

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Re: HOCD (kapena ma OCD ena): nkhani yanu ndi iti? gawo..kutsegulira etc.

Ndinkakonda kwambiri zolaula koma sindinganene kuti ndidaganizirapo za HOCD, sindikudziwa kuti ndikhale oona mtima bwanji. Ndikuganiza kuti ndipamene umaopa kuchita chiwerewere chifukwa choti umakopeka ndi tambala wodekha?

Ndikhoza kuvomereza kuti ndinayang'ana pa zolaula zolimbitsa thupi nthawi yosabalalitsa m'mabwalo amtendere koma sindinapeze kuti ndichite kanthu kali konse kuti ndikhale ndi chizoloŵezi kapena kukhala ndi maganizo osayenerera, ngakhale kuti panali malo amodzi ndinawona zomwe zinandivuta kwambiri ndipo ndinapanga MO. Ine sindinaganize konse za izo pambuyo pake ngakhale, ndinangopitirira ndikuyang'ana zolaula!

Sindiwopa kuti ndikhoza kukhala amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, sindine, ndikungoganiza kuti ndimachita chiyani ?!

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[Mnyamata akuyankha wachinyamata akuda nkhawa ndi chiwerewere chake cha kugonana ndi wachibale] Taonani, inenso ndinakumana ndi zomwezo zomwe munachita. … Ndinapita kutali kwambiri kuti ndikafufuze komanso kuyesa kujambula amayi anga ndi alongo anga. Choyipa kwambiri ndichakuti alongo anga anali aang'ono kuposa ine. Sindikanatha kukhala wamkulu kuposa zaka 15. Ndi chimodzi mwa zinsinsi zakuya komanso zakuda kwambiri zomwe ndimabisa. Tsopano, ndili ndi zaka 19, ndipo ndatsutsa malingaliro onsewa. Mitu yofanana imapambana munthu. Ndimadana kwambiri ndi amene ndinali kusukulu yapakati/chaka choyamba. Ndi momwe zimakhalira. Uli patsogolo pa masewerawa polankhula za izi. Ingokhala chete. Ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti ngati muyesa kuchitapo kanthu mudzadabwa mwachangu kuti munthu winayo sali ndi malingaliro anu omwewo. Chomwe nthawi zonse chimandiletsa, chinali chakuti ndimaganiza kuti ndikayesa kuchitapo kanthu makolo anga anditumiza ku chipatala cha matenda amisala kapena china chake. Ndikhulupirireni. Simukufuna chilichonse chokhudzana ndi aliyense wa m'banja lanu. Zabwino zonse mnzanga. permalink

Ndipo yankho ili kuchokera kwa mnyamata wina:

Chonde musachite mantha. Zolaula zingakutengereni kumalo ena odabwitsa. Chizolowezi changa chandipangitsa kuchita zinthu zonsezi za S&M, koma tsopano popeza sindikuonera zolaula, sindikufuna kuzifufuza. Permalink

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Ndinkakonda zinthu zovuta kwambiri, ndimakonda kwambiri. Patapita nthawi, kufunikira koona izi kunatha. Permalink

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Zithunzi zolaula zandiphunzitsa kuti feteleza sizachilendo.

Ndinagona usiku watha pabedi ndikulimbikitsidwa ndikulimbikitsidwa, ndipo pamene zolimbikitsazi zimabwera ndikudutsa, ndinazindikira kuti sizinthu zonyadira. Zaka khumi zopitilira zolaula zakhala zikundichititsa chidwi kwa azimayi modetsa nkhawa. Ndikumva kuti ndingangodzutsidwa ngati akugwiritsidwa ntchito, kuwonetsedwa ngati chidutswa cha nyama kapena kuchita zinthu zomwe ena sangazione zokongola.

Nthawi zina ndimadzifunsa ngati zolaula zingawonongeke. Kodi ndingapezepo momwe ndakhalira zaka zonsezi zapitazo, pamene kungowona akazi amaliseche kunayambitsa zowawa ndi zozizira? Panthawi yoonera zolaula, masiku ano ndinkangokhalira kulimba ndikuona zovuta.

Ndikuyamikira kuti ndikumayambiriro kwa ulendowu. Kumayambiriro kwa chaka ndinali ndi masiku pafupifupi 150 ndisanabwerere kwa miyezi ingapo ku njira zanga zakale. Ndabwereranso pagalimoto ndipo ndadzipereka kupitiliza njirayo, koma amuna ndizovuta. Zolimbikitsazo ndizovuta kufotokoza. Si ngakhale chinthu chakuthupi, koma ndimachilakalaka.

Tsiku 90 likuwonekera. Ndipanga.

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Zaka 20 - Momwe zolaula zimakhudzira banja langa - ndipo zidadzisintha mutatha zolaula

Ndidayamba kuwonera, ndipo ndidadzipeza ndikayatsa. Kenako ndinazindikira kuti ... Amayi achikazi amawoneka chimodzimodzi ngati mng'ono wa chibwenzi changa !!! Ndinadziuza kuti ndisinthe makanema koma china chake chandipangitsa kuti ndiziyenda. [Sindingagone ndi mkazi]… Ndinapanga lumbiro kwa ine kuti ndidzapewe zolaula ndi maliseche amtundu uliwonse. Zinali zovuta kwambiri pachiyambi, koma ndadutsa osavulala mpaka pano, ndipo moyo wanga wogonana ndi mkazi wanga ndiwabwino !!

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Sindikufunanso chilichonse choopsa ndipo zibwenzi zoipa zikutha. Ndimavutika kwambiri ndi chibwenzi changa tsopano titagonana koyamba. Kugonana kumamveka mwachibadwa ndipo kumva bwino pambuyo pake kuli bwino kwambiri. Musataye mtima pa moyo wanu koma siyani chizolowezi chanu. Moyo ndi wabwino kwambiri!

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PMO inakonzanso ubongo wanga ndipo inachititsa kuti zilakolako zanga zogonana zitheke

Ndine bambo wazaka 22. Ndakhala PMO tsiku lililonse pafupifupi zaka 12. Ndinayamba pafupifupi zaka 11, ndikupeza intaneti, ndikuwonera makanema atsikana okhala ndi abulu akulu. Ndizo zonse zomwe ndimatha kuzikumbukira, ndipo sindikudziwa kuti zinthu zidayamba liti kusintha. Zithunzi zolaula zomwe ndimaziwona zidasintha pang'onopang'ono, ndipo ndidayamba kuwonera makanema azimayi akuluakulu. Pazaka pafupifupi 18 zidafika pomwe ndimawonera makanema azimayi onenepa kwambiri, opitilira 300 lbs. Ndinali ndi zibwenzi zingapo ku sekondale, ndipo onse anali owonda kwambiri, komabe ndinali kuyang'anabe zolaula zamtunduwu pafupifupi tsiku lililonse.

Ndangodziwa kumene za momwe zinthu zomwe ndimaziwonera zachulukira. Kwa zaka ziwiri zapitazi ndakhala ndikuwona zomwe atsikana akudya, ndikulemera kwambiri, ndikugonana. (Pali chikhalidwe chachikulu cha zinthu zamtunduwu pa intaneti) zafika poti ndiye chinthu chokhacho chomwe chingandichotsere. Ndili mchaka changa chachiwiri ku koleji, ndili ndi thanzi labwino ndipo atsikana amalankhula nane tsiku lililonse, koma ndimawononga ubale womwe amayesera kuti ayandikire. Ndikumva kuti ndikuwononga maubwenzi awa asanayambe chifukwa ndakhala ndikudalira kwambiri zolaula izi, kuti china chilichonse sichingachite, ndizomwe ndimawona zogonana. Kuledzera kumeneku ndikusokoneza kwambiri chibwenzi changa komanso moyo wanga wogonana. Nthawi zomwe ndimatenga mtsikana kupita naye kunyumba, sindimatha kukonzeka, chifukwa ndakhala wokonda zolaula zamtunduwu.

Ndayesa NoFap 4 miyezi yapitayo, ndipo ndidapanga mwezi umodzi kukwaniritsa zolinga zanga zitatu. Sindingalole kuti chizolowezi ichi chiwononge moyo wanga wonse ndikupitiliza kuwononga zanga zogonana komanso kuthekera kwanga kokhala pachibwenzi kuopseza ndi akazi. Nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndimayesa ulendowu sindinalembe pamsonkhanowu, koma ndikudziwa nthawi ino iyenera kukhala yosiyana. Ndiyenera kufotokoza zomwe ndakhala ndikubisalira nthawi yonseyi, zomwe sindinachitepo. Zikomo ngati mwakhala ndi nthawi yowerenga izi, ndipo ndikulakalakirani kwambiri paulendo wanu.

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Zaka 45 - PIED & zolaula zakunja: Ndikuwoneka kuti ndachiritsidwa.

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Ndikuganiza kuti Porn zasintha khalidwe langa. (Pakuti tsopano osachepera)

Kodi izi zachitika kwa aliyense? Ndine wamwamuna wowongoka wazaka 18, ndipo kwa zaka zoyambirira za 17 za moyo wanga sindinayambe ndafunsapo za kugonana kwanga, ndimadziwa kuti ndinali wowongoka. Komabe, ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 13. Pafupifupi tsopano ndi nthawi yomwe ndidayamba kumva zovuta, ndikuganiza mutha kunena kuti malingaliro anga adabedwa ndi zolaula zomwe sindimapezanso azimayi wamba omwe amadzutsa, ngakhale ndikudziwa kuti ndimakopeka nawo sindimangokhala 'mumvere'. Malingaliro awa adasinthidwa makamaka ndimalingaliro okhudzana ndi anyamata ena, ndipo kwa miyezi ingapo yapitayo kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba ndakhala ndikufunsa za kugonana kwanga. Mukudziwa, ndikukhulupirira kuti kukhala wamasiye kapena wowongoka kumaganiziridwa mwina pobadwa, kapena posakhalitsa. Ndakhala ndikulakalaka kukhala ndi bwenzi (sindinakhalepo nalo kale, ngakhale mpaka pano.) Ndilinso ndi chikhumbo chachikulu chokhala ndi mkazi ndikulera naye banja, Ngakhale zili choncho anali (Ndipo nthawi zina ndimachitabe) Kuthamanga m'malingaliro mwanga sindikuganiza kapena kukhulupirira kuti ndine gay. Mumtima mwanga ndimamva kuti ndikudziwa 100% Kuti ndili ndi chikhumbo chokalamba ndi akazi omwe ali pambali panga, ndipo mpaka zolaula zidabwera ndikudzidzimutsa. Ndakhala bwino. Ngakhale pano, sindimapeza zachiwerewere ndi anyamata (kunja kwa zolaula zomwe ndimakonda kuwona, koma zolaula zimapangidwa kuti zikuthandizeni, chabwino?) Zosangalatsa kapena zosangalatsa, nditha kukhala wokonda kudziwa, koma zina ndiye kuti ndikudziwa kuti sindine amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Ndikudziwa momwe ndimamvera, sindingaganizire bambo atenga nawo gawo ngati mnzanga, ndikudziwa kuti ndikufuna akhale akazi.

Tsopano kuti ndandifotokoza chifukwa changa chokhala ndi zithunzi zolaula, kodi izi zakhala zikuchitika kwa wina aliyense? Kodi kugonana kwachiwerewere kumakhala kovuta kwa wina aliyense kuti ayambe kuukitsidwa ndi penises (Ndi gawo limodzi lokha pa thupi la mwamuna, ine ndikutanthauza palibe mbali zina za izo zimandipatsa ine) Kodi pali wina aliyense amene amanyansidwa nazo mwinamwake atangokhalira kumangika maganizo ? Kodi zolaula zimagwedeza ndi kubwezeretsa ubongo wanu momwe zimagwirira ntchito yanga? Kodi izi zachitika kwa wina aliyense?

Izi nthawi zina zimandipangitsa nkhawa ndikumva chisoni.

130210

Izi zimandichitikira koma mbali inayo. Ndine wachiwerewere koma zolaula zimatha kundipangitsa kuti ndizigonana ndi akazi, pamlingo winawake. Chabwino ... osati mabere, koma ziwalo zina zachikazi zimadzutsa. Zolaula ndizamakhalidwe oyipa kwambiri, zoletsa zonse zili pansi, chilakolako chogonana chimakhala chachikulu. Ndizosavulaza.

evrydamnday

Ndikukumva, ndichinthu chonsecho chomwe chimakupangitsa kuti ufune china chatsopano. Sindingaganizire za anyamata onga omwe ndimadziwa, koma pa zolaula simumadziwa za ine ... Komabe, ndili wolunjika. Ndikudziwa izi.

AndTheSonsofDisaster

Zolaula zimakhala ngati mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa mumakonda kufunafuna zapamwamba. Zinthu zomwe kale zimakusangalatsani sizimakusangalatsaninso.

flaming_douchebag

Ndipo zinthu zomwe inu mumazipeza zovuta ndidzidzidzi. . . mwinamwake sikuneneza. Mwinanso nkulekerera. Mwinamwake zosangalatsa.

AndTheSonsofDisaster

Ndikuganiza kuti tazindikira momwe anthu amatha kudzutsidwa ndi zinthu ngati 2girls1cup… koma zolaula "ndizachilengedwe."

akulephera

Mnyamata wogonana pano, ndipo zidandipangitsa kudzifunsa ndekha mwanjira ina. Ndikhulupirireni ndikamanena kuti zimakusowetsani mtendere ndipo pali ulusi wina wofotokozera zomwezi. Simuli nokha ndipo mukuchita zoyenera pokhala zolaula. Zabwino zonse!

AndTheSonsofDisaster

Zolaula zimakhala ngati mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa mumakonda kufunafuna zapamwamba. Zinthu zomwe kale zimakusangalatsani sizimakusangalatsaninso.

ThisEndsNow1

Kwa ine, ndimakhala ndikukonzekera pa mbolo, makamaka kutulutsa umuna. Ndidali ndi malingaliro ozama ngati ndikufuna kudziwa kapena ayi, koma pamapeto pake, sinditero. Ndikuganiza kuti chidwi chochepa chofuna kuyesa ndikukonzekera kwanga chimachokera pakukhumba kwanga kuti ndigone ndi akazi. Ndikuganiza mosazindikira ndimaganiza kuti ngati ndingachite kwa mbolo ina zomwe ndikufuna kuchita kwa ine, nditha kumva chisangalalo. Kunali kukonda kwambiri ndikusangalatsa kuti ndimakhala wokopeka ndi mbolo yanga.

Kulemba izi ndikuzindikira kuti izi sizinasinthe kwambiri. Koma ngati mungayigwiritse ntchito ndikukhala ndi mnzanu wotsimikiza kukupatsirani chisangalalo chomwe mukufuna, podziwa kuti mudzabwezeretsanso, mwina chitha kuwonedwa ngati mtundu wa fetish. Ndine wokonda kuwona zomwe ena anena pankhaniyi.

Element-A

Simuli nokha munthu, nditha kumvetsetsa zomwe mumalemba. Zolaula zasokoneza ndikubwezeretsanso ubongo wanga. Sindinakhalepo ndi malingaliro osadziwika (amuna kapena akazi okhaokha) kwakanthawi, koma ndikudziwa ndikakhala zolaula nthawi zambiri, ndikuyamba zolaula, ndinali ndi malingaliro amenewo. Monga iweyo, ndine wamwamuna wowongoka ndipo ndakhala ndikukondweretsedwa ndi akazi.

Ngati malingalirowa akuchitika pamutu panga, zidzandipangitsa kukhala ndi nkhawa komanso osasangalatsa.

Hawkeye5

Kuwonjezeka kwa zolaula zomwe sizikugwirizana ndi "malingaliro" athu oyamba ndizofala, zolaula. Zachitika kwa ine, kwa inu, kwa ena osawerengeka. Ndikungolakalaka kuti izi zidziwike zaka 27 zapitazo pomwe ndimagwera koyamba dzenje ili. Zikanakhala zikusintha unyamata wanga. Ingolola kuti zikulimbikitseni kwambiri kuti mupereke poizoni.

wosamvera

Bwanawe ndikumva kwathunthu. Ndine 27 ndipo "ndakhala" ndikuwonera zolaula kwazaka zopitilira khumi tsopano, kuyambira zaka 13. Ndakhala ndikupita ndipo mpaka pano ndili ndi masiku 22 omasuka. Osati kale kwambiri, ndinadzipeza ndekha ndikuwonera zolaula, ndikupanga zolaula. Ndipo ndinadzipezanso ndekha ndikuchita / ndikuwoneka wanzeru komanso anyamata. Choyipa chachikulu, sindingakhale ngakhale ine kapena ndimatha kukambirana mwamphamvu ndikumayang'ana bwino anyamata omwe "akuwoneka bwino". Ndikunenedwa kuti, ndine 100% wowongoka, ndipo izi zimangobwera pambuyo pa sabata limodzi. Porn ndi chizolowezi choipa champhamvu chomwe chimatha kusokoneza malingaliro anu ndipo zotsatira zake zimayamba kuwonekera m'moyo wanu watsiku ndi tsiku. Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti, masiku a 24 PMO aulere, ndayambiranso machitidwe anga achimuna a alpha, osamverera / kuyang'ana kwa anyamata ndikukhala ndimagwirira komanso kulumikizana ndi azimayi. Ndikupeza atsikana omwe sindikanayang'ana kawiri ngati wokongola, ndipo sindikuopa kuyambitsa kukambirana ndi atsikana otentha kulikonse nthawi iliyonse. Chifukwa chake simuli nokha m'bale, upangiri wanga ndikuti, siyani pano musanapezeke mukuyamwa ma dudes ndikudabwa kuti zidatheka bwanji izi, ndine wokondwa kuti ndidasiya pomwe ndimatha. Imani kuti mupindule. Tili nanu.

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Wolemba fcjl8

Ndikuganiza kuti mutapatsidwa nthawi yochuluka kuchokera ku zolaula ndi maliseche mudzawona bwino bwino ... Ndikuganiza kuti kutengeka kwa fetus kudzachepa.

Ndapeza kuti izi ndi zoona pa ulendo wanga wochoka ku PMO pa zaka zapitazi za 3. Zambiri mwazinthu zamakono zomwe ndinakondwera nazo zatha tsopano. Ena amandidzudzula kwambiri!

Mwinamwake, uwu ndiwo ubongo womwe timawawerenga. Kubwereranso kukupangira chikondi chenicheni ndi wokondedwa wanu weniweni. Apatseni mwayi wabwino kwambiri!

Wolemba emerson

Zonsezi zochititsa chidwi / zokhudzana ndi mtundu wa fetus zinandichotsera chidwi. Zimakhala zikuyambitsa kuti ndipewe, koma sindikufunanso.

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Zaka 25 - Ndikumva ngati munthu watsopano. (HOCD - ED)

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Zinthu zambiri zasintha, nazi zokonda zanga # 1:

M'masiku 100 awa # 1 chinthu chomwe ndapeza kuti chasintha chomwe ndikuthokoza kwambiri ndichakuti sindimakondanso zolaula zonyansa. Nditakhala wokonda PMO ndimayang'ana masamba obisika omwe ndingapeze ndipo sindinasamale kuti atsikanawo anali ndani kapena anali kuthana ndi mavuto otani. Ndinkafuna kuwona zamkati zawo zitang'ambidwa, ndimafuna kuti ndiwamve akukuwa. Ndinkafuna kuwona amuna omwe ali ndi zidole zazikulu ndipo akazi amalowetsedwa ndi amuna 3-4 nthawi imodzi. Ndinali mwana wagalu wodwala. Ndinali nditaganizapo zopanga zinthuzi inemwini. Kuledzera kunali kwamphamvu kuposa momwe ndimaganizira ndipo kunali kupotoza ndikuwongolera malingaliro anga.

Tsopano patangotha ​​masiku 100 ndili oyera. Ndimakonda akazi mmalo mowasilira. Ndikufuna kuwona akazi achimwemwe okhala ndi miyoyo yokwaniritsidwa. Ndikufuna kuwona nkhope zawo ndi ma curve awo. Ndikufuna kuwona maso awo akuwala ndikudziwa kuti akupita kwawo ndikugona mosangalala usiku ndi mwamuna wachikondi, monga mkazi wanga amachitira. Ndilibe chilakolako chofuna kuona zolaula. Ndili ndi mkazi wanga ndipo wandikwanira. Ndikadapanda kukhala naye ndikadamusakasaka.

Nofap amachita zodabwitsa. Osataya mtima ndipo osataya mtima. Zina mwazinthu zina zambiri zomwe ndasintha:

Ndimachita masewera tsiku ndi tsiku

-Ndapeza misa kuchokera ku 170 lbs mpaka 205 lbs (ndakhala ndikudandaula nthawi zonse)

-Sindikulumanso misomali yanga konse

Ndimawoneka anthu m'maso

-Ine sindimadzimva konse

-Sindikufuna kuchita zogonana

Ndigona bwino

-etc

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Zaka 18 - Femdom fetish fading (choyambitsa chenjezo)

Malingaliro, malingaliro ake amtunduwu akuchepa tsiku lililonse. Nthawi zina zimakhala zovuta, nthawi zina zimakhala zosavuta, ndipo nthawi zina zimakhala zovuta kwambiri. Koma ngati mukupita kumoto pitilizani monga adanenera Winston Churchill.

Ndipo ... Komanso kudzidalira kwanga ndi kudzidalira kwanga kukubwera pamwamba pa phiri la Everest. Ndikuphunzira zoyipa zatsopano tsiku lililonse ndipo mitundu yonse yazinthu zazikulu zikuchitika m'moyo wanga. Zachidziwikire kuti palinso nthawi yachisoni koma muziyipa. Zonse ndi gawo la moyo. Chifukwa chake ngakhale utakhala kuti ndiwe wozama bwanji mumulu mwako ukhoza kukwera ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti aliyense akhoza kuwona kuwala ngakhale atayipa bwanji.

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Okonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena ongokhala HOCD (zomwe ndakumana nazo & upangiri kwa ma HOCDers)

Ndinalibe chidwi ndi munthu aliyense kapena transgender mpaka nditayamba kulowa PMO. Ndinali ndi lingaliro langa loyamba "logonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha" mozungulira 18-19 ndipo pofika nthawi imeneyo ndakhala ndikulowerera zaka 7 .. Kenako ndimaganiza kuti ndimagonana ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha komanso 100% gay kwa masabata angapo, helo, ndimaganiza kuti anali akadali bwino mpaka miyezi ingapo yapitayo! HOCD ndi yeniyeni ndipo izi zonse PMO zimasokoneza ubongo wanu. Limbanani nawo. Zitha kutenga miyezi kapena zaka kuti tichiritse, koma ndiyofunika.

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Kugonana sikuli kovuta komanso kosatheka

Ndikuganiza kuti anthu ambiri amalowa zolaula akuganiza kuti sangasinthidwe nawo. Funsani aliyense amene wakhala akugwiritsa ntchito kwa nthawi yayitali, ndipo mwina angakuuzeni nkhani ya momwe zokonda zawo zasinthira ngati akufuna kukhala achilungamo komanso owona mtima. Ndinkakonda kukhala wokondwa kwambiri kuwona ma boobs atawonekera mu R kanema. Kenako zinafika poti sizinali zovuta, ndiye kuti sindinachite chidwi.

Ndamva nkhani za anthu omwe adayamba zolaula ndikuchita zachiwerewere. Ndakhala ndikumvapo nkhani za anthu omwe adayamba ndi zolaula zovomerezeka ndikupita ku pedo. Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti, pankhani yachiwerewere, ndamva kuti wina abwerera ku chiwerewere atasiya zolaula.

Ndikuganiza kuti anthu ambiri amatha kuwona zolaula popanda kuganiza kuti zikhoza kuvulaza kugonana kwawo mwakuthupi ndi m'maganizo. Ndili ndi mbiri zingati zomwe ndamva zokhudza zovuta zokhudzana ndi zolaula zokhudzana ndi zolaula? Palibe amene anandiuza kuti jimmy angaleke kugwira ntchito ndikafuna kutero ngati ndikuona zolaula. Palibe amene anandiuza kuti libido yanga idzayamba kuyanika.

Kugonana kuyenera kuwonetsedwa ngati pulasitiki komanso kosweka. Samalani ndi zomwe mumadyetsa nokha, chifukwa zimatha kukusinthani kukhala zomwe simukufuna kukhala. Osazigwiritsa ntchito mopitirira muyeso ndikuzizunza, kapena mutha kuziphwanya.

Ngati muwerenga izi, mwachenjezedwa. Khalani kutali ndi zolaula. Ndi kwa ubwino wanu.

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Sindimangoganizira kwambiri za kugonana kwambiri. Ndinkakonda kutengeka ndi kumatako ndipo chikanakhala cholinga chomaliza kwa ine ndi mnzanga aliyense. Tsopano ndi chinthu chabwino ngati zichitika, koma zosafunikira mwanjira iliyonse. Nthawi zina sindimafuna kuchita (kale sizingaganizidwe). https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts/rebooting-accounts-page-2/age-33-delayed-ejaculation-cured-sex-is-better-confidence-higher/

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Mtsikana wa tsiku10 wamwamuna wachinyamata wapita

Ndine wokondwa nazo

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Mbolo yanga yafa, koma ubongo wanga ukubwerera mwakale

Ndakhala ndikukhala pansi kuyambira tsiku loyamba. Kwambiri, zero zosintha, palibe matabwa ammawa, palibe chilichonse. Osati chilimbikitso, palibe chilichonse. Ndasintha zinthu zambiri ndikudzaza zina kuti ndikhale otanganidwa, komanso ndakhala ndikutanganidwa ndikusuntha komanso kusintha ntchito. Koma pali gawo lina mwa ine lomwe limadabwa kuti ndasokoneza bwanji ubongo wanga / mbolo yanga.

Chizindikiro changa choyamba chakuwonekera chidabwera dzulo, ngakhale. Ndine munthu wowongoka, koma nditakula zolaula ndinalowa mu transgender zinthu. Ndikuganiza makamaka chifukwa cha nkhawa komanso kupsinjika kwa zomwe zidandichititsa kuti chidwi changa chowonera chikhale cholimba. Izi pamapeto pake zidakula ndikukhala ndi zokumana nazo zenizeni zenizeni ndipo ndidakhala pachibwenzi ndi tsikana kwakanthawi yemwe amawoneka ngati nyenyezi zolaula.

Dzulo, kukumbukira zinthu zina zomwe ndinali nditazichita kudalowerera m'mutu mwanga ndipo m'malo mondidzutsa, zidangondipangitsa kuti ndikhale wovuta. Ndinadabwa. Ndinanyansidwa kwambiri ndi lingalirolo. Ngakhale izi zitha kumveka zopweteka kwa omwe ali mgulu la GLBT, ndikuwona ngati chizindikiro choyamba cha ubongo wanga kubwerera mwakale. Sindine bi, ndipo sindimakopeka ndi maliseche achimuna. Kubwereranso kusakhulupirika ndikumva izi kunalimbikitsa kwambiri.

Chifukwa chake, ndikufuna kulimbikitsa anyamata okhala ndi machitidwe osiyanasiyana a HOCD, CHONDE, CHONDE khalani nacho ndikupatsa ubongo wanu mwayi wobwereranso pazoyambira kuti mukwaniritse zokhumba zanu zenizeni. Mukamaliza masiku 90 ndipo mwayambiranso ndipo mumakondabe zomwe mudachita pomwe mudayamba, ZABWINO. Koma dzipatseni mwayi wodziwa.

Ndipo ndikufunanso chilimbikitso choti mbolo yanga tsiku lina idzayambiranso, lol.

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http://www.mmo-champion.com/threads/1497458-China-is-starting-to-delete-porn/page18

Mnzanga ananena bwino tsopano kuti ndimaganizira za izi ... ndipo ndikuvomereza kwathunthu (ngakhale ndimakhala ndi zolaula zambiri). Adanenanso zonga izi. M'badwo uwu womwe tsopano ukukula msinkhu unakumana ndi zachiwerewere kwambiri komanso zonyansa kwambiri padziko lapansi zomwe sizinawonekerepo, ndipo tikungowona momwe zikukhudzira anthu ena. Yunivesite yake idaphunzira za uwu popeza uwu unali mwayi wabwino kwambiri kuwona momwe gen yomwe imawonera zolaula zambiri ngati, ndipo zotsatira zake zinali zowopsa pang'ono. Zolaula ndizachilengedwe kwa ine ndikupita kubafa ndikusamba ndipo zimandiwopsa. Zolaula zimayenera kupitilizabe kukula komanso makamaka bazaar kuti zindichotse, ndipo ndimamva ngati ndikufuna detox, koma sindikudziwa momwe ndingachitire. O ndipo takwatirana… kotero yah… zomwe siziyimitsa chilakolako cha zolaula: / Zimangowononga izi komanso maubale anga akale momwe atsikana ambiri sangavomereze kuti mukuwonera zolaula (makamaka atsikana ambiri kuno komwe ndimakhala ku New York) ndipo mutha ingobisani izi kwa nthawi yayitali lol

“Mukufuna ndikuchitireni chiyani! wakhala ukuoneranso zolaula !!!! "
Ine: “Buh buh atsikana pa compooter amatero
iye: Iwo ndi hule ndi zomwe mumaganiza kuti ndine !!!!
ine: Ndasokonezeka kwambiri "

Izi ziri pafupi kwambiri ndi zokambirana zenizeni zomwe ndakhala nazo ndisanayambe lol

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Momwe zolaula zinandipangitsira kudzipha ndi chifukwa chake zolaula n'zoipa.

Hi / r / nofap,

Ndikufuna kuyamba ndikunena kuti izi zingakhale zochititsa mantha kwambiri kwa inu anyamata. Ndikuyembekeza.

Nthawi zonse ndimakopeka ndi atsikana. Ngakhale nditakhala ngati 5 kapena 6 ndimakumbukira ndikufuna kuwona pafupifupi msungwana aliyense yemwe ndimakumana naye wamaliseche. Komabe ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 10. Ndikukumbukira tsiku lina ndinangolowa mchipinda changa, izi zinali nditangodzuka ndipo ndinangoyamba. Sindikukumbukira aliyense anandiuza za izi, momwe mungachitire, ndinangochita.

Pafupifupi 13 ndinapeza zolaula. Zinali zodabwitsa, kumverera kunali kwakukulu kwambiri kuposa kale lonse m'moyo wanga ndipo ndimazichita kangapo patsiku. Nthawi zambiri ndimakonda 2-4 nthawi patsiku. Patapita nthawi ndimafuna kupeza zolaula zambiri chifukwa zolaula sizimandichititsanso. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula. Ndilibe kanthu kotsutsana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo sindimakonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, Ndizodabwitsa chifukwa sindinakopeke ndi mnyamata aliyense m'moyo wanga wonse koma ndimakonda kujambula zolaula chifukwa zimandipweteka.

Pakapita nthawi ndinayamba kuchita zinthu zovuta monga kugwiririra, BDSM, masewera othamanga, kusewera zaka, henti, guro, scat, fart, makanema olimba mtima, nkhani zogonana, pachibale, inde ngakhale lolicon. Pakadali pano zolaula za vanila sizinanditembenuzire pang'ono. Ndinayambanso kukhala wopotoka kwambiri m'moyo weniweni. Ndinkatumiza zithunzi za atsikana omwe ndimawadziwa kuchokera pa facebook kupita kumawebusayiti ngati (cum pazithunzi zosindikizidwa) ndi (zabodza.) Pamasamba awa aliyense anali ndi malingaliro olakwika, odana nawo, achiwawa, openga, ndipo ena anali achiwerewere. Ndinkanyozetsa anthu omwe ndimawadziwa komanso ndimawakonda chifukwa cha zibwenzi zogonana zopusa.

Mukuwona kuti ndikuganiza kuti kugonana kwanga ndikuti ndimakonda zinthu zomwe zimandisokoneza. Ndikadayamba kukagwira zongogwiririra ndipo gawo loyipitsitsa la malingalirowa ndiloti ndidasinthidwa ndikumaganiza zovulaza m'maganizo kwa wina kuposa "malingaliro amphumphu" onse. Ndilibe lingaliro lamphamvu, ndimangotembenuzidwa ndi moyo wina wonse kuwonongedwa munthawi imodzi kuti ndipindule ndi kugonana.

Koma sizomwezo poyerekeza ndi zomwe ndidachita posachedwa. Palibe chomwe ndatsala nacho choti ndinene koma, moyo wanga wonse wawonongeka ndipo sindiyenera chisangalalo chilichonse chifukwa cha zomwe ndachita. Ndinapita patsamba ndipo mnyamata wina adagawira atsikana ena ngati 12-13. Ndipo ndidapita. Iwo anali atavala, koma ine ndine 18 ndipo palibe chomveka. Mnyamatayo anali kugawana nawo atsikana ang'onoang'ono.

Kotero apo ine ndinanena izo. Ndikhoza kukhala wodzisamalira, kotero ndikudzipha ndekha. Osachepera Ngati sindipanga sabata imodzi kapena apo mu nofap. Ndikufuna kuthetsa maganizo awa. Ine sindimakopeka ndi atsikana aang'ono ovuta, mu moyo weniweni iwo SINDIKULUNA.

Kotero kodi izo zinali zolaula zomwe zinandipangitsa ine kukhala woipa wopanda pake, kapena ndine munthu woipa wopanda pake?

Ndine wolemba wowopsa ndikupepesa ngati mawuwo atchulidwa koopsa.

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DAE akudziona okha akuonera zolaula zoopsa ndi zovuta?

Ndimachita manyazi ndi zinthu zomwe ndimayang'ana. Pali mawu awa pamutu panga akuti "Osayang'ana izi, izi zachotsedwa, mudzanong'oneza bondo" komabe ndidutsa nazo. Kenako pambuyo pake ndimamverera ngati munthu wamanyazi. Zithunzi zolaula zomwe zinandikumbutsa zaka khumi zapitazo tsopano zikundipatsa chilakolako chogonana monga kuyang'ana utoto wouma. Sindimakonda izi. Sindimakonda zomwe zikuchitika.

Ndiyenera kusiya kuonera zolaula ndikuganiza. Sindingodziletsa pazinthu zofewa chifukwa kusapeweka kumakulira kwa ine ndikufunafuna zinthu za crazier, ndipo ndizosatheka kudziletsa mukangofika munthawiyo.

Kodi alipo aliyense wa inu anyamata amene angafotokoze? Zikomo powerenga.

rattamahatta

Mwamtheradi. Zili ngati heroin. Muyenera kumenya mwamphamvu kwambiri.

RiskyTrizkit

Choipa kwambiri ndi pamene kugonana sikukuchitiraninso. Ndinawona mu nkhani ya TED chifukwa chachikulu chomwe anthu amasiya zolaula ndi chakuti pamapeto pake amuna ogwiritsa ntchito kwambiri amalephera kupeza ED ndipo sangagonanenso ndikumadya nthawi zonse. Munthu wamba amatenga zolaula pafupifupi miyezi isanu kapena isanu ndi umodzi osagwiranso ntchito pabedi.

singlemanblues

Inde. Pamene ndinayamba kumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo, ndinkakonda kujambula zolaula za BDSM. Chaka chotsatira ndisanachoke, ndinali ndi zambiri zomwe zili mu galimoto yanga. Zonyansa.

EverVigilant

Inde! Ndizosangalatsa, mchaka chathachi zakhala zoyipa kwambiri chifukwa ndidachita bwino poyesetsa kusiya ntchito. Koma nthawi zochepa zomwe ndinasiya, zolaula zinayamba kufooka mofanana ndendende momwe zinalili zovuta pamene ndinayamba kuziwona.

Monga, pomwe ndidayamba, chidwi changa chidachokera ku A, kupita ku B, mpaka C, kupita ku D. Kenako ndidayamba kuyesetsa kuti ndisiye, ngakhale kupita kwa masiku 30 kamodzi, ndipo zidabwerera ku A. Koma ndiye ine ' tidzakhala paimfa, ndipo ipita ku B, C, ndi D motere. Silidumpha molunjika kwa D. Nthawi zonse chimakhala chofanana.

fuck_gawker

Ndicho chikhalidwe cha chirombo. Zakhala zondivuta kuti ndisiye kugwiritsa ntchito softcore / cheesecake kuposa momwe ndimapangira kuchoka ku hardcore kupita ku softcore. (Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito njira zitatu za SAA kuti ndisiye zolaula.) Zakhala zikugwira ntchito koma, munthu ndikulakalaka ndikadakhala kuti sindinayambe ndalumikizidwapo!

la_arma_ficticia

Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndinayima: ndimayang'ana zolaula za BSDM pogwiritsa ntchito mawu osakira monga, "kunyozedwa", "kukakamizidwa", ndi "kumenyedwa mbama" - ndidayamba kudzimva ngati munthu komanso ngati chinthu choti ndingagwiritse ntchito ndikuzunzidwa. Sanali wathanzi.

phoenix_recovery

Yup, alandireni! Kukhala ndi zolaula kwa nthawi ndithu, kapena nthawi zonse zomwe ife ambiri tikuzichita, sizidzangopangitsa masiku amenewo-zolaula-zam'mbuyo-zolaula zikuwoneka zodabwitsa, koma chikhumbo chanu choyang'ana zinthu zovuta lero zidzatuluka kunja . Izi ndizochitikira kwanga.

AbortedFeces

Anangoyamba kuzindikira izi. Kotero ine ndinalowa gawolo kuti ndizisiye izo ndisanati ndilowe mwambo wonyenga wonyenga.

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KULUMIKIZANA

Ma 30s apa.

Ndakhala ndi zokumana nazo zambiri ndikumagonana m'kamwa ndi amuna mzaka zonse za 20. Ndikukumbukira nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidachita ndimaganiza ndekha "izi sizanga ine" ndikupitilizabe kuchita izi kwa zaka zina 8.

Chifukwa chiyani ndidapitilira osamva ngati ndichinthu chomwe ndimafuna kuchita nthawi yoyamba? Tsopano ndikunena kuti zolaula. Ndakhala ndichizolowezi zolaula kuyambira ndili mwana ndipo ndinayamba ndi zokonda zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo m'moyo weniweni ndimangokopeka ndi akazi. Ndimakonda kugonana ndi akazi ndipo sindiganiza kwenikweni za amuna zogonana. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono tambala wazaka, makamaka zazikuluzikulu zidakhala malo opatsa chidwi changa. Ndinayamba kufunafuna zolaula zomwe zinali ndi tambala tambiri mwa iwo okha. Zomwe ndimakonda pa zolaula zidandipangitsa kukhulupirira kuti mwina ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo ndimafunafuna zogonana ndi amuna, koma kuti ndikhumudwe nazo. Ndikadali wachichepere zomwe zidalankhulidwazo zidakwanira kuti ndidzutse koma izi zalepheretsa "kukhala zachilendo" kwa ine. Tsopano ndikupeza kuti ndizosatheka kudzutsidwa ndi amuna popanda kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndipo ngakhale zili zovuta. Ndimakumbukira usiku wina ndikulephera kukhala wolimba ngakhale nditatenga ziwiri. Ndidadzitsimikizira ndekha kuti ndikadakhala kuti ndafika kukafunafuna amuna omwe ali ndi nyumba zapa craigslist ndikusamba kuti ndiyenera kukhala amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, tsopano sindine wotsimikiza.

Nthawi zambiri ndimapita ku bafa kukasewera ndi amuna ndikakhala woledzera kapena nditagwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Pali umboni wina wosonyeza kuti zolaula kapena kufunafuna zinthu zatsopano kungasinthe zomwe mumakonda pa kugonana (makamaka makoswe) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvyejdlmKpE#t=875 Kutha kusangalala ndi kuonera mbolo zazikulu kapena kusangalala ndi makanema okhudza iwo ndi zina zotero sizitanthauza kuti ndi chizindikiro chenicheni cha zomwe mumakonda pa kugonana. Ulalowu uli ndi zambiri zina: https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/can-you-trust-your-johnson

Ngati mukumva kuti kuyika tambala mkamwa mwanu ndichinthu chomwe mukufuna kuchita, zivute zitani pitani patsogolo mukafufuze kuti palibe cholakwika ndi ichi ndipo kupatsa wina chisangalalo ndichinthu choyenera kuchita. Ndinakumana ndi zokumana nazo zabwino ndikukhala ndi wina pakamwa panu ndizopindulitsa nthawi zina. Gawo lina la ine limaganizabe kuti ndikadangochita kuti ndiyesere ndikupeza zina koma sindidzadziwa tsopano chifukwa chomwe ndidapangira izi ndikuti ndimatsatira zomwe ndimachita pa zolaula

Upangiri wanga: Ndimapumira kanthawi kochepa zolaula ndikuwona ngati zolimbikitsazo zilipobe. Mukuwoneka kuti mulibe mpanda ndipo mukudandaula za zomwe zingachitike ngati wina atazindikira. Izi ndizomwe ndiyenera kukhala nazo pano komanso zomwe ndidzachite moyo wanga wonse. Ndingoyeserera kupita ku "momwe ziriri pano" ndi kuwona momwe mukumvera. Kwa ine, kugonana ndi amuna inali mtundu wamakanema omaliza, chinthu choyipa kwambiri choyipa chomwe angatenge nawo gawo. Sindikudziwa tsopano kuti kuwunika zomwezo kunandipindulitsa, koma mwina kungakhale kwa inu.

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Amuna owongoka omwe ayesera kupereka mutu - zodandaula zilizonse? Ine ndikuganiza zoyesera izo

Ndili mchaka changa choyambirira cha 40s ndipo kwa moyo wanga wonse ndakhala ndiri wamwamuna wowongoka kwathunthu wopanda mayesero oti ndichite chilichonse ndi mnyamata. Ndinapsompsona mnyamata pamene ndinali ngati 15 ndipo chinali chongofuna kudziwa kwa ine zaka 25 zotsatira next Tsoka ilo, mchaka chatha kapena 2 ndakhala ndikuwona zolaula zambiri za anyamata okhala ndi tambala akulu kwambiri komanso atsikana ang'onoang'ono ndipo ndimachikondadi. Ndayamba kuganiza zogona tambala wamkulu kwambiri ndekha ndipo ndidatumiza pano za miyezi yambiri yapitayo. Chodandaula changa ndikuti sindimamva ngati amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Sindikukopeka kwenikweni ndi anyamata. Koma ndikufuna kuwona kamodzi m'moyo wanga momwe zimakhalira ndikakhala ndi tambala wamkulu mkamwa mwanga. Koma ndikuda nkhawa kuti ndimadzimva bwanji pambuyo panga, kudzidalira kwanga, ndi zina zambiri. Sindikudandaula kuti ndidzaukonda kwambiri ndikuufuna kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti zingakhale zabwino 🙂

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Kodi zolaula zingakuchititseni kukayikira za kugonana?

Moyo wanga wonse (18M) womwe ndazindikira kuti ndi wowongoka ndipo ndakhala ndikukopeka kwambiri ndi akazi amitundu yonse, mawonekedwe, makulidwe, sindikudziwa ngati izi sizikumveka kunena koma ndinganene kuti ndine m'malire amalimbikira kutengera thupi la akazi; Ndimakonda zonse za izi. Sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi malingaliro azakugonana, zolimbikitsa, zokhumba, chilichonse chomwe chimafanana ndi kukopa kwa amuna… moona mtima sindikudziwa momwe azimayi amakondera thupi la munthu koma ndizopanda pake.

Ndikuganiza kuti ndibwino kunena kuti ndili ndi zolaula / zowononga, ndipo zakhala zikufika poti "zolaula" nthawi zonse zayamba kunditengera ine ndayamba kuyang'ana zinthu zomwe zero ndikulakalaka kuchita m'moyo weniweni , monga zolaula kapena masewera a MMF.

Zakafika poti dzulo ndayika ndondomeko yanga ya "Tinder" kwa "aliyense" ndipo ndinayamba kucheza / kukondana ndi anyamata ngakhale kuti ndilibe chikhumbo kapena cholinga chokumana nawo pamoyo weniweni, makamaka osakhumba kapena ndikulimbikitsani kuchita chirichonse chogonana nawo. (Kuyambira kale ndayika Tinder wanga kwa akazi okha ndipo sindinafanane ndi anyamata omwe ndimakhala nawo) Koma kodi zonsezi zingakhale zolaula? Kodi ndikusowetsa chidwi kwambiri ndi zochitika zanga zakuthupi kuti ndikufunafuna chinachake chosiyana kotero kuti thupi langa likhoza kukondweretsanso?

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Porn zamkati ndi malingaliro anu. Mdima wambiri nthawi zina, inde kusiya izo kudzathandiza ndipo ndi njira yopita mbuyanga

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Ndinali wokonda kwambiri chikondichi komanso zina zoterezi, sindinathenso kunditembenukira momwe zimakhalira kale. Chifukwa chake mulingo wanu wa dopamine uyenera kukwezedwa chifukwa mumakhala opanda chidwi ndi zomwe zakupangitsani kuti musinthe (mwanjira ina mumazolowera) mumayang'ana zinthu zomwe zimakudabwitsani, kuti mulimbikitse kuchuluka kwanu kwa dopamine ndipo mwapunthwa apon izi.

Kukonzekera ndikupita mwezi umodzi wopanda PMO hardmode, pakatha mwezi umodzi ndikulimbikitsidwa kuti muchoke ndipo zizikhala zosavuta, pakapita nthawi mudzayiwala za izo tsiku lina mudzakumbukira zochitikazo koma tsiku lomwelo mudzadziuza kuti ndafika tsiku 1 hardmode… kodi ndikufuna kuti nditaye zonse ndipo kusankha komwe kungakhale kosavuta. Mukuti ayi ndipo mayeserowo amatha mu mphindi yomweyi mumati ayi kwa PMO pamutu panu. Ndizosavuta komanso zosavuta. Ndikudziwa mwezi umodzi ukhoza kuwoneka ngati wautali koma tengani tsiku limodzi panthawi kuti mufike pamweziwo!

Ndili ndi miyezi 7 ya hardmode ndipo ndinali ndi chizolowezi chofanana ndi cha shemale femdon strap koma tsopano ndili mfulu koma ndikufunikabe kukhala maso ngati nditachita zimenezo. Pita mwezi umodzi ndipo zinthu ziyamba kuyenda bwino . Zabwino zonse. Permalink

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Maganizo anga asintha

Ndili pafupi masiku a 55 pa izi ndikuyenda popanda MO kapena PMO kapena kuwonera P.

Chimodzi mwazinthu zazikulu kwambiri zomwe ndidazindikira koposa kupatula 'mphamvu zazikulu' zomwe anthu amatchula panthawiyi ndikuti maloto anga ndi malingaliro anga ndi osiyana kwambiri.

Pamene ndimayang'ana zolaula ndikudzisangalatsa nthawi zonse, malingaliro anga nthawi zonse amayenera kukhala owonjezera, monga momwe ndikuchitira ndi aphunzitsi otentha kapena kukhala ndi abwenzi anga akulowerera pa ine kapena kungoganizira za kugonana kwachisawawa. Ichi chinali vuto.

Tsopano popeza ndaphunzira zambiri za ine ndekha ndi ndondomekoyi, 'malingaliro anga' sanatchule kwambiri pazopenga izi, komanso ubale wapamtima komanso pamalingaliro. Tsopano ndimaganizira za kumverera kwa khungu lake, kapena mpweya wake wofunda, kapena kungopsompsona mwachikondi.

Ngakhale ena angaganize kuti malingaliro aliwonse ndi oyipa, kusintha kumeneku kwakhala kopindulitsa kwambiri kwa ine. Chiyambireni izi, ndayamba chibwenzi ndi msungwana uyu ndipo tikamapanga zinthu ndimakhala ndi chiyembekezo chambiri, ndipo chifukwa zomwe ndimayembekezera zimakhala zenizeni, nthawi zambiri ndimakhutira ndi 'zenizeni mtsikana 'motsutsana ndi nyenyezi yabodza yodzikongoletsa yodzikongoletsa.

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[yankho] Ndaonanso kusintha komweko. Makamaka ndi bwenzi langa lazaka 3, nditatha zaka 3 zogonana sabata iliyonse kuphatikiza PMO tsiku lililonse, sindimakhutira nthawi zonse. Ndinkafuna kuti akhale ngati atsikana onyenga m'mavidiyo, ndimadziwa kuti akuchita zonse zomwe angathe kuti andisangalatse koma chifukwa cha PMO sizinali zokwanira. koma tsopano, zasintha. Tsopano, ndimatha kumuyamikira bwenzi langa, ndimakhutitsidwa tsopano nthawi iliyonse tikamagonana, ndimatha kuyamika mphindi iliyonse ndipo koposa zonse, ndimamuyamikira kwambiri tsopano.

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[yankho] Momwemonso (anali ndi mndandanda wa 180 chaka chino) - apeza kuti ndibwino kuti musachedwe ndi amayi - mukangogonana osayanjananso, chibwenzi ndichinthu chosangalatsa kwambiri popeza kukakamizidwa kwatha. Akazi amayamikiranso. Ndipo mumakhala ndi mwayi wokhala ndi mkazi wabwino yemwe samalumphira pabedi ndi munthu aliyense yemwe amakumana naye.

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[yankho] Inenso ndazindikira izi. Ndipo ndimakhala womasuka kwambiri ndi malingaliro awa. Ndikufuna kunena kuti ndi "osalakwa", ndikuganiza. Koma zomwe ndapezanso ndikupeza kuti ndimakondana (kukhudzana ndi khungu, kupsompsona, kukhala pafupi naye), kuti ndikhale kosintha kwambiri kuposa kungoganiza zachiwerewere. Ndizowona kwambiri, koma ubale wapamtima womwe inu ndi ine tawunikiranso, ndikuganiza, ndiwowoneka bwino kwambiri ndikugonana.

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[yankho] ndikugwirizana kwathunthu bambo, zolaula zimasokoneza zenizeni zomwe zimachitika mukakumana ndi msungwana weniweni ndikumudziwa. Ubwenzi wathu wapamtima ndi chibwenzi changa wasintha kale patatha milungu ingapo palibe pmo. nthawi zambiri ndimamunena kuti alibe chibwenzi m'mutu mwanga koma ndimayamba kuzindikira momwe machitidwe anga amakhudzira chibwenzi chathu

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Ndikuphwanya - HOCD / Zovuta Zolaula - winawake chonde ndithandizeni ndikufunitsitsa!

Moni onse,

Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto awa kwanthawi yayitali ndipo zandipangitsa kumva ngati zopanda pake, komabe lero ndikaganiza kuti HOCD iyi idakhala yoyipa kwambiri ndikukhudza moyo wanga watsiku ndi tsiku kwambiri ndidatsala pang'ono kulira ndikungodziwa kuti kuti ndisankhidwe, sindimadziwa malo abwino oti nditembenukire ndikuganiza kuti anthu ena muno akhoza kumvetsetsa za ine ndikundithandiza.

Ndine wamwamuna wa zaka 19, posakhalitsa 20, ndipo ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula kuzungulira 12 / 13 ndipo zawonjezeka kuchokera pamenepo.

Ndimakumbukira pomwe ndidayamba, ndipo nthawi zonse zakhala zowongoka. Ndinkachita maliseche pa akazi abwinobwino ndipo ngakhale nthawi imeneyo ndimavala zovala zamkati ndi zovala zamkati zomwe zimandipatsa chidwi chachikulu, akazi abwinobwino komanso "zolaula" zabwinobwino zimandipatsa chidwi chachikulu. Ndakhala wolunjika nthawi zonse, sindinaganizepo za amuna m'njira zachiwerewere, sindinakopeke ndi amuna ndipo ndimafunitsitsa kuchita nawo atsikana ndi akazi ndipo ndimakopeka ndi akazi - (Ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri ndili mwana chifukwa sanali atsikana ambiri anali mwa ine ndipo ndinkadziona kuti ndine wachabechabe / maluso oyipa ochezera - chifukwa chake mwina ndimayamba zolaula kwambiri) Ndimakumbukiranso atsikana oyamba omwe ndimawakonda kusukulu adandipatsa agulugufe m'mimba mwanga.

Komabe ndimamva kuti zolaula zinali zabwino kwambiri kotero kuti ndimangoyang'ana mitundu yambiri ndipo zidakhala zoyipa pazaka zomwe ndimachita manyazi kunena zomwe zidandichotsa. Atsikana abwinowo sanandipangitsenso chimodzimodzi momwe ndimakhalira ndikamagwiritsa ntchito intaneti ndimayang'ana zolaula kwa maola ambiri, ndinayamba kuyang'ana pazinthu zina ndikumva izi, mwina ndikakumbukira momwe zinalili zoyipa / zoyipa ? Bondage, Agogo aakazi, Zithunzi za Simpsons ndi zolaula za Futurama Ndimakumbukira nthawi ina zitandipatsa chilimbikitso chachikulu (ndikudziwa kuti ndimanyansidwa ndikulemba izi) zolaula, malo owonera madzi ndi zolaula / zonyansa (ndizonyansidwa kwambiri) ndiyenera kuti ndidawona chilichonse. Ndimamva kunyansidwa nazo zonse… Kwa zaka zonsezi zonsezi zinaipiraipira ngakhale kuti ndinali wokondweretsabe atsikana, kuwatsata, kukhala ndi zibwenzi zosiyanasiyana, kuyeserera ndikuchita zachiwerewere ndipo ndinadzutsidwa ndikufunanso - ndimakumbukira kamodzi pomwe Ndinafika pokhala ndi chibwenzi zaka 3/4 zapitazo pamene akufuna kuika manja ake pansi thalauza langa ndinamuyimitsa chifukwa ndinachita manyazi kuti sindinali wolimba komanso sindinali wolimba ngakhale ndimasangalala, ndimafuna kusangalala ndikufuna kuti mphindi ichitike kwambiri koma ndinali ndi Dick wakufa!

Ndipotu ndikukhalabe pano, ndikaganizira za msungwana yemwe ndikudziwa kuti ndi wotentha kwambiri ndipo angakonde kuti akhale naye, ndingathe kulingalira ngakhale nditagona pabedi ndi iye sindikanatha kudzitenga kapena kutenga Kuthamanga monga momwe ndikuchitira ndi zolaula kuti andipatse thanthwe lolimba.

- Kukula konseku pamapeto pake kunanditsogolera kuti ndigwere zolaula komanso zolaula. Ndimakumbukira ndikuziwona zikuyamba kugunda ndikudzutsa zomwe sindinamvepo kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba kuwonera zolaula ndili ndi 13 kapena zilizonse, zimangokhala ngati 'zopanda pake' mwanjira ina komanso chisangalalo. Ngakhale kuti ndinkangodabwa, sindinkafuna amuna m'moyo weniweni, sindinaganizepo za izi ndipo sindinapeze chifukwa chake zomwe zikuchitika tsopano zikuchitika. Tsopano nthawi ndi nthawi ndikasiya kuonera zolaula pang'ono (kuyesera kuyambiranso koma ndikuphwanya) zimathera ndikudzuka kwamtundu wina wamatsenga / zachiwerewere ndikadzitopetsa ndekha ndi zolaula chifukwa cha kupita patsogolo komwe ndidapanga

- Ndapeza YourBrainonPorn posachedwa ndikumvetsetsa momwe izi zitha kukhalira chifukwa chokwera kwambiri, komanso pomwe ndinali ndi maphunziro ophunzirira chilimwe chilimwe chatha chifukwa chochita zinthu / kukhala mchipinda chimodzi ndi anthu omwe sindinachite maliseche kapena kuwonera zolaula za 6 masabata ndipo nditayambiranso, ndinalimbikiranso ndipo ndinadzutsidwa kwambiri kuchokera pachithunzi chochokera kwa mayi wina wofewa yemwe ali ndi mawere ake (Ndimakhala womasuka ngati kuti ndinali bwino) Koma nditatha kuphunzira ntchito ndamaliza ndidakhala ndikukula mobwerezabwereza ndikubwerera komwe ndidali.

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Wachikazi, wolaula, POCD ndi watsopano!

Ndine wamkazi wazaka makumi awiri, ndipo ndizachilendo kunena koma ndidagwiritsa ntchito zolaula nthawi yoyamba pomwe ndinali pafupi mwina 8,9? Mayi anga anali ndi bf nthawi imeneyo omwe anali ndi magazini a hc zolaula kwa aliyense wowonekera, ndinayang'ana mmenemo, osamvetsetsa zomwe ndawona koma ndikuganiza zidasokoneza ubongo WANGA BIG TIME bc zitatha izi, ndimagwiritsa ntchito mwayi uliwonse kuti ndiyambe mpaka zaka 11, ndinkaonera zolaula pa TV pa intaneti popanda wina aliyense kudziwa. kenako idasiya, ndinali ndi bf pang'ono ndili wachinyamata, ndipo mpaka zaka 3 zapitazo, zolaula sizinali m'moyo wanga ayi. Komabe, ndinayamba kuwonera zolaula zaka 3,4 zapitazo nthawi zonse, osakhala ndi lingaliro la zomwe zidachita kuubongo wanga mpaka miyezi 4,5 yapitayo pomwe ndidafiyira za NoFap ndi zomwe anthu osiyanasiyana akuchita nazo Ndinali ngati 'chabwino ... ndikumveka bwino kwambiri ngati ine'. Sindinadziwe chomwe chalakwika ndi moyo wanga wogonana, ndimangoganiza kuti ndimakonda kusewerera ndikuonera zolaula 'nanga bwanji?'.

monga anzanga ena, ndinali wokhumudwa, kukoma kwanga kudakulirakulira mpaka pomwe ndidadzinyenga ndikudzimva kuti ndine wolakwa ndipo ndidadzifunsa ... kodi f * inali chiyani? !! (monga zolaula, zinthu zodabwitsa, zotsekemera, mkaka wa m'mawere, ngakhale zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, kumatako kwambiri) kuyang'ana wamwamuna ndi wamkazi kungogonana sikunali kokwanira kwa ine ndipo sindinadziwe CHIFUKWA zinali choncho (ndipo ine Ndine wokondwa kudziwa, kuti itha kusintha kubwerera mwakale kachiwiri !!).

Ndimakhala ndi ocd nthawi yayitali kwambiri pamoyo wanga, nthawi zina zochulukirapo, nthawi zina, zochepa koma miyezi 3 yapitayo, pocd yanga idayambitsidwa ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndikupenga, zinali zoyipitsitsa zomwe ndidakumanapo nazo (ndipo ndinali ndi ma loooots a ocd mitu). ndi cbt komanso mindfullness, ndili pano ndikutha kuyilamulira 70-80% ya nthawiyo, koma zolaula zanga zomwe zakhala zikuchitika miyezi ingapo yapitayo zikundivutitsabe. Sindinayambe ndawonapo kapena ndikufuna kuonera (kapena kufuna kudziyesa ndekha) cp, nthawi zonse, ngakhale mwana wanga wamwamuna anali woipa bwanji. koma pamene ndimakhala ndikutuluka kwa maola ambiri pazolaula zomwe zimadziwika, ndikungoseka apa ndi apo ndikufunafuna malo owonera, ndikukumbukira kuti pakhala pali zolaula zakale pomwe atsikana amawoneka ngati achichepere kapena mchipindacho muli zimbalangondo mmenemo kapena Atsikana anali atavala zikopa za nkhumba ndi zina zotero, ndinkangomva ngati ndikutsekedwa ndi izi, ndimangozinyalanyaza bc moona mtima, sindinasakire china chonga icho, ndimangoyang'ana izi koma ndi mwana wanga, ndimadzifunsa nthawi zonse, ngati izi zili zoyenera kutsata zolaula zamtunduwu, makamaka atsikana achichepere (achinyamata) zimandivuta, bc pambuyo pa PMO, nditawona zolaula ndi wachikulire akugonana ndi wachinyamata ndimaganiza ... chabwino ndizofanana pedo, altough onsewa anali ochita zisudzo achikulire..and bc of that, I feel like a criminal, esp with my pocd !!

Mwinamwake winawake angakhoze kundifotokozera ndi kundithandiza ine kumvetsa izo, zikomo kwambiri kuwerenga!

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Matenda akutha

[Tsiku 101 ndi kubwezeretsedwa kamodzi] Chinthu chimodzi ndikuzindikira kuti kukhumba kwanga kwa ana anga odwala opotoka akuchepa kwambiri.

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byu/desktopx kuyambira zokambirana
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Pachimake pa PMO, pomwe nkhwangwa, manyazi, masewera am'madzi komanso ma scat sizinandivutitse, ndinadzipeza ndili ndi zipsinjo zabwino kwambiri zolaula. Zinandinyansa, koma ndinakakamizika pang'ono, ndipo popeza palibe chomwe chinandivutitsa ine, "sindinachitenso mwina" .. Ndinatopetsedwa ndi zomwe ndimachita masana, kenako ndinatenga ovuta masabata awiri kuchoka (iyi inali pre nofap btw) Mwamwayi fetish idapita ndipo ndimatha kupita kuzinthu za vanila wamba. Koma mwachiwonekere ndinabwereranso kuzinthu zachikazi .. Izi zakhala zovuta kwambiri kuti ndizisiye, koma ndikamayenda zazitali, malingaliro anga amachoka, ndipo zokonda zanga zimayanjana ndi umunthu wanga komanso zomwe ndimakonda kupeza wokongola. Ma kink amakhala ovuta kuwayang'ana komanso onyansa, mpaka nditagwa m'galimoto ndikupita miyezi yambiri osatha tsiku limodzi kapena awiri opanda PMO

.. Komabe, zinthu izi zimagwira ntchito.

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Ndikuganiza kuti zolaula zandichititsa kuti ndizichita zinthu zofanana?

Ndiyamba ndikunena kuti sindinakopeke ndi mwamuna aliyense. Palibe. Ngati ndinayamba ndakhalapo ndi vuto la atsikana. Ndili ndi zaka 15, ndipo momwe ndikukumbukira, ndinali ndi zilonda za 5-6. Onsewa anali atsikana.

Kusweka kwanga komaliza kunali chaka chimodzi chapitacho, Icho chinatha pang'onopang'ono pafupi ndi miyezi 3-4. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinayambitsa maliseche nthawi zambiri. Kulowa zinthu zovuta. Tsopano ndinayamba kukhala wamasiye /. Ine ndikuganiza moona mtima kuti zolaula zimazembera izo. Ndinayambitsa maliseche pamene ndinali 11 (ndikuganiza).

Chosangalatsa ndichakuti, nthawi ina ndidakhala wopanda zolaula kwa masiku 4-5, ndipo ndinali ndi chidwi chofuna maliseche - zolaula. Sindikuganiza kuti ndakhala ndikuchita mantha kwambiri m'zaka zapitazi za 1.5 ndikukopeka zolaula. Kenako ndidazipeza ndikuyamba kuwonanso zolaula, zomwezo…

Kupereka chiyeso china kwa anthu olaula, popeza ndikuchita maliseche kawiri lero.

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Ndinatha kukhala ndi kompyuta yanga, mchipinda changa, pandekha, ndipo apa ndipamene mavuto amayamba. Anayamba ngati wina aliyense ndikuganiza. Mukupeza zolaula, zolaula tsopano ndizosangalatsa, mumasaka zambiri, tsopano ndizosangalatsa. Masamba ndi kutsitsa ndi mitsinje ndi zina zotero ndi zina zotero ndi zina zotero. Mumalandira lingaliro. Ndizosangalatsa, ndizosangalatsa, ndizowopsa. Ndizosokoneza kwambiri zaumulungu, nawonso. Ndakhala ndikuchita kwa zaka tsopano. Ndimakumbukira nthawi ina pamene Mkazi wokodza mkamwa mwa mayi wina anali wowopsa, wodabwitsa komanso woseketsa. Ndiye kunali kotentha kwambiri, kenako kumakhala kosangalatsa. Zaka zikupita patsogolo ndipo mumadabwa kuti zitha liti. Palibe yankho. Ndipo ukamatulutsa umuna ndikusewera kanemayo, mawu komanso ngati mkazi aliyense akumenyetsa zonona kumaso kwa mayi wina, muyenera kudzifunsa, kodi ndi nthawi yoti muime?

Inde, ndi yankho, ndithudi.

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Popeza ndimakhala masiku atatu nthawi imodzi, zinthu za fetish sizimandisangalatsanso - ubongo ukubwezeretsanso

Monga anthu ambiri pano, ndikuyesera kupita tsiku lalitali la masiku 90. Ndatha kuchita mpaka masiku a 12 ndipo tsopano ndakhala masiku atatu kapena anayi nthawi imodzi.

Komabe, ndikupeza kuti sindikukondwereranso ndi zolaula zomwe ndimazikonda kwambiri. Zimandipangitsa kukhala wosangalala kuti ndikuchira. Inde, ndikufuna kuti ndigonjetse PIED.

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Ndapeza vuto langa, koma kodi lingakonzedwe?

Sindikudziwa kuti ndipita kuti kapena ndingapite kwa ndani za izi koma ndimangofuna kuti ndigawane izi chifukwa ndimamva ngati ndikulakalaka china chake.

Zaka zapitazo ndinayamba kumwa zolaula ndipo ndinayamba kuwongoka ndikawona zolaula pavidiyo yolaula. Ndinasokonezeka kwakanthawi kufikira nditayamba kupanga zidutswazo modabwitsa. Pokhala maliseche, ndimayanjana ndi mbolo yanga ndili mwana, ndimomwe ndimafunira chisangalalo chachikulu. Ndinayamba kukopeka ndi zolaula, ndikuganiza kuti ndimafunikira mbolo yokulirapo kuti ndikhoze kukopa atsikana omwe ndimalankhula nawo azaka zapakati pa 14-15, ndikulimbikitsidwa kuti ndifufuze zolemba, maluso, ndi zina zambiri m'njira yovuta kwambiri. Zinali pomwe zinthu zidayamba kusokoneza (mayankho osiyanasiyana ogonana).

Pambuyo pake ndimakhala ndi zovuta zochepa zomwe zimandidabwitsa, koma tsiku lina ndidazindikira kuti ndidayimilira koma osati chifukwa cha mtsikanayo mu kanemayo, chinali chifukwa cha mbolo yamwamuna wamanyazi. Kwa kanthawi zidandisokoneza mpaka moyo utatenga njira ina ndipo zolaula sizinali pamoyo wanga watsiku ndi tsiku. Koma kenako ndidadzukanso patapita zaka zambiri ndikukhala ndi mphamvu, zidanditsogolera kuti ndilowe mu zolaula za TS, kuyesa kuwona zolaula monga njira yodziyesera ndekha. Ndinkachita mantha kuwonera mawonekedwe a M / F chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti ndidzawuka ndikawona mbolo yake pomwe ndimadziwa kuti sindimakonda momwe ndimakondera ziwalo za akazi.

Ndinayamba kuyikamo zidutswa, kuzilumikiza ngati masamu, chifukwa ndizomwe zinali, chithunzi chovuta kumvetsetsa. Chifukwa chodziseweretsa maliseche komanso kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula tsiku ndi tsiku, pamapeto pake ndinayamba kukhala wopanda nkhawa ndi mbolo yanga chifukwa azimayi omwe anali m'mavidiyo nthawi zonse anali ndi anyamata omwe anali ndi maliseche akulu. Ndinajambulitsa migodi ya atsikana omwe ndimawadziwa pomwe amadzijambula okha maliseche, ndiye kuti mbolo yanga inali chinthu chachikulu kwa ine. Momwe kusakhazikika kwanga kudalowa, izi zidanditsogolera kufuna kudziwa momwe ndingapezere mbolo yayikulu, ndikukhala nayo nthawi yomweyo. Ndipo izi zidandipangitsa kuti ndikhale wolumikizana bwino ndi nyenyezi zolaula zamphongo, podziwa kuti sindingafanane nawo, mwanjira inayake adakhala njira yoti ndiyimirire chifukwa ndimangodziyika ndekha / thupi lawo chifukwa ndi iwo Ndinkafuna kugonana ndi azimayiwa, ndi mbolo yawo yomwe ndimafuna kukhala nayo. Chifukwa chake kuwawona iwo atakhazikika kungandipangitse kuti ndiyimirire, ndikufunika kuwona kwina kwa mbolo yokulirapo kuti ndipatsidwe erection. Khalani ndekha ndikungoyang'ana kwa atsikana kapena atsikana, kumangokhalako kumakhala kofooka kwambiri chifukwa sindingakhale ndi sing'anga, chomwe chingandilimbikitse kuti ndikhale wolimba chifukwa sindikhala wotetezeka ndekha.

Ndipo ndiyo njira yosavuta kwambiri yomwe ndingafotokozere, ndikulakalaka pakadakhala kufotokozera kwasayansi komanso kwatsatanetsatane koma sikokwanira kuti izi zichitike kuti ziwerengedwe, koma ndikudziwa kuti ndikulondola ngakhale nditakhala ndi umboni wasayansi. Zili ngati mapasa osakhoza kuchita chilichonse popanda mapasa ake nawo, akuyenera kukhala limodzi kuti akhale olimba mtima ndikuchita chilichonse chifukwa cholumikizana komwe kumalepheretsa kugwira ntchito popanda theka lina. Ndiyenera kuwona msungwanayo ali ndi mnyamata yemwe ali ndi erection yayikulu kuti ndikhale ndi erection yabwinoko. Vuto lokhalo ndiloti ndinazindikira chifukwa chake momwe ndimagwirira ntchito ndichotere, ndili ndi lingaliro laling'ono la momwe ndingasinthire momwe zimakhalira, ndikungoona msungwana wokongola ndikwanira kuti anditembenukire, osafunikira chilichonse kuti mukwaniritse erection.

Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndilibe aliyense woti ndilankhule naye pazinthu izi, ndiye kuti ndili ndekha ndi zonsezi. Koma mwina wina akhoza kugwiritsa ntchito izi, ngati akudutsamo zomwezo, ndikudabwa ngati ali ndi kugonana kosiyana. Ndemanga zilizonse zitha kuyamikiridwa.

* Zokhudza mbiri yokha: Ndipo ayi, sindine pafupi pang'ono, ndizowona kuti zolaula za mnyamatayo zimawoneka ngati ntchito yamiyala yachi Greek, zomwe zimandipangitsa kumva kuti anali abwino kuposa ine ndipo ndizomwe atsikana amakonda zolaula.

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Kodi pali aliyense amene wakula kupita ku zolaula za "Kukhala mtsikana"?

Ndizokhumudwitsa kwambiri .. chinthucho sindikudziwa ngati zolaula zake zimayambitsa kapena ayi koma zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti sindinakhalepo ndisanakwanitse zaka 21 .. zisanachitike zinali zolaula za vanila komanso zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha .. ndakhala Nthawi zonse ndinkadzidalira kuti ndine wamwamuna wowongoka koma ndimadana ndi momwe izi zimandipangitsa kukayikira .. koma "kukhala msungwana" kumandichotsa mwachangu ndikakhala zolaula kuposa Vanilla sex .. Ndili ndi OCD Yogonana Ndi Amuna Kapena Akazi Okhaokha pankhaniyi. .

Ndinayambiranso 2-3week mu Meyi ndipo zitatha izi, kwa miyezi 1-3 ndinalibe malingaliro aliwonse abwinowa - ndimangoganiza zokhala ndi azimayi ndikugonana nawo .. koma kamodzi ndidayambiranso zolaula pang'onopang'ono pamene idakwera kuchokera pamtundu wina kupita kwina ndipo pano ndilinso ..

Kodi ndiyesenso? Ndikuwopa chabe ndikukana zilakolako zanga ngati sindikuwona zolaula? Wina aliyense anali ndi malingaliro ofanana ngati awa a mtsikanayo?

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Amayi Amaliseche? Sindikukumbukira nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidapanga china chake chomwe "chachizolowezi"

Sindimakhalanso nthawi yambiri pa reddit. Ndabwera kudzaziyang'ana dzulo ndipo intaneti ikupenga chifukwa cha otchuka ena amaliseche.

Chowonadi ndikuti sindikumva kuti ndimayesedwa kutali kuti ndiyang'ane kutuluka. Mutha kuganiza kuti ndikunena izi kuti ndisonyeze momwe ndachokera komanso kuchuluka kwa zomwe ndapeza kuchokera ku vuto langa la PMO.

Izi si zoona ngakhale. Chowonadi ndi chakuti sindingathe kujambula zithunzi zamaliseche. Malo ngati zolaula komanso zolaula za "vanila" sizinali zokwanira kuti ndichoke. Popanda kupita mwatsatanetsatane, sindinathe kupita kuzinthu "zachizolowezi". Ndinkafunika kuonera zolaula zomwe zinali zodwala komanso zonyansa kotero kuti ndinkachita manyazi kuti ndipite.

Ndakhala ndikuvutika kwazaka pafupifupi 6, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndachita bwino kwambiri ndikuchira ndikukuwuzani moona mtima kuti ndidzakhala wokonda zolaula nthawi zonse. Ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakonda kukhala zolaula. Mwanjira yolankhulira ndimakhala ngati ndikukhumba kuti ma nudes omwe anali atadulawo anali okopa kwambiri, koma sichoncho. Pa ntchito yanga yonse yomwe sindinathe, sindingakumbukire nthawi imodzi pomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito china chilichonse kutali "vanila". Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti ndikudziwa kuti sindiyamba tsopano.

tl; Dr Sanayesedwe kuti ayang'ane ma nudes omwe adatayikira chifukwa ndimangoyang'ana zolaula zonyansa. Sindikufuna fap usikuuno.

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Masiku a 40 mkati, ndikuganiza kuti kugonana kunasokonekera ine ndi PMO

Ndikumva zoipa kwambiri kwa anthu omwe ali pamsonkhanowu omwe akulimbana ndi zovuta komanso kuti akhoza kubwerera m'mbuyo. Ndinachita nawo njira yodziletsa pafupi ndi masiku 40 apitawo, ndipo ndinamva ngati kutayira hoodie yakale yabwino kwambiri.

Eya, ndimakonda kwambiri, koma ndimangopusa chabe, sindigonanso chifukwa cha izi. Ndinaphunzira za kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 8 ndi 15 pambuyo pake, ndikuganiza kuti chilichonse chogonana chandionongera. Sindikumva kuti ndimayendetsa zogonana ngakhale masiku 40 odziletsa. Ndikuganiza kuti zovuta zonsezi zakhala zopanda magwiridwe antchito komanso zolimbitsa thupi kwakanthawi kwakanthawi kotero kuti ndazirala.

Ndadutsa utawaleza wonse wamatumba ndi zonyansa ndikutuluka nditafa kwathunthu. Ndinalembera woperekeza ndipo sindinathe kumaliza ngakhale anali wokoma kwambiri, wokongola kwambiri, ndipo amandipatsa mpumulo. Ndinali nditafika poti zithunzi zolaula zokhazokha zitha kukwera kuchokera kwa ine.

Ndikuganiza kuti ndichifukwa chake ndikupeza kudziletsa kosavuta. Palibe chomwe chimapezeka kunja kwa ukonde wakuda womwe ungandisangalatse ndikudzutsa. Palibe chomwe chimagawidwa mwaulere pamoyo wanga watsiku ndi tsiku chomwe chingandisangalatse.

Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake ndikulemba izi, mwina kuti ndikhale chenjezo kwa anthu omwe akuganiza za NoFap. Chitani izi zisanakhale zoipa kwambiri ndipo muwonongeka kwamuyaya.

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zolaula zandisandutsa wopotoza.

Gawo lomwe lakhazikika.

Zizolowezi zanga zolaula zidayamba kusukulu yasekondale. M'chaka changa chatsopano, sizinali zovuta konse. Koma popita nthawi, ndidayamba kuonera pafupipafupi ndipo zonyansa zidakulirakulirabe. Ndinayamba kukhala ocheperako, ndipo ndimatha kuchita nawo zochitika zapaulendo kuti ndiziwonera zolaula Ndinkakonda kukhala wokhutitsidwa ndi zithunzi za atsikana zamaliseche zanthawi zonse. Koma chifukwa cha kuledzera kwanga kumakulirakulirabe, ndimangoyang'ana shit.Ndinkangoganiza kuti BDSM inali yachilendo, koma nditayamba kuyiyang'ana, ndimayiyendetsa mosavuta. Ndinalowanso makanema akuwonetsa azimayi akugwiriridwa, komanso Beastiality.

Choyipa chachikulu kwambiri chinali zolaula za ana. Ndimachita manyazi kuti kuledzera kwanga kudafika poipa. Ndinayamba kudzitsimikizira ndekha kuti sizoyipa. Ndidadzitsimikizira kuti zili bwino kuwonera makanema a ana amaliseche. Ndafika poti chizolowezi ichi chikuwononga ubale wanga ndi moyo wanga. Ndaganizapo zodzipha chifukwa ndimaona ngati ndizosatheka. Sindinayambe ndayamba kuonera zolaula ndikuganiza kuti ndingathe nthawi iliyonse, koma tsopano popeza ndazindikira kuti zandichititsa kuti ndisokonezeke, ndinachita manyazi kwambiri.

Ndiyamba kupita ku chithandizo chamankhwala, ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti nditha kusiya izi.

Karlist1918

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Ndagunda pansi tsopano ndikuganiza - zolaula zidandipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha… sindine!

Mphindi:

Zaka 32 - Osakwatira - Anataya GF yanga miyezi 2 yapitayo chifukwa cha PIED yanga - Khalani ndi vuto la kukhumudwa komanso pamndandanda woyembekezera kuti muwone othandizira.

Chifukwa chake kuchokera pazomwe ndawerenga pa YBOP, zolaula zimakukakamizani kuti mupeze zolaula zochulukirapo pang'onopang'ono kuti mupititse patsogolo dopamine yanu.

Izi ndi zoona kwambiri. Sindingayang'ane okwatirana akugonana zolaula popeza sizimandichitira kanthu. Ndiyeneranso kuwonerera zogonana zamagulu, zigawenga, zaphokoso, zolaula komanso zolaula.

Posachedwa ndakhala ndikuwona Bi Porn komwe anyamata ali bi ndipo amachita gulu lachiwerewere limodzi.

Sindingayang'ane zolaula zachiwerewere, payenera kukhala msungwana m'modzi kopanira koma zolaula zimandichotsa nthawi zina.

Ine ndinalowa nawo malo osambira ndikulemba mbiri yanga monga BI ndikuti ndikuyang'ana maanja a BI kuti ndiyesere izi. Pambuyo pa mauthenga angapo kumbuyo ndi kutsogolo ndi okalamba pang'ono kuposa ine awiri tinakonza kuti tidzakumane ndi zakumwa pa Lachinayi lapitalo.

Ndinapita ndikukumana nawo koma nthawi yonse yomwe ndimayang'ana mnyamatayo ndikuganiza kuti palibe njira iliyonse yomwe ndingafune ngakhale kumugwira dzanja osadandaula kuti akhale naye pafupi kaya mkazi wake akutiphatikiza kapena ayi . Sikuti ndimakonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndikuti sindine amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, sindine bi ndipo sindimamva kwenikweni za amuna kupatula malingaliro omwe amabwera ndikamaonera zolaula.

Ndapanga zifukwa zanga ndikuchoka ndikuchotsa mbiri yanga pa tsamba.

Ndikufunika kuti ndibwerere mwakale. Ndayesera kuyambira pomwe sindinapeze mayendedwe a Meyi koma ndidangofika masiku khumi kawiri.

Ndikufuna kuti ndiyambirenso chibwenzi. Kutayidwa ndi msungwana yemwe umamukonda chifukwa cha PIED ndiye chinthu chokhumudwitsa kwambiri chomwe chingachitike kwa mnyamata. Ndinachita manyazi komanso ndinadzimva kuti ndimaganiza kuti ndibwino kufa. Osati kuti ndikanadzipha mwadala kuti ngati galimoto ikundidutsa mwachangu ndikadaganiza kuti zingakhale zabwino ngati zitha kundilamulira ndikundilowetsa ndikumaliza moyo wanga, chinthu chotere.

Koma ndikadakonda kuyambiranso kukhala ndi moyo chifukwa moyo wanga umakhala bwino ndikakhala pachibwenzi koma sindidzilola kutero mpaka nditachita zovuta masiku makumi asanu ndi anayi chifukwa chobisalira ndiye kumangoyenda mozungulira pamanyazi osatha nthawi zonse ndikalephera kukonzekera ndi mtsikana yemwe ndimamukonda. Komanso sizabwino kwa atsikana nawonso.

Tsiku lachinayi panthawiyi. Ndikuyembekeza ndikhoza kuchita izi.

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Zovuta zanga zafooka kwambiri. Mukakhala kuti simukuseweretsa maliseche kuti muthe kulumikizana ndipo amafooka. Kugonana "vanila" kokhazikika kwakhala kodabwitsa kwambiri kwa ine, kotero kuti sindifunikanso feteleza.

http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/2td3xz/will_my_fetish_disappearweaken/cnxz6wq

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Kodi nofap imachiritsa tizilombo toyambitsa matenda ndi tizilombo toyambitsa matenda?

tohellwithpop

Ndinali ndi feteleza komanso sizinthu zazikulu koma ndikutha kuyambitsa. Koma tsopano samandinyenga. Ndimadzidalira ndekha kuti ndimangokhala ndi maganizo amenewa. Choncho musataye mtima, Pitirizani ntchito yanu!

Najivdv12

Ndinali ndi ma fetusi ambiri mpaka kufika pothawa, osadandaula za izo. Zitha. Nthawi ina mukadzangolowa m'maganizo mwanu musamapanikizike kuti ichepetse ndipo yesetsani kuti musanene / kuganiza zinthu monga "Sindikuganiza izi" kapena "izi ndizolakwika" chifukwa izi zimangogogomezera pa izo.

Blunt_knife_kuwoneka

Ndinali m'miyendo yambiri, tsopano sindine. Ndilibe nazo. Ndikuganiza chifukwa chomwe sichili kwathunthu ndichifukwa chake ndimapeza chifukwa chake mapazi anali achigololo, anthu ambiri satero. Inenso ndinkakonda kulowa kumatako, ndinachotsedwapo ndi chilichonse chamkazi.

Tsopano ndikumverera ngati ndine wamba.

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Chinsinsi Changa Chodabwitsa Kwambiri

Chinsinsi changa chakuda kwambiri chinali mtundu wa zolaula zomwe ndimayang'ana. Ambiri mwa inu mukudziwa, kukhumudwa ndi kudzikweza kumatichititsa kufunafuna zolaula zoopsa kwambiri zomwe tingapeze. Zimamveka ZINTHU zovuta kuti ndikhale ndi gawo langa lochititsa manyazi kale.

Skaterfist

Ndikuganiza pali anthu ambiri omwe sanyadira zomwe adawonera. Ndinkakonda kuwona zinthu zamtundu uliwonse monga hentai (ngakhale mitundu ya "loli"), gangbang, DP, madyerero ndi zina. Ichi ndi gawo chabe lazolowera. Mufunikira zinthu zowonjezereka kwambiri mpaka palibe chomwe chatsala kuti chidzutse. Osaganizira. Ganizirani za moyo wanu watsopano! 🙂

Grandmasterevo

Ndinkakonda kuyang'ana Hentai ndikuwerenga ma Doujins, ena mwa iwo anali ndi ana. Sindinakhale ndi PMO kuyambira February koma ndikuganiza kuti ndikhale ndi mbiri yanu yakale, ndikulandira zifukwa zomwe mudapangira, ndikudzikhululukira ndi njira 1 yopambana ku nofap.

Manyazi ndi kuthawa manyazi, kapena kulephera kuthana ndi zenizeni ndiye chifukwa chenicheni chomwe anthu amawonera zolaula ndikusintha kwambiri. Icho chinali chifukwa changa, osachepera, ndipo sindikufuna kuti mulephere chifukwa mukuganiza kuti anthu sangamvetse kapena kuvomereza zomwe mwayamba kuchita.

Palibe vuto, mukudziwa? Zoyeserera zakutidwa koma simukuchitanso izi, ndizakale ndipo sizili gawo lanu pokhapokha mutapitilizabe.

fatedtofap

Ndikudziwa zomwe mukutanthauza, mumamva zolakwika koma muyenera kuzilola kuti zikhale gawo lazakale zanu. Mukamayesetsa kuyima, ndikudzipereka ku NoFap, zolaula zanu sizikhala zochepa.

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KUDWALA NDI KUKHUMUDWA, Fetish apita kutali kwambiri. Thandizeni!

Amuna inu, ndimakhala pamaso pa laputopu yanga ku London ku 24 ndikupita ku 25 a zaka zakubadwa, osokonezeka, oopa komanso otopa kwambiri. Ndinayambira pamene ndinayamba kuona zithunzi zolaula ndili ndi zaka 15, ndikuyesera kuti ndizisunga mwachidule komanso zosavuta.

Ndinajambula zithunzi zolaula, zomwe kenako zinkapita ku ulamuliro, nkhope ndi zina. Kuthamangitsani nthawi, zaka zochepa pamzere ndikuwona ubongo wanga ukufuna zambiri, ndikuwunika kwambiri, ndikufuna kusangalatsa kwambiri, kotero ndinayesedwa Kuonera zolaula, zolaula zolimbitsa thupi, zolaula zamaliseche komanso zomwe uli nazo.

Poyamba ndinatuluka nditayiyang'ana, ndimaganiza kuti ndimayamba kuchita zachiwerewere, zomwe zidakulira ku HOCD. Pokhala ndi malingaliro amiseche, sindinathe kupita milungu ingapo, ndinali ndi upangiri ndipo nthawi imeneyi inali nthawi yovuta kwambiri pamoyo wanga. Nditawerenga mabwalo osiyanasiyana, mabuku ndi upangiri ndidamvetsetsa kuti sindinali gay koma ndimwana wachinyamata yemwe ndinali naye, nditafuna zolaula zambiri. Nditawerenga mabuku ambiri ndili ndi mayankho onse m'mutu mwanga.

Ndikudziwa kuti zolaula ndizongopeka zomwe ndili nazo, ndipo ndatopa ndi zolaula zolaula. Ndatopa ndikuchepa, a brits timachitcha (Wanking), koma ndatopa nonse, ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza anthuwa, chonde siyani mawu olimbikitsa. Ndili mumsewu wakudawu. Ndikufuna kusiya kuwonera zolaula, zolaula zolaula komanso zolaula zonse pamodzi. Ndikuwoneka kuti ndimangokhala masiku a 2 koma ndikufunadi kusiya kwamuyaya .. Ndikapanda kupitirira masiku opitilira 2 chidaliro changa chimakwera padenga, ndimamva kuti nditha kugonjetsa dziko lapansi, ndiye nthawi zina ndimakhala ndikulakalaka ndikupita kachiwiri ku zolaula, zolaula, zolaula zolaula komanso zowopsya zabwerera. Ndimadzimva wopanda pake, wosungulumwa, komanso wamantha. Ndimangoganiza kuti ndigawana zomwe zandichitikira kuwona kuti pali ena kunja uko onga ine. Chonde siyani mawu olimbikitsa, Zikomo kwambiri 🙂

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Kukhala Mwamuna Ndi Kutaya Ukwati Wanga

Kodi aliyense wa inu omwe ndiophunzira bwino kwambiri kuyambira pomwe azindikira kuti zochitika zachilendo zikuchitika mkati mwanu? Kuti mukuyamba kuchita ngati mwamuna kuposa mkazi? Mukukhala osamvetsera kwambiri ndipo Stewart Smalley ndi Aragorn ambiri?

Apa ndi pomwe zinthu zanga zimalowa. M'moyo wanga wonse ndakhala ndikumverera ngati mkazi mkati. Kumverera uku kumayendera limodzi ndi vuto lokhala ndi moyo wa PMO (Ndine 29 ndipo ndakhala ndikuledzera zaka 20). Mavuto anga ambiri amachokera kukuzunzidwa kwanthawi yayitali, kosalekeza, komanso kuzunza ana komwe ndimakambirana pambuyo pake. Komabe, kumayambiriro kwa mizere itatu ya chaka chino, ndimafuna kuvala zovala zokongola. Ndinagula zikopa zingapo zomwe zimakhala zolimba, imodzi yofiirira ndi tiyi, ndipo inayo yakuda. Iwo anali achikazi akuyang'ana momwe iwo anagwera mthupi langa. Ndinkazivala kumisonkhano komanso panja, ndipo ndinkachita mantha kwambiri komanso ndinali wokondwa kuti palibe amene amandinena monga momwe amayi anga ankandichitira ndili mwana osadzifunira chilichonse chabwino. Ndinawatopetsa kwa nthawi yayitali. Koma ndinayamba kupita patsogolo ndikamachita chidwi ndi amuna. Sindine gay. Ndimakonda pussy haha. Komabe, m'mene mitsinje yanga idakula, ndidawona zinthu zachilendo zikuchitika:

1. Chabwino, masiku angapo apitawo, ndinayatsa ma hoodi amenewo. Ndimapita kuphwando nditavala hoodie yanga yakuda ya atsikana, ndipo pamene ndimatsika mgalimoto, ndidakhala ndi mphindi yakuwululira ngati, "Hei, ukudziwa chiyani, ndikuwoneka ngati msungwana wovala wavala izi." Ndinang'amba hoodie ndipo ndikupita ku Goodwill. Inenso ndikutulutsa inayo.
2. Ndakhalanso munthu womvera kwambiri. Nthawi zonse ndimamulola mayiyo kuti aziyang'anira, azicheza ndi azimayi omwe ali ndi katundu wambiri yemwe ndimangokhalira kukonza, ndiyeno ndimaimbidwa mlandu nthawi yonse yakusakhala opanda ungwiro kapena osakwanira. Tsopano, ndikuyamba kukhazikitsa malire ndi akazi. Mabwana, ogwira nawo ntchito, komanso akazi omwe ndimawadziwa. Kuyamba kuwalola kuthana ndi malingaliro awo ndikukwaniritsa zomwe ndikufuna (ndikudzilemekeza ndekha komanso anthu onse m'malo mwa akazi okha). Ndine wokonda kwambiri izi, koma zandipangitsa kumva bwino kwambiri. "No More Mr. Nice Guy" ikundithandiza kuthana ndi izi, ndipo ndikugwirabe ntchito zomwe zili m'bukuli.
3. Mawa, ndikumeta tsitsi langa lomwe ndimafuna kuti ndikule, chifukwa ndimamverera ngati mkazi wolivala. Ndikanati ndichite lero, koma kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikusintha magwiridwe antchito kunaponyera wrench m'menemo. Ndikufupikira kalembedwe kofupikitsa, koyenera ... ndipo gawo labwino kwambiri ndikuchita kuti ndisamawoneke ngati mnyamata kwa ena, koma chifukwa ndili ndikudzimva kuti ndine munthu womaliza! Ndikuyamba kukula tsitsi m'malo omwe ndimameta pamene wometa wanga anandiuza nthawi yotsiriza yomwe ndinali! Kodi mungakhulupirire?
4. Ndimakonda kukhala ndi nthawi yochuluka ndi amayi akukambirana zinthu kusiyana ndi anyamata komanso kumangoganizira. Ndikufuna kuti ndikhale ndi nthawi yochepa yokhala ndi chiwerengero cha amuna, akazi, ndi zokambirana komanso kuti ndituluke ndikuchita zinthu zambiri, ndikucheza nawo ndi amuna omwe amandichititsa mantha. Ndikonzekera kugula handgun ndikupita kukawombera mfuti ndi anthu angapo omwe ndimagwira nawo ntchito nthawi zambiri. Mmodzi wa iwo ndi vet wankhondo wakale amene wapereka kuti andiphunzitse njira zothetsera nkhondo. Zosangalatsa kwambiri.
5. Ndikuphunzira kulola amuna ena kukhala amuna, nawonso. Waulemu kuposa ine. Kuvomereza kuti ndine mnyamata osati mtsikana. Nthawi zambiri ndimadzipeza ndikuthamangira kukadzudzula zoyeserera zamwamuna, malingaliro ake achimwemwe, ndi zina zotero ndikutchinjiriza kunyenga kwa amayi kapena kudzidalira paukadaulo. Ndikuletsa izi ndikuyamba kuzindikira amuna m'malo mwa akazi.

Chiyambi pang'ono kwa iwo omwe amasamala: Chifukwa chake, apa ndi pomwe ndimachokera. Moyo wanga wonse ndakhala ndikumverera mkati ngati mkazi kuposa mwamuna. Ndipo kulipirira izi ndanamizira kudziko lakunja mawonekedwe akunja. Ndimavala zovala zankhondo, ndimasalaza kwambiri, ndipo ndimangoyesa kuwoneka wolimba kuti anthu asasokoneze nane. Ndimachokera kuubwana komwe amayi anga ankandilamulira mwamphamvu, mwakuthupi, pogonana, komanso m'maganizo. Ndinalibe malire nditachoka kupatula mawonekedwe opanda tanthauzo omwe ngati wina atakankhidwa akhoza kugwa ngati mudzi wamatope.

Mu 2011 zinthu zidasintha. Ndapanga masitepe oyamba ku NOFAP. Chaka chino ndakhala ndikudzipereka kwambiri. Kuyambira pachiyambi cha chaka chino ndinali ndi masiku a 150-day kenako kubwereranso kwamasiku awiri, 93 day streak ndikubwereranso kokasamba mtengo (osafunsa), ndipo tsopano ndili masiku a 22.

Komabe, ndine wokondwa kwambiri ndi zosintha zomwe zikubwera pa ine, ndipo palibe izi zomwe zingachitike popanda NOFAP.

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Lumikizani

My hocd paranoia yatha. Ndinawona sabata limodzi ku nofap kuti malingaliro anga a hocd anali akusowa. Ichi chinali chimodzi mwazifukwa zazikulu zomwe sindinasiyireko nofap kuyambira pamenepo. Tsopano ndili masiku 6 kuchokera masiku 90, ndipo sinditha ngakhale nditafika. Ndipitiliza. Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa ikusintha moyo wanga. Momwe ndimaonera: Tsopano popeza ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri pazogonana, ndigonjetsa zizolowezi zanga zazing'ono. Pamapeto pa tsikulo, tonse tikupita kunyumba. Mwamwayi munthu aliyense ndikungodziwa hocd Idzatha. Nofap ndichinthu china. Ndikusintha kwa moyo motsimikiza.

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Ndili ndi zaka 17 ndipo zolaula zimandipangitsa kuti ndikhale mwana wogona.

Tsopano mutuwo ukusocheretsa pang'ono, monga chiwerewere ndichikhalidwe chogonana chomwe chimakopa mwana kwambiri, ndipo ine ndine wolunjika. Komabe ndayamba kupeza ana azaka zapakati pa 6-12 wokongola mpaka kufika pomangika. Malingaliro awa adangoyamba kuwonekera m'miyezi yapitayi ya 2, ndipo ndisanatengepo gawo lolimbana kwambiri ndi ogona ana. Koma tsopano nditakumana ndi malingalirowa osatha kuwongolera ndakhala womvetsetsa.

Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira zaka za 10 tsiku lililonse, ndikuwona zolaula zanga zowoneka bwino kwambiri ndili ndi zaka 8 pomwe mzanga adandiwonetsa kanema wowonera womwe amawona ngati wowopsa koma ndidawona wosangalatsa (pamenepo mfundo sindinathe msinkhu). Ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula kwambiri kwazaka zopitilira chaka tsopano, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti ana anali gawo lotsatira pakukhumudwitsa, koma ndikulimbana nawo. Kusiya zolaula ndikuwona katswiri wa zamaganizo. Ndakhala ndikuwerenga nkhani zambiri zoyembekeza kuwona ngati wina aliyense ali ndi malingaliro ofanana ndi omwe ndimakhala nawo okhudzana ndi zolaula ndipo sindimuwonabe, motero ndikumva ngati ndikofunikira kuti nkhaniyi ipangike anthu kuti adziwe kuti ngakhale zitha kukhala zosazolowereka kwambiri, malingaliro azakugonana atha kuchitika chifukwa chakuwononga zolaula.

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Kamodzinso ...

Ndinkangoyang'anitsitsa zolaula zomwe zimandichititsa manyazi kuti ndizingoyang'ana kamodzi kokha. Malingaliro anga anali adakali obwezeretsedwa, koma osachepera ndinachita ndi zolaula (panthawiyi). M'kupita kwa nthawi ndinayamba kudzifufuza ndekha ndipo zanga zinkakhala zopanda mphamvu komanso zowonjezereka. Zonse zinkachitika ndikuzindikira kuti malingaliro awo sanali ine mwa njira iliyonse; iwo anali chabe zomwe ine ndinatsiriza ndikukwera mpaka.

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Ndikuzindikira kuti ndine wowongoka, ndakhala pachibwenzi zaka 6, ndikuchita bwino m'moyo. Kupatula… sindingathe kusiya kuseweretsa maliseche a zolaula.

Zinayamba ngati zolaula zodziwika bwino, ndipo ndidayamba kudziwonetsa zolaula ndili ndi zaka 7 (Ndidapeza zolaula zamalume anga ndikugwira nawo ntchito). Zaka zikamapita, ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula zolimba kwambiri mpaka pomwe ndimatha kuwonera ma shemales ndipo tsopano zolaula zachiwerewere zokha.

Nayi wokankha, kwa ine ndizongopeka chabe ndipo sindingathe kuzichita zenizeni. M'malo mwake, ndidatsala pang'ono kukhala ndi mwayi woyesa munthu wina ndipo atatulutsa mbolo yake, ndidanyansidwa. Monga sindinkafuna ngakhale kukhudza. Sizinali chifukwa chodziona kuti ndife olakwa kapena mantha, zinali chifukwa chosakhudzidwa kwenikweni. Pamapeto pake ndinapepesa ndipo anatha kunena kuti "(sindine) amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena wokonda zachiwerewere."

Kodi alipo aliyense pa nofap amene ali mu vuto lomweli? Ndimakonda SO zanga koma ndikuona kuti zizoloŵezi zanga zingakhudze moyo wathu wa kugonana.

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Momwe amaonera zolaula zinandipha ine

Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndili ndi zaka 14, ndikukumbukira kuti ndimakonda kulemba zogonana ndikuyamba kutsitsa chilichonse chomwe ndingapeze. Anzanga onse anali kuchita zomwezo kotero sindimaganiza kuti ndimachita chilichonse chovulaza. Ndikukula pang'ono makolo anga adandigulira kompyuta kuchipinda changa, ndinali ndi zaka 16, nthawi yomweyo ndidayamba kusuta udzu. Ndinawona kuti kuphatikiza kuponyedwa miyala ndikamaonera zolaula ndichinthu chosangalatsa kwambiri. Panopa ndili ndi zaka 28 ndipo ndikadali mumkhalidwe wofanana ndi womwe ndinali nawo pomwe ndimayamba kuonera zolaula. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ngati chizolowezi chonyansa koma ndikuganiza kuti kudziwa kuti amuna ambiri m'gulu lathu amawonanso zolaula kwandithandiza kunyalanyaza mantha anga ndikupitiliza.

Ndinawona kuti ngati ndimayang'ana zolaula kuposa masiku onse mwachitsanzo ndikakhala kuti sindinapite patali, nditha kuzindikira kuti zolaula zimasintha, ndikadzipeza ndekha ndikuwonera zolaula zambiri. Iyi ndi gawo la nkhani yanga yomwe ndikuganiza kuti yandikhudza kwambiri. Ndinakulira m'banja lachikondi, ndinaphunzitsidwa momwe ndingachitire ndi akazi ulemu kotero zomwe ndimavutika kuthana nazo ndichifukwa chake ndimatha kuwonera zolaula pomwe azimayi amazunzidwa. Sindingachitire akazi ngati amenewo mu 'moyo weniweni' ndiye ndichifukwa chiyani ndidadzilola kuwonera makanemawa. Zimanditopetsa zolaula zomwe ndimaganiza chifukwa ndimaziyang'ana kwambiri koma ngakhale ndichifukwa chomveka chomwe ndimatha kuwonera zolaula zomwe sizinandipangitse kuti ndizichita bwino ndikatha kuonera zolaula ndikadadwala ndikunyansidwa ndekha. Ndikuwonanso kuti ngati sindinayang'ane zolaula kwa masiku angapo ndiye kuti kukoma kwanga kumabwereranso ku zolaula zachilendo koma zovuta zowonera zolaula zikadapezekabe m'moyo wanga weniweni.

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Ndimatenga ma polygraph chaka chilichonse kuti ndiwonetsetse kuti sindinagwiritsepo zolaula - ndipo ndimadutsa, ngakhale ndimazemba nthawi zina.

Ndimatenga polygraphs chifukwa ndinavomereza kuonera zolaula kwa mwana wanga (zaka zoposa zitatu zapitazo) ndipo ndinachikonza kuti ndikhale ndi ufulu wosudzulana pofuna kuteteza mwana wanga wamkazi. Inde, ndinasankha izi. Chaka chilichonse, ndimatsimikizira kuti sindinayambe kugwiritsira ntchito zithunzi zolaula poti ndikugwiritsira ntchito makina.

Ndipo chaka chilichonse, ndimakhoza mayeso - ngakhale kuti chaka chilichonse, ndazembera ndikuwonera zolaula kangapo ... Ndimayesa mayeso pogwiritsa ntchito malingaliro, kupumula, ndikudziwa kuti sindine choopsa mwana wanga ndipo sangakhale - osati mzaka miliyoni.

Sindikuteteza zolaula za ana kapena momwe ndimazigwiritsira ntchito - ndi momwe ndidatsikira nditatsala pang'ono kumwa - zaka 5 zapitazo. Nthawi zina ndimangowonera zolaula za ana, ndipo ndimachita mantha kwambiri ndi izi - koma ndizomwe zimachitika mukamadyetsa kusaka kwa dopamine kwazaka zopitilira khumi. Zimakupangitsani kuti muyang'ane zinthu zomwe zingalimbikitse ubongo womwe wagonjetsedwa mpaka "pafupifupi kufa". Ndipo mungapitilize kukondoweza ngakhale zitakhumudwitsa theka-zoyipa.

Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti ndizitsata zokopa ngakhale zitasokoneza chilichonse chomwe ndimachikonda kwambiri.

Makamaka, "fetish" zanga zimakhudzana ndi zovomerezeka zina zomwe sindingachite kuti ndipewe kuyambitsa anthu. Awo akadali mavuto kwa ine. Koma zolaula za ana zidasanduka gawo laling'ono paphwando pomwe ndimachita tsiku lililonse.

Zonsezi ndi mtundu wazinthu zomwe ndimaganiza kuti sizidzachitika kwa ine. Ine ndikudodometsedwa ndikuwopa ngakhale kuti ndikuvomereza izo pano. Koma ine ndiyenera kuti ndiyankhule za izi.

Sindikudziwa zomwe munganene kwa ine. Ena a inu mutha kuthamangira ku chiweruzo. Koma ndikudziwa mtima wanga, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti sindine wogona kapena woopsa kwa aliyense. Anthu omwe amandikonda ndipo amadziwa mbiri yanga amadziwa kuti izi ndi zoona.

Ndine munthu amene ndimadziyendetsa kuti ndikalimbikitse kwambiri, chifukwa ndimakonda zolaula. Ndikumwa mowa mwauchidakwa, ndipo nthawi zonse ndidzakhala pachiwopsezo chotere, ndikudziwa izi tsopano. Osati kuti ndinabadwa choncho, sindine wotsimikiza, koma ndi momwe ndakhalira tsopano. Mwina zisintha, koma sindipumira kapena kudzinyenga ndekha.

Dzulo usiku ndinabwereranso ndikuwona zolaula… Zinasandulika kusaka zolaula za achinyamata. Ndipo pakufufuza kwanga, ndidakumana ndi zolaula za ana. Ndinanyansidwa - kuposa kale lonse. Osayandikira ngakhale kuyesedwa. Ndasokonekera kwambiri chifukwa choti sindingayang'anenso mwadala, ndikudziwa izi. Ndimamva ngati ndikuyang'ana mwana wanga wamkazi, wowonongedwa komanso wonyozeka. Zinatsala pang'ono kuswa mtima wanga, ndikudzaza misozi yanga ndikulemba izi.

Ndachita mankhwala - zandithandiza kuthana ndi ziwanda zambiri. Koma kuledzera kumeneku ndichinthu chake ndipo ndikudziwa sindikusowa chithandizo china tsopano. Ndachita magawo 12. Sindinamve kuti ndili komweko - chikhalidwe sichinandigwirizane nacho.

Kotero ine ndangopanga kubwera kuno ndi kuyamba vuto la No Fap kwa masiku 90. Ndikufunika kusintha. Ndikufuna kukhulupirika kwanga ndi kudzidalira kwanga.

Ndabwera kuti ndithandizidwe ndikumvera ena chisoni. Ndikufuna kumva kuti sindili ndekha.

Osayang'ana upangiri. Osayang'ana "thandizo". Sindikudziwa zatsopanozi. Ndikudziwa maluso. Ndikudziwa choti ndichite, ndipo ndikudziwa zomwe ndikufuna.

Ndikungofuna kuyimirira pambali panu nonse, nditavomereza kwa nonse zomwe ndachita, osatenthedwa ndikuweruzidwa kapena chizindikiro: Ndikufuna kudziwika ndi kudziwika kuti ndine ndani. Osangokhala zolaula. Osangokhala wachifwamba kapena "mwina wozunza ana". Osangokhala chilombo kapena woyera. Sindikufuna kuvala chizolowezi changa ngati baji yolemekezeka, kapena manyazi. Si onse omwe ndili, ngakhale ndi gawo la omwe ndili.

Ndikungofuna kuti ndimuwone - kuti amveke. Ndi kulandiridwa monga momwe ndiliri. Ndikungofuna kuti ndikhale munthu nanu kwa kanthawi kochepa. Kupitilira zolemba ndi ziweruzo ndikukhala - koma osakhala nokha. Ndizomwe ndimafunikira.

Kodi mungamvetse zomwe ndikutanthauza?

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NoFap + Kugonana = Kuwonongeka Kwambiri Kugonana Kwachilendo

Chenjezo: Zolemba zimatha kukhala ndi zoyambitsa. Sindinayankhe mawu makamaka chifukwa zolemba zonse ndizomwe zingayambitse

Ndili ndi 16 zaka zitatu zapitazo, ndinali paulendo wanga wamisala. Kuonera zolaula, zolaula zolaula, zachikazi zolaula, ngakhale nsalu zolimba, ndi zina zotero.

Ndinayamba kumenyanako chilimwe cha chaka changa chomaliza cha HS, ndisanafike koleji. Ndabwereranso kangapo, koma ndachita zazikulu. Ndikugwirabe ntchito, koma ndakhala ndi mizere yambiri yayitali (miyezi 3 mpaka 5 iliyonse).

Panthawi imeneyo chilakolako cha fetasi chimene ndimakhulupirira kwambiri zolaula chimapanga (palibe chotsutsana ndi chibadwa chachibadwa, zokhazokha zokhazokha).

Komabe, kwa ine, sizinachitike mpaka nditayamba kugona mosasunthika pafupipafupi ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana pomwe pamapeto pake ndimawapumitsa. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndidawononga zowona izi. Pazifukwa zina china chake chidangodina pomwe ndimayamba kugonana kwambiri (ndikusiya PMO kumene) ndipo matumba akale adasowa.

Chinachake chokhala ndi kugonana kwenikweni komwe kumapangitsa kuti zozizwitsa ziziwongolera molunjika. Zonse zomwe ndikudziwa ndizo udzu wotsiriza umene unapha ubwana wanga wamtendere.

Chifukwa chake ngati mukuvutikirabe ndi ziboda, kungakhale koyenera kuganizira zogonana, makamaka kuchokera kwa azimayi osiyanasiyana (ndikudziwa, zosavuta kunena kuposa kuchita lol). Zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti zidandithandiza pomwe zimawoneka ngati zina zanga sizingathe.

Pomaliza ndikuchotsa zina mwazithunzi zolaula zomwe zidatsalira m'maganizo mwanga ndinamva (ndikumvabe) zosaneneka. Ndikudziwa kuti izi sizosintha kwenikweni, koma ndimaganiza kuti ndigawana nawo - inde, mutha kuthana ndi fetisazi ngakhale mutaganiza kuti ndizosatheka.

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Masiku 250. Kusinkhasinkha kumbuyo!

[Zaka 24] Zithunzithunzi zanga zonse zakale zimawoneka ngati zinthu zakale kwambiri. Sindingathe kuwona akazi okhwima ngati achigololo panonso. Sindimakopeka ndi azakhali anga konse (inde inde ndikudziwa). Ndimakopeka ndi akazi wamba. Osanena kuti pali cholakwika chilichonse mwa kukonda akazi okhwima. Kungonena zowona, khalani woweruza.

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Ndimakonda zolaula amuna okhaokha, ndipo ndine mkazi.

Ndikuganiza kuti zolaula zasintha momwe ndimaonera zogonana kukhala zosamveka komanso zoyipa. Ndayamba kuwerenga zolemba, ndi ulalo wokhudzana ndi zolaula, makamaka "kulimbana ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo", kuti ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza theka chaka chapitacho.

Ndili nayo, komanso ndewu zambiri, ndakhala ndikuchepetsa zovuta zina zogwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndi nthawi, chifukwa chake ndidakwanitsanso kukhala ndi chidwi ndi zolaula, ndisanafike pamlingo wofunafuna kugwiriridwa ndi zokhudzana, chifukwa zinthu zabwinobwino sizimandichitanso, china chake chomwe chimandipatsa alamu yofiira, ndipo ndidaganiza zosintha.

Koma mwanjira ina, sindinathe kusiya zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Ndazolowerana nazo… ndipo ndikumva kuti ndikugweranso mdima wandiweyani….

Ndikumva kuwawa ndi izi, ndikumva kuti ndikupweteka wina pongoyang'ana izi.

Ndimangofunika kugawana izi ndi wina aliyense, aliyense… Sindikumvetsetsanso ubongo wanga… kulimbana ndi mankhwalawa si anyamata okha…

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Izi ndizoopsa kwambiri: kuvomerezedwa kosavomerezeka

Ndikuganiza kuti nkhani yanga ndi yofanana ndi ya ena ambiri pano, koma ndiyenera kunena chimodzimodzi. Sindikudziwa ngati zingakhale zolimbikitsa kapena zokhumudwitsa kudziwa kuti ena apita momwe ine ...

Ndinayamba kupeza zolaula ngati nyumba ya abambo a mnzanga wapamtima ndili ndi zaka 11. Sindinazipeze, koma ndimadziwa kuti ndimakonda kuyang'ana akazi amaliseche. Zinandipangitsa kumva kuti ndine woseketsa. Ndinazindikira kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 13, ndipo kulumikiza awiriwo kunatsatira nthawi yomweyo nditazindikira kuti chinthu chatsopanochi cha intaneti chinali ndi zithunzi zambiri za akazi amaliseche kuposa momwe ndimalotera.

Koma anali akadali zaka 90, ndikutsitsa zithunzi zawo mobisa - popanda makolo anga kuzindikira zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito kompyuta yabanja - zidachepetsa kwambiri zomwe ndimatha kuwona komanso kuti ndimaziwona kangati. Pambuyo pake, kusukulu yasekondale, ndimakathera kumapeto kwa sabata kunyumba kwa mzanga, komwe tinkakonda kukhala tokha makolo ake ali kunyumbako. Ndimakhala mpaka 5 kapena 6 m'mawa maliseche akugona ndikutsitsa mosamala chilichonse ndi chilichonse chomwe ndingapeze. Awa anali masiku a Kazaa ndi Limewire, kotero kupezeka kwadzidzidzi kwamavidiyo kunayamba kukulitsa chizolowezi changa, komanso kupezeka kwa ma kinks ndi fetish zomwe sindinaganizirepo popanda intaneti kuti andiuze.

Ndikakumbukira nthawi imeneyo, ndimakumbukira kukula kwake. Kuchita maliseche kwa maola mpaka kumapeto, mpaka nditangotulutsa mbolo yanga yaiwisi, ndikumaliza ndi vuto lomwe silinakhalepo mpaka kuphulika komwe ndimayembekezera. Kenako ndidazindikira kuti wachiwiri kapena wachitatu akhoza kukhala wokulirapo, ndikadangodutsa nthawi yodzaza ndi manyazi osachotsa chilichonse chomwe ndimatsitsa ndikabwera. Pofika pachimake chachinayi kapena chachisanu zinthu zimayamba kukhala zopweteka kwambiri kuposa zosangalatsa, motero ndimatentha chuma changa chotsitsidwa ku CD ndikunyamuka kukagona kwa maola angapo.

Kukula kwotsatira kwa chizolowezi changa chidachitika nditapita ku yunivesite ndikukhala ndi intaneti yothamanga koyamba, komanso kompyuta yanga yomwe. Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche pafupifupi tsiku lililonse, nthawi zambiri kangapo patsiku, ndipo nthawi zambiri ola limodzi kapena kupitilira apo. Ndizotheka kunena kuti kuyambira zaka 19 kupita mtsogolo, pafupifupi nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimachita maliseche, ndimakhala ndi zolaula. Ndidasowa maphunziro chifukwa ndinali wotanganidwa kwambiri ndikumangoyenda. Ndipo zinthu zidangokulira poipa nditazindikira kuti mphika wosuta ungakulitse chidziwitso. Ndipo kotero icho chidakhala chitsanzo: ndimkwera kwambiri madzulo ndikuwonera zolaula kwa maola ambiri. Ndingagwiritse ntchito kukhala chodzikanira ngati chowiringula kuti ndisapite ndi anzanga; nditangoyatsa olumikizanawo, inali Nthawi Yanga, ndipo nchiyani chomwe chili chabwinoko kuposa chosokoneza mukakhala pamwambamwamba? Awiriwo adayenda limodzi mokongola ndipo ndidangotsutsa chizindikiro.

Posachedwa zaka zingapo ndipo ndimakhala ndekha nditamaliza maphunziro nditatha kutha koopsa ndi bwenzi lokhalo lokhalo lomwe ndidakhalapo nalo. (Pokumbukira ubale wathu udalephera pang'ono chifukwa chazolowera zolaula, ngakhale zitadutsa zaka ndisanazindikire izi.) Ndinali wokhumudwa chifukwa chantchito yanga yocheperako komanso kubwereka ndalama kwa makolo anga kuti alipire renti. Zolaula zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri moyo wanga kunja kwa ntchito. Sindinachitenso zina zambiri madzulo kupatula kukwera kwambiri ndikuyenda pa intaneti ndikufunafuna kinkier ndi freakier shit kuti anditulutse kuti andisokoneze momwe ndimadana ndi moyo wanga. Ndinadutsa pafupifupi mwana aliyense wamwamuna yemwe mungaganizire, aliyense wonyansa komanso wopotoza kuposa womaliza. Kupatula zachiwawa ndi BDSM, zomwe sizinandichitirepo chilichonse, mwina palibe chibwenzi kunja uko chomwe sindinachite maliseche nthawi ina m'moyo wanga.

Ndiyeno ine ndimagunda pansi phokoso kwa nthawi yoyamba.

Tithokoze chifukwa changozi usiku umodzi kulowa mdziko la 4chan - intaneti yapa hellish ngati sipanakhaleko - ndinapeza positi pomwepo yomwe inandiuza zomwe Google ndiyenera kudziwa komwe kuli zolaula zonse za ana. Momwe ndikulakalaka ndikadabwerera munthawiyo osachipeza. Ndi njala yodziwika bwino mu dzenje la m'mimba mwanga yomwe idatsagana ndi kupezeka kwa mwana aliyense wamwamuna, yemwe adakulitsidwa pafupifupi mamiliyoni miliyoni chifukwa chopezeka pazomwe ndimachita, sindinathe kuthandizidwa: Ndimalowa.

Kudya kwanga koyamba kunangokhala kamodzi kokha ndisanakhale ndi nthawi yotsutsa ndikaganiza zomwe ndimachita komanso zotsatira za kuchita kopusa koopsa. Kwa kanthawi ndinayesetsa kuiwala zomwe ndawona ndikulumbira ndikutsika kuti sindidzayang'ananso, koma kukopeka kwa fetish yoyipa kwambiri, kinkiest, fetish yoyipa kwambiri inali yamphamvu kwambiri kuti ingakane. Ndinabwereranso, ndipo panthawiyi idatha masiku angapo ndisanabwereze mantha / kufufuta / kulapa.

Nthawi iliyonse ndikamamwa mowa wambiri, ndimadandaula pambuyo pake kuti mwina ndimakonda ana. Ndimalira ndekha kuti ndigone, ndikumva ngati zonyansa za Dziko lapansi, ngati kuti ndinali wachinyengo komanso wabodza, sindinathe kuyang'ana abwenzi m'maso ndikuganiza nthawi yonseyi, "Mukadangodziwa…"

Zomwe ndidazindikira pambuyo pake, ndikuti ndinalibe chidwi chogonana ndi ana pa intaneti. Zinali zolaula zomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndizidwala, zolaula komanso zopotoka, osati ana! (Zikomo kwambiri !!) Mwamwayi, izi zidatanthauzanso kuti popita nthawi zidasowetsa mtendere, monga zina zilizonse zamitengo yomwe ndidadutsa zaka zambiri, ndipo chidwi chakuyang'ana chidazimiririka mpaka mphamvu sizinali zofunikira . Patha pafupifupi zaka ziwiri tsopano kuchokera nthawi yomaliza.

Pamapeto pake, uku kunali kuyitana kwanga kodzuka komanso chiyambi chakuzindikira kuti ndimakonda zolaula zomwe zingawononge moyo wanga wonse ngati sindingathe kuzilamulira.

Chizindikiritso china chinali kukula kwanga kusakhala ndi kugonana kwenikweni, ndi mkazi weniweni. Kwa zaka zisanu zapitazi, zozizwitsa zanga zinali zosavuta komanso zosadalirika, zomwe zinapangitsa kuti anthu azikhala ndi nkhawa, komanso kuti azigonana komanso azigonana.

Ndakhala ndikunena kwa nthawi yayitali kuti ndiyenera kusiya zolaula, ndipo tsopano ndikuchita. Ndidachotsa choyambitsa chachikulu miyezi itatu yapitayo ndikusiya mphika kwathunthu (zidasokonekera pomwe ndidakalamba) ndikuchotsa njira yosiya zolaula. Tsopano papita milungu yopitilira iwiri kuchokera pa PMO wanga womaliza, ndipo ndikufuna kukweza izi mpaka moyo wanga wonse. (Ndikugwiranso ntchito yovuta ya nofap nthawi yomweyo kuti ndithandizire kufa.)

Ndinali ndi chokumana nacho chowopsa usikuuno, komabe, ndizomwe zinandipangitsa kukhala pansi ndikulemba nkhaniyi. Ndili ndi nyumba yangayanga pompano - ndimakhala ndi omwe ndimakhala nawo - ndipo m'mbuyomu zomwe zikadakhala zoyambitsa zokha. Ikadakhala chowiringula kwa Ine Nthawi Yake, kuyatsa chophatikizira ndikumagona usiku wonse. Ndipo pamene ndidamva chitseko chatsekedwa ndikuzindikira kuti ndili ndekha, ndimatha kumva kulakalaka kwakale kukukula mdzenje langa. Mphamvu zake zinandisokoneza.

Ndinakhala apa ndikulingalira zomwe zimachitika muubongo wanga: ma dopamine receptors akulira kuti akonzeke, omwe amapeza kuchokera ku zolaula ndi mphika. Mwanjira inayake kuyiyika m'mawu amenewo kunathandizidwa. Zinayika patali pakati pa ine - ego, neocortex - komanso njira yolipirira mphotho, zomwe zimandipatsa diso la mbalame za zovuta zomwe zili mumutu mwanga.

Ndipo tsopano zikuwoneka ngati zoseketsa. Si ine amene ndikufuna zolaula, ndi njira yanga ya dopamine yosagwira bwino ntchito, ndipo njira yokhayo yochotsera zolakalaka ndikuyambiranso ndikuyamba pomwepo.

Chifukwa chake ndibwerera, ndikukhazikitsanso pazolakwika za fakitole, ndikudzipatsa mwayi wokhala ndi zomwe sindinakhale nazo ndili wachichepere: zakuya, zogonana, zogonana. Chisangalalo cholumikizana ndi munthu wina chomwe chidabedwa kwa ine poyambira kwanga zolaula pa intaneti.

Mwanjira inayake ndidzapeza njira yopezera mtendere ndi zoyipa zonse zoyipa zomwe ndinaziwona m'ma 20s anga. Ponena za zoyipitsitsa: Ndinayamba kupereka ndalama mwezi uliwonse kuchipatala cha ana chaka chatha ngati njira yopezera zabwino zomwe ndachita nawo. Nthawi iliyonse yomwe chilipocho chimawonekera pa kirediti kadi yanga, ndimaganizira za kamphindi ndikudziuza ndekha kuti: Sindidzakhalanso,….

tl; dr - Kuledzera kwandipangitsa kuti ndiziwona zinthu zomwe sizimawoneka ndikupita kumalo komwe palibe amene ayenera kupita.

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Ulusi: kusintha kwa zokonda

Monga zinthu zomwe zafotokozedwa m'ndandandayi zidagwiritsidwa ntchito kukhala zondipangitsa ine kugwiritsa ntchito nsfw code kuzibisa. Samalani

Pazaka zanga za PMO chizolowezi changa pa P chidasintha kwambiri kuchoka pa vanila wokongola kupita pachowopsya kwambiri, pomalizira pake ndimadzetsa zinthu zokhudzana ndi kugawana ndi akazi komanso kubwereketsa ndi SPH, momwe ndimakondera makanema komanso malingaliro anga. Ndidalankhulanso ndi mkazi wanga za iwo pomwe ndimayesetsa kuti ndisakhale owongoka. Sanakonde kwenikweni lingalirolo koma sanakhumudwenso. Nthawi zina amapita nawo, nthawi zambiri amangonyalanyaza.

Posachedwa (mwina mwina chifukwa chakugonana pafupipafupi patchuthi) Ndazindikira kuti zokonda zanga zasintha posafuna kugawana mkazi wanga ndi mwamuna wina koma ndikakhala ndi mkazi wina yemwe atijowine, zomwe sindinakhalepo wokonda zaka. Sindikunena kuti izi zitha kukhala "zabwinobwino" koma kwa ine zimamveka ngati ndikusiya gawo limodzi lalikulu la chizolowezi changa cha PMO. Zidakali zopitilira vanila koma ndimaloledwa kukhala ndi malingaliro, sichoncho?

Ndikumva bwino ndipo ndikuyembekezera kukhala ndi PMO wopanda 2015!

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PMO inasintha kugonana kwanga?

Moni nofapers anzanga. Ndikudziwa za kuchuluka kwa zolaula komanso momwe ubongo wanu umafunira dopamine yochulukirapo ndi mwana aliyense. Ndinayamba ndi zolaula za "vanila", koma posakhalitsa sizinandipatse "kuthamanga" momwe zidachitirako kale. izi zidandipangitsa kuti ndikule ndikuonera zolaula zamtundu wina. Sindikudziwa ngati ndimakopeka ndi chiwerewerecho kapena ndimangokopeka nacho chifukwa ndi "kinky", kapena "taboo". Ndikutsimikiza kuti ndiwotsiriza, koma PMO yandipangitsa kukhala wakhungu pazomwe ndikufunadi. Kodi pali zida zilizonse kapena njira zomwe ndingagwiritse ntchito kuthana ndi izi? Ndithokozeretu!

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Kodi zolaula zinkasokoneza kugonana kwanga?

Masiku a 300 ndikuonera zolaula ndipo ndili ndi ubongo wina. Kwa kanthawi ndakhala ndikutsimikiza ngati zachiwerewere zimakhudza mtundu wa zolaula zomwe ndimayang'ana, kapena ngati kugwiritsira ntchito zolaula kumakhudza malingaliro anga okhudzana ndi zolaula. Kwa masabata angapo apitawa, zikuwonekeratu kuti zinali zolaula zomwe zimandichititsa kuti ndizigonana kwina kulikonse. Ndikuganiza kuti mwina ubongo wanga umatanthauzira zina mwa 'moyo weniweni' ngati zolaula, zomwe zimayambitsa zizindikilo kuti nditulutse dopamine, pomwe ndidaona munthu kapena zomwe zidakwaniritsa zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula.

Izi zimandipatsa chiyembekezo chachikulu, ndipo zimakhazika mtima pansi kudziwa kuti zokonda zanga tsopano ndi vanila ochulukirachulukira. Ndadziwa kwakanthawi kuti zolaula ndizamphamvu bwanji, komanso kuti kugwiritsidwa ntchito nthawi zambiri kumabweretsa kudalira. Ndimasangalatsidwa kwambiri ndi kuthekera kwakusintha momwe ndimakondera.

Zabwino zonse. Pitirizani kusintha kwakukulu pamoyo wanu, ndipo mukafika kumeneko. Osataya mtima poona zobwerezabwereza zonse pano, anyamata ambiri omwe sabwereranso akungopitiliza ndi moyo wawo, ndipo satumiza pano, alipo.

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Kufunsa za kugonana kwanga ... Kapena ndi zolaula? (Long Post)

Ndikulingalira ndikuyamba ndi nkhani yanga…

Ndine mnyamata wa 25yo yemwe nthawi zonse amakhulupirira kuti anali wowongoka. Kubwereranso momwe ndikukumbukira, sindinakhalepo ndikupwetekeka ndipo ndikufuna kukhala ndi akazi. Komabe, pakadali pano ndikulimbana ndi vuto lalikulu lachiwerewere, lomwe ndimamva kuti ndi chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwazaka zambiri.

Ulendo wanga woyamba ndi zolaula udayamba mwina wazaka 10-12 pomwe ndimakhala usiku wonse ndikuwonera zolaula zolaula usiku kwambiri. Popita nthawi, zolaula zanga zidayamba kuchuluka. Onse kusukulu yasekondale nthawi zonse ndinkangodziona ngati wopanda pake (zimanditsogolera kuti ndizidya moperewera) ndipo sindinakwanitse kudziona kuti ndine woyenera kutsata msungwana aliyense. Munthawi imeneyi ndimachita maliseche tsiku lililonse, nthawi zina ndimapitilira 2-3 patsiku. Mofulumira ku koleji ndipo pano ndazunguliridwa ndi mitundu yonse ya akazi okongola. Apanso sindingakhale ndi kulimba mtima kokwanira kufunsa aliyense mwa atsikana omwe ndidawapeza okongola ndikuwakhumudwitsa. Zomwe ndikadachita m'malo mwake ndimapita kunyumba, kukaganiza za msungwanayo komanso kuseweretsa maliseche mobwerezabwereza kuti ndiganizire zolaula za msungwanayu…

Pakapita nthawi pakadali pano pafupifupi zaka 16, ndazindikira kusintha kwanga pa zolaula; Magazini a Maxim, amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, kumatako, milf, kugonana pachibale, kugwiririra, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, cam, kukonda, pissing, NKHANI…. Ndimakhala maola ambiri patsiku, makamaka nthawi yotentha ndikufuna zolaula zambiri. Pamene ndimayamba kutopa ndi mtundu umodzi ndimasunthira kwina. O inde ndipo panthawiyi ndimakhala kunyumba nthawi zonse ndipo samakonda kupita kokayenda ndi anzanga ndipo tsopano ndikakumbukira izi ndikuzindikira kuti ndaphonya zaka zanga zoyambira kupanga mtundu uliwonse wa chitonthozo kapena "masewera" momwe ndingayankhulire ndi akazi . Tsopano kubwerera ku zolaula zanga ... Ndi 2012 ndili ndi zaka makumi awiri, sindinakhalepo ndi gf, ndinapsompsona azimayi a 2 ndipo sindinagonanepo ndi wina aliyense kupatula dzanja langa lamanja.

Inali nthawi imeneyi yomwe ndidayamba kudzifunsa kuti, "kodi ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha?", "Kodi ndimawopa akazi chifukwa ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha?" ndi zina zambiri… Kotero tsopano ndikumaganiza izi mosalekeza ndikusanthula malingaliro anga ndimayamba kuda nkhawa kwambiri, popeza nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikufuna kukhala ndi akazi ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi kapena chilakolako chofuna kugonana ndi mnyamata. Momwe zolaula zanga zimapitilira nthawi yanga yaulere, ndidayamba kulowa ku Shemales. Ndikukumbukira chomwe chidandichititsa chidwi chokhudza iwo ndikuti mphatso yapaintaneti yokhudzana ndi kugonana ikulowetsedwa ndi kauntala wa ma spick ... (ndiyima pamenepo). Ndinayamba kuzolowera pang'onopang'ono, ndipo ndinali kuthera maola ambiri ctrl + T'ing makanema ambirimbiri azakugonana. Kuyambira pa shemales mpaka ma ladyboys mumatchula kuti ndinali wopepuka. Pambuyo pazaka zochepa izi ndinalowa mwa ma ladyboys kenako opondereza kenako ndikumatchera / akazi (4chan) ndipo tsopano zolaula zachiwerewere. Pambuyo pake zolaula sizikanandichitanso ndipo ndimayamba kuyang'ana zotsatsa za Craigslist zokumana nazo. Izi zandipangitsa kuti ndigone ndi ma shemales kawiri ndikuyesera kamodzi ndi mnyamata, zomwe sindinasangalale nazo konse. Ndikudandaula kuti ndafika panjira ngati iyi m'moyo wanga koma ndichinthu chomwe ndiyenera kuvomereza.

Ponena za zolaula zanga nthawi zambiri zimasokoneza magiredi anga, nthawi zina ndimaphonya maphunziro chifukwa ndimakhala mochedwa ndikungowagwedeza mobwerezabwereza, nthawi zambiri sindimatulutsa umuna… Nthawi iliyonse ndikatulutsa umuna, ndimayamba kumva kufulumira ngati kuti zinyalala mtheradi. Zinkawoneka ngati ndikutsegula ma tabu atsopano ndikufunafuna ma vids enanso ndimayamba kumva adrenaline (yovuta kufotokoza) ngati ndikufunika kungopeza chinthu chimodzi chowonjezera chomwe chingandichotsere m'mphepete. Kenako ndimayamba kuwerenga za "kutuluka" ndikutenga mayeso a amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kuti ndiwone ngati ndingathe kufotokoza, koma sindinamvepo ngati izi zikundithandiza. M'malo mwake ndimangoyamba kudzifunsa mafunso ndikubwereza kubwereza.

Pofotokoza izi, ndayesa kale nofap m'mbuyomu kwa masabata angapo ndipo Izo zandithandiza. Panthawi imeneyi ndinatha kukomana ndi mtsikana amene ndimamukonda, koma pamene ndinapita kunyumba kwake ndinakhala wamantha / mantha kwambiri. Tinali pa sofa pa nthawi imodzi ndipo zonse zomwe anali kuchita zinali kukhala pambali panga miyendo yathu ikukhudza ndipo ndinkangokhalira kuthamanga kwambiri ndikuyamba kuthamanga thupi ngati ndikufuna kumuponyera pabedi. Masewera a 30 amamuwona ali wamaliseche ndikudzimva kuti ndi wamanyazi komanso kubwereza.

Ndinachoka "palibe mtsikana amene angandifune chifukwa ndine wonenepa" kupita "palibe mtsikana amene angandifune chifukwa ndine namwali", mpaka "mwina palibe mtsikana amene amandifuna chifukwa ine ndimagonana ndi amuna okhaokha" ...

Ndilibe chotsutsana ndi amuna ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, moyo wawo ndi zina zambiri, koma zikafika poti nditsike, ma shemales ndi azimayi achimuna amandipatsa changu. Sindikumva choncho kwa amuna m'moyo weniweni. Ndikutanthauza kuti ndimatha kuwona munthu wowoneka bwino ndikuchita nsanje kuti sindikuwoneka ngati iye (koma kudzidalira) koma moona mtima sindinayambe ndakondanapo kapena kukondana ndi munthu wina kapena sindinkafuna kugonana ndi Mnyamata (pomwe ali wochenjera / wamasiku onse). Ndakhala ndikusewera masewera pamoyo wanga ndipo sindinasamalepo kuwona ma dude ena ali maliseche ndipo ngati zingachitike sindingazisamale chifukwa sizinandichitire kalikonse.

Chifukwa chomwe ndikulembera izi ndikuti posachedwa ndayambiranso zolaula pambuyo poti ndatha zolaula miyezi 4 ndikumasula. Ndidawerenga ulusi wambiri pomwe amati ndikayambiranso ndikuwonetsa zakugonana kwanu koma nditachita maliseche kwa azimayi achimuna ndikutulutsa (kenako ndikuseweretsa maliseche patatha mphindi 2) sindimakhala wosangalala kapena wamtendere koma ndimamverera moona manja anga Kugwedezeka ndi malingaliro ndikungowonongeka kwakukulu monga momwe ndinachitira ndikamamwa mowa kwambiri.

Pepani chifukwa chazitali koma ndangoganiza kuti ndibwino kugawana nkhani yanga. Ngati aliyense pano adagawana nkhani yofananira ndi yanga chonde khalani omasuka kupereka ndemanga ku positiyi.

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Lumikizani kuti muwononge

Ndikudziwa zomwe zikuchitika, ndili nazo ndekha, ndi zachilendo kwambiri! Ndimakhala wowongoka moyo wanga wonse, ndimakonda thupi lachikazi, koma ndinadzipeza ndikuonera misampha, ndipo pang'onopang'ono ndikuyang'ana zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndinakhalanso ndi nkhawa kwambiri ndi zimenezo, ndizodabwitsa chifukwa kuonera anyamata akupsompsonana sikundichitira ine… Ndinkaganiza kuti ndine BI kwa kanthawi, ndinapita ku /r/bisexual kukalankhula ndi anthu ndikuwona zomwe akuganiza… ena amatha kukhala owongoka ndipo ena samadzivomereza ngakhale mutakonda mboyo, kwenikweni palibe cholakwika ndi zimenezo, kuposa theka la dziko lapansi limakonda mboyo! mutha kupita kumeneko mwina ndikuyesa…

Koma kuchokera pazomwe zandichitikira ndikubwezeretsanso momwe ndimafunira zogonana komanso kuvomereza kuti ndimagonana, kenako patatha miyezi iwiri china chake chidasintha ndidayamba kuwona zidole m'mutu mwanga nthawi zambiri ndipo sindimafuna kuti ndikhalenso ndi zolaula, zikuwoneka kuti zolaula zimayambitsa mtundu wina wamgwirizano wazomwe zimaganizira zakugonana pakamwa ndi kumatako ndimangoyang'ana ...

Kuchokera pazomwe ndimasonkhanitsa posachedwa kukhala masiku 90, izi zitha kupita ku imodzi mwanjira ziwiri, mwina mumakhala ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena mumakhala molunjika osaganizira za dick, ngakhale mutayesa kutulutsa zolaula, chabwino, ayi wina amasamala ngati simunakonde, palibe amene amafunika kudziwa ndipo osati amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena china chilichonse chazizira, anthu ambiri amavutikira zogonana, aliyense amawopa kukhala chinthu chomwe chili ngati "cholakwika", yambitsaninso tiwone zomwe ziti zichitike -

ZOKHUDZA

Chinthu ndikuti ndili ndi chikhumbo cha ZERO chochita chilichonse pamoyo weniweni. Ndikunena zowona zowona. Ndipo zilibe kanthu kochita ndi kuwopa zomwe anthu kapena gulu limaganiza. Sindikufuna kukhudza munthu wina monga choncho. Chifukwa chake kulakalaka kulibe. Sindikumva chilakolako kapena chikhumbo chofuna kukhudza ma dudes ena amoyo weniweni. Vuto ndiloti sindingathe kuchotsa zithunzizi m'mutu mwanga. Amapitirizabe kutuluka. Ndikuganiza kuti ubongo wanga umalumikizana ndi mbolo mosangalala pambuyo pazaka zonsezi zowonera zolaula. Ndikadakhala amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndikadadziwa kalekale. Kupatula kuti sindinakopeke ndi moyo wina. Ndikutha kudziwa ngati ma dude amawoneka bwino koma sindikufuna kuchita naye zogonana.

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Ndikudwala kwambiri anthu omwe akupita "DURRR U BORN TO WITH UR FETISH XDD", eya, chifukwa anthu amatuluka m'mimba akufuna kuwonera zigawenga kapena zina zilizonse.

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Zinayamba bwino kwambiri ndipo pamapeto pake zinafika poti ndinayamba kuchita zinthu zosokoneza kwambiri.

Ndinazindikira kuti kuonera zolaula kunasokoneza malingaliro anga mpaka pomwe ndinayamba kuchita zinthu zamisala zomwe sindinkaganiza ngakhale nditangoyamba kumene.

Nditangoyamba kumene ndimatha kupita kuzinthu zosavuta kwambiri monga ma boobs azimayi kapena mabotolo, mawonekedwe omwe angandichititse kudzuka, pamapeto pake sizidandivute kwambiri ndipo ndimalowa muzinthu zovuta kwambiri ngati msungwana wolowerera Mnyamata, pamapeto pake zinthu za akazi okhaokha zidandigwira ndipo zidapitilirabe mpaka pomwe ndidayamba kukula kwa milfs ndipo agogo angawo atandipatsa chidwi chomwe poyamba chidandisokoneza ndipo chimangopitilira sindinasangalale ndi "zachizolowezi "Zinthu zidafika poti ndidayamba kuwonera ma shemales, midget, gay, nkhonya, bdsm, anthu onenepa mpaka pamapeto pomwe ndidangoseweretsa zinthu zamisala zomwe sindinkaganiza ngakhale nditangoyamba kumene, idatulukadi m'manja mwachangu kwambiri. Pambuyo pake ndimatha kuyamba chilichonse chokhudzana ndi zolaula, zolaula zilizonse zomwe ndakhala ndikuzichita maliseche ndipo sindikupanga izi, izi ndi zenizeni.

Pakadali pano patatha masiku 35 osachita maliseche, ndimanyansidwa kwambiri ndi zonse zomwe ndakumenyetsani sindingathe kuzilingalira. Ndine wamwamuna wowongoka yemwe amangokonda atsikana, ndipo ndikufuna kuti ndizichita izi moyo wanga wonse ndipo ndimanyansidwa ndi momwe zolaula zanga zidatulukira. (ndipo izi sizolakwitsa kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha komanso amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndikhulupirireni kuti pali kusiyana kwenikweni kuthamangira kwa amuna ndikukondana ndi mwamuna)

Sindinatchulepo chilichonse chosaloledwa chifukwa chitha kundipititsa kundende, koma ndikapanda kusiya ntchito ndikudziwa kuti ndikadachita, ndi momwe ndidakhalira kanthawi kochepa kapitako

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Kubwezeretsanso thundu. Potsiriza njira yobwera munthu.

Pangokhala masiku 10 kuchokera pomwe ndapeza tsamba ili mwangozi pomwe ndimapita kukaonera zolaula. Manja pansi zasintha moyo wanga kwathunthu. Kuchokera kwa bambo wokhathamira wokhumudwa yemwe fetish wake adalowa mu transsexualism, ndikuwotcha ubale wautali wa 3 panthawiyi, ndimayamikira tsambali posapulumutsa moyo wanga.

Chowonadi chosavuta ndikuti kwazaka 20 ndakhala ndikuganiza kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kumakulitsa mphamvu yanga yakugonana poganiza kuti mukamenya kwambiri mudzafuna zochulukirapo ndi mkazi. Ndimadzikhululukira ndikalakwitsa izi, ndizomveka mwanjira yopanda tanthauzo.

Monga tafotokozera zosowa zanga zachilendo zogonana zogonana, ndipo kwa zaka 20 ndimamenya izi. Ziribe kanthu zomwe ndimayesa sindikanatha kuzichotsa, monga tranny iliyonse ingadziwire. Miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndidaswa ndikumuuza mnzanga wapano kuti ndikusintha, ndipo ndinali pafupi kutenga mahomoni, ndikuvomerezedwa ndi adotolo ndi chilichonse. Chokhacho chomwe chidandiletsa chinali lingaliro la laser pa ndevu zanga.

Nkhani yayitali yaitali. Anzanga aakazi omwe analipo tsopano analibe nane. Ndinkamenyanabe ndikupitirizabe kukhala ndi nkhawa nthawi zonse tikakhala pamodzi, ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ngati njira yolimbikitsira chilakolako, koma ndithudi ndondomeko yofotokozedwa m'mavidiyo omwe ali pa tsambali ndi ndendende zomwe ndakhala ndikuzidziwa, kupambana pang'ono. Pomwepo ndikadagwiritsa ntchito mapampu a Penile ndikuwawerengera.

Kotero pafupi sabata isanafike bwenzi langa atabwera kunyumba ndinapeza malo awa ndikuyamba. Ndinangotenga hafu yachisanu ndi chiwiri sabata ino (palibe zodabwitsa zomwe ndakhala ndikumangirira kwa zaka zambiri) ndipo ndinamudetsa kunja. Ndinamva kuti ndine wosiyana kwambiri, ndikutha kumverera kuti alipo. Masiku a 10 okha ndi chikhumbo changa kwa iye chawonjezeka modabwitsa.

Ndikadapanda kupeza tsambali, ndikadakhala kuti ndili ndi vuto lokhala wosungulumwa ndikuyesera kutulutsa tambala wofota patsogolo pa zoopsa kwambiri komanso zolaula zosakhutiritsa. M'malo mwake ndili inenso. Mnyamata wabwinobwino muubwenzi wabwinobwino. Ndiwamisala. Ndibwino kuposa zabwino. Sindidzabwerera konse. Ndili ndi moyo wanga ndipo tsopano ndikufuna kuthandiza ena mwanjira iliyonse yomwe ndingathe. Zikomo aliyense chifukwa cha kudzoza kwakukulu. Kuuka !!!!

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Ndikuganiza kuti NoFap ikundipangitsa kuzindikira kuti ndine gay ndipo zimandiwopsa.

Ndakhala ndi mikwingwirima yayitali pa NoFap, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti zikunditsegulira kuzindikira kuti ndikhoza kukhala gay. Koma moona mtima ndimaopa kuyesera chilichonse ndipo ndili ndi chibwenzi pakadali pano. Sindikudziwa choti ndichite konse. Kodi pali wina amene adakumana ndi vuto lotereli? Kapena malingaliro aliwonse angathandize.

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Porn zimapangitsa fetishism kuti kusiya zolaula kungawachotse. Koma feteleza anu akhoza kukhala mbali ya kugonana kwanu kotero ena angakhale amphamvu. Ena mwa ine anachoka pambuyo pa nofap ndipo ena adakula kwambiri. Matenda anga ndi okongola kwambiri a vanilla ngakhale.

Ndinapita masiku 90 zaka zingapo zapitazo (komanso koyambirira kwa chaka chino). Zochepa zanga zazing'ono zatha. Ndinali ndi banja lomwe ndikuganiza kuti limalimbikitsidwa ndi zolaula. Ngakhale sindikutsatira nofap ndipo ndikufalitsa chikhumbo chazithunzi zakale sizipezeka. Ndikufuna kuganiza kuti ubongo wanga wasinthidwa.

Koma ndili ndi chizolowezi china chomwe chinandivutitsa ndi nofap. Tsopano champhamvu kuposa kale lonse. Koma sindikuganiza kuti ndi nofap kwenikweni, ndikuganiza kuti ndi chifukwa chakuti ndakhala ndikudzidalira kwambiri kuti ndine ndani komanso zomwe ndikufuna. Ndine woona mtima kwambiri kwa ine ndekha. Permalink

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Momwemo ndinagonjetsa malingaliro anga ogonana! / r / NoFap ndiwe wolimba mtima wanga.

Ndiyenera kuthokoza / r / nofap kuti ndikwaniritse izi. Monga anthu ambiri omwe amawonera achibale, sindinkafuna kuchita izi m'moyo wanga koma malingaliro amenewo nthawi zonse ankandipangitsa kuti ndizisangalala ndikamatha. Zinali ngati sindingathe kuchita china chilichonse ngati ilibe chibale chilichonse. Ndinkakonda kubera kawiri patsiku ndipo kugona pachibale ndichinthu chokhacho chomwe chimandisangalatsa. Ndikuganiza kuti ndichifukwa ndimayang'ana zolaula zambiri ndipo pomwe zolaula sizinakwaniritse ine, ndinayamba kufunafuna zoyipa zambiri ndipo sindinagwirizane ndi BDSM kapena zoyipa ngati izi ndikumakhala ndi malingaliro achibale.

Tsopano, nditafika ku nofap, ndimakhala ngati kamodzi pa sabata kapena apo ndipo ndikuziyang'anira. Kotero, pamene ndikungoyamba kamodzi pa sabata ngakhale zolaula zolaula ndizokwanira kuti ndikhale ndi mpumulo wabwino ndipo sindikufuna kuti ndiyambe kukondana kwambiri. Chifukwa chake anthu, ndiyenera kunena izi, ngati mumakonda kuchita zachiwerewere, BDSM, chiwerewere, zachiwerewere ndipo mukufuna kutuluka mwa iwo, yesani vuto ili la nofap ndikuwona zotsatira zake. Koposa zonse, chikhumbo chanu chamkati chothana ndi zongopeka chimafunika. Kupanda kutero, ngakhale nofap singakuthandizeni kumeneko.

Sindikuwona kufunikira kosachita maliseche konse ndichifukwa chake ndimasewera maliseche ngati kamodzi m'masiku 10-20. Komanso, chifukwa chomwe ndidalowerera ku nofap ndikuthawa malingaliro anga achibale ndipo ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuti ndatsala pang'ono kuthana ndi malingaliro anga achibale. China chomwe ndiyenera kunena ndikuti, pitani mukakachite ntchito ina kuti mukachite chinkhoswe nthawi iliyonse yomwe mungathe. Ngati simuli mfulu ndipo ngati mwatopa ngati masewera kapena masewera olimbitsa thupi, simudzakhala ndi maliseche konse. Khalani pachibwenzi, khalani opindulitsa komanso osapap!

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Patadutsa mwezi umodzi ndikuyamba kuzindikira zinthu zina.

Ndapeza beji yanga yoyamba nyenyezi ndipo nditha kunena moona mtima kuti iyi ndiye nthawi yayitali kwambiri yomwe sindinakhalepo ndi zolaula kuyambira pomwe ndidazipeza zaka zambiri zapitazo. Ngakhale panthawi yanga yayitali ya NoFap sindinapitepo nthawi yayitali osayang'ana zinthu zina zofewa kapena hentai zomwe zikanakhala kuti - kudabwitsidwa kwakukulu - zikukulirakuliranso.

Zimamva zodabwitsa, komanso zimawopsa. Ndizowopsa chifukwa ndimayamba kuwona kusintha kwakukulu mwa ine komwe sindinaganizepo. Ndinayamba chinthu ichi chifukwa cha PIED komanso low libido ndi mkazi wanga, koma sizotengera izi. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake izi zikuchitika, komanso ngati zikugwirizana ndi zolaula konse kapena ngati ndikungolingalira zinthu, koma ndizazikulu.

Ndiye chikuchitika ndendende? Ndine wokondwa kuti mwafunsa.

Pafupifupi mwezi umodzi wapitawu ndidalemba izi nditayambiranso. Ndinalankhula za feteleza zanga komanso zogonana, ndipo zambiri zomwe zimakhalabe zowona, ndikuganiza ndiyenera kukonzanso zomwe ndimaliza. Zithunzizo, zidasowa. Ndikutanthauza, zowonadi adakalipo ngati choyambitsa, koma salinso m'malingaliro mwanga, osati nthawi zonse. Kupatula mwana m'modzi yekha, ndipo ndiye amene ndimakonda ndikusangalala naye m'moyo wanga weniweni wogonana, zinthu zina zonse zidayamba. Omwe adachita zolaula adangopita, ndipo omwe ndili ndi chidwi ndi moyo wanga akadalipo, koma sandivutitsanso. Ndimakana kukhulupirira kuti ubongo wanga udadzisinthiratu m'mwezi umodzi wokha, koma china chake chidachitikadi.

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KULUMIKIZANA

Bwanawe! Izi ndi zomwe zidandichitikira. Ndili 16 tsopano ndipo ndidapeza PMO ndili ndi 12/13. Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwambiri kumandipangitsa kuti ndigwiritse ntchito zolaula kuti zindithandizire kuthawa, popeza ndidalimbikitsidwa kwambiri kuti ndizitha zolaula, kenako ndidayamba kuganiza ngati ndinali wokonda zachiwerewere. Sindinadziwe, ndimagwiritsa ntchito zithunzi zolaula pa moyo weniweni, ndipo chifukwa cha zolaula zanga, kugonana kwanga kudasokonekera.

Poyang'ana masabata awiri a nofap tsopano, masiku anga ochulukirapo kwambiri ndi masiku 21, ndimatha kuthamangira kwa mtsikana, (ndithudi sinditero), ndipo lingaliro limenelo lokha limandidziwitsa kuti ubongo wanga ukulumikizananso .. Chifukwa ndimadziwa kuyambira pachiyambi kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhala wowongoka .. Ndi zolaula chabe, malingaliro a amuna kapena akazi okhaokha satanthauza chilichonse ngati akugwirizana ndi zolaula, inu ndi ine tikumvetsa bwino kuti .. monga momwe /u/nofapsolute adanenera, si lingaliro labwino kuzindikira kugonana kwanu kutengera zolaula, ndikhulupirireni.

SUNGANI: zochitika zonse za kusokonezeka kwa kugonana chifukwa cha zolaula zimakhala ndi nthawi yeniyeni ku nofap, imatchedwa HOCD, mukhoza kuyisaka. Ambirife tili mu boti lomwelo

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KULUMIKIZANA

Ndimaganiza kuti anthu ngati inu mulibe malingaliro opitilira… Mpaka mnzanga yemwe ndimakhala naye "gay" (yemwe adali chigololo zaka ziwiri) ayesa NoFap ndipo tsopano walunjika. Mwina ndiwopambana, koma mutha kukhala pachinthu china….

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Ndikhoza kumverera kuti nsapato zanga zimatha

Usiku watha ndikukhala pabedi ndikuyesera kugwedeza malingaliro oonera zolaula Ndinazindikira kuti mtundu wa zithunzithunzi m'mutu mwanga unali vanila poyerekezera ndi zolaula zovuta kwambiri zomwe ndimakonda kufufuza.

Zachidziwikire kuti sindinagonjere ndipo ndinatha kugwedeza ganizo moyenera.

Khalani ndi anthu anga. Tsiku 22.

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KULUMIKIZANA

Inde, ndikuganiza kuti ndizomwe zimachitika chifukwa chomwa mowa kwambiri. FYI, ndakhala ndimayendedwe angapo kuyambira masiku 3-7 (ndidayamba masabata a 2 apitawo) ndipo ndimatha kumverera zokonda zanga kwa azimayi ambiri, ndinganene ngati 95%>.

Nditha kunena kuti pa miyezi ingapo, ndimaganiza kuti ndine bi koma nofap yandiphunzitsa kuti ndimamupeza mkazi wokongola komanso wamwamuna ndimasilira kuposa kukopa kwakugonana, ngati zili zomveka.

Monga kale nofap ndimayang'ana wamwamuna wokongola ndikudzikana ndekha ndikumuganizira, koma kuyambira Nofap, ndimazindikira kuti wamwamuna ndi wokongola ndipo samangoganiza za iye konse. IMO, palibe cholakwika ndi izi; padzakhala ma dudes owoneka bwino kuposa inu (pokhapokha mutakhala mtundu wina wamwamuna).

TL; DR Kupereka / HEAVILY kuchepetsa zolaula / kuwonongeka kwakukulu kukuwonetsani kuunika kwa kugonana kwanu koona. gl munthu

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KULUMIKIZANA

Ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Pomwe ndidayamba kuvomereza izi ndidaganiza kuti zolaula zanga zitha kukhala ndi chochita ndi izi koma nditatuluka koyamba ndidazindikira kuti kukopa kwanga amuna kumangokulira.

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Porn zanditsogolera m'malo amdima chaka chatha. Lero ndilo tsiku limene ndinasiya.

Ndathana nazo. Ndikhala weniweni ndi ine ndekha: zolaula zimandikokera pang'onopang'ono. Zakhala zikuchitika kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba kalekale, inchi ndi inchi, koma tsopano ndafika kumapeto ndipo ndikupeza kuti ndikuyang'ana mumdima.

Chaka chatha malingaliro omwe ndidataya ndasintha. Aliyense wa ife pano ali ndi zokonda zathu, koma zanga zakhala zachiwawa, zowopsa. Kugwirira, kuba, zinthu zamtunduwu. Sanachoke pamutu panga, koma wandipatsa mantha. Sindili choncho. Sindinagwiritse ntchito kukhala.

Ndizodabwitsa kwambiri, kuwona kwenikweni zakumvetsetsa kwazaka khumi zakugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kukhala chinthu chomwe nditha kuwona. Nthawi zonse ndimanama ndikudziuza ndekha kuti zolaula sizimasokoneza malingaliro anga azimayi. Sizikundipweteka kwenikweni. Koma kunama nthawi zonse kumakhala kosavuta kuposa chowonadi.

Lero ndi tsiku losiyana. Ndikupanga izi kukhala tsamba langa lofikira, pamakompyuta anga onse komanso foni yanga. Ndimakhala ndi notepad nthawi zonse ndikulemba zomwe ndikufuna tsiku lililonse - zikachitika, zomwe zidawapangitsa, ndi zina zambiri. Ndikuganiza kukhala ndi umboni wowoneka ngati womwewo kungathandize. Ndipo ndikufuna inu anyamata. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kupeza thandizo pano.

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Mwinamwake nkhani yanga [20M] ingakuthandizeni.

Apa pali maziko pang'ono pa ine. Ndine wamwamuna wowongoka, wophunzira waku koleji, wokhala mumzinda wopambana wa koleji, wamanyazi momwe zingathere, ndipo zaka zitatu zapitazi kapena zaka zapitazi ndakhala ndi ziphuphu zoyipa. Ndinayamba fap masewera achichepere (3 kapena 11) ndipo tinkakonda kukhala osagwirizana. Wotopa ndi mayendedwe? Fap. Watopa ndi ntchito? Fap. Kodi mudangomalizidwa ndi ma homies? Fap. Kodi ndafika kunyumba kuchokera kuntchito? Fap. Makolo anapita kukayezetsa kuyendetsa galimoto? Fap mu bafa la ogulitsa la Mazda. Zinayambira mosavuta, ndimagawo azoseweretsa maliseche apa ndi apo koma nditakula ndidafika poti ndimachita maliseche kangapo patsiku, ndimatenga ola limodzi kapena awiri pagawo lililonse. Ndinafika poti ndinali ndi ma tabu angapo otseguka kuwonera mitundu ingapo ya zolaula. Shit, iwe umayitcha iyo: amapunthwa, zolaula, reddit, xvideos, nthabwala zachikulire, kusakatula mosalekeza china chatsopano komanso chosangalatsa ndipo posachedwapa ndakhala pansi ndikuyang'ana momwe zimakhudzira zolaula zomwe zidandigwira.

Ndidayamba kuwonera zinthu za vanila, kungolowera kwanu, cumshot, yahta yahta. Pamene chizolowezi changa chidakula ndidayamba kukhala wosangalatsa: hentai, gangbang, makina, ukapolo, ziphuphu zokakamiza, ndipo ndimangodandaula zinthu zopanda pake (palibe cholakwika ndi ma shemales, osati china chomwe ndingakhale nacho chidwi m'moyo weniweni). Ndidawona zokonda zanga zikukulirakulira ndikuwonjeza zofuna zanga zenizeni. Ndinazindikiranso kuti sindinali wokhutira nthawi zonse ndikatha. Nthawi zina, zinthu sizimamveka bwino. Porn zinkakhala zovuta kwambiri, ndipo ndinkafuna kugonana kwenikweni, komabe, pokhala munthu wamanyazi wokhala ndi ziphuphu yemwe ndinali, sindinayankhule ndi anthu ambiri osakhala ndi atsikana. Ndinafunitsitsa kwambiri kuti ndinapirira ndikuwonjezera pa craigslist ndikufuna chibwenzi ndipo tsiku lina ndidazindikira kuti ndiyenera kungosiya kuonera zolaula.

Mukuwona, zolaula zidasokoneza malingaliro anga azimayi. Nthawi iliyonse ndikawona mkazi yemwe ndimamukongola ndimangoganiza zogonana zomwe ndimafuna kuchita kwa iye, zogonana zomwe zimayambitsidwa ndi zolaula. Ndinazindikira kuti ndayamba kuwona azimayi ambiri ngati zachiwerewere komanso kuti kuwonera zolaula kunandipangitsa kukhala achikazi. Nditaganizira mozama ndinazindikira kuti sindingafune kuti anthu andiweruze potengera momwe ndimawonekera, chifukwa chake sindiyenera kuchitanso chimodzimodzi kwa akazi. Osanena kuti amuna ndi akazi omwe amagwira ntchito pazogulitsa zolaula sakuyimira akazi onse. Nthawi zambiri amakhala ndi matupi owonjezera ndipo omwe sawonjezeredwa, omwe ali ndi ziwerengero zamtundu, sadzakhala anthu anu tsiku ndi tsiku. Ngakhale zili choncho, azimayi omwe ali pafupi nanu adakali okongola m'njira zawo ndipo ndichinthu chomwe ndazindikira nditasiya zolaula.

Nditasiya sukulu ndinatha kuganizira kwambiri zinthu zina monga sukulu ndikupanga ubale weniweni ndi mtsikana. Tsopano, ndili pachibwenzi ndi wina kwa nthawi yoyamba, wina yemwe ndikuganiza kuti ndi wokongola komanso yemwe ndalandira kumene kupsompsona kwanga koyamba. Kugonana sikunali m'malingaliro mwanga pomwe ndidaganiza kuti ndikufuna kukhala pachibwenzi ndi mtsikanayo ndipo sichoncho. Ndine wokondwa chabe kuwona maubwenzi ang'onoang'ono monga kukumbatirana ndikugwira dzanja, chinthu chomwe sindinaganize kuti ndichite ndidakali wokonda zolaula. Sindikudziwa zoyembekezera zanga kwa amayi ndi maubale. Zingakhale zochepa koma ndikukumbukira tsiku langa loyamba la NoFap kukhala 07/02/15. Sipanatenge nthawi yayitali koma ndili ndi chidaliro kuti sindidzayambiranso kuwona zolaula monga momwe ndinkakhalira kale ndipo ndikuganiza kuti aliyense amene akufuna kusiya ayenera kuwunikiranso momwe zolaula zidawakhudzira.

Tikukhulupirira kuti izi zimathandiza anyamata omwe anali mumkhalidwe wofanana ndi womwe ndinali nawo, anyamata omwe sanalumikizane kwambiri ndi azimayi, omwe ali ndi zithunzi zoyipa za akazi, ndipo akhala akuchita zolaula kuyambira ali aang'ono.

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Anagwedezeka ku zolaula, kubwezeretsanso, kuganiza kuti ndiwe wamnyamata koma osati?

Ndi angati a inu omwe munayamba kuyendayenda (kapena kuyamba) ku zolaula, ndipo mpaka munayamba kuyang'ana anyamata mmoyo weniweni, ndipo ngakhale mutasiya (panthawi yoyambiranso) ndikupeza kuti zofuna zanu zachiwerewere zatha ntchito ya zochitika zolaula?

CHIKHUMBO changa chowonera zolaula chimachepa ndipo ndimayamba kudzifunsa kuti ndapeza bwanji kugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, koma zili ngati tsopano ndili ndi zokopa zotsalira za anyamata omwe ndimawawona m'moyo weniweni tsopano. Ndikudabwa ngati ndiwo ubongo wanga kuyesera kugwiritsitsa munthu wamwamuna dopamine, kotero jsut kuwona munthu wowoneka bwino amatulutsa zomwe zimamveka ngati zokopa? Ndikuyembekeza ndikuganiza kuti zidzatha pakapita nthawi ..

Koma pali wina amene adakumana ndi izi? Ine moona mtima ndimaganiza anyamata kuposa momwe timazindikira kuti akukwera zolaula koma osazinena chifukwa chamanyazi. Koma pano si malo oti mukhale amanyazi, amanyazi, kapena manyazi - aliyense kunja uko?

Janson2015

Kotero ine ndinakumana ndi zosiyana: Ndine wachiwerewere ndipo mpaka kumapeto, ndisanayambirenso bwino, ine ndimayang'ana zolaula ndikuwoneka ndikukopeka ndi akazi nthawi zina. Ndi china chake chomwe ndimanyalanyaza tsopano. Zomwe mukukumana nazo ndi mphamvu P yomwe ingakhale nayo, yofala kwambiri. Mukuyambiranso ndipo mukuchita bwino choncho pitirizani kuyesetsa kuti musakhale ndi nkhawa kwambiri ndi izi.

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Nsomba zonyozeka zimachoka

Ndabwereranso lero. Ndinayesera kuonera zolaula zomwe ndinkakonda kale, koma tsopano zimandinyansa. Ndikhoza kunena kuti mwana uyu wasowa ndipo kugonana kwanga kukubwereranso mwakale. Sindingakhalebe wokhoza kutaya zolaula, koma ndikukhala vanila wochulukirapo.

Kumbukirani anyamata, ngakhale mutabwerezabwereza nthawi ndi nthawi sizitanthauza kuti ndinu olephera. Ubongo wanu ukupita patsogolo ndikuchiritsa ngakhale simukuzindikira. Tsiku lililonse mumapewa zolaula ndikuchiritsa kwambiri. Musayembekezere kusiya chizolowezi choipa nthawi yomweyo, ndichinthu chochitika pang'onopang'ono. Ingokhalani nacho.

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Kodi zolaula zingakupatseni malingaliro okhudza kugonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ? – ndi throwaway09856893929

Ndine kapolo wa PMO koma ndani pano? Ndimawonera zolaula zamtundu uliwonse kutengera momwe ndimakhalira. Ndinayamba vanilla kupita mozama komanso mwakuya ndipo ndinamaliza mu zolaula za gay. Sindimakopeka ndi amuna kunja kwa zolaula, ndikungodandaula kuti mwina ndikubisala mtundu wina wowoneka bwino kapena ngati ndangogwera pansi kwambiri dzenje la kalulu kuti palibe chomwe angandichitire. Ndili ndi chibwenzi changa chomwe chili chokongola komanso chodabwitsa ndipo chimandichirikiza. Sindikukonzekera kumusiya kapena ndimaganiza za anyamata kunja kwa zolaula. Ndiye tsopano ndasokonezeka kodi pali wina amene akudziwa ndi izi?

Mithan1

Ayi, simumachita chiwerewere chifukwa mudatha zolaula. Zomwe zimachitika ndikuti mumayamba kukhumudwa ndipo muyenera kulimbikitsidwa ndi zithunzi zatsopano kuti mukhale ndi malingaliro omwewo. Malingaliro anu makamaka amamanga kulekerera "chinthu chakale chimodzimodzi". Mutha kudzipeza nokha mukuyang'ana anthu akupukusa mbuzi kuti akuchotsereni, sizitanthauza kuti mukufuna kupukuta mbuzi, zimangotanthauza kuti pali zomwe zimalimbikitsa ubongo wanu.

Benfelz

wapamwamba

Inde zolaula zitha kuipitsa malingaliro anu mwanjira imeneyi. mukufunabe kosangalatsa komwe kumaphatikizaponso kuyang'ana zowoneka zatsopano ndikuyatsidwa m'njira zosiyanasiyana chifukwa mumakopekedwa. trans porn wayamba kutchuka pachifukwa chomwechi. zosavuta kupusitsa ubongo wanu pomwe munthuyu ndi wogonjera ndipo ali ndi ma tattoo komanso mawonekedwe. simuli gay, ingopirirani osapitilizani. Chotsani cholakwa ndi manyazi komanso, sizithandiza.

Onya

KulimbanaAddict2018

Inde, ndikudziwa zomwe mukukambirana. Zitha kusokonezeka ndi inu. Zina mwazotheka zitha kukhala kuti kukhala mukuwona zolaula nthawi yayitali kumakupangitsani kuwona zochuluka pazakugonana. Monga momwe munthu wowongoka amatha kutembenuka kuti awone chithunzi cha munthu wammodzi yemwe ali maliseche osati chifukwa iwo amakopeka ndi munthu ameneyo koma chifukwa amazindikira kusowa kwa chovala ngati chinthu chogonana. Mwina ndikhoza kungonama koma kodi zikumveka ngati zikufotokozera zomwe zakuchitikirani?

kudzera

PangoyKang

Mwinanso sichoncho, ndi chifukwa cha kukwera kumene mumafunikira zina zambiri zapamwamba kuti akupatseni zomwezo. Muyenera kupezedwa bola ngati simukuletsa PMO

mangochita

Inde, siyani zolaula ASAP ndipo mudzimva kuti ndinu "owongoka" nokha

Maliko

Nayi ndemanga yomwe ndidasiya patsamba lomwelo la wogwiritsa ntchito kanthawi kapitako. Ine ndakhala ndikudziwapo izi kale.

Choyambirira, mutha kukhala amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo zili bwino ndipo muyenera kuzindikira kuti muli nokha ndikuvomereza kuti ndinu ndani.

Amatchedwa matenda osokoneza bongo (HOCD) kapena OCD (SOCD) okonda kugonana.

Izi zimachitika chifukwa pamapeto pake anthu amafunikira zinthu zatsopano komanso zosangalatsa zowonera ndi kufunafuna zolaula amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena zina zotero kuti akwaniritse zachilendo zomwe ubongo umafuna. Zinthu za vanila sizimadulanso. Zimamupangitsa munthuyo kukayikira zomwe amagonana chifukwa cha zomwe akuwonera, poganiza kuti amakonda chifukwa chazakugonana (zabodza).

Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti, muli pamalo oyenera kuti muchiritse. Siyani zolaula bwino kuti muwone zotsatira zake.

kumakumakuma7

Zithunzi zolaula zimatha kukupangitsani kukopeka ndi zinthu zambiri pakapita nthawi pamene mukukulira kukulitsa mawonekedwe owoneka bwino. Mwamwayi Zimanenedwa kuti ndikubwezeretsanso zokopa zawo ziyeneranso kufa. Ndikadakhala kuti ndikulingalira ndiye kuti ndinganene kuti simuli ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, mukadakhala kuti mukadakhala kuti mukadakopeka ndi anyamata musanayambe kuonera zolaula, ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi mavuto omwewo.

atsopano

machez

Ndikuganiza kuti zingakupangitseni kuti mufune kugonana mwakugonana ndikuwona zinthu zonyansa kuti mukonzeke

Mpweya

kumakumakuma

inb4 ma LGBTQ brigade: zitha kuchitika mwanjira ina komwe mumakhala gay ndi kukulitsa zokonda zamtunduwu mu zolaula zokhazokha.

Brutha

Inde !!! Ndinkakonda kutsegulidwa ndi zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha koma ndili ndi masiku 4 kukhala nofap ndipo ndapeza kuti zolaula za gay ndizonyansa.

chiworksena

inde lmao. ndikusokonezedwa ndi zogonana zanga pomwe ndidadziika ndekha mu zolaula koma nditayamba kulakwitsa chilichonse chimayamba kumveka

Alireza

Ndidakumana ndizomwezi, zolaula zikuwononga malingaliro athu, ndili pa tsiku 4 ndipo izi zikundikumbutsa chifukwa chomwe ndikuchitira izi. Zabwino zonse

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Sissy-hypno - malingaliro

Zambiri za Sissy, BI, Maganizidwe a kugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha omwe amabwera pambuyo pa nthawi yayitali m'moyo wamtundu woyenera ndi chifukwa cha zifukwa izi:

1. Chilakolako chawo chokhala wopambana
2. BI-Chikhumbo chawo
3. Zaka Zambiri Zosokoneza Zolaula

Chizolowezi cha zolaula ndicho chinthu chachikulu, ndawonapo ambiri (ndi ine ndekha) kuyambira pa Solo wamayi wamaliseche wamaliseche, akumakonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, Kugonana Pagulu, Otsatira, Gangbang, Bukkake, Cum Swallow, GOlden Showers,… ..

ndipo ngakhale kuti anapeza zonyansa zamtundu / TS TSonyansa, pamapeto a addiciton pamene palibe china chomwe chikuwafikitsa pamwamba iwo anayamba Sissy Hypno

ubongo wanu ndi zikhumbo zanu zimasintha ndi zolaula pa nthawi!

Ngati simungathe kuona zolaula ngati miyezi ya 5-6 (ndikudziwa kuti zikuwoneka kuti sooooooo sizingatheke masiku ano) malingaliro awa adzakhala atapita (ndipo ili ndi mayeso abwino kuti muwone ngati muli BI / Gay kapena ayi)

Ndikukupatsani: /r/Nofap (yomwe ndidawona positi ina yokhudza chizolowezi cha sissy hypno) www.yourbrainonporn.com www.fighthenewdrug.org /r/pornfree

[Choyambitsa chenjezo] Ndidanena, ndidapita kutali kwambiri kuposa inu, ndipo ndimatha kutenga tambala pabulu wanga mosavuta ndipo nthawi ina ndidangobwera ndi nkhaka pabulu wanga ndipo ndimamverera ngati wamkulu (wamkulu kuposa kuseweretsa maliseche) . koma sizimandipanga kukhala gay, chifukwa zimalimbikitsa prostate gland ndipo ndinawona amuna owongoka omwe amafuna kuti akazi awo azigunda bulu wawo powawuzira kuti akhale ndi kutulutsa kowopsa kwambiri !!! Palinso amuna ena owongoka omwe amakonda kudya maula awo akumwa kuchokera ku chibwenzi cha atsikana awo!

ndiwe wokonda amuna okhaokha, ukayamba kukopeka ndi anyamata ukakhala kuti sunatenthedwe, ngati njanji yapansi panthaka, ngati m'misewu yodzaza ndi anthu,…

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Lumikizani kuti muwononge

Ndinali ndi mavuto ndi izi. Mpaka pomwe ndidangovomera kuti ndinali Wachiwerewere (sindine). Mwezi wobwezeretsanso ndipo zokonda zanga zogonana zasintha. Ndakhala ndi M'd kamodzi pomwe ndimayambiranso mpaka pano (popanda zolaula) ndipo ndazindikira kuti ubongo wanga, sunkafunikiranso chilichonse chomwe chimakhalapo kale komanso kamwana kinky kaganiziridwe ka anyamata tsopano sikachitapo kanthu; zokonda zanga tsopano zikuwonetsa malingaliro anga, achikondi, omwe ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Zimakhala zopweteka kwambiri pamene lingaliro la kupsompsona mnyamata kapena kugwirana manja limakupangitsani kukhala osasangalala, pomwe nthawi yomweyo mumakhala mukuganiza zogonana ndi anyamata .. Zinasokoneza malingaliro anga amwamuna wanga komanso monga inu, ndinali womvera za anthu omwe amalankhula zinthu zomwe zimati sindinali wamwamuna ndi zina, zomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndisamadzikayikire.

Pewani zolaula zabwino, bwererani kwa yemwe muli.

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Kodi kuyang'ana mbolo ya amuna ena mu makanema olaula kumenya atsikana sikumakhudza bwanji malingaliro?

Zilinso nazonso. Taganizirani izi, makolo athu ndi momwe ubongo wathu unasinthira sizinatanthauze kuwona maliseche a amuna ena akugonana ndi akazi kapena kuyamwa ndi mkazi wina. Kodi zaka zowonera ndikukhala voyeur ku mbolo yamunthu wina sizimalimbikitsa bwanji mbolo? Ndikuganiza kuti ndichifukwa chake anthu ambiri amayamba kukayikira zakugonana kwawo chifukwa cha zolaula ndikupeza zovuta monga HOCD, pomwe amadzimva kuti akutulutsa nkhawa.

Ndikudziwa kuti ali nane. Popeza ndinali mwana wamng'ono ndimakumbukira kuti ndimakopeka ndi akazi. Sindinaganizirepo kawiri za kugonana kwanga mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 19. Nthawi imeneyo ndinali nditatha zaka 8 ndikuwonera anyamata ena atsikana omwe anali pansi pa lamba wanga zolaula. Ndinayamba kutsitsimulidwa ndi amayi ndipo ndinadzipeza ndikumakhala ndi malingaliro onga "bwanji ngati mumakonda mbolo?" Izi zidandimasula chifukwa ndidayamba kukhulupirira malingaliro. Tsopano ndili ndi HOCD ndipo ndimakhala ndikuzunguliridwa tsiku lililonse ndikulingalira kuti ndikulowerera, mofanana ndi azimayi onse omwe ndawonapo ndikuwonera zaka 8 zolaula. Kodi ndizotheka kuti ubongo wanga ungalumikizane ndi zodzutsa zachiwerewere motere? Ndayamba kukhulupirira kuti ndikusandulika amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ngakhale ndimaganiza kuti ndakhala ndikugonana ndi atsikana a 15, ndakhala pachibwenzi zaka 2, ndakhala ndikudzutsidwa ndikuseka akazi okha, ndimangoyang'ana zolaula molunjika. Komabe malingaliro anga akuyesera kundiuza kuti ndine gay. Palibe cholakwika ndi anthu ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Ndimawathandiza ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti ali ndi ufulu wokonda aliyense. Ndikungomva ngati umuna wanga ndipo malingaliro anga azakugonana ali opotoka, osokonekera ndikuyamba kusintha zomwe zandimasula.

Kodi aliyense amavomereza kuti kuyang'ana amuna ena kugonana pa zolaula chaka ndi chaka mwadzidzidzi kunandipangitsa kukhala ndi HOCD ndi malingaliro oti ndikhale amodzi?

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Kodi munthu amamwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo kapena amangosokonezeka maganizo?

Chifukwa chake, ndine watsopano pamsonkhanowu ndipo ndikumva kuti ndikudwala pafupifupi ma symtoms onse a zolaula zomwe zimapangitsa ED zomwe zimaperekedwa pa yourbrainonporn.com. Ndine wazaka 19 ndipo ndimatha kuvutikira pazenera. Sindinayambe ndagonapo ndipo ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12 kapena 13. Mwezi wa april / mwina ndidayamba kukhala ndi mavuto ndi ma ED, ndipo monga ndidanenera kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikumakhala ndi chophimba.

Komabe, ndisanayambe kukhala ndi mavuto anga a ED, ndimatha kukondana ndi atsikana kapena kuwapeza okongola. Sanapite kulikonse, koma ndimatha kuwamvera. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikugawana m'maganizo mwanga pakati pa chikondi ndi kugonana, ndipo ndimadzifunsa ngati zingatheke kuti ndikusintha amuna kapena akazi okhaokha (ngakhale sindinakhalepo ndi amuna kapena akazi anzanga) kapena chifukwa china chakuthupi ngati kusowa testosterone kapena china chake.

Nditamva za "kunyengerera" ndidakhala womasuka, chifukwa ndi momwe ndimamvera pakadali pano (sindinayang'ane zolaula sabata limodzi ndipo zimamveka ngati ndikufa pogonana), komabe sindine wotsimikiza Ndikuyang'ana munthu amene akumana ndi zotere.

Kodi ndikungoyamba kugonana kapena chinachake?

Re: Kodi munthu amakhala ndi vuto lotere kapena amangosokonezeka maganizo?

Hei mzanga. Ndine wachiwerewere ndipo ndimazidziwa kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 5. Sindikuganiza kuti 'mukukhala gay' pa zaka 19. Ngakhale mutakhala kuti muli pa Kinsey vuto lanu pompano ndi PIED komanso zolaula. Chifukwa chake, muli pamalo oyenera-olandilidwa. Zolaula ndi bizinesi yoyipa ndipo kwa ena a ife popita nthawi tiyenera kupeza zinthu zina zosazolowereka kuti titsike. Mwinamwake mwakhala mukuyamba zolaula - ndinayamba zolaula kwa kanthawi. Koma sindiwo komwe tidayenera kukhalira - ingoikani kuyambiranso kwa hardmode ndi rewire ndipo mudzabwereranso komwe muli. Zikumveka ngati muli ndi vuto lalikulu choncho pitani pa 100%. Mudayamba molawirira choncho phunzirani zonse zomwe mungathe ndikuleza mtima. Zabwino zonse. Phunzirani pa yourbrainonporn.com

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Re: Kodi kubwezeretsa kachiwiri kumawathandiza kwenikweni ndi HOCD?

Kuchokera pa zomwe ndinakumana nazo: Inde, kubwezeretsanso thandizo ndi HOCD.

Ndimakumbukira pomwe zolaula sizinandikhutitsenso, choncho ndinayamba kuwonera makanema a Shemale, kenako achiwerewere.

Ndipo sindinathe ngakhale kukhala ndi boner kuchokera pa zolaula wamba, ndipo makanema a gay, omwe amandinyansa kale, adayamba pang'onopang'ono kukhala wokongola. Kenako mafunso amayamba: kodi ndine gay? Ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha?

Ndinadzipatsa miyezi 3, "ngati patatha miyezi itatu ya PMO, palibe chomwe chimachitika, ndiye kuti ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndipo sindidzasiya zolaula", ndizomwe ndinadziuza.

Pambuyo pa masabata awiri, ndinayamba kukhala wopanda nkhawa, kudzidalira, ndipo ndikutsimikiza

Kotero SINDIDZAONANSO zolaula.

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Re: Zowonongeka ndi zolaula komanso oCD kwambiri

Ngati zimandithandiza kuti ndizichita zolaula kwambiri ndikuyang'ana zinthuzo kwa zaka zambiri monga zomwe ndimakonda, monga wina aliyense ndimakhala ndikulimbana ndimanyazi komanso kunyansidwa. Ndinayamba kusakatula intaneti kuti ndipeze mwayi wazomwe zakhala zikuchitika pamoyo wanga; mwamwayi sizinapite patali chonchi. Nditatha nthawi yayitali ndikuwona zolaula sindinakopeke nawo. Munthawi imeneyi ndinali ndikulakalaka zinthu zina ndikukhala ndi vuto loipa kwambiri koma mfundo ndikuti sindinayang'ane zolaula zilizonse.

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Masiku a 19 amayeretsedwa

Ndine 24, ndipo ndikufuna kugawana zomwe zandichitikira. Ndakhala ndikuledzera zolaula kuyambira ndikukumbukira. Anandichitira nkhanza ndili ndi mchimwene wanga, ndipo kuyambira pomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuti ndikwaniritse izi. Sindinaganizirepo zambiri mpaka nditayamba kugona ndi azibwenzi osiyanasiyana ndili mwana, ndikudwala matenda monga hypersensitivity, erectile dysfunction, ndi zina zambiri. Mpaka nditazindikira kuti ndili ndi vuto ndimatha kukumbukira momwe zogonana zimasinthira, ndipo ndimayamba kuchita zachiwerewere, kugonana pagulu, zochitika zamatsenga, malingaliro achiwerewere, ndi zina zambiri kuti ndingothamangitsa zomwe ndimamva ngati pakati poti ndiziwonera zovuta zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha zolaula. Ndinali wotsimikiza kuti njira yanga inali yosavuta monga kukula kwakugonana kwanga, ndipo sindimaganizira chilichonse. Mwachilengedwe, ndidakhala ndi atsikana okondeka pambuyo pa zibwenzi zambirimbiri zam'mbuyomu (Ndimakhalanso wachikazi), ndipo magonedwe anga anali osakhutiritsa kotero kuti chinali chimake cha ubale wathu chomwe chidathetsa. Ndatsimikiza mtima kuti ndisawonenso zolaula zilizonse, makamaka kufunafuna kupumula chifukwa cha maliseche. Ngakhale patadutsa masiku ochepa a 19 omwe ndakhala oyera, ndayamba kupeza zolaula zomwe ndinkakonda kuchita zonyansa, ndipo ndikuchita manyazi kuti ndagonapo ndi amuna ena kuti ndithamangitse kwambiri. Amayi enieni padziko lonse lapansi ayambanso kuwonetsa zokopa, zizolowezi zanga zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha zayamba kutha, ndipo ziboliboli zimasinthanso. Ndine wokondwa kupeza magulu onga amuna ndi akazi olimbikitsidwa kuti azikhala moyo wodziletsa wodzala ndi kudziyamikira. Ndili ndi msewu wautali patsogolo panga ndisanadzione kuti ndapulumuka, ndipo monga chizolowezi chozindikira ndimazindikira kuti ukhala ulendo wautali kuti ndipeze mtendere womwe ndimafuna.

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Kugonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha

Ndisanapitilire zokumana nazo zanga pamutu wotsutsanawu. Ndikufuna kunena kuti ndikukhulupirira kuti amuna kapena akazi okhaokha samayambitsidwa ndi zolaula. Ndikukhulupirira ndi mtima wonse kuti amuna alipo ndipo amabadwa amakonda amuna, ndipo sindichita mantha ndi zomwe munthu angaganize zogonana.

Tsopano, ndakhala ndikukopeka ndi amayi moyo wanga wonse. Pa nthawi yonse ya unyamata wanga, ndakhala ndikuphwanya akazi nthawi zonse, sindinayambe ndakhala ndikugwirizana ndi munthu wina; Komabe, panthawi yomwe ndikupita patsogolo ndikuona zizolowezi zanga zolaula ndili mwana, ndikufunikira kuti ndikhale ndi zinthu zatsopano kuti ndikhale ndi changu chofanana. Ndinaona kuti ndikungokhalira kuona zinthu zokayikitsa kwambiri kuti ndizingokhala mofulumira. Kenaka anabwera pamsonkhanowo pa craigslist chifukwa ndinkafuna kubwereza zomwe ndakhala ndikuziwona pa intaneti. Ndinayamba kuganiza mozama za kugonana ndi mwamuna kuti ndifunefune mwamsanga zomwe ndinkafuna. Ndinagonana ndi amuna nthawi zambiri chifukwa cha mwana wamwamuna yemwe ndimamukonda kwambiri kuti ndimuthandize. Kawirikawiri ndinayesetsa kukumana ndi 1 pa 1 ndi mwamuna kapena makamaka makamaka mwamuna ndi mkazi wamwamuna kuti ndimvetse nawo.

Funso lomwe ndikuyesera kupereka ndi ili:

Kodi anthu ammudziwa amakhulupirira kuti zolaula zitha kusokoneza chisangalalo cha kugonana? Kodi zolaula zitha kukhala ndi mphamvu yokakamiza wina kuti azingoyimilira mwanjira ina chifukwa chothamanga komanso chosiyana?

Sindiopa kukhala chiwerewere, ndipo sindikukhulupirira kuti ndine. Ngakhale ndinali wokondweretsedwa kwambiri ndi lingaliro la maliseche amwamuna, ndikutulutsa komwe kumatsatira, sindinadziwone kuti ndimayamba kukondana ndikamakumana ndi bambo. Sindinayambe ndakhala ndikukhudzidwa kapena kutengeka. Maganizo amenewo amangobwera kuchokera kwa akazi. Pambuyo masiku 30 atakhala mfulu sindinakopeke kwambiri ndi mkazi yemwe ndili naye pachibwenzi pano, ndipo zizolowezi zanga zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha zayamba kutha. M'malo mwake, lingaliro lomwe lakugonana ndi mwamuna limakhala lingaliro lonyansa.

Kodi wina ali ndi zochitika zomwezo?

mrnatoo

Inde ndikukhulupirira mwamphamvu kuti zitheka momwe munganene kuti mukufunika kupeza njira zolimba komanso zochokerapo kwa mnyamata ndipo nthawi zambiri zimathera chifukwa mbali imodzi zidzatsutsana ndi zonse zomwe amaphunzitsidwa komanso momwe amamvera mwachilengedwe ndipo motero akupereka kumverera kopitilira muyeso kuti amalize kufunikira kokonzekera muubongo wake ndipo si zachilendo monga momwe mungaganizire, koma ambiri sangazifikitse pachowonadi koma amadzimva osatetezeka ndikufunsanso zakugonana kwawo komanso malingaliro awo makamaka akamavutika ndi PIED.

MNK925

PIED analidi nkhani A. A. Ndinayamba kupanga zofuna zanga kuti ndine wamng'onoting'ono. B. Ndipangitseni kuti ndisiye kuonera zolaula kuti ndidziwe zomwe ndikugonana.

GolanSnyder

Ndikuganiza choncho, kwakanthawi. Sindikukhulupirira kuti mutha kupitilira zaka khumi, kuwululidwa kwa makumi masauzande okhwima ndikutuluka osakhudzidwa. Zodabwitsa ndizakuti, sabata yomwe ndisanalowe nawo NoFap inali nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidasanthula gawo logonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Nditazindikira zomwe ndimachita, ndidazindikira kuti ndabwera kwambiri. Kunena zowona, ndimangokhala misampha ngati zaka 5 + m'mbuyomo, chifukwa chake malinga ndi miyezo ya wina ndikadakhala kuti sindinayembekezere, lol.

fappersam

Choyamba, ndine wachiwerewere, ndakhala ndikudziwa kuti ndakhala ndikugonana kuyambira kale ndisanadziwe kuti mawuwo ndi ati. Chachiwiri, ndikukhulupirira kuti zolaula zimakhudza ndikuyika malingaliro m'mutu mwathu ndikutipangitsa kuchita zinthu zomwe sitikanachita (kwa ine zinali zopanga mapulogalamu ndi makanema apa webusayiti). Ndizodabwitsa kuti ndiwe wowongoka ndipo umayang'ana amuna; Ndine wachiwerewere ndipo ndimakonda zolaula zowongoka chifukwa ndimakonda kuwonanso amunawo! Ndiyamika pa kupita patsogolo kwanu.

UfuluManOfGlory

Kotero apo inu muli nacho icho. Mukukumana kale ndi kusintha kwa zomwe zimachitika chifukwa cha zolaula. Eya, ndizabwino kwambiri kapena zimachitika chifukwa cha zolaula. Ingoganizirani zina mwazinthu zolimba, zosokoneza kwenikweni zomwe mudaziwona. Kodi mukuganiza kuti mukadakhala otero mukadapanda kuwonera zolaula?

Ubongo wathu umangoyang'ana zachilendo ndipo popeza chilichonse chimasangalatsa pakapita nthawi chimangoyang'ana zinthu zatsopano, zowonjezereka. Chifukwa chake anthu amayamba kuwonera zinthu zochulukirapo pakapita nthawi, zinthu zomwe amadzimva kuti amadana nazo akachoka. Izi ndizomwe mumachita mwachilengedwe koma zowona ngati mungayang'ane zinthuzo pakapita nthawi zimakhala zachilendo komanso kuti kumverera kuzimiririka.

randomdewd99

Ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira kuzindikira kuti kugonana sikuda. Ndimakumbukira ndikuwerenga za china chomwe chimafotokoza izi, kuti aliyense, ambiri amakhala osagonana. Ngakhale atakhala ochepa chabe pankhani yogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, kapena amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kwa anthu omwe amadziwika kuti ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Ndimakumbukiranso ndikumva chinyengo cha 'zamatsenga' pakuwerenga. Ndiko kunena kuti 'mumakonda kufunsa zakugonana kwanu mukamakula'. Ichi ndichinthu chomwe chimatsimikizira anthu chifukwa pafupifupi aliyense amadutsamo, koma ndikuwopa kuyankhula.

Ndikukuyamikirani, komanso ena omwe akuyankha izi. Ine ndakhala ndikusokonezeka kwambiri pa chiwerewere changa (kukopeka ndi akazi moyo wanga wonse koma ndinadzutsidwa ndi mitundu ina ya zolaula) ndipo posachedwapa ndikupeza kuti izi ndi zabwinobwino.

Traumtropfen

Mosakayikira, Porn zandichititsa kuganizira zinthu zomwe sizinandichititse chidwi, komanso kuti sindimasangalatsidwa nthawi ya NoFap.

GamerWithin

Ndikukhulupirira kuti zolaula zimatha kusintha mchitidwe wogonana. Limenelo ndi vuto limodzi lokha lomwe anthu amadza ndi zolaula.

gab_astr95

Inde, ndili ndi zaka 20 ndipo ndakhala ndikumvetsera / kuwonera "zolaula" kapena "sissy-hypno" kwakanthawi (mwina zaka ziwiri - "zabwinobwino" P sizinali zokwanira)… Ndipo zidachitikadi: I ndimangolakalaka kwambiri zokhudzana ndi maliseche amwamuna (koma ndimakonda kwambiri "atsikana": /), ngakhale sindinaganizepo zakuchita zenizeni ... Kukopa kwenikweni 2 kwa anyamata! Tsopano ndakhala pa nofap kwa miyezi pafupifupi 0-2 ndipo ndikulimbikitsidwabe (ndipo nthawi zina ndimabwereranso D :) kuzinthu zamtunduwu / zithunzi / zotengeka… Komabe mwina ndakhala ndikufuna kudziwa zamtundu wina zokopa, ex-gf yanga imakonda kulimbikitsa prostate, nthawi zina, ndipo ndimamva bwino kwambiri. Kulimbana koma zikuyenda bwino 🙂

mfuti3199

Ndikukumbukira wachinyamata wina wamwamuna pano pa NoFap (yemwe wakhala akuchita zachiwerewere moyo wake wonse). Anati zolaula zimamupangitsa kuti azigonana molunjika, zomwe zimamutengera.

tryhardagain

Choyamba, ndimakonda momwe mwayankhira mutu wovuta mosamala. Ndapeza zokumana nazo zofananira mdera lino koma zinali zongoganizira komanso zolaula zokha, sindinachitepo kanthu kwenikweni. Ndikuvomerezanso kuti chiwerewere chikuwoneka ngati chowoneka bwino ndipo zolaula zimakupangitsani kuti muziyenda mwamphamvu mukamathamangitsa zachilendo. Ndiyamika pa kupita patsogolo kwanu.

Tesla4sure

Inde. Ndawawona achibale awo omwe ali ndi mavuto osiyanasiyana muukwati wawo. Mwachidziwikire amati akugonjetsedwa, kugonana, kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, osokonezeka, mizimu yodzisankhira, kuyesera, ndi kuphedwa kwa mafotokozedwe ena ndi zifukwa zowononga zolaula monga momwe zingathere pokhala ndi kugonana kochuluka momwe zingathere. Mpaka izo zonse zikuphwanyika.

Mofanana ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo, amachita chilichonse chomwe angathe kuti ateteze malo awo, ngakhale pamene akuwonekeratu kuti akudzivulaza okha komanso ena.

Kusiemsk

Kwa ine, zaka zambiri zakugonana zandipatsa malingaliro ovuta kwambiri ndikuwonjezera OCD yanga yachipembedzo. Ndamva ma anecdotes ena mgawoli za PMO wokhazikika wopanga kapena kukulitsa malingaliro olowerera. Ambiri mwa malingalirowa anali malingaliro ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndipo ngati ndikadafuna kudziwa kuti ndikadakhala ndikulakalaka kwambiri ndikusangalala nazo. Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti kuthekera kogwiritsa ntchito zolaula kumatha kutsogolera ku malingaliro ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena zokopa zomwe zingayambitse mchitidwe wogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndipo malingaliro kapena zochita izi mwa iwo okha zimatha kuyambitsa mayankho abwino, kukutsogolerani kwambiri.

atifhere

Paubwana wanga ndinali pafupi kugwiriridwa ndi wogona ana, ngakhale adandigwiragwira…

Zitatha izi ndinadetsedwa kwambiri ndi maganizo a mwamuna wogonana ndi ine. Sindinayambe ndaganizira za kuthekera kwa kugonana ndi mwamuna, tsopano munthu wamba wamwamuna waikapo maganizo oterowo.

Patatha masiku angapo malingaliro anga sanathenso kunyansidwa ndikulimbana nawo ndinayamba kuganizira zogonana ndi wogona ana kapena ndi munthu wina. Patapita nthawi ndinangoona kanema zolaula, ndimakopeka ndi amuna ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha koma mu kanemayo kanemayu anali akuwonetsa zochitika zogwiririra. Mwadzidzidzi ndinayamba kuchita nawo vidiyoyi ndipo ndimatha kuyang'ananso ndikuwonera kanemayo kangapo patsiku. Zaka zambiri zadutsa, ndipo nditabwereranso ndimawonera kanemayo. Komabe panthawi yayitali ya NoFap malingaliro oti kugwiriridwa amatha ndipo lingaliro limenelo limandinyansa mwina monga momwe munthu aliyense wowongoka angamvere. Pokhapokha pakadakhala kuti palibeFap panthawiyo kapena wina wondipatsa uphungu, ndikadakhala kuti ndikukumana ndi zowona m'malo moyesera kuthawa zolaula

KeepGoingSon

Muyenera kuwerenga zolemba zomwe ndangopanga: D… ndizotalikirapo koma zimayankha izi.

Ulendo wanga monga wamwamuna wa zaka 21. Kugonjetsa zolaula ndi kusintha moyo wanga.

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Ndine wowongoka. Ankakonda kulowa zolaula komanso zolaula. Nditangotsika ndinayamba kunyansidwa. Ngakhale uli ndi bj kuchokera kwa mnyamata. kuthamanga kwambiri. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndimaganizira zamasewera ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha komanso zotsatsa wamba pa craigslist zomwe zinali zankhanza kwambiri ndipo zimasinthidwa mpaka kufika pakukomoka theka ndikukhala ndi drum ya precum ndikutsitsa ma boxers anga kunyowa. Pambuyo popewa kwa nthawi yayitali ndikuyambiranso kugonana, zolimbikitsazo zimatsika. Zimatenga kanthawi kudziletsa pazinthuzo. Komanso yesetsani "kuyerekezera kwabwino" pakapita kanthawi za atsikana enieni muutumiki popanda zoyipa zomwe zikuchitika. Ndilibe masiku oti mulingalire, koma muyenera kungokhala kutali ndipo zichitika. Zinandichitira. Limba mtima mzanga.

KULUMIKIZANA

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Ine mwadzidzidzi ndikupeza zonyansa zonyansa kachiwiri

Chinachake chachilendo chinachitika. Ndinadabwa nditazindikira kuti ndayamba zolaula 2years zapitazo, ndinangoyang'ana zokhazokha. Ndinkaopa kwambiri kuti kugonana kwanga kunali kudwala. Ndinayesetsa kulimbana nayo popewa zolaula, koma Nthawi zonse ndinkasintha. Posachedwa ndimaganiza kuti ndilibe mwayi koma ndikulandira mwanayo kenako mwadzidzidzi, nditatha zolaula kwa masabata a 2, ndidazindikira kuti sindimakopekanso. Itaya kuthamangira komwe idandipatsa. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri ndi izi. Cholinga changa chachikulu chinali kuthana ndi zokopa kapena kuonera zolaula. Ndinkachita mantha kuti zinditsata moyo wanga wonse ndikupangitsa kukhumudwa kosatha (Ndakhala ndikuvutika maganizo kuyambira pomwe ndimakonda zolaula). Ndizachidziwikire kuti chifukwa chake idasowa mwadzidzidzi, ndidakhala ndi OCD yayikulu, sindinayesenso kudziseweretsa maliseche chifukwa choopa kuti ingandipweteketse, sindinagonepo milungu ingapo, ndikuopa kuti ndikhala wosakhulupirika. Tsopano ndikumva kuchiritsidwa ndi kumasulidwa, komabe ndikudabwabe momwe zidachitikira.

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Osati Mphamvu Zambiri koma zowonjezereka pambuyo pa masiku a 28.

Ndili ndi OCD ndipo nditatha zaka zambiri ndikuwona zinthu za trans / sissy, ndikuziwerenga, zipinda zochezera ndi zina zambiri ndinali ndi mantha oti ndikhale transgender. Nthawi zonse ndimafuna kusiya koma tsopano nthawi inali ino. Ndili ndi masiku 28 ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi malingaliro okhudzana ndi jenda kudzera muubongo wanga ndikuganiza zongokhala ndi atsikana zomwe ndizosangalatsa! Ndikukulanso tsitsi lakumaso kuposa momwe ndimagwiritsiranso ntchito. Ndimangofuna kuthokoza aliyense kwambiri chifukwa chothandizidwa ndi zolemba zanu komanso kukhala pano. Ndili wamphamvu masiku 28 ndipo ndikuwoneka wolimba ndikupitiliza kudziletsa ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti ndapeza mayi posachedwa.

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Ndi angati a inu omwe mwadandaula kuti mukugonana chifukwa cha zolaula?

Ndikungofuna kuona ngati wina wafunsana zakugonana chifukwa cha zolaula? Ndipo ngati mukutero, kodi mukuganiza kuti kudziletsa ndi kubwezeretsanso kukubwezeretsani ku zokonda zanu zomwe mumakhala nazo kale?

AdaKamanda

Ndili. Ndi pamene ndinayamba NoFap zaka zingapo mmbuyo. Anayamba kupeza PIED. Tinayamba kulowa zolaula ... zochepa ... zolaula zowongoka. Sindinayambe monga choncho koma ndinkafuna kuwonjezeka kwambiri. Ndiyenera kukhala ndi mayendedwe abwino. Kutopa kwambiri ndi zoyipa izi. Sanayang'anepo mnyamata ndikuti "hey ndikufuna kumumenya". Maso anga nthawi zonse amapita kwa akazi a RL koma kenako ndimakhala ndi zolaula

PervyAccount

Sindikumva "kusasangalala" ndi momwe zokonda zanga zakulira, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti zolaula zimakhudzidwa ndikukula.

i_i_ndondomeko_ndondomeko

Ditto. Posachedwapa, khalidwe langa loipa kwambiri linakula mofulumira kwambiri. Izo zinandiwopsyeza ine. Ndinali pafupi kudzikhulupirira ndekha kufunafuna mpumulo kunja kwaukwati wathu. Ndinalonjeza zowonjezera pamene tinakwatirana, choncho akuyenerera kukhala mzanga wapamtima ndikukhala ndi chidwi changa.

Ndizomwe zimadabwitsa za zolaula komanso maliseche: Ndili ndi mnzanga weniweni amene ali wokonzeka komanso wofunitsitsa kuchita zibwenzi koma amafunafuna kucheza ndi anthu achinsinsi, abodza, opatukana (ndi zinthu zopanda moyo - makompyuta) m'malo mwake.

_ChopinFloyd_

Sindinakhalepo ndi funso lokhudza kugonana kwanga komanso zolaula, ndimayang'ana atsikana nthawi zonse (ngati kuti ndizofunika), koma ndimatha kufotokoza za zomwe ndimaziwona. M'malo mwake, Id samafuna kuti zinthuzi zichitike kwa ine. Sindingathenso kunditembenuzira m'moyo weniweni (chidziwitso). Ndikangoziwona pakompyuta. Ndikutanthauza kuti ndikudziwa kuti mwachidziwikire ndi mtundu wa PIED, komabe.

Zithunzi zamakono zimatulutsa ubongo wanu pamakina a kompyuta. Imachita izi kupyolera muzitsitsimutso zabwino zomwe zimayambitsa. Mukamapyola mtedza, ubongo wanu umaphunzira kuti chomwe chimayambitsa mtedza ndi ubwino kwa ubongo.

Zachidziwikire kuti tidabadwa "titakonzedwa" kufunafuna zogonana ndi anthu ena kuti tisunge zamoyo zathu. Mpweyawo umalimbikitsidwa mukamagonana ndi munthu wina. Taphunzitsa kwenikweni ubongo wathu kuti uchoke pamakompyuta, osati ndi anthu.

Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti, ubongo umakhala wopanda vuto. Ndi kudzipereka, chipiriro komanso kupirira kosasunthika, titha ndipo tidzabwezeretsa malingaliro athu momwe amayenera kugwirira ntchito..nditha kukhala ndi mwayi wogonana ndi amuna kapena akazi omwe timakopeka mwachilengedwe.

Za feteleza zomwe tili nazo, nthawi zonse amakhala gawo lathu. Koma mukamapita nthawi yayitali osakhutira, sadzakhala ofunika kwenikweni. Ingokumbukirani, chifukwa chachikulu chomwe timapitilira pazinthu zomwe timapitako ndi chifukwa chakuti tadzikonzekeretsa kuti tifike pamenepo. Ngati simukudziwa malingaliro azikhalidwe zachikhalidwe, ndingakulimbikitseni kuti muyang'ane. Ndife galu, zolaula ndizomwe zimapangitsa, ndipo zolaula ndizabwino.

Ndikuyembekeza kubwezera kwanga mwina kukuthandizani pang'ono.

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Infern0121

Chabwino, zokonda zanga pamapeto pake zidayamba zolaula zomwe ndizofala koma popeza nofap ndimazipezabe zokongola kotero ndikuganiza kuti ndi chibwana chomwe sichidzatha tsopano.

mainer343

Ine, ndinkazolowera kukhala beta komanso osalankhula ndi azimayi kotero malingaliro anga adayamba kupanga ndikunena zinthu monga “mwina ndimagonana” ndimapezeka kuti sindine gay ……………………………… ..

Jump27

Inde. Ichi ndi chifukwa chake ndinayamba. Nthaŵi zina ndimayang'ana mavidiyo ovomerezeka pa intaneti, zomwe zimandipweteka kwambiri. Komabe, ndili ndi chiyembekezo. Ubongo ndi pulasitiki, kotero kuwonjezeka konseku kudzakhala kutha. Nthawi yolimbana ndi mantha anga m'malo mowalola kuti andigonjetse.

Tyler-11

Inde, ndipo zimandipangitsa kukhala ndi nkhawa yayikulu komanso hocd. Ndakhala ndikudziganizira ndekha kuti ndine wolunjika, nthawi zonse ndimafuna atsikana akugonana ndikukondana. Komabe, ndinayamba zolaula ndili wachinyamata-ndikuyankhula zolaula pa iPod yanga mgiredi lachisanu ndi chiwiri. Tsiku lililonse kuyambira pamenepo mpaka pomwe ndimayesa kuyimilira ndakhala ndikupuma. Ndinayamba kujambula zithunzi za atsikana, amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndi zina zambiri. Pazinthu zolimba kwambiri, zomwe zimafunikira zodabwitsa komanso zatsopano chaka chaching'ono. Anali adakali namwali kenako awiri analephera kuyesetsa kuti abwerere ndi atsikana kumbuyo. Wina adafunsanso ngati ndichifukwa chake ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Pokhala mwana wosadziŵa zachiwerewere komanso wopanda chitetezo chomwe ndinali, ndinayamba kuthawa. Komabe, ndinayesa kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula koma momwe ndimadzionera ndekha zinakulirakulirabe. Izi zidandipangitsa kukhala ndi chiyambi cha hocd. Kenako kunabwera zolaula. Anayamba kuyang'ana zachikazi, futa, mawu achikazi, ma trannies. Zonsezi zidandichititsa chidwi ndipo zidandibweretsera chisokonezo ndi zipsera zomwe ndimamvabe mpaka pano. Ndikuganiza ndikuyembekeza kuti ndimangokhala wotetezeka, osati munthu wokwanira, ndi zina zotero ndikuti nkhawa ndi chilichonse chomwe chidandipangitsa kutsegulidwa. Ndinkaipiraipira ndi hocd ndipo sindimadziwa kuti chinali chiyani. Kenako ndinasuta namsongole gulu lomwe linapangitsa kuti ndikhale wokhumudwa kwambiri ndi malingaliro anga okhudzana ndi zachiwerewere komanso jenda (bc ya zolaula zachikazi) ndipamene hocd imapita koipa kwambiri, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti udzuwo. Koma mu Ogasiti chaka chino (chaka cha 1 kuyambira poyeserera) Ndidapeza ybop ndikusiya kusuta ndikuyesera kusiya zolaula. Ndikuyembekeza kuti kugonana kwanga kungabwerere mwakale, ndipo nditha kupezanso lingaliro langa lachikondi, chidaliro, komanso kugonana. Ndikulimbanabe ndi zolaula komanso ma hocd lero, koma ndafika poti ndimangoti ngati ndili ndi amuna kapena akazi anzanga, Transexual, asexual, wowongoka, wokopeka ndi mitengo lol, sindikusamala chifukwa iwo ndi zilembo. Ndipo ndikudziuza ndekha kuti ndiziyiwala mpaka ndikafike masiku 90. Ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti ine ndine, amene kugonana kwake kuli kowongoka koma kosokonekera ndi zolaula, chifukwa ndi omwe ndikudziwa kuti ndikufuna kukhala. Chifukwa chake ingokumbukirani, nthawi zonse pamakhala milandu yoyipa kwambiri.

pyrotechnic-

Inenso ndimakonda kwambiri fetish. Zimayamwa kwambiri. Kulimbana kuti ndiyime. Ndikudziwa kuti ndizolakwika koma chisangalalo chimanga manja anga. Kodi mungafune kundithandiza? Poyankhula za izo ndikundithandiza kuwona momwe zilili zolakwika? Ndimadziuza kuti ndizomwe ndimachita ndekha. Koma iyenera kuyima ndipo ndikufuna thandizo.

jis03

Sindikudziwa zomwe mukutanthauza. Ndili kusukulu yasekondale, mwachisawawa, ndimaganiza kuti ndimakonda atsikana, ndimakondananso, koma tsopano ku koleji, chilichonse chikuwoneka chovuta kwambiri. Zomwe ndikudziwa, ndikuti sindikufuna kumva ngati ndili ndi zokopa za anzanga achimuna chifukwa zimamveka ngati ndikusokoneza ubale wathu. Makhalidwe anu ndi omwe amakuthandizani kudutsa izi.

fredman55

Chinthuchi ndikuti nthawi zonse ndimakopeka ndi atsikana kuyambira pomwe ndimatha kukumbukira. Ndinagonana ndi atsikana pafupifupi 13. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 21. Ndinayamba kukhala ndi malingaliro olakwika pa 19 of penises. Sindinakopeke ndi ma dudes m'moyo wanga ndipo ndisanayambe kukhala ndi malingaliro awa sindinayambe ndafunsapo za kugonana kwanga ndinali womasuka ndekha. Koma popeza malingaliro awa ndayamba kukhala osatetezeka kwambiri komanso kuda nkhawa

Xlmattmanlx

Pafupifupi miyezi 5 ndikulowa, abwana anga adandiyandikira kwambiri nditamuwuza kuti ayang'ane imelo iyi pakompyuta yanga ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndasintha gay chifukwa ndimakhala ndi nkhawa yayikulu. Dzulo, mlongo wanga adandifunsa ngati ndimagonana. Sindinayambe ndafunsapo za kugonana kwanga, kotero sindikudziwa chifukwa chake anafunsa choncho. Izi zandipatsa nkhawa zambiri komanso chisoni.

Flabergazted

Eya, ndakhala ndikukayikira za kugonana kwanga, ndikuganiza kuti ndimagonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha chifukwa ndinayamba kuona zithunzi zolaula zomwe ndi pamene ndinazindikira kuti zithunzi zolaula ndizosautsa ndi maganizo anga, mwinamwake ndikuyenera kuchokapo! Masiku a 4 kwaulere mpaka pano!

NoFapQueen

Ndine wamasiye. M'malo mwa NoFap, ndimakwatiranabe, koma pamene ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndimayang'ana nthawi zonse za maubwenzi. Panopa ndikuona kuti ndili ndi maganizo okhudzana kwambiri ndi zokhudzana ndi kugonana. Ngati ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wina yemwe ndimamva kuti ali ndi nkhawa, ndimamva bwino kuti ndimakhala naye pachibwenzi komanso ndimatha kugonana (sindimakopeka ndi akazi).

Ndili ndi amuna, ndapeza amuna ochulukirapo omwe amakopa kwambiri ku NoFap, ngakhale ndimapezabe umuna womwe umakopa kwambiri popeza ndine wamkazi.

SelfActualization

Chaka chatha, pamapeto pake ndidayamba kusintha zolaula, koma izi zidachitika nditakhala ndikumwa mowa mwauchidakwa. Pambuyo pake, nditapumako pang'ono zolaula, zolaula za TS sizinasangalatse ndipo zimawoneka ngati 'gay' kwa ine. Komabe, sizinasinthe kwathunthu. Sindinathenso kukhumudwitsidwa ndi zolaula za TS monga momwe ndinalili kale ndipo mwatsoka ndikuganiza kuti ndikadakhala PMO kachiwiri, TS sakanakhala patebulopo.

Izi zikunenedwa, sindikunena kuti pali cholakwika ndikupeza anthu osangalatsa. Ndimangokhalira kudana nazo mpaka posachedwa chifukwa chofuna zolaula ndikuzolowera zolaula za 100% hetero. Sindinakayikire zogonana zanga, ndimadziwonekabe ngati wowongoka koma pamoyo wanga sindikadaganiza kuti ndingathenso kuchita zogonana.

jacobthedesigner

Inde. Ndakhala ndikulankhula modabwitsa zomwe zimandipangitsa kukayikira izi. Sindikufuna kuyambitsa aliyense.

Ndikudziwa kuti ndimakopeka ndi akazi chifukwa ndimawonanso izi, koma ndizowononga kudzidalira kwanga chifukwa nthawi zonse zimakhudza mkazi wokhala ndi mphamvu pa amuna / olamulira amuna.

Zowonongera psyche yanga. Ndipo ndinkakonda kucheza koma ndakhala wotsekedwa kwathunthu, wodzazidwa ndi nkhawa zamagulu. Ndinkawopa ngakhale kulankhula ndi mkazi kapena kumamuyang'ana m'maso.

Krabbylover

Ndimaganiza kuti ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kuposa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Tsopano patsiku 7 - Ndili wolunjika. Zithunzi zolaula zinapangitsa HOCD kukhala zowona.

J743

Ndili, inde. Ndinayesetsa kudzifunsa ndekha kuti ndidziwe zomwe altho amachita ndikupita ulendo wanga usanafike. Kotero ine ndinayang'ana ndipo ife tinachita zinthu zina.

Ndine wolunjika lol. Sanakonde kwenikweni. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinali kudzichititsa manyazi chifukwa chokhala wamanjenje komanso kuwonera zolaula zambiri kotero kuti ndimafunikira zinthu zambiri kumeneko. Sindikumva manyazi ndi zomwe ndakumana nazo, ndipo ineyo ndi ine timakhalabe mabwenzi mpaka lero. Chosiyanacho chidachitika, ndidasinthiratu kukopa kwanga kwa akazi.

Pentlowe

Ndinkangowonera azimayi, nthawi zina TS komanso zolaula nthawi zina. Ndinaganiza kuti kwa nthawi yayitali pali kuthekera kuti ndinali bi, ndinayesa zinthu zingapo ndipo ngakhale ndimakonda, inali kuthamanga kwa dopamine komwe ndimakonda kwambiri. Tsopano ndikumva kuti ndachiritsidwa kwathunthu, 100% hetero.

diasparman

Ndapita kudera losalunjika pa intaneti koma sizinandipangitse kukayikira za kugonana kwanga. Ndikadapanda kukhala ndi chidwi chilichonse ndikadapanda P.

Pali chizoloŵezi chomwe ndinkakonda kuchipeza koma P inandipangitsa ine kuyesera. Ndimakumbukirabe nthawi zina. Tikukhulupirira kuti NoFap idzandibwezeretsanso.

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Porn zandichititsa kuti ndikhale wopusa

Ndine 29 ndipo sindinaganizepo za atsikana achichepere m'njira yogonana, nthawi yonse yakukula kwanga. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikukopeka ndi amphaka, abulu komanso mawonekedwe achikazi, ndipo sindimamvetsa momwe munthu wogonana angakoperere ana. Miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndidayamba kuwonera makanema aku Youtube azaka zosakwana 18, komabe atsikana achiwerewere akuvina, kuvina moseketsa ndi zina zambiri, osatinso zolaula, koma ndizosavuta. Izi ndi zonyansa kwathunthu, koma si zachilendo m'malingaliro mwanga chifukwa atsikana ali okhwima mwakuthupi mozungulira 15-16, ndipo ngakhale sitingavomereze, amuna amakopeka ndi atsikana a msinkhu uwu.

Monga momwe mungaganizire, Pali chizolowezi chonse cha Youtube choperekedwa kumakanema achigololo a atsikana achichepere. Pambuyo pake, ndinatsogozedwa kuyambira azaka 15 kupita kwa atsikana 12, 10, 8 azaka zakubadwa akuvina ma bikini ndi manyazi otere. Ndinakhumudwa ndi khalidwe langa. Sindinkaganizapo zakutali zopanga zinthu zamtunduwu m'zaka zanga za 15 + zikukula. Kodi ndine munthu ameneyo? Zowoneka bwino zomwe zimabwera kwa atsikana ang'onoang'ono, ndipo pamapeto pake kodi mulungu amadziwa zina? Ndinadziwa kuti panali china chake cholakwika mu ubongo wanga. Uyu sanali ine ayi.

Panali nthawi ino nditapeza nofap. Ndinazindikira kuti zomwe zinali kuchitika zinali zokakamizidwa ndi dopamine pazinthu zachilendo. Ubongo wanga udawotchedwa chifukwa chokwera kwa azimayi achikulire, chisangalalo komanso zachilendo za atsikana achichepere ndizo zomwe dopamine yanga idasokoneza bongo pambuyo pake. Sindikukhulupirira kuti iyenera kufika pamenepo, koma ndi zomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndizindikire ndikuzindikira kuwonongeka kwa zolaula ndi maliseche zomwe zimakhudza malingaliro anga. Ndasiya PMO kwa masabata a 2 tsopano, ndipo sindikukonzekera kubwerera. Ngati muli pa mpanda wa nofap, tengani kwa ine, mukudziwononga nokha. Muyenera kuyima nthawi isanathe.

KKF74

Porn zimachita izi kwa ife. Timafunafuna zapamwamba zatsopano. Timayang'ana china chatsopano kuti tipeze. Ndiye tatsika, zindikirani zoyipa za odwala zomwe takhala "tikusangalala nazo", ndikupita kukasamba ndi sopo wa pumice ndi chotsuka mbale.

Ngati sitimadziwopa tokha kupeza thandizo (pano kapena kwina kulikonse) zovuta zamasiku ano ndizabwinobwino mawa, ndipo pamapeto pake timatha kuyang'ana zinthu zomwe zingatigule zaka makumi angapo m'ndende.

FreshLimee

Sindingagwirizane zambiri. Nditakhala wokonda zolaula kwazaka zambiri ndidadzipeza ndekha, kusanza, necrophilia, zolaula za atsikana akufa. Ndinkachita manyazi kuti ndimakhala ndikupanga izi. Nditayamba nofap, ndinadzipeza ndekha ndikubwerera ku kavalo. Ndidanyansidwa ndikuti ndimakonda zinthu izi.

aanarchist

inde ndikuganiza kuti tonse tiri ndi chinthu chimodzi chomwe chimatipangitsa kuti tipite.

Legalize_Ja

Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana kwa zaka pafupifupi 10 (ndimakwanitsa zaka 21 mu Seputembala) ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi chidwi chowonera zinthu zonyansa monga zolaula za ana, zoophilia, ndi zina zambiri. Nthawi zina ndimayang'ana zolaula zomwe ndimakonda kuyang'ana zaka 5 zapitazo ndipo zili ngati zosangalatsa monga kale.

mrdarkshine

Pamene ndinali 21 sindinayambe ndikulakalaka kuti ndiwonetseke zonyansa. Ngati mupitiriza kuyang'ana zolaula nthawi zonse, dikirani.

Stosch

SIZOONA inu. Zolaula zimasokoneza malingaliro. Ambiri omwe ali ndi vuto la PMO omwe amawongoka amakopeka ndi amuna kapena akazi anzawo. (HOCD)

kusokoneza

Tiyenera kuganiza zakuyambitsa gulu lokonzekera makamaka kwa fapstronauts ndi mtundu uwu wamankhwala osokonekera mu P. Ndine wamanyazi komanso wamantha kuvomereza kuti zolaula zanga zimakondedwa ndi aliyense wothandizirana naye, pa intaneti kapena IRL. Kunama za izi ndikuzitsogolera kumanditsogolera kubwerera nthawi zonse, ndipo nthawi iliyonse zikafika poipa pang'ono, atsikanawo amakula pang'ono. Ndikutsimikiza kuti pali ena kunja komwe omwewo. Nkhani yowonekeratu yoponyera ndiyodziwikiratu.

ntwarr76

Ndimakonda scat ngati izi zimakupangitsani kumva bwino. Palibe manyazi kuvomereza malo amdima omwe zolaula zatitsogolera. Mwinamwake anthu ena amangokhala ndi feteleza koma zolaula zimakupangitsani kufuna kuwatengera kumlingo watsopano. Zinthu zina ziyenera kungosiyidwa kuti zikhulupirire zogonana osati zenizeni. Mwina ndilo vuto la zolaula. Kupanga zenizeni zomwe siziyenera kukhala zenizeni.

adichandra

Asia kupita ku blondes kuti abwerere kwa anyamata mpaka anyani mpaka ku brunnete kuti abwerere tsitsi. Ndikudziwa kuti ndiyenera kuyima. Mwamwayi ndinapeza nofap.

brkendal

Uyu ndi munthu wopenga. Zimapangitsa kuti zinthu zizioneka bwino. Simudziwa nthawi yomwe mungadzutse m'mawa ndi kuyang'ana pagalasi kwa munthu amene mumaganiza kuti simudzakhalapo. Zikomo chifukwa chogawana.

JeffersonSales

Zinali chimodzimodzi ndi ine. Chilichonse chinayamba ndi zithunzi za bikini, kenako zidakhala zosasangalatsa ndipo ndidadzipeza ndekha ndikuyang'ana zithunzi zamaliseche. Patapita nthawi ndimapita kukaonera makanema olaula, kenako zinthu zowopsa ngati kulowererapo kawiri komanso katatu, kukwapula, BSDM, kenako pamapeto pake kugwiririra makanema ndipo ziphuphu zonsezi zitakhala zosasangalatsa ndipo sizimandipatsa boner, ndinayesanso zinthu zovuta kwambiri ngati kugona ndi nyama, azimayi okhala ndi agalu, akavalo ndi zina zambiri. Ngakhale ngakhale ameneyu sanandimenyetse, ndinapita kumanda ndikupeza zolaula za achinyamata. Sindikudziwa ngati munthu (ngati ndikadatchulidwanso kuti anthu panthawiyo) akhoza kutsika kuti izi.

Zokwanira zisanu ndi ziŵiri

Ndizovuta mkulu. Ndikuyamikira kuwona mtima kwanu. Ndine wokondwa kuti mwadzuka. Nditadzipeza ndekha ndikuwonera zolaula zolaula pantchito kwa maola angapo, ndinayamba kukhulupirira kuti sindikufuna zolaula kapena maliseche m'moyo wanga.

Kontensant

Zachilendo zosakanikirana ndi chisangalalo chakuwombera pang'ono molakwika, koma mwina kosaloledwa. Ndicho cholimbikitsanso chachikulu chaubongo chomwe chimatenthedwa ndi zolaula zomwe sizimakupatsaninso dopamine. Kwa ine zinali zofanana, koma m'malo mwake zimandipititsa ku zolaula zolaula komanso zinthu zachilendo za hentai zokhudzana ndi izi. Kuwononga pang'ono pang'ono kukoma kwanga kwa vanila, kundipatsa chifukwa chochepa chopeza chilimbikitso chopeza msungwana weniweni m'moyo wanga. Zolaula ndizowopsa ngati uzunzidwa kwa nthawi yayitali.

mowza

Nkhani zambiri za amuna owongoka akulowerera ku zolaula. Porn ndizoopsa.

MochaFapachino

Inde munthu khalani kutali ndi zinthu zimenezo. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndinu owona mtima ndipo muli ndi mipira yoti anene izi chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti anyamata ambiri ali ndi vutoli koma amawopa kuyankhula. Pambuyo pazaka zambiri zakubadwa kuzinthu zomwezo chinthu chonga ichi chimayenera kuchitika.

Programer1997

Zikomo Mate. Post Yanu inali Yolimbikitsa Kwambiri. Sindimakondanso atsikana Pussy. Ndimakonda abulu awo. Nthawi zonse ndimayang'ana zogonana zogonana & zoyipa zokhudzana nazo. Ine ndili ndi bulu Fetish. Ndinasiya Pmo masiku 296 koma ndinabwereranso.

Tiyeni tiyambe Ulendo wina wa Miles chikwi zomwe sizidzatha.

ggnopmo

Ine ndikudandaula za wina aliyense koma mwana wanga wamwamuna anali wapamwamba kwambiri, akazi omwe ankataya laka ankapanga mkaka. Zomwe zimakhala zovuta kwambiri.

dok7747

Izi zimandikumbutsa ndekha. Pamene ndinali 17 ndinali wokonda atsikana achichepere ogonana ndi amuna akulu. Uku kunali kusintha kwachilendo kwa ine ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti ndinatha kudziletsa. Uwu unali mwana wobvuta kwambiri yemwe ndinali naye ndipo ndimatha kuugwira.

Wodala ndi inu amuna. Anthu azinenabe kuti kukoma kwanu kwa zolaula kunakutsogolereni kumalo amdima koma pali mzere woonda kwambiri pakati pa zolaula zamasiku onse kenako zolaula zolaula. Ndibwino kuti munagonjetsa "gawo" loipali.

Mareofthrace

Nkhaniyi inandiwopsyeza. Porn ndi mafakitale oopsa komanso oipa. Zivumbulutso zanu zatsegula maso anga.

Palinso 'fetus' zambiri zomwe zimandinyansa ngakhale ndili ndi zilakolako zolaula komanso zolaula. Sindingadziwone ndekha ndikudzutsidwa ndi ana, nyama, kutaya, mkodzo, kuzunza, ma shemales.

Ngakhale zinali choncho, zolaula zandichititsa kuti ndisamvetsere zolaula komanso ziwonetsero zolaula, zomwe zandichititsa kuti ndisamvetse bwino komanso ndikuchititsa manyazi manyazi.

Ndimapemphera ndikusinkhasinkha m'bale, kuti mumayamba kubwereza ubongo wanu ndikusiya PMO.

PikesonYeeves

Ndimadziona kuti ndili ndi mwayi kuti ma kink omwe ndidapanga kuchokera ku zolaula amatha kukhazikitsidwa mwanjira yakugonana kwenikweni osakambirana, ndipo ndizofala kwambiri pakugonana. Komabe, popanda kuchuluka kwakugonana pansi pa lamba wanga (Chibwenzi chimodzi chokha chokhazikika m'mbuyomu komanso zokumana nazo zochepa) Ndinadziwa kuti ndiyenera kusiya kuonera zolaula ndikupanga ma kink omwe angawononge moyo wogonana wosangalatsa ndekha. Zimatengera kulimba mtima kuvomereza zomwe muli nazo, koma ingodziwa mutagwirizana ndi vutoli, simungakhale pachiwopsezo chobwerera. Muyenera kusiya bizinesi iyi, koma vuto. Khalani olimba ndi okhazikika.

drakmalfuad

zolaula zandichititsa kukhala wodzichepetsa

Wupozo

Ndinali mu "lolicon" mpaka nditazindikira kuti ziyenera kusiya.

Brucetrunks

Munthu wamisala ndiopenga momwe izi zimatithandizira ine sindine patali koma ndili kale pafupi ndikuwona zolaula zachiwerewere sizinakhalepo m'moyo wanga .. Ndimaganiza kuti ndiziwonera nkhuku ndi dick. Zoyipa kwambiri pamoyo wanga pozindikira kutalika komwe ndidagwera

gallagher222

Izi zikuneneratu chifukwa chake zolaula ndizoipa. Zimasanduka chilombo chotsutsana ndi chifuniro chanu, komabe ngati muli ndi chizoloŵezi cha PMO, mulibe chisankho koma mutengeka ndikuponyedwa kuphompho.

Ndasiya miyezi pafupifupi 3, ndikusiya masabata achiwerewere a 2 apitawo. Ndikumverera bwino kwambiri pa ine ndi zina zambiri zomwe ndikutha kuziganizira kwambiri pa anthu m'moyo wanga. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndingayambe kukhala ndi ubale weniweni kachiwiri. Kugonana ndiukwati, komanso pamene muli nokha padziko lino lapansi, mutha kuchita chilichonse, ziribe kanthu momwe mumakhalire achiwerewere, kungomverera kuti muli ndi moyo kwa masekondi 2.

TheDarkest_side

Munthu wabwino OP. Kulingalira ndi kuvomereza izi kumafuna mtima ndi kulimbika mtima. Khalani ndi NoFap, muyenera. Mukangoyamba pawongolera iyi, pamapeto pake imakhala yosasintha mukapita kukayang'ana pa zolaula.

Ndikhulupirireni, ndizowona. Inenso ndasiya njira yakuda iyi. Ndakhala ndikunenedwa kwa nthawi yayitali ndikunyansidwa. Sindingayang'ane achinyamata momwemo momwe ndimamverera ngati chinthu chachikulu kwambiri padziko lapansi. Kuwerenga ndemanga zina, inde, ena ati ndiyenera kutsekeredwa m'moyo wonse ndipo ndine wovuta kwambiri padziko lapansi. Sindingachite chilichonse kwa ana kapena achinyamata pa moyo weniweni. ZONSE. Palibe mwayi, ndikulakalaka mdima wa dopamine.

Heliosuntrix

Moni mnzanga. Sindinayambe ndayang'ana ana koma ndikudziwa zomwe mukunena chifukwa ndinkakonda kugwiritsa ntchito YouTube ngati anapiye m'mabikini ndipo ndawona zithunzi zomwe mumazinena kumanja kwa tsambalo. Atsikana ang'onoang'ono ovala ma bikini ndi chiyani. Komanso ana mumawonetsero azamafashoni / ma catwalks omwe kwa ine amathera pazoyenda motsimikiza.

Ndasiya kusiya chifukwa ndidatsogozedwa kuti ndiwone azimayi akumenyetsana ndikumenyetsana wina ndi mnzake zomwe zimafanana ndi inu, SINDINAKHALA PONSE. Monga ena anenera, zoyipa izi zimasokoneza dopamine mu ubongo wathu ndipo timadzipeza tokha m'malo omwe sitikadapitako. Ndili pa Tsiku 7 tsopano ndipo ndinapita molunjika kumene kuli dalitso.

Pitirizani kukhala ndi mwamuna kapena mkazi wanu ndipo pakapita nthawi ubongo wanu ubwereranso ku zinthu zachilendo.

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Zaka 30 - Kuyambira chimodzi mwazovuta kwambiri zakusokonekera kwa erectile, komanso moyo wazachikhalidwe, kusangalala ndi moyo wogonana wa vanila. Adatenga zaka 2.

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Sindinachite maliseche kwa miyezi 8, komabe ndinabwereranso. Ma fetusi anga ambiri atha, komabe fetus wanga wamapazi akadatsalira. Ndimakhala ndi ma boners okhazikika, ndi mipira ya buluu.

kulumikizana ku positi

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[Cuckolding] tsoka.

Ine ndi mkazi wanga takhala okwatirana zaka 2 mwezi watha. Kwa kanthawi tsopano ndakhala ndikuganiza za kutukuta. Ndinawona zolaula kwa miyezi ingapo ndipo zinali (ndikupitirizabe) kundikweza. Ndinayankhula ndi anthu angapo pa intaneti za izo. Ndinachita khama kuti ndimufunse mkazi wanga kuti achite izo tsiku lathu lisanathe. Ankachita mantha chifukwa ankaganiza kuti zidzathera bwino koma ndinapitirizabe kukankhira chifukwa ndinkadziwa kuti ndimakonda ndipo pamapeto pake anavomera.

Tidapeza anyamata ochepa pa intaneti, ndipo titapeza oyenera tidakumana nawo sabata yatha. Anali munthu wokongola kwambiri - wamtali wa 6, waminyewa, wamkulu Dick - chilichonse chomwe munthu aliyense akufuna kuti akhale nacho. Atabwera ndidatsegula chitseko ndipo tidakambirana kwakanthawi kenako ndidadziwitsa mkazi wanga. Tidapita kuchipinda ndipo ndidakhala pakama pomwe adayamba kumpsompsona khosi ndikumvula. Anamukankhira pabedi, adamuvula kabudula wamkati ndikuyamba kumudya. Onse anali kuchikonda chimodzimodzi inenso. Kenako anavula buluku lake nkukwera pamwamba pake ndipo atamupsompsona kwakanthawi pang'ono anapinira manja ake kumutu ndikulowerera; adabuula kwambiri. Panali panthawiyi pomwe m'mimba mwanga mudatsika; Kutentha kuzizira mu millisecond. Ndinazindikira mofulumira kuti pamene ndimayang'ana zolaula, sindinayambe kukhala khola, ndimakhala ng'ombe yamphongo. Ndinadwala, koma sindinadziwe choti ndichite; iwo anali akuyamba kale. Ndinakhala pamenepo, osanena kanthu. Mwamwayi, patatha mphindi zochepa, adamaliza. Zonse zitatha, ndinamuthamangitsa, ndikumuuza kuti ayeretse ndipo ndinapita kukatenga chakudya cha ku China. Ndinakhala mgalimoto yanga ndikulira kwa mphindi 20 mpaka itakonzeka kenako ndinapita kunyumba ndikumayerekezera kuti palibe vuto.

Kwa sabata yatha ndakhala ndikuyesetsa kukumba mano anga ndikuyesera kuiwala, koma sindingathe. Mmene anabuulira, momwe anamugwirira, momwe anamuyang'anira. Sindingathe kuzichotsa m'mutu mwanga. Podziwa kuti ndimalola mwamuna wina, osatinso mwamuna wokongola komanso wamwamuna kuposa ine, kugonana ndi mkazi wanga kumandipangitsa kudwala m'mimba.. Ndikufunadi kudzipha ndipo zikuwoneka ngati yankho labwino kwambiri pakali pano. Sindingathe kudziyang'ana pagalasi popanda kunyansidwa. Choyipa kwambiri ndichakuti ndili ndi vuto langa. Sindikudziwa choti ndichite. Ndikufunadi upangiri . Sindinamvepo ngati wopanda chiyembekezo.

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Gay porn wayamba kundinyansa.

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Lumikizani kuti muwononge

Hei munthu, ndimaganiza kuti ndizingolira pano chifukwa timawoneka ngati ofanana .. kugwiritsa ntchito kutaya momwe anthu amadziwira dzina langa la reddit etc.

Ndimazindikira kuti ndine munthu wowongoka. Sindili pachibwenzi pakadali pano, koma ndimakopeka ndi azimayi ndipo ndimangofuna ubale ndi akazi. Sindikupeza anyamata aliwonse osangalatsa pankhani yogonana. Samandichitira kalikonse.

Koma kuyambira ndili mwana ndinkakonda kuvala ngati mtsikana. Ndimazitcha kuti fetish popeza ndimakonda kulowa m'malingaliro, PMO ndimanyansidwa ndikamachita manyazi pambuyo pake, mpaka mwina maola angapo pambuyo pake ndikupitilizabe. Izi zidapitilira kukhala wamkulu ndipo ndidayamba kulowa mkati.

Zaka zingapo zapitazo ndidapeza nofap (kuzungulira 2013). Pambuyo poyeserera kwakanthawi kochepa ndidachita zovuta kwa miyezi ya 14 pomwe ndimakhala ndekha. Munthawi imeneyo ndidapeza kuti chidwi changa chofuna kuwongolera zocheperako chimatha, zidafika poti sizimandisangalatsanso monga zimakhalira .. Ndikuganiza kuti mutha kuyitananso. Komabe, mzerewu wamwezi wa 14 udatha. Ndinganene kuti tsopano ndimakonda PMO kamodzi pamasabata angapo (ndimagwiritsa ntchito mawu oti PMO, koma kwenikweni ndi MO, sindigwiritsa ntchito zolaula, zithunzi zambiri), koma nditha kunena kuti nofap ikuwoneka kuti yathandizira ine. Zandithandizanso kuyesa kukumana ndi anthu ndikuyambiranso chibwenzi.

Sindikutsimikiza kuti ndinganene kuti ndakonzedwa motero .. koma zimatengera zomwe mumazitcha 'kukonza'. Ndinadzitulutsa ndekha, ndipo ndafika poti mwana ameneyu amakhala 'wathanzi' m'malo mokhala wowononga kale. Ndimadziganizirabe ndikuganiza zobvalanso, koma sindinabwererenso ndikuchita izi, kupatula mphindi zazing'ono zakuganizira, sindiyenera kuchita chimodzi, ndipo monga akunenera kuti inali pafupi 2 kapena Zaka 3 zapitazo. Ndikuganiza kuti nofap yangondithandiza kuvomereza ndekha.

Sindikutsimikiza kwathunthu zomwe ndikupeza pano, koma ndikhulupilira kuti nkhani yanga ingakuthandizeni. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira kukumbukira kuti jenda siyabwino, ndikukula kwakukulu. Tonsefe ndife osiyana ndipo aliyense ali ndi zosiyana zathu ndi zozizwitsa / zamatenda, makamaka, ndizo zomwe zimatipangitsa kukhala anthu. Tonsefe timakhala penapake pamlingo wotero. Chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe mungachite ndi kuvomereza kuti muli pamlingo winawake ndikukhala omasuka nanu. Dziko likanakhala lotopetsa ngati tonsefe tikanakhala ofanana.

Ngati mukufuna PM kuti akambirane chilichonse, khalani omasuka, ndiyang'anitsitsa nkhani iyi ya TA.

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Wakale wa 20 ndipo amadwala kwambiri CP. Kodi NoFap akanagwira ntchito?

Moni kumeneko, Pepani kwambiri ngati izi siziloledwa pano, ndikumvetsetsa ngati ma mods achotsa. Ndikufuna kwambiri kuti ndiyime ndikusintha. Ndili pamalo oyipa kwambiri ndipo ndingayamikire chithandizo. Izi zikundipha ndipo sindikudziwa choti ndichite.

Ndili ndi zaka 20 ndipo ndine wamwamuna ndipo sindinapezeke ku US, ndili ndi zaka 14, ndinayamba kuonera zolaula (monga mwana aliyense wabwinobwino ndikuganiza) nthawi yomweyo, ndinayamba kukayikira zachiwerewere. Ndinapita kukafunafuna zolaula koma ndinkachita mantha ndi anyamata achikulire omwe anali 'amuna' ambiri.

Ndinangopita pakati pa kuonera zolaula zolaula kwa pafupifupi chaka chimodzi. Kenako ndidapeza tsamba (lodziwika bwino la 'chubu') lomwe linali ndi zinthu zambiri za 'amateur'. Ndinayamba kuyang'ana zinthu zomwe zinali ndi anthu omwe amawoneka ngati azaka zanga. Apa ndipomwe zinthu zidakhala zaka ngati 2, zizolowezi zolaula kwa wachinyamata.

Kenako, ndili pafupi zaka 17 ndinapitiliza kufunafuna zinthu za 'anyamata achichepere' ndikupeza tsamba lomwe linayamba kukhala ndi zokayikitsa zambiri, palibe choletsa chilichonse - chimangowoneka ngati momwe ndidaliri. Koma, zinthu zidayamba kutsika ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 18 pomwe ndimafuna zina zambiri. Osayang'ana chilichonse makamaka ndinayamba kusokoneza pa TOR. Cholakwika chachikulu kwambiri m'moyo wanga.

Ndidapunthwa ndikutsata tsamba linalake lonyansa (ndikuganiza kuti ndi tsamba lolaula) Poyamba zinali chabe zinthu zaunyamata, koma kenako ndidapeza zinthu zokhala ndi ana achichepere. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndimayang'ana kuti ndikudwala kwambiri pambuyo pake, ndinadzida ndekha ndikuganiza zodzipha. Ndinasokonekera. Ndasiya kuchita chilichonse pafupifupi kwa masabata atatu, kenako pazifukwa zina ndidabwerera. Malingaliro omwe ndinakumana nawo anali ngati chilichonse chomwe ndinali ndisanakhalepo kale. Kwa zaka ziwiri zapitazi, ndakhala ndikuwona zinthu zoyipitsitsa zomwe ndingaganizire. Sindimadzikonda. Ndikudziwa kuti ndilandila mauthenga olakwika ndi zina zambiri kuchokera pano, koma moona mtima ndanena zoyipa kuposa zomwe aliyense anganene ndekha. Ndimadziyang'ana pagalasi ndipo sindimazindikira munthu amene ndakhala.

Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi mavuto okhudzana ndi nkhawa ndikukhala bwino ndi atsikana / anyamata azaka zanga, chifukwa chake sindinakhalepo ndi ubale kapena china chilichonse. Izi, kuchepa kwa thanzi langa pakudya zakudya zonona komanso kusachita masewera olimbitsa thupi kwandipangitsa kuti ndikhumudwe.

Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikukonda zolaula (voyeur, kugwiririra, anthu ena ndi zina), ndipo ndikuganiza chisangalalo chokhala 'cholakwika' chinandithandizanso. Sindimakopeka ndi ana. Sindikumva, ndili ndi anyamata amsinkhu wanga. Ndi zolaula wamba zomwe sizimandithandizanso. Maganizo anga onse awonongeka ndi izi, ndakhala ndikulakalaka chilichonse ndipo ndikuganiza kuti malingaliro anga pazinthu zonse ndi opanda pake.

Sindikudziwa ngakhale ngati ndimagonana ndimaganiza kuti ndakhalapo kwanthawi yayitali, koma Posachedwa ndadzipeza ndikumva za atsikana azaka zanga, zomwe zimapangitsa kuti izi zitheke.

Ndayesera kuyima kangapo. Ndikulakalaka ndikadangotumiza kwinakwake ndikadzichotsa pa intaneti yovuta kwambiri. Sindingathe, ntchito yanga komanso momwe zinthu ziliri zimandipangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi laputopu yabwino komanso intaneti. Ndayesera kutseka kompyuta yanga ndi pulogalamu yosefa, koma ndimangodutsa pambali pake.

Sindingathe kupita kwa wothandizira za izi. Komwe ndili ndili ndi malamulo okhwima, ngakhale malingaliro osamveka bwino awa atakhala ndi dzina langa pandandanda wa apolisi nthawi yomweyo.

Ngakhale ndimakhala ndi nkhawa komanso kukhumudwa, ndimakhala ndi moyo wabwino. Ndikadakhala kuti sindinadye moyo wanga nthawi zonse ndikatseka maso anga, ndikuganiza ndikadakhala wokondwa. Ine sindine wachipembedzo, koma ndimadzipeza ndekha ndikulira ndikupempha kuti ngati mulungu alipo, bwanji ndikuchita izi kwa ine?

Nthawi iliyonse ndikamva kugogoda pakhomo ndimachita mantha kuti apolisi. Ndinafunika kusiya, ndipo ndimangofunika kuuza anthu ena. Ngakhale zitakhala kudzera pa akaunti ya intaneti yosadziwika. Ndingoyamika upangiri uliwonse, nzeru kapena zilizonse.

Ndikumvetsa kuti ambiri adzandida ndipo adzaganiza kuti ndili kutali kwambiri ndi dziwe lomwe sindiyenera kupulumutsa - ndikhulupirireni, ndaganiza izi posachedwa. Ndikulingalira uku ndikuwombera kwanga komaliza. Sindikudziwa kuti ndingapitilize bwanji izi.

Ndikuganiza, ndimafuna kudziwa ngati mukuganiza kuti NoFap ingagwire ntchito? Kuonera zolaula kwanga kwangopitirira muyeso. Ndikutsimikiza kuti sindikukopeka ndi ana. Ine sindikukopeka. Mfundo yakuti izi ndi 'zosaloledwa' imandipangitsa kuganiza. Ndi zosangalatsa, monga kugonana pagulu kapena china chilichonse . Sindikudziwa, ndikuganiza kuti mukudziwa zambiri zokhudza zotsatira za psychology ya zolaula kuposa ine, kotero ndimafuna kufunsa..

Komanso, ngati wina aliyense angadzipezenso mumkhalidwe wofanana (ndidawerengapo ulusi wa reddit ofanana ndi zolemba pamabulogu za izi kale, mungadabwe ndi momwe zimawonekera wamba) chonde musatero. Imani musanawoneke kuti mwapita patali kwambiri ndipo zinthu zimangoda mdima.

Komabe, zikomo anyamata. Mtendere. Pepani ngati izi ndizopanda pake - ndimakhala ndikulira ndikulemba, malingaliro ambiri ndikaganiza za zinthu.

Yankho

Ingodziwa kuti simuli nokha. Inenso ndinali wogwiritsa ntchito CP. Zonsezi zidayamba zaka zambiri zapitazo pomwe ndidayamba kuwonera makanema P ndipo patapita nthawi ndidayamba kuzidandaula ndikuyesera zinthu zina zachilendo monga kugonana ndi nyama. Nditafika pansi pa shithole momwe ndidaliri, ndidazindikira kuti nanenso ndimakhudzidwa ndikulowa mu CP. Muyenera kukumbukira kuti pali yankho, pali njira yolowera kutuluka mdzenje la gehena. Osataya mtima wofuna kudzipha monga momwe ndinachitira, chifukwa atha kuwononga malingaliro anu mwachangu kuposa momwe mukuyembekezera, ndipo siyankho kapena njira.

Chotsani zonse zomwe muli nazo zokhudzana ndi PMO. Tsekani zitseko zonse. Porn si chiwanda chomwe mungaphe ndi zida. Muyenera kufa nayo njala. Pangani ndandanda yosinkhasinkha ndikutsatira tsiku lililonse nthawi imodzimodzi, 10 min patsiku ndiyokwanira ndipo ikuthandizani zodabwitsa pongoganizira, zolimbikitsa komanso kuwongolera malingaliro ambiri. Osangotaya mtima. Muli pamalo oyenera.

Yankho lina

Inde, ndikuganiza kuti zikuthandizani. Ndinkakonda kupita ku CP, monga inu. Ndidakhala miyezi ingapo ndikutsata makanema kamodzi, ndipo nditawapeza, chinali chosangalatsa kwambiri chomwe ndidakhalapo ndichinthu chilichonse chomwe ndidadzipangira ndekha mpaka pamenepo. Zinali zomvetsa chisoni. Ndadutsa masiku 90 opanda PMO tsopano ndipo ndimadzimva kuti sindimaganizira zolaula. Ndimaganizira kwambiri za atsikana omwe ndimadziwa m'moyo weniweni, ndipo ndimaganiza zambiri kuposa kungoganiza zogonana.

Chilakolako cha chilengedwe chokhazikika pazinthu chidzakhalapo nthawi zonse, koma mukhoza kubwereza ubongo wanu kuchotsa mndandanda wa zofuna zokhudzana ndi kugonana.

O ndi za ana. Ndimayang'anabe kamtsikana kabwino kabudula, koma sindimatheranso theka lotsatira ndikumuganizira za mutu. Ndikulingalira kuti zangotsala zogonana zanga panthawiyo. O ndipo ndili ndi mwayi kuti sindinakhalepo ndi chilimbikitso chilichonse chochitira chilichonse cha izi.

Yankho lachitatu

Mungadabwe kuti ndimaziwona kangati pano. Mwamwayi sindinapite patali, koma ndikosavuta kulowa m'mitundu yolaula. Ngakhale kuwonera CP si zachilendo, anthu ambiri omwe amaonera CP adayamba ndi zolaula "zachilendo" (palibe zolaula zachilendo, zonse sizachilendo). Uyu siinu, simukufuna izi, mukungoyang'ana chifukwa mumakonda chisangalalo chowonera odwala osokonezeka.

Komabe, mutha kusintha. Itha kukhala njira yayitali, koma ndiyofunika pamapeto pake mukadzamasulidwa. Ulendo wanu uyamba lero. Pakadali pano, ingokhalani chete, werengani zina mwazolemba pamwambapa kuti muphunzire za zokumana nazo za anthu ndikupeza malingaliro kuchokera kwa iwo. Zabwino zonse! 🙂

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Porn zimandifikitsa pa nthawi yayikulu (posachedwa kwambiri ndi maphunziro pa mbali) HOCD ndi kuvutika maganizo.

Moni anthu ndi malo anga oyamba pano. Zizolowezi zanga zolaula zidayamba ndili ndi zaka 12, pomwe zonse zimawoneka zosangalatsa komanso zosangalatsa. Pang'ono pang'ono koma mosadukiza ndimakula ndikuyamba zolaula mpaka ma milfs -> lesbians-> transsexourse -> hentai (straight) -> hentai (trans) -> hentai (gay) -> zolaula za gay.

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Manyazi ndi kudziimba mlandu chifukwa cha zinthu zomwe ndachita panthawi yolaula

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Porn zinkandichititsa kuganiza kuti ndine wamasiye

Moni nonse. Ndiloleni ndiyambe ndikunena kuti ndakhala ndikuseweretsa zolaula kwa zaka 8. Mwina kamodzi patsiku, kawiri patsiku, kapena kupitilira apo. Ndinali m'modzi mwa anthu omwe adakulirakulira. Ndachita maliseche kuti ndigonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha mzaka zingapo zapitazi, ndipo zinali mpaka miyezi iwiri yapitayo pomwe malingaliro anga adadzifunsa kuti, "Kodi ndine gay?" Izi zidadzetsa nkhawa zambiri ndipo OCD zichitike. Ndidakali ndi izi, koma osati pamlingo womwe ndinali nawo kale.

Ngati wina akukumana ndi zotere, malangizo anga abwino ndikuti ndikusiya zolaula. Ndalimbana ndi nkhawa pochita zomwe zidandipangitsa kukhala wodandaula kwambiri; ndikudziuza ndekha kuti ndimagonana. Ndinadzikakamiza kukhala pansi ndikulingalira zakugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Ndipo inde, adandidzutsa kwambiri sabata yoyamba. Koma, m'masabata atatu apitawa, ndazindikira kuti malingaliro awa asandutsa KUKHALA KWAMBIRI. Ndimatha kudzutsidwa nawo, koma pamafunika khama. Ngati simukudziwa kuti ndinu ndani, muyenera kudzifunsa kuti, "Kodi ndimamvapo izi ndisanayang'ane zolaula?" Pamene ndimakhala pano ndikulemba izi, kuda nkhawa pang'ono kumandigunda. Koma masabata angapo apitawo zinali zoyipa modabwitsa.

Ndikulangiza aliyense amene akukumana ndi zofanana ndi kusinkhasinkha, kusiya zolaula, ndikudzisokoneza ndi ntchito. Komanso, musalimbane ndi malingaliro. Kwambiri, musatero.

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Masiku 32 - Muli ndi boner akuyang'ana chithunzi cha mkazi wamaliseche.

Izi ndizopenga ngati anyamata. Lero ndimasanthula buku lofotokoza za biology ku laibulale chifukwa ndinali nditatopa, ndipo ndinayang'ana tsamba lomwe lili ndi chithunzi cha mkazi wamaliseche. Ndipo sindinakhulupirire poyamba koma, mtima wanga unayamba kugunda mwachangu ndipo ndinapeza boner wathunthu.

Ndiopenga, miyezi iwiri yapitayo ndimayenera kuwonera ngati kugwiriridwa kwa hentai komanso kugwirira ntchito kuti ndipeze boner yopweteka. Ndipo apa ndinali ndi boner wolimba ndikuyang'ana chithunzi cha anatomy. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri anyamata.

Ndikayang'ana kumbuyo, gawo lovuta kwambiri linali usiku pamene ndimakhala wotsika kwambiri monga momwe zinalili poyamba ndisanadzidzidzidzire kwambiri. Chinthu chofunika kwambiri chimene ndinapanga chinali kusuntha foni yanga, piritsi ndi laputopu m'chipinda chokhalamo ndikugwiritsa ntchito zipangizozo apo ndi apo okha. The 2nd ndi 3rd sabata anali mwamtheradi mwamwano, ine ndinayenera ngakhale kugona pansi kwa masiku angapo pamene zinkawoneka kuti bedi langa linali lalikulu.

Potengera maubwino ena, ndinganene kuti chinthu # 1 ndikuti ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri ndipo ndimamverera ngati mwana yemwe amafuna kuyenda mozungulira. Kunja kwa izi, sindinazindikire zambiri, koma mwina awa abwera ndi nthawi.

Koma zowona, zomwe zapezeka lero palokha zasintha moyo. Ndili wokondwa kwambiri chifukwa cha subreddit iyi, simudziwa kuti ndikuthokoza bwanji chifukwa cha anyamata.

Zikomo kwambiri.

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Zikomo chifukwa cha aliyense wa inu amene munandithandiza, komabe si nthawi yopuma !! Ine ndapambana nkhondoyi, osati nkhondo; pali ulendo wautali komanso wosangalatsa wosintha ukubwera !!

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Ndine 15 ndikuyamba kukhala ndi ana aang'ono chifukwa cha zolaula. Kodi zidzatha kuchoka kwa PMO? Kodi ndasokonezeka mutu?

Ayi sindinayambe ndawonapo zolaula za ana kapena china chilichonse, sindinagwebe chonchi.

Ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula, monga zochokera ku pornhub, kenako ndinayamba kuonera zolaula, ndiye atsikana omwe ali ndi zibwenzi komanso zolaula komanso zithunzi zolaula.

Tsopano ndikuyamba kukhala ndi ana.

Zomwe munthu wonyengayo, ndili ndi zaka 15 chifukwa chofunafuna.

Pakali pano ndili tsiku 6.

Kodi mimba izi zidzatha ngati ndikupitirira ndi mzere wanga? Kodi ndasokonezeka mutu?

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Ngati mumasangalalanso ndi mabere omwe mumagwiritsa ntchito panopa, kufunika kwa zinthu zopitirira malire kumasoweka. Ndikutha kutsimikizira izi. Ndimapewa zithunzi zonse zamagetsi zamasiku otsiriza a 25 ndi "kukumana" kulikonse (ndikudula mozama) povala anthu pa IG kuti ndiganizire kuti ndikhoza kutengako katundu ndi mafano tsopano. Monga momwe mibadwo yakale inachitira izo pa playboy.

kondwera

Inde siyani kuwonera zolaula nthawi yomweyo zithunzizi zitha kukuwonongerani moyo wanu, kuletsa zolaula komanso zoulutsira mawu pafoni yanu zikungoyipa kuchokera pano. Simungakonde momwe zimamvekera mukatha kudziwa kuti zimakupangitsani kumva kuti ndinu akulu komanso olakwa

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Kunena zowona kwathunthu: Sindikudziwa. Simungadziwe pano. Koma: ambiri a fapstronauts anena kuti kusowa kwawo kwa zinthu zamtundu wa fetish kunasowa atazolowera kudzutsidwa ndi zinthu zachilengedwe.

Zikhala zofunikira kuti musaganize ndikupita "uko" ndi malingaliro anu. Ndizabwino kuti mwazindikira izi ndikuyamba nofap koyambirira, mukadali otha msinkhu, thumbsup for that.

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Zithunzi zandichititsa kukhala munthu wosokonezeka uyu

Chifukwa chake ndidayamba kuyang'ana zolaula ndili ndi 11, mwina posachedwa kuposa pamenepo. Poyamba ndinali ndi zolaula, zinthu monga playboy, ndimakonda kuwona atsikana ali maliseche koma sindinkawasamalira kwambiri anyamata amakanema. Choyamba ndinalowa zithunzi kuposa makanema. Nditalowa makanema, sindinathe kuwonera kanema wathunthu, ndimayenera kudumpha komwe kumakhala kosangalatsa. Ndikanakhala ndi ma tabu 50 otseguka nthawi imodzi pa Chrome kusinthasintha uku ndikuyesera kuti ndipeze china chosangalatsa komanso chosangalatsa. Izi zafika poipa kwambiri mpaka pomwe ndinayamba kuwonera makanema onyansa kwambiri, zinthu zomwe zingapangitse munthu wabwinobwino kuponyera mkamwa mwao pang'ono. Chopusa ndichakuti sindinachitepo chilichonse pazinthu zenizeni. Mwachitsanzo, ngati "Scat", zidanditembenukira ndikamaonera zolaula, koma zimandipweteka kwambiri kuti ndichite izi. Ndinayesera kuzichita kangapo ndipo ndimangomva kuti ndakhudzidwa nazo ndipo sindinathe kuzichita. Koma ndilibe vuto nazo pankhani yolaula. Zaka zinayi zapitazo ndikadanyansidwa ndikudziwa zolaula zomwe ndimayang'ana, ndikunyansidwa ndekha. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake ndimachita izi.

Ndili ndi zaka 13-17 ndimakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula tsiku lachiwiri ndikafika kunyumba kuchokera kusukulu. Ndimaonera zolaula 2-6 patsiku. Kwa zaka zambiri ziwalo zanga zakhala zikuchulukirachulukira, koma chinthu chomwe sindingachite chilichonse chomwe ndimayang'ana pamaso, chimangondipweteka kwambiri.

Izi zafika poipa kwambiri kotero kuti ndikumva ngati ndichita zosaloledwa pamapeto pake. Sindinayese fap kwa milungu ingapo. Masiku 16 ndiye nthawi yanga yayitali kwambiri. Vutoli la nofap landipangitsa kukhala wopotoza wamkulu pakugonana chifukwa ndimamva ngati sindingathe kutulutsa mphamvu zanga zogonana. Ndakhala ndikungoseweretsa maliseche popanda zolaula, koma ngakhale sizikuthandiza kwenikweni. Sindikufuna kugonja, koma ndichinthu chovuta kwambiri chomwe ndidachita. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kukhala wokonda. Ndizovuta kunena choncho chifukwa mwina ndimayang'ana zolaula kamodzi patsiku, zomwe aliyense amati ndizabwino kwa anyamata. Mwinanso ndimaonera zolaula kawiri konse. Nthawi zina kwa maola. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingawongolere zolimbikitsazi.

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Ndimachita manyazi kukhala ndi mwana wogwiriridwa

Chimodzi mwa zifukwa zomwe ndikufunira kusiya zolaula ndikuti zomwe ndadya zimaphatikizapo kugwiriridwa. Zinafika poti ngakhale kutchulidwa kuti kugwiriridwa kwenikweni kungandibweretsere, mwina pa chitsanzo.

Sizabwino kwenikweni kwa chithunzi changa. Komabe ndikudziwa kuti uyu si 'ine kwenikweni'. Sindinaganizepo zovulaza mkazi ngati uyu m'moyo weniweni, ndipo kuwona anthu omwe agwiriridwapo akuvutika kumandipangitsa kuti ndiwamverere, monganso momwe ndingachitire ndi munthu wina aliyense amene wakumanapo ndi vuto lina lililonse.

Ndikungofuna kuti ndikhale womasuka ku gawo ili langa, sizimagwira ntchito ina kupatula kuti zindipangitse kudzimvera chisoni.

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Mwezi wa 6! Amayi / abambo odzisamalidwa poyenda ndi chibwenzi komanso kugonana kwakukulu

Hei aliyense amene ndinali ndi zolaula lero pantchito pomwe ndinazindikira kuti ndili pafupi miyezi 6! Sindikudziwa tsiku lenileni lomwe ndidayamba koma zilibe kanthu. Ndikulemba kena kake kamodzi kamodzi kuti ndiyese kuthandiza wina kutulutsa. Sindinabwere kudzadzitama kapena kudzisamalira. Ndikungofuna kutumiza ngati munthu m'modzi yekha angapeze thandizo kuchokera pamenepo!

Ndinalibe kanthu koma ndinayesa kugonana kale. Sakanatha kusunga zovuta. Mumakhala ndi mavuto osokoneza bongo komanso osakhala pokhala.

Kwa nthawi yoyamba nthawi zonse ndimakondadi thupi langa. Moyo suli wangwiro mwanjira iliyonse koma umamva bwino kukwaniritsa cholinga.

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Porn zimandichititsa kugonana

Wina aliyense adamva izi? Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kwanthawi yayitali tsiku lililonse kotero kuti sindingathe kuyambiranso atsikana abwinobwino. Tsopano ndikuyang'ana zoyipa zachilendo ngati bukkake, zigawenga zachimuna, ntchito zamphepete kuti angopeza boner. Wtf? Ndikufuna thandizo man.

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Kugonana kwanga kwakhazikitsanso. Koma OCD akadalipo.

Ndili ndi miyezi itatu yopanda zolaula. Ndikulepherabe molimbika, koma ndikatha, ndimatha kupeza zolaula ndi malingaliro owongoka. Izi ndizabwino, izi zikutanthauza kuti mwina nditha kukhala pachibwenzi. Moona mtima ndizosadabwitsa, ndisanayambe ndidayamba kukayika ngati ndayamba kuvuta kuwongoka. Fetish ikudabwitsabe (ndikadakhala kuti sizinali choncho sindikadatha kuzichita).

Vuto ndilo, OCD akadakalipira pa ine. Ndilibe dysphoria, ndipo ndikudziwika kuti ndine wamwamuna, koma kuwerenga mndandanda wa mafunso a AskTransgender kwandichitira lingaliro lopanda nzeru kuti mwina ndikulingalira za kugonana kwa chidziwitso cha abambo ndikukhala ndi nsanje yambiri kuyang'ana akazi. Izi zimandipatsa ine zabwino (koma zopanda nzeru) nkhawa.

Nthawi yomaliza yomwe TOCD idatulukira munthawi ya mayeso, ndipo idasowa pambuyo pake. Tsopano ndili ndi mayeso ndipo ayambiranso haha, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti zamangirizidwa ku nkhawa yanga.

Yesetsani kuyesa kusinkhasinkha kuti mutseke maganizo opanda nzeru.

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Kudziletsa nokha sikokwanira: Kuchokera pa PIED kwambiri mpaka pamakina ogonana

Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira ndili mwana. Ndinataya unamwali wanga miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndili ndi zaka 25. Ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu kwambiri lofooka chifukwa cha zolaula. Ndinkakonda zolaula kwambiri, ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito maliseche ovuta. Ndinafika mpaka potulutsa mbolo yanga ndikutsutsana kwambiri. Ndinazunza zolaula mpaka pomwe sindinathe kukonzedwa, ngakhale nditakhala ndi zolaula zolaula kwambiri. Ndipo choyipa kwambiri: kwazaka zingapo, sindinakopeka ndi akazi, ndipo ndinayamba kukonda zolaula. Ndinayamba kupeza atsikana osakopa, ngakhale anali wokongola bwanji, ndipo mukudziwa nkhani yonse…. Ndimaganiza kuti ndine gay. Sindinachite mogwirizana ndi "zokopa" zimenezo.
Sindinathe kupitirira miyezi iwiri. Ndinakhala zaka ziwiri ndikusiya PMO kuyambira sabata mpaka miyezi iwiri, kenako ndikumabwereranso. Ndinapitilizabe kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula nthawi zina. Kamodzi pakatha milungu iwiri iliyonse (kuposa kugwiritsa ntchito tsiku ndi tsiku).

Kudzidalira kwanga kunaphwanyidwa chifukwa ndinaona anyamata akusangalala ndi atsikana otentha, ndipo ndinalibe mphamvu, ndikusowa kudzidalira ndikulephera kuyanjana ndi amayi ngati mwamuna. Nthawi zonse ndimapewa akazi enieni chifukwa ndinkaopa kuti ndikulephera kusokonezeka.

Izi sizinathandize. Ndinaganiza kuti ndiyambe kuwona akazi enieni, ngakhale sindinakopeke nawo momwe ndikadakondera. Ndinaganiza zolimba mtima. Ndinakumana ndi mayi, ndinapita kwawo, ndikupsompsona mwachikondi. Ndinali ndi nkhawa kwambiri kotero kuti sindinathe kukonzekera. Ndidakonza pulogalamu yanga kuti ndilandire foni yabodza ndipo ndimayigwiritsa ntchito ngati chinyengo chosiya haha. Ndinakumananso ndi miyezi ingapo yapitayo, ndipo ndinapeza zovuta, koma sitinapitirize kugonana. Tinayima kuti tikomane.

Ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wina wabwino (GF yanga yapano). Tidakondana ndikuyamba kupita kunja. Tsiku lina tinapsompsona mwadzidzidzi mmodzi wa ife asananyamuke basi kupita kunyumba. Zinali zovuta. Ndinafa ziwalo ndi nkhawa: Ndimuuza chiyani tikamayesa kugonana koma ndikulephera kuyimva. Sindinamuuze za PIED yanga, koma ndinayankhula za kutopa kwanga (Ndinavutika ndi kusowa tulo komanso kupsinjika nthawi imeneyo) komanso momwe ndimakhudzidwira. Ndinamuuza kuti ndikungofunika chibwenzi komanso nthawi kuti ndipeze zovuta zanga. Sanali bodza, kapena nkhani yonse.

Tinayamba kukumana mnyumba mwanga. Timaphika limodzi, timamwa mowa, timayang'ana Netflix ndikusangalala haha, kenako timagona pabedi mpaka tulo. Chifukwa chake, sindinavomereze lingaliro loti msungwana agone pabedi panga ndikugonana naye. Chifukwa chake, ndidaganiza zomupatsa mkamwa. Inali nthawi yoyamba yomwe amalandira, ndipo anali wokondwa kwambiri. Chifukwa chake, m'masabata awiri, tidakumana kangapo ndipo tidachitanso chimodzimodzi. Libido yanga idayamba kudzuka. Usiku wina, ndimamukondweretsa, ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndinachita mantha kwambiri kotero kuti ndinkafuna kugonana moipa kwambiri. Ndidagonana bwino pakuyesa koyamba, ndipo kunali kovuta.
Chimene chinandidabwitsa ndi kusakhala koyambirira kwa nthawi yambiri. Pamene ine ndinkakhala ndi PMOed, ndinafika nthawi zina mumasekondi pang'ono.
kunena zowona, nthawi zina PMO akakhala kuti sali pafupi. Zimakhudza momwe ndimagwirira ntchito pambuyo pake. Tsopano, ndimachita mobwerezabwereza, ndipo ndiziimitsa posachedwa. Chifukwa chake, mfundo yake ndi iyi: tulukani mu chipolopolo chanu ndikuyamba kukumana ndi akazi. Mukufuna mtsikana womvetsetsa komanso wokonda. Kulipira ndikofunikira kuposa kudziletsa, m'malingaliro mwanga.

Tsopano, ndine makina ogonana. Nditha kuzichita mpaka katatu patsiku ndipo sindimadzimva wosweka, monga nthawi yomwe ndimakonda zolaula.

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Zotsatira Zopanda Zolaula.

Ndimamva kuti ndikutsutsidwa pang'ono kuchokera kumalo anga otsiriza okhudza chipsinjo changa cha TS, kotero ndikungofuna kuthetsa zina zokhudzana ndi feteleza.

Mukayamba kuzolowera zolaula, pamapeto pake mumafunikira "mphamvu" kuti mukhalebe olimbikitsidwa panthawi ya fap.

Nthawi yowonjezerapo, magazini a amayi anu amatembenukira ku zithunzi zosalala kutembenukira ku ma hardcore vids amatembenukira ku lesibiyani, BDSM, kugona ndi nyama, trans, tentacles, kugwiriridwa ndi zigawenga, ndi zina zambiri zoyipa, zachilendo, zokhumudwitsa. Zinthu zomwe "simukukhulupirira kuti mwangopitilira" pambuyo pake. (Anthu ena owongoka amawonanso zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha chifukwa amatengeka kwambiri ndi zolaula.)

Ubongo wanu UFUNA izi zowonjezereka kwambiri, ngakhale simukuzifuna ndipo mukuchita nazo manyazi. Choyipa chachikulu, anthu ena amafuna IRL yawo yachinyamatayo, ndipo nthawi zambiri amamva ngati awononga miyoyo yawo. "Sindingabwererenso kuchokera pano" ndi mawu wamba munthawi izi.

Chifukwa chake musanapereke chiweruzo pamatumba a anthu, mvetsetsani kuti ndi gawo limodzi la zosokoneza, ndipo mwina chifukwa chomwe aliri pano pa NoFap. Godspeed komanso zabwino zonse. Tonsefe tili mu izi limodzi.

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Potsiriza ndinasiya ubwana wanga, ndipo panthawiyi ndinali kuyang'ana zolaula m'mutu mwanga

Ndinayamba kuthamanga ku 15.

Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula pa 16.

Ndakhala ndikuziyang'ana ndikudziponyera kosalekeza kuyambira pamenepo, kwa zaka 7 zapitazi.

Zaka zingapo zapitazo ndinayesa /r/nofap mopitirira muyeso, kenako ndinapeza /r/pornfree ndipo ndinazindikira kuti imeneyo inali nkhani yofunika kwambiri; pambuyo pake, ndinayamba kutsutsa kwambiri zolaula, ngakhale kuti sindinathe kusiya chizolowezichi - ngakhale kuti ndinakhala miyezi 6, nthawi zonse, mosakayikira, ndinabwerera.

Kwa nthawi yayitali, mpaka pano ndili wamkulu, ndimadziona ngati /r/foreverone , komanso ngati /r/incel, ngakhale kuti sizinali choncho. Kuphatikiza nkhawa za anthu, kuvutika maganizo komanso mavuto okhudza kudziona ngati wofunika komanso kudzidalira kunandipangitsa kukhala munthu wosungulumwa kwambiri, wamantha, wodzida, wokwiya, wansanje, ndipo nthawi zina wodzivulaza.

Umenewu unali moyo wanga, umenewo unali wanga, ndipo ndi zomwe ndikanakhala mpaka tsiku limene ndinamwalira, mwinamwake mkati mwa zaka zisanu kapena zisanu zotsatira pamene ndikadzatha kulimbitsa mtima ndikudzipha ndekha, mmalo mwa ndondomeko ya kumwa mowa komanso kudzipatulira ndikukana kudzisamalira ndekha.

Kenaka miyezi itatu yapitayo, mosadziwika, msungwana uyu anawonetsa mu moyo wanga yemwe anasintha chirichonse.

Tsopano ndikulandila chithandizo kawiri pa sabata, ndikuphunzira kukonda ndikudzivomereza ndekha, ndimakhala ndi anzanga, ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti ndimakondana ndi mayiyu. Ndi wamkulu zaka 12 kuposa ine koma samawoneka ngati ali. Amakhala wachichepere, amawoneka wachichepere. Ndipo wandiuza kuti ndimawoneka ngati wamkulu kuposa anyamata amsinkhu wanga. Tinakhala abwenzi nthawi yomweyo ndipo posakhalitsa tinakhala othandizana kwambiri. Tonse tidakumana ndi zoyipa ndipo tonse taphunzira kuthana nazo m'njira zosiyanasiyana. Adandiwonetsa kuti ndakhala ndikuchita zolakwika pamoyo ndipo kuti kukhala ndi moyo KUNGakhale chochitika chodzaza ndi chisangalalo, kudabwitsidwa, chisokonezo, chisangalalo, komanso kupweteka komanso kuzunzika kwakanthawi koma kosapeweka. Sindikufunanso kufa. Ndikufuna kukhala ndi moyo, ndipo ndikufuna kukhala ndi iye.

Koma umunthu wakale umene ndinadzipangira ndekha kwa zaka zambiri ... sunachoke. Ulipobe, ndipo ukundidya kwambiri. Sindikufunika kufotokoza kwa inu anyamata momwe zolaula zinawonongera ubongo wanga, nditasowa ubwenzi ndi kukhudzana thupi kwa zaka 23 zoyambirira za moyo wanga, chifukwa nonse mukudziwa momwe zimagwirira ntchito. Ndinkadziwa, pansi pamtima, kuti zinali kusokoneza malingaliro anga, kuzipotoza ndikuzipotoza kukhala mawonekedwe osadziwika, koma pamapeto pake zidatenga kutaya unamwali wanga, kwa munthu amene ndimamukonda kwambiri ndipo ndimakopeka naye osati mwakuthupi kokha, komanso m'maganizo, kuti ndizindikire bwino momwe chikumbumtima changa chawonongeka ndi zaka zambiri zolaula pa intaneti.

Chomwe chimandidetsa nkhawa kwambiri kutaya v-khadi ndikuti ndimaliza mwachangu kwambiri. Chosiyana chinali chowonadi. Sindingathe kumaliza, konse. Ndinayenera kuzichita ndekha. Amakhala ozizira bwino, ndipo amamvetsetsa, chifukwa amadziwa kuti ndimakhala ndekha ndimomwe ndinkakonda, koma sakudziwa kuti zimakulira bwanji. Ndimakopeka naye mwachizolowezi, akavala, koma zovala zikangotuluka, china chake chimasintha m'mutu mwanga. Mwadzidzidzi ndikungodziwa kuti si m'modzi mwa atsikana masauzande ambiri azolaula omwe ali ndi matupi angwiro, ndiye munthu weniweni. Ndipo ndimamukonda. Ndimakonda umunthu wake, ndimakonda kumwetulira kwake, ndipo ndimakonda moyo wake. Amasamala za ine ndipo nthawi zonse akunena momwe alili ndi ine, ndipo inenso, kupatula gawo lokopa. Sindingathe kukhala nditadzuka nthawi yogonana. Ndinakhala wolimba popanda zovuta zambiri, koma sindinakhalepo. Sindinamve chilichonse. Osati panthawi yogonana, osati panthawi yakunyamula manja, osati pakamwa, koma nthawi komanso PAMODZI pakuseweretsa maliseche. Amayenera kukhala INE, ndi dzanja LANGA, ndipo choyipa kwambiri, kulingalira kwanga ndikugwira ntchito yonse. Ziribe kanthu zomwe adachita kapena kunena, ziribe kanthu momwe ndimamuyang'ana mozama ndikuyesera kulingalira ndekha, sindimamva chilichonse. Ndimangodutsa mwamantha, popanda kumva.

Ndidamaliza kumaliza, kawiri, ndipo nthawi zonse ziwiri zimachokera pakudzikongoletsa, ndipo nthawi zonse ziwiri sindinali ndimaganizo ake, ndimapita kwina, ndikusintha pakati pa ma tabu otsegulidwa kuchokera kuzikumbukiro, zithunzi ndi machitidwe ndikumveka koopsa nkhokwe yayikulu yama pixels yatenthedwa muubongo wanga. Ndi momwe ndidatsikira. Ndinkayenera kuonera zolaula pamutu panga.

Ndizovuta.

Pali mkazi wodabwitsayu yemwe amatanthauza zambiri kwa ine kuposa wina aliyense kapena china chilichonse mdziko lino lapansi, amene adapulumutsa moyo wanga ndikukhala gawo la iwo, omwe ndimamukonda kwambiri, pafupifupi chilengedwe chonse, ndi momwe zilili zamphamvu. Ndi mnzake wapamtima ndipo ndimamukonda ndipo ndimamusowa sekondi iliyonse sindikhala naye. Koma pali gawo lalikulu lamutu wanga lomwe limakonda kuthana ndi atsikana ena a 100 kuposa iye, atsikana ocheperako komanso owoneka bwino, atsikana omwe samandisamala, atsikana sindimawasamala. Mwina ndi chifukwa chakuti sindinapeze mwayi wokhala ndi wina aliyense, kapena kuti ndikumane ndi zina mwa izo, koma ndikulakalaka. Ndicho chinthu chimodzi chomwe chimandipangitsa kukhala wosatsimikiza za kukhala naye, kudzipereka kwa iye ndi iye yekha. Ndikumvabe ngati wachinyamata wamanyazi yemwe ali ndi mahomoni okwiya omwe amatevulira mkazi aliyense wotentha yemwe amamuwona, ndipo amafuna kuwachitira zonsezi, zowoneka bwino komanso nthawi zina zonyoza kutengera zomwe ndaziwona- sindinazimve - m'zaka ndi zaka zowonera zolaula. Zonse zowoneka. Zinthu zonsezi zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndipite, zokonda izi zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndizivutika ndikundichotsa, zonse ndizowoneka. Palibe kumverera komwe kumakhudzidwa, palibe kukhudza, kununkhiza, kulawa, kapena kutengeka. Zowoneka ndi kumveka chabe, koma zowoneka kwambiri. Ndipo ndi momwe ubongo wanga wadzipangira wokha tsopano. Sizomwe ndimaganizira, pomwe ndili munthawiyo, ndikukumana nazo zenizeni, palibe zosangalatsa, palibe kukondweretsedwa, kulibe chisangalalo, kungoti ... zopanda pake, zopanda pake pomwe payenera kukhala china chapadera. Ndimamva kulumikizidwa komanso kuchita manyazi ndekha tsopano kuti tsopano ndikugwiritsa ntchito thupi langa kupeza zomwe ndakhala ndikufuna kwazaka zambiri, ndipo njira yokhayo yomwe ndingakwaniritsire zokhumba zanga, monga ndakhala zaka 8 zapitazi, kuti ndichite ndekha. Ndipo ndikakhala kutali ndi iye ndikuyamba kuifuna, ndimadziwa koti ndipite. Zomwe ndiyenera kuchita ndikutsegula laputopu yanga, wokonda m'modzi yemwe amakhala nane nthawi zonse.

Ngakhale palibe chophimba patsogolo panga, zithunzizi zidakalipo. Nditha kuwaitanitsa ndikuwakumbutsa momwe angafunire ndikuzigwiritsa ntchito kuti ndizikhala bwino, kwinaku ndikuyang'ana bwenzi langa m'maso, pomwe ali ndi ine nthawi yomweyo, ndikupita kuchipinda china chosadziwika ku hotelo kapena kukhitchini kapena bafa ndi mkazi wina yemwe sindidzakumananso. Zimandinyansa. Zimamveka ngati kubera. Ndinawona zolaula maminiti 30 okha apitawo ndipo ndinachoka ndikudandaula ndipo ndinamva zodabwitsa ndikutsitsimula ndikukhala ndi nkhawa momwe zimakhalira, ndipo bwenzi langa lili kunja kwa tawuni masiku angapo otsatira, ndipo ndikulumbira kwa mulungu, ndikumva ngati Ndakhala wosakhulupirika kwa iye. Ndimamukonda ndi mtima wanga wonse, koma ubongo wanga umangokhala ndi maso a wina aliyense. Ndine chidutswa cha munthu wopanda nzeru.

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Kodi pali wina amene adafunsanso kugonana kwawo atayang'ana zolaula zambiri? Ngati ndi choncho, kodi mutha kusintha kusintha kwanu kapena mwatha kukhalabe ofanana mutatha?

Ndikufunsa funso ili chifukwa ndikuganiza kuti zolaula zandipangitsa kukayikira zachiwerewere. Ndinkakonda kukhala 100% wamwamuna wowongoka, komabe ngakhale nditakhala ndi zolaula zolaula m'miyezi ingapo yapitayi, (werengani zomwe ndidalemba kale kuti mumve zambiri) Ndayamba kukayikira zachiwerewere.

Ndinawerenga izi nthawi zambiri zimachitika ndi zolaula zambiri, chifukwa chake ndikufunsani ngati wina aliyense wamvapo choncho, ndipo kodi mwasintha malingaliro anu azakugonana kapena mumangokhala ndi malingaliro omwe mudali nawo musanasiye zolaula. Ngati mutha kukhala chimodzimodzi, zidakutengerani nthawi yayitali bwanji mpaka mutasiya kuzifunsa?

Ndithokozeretu! Yankho lililonse ndi lonse limayamikiridwa kwambiri!

TheFlacidM

Ndidakhala ngati. Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula pafupifupi zaka 20 ndipo pamapeto pake ndinayamba kuyesa. Ndinakumana ndi akazi, anyamata ena, komanso ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo ndimacheza nawo. Ndinadziwa kuti si ine chifukwa sindinathe kudziwona ndekha ndili pachibwenzi ndi mwamuna wina; zinali zogonana zokha ndipo zidali mgulu. Nthawi zina ndimangofuna zolaula zowongoka, nthawi zina enawo. Pambuyo pa ziwopsezo ziwiri za HIV sizinachedwetse kwambiri. Ndiyenera kunena kuti ndinali ndi mwayi pambuyo pazinthu zina zomwe ndidachita. Ndili ndi matenda opatsirana pogonana komanso Hepatitis ndipo ndidatsuka ndikudziuza ndekha kuti ndikusunga mathalauza anga mpaka nditakwatirana. Ndatsatira izi, komabe ndimangoyang'ana zolaula. Tsopano ndikuyesetsanso kusiya izi.

nofapkelany

Inde, HOCD. Ndi nkhawa. Palibe zomveka kapena zanzeru panthawi yamavuto, nthawi zina ndimangodandaula chifukwa chopusa kwambiri.

Sindinakopeke ndi amuna ndipo sindinkafuna kugonana ndi mwamuna. Koma nthawi zina ndimachita mantha kuti mwina ndimagonana. Ndizodabwitsa. Koma ndimavuto enieni ndipo monga nkhawa zonse, zimatha pang'onopang'ono

wokondweretsa

Pali anyamata ambiri omwe apita mumsewuwu, pakufuna kwathu "kwatsopano" timatha misewu yodabwitsa kwambiri.

Dennis Prager akulemba m'buku lake "Chimwemwe ndi Vuto Lalikulu" kuti amunafe tili ndi chikhumbo chosakhutitsidwa chofalitsa mbewu zathu kwa amayi ambiri momwe zingathere. Okhulupirira chisinthiko komanso akatswiri a sayansi ya zamoyo amafotokoza izi ngati kufunikira kwathu kwachilengedwe kuti nyama zizikhala zamoyo. Anthu achipembedzo amati ndife opanda ungwiro. Chinsinsi cha mkangano uliwonse ndikuzindikira kuti SUNGAKHALITSE !! Simungakwaniritse chosowacho.

M'malomwake, tiyenera kuganizira mphamvuzi kuti tizichita zinthu zolimbitsa thupi kapena ntchito kapena mabanja. Galimoto imeneyo ndi yomwe imayambitsa chitukuko chirichonse chomwe chikuchijambula icho.

M_m_m_m_Bunk

Sanasinthe, koma adagwedezeka. Ndinayamba kudalira ma ladyboys, makamaka chifukwa chachilendo. Komanso panali nthawi yomwe ndinali wosungulumwa komanso wokonzeka kuti mnyamatayo azimutenga. Koma eya… komabe owongoka (ish). 😀

Wachiwawa

Ngati mumadziwa bwino za galu wa Pavlov, mutha kuwona chifukwa chake kugonana kwanu kungasinthe.

(Koma ndilankhule momveka bwino, ndikukhulupirira kuti anthu amabadwa ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Koma sindikuganiza kuti "kuyesa china chake" ndikofanana ndi kukhala gay / bi.)

Nenani kuti munayenera kupopera kafungo kabwino mlengalenga mukamachita maliseche. Pakatha nthawi yayitali mukamamva fungo lokhalo lokha, mudzatsegulidwa.

Chabwino ... Ngati mumangokhalira kuseweretsa maliseche amtundu wina wamthupi, mumakhala ogonana kwambiri pamtunduwu, ndikuganiza kuti tonse titha kuvomereza izi.

Chifukwa chake ngati mukuwononga zolaula zochulukirapo, mutha kuyamba kuphatikiza ZONSE zomwe mukuziwona ndi chilakolako chogonana, kuphatikiza mtundu wa thupi la dude kapena mawonekedwe a dick. Simukundikhulupirira? Kodi mwasintha kanema chifukwa inali ndi vuto loyipa? Ndikutanthauza kukoka zolaula koma kuzisintha chifukwa mnyamatayo anali wosasangalatsa, kapena china makamaka chifukwa cha mawonekedwe a mnyamatayo. Ndingayese ngati simunali 0% mwa anyamata, mawonekedwe ake sangakhale ndi vuto.

Ndizotheka kuti kuphatikiza kwa kumenya nyama yanu ndi anyamata owoneka bwino omwe ali ndi kanemayo adakupangitsani kuti mukhale okopeka nawo. Onjezerani kuti anthu ambiri amatopetsedwa ndi mtundu wawo wanthawi zonse ndikufufuza ena, mudzayamba kukhala bwino ndi zochulukirapo.

Sindikunena kuti anyamata onse omwe amaonera zolaula adzafuna kuyamwa Dick kapena kukwera. Ndikungonena kuti zovuta zakugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndizowona.

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Ndi funso labwino kwambiri bwenzi langa. Pogwiritsa ntchito njira yatsopanoyi, yongolerani bwino mwamuna koma patatha zaka zambiri zolaula ndinayamba kuyang'ana atsikana a tgirls doin komanso kuti mnzanga atsimikizire kuti zingasokoneze ubongo wanu. Ndili wolunjika ndipo ndikulimbana ndi chizoloŵezi changa.

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Izi zachitika ndi ine komanso anthu ena ambiri omwe ndimawadziwa.

Ubongo umalakalaka zachilendo kuti ukhale wosangalala ndi zolaula. Kupitilira nthawi, muyenera kulowa mumitundu yamitundumitundu yomwe simukadalingalira kuti mulipire zomwezo. Kusokonezeka kwa chidziwitso komwe kungapangitse anthu kudzifunsa okha. Ndinatero.

Kafukufuku wasayansi akuwonetsa kuti, mutapatsidwa nthawi yokwanira kuti musakhale ndi zolaula, zokonda zanu zimabwereranso ku chilengedwe chawo. Komabe, zikhumbozi zimapitilirabe mpaka - zimalumikizidwa.

Ngati mudyetsa, imakhala ndikupempha zambiri. Ngati muli ndi njala, idzapita komweko.

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Ndakhala ndikudzifunsa ngati zokopa zanga zogonana zimatha nditasiya zolaula, mpaka pano ndizofanana. Ndi chinthu chomwe ndimakhala nacho bwino, ndikudziwa kuti ndingokwatirana ndi azimayi koma kucheza ndi anyamata kumatha kukhala kosangalatsa.

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Inde, ndalimbikitsadi gawo la tgirl / shemale. Ndidazindikira ngakhale kuti m'malingaliro mwanga ndidawazindikirabe ngati akazi. Ndikuganiza kuti zomwe zimachitika ndi mphotho ya dopamine yomwe mumalandira kuchokera ku zolaula zanu zimayamba kutha ndipo sizimva zosangalatsa. Chifukwa chake, ubongo wanu umayamba kufunafuna zolaula zambiri kapena "zovuta" kuti musangalale chimodzimodzi. Chifukwa chake zolaula / zolaula / zolaula. Pamapeto pa tsikulo sindingafune kukhala pachibwenzi ndi wina aliyense kupatula wamkazi zomwe zimandipatsa mtendere wamumtima pazogonana zanga. Kodi ndine wowongoka% 100? Ayi, sindikuganiza kuti aliyense ali. Koma zolaula zimadzetsa nthawi zachilendo ndekha zomwe ndakhala nazo.

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Ndinkaganiza kuti ndinali ndi vuto la kugonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kwa miyezi ingapo ndipo zinandisokoneza kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinali ndi HOCD ndipo zinandipatsa nkhawa. Pazifukwa zina, sindinkafuna kukhala Wolunjika . Zinali zovutitsa kwambiri.

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Ndine wamwamuna wowongoka. Ndakhala ndikufuna kudziwa kangapo kuti ndiziwonera zolaula zomwe zimandifunsa chifukwa chake ndikuwona zolaula zomwe ndimayang'ana.

Ndikuganiza kuti zinali zovuta kwambiri.

Nditangoyang'ana kanthawi kochepa, ndikuganiza kuti ndazindikira kwambiri kuti sindinali wina wamwamuna wowongoka. Ndikosavuta kuyamba kukayikira zakugonana nditayamba zolaula kuposa anyamata / atsikana koma poyang'ana mmbuyo chinali chidwi chabe.

Zolaula zitha kutipangitsa kuchita zodabwitsika ndikuganiza zachilendo, koma ndikuganiza kumapeto kwa tsikulo ndi zolaula chabe osati zomwe tili.

Ndikudziwa mosakayika kuti ndine 100% wowongoka, ndipo ndimangoganiza kuti ndikuganiza bwanji zomwe ndimachita ndikamaonera zolaula, koma kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kumatha kuyamba kukhala zachilendo kwa ine. Ichi ndi chifukwa china chomwe ndimafunira zolaula nthawi zonse - kuti ndikhalebe wowona kwa ine ndi zomwe ndimakhulupirira.

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Lumikizani

Sindinakhalepo ndi feteleza "zoopsa" koma zonse zinasanduka "zachilendo" kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba NoFap ngati miyezi 7-8 yapitayo. Munthawi yanga ya 120, 23 ndipo masiku 37 tsopano sindilinso ndi chidwi nawo.

Zabwino zonse!

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Ndi nthawi yayitali bwanji pamene abambo amasiya kubereka?

Ndili pafupi miyezi 2 (palibe PMO nkomwe) ndipo ziboda zanga zimawoneka zoyipa kwambiri kuposa momwe ndinaliri mwezi wa 1 Komanso, kodi feteleza zimabwerera ku mphamvu zawo?

Zosasinthika

Ndizachilendo. Ndinapanga ziwalo zingapo zomwe sindinkafuna kukhala nazo chifukwa cha zolaula. Iwo adatulukira ngati malingaliro olakwika makamaka munthawi yanga yapano. Zomwe ndidazindikira ndikuti amapitilizabe kulimba - osati monga pafupipafupi, koma amanyazi komanso olimbikira. Mitundu yofanana ndi yanga ya fetus idasinthidwa kukhala 11, ndimalingaliro okopa pazomwe zili ndizomwe sindinawonepo m'mavidiyo kapena zithunzi.

Izi zidafika pafupifupi masiku 90-110 mkati, kwa ine osachepera. M'masabata angapo apitawa, ndidakhalabe ndi malingaliro angapo okhudza izi, koma zandichititsa chidwi.

Sindikukayikira kuti ziwetozo zingabwerere ndikangodumpha ndikuyambiranso PMO'ing. Koma momwe malingaliro anga amawonekera kuti amawadyetsa okha, momwe mukuwonekera, ndikuthokoza tsopano.

Zachidziwikire, ndicho chokumana nacho changa. Nthawi zina fetish samachita zolaula. Zithunzi zolaula zimagwirira ntchito iwo. Kwa omwe samayambitsidwa ndi zolaula, ndilibe chidziwitso.

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Osakopeka ndi abambo panonso.

Kotero ndinayamba kugonana ndi anyamata anga ambiri (12-17) ndipo ndinkangokhalira kugonana ndi amayi kuti ndisayambe kundisintha. Ndikadakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula zowonongeka.

Nditazindikira kuti zolaula zoipa zasiya, ndinaganiza kuti ndidzabwerera kuntchito. Ndinafika poti ndikulakalaka ndikukhudzidwa ndi akazi enieni, koma (palibe ndondomeko yoyenera) Ndimakumananso ndi vuto loipa.

Nthawi iliyonse ndikaona mkazi wokongola zinthu zoyamba ndikuziganizira ndi kumukankhira pabulu, akuyendetsa bulu wake, akuwombera bulu wake, zomwe abambo ake angawonekere.

Mwana wamwamuna uyu amanyansidwa nane, ndikudziwa kuti izi zingawoneke ngati zoipa kwa ena koma ndikuzida.

Ndimadzimva kuti ndine mwayi kuti ndatuluka msanga ndipo zolaula sizinapitirizebe kukula kwazing'ono zanga monga zina, zosautsa, Gore, ana, nkhanza, achiwerewere, ogonana.

Kotero kodi aliyense wa yall ali ndi malangizo ena kwa ine? Kodi izi zimakhala bwino? Kodi ana amachoka?

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Zithunzithunzi zanga zonse zidatsika nditalowetsa nyini ... Zinali pa anapiye okhala ndi milingo yolumikizira.

Kugonana ndi mkazi yemwe mumamusamalira ndipo ambiri amatha kuchoka.

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Kuwona zolaula zambiri kungasinthe kugonana kwanu.

Tsiku lomaliza, ndimayang'ana makanema apawebusayiti yocheza pagulu (osanyadira izi). Pambuyo maola owonera makamu achikazi; Ndinatopa. Ndidasinthira ku makamu a anyamata (ndine 100% molunjika btw) ndikubwerera mwachangu kuma khamu achikazi. Chifukwa chake, mukuganiza kuti kunyong'onyeka kungakupangitseni chidwi chazinthu zina, kenako kukhala achiwerewere? Ndikufuna kumva malingaliro anu pankhaniyi.

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Eya ake kwenikweni chinthu chodziwika bwino. Anthu ambiri omwe alibe nofap ndi zolaula adalemba za izi kale. Pambuyo pa masiku a 90 a kudziletsa amapeza chizoloŵezi chawo chogonana chabwerera ku chizoloŵezi.

M_monga

Ndikuganiza kuti ndizomwe timakhudzidwa nazo zomwe timafunikira zowonjezerapo .. ndipo mukathedwa nzeru ndiye kuti tikusowa chatsopano. Sindikuganiza kuti ndinu achiwerewere kuti muwone. Gay ndimakopeka komanso kutengeka thupi .. mumangosakatula, zonse mwabwinobwino mumunthu wamanyazi omwe timachita.

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Izo si za kukhala gay. Kuthamanga kwake kwatsopano. Mumaonera zolaula nthawi yaitali mumadutsamo. Mumalowa mumtundu umodzi. Kenaka fupa ndi kusunthira ku mtundu watsopano ndipo izi zimakupatsani mpumulo wapamwamba chifukwa zatsopano ndi zosiyana. Kotero mumagwiritsa ntchito izo mpaka mutatopa ndikupeza mtundu watsopano. Sungunulani ndi kubwereza mobwerezabwereza. Apa ndi pamene zinthu zimatha kukhala mdima. Anthu adalowa mu zithunzi zosavomerezeka mwauchidakwa komanso pofufuza mitundu yomwe iwo sangachite. Monga gay. Sitikukhudzidwa ndi kugonana ndi amuna omwewo. Kuthamangira kwake pamwamba pa mtundu watsopano. Zimakhala zosiyana kwambiri kotero anthu amachoka.

Komabe. Ndikunena kwa iwo omwe amatchula. Ndibwino kuti mukhale ndi chidwi chokhudzana ndi kugonana komanso kugonana kwanu. Tikuwona zovuta zambiri pano kuchokera kwa anthu akuti oh Ndayang'ana zolaula kwambiri ndinayambanso kuvala kapena kulowa mwa anyamata. Ngakhale kuti zolaula zili ndi zotsatira zodziwitsa ndi kuvomereza kugonana kwanu kwathunthu. Ndipo ndi bwino kuchita zinthu izi ngati muli mmenemo.

Amuna ambiri amafotokozera akazi. Kumene amayamba kuganizira zozizwitsa zazimayi pa zolaula komanso osayanjana. Iwo ayang'anitsitsa mucj kotero kuti asintha momwe amalingalira ndikuwona zinthu.

Monga ena adanenera. Mukhoza kukonzanso. Koma chonde dzidzipweteke ngati mutakhala muzinthu izi Kumbukirani kuti ndibwino kuti mukhalemo

Zosavomerezeka

Mwamtheradi. Malingana ndi zomwe ndawerenga apa ndi malo ena, kukula kwake ndi kukula kwachilengedwe. Poyamba zithunzi, ndiye gifs, ndi mavidiyo. Mudzapeza zosankha zanu zosintha ndikukhala zoopsa kwambiri kuposa pamene munayambanso. Ziri zofanana ndi momwe munthu woledzera amafunikira mowa wambiri kuti amwedzere moledzera kuposa kumwa. Kulekerera kwanu kolaula kukuwonjezeka. Nkhani yabwino ndi yakuti ngati mutasiya kuyang'ana zolaula, zinthu zikhoza kubwerera, ngati mutakhala nthawi yaitali. Yesani ndikugwiritsa ntchito nthawi ino kuti mukhale ndi zinthu zatsopano zomwe mumakonda kuti mutenge zolaula. Potsirizira pake mudzapeza kuti mukufanana ndi inu musanayambe ndi kuyankha zinthu IRL.

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Ndisanayambe kuonera zolaula sindinali chidwi ndi BDSM, koma pang'onopang'ono ndinayamba kukulira mukazi ndipo izi zinkaipiraipira mpaka ndinatembenuzidwa ndi zolakwika zosiyanasiyana m'deralo. Masiku ano nditatha kuona zolaula zochepetsetsa ndipo ndatha kuthetseratu zina mwazovuta zanga zomwe ndakonda zimakhala zachilendo kachiwiri, komabe pali mitundu yochepa ya amayi yomwe yasiyidwa yomwe imandisiya. Chinthuchi ndi ine sindimadziona kuti ndine wogonjera kapena wofufuza maso, ndiye kuti ndimangobereka kwenikweni komanso kuti ndimayang'ana zolaula.

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Khalidwe langa loledzera: PLEASE READ!

Unali m'mawa wa Isitala. Zaka 11. Yambani kusewera ndi Dick wanga ndikumatsuka posamba. Pomwe makolo anga amandikalipira kuti ndithane ndi tchalitchi ndipo ndikufuula "NDAKHALA NDIPONSO!" Ndiyamba kuzipaka. Zimamva bwino. Ndazindikira kuti ndi momwe kugonana kumamvera. Ndipo ndikunena izi mobwerezabwereza kangapo mosangalala (mwakachetechete). Sindinadziwe kuti umatchedwa chiyani. Ndinayang'ana mobwerezabwereza. Ndinafika pa mawu oti 'orgasm'. Ngakhale sizinali zoona kwathunthu. Sizinali zolakwika kwathunthu. Ndinali ndisanapeze zolaula. Ndinali ndi imodzi mwazizira. Mapilo omwe amazizira usiku. Ndidayiphulitsa (ngakhale sinali yabwino pamtsamiro). Ndinatenga chingamu ndikuwapanga tizilomboti kuti tizimwa kuyamwa pamene ndinali 'kuchita chiwerewere' monga momwe ndimatchulira nthawi imeneyo. Ndiyamba kufufuza zambiri pa izo. Ndikupeza kuti amuna amayenera 'kusunga' zoyera akamachita 'zolaula'. Ndinali wofunitsitsa kudziwa chifukwa chake sindinathe. Ndinafuna zoipa kwambiri. Ndinali ndisanakhwime. Koma nditangoyamba kuchita izi sindinkafunanso chifukwa zinali zosokoneza.

Ndiye kwa chaka chimodzi kapena ziwiri ndimakhala ndi vuto. Koma panthawiyi ndinaphunzira kuti zolaula zinali zotani ndipo ndinayamba kuziyang'ana. Ndikuganiza pomwe ndidayamba kuchitira nkhanza makolo anga chisudzulo chomwe chidayamba pa 12/13 yrs old. Ndinayesetsa kusiya kuchita ndili ndi zaka 13. Ndidakhala sabata. Ndinayeseranso chilimwe chatha ku 14. Sinagwire ntchito kwa tsiku limodzi kapena awiri. Ndipamene zolaula zanga zonyansa zidayamba. Ngakhale kuganiza kuti kumatako kunali konyansa kale, ndidayamba kulowa mmenemo. Kenako, Ine, pokhala wowongoka 100%, ndikudziwa izi, ndinalowa zolaula chifukwa zolaula sizinali zokwanira. Ndiye sizinali zokwanira. Ndinayamba kukonda. Osaseka. Nthawi iliyonse ndikamaliza nayo ndimangotsala pang'ono kutaya ndikuyang'ana. Chizolowezi changa chidafika poipa kwambiri kotero sindikudziwa ngati ndataya unamwali wanga ndi galu wanga. GALU Langa lenileni! Chifukwa ndimamugwira ndikumulimbikitsa kuti andinyambititse ndikumangoganizira za izo AMANDIYESA SIPANTHAWI YONSE YOLINGALIRA. Tsopano. Pa 15. Ndikutenga chikole cha NoFap.

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Kuyeretsa zolaula kwa masiku a 62, kuthamanga ku zizindikiro zina zodzipatula

Titakhala pachibwenzi kwanthawi yayitali kwa zaka zinayi, tisanakwatirane tinkafuna kuthana ndi vuto langa lachiwerewere. Ndakhala woyera kwa masiku 62 ndikukwatira masiku 36, koma ndikumenya zovuta. Mkazi wanga ndi ine takhala tikugonana kwazaka zapitazi za 3, koma tsopano mwadzidzidzi tsopano sindikudziwa zomwe ndalowa, sindikudziwa zomwe zimandipangitsa, sindikudziwa malingaliro anga ndi mkazi wanga ali. Zili ngati ubongo wanga udakhazikitsidwanso ndipo tsopano ndikufunsa chilichonse ndipo mkazi wanga nawonso asokonezeka.

Kodi wina aliyense adawona izi? Munatani? Kodi chinachitika ndi chiyani?

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Kugonana kumasintha

Anayesa NoFap koma anazindikira kuti zolaula ndizovuta. Anasiya kuyang'ana ndipo wakhala masabata a 4. Zakale kwambiri m'zaka zapitazi za 14 zoonera zolaula nthawi zambiri. Nthawi zonse ndimayang'ana zolaula koma ndikuyamba kuzindikira kuti ubongo wanga umakonda kinkiness ya zonsezi. Tsopano ndikumva ngati ndikukhumudwa koma ndikudzimva kuti ndikukhala mwazimayi.

Gawo lovuta kwambiri pazonsezi? Sindinakhalepo pachibwenzi ndi aliyense, palibe akazi amuna, ndipo sindinayese kukopa aliyense. Tsopano zikuwoneka ngati zovuta kukopa mkazi chifukwa sindinayambe ndayika ndalama mu gawo langa ndekha ndikumverera kuti ndikungoyipa. Kuyesera kusintha komabe.

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Ndi zolaula yo

Ndi zolaula yo. Ndine wokonda amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndipo monga wolemba ndemanga wina ananenera pano, ndimangodziwa. Pamene anyamata ena onse amayamba kulankhula za atsikana, sindinadziwe kanthu za iwo ndipo ndinkangowona anyamata anzanga m'njira zosiyanasiyana. Ndizolimba, makamaka kwa ine.

Koma nayu wopenga. Zaka ndi zaka za PMO wochuluka kwambiri ndipo tinayamba kukhala ndi chidwi chofuna kuwona zolaula. Adawopseza chikondi changa nthawi zonse (hahah). Zinali "zopeka" komanso "zachilendo" kuti ndikhale ndi chidwi nazo, chifukwa chake, zinali zolimbikitsa kwambiri pamitsempha.

Khazikani mtima pansi. Simuli achiwerewere. Ndipo sindili wolunjika, PHEW. Mumangokhala zachilendo, monga munthu wina aliyense (ndi ena onse osokoneza bongo, makamaka).

Ndine chaka cha 1 ndi masiku 5 kuyambira pomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula, ndipo ndine wonyadira kunena kuti sindinaganizepo zogonana ndi mkazi kuyambira LMAO.

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Masiku 365 kuyambira mukulowa ku Nofap. Kugawana nkhani yanga

Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndimayang'ana zolaula ndinali ndi zaka 13; Inalinso koyamba ine kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndinkadzuka 5am kuti ndikawonere zolaula makolo anga asanadzuke ndikuponya ma sickies ochokera kusukulu pachifukwa chomwecho. Sindinathe kupeza zolaula zokwanira. Ndinkakondanso kuseweretsa maliseche, masiku ena ndimakhala ndimagulu a 10 MO. Izi zinaipiraipira ndikamakula, ndipo fetasi zanga zimakulirakulirabe. Pofika zaka zapakati pa 20s ndinali kupita kuzinthu zamdima monga zolaula, kutsekula ndi malo ena amdima. Ndinafika mpaka poti ndimaganiza zokhala ndimnyamata wina ndikuyamba kuwonera zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Munthawi imeneyi ndimakhala ndikudalira PMO, ndimadzimva kuti ndili yekhayekha. Sindingathe kungosunga ndekha. Sindingathe kuyandikira azimayi ndikumverera ngati ndine wopanda pake kotero kuti sindimayenera kukhala wosangalala. Ndinalinso ndi nkhawa komanso nkhawa zomwe ndikukhulupirira kuti zidabweretsedwa ndi PMO

Zinafika povuta nditachotsedwa ntchito pantchito yodula bajeti ndipo ndimakhala sabata yamawa kapena osachita kalikonse kupatula PMO. Ndinawonera zochitika zowopsa, mtsikanayo anali kumva kuwawa ndikulira, ndamaliza ndipo sindikudziwa chomwe chidachitika, china chake chidadina ndikunama pakama panga ndikulira. Ndinamva kuwawa kwambiri kuti ndasangalalidwa ndi atsikanawa akuvutika. Ndinalonjeza ndekha kuti sindidzawonanso zolaula. Ndinapitilizabe miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yotsatira, mpaka nditazindikira kuti sizimathandizanso, ndinali wamantha pakati pa akazi, sindinkavutika tsopano popeza sindinkaonera zolaula. Chaka chapitacho lero ndasiya MO. Mtsinje wanga woyamba unali masiku 63 ndipo pamene ndinayamba sindinaganize kuti ndingathe masiku 2. Ndapeza bwino masiku 90 masiku 3 mchaka chatha ndipo mbiri yanga ndi masiku 167.

Kuyambira kuchotsa maliseche moyo wanga wakhala wotsitsimula. Ndili ndi ntchito yatsopano imene ndimapembedza, kuchoka panyumba, ndikuyamba kugwira ntchito, ndakhala ndikudya bwino komanso nditayika kulemera, Ngakhale ndinali ndi chiyanjano changa choyamba (ngakhale kuti izi sizinachitike bwino, zimakhala zozizira kuti zakhala zikuchitika) Amabere anga ndinachepetsedwa ndipo sindinasokonezedwe zokhudzana ndi kugonana kwanga. Ngakhale kuti pakhala pali ochepa omwe abwereranso ndi MO, ndasunga lonjezo langa losaona zolaula. Ndine wosangalala komanso wathanzi kwambiri ndakhala ndikukhala zaka zambiri!

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Zomwe zinkandichititsa kuti ndisinthe ndikugonana. NoFap yandipulumutsa ku izi. Mwinamwake nkhaniyi idzawathandiza NoFappers m'tsogolomu ndi ena.

Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula pamene ndinali pafupi zaka 13. Anayambira monga ambiri omwe ndimaganizira, ndi zolaula zachizolowezi za amuna ndi akazi ogonana. Panthawi imeneyi m'moyo wanga ndinadziwika kuti ndine mwamuna wolunjika. Pasanapite nthawi, ndinayamba kukhala ndi zizolowezi zovala zovala.

Makamaka ndimavala zovala zamkati zazimayi chifukwa zimandidzutsa. Sindingathe kuwaveka kunja kwa nthawi yomwe ndinali wamanyazi. Ndinadziwa kuyambira ndili wamng'ono kwambiri kuti izi zinali zogonana komanso osati chikhumbo chofuna kudziwa kuti ndiyenera kukhala mkazi kapena china chilichonse chonga icho, ndikangomasulidwa (O) ndimachita manyazi ndikuwachotsa zibiseni.

Zimabwera ndi mafunde, ndimazivala tani, kenako ndimayima kwathunthu kwa milungu ingapo, kenako ndikuyambanso kuvala. Kotero ndi zina zotero. Onse akupitilizabe kuonera zolaula, ndikuwonera zolaula zambiri popita nthawi. Pamapeto pake kuvala zovala zamkati ndikuwonera zolaula sikunali kokwanira.

Ndiyenera kubweretsa atsikana omwe ndimakopeka nawo, ndikuwauza kuti ndinali wamwamuna kapena wamkazi kapena chilichonse, ndikuti ndimavala zovala zamkati za akazi. Ndimangochita izi ndikakhala wovuta ndipo ndikufunika kuti ndichoke, ndikangomaliza kumene ndimadzanong'oneza bondo. Koma zidanenedwa kale ndipo amakhulupirira kale, sindingathe kubwerera. Kenako ndimayenera kuda nkhawa kuti awa akuuza ena ndi zina zotero. Zinangopita patsogolo.

Pamene ndimapitilizabe kuwonera zolaula zowoneka bwino kwambiri, zokhumba ndi zizolowezizi zidakulirakulira. Pambuyo pake ndinafika poti PIED. Sindingathe kuyimitsa kapena kukhala ndi erection ndi atsikana enieni. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndi mwayi wokhala ndi mwayi wokhala ndi akazi, kukhala okongola komanso kudziwa momwe ndingalankhulire nawo sindinakhalepo ndi vuto limodzi nawo.

Ndinasiya kuyesera chaka chatha ngakhale ndimayesa kangapo, sindinathe kukhalabe ndi erection ngakhale atsikanawo ndi atsikana okongola kwambiri omwe ndakhalapo nawo. Ndinkadziwa kuti china chake sichili bwino, ndipo ndikadali wolimba ngati thanthwe la zolaula zidanditsogolera kufunafuna zovuta zofananira, mpaka nditapunthwa pa NoFap. Zikomo mulungu chifukwa cha izo.

Kwa miyezi ingapo yapitayi ndakhala ndikuyima ndikubwereranso popanda kudzipereka kwenikweni mpaka sabata yapitayi. Ili ndi sabata loyamba kuyambira nthawi yomwe ndinali 13 kuti sindinachite maliseche kapena chilichonse. Kuyambira pamenepo sindinakhalepo ndi izi, ngakhale pafupi. Sindinathetse anzanga azimayi, ndimamva kukhala wolimba mtima komanso wosangalala kwambiri. ndipo koposa zonse kunyada kwakuti -

1. Ndinatha kuzindikira vuto langa ndekha.
2. Kuti ndinatha kuimitsa.
3. Izo zinagwira ntchito!

Sindinamvepo kuti izi zakwaniritsidwa (komanso kuti ndisamveke ngati bulu, ndachita zinthu zingapo zomwe ndiyenera kudziona kuti ndine wonyadira m'moyo wanga wonse.) Ndikumverera kwakukulu ndikukwaniritsa bwino kwa ine.

Aliyense amene angaganize kuti izi zingawathandize, zomwe ndinganene ndikuti achite. Sizingakupwetekeni, sizikubwezeretsani kumbuyo, zonse zomwe zitha kuchita ndikukuyendetsani panjira yodzifufuzira nokha ndikukhala osangalala momwe mungathere.

TL: DR: Porn zinkandichititsa kuganiza kuti ndine Bi kapena Gay ndipo ndinandipatsa kuvala msungwana komanso kuchotsa abwenzi anga ambiri. Kuyimitsa kwandipangitsa ine kutayika chikhumbo chonse cha ichi ndi kukhala munthu wokondwa kwambiri. Zikomo NoPap, mudasungira mbali yofunika kwambiri ya ine.

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Ndazindikira kuti ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kudzera pa nofap

Sindisunga kauntala wa badgebot chifukwa ndimangozisunga. Mawa likhala kuyamba kwa sabata 4 kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba, ndiye ndidzakhala tsiku la 28. Nthawi zambiri ndimatha kukumbukira ndimaganiza kuti ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Sindinakhalepo pachibwenzi ndi mwamuna wina koma popanda kusankha kwanga ndinakakamizidwa kukondana ndi amuna ena ndili mwana. Chifukwa cha nkhanza zanga ndimaganiza kuti ndimagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Koma nditapewa kugonana kwanthawi yayitali ndinapeza kuti ndimangokhalira kukondwa ndikayang'ana azimayi. Dzulo ndinawona mtsikana atavala siketi m'sitima, ndipo atadzuka ndidawona zovala zake zamkati zoyera zokongola. Ndikumva kuthamanga kwa adrenaline, ndinali wokondwa, ndimafuna kuwona zambiri. Sindinamvepo choncho poyang'ana amuna ena m'mbuyomu. Ngakhale ndili ndi zaka 12 zogwira matupi a amuna sindinamvepo motere. Ndikuganiza kuti ndidakonzedwa ndikukonzedwa kuti ndizikonda amuna kuyambira ali aang'ono kuti ndizisangalatsa achiwerewere koma ndazindikira kuti ndimakonda akazi. Ndikufuna kukhala ndi kusangalatsa mkazi, ndimakhala wokondwa ndikawona "chuma" chake ndikufuna thupi lake. Sindikufuna mwamuna.

Sindinasokonezekanso za kugonana kwanga ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ichi ndi sitepe yaikulu kwa ine. Zikomo nofap.

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Kusintha kwa Kugonana (kapena Kubwezeretsa) kuchokera kuNoFap- mwezi wa 1

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Re: Kodi n'zotheka kuchotsa zithunzi zolaula?

Ndikamagwiritsa ntchito P, ndimayang'ana kwambiri pazithunzi / vids zomwe zimakhudzana ndi zanga. Ndimangowaganizira kwambiri ndipo ndimayesetsa kukakamiza mkazi wanga kuti achite zinthu zomwe sakufuna kwenikweni.

Sindinakhale ndi PMOd m'masiku opitilira 100 tsopano, ndipo kupitilira apo, ndataya pafupifupi chidwi changa chonse ndipo sindimayesetsa kuti mkazi wanga awaseketse konse. Ndipo mpaka pamlingo wina, sindingathe kuwona zomwe zinali zosangalatsa ndimatumba anga poyamba.

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Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti ndine wamasiye, mpaka nditayamba NoFap. Kodi kugonana ndi kosasinthika kuposa momwe timafunira?

Ndikunena zina zomwe zitha kukhala zotsutsana, kotero chonde mvetsetsani kuti awa ndi malingaliro anga chabe, ndipo onse ayambe ndi kunena kuti "Ndikukhulupirira kuti mwina ..." Ndikuyang'ana mayankho chifukwa cha ine ndekha, osayesa kukhumudwitsa aliyense.

Ndakhala ndikukopeka ndi amuna bola ndikakumbukira ndikukopeka ndi aliyense. Kumbukirani kuti ndizolakwika, koma umboni wanga woyamba kulembedwa ndikulemba zolemba kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 14, ndikunena kuti ndikuganiza kuti ndine gay. Chifukwa chake mwina ndimaganizira kwakanthawi kale.

Ndinayamba zolaula nthawi imeneyo, ngakhale sindinakhalepo wopanda chilakolako (kunja kwa maloto ochepa) mpaka zaka 20. Kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikukula tsiku lililonse zolaula zolaula (kapena posachedwa, ngakhale fetish / furry / etc . zinthu), mpaka kuyambira NoFap Spring mwezi uno. Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi kapena chibwenzi, ndipo ndidakali namwali pa 23.

Nchiyani chinapangitsa izi? Kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba NoFap, ndazindikira kuti ndimakopeka ndi akazi nthawi zina. Zimachitika kangapo, ndiye kuti zitha kukhala zabodza.

Koma ndikudabwa: Ngati ndakhala ndikuwonetsa nthawi zonse kuti ndiwonetsere zolaula, kodi ndingadziwe kuti ndi lolunjika? Kodi zimakhala ngati madzi atsika pansi pa mchenga wosasunthika, ndipo maphunzirowa pambuyo pake akutsanulira mumtsinje?

Bwanji ngati ndili ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ngakhale kuti zaka zandichitikira zandipangitsa kukhulupirira kuti ndine gay?

Tsopano, zinthu zotsutsana. Izi zikhoza kukukumbutsani funso lomwe nthawi zambiri limafunsidwa mu "Kodi kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndichosankha?" kutsutsana: Popeza kuti anthu ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha amakhala opanda mwayi munjira zambiri, chifukwa chiyani aliyense angasankhe kukhala amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ngati atasankha?

Kwa ine, ndikutha kuganiza pa zifukwa zingapo:

• Kupyolera muzaka zanga zazing'ono komanso zosasangalatsa, zakhala zowonjezera kuti ndisayambe kugonana ndi atsikana. (Ndakhala ndikudziwonetsa ndekha kuti kungakhale konyenga ndi zachiwerewere kusonyeza chidwi kwa atsikana.)
• Zandipangitsa kumva ngati "chipale chofewa chapadera" ndikakhala munthu wosakondweretsanso.
• Ndikulingalira kuti zikanakhala zosavuta kwa ine, mnyamata wosakopeka kwenikweni, kuti ndizigonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kuposa kugonana molunjika. (Ngakhale sindinayesere mwina.)
• Ndakhala nthawi yambiri pa intaneti (/ r / MensRightsMabulogu a PUA, ndi zina zambiri) kuwerenga momwe akazi onse amakhalira oyipa, ukwati ndichinyengo, amuna sayenera kukondana, ndi zina zambiri, ndipo ndakhazikitsa mpumulo womwe sindimafunikira kuthana ndi zonsezi vuto, ngakhale sindikukhulupirira kuti ndi zoona.

Zomwe zimandibwezera ku NoFap. Ndikuchita izi kuti ndiwone ngati lingaliro la "mtsinje wamchenga" ndilolondola, komanso ngati ndingathe kuthana ndi zovuta zomwe zingandilepheretse kuzindikira zachiwerewere. Ndikufuna kuyamba mwatsopano, osapanga njira yomweyo mpaka kalekale.

Nditha kulemba nthawi yayitali, koma ndisiya chifukwa cha kufupikitsa. Mukuganiza bwanji? Kodi pali umboni uliwonse, wasayansi kapena wongopeka, wotsimikizira kapena kutsutsa zomwe ndanena pano?

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Njira yowoneka yomwe Porn yatisokoneza

Ndili mnyamata wamwamuna wokonda kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha omwe amakulira ku South East Asia. Kotero, mwachibadwa angayembekezere kuti ndizikonda kwambiri atsikana a mtundu wanga. Ndinasamukira ku Canada zaka zingapo zapitazo kuti ndikaphunzire. Ndagwiritsidwa ntchito pa zolaula pazaka zomaliza za 11. Zowononga zina zakhala kuti zolaula zambiri zomwe ndimayang'ana nthawi zambiri zimangokhala ndi atsikana oyera ndi azungu zoyera / zakuda. Kuwonera mawu a atsikana oyera amaliseche pawunivesi akuwoneka kuti akuwoneka chifukwa cha mphamvu yanga yachibadwa kuti ndipeze asungwana omwe ali okongola kapena okondana komanso kusintha maganizo a atsikana oyera ngati kugonana kosakondweretsa. Zonsezi zimapweteka pochita ndi atsikana m'moyo weniweni.

Ndasiya kuyang'ana zolaula kwa mwezi umodzi koma ndikuvutikanso kukopeka ndi atsikana akuda kapena akuda. Komanso, chifukwa zolaula nthawi zonse zimakhala ndi azungu / azungu, anyamata a mtundu wina amaoneka kuti sakugonana m'maganizo mwanga. Ndikudziwa kuti zimenezi zatha. Sindikudziwa kuti ndingasinthe bwanji maganizo awo. Ndikulingalira kuti kusamalitsa mwatsatanetsatane kungandithandize kusuntha zikhulupiriro zochepazi.

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Anayesetsanso zofuna zokhudzana ndi kugonana kwa innate

Ndikufuna kudziwa zambiri pamutu wakukwera. Ambiri aife kuno tidakula “kosazolowereka” chifukwa cha zizolowezi zathu. Khalani "gay / bi" (shemale / cd), osaloledwa (ndimawerenga za nkhani za JB / CP) kapena zachilendo (midgets? Lol. Sindingathe kukulunga mutu uku) komanso zochititsa manyazi, ambiri aife timakhala khalani ndi m'modzi kapena awiri.

Chikhalidwe chofala kwambiri pano ndi "kuthamangitsa" fetus izi ngati zotulukapo zakukula. Ngakhale anthu sanena kuti chiwongola dzanja chatsika pambuyo poti abwezeretsanso, amafotokoza chidwi chowonjezeka pazinthu "zabwinobwino". Ndikhala ndi akaunti yanga pawokha ndikadzayambiranso ntchito. Kumbali inanso, ndizowona kuti ambiri a ife tidakulirakulira pazinthu izi tili ndi zaka zopitilira 100, pomwe tikadakonzanso zokonda zathu popanda zolaula. Zolumikizana pamsonkhano pomwe XNUMX% ya omwe amagwiritsa ntchito akhala akuwonera zolaula zambiri sizitanthauza kuyambitsa 🙂

Ndiye mungatani kuti mukhale otsimikiza kuti alidi chifukwa cha kuchulukitsidwa? Ngakhale kuti msika wawo wawonjezeka, ziberekerozo zinalipo zisanachitike kubweretsa zolaula pa intaneti, choncho enafe timakhala ndi machitidwe ovomerezeka ndi / kapena kuti tilangizidwa kuti tiwathandize. Ndiponso, zikhoza kukhala kuti anthu ambiri akuvomereza kukhala ndi ana otere kuyambira chikhalidwe chathu chikukhala chomasuka kwambiri.

Kodi zolaula zimayambitsa "mliri wa fetish"? Kodi anthu omwe anali asanakhale pa intaneti nawonso ankakulirakulira kumatako opanda zolaula? Kodi ndi bwino kuwapondereza? Ndipo kodi izi zingagwire ntchito kwa anthu omwe adapanga feteleza popanda kuthandizidwa ndi zolaula? Kapena mungayesere kujambula pakati pa zingwe zopanda vuto ndi zowopsa?

Kungotaya mafunso kunja uko, simuyenera kuyankha onse 🙂

Gray Bork

Nditakwanitsa zaka XNUMX, intaneti isanapangidwe (mozama!) Sindinayeretse "zokonda zanga zogonana. Ndinawakulitsa. Sindinawachepetsere china chake, monga, "O, ndine mtundu wa anyamata omwe amakonda mawere akulu" kapena "miyendo yolonda." M'malo mwake ndidakhala, "O Chabwino, sindimadziwa kuti zikhala zabwino TOO…". Zinali zodabwitsa zosatha momwe anthu ena angandithandizire. Ndikumva zolaula pa intaneti, zidandichitira mosiyana - palibe mayi weniweni yemwe anali wokwanira, popeza ndimamuyembekezera nthawi zonse kuti achite zomwe ndimatha kudina pa intaneti m'malo mwake; ndipo palibe mkazi weniweni yemwe anali ndendende mtundu womwe makina ophunzitsira anali otanganidwa kunena kuti ndiyenera kukonda.

Ndikulongosola kuti ndikusuntha kuchoka ku magazini onse a msika ndi malonda a pa TV pamene mukuyesera kuchoka pa zolaula pa intaneti. Akazi otentha pa kanema ya Country Music angakhale ndi zotsatira zoipa!

Zowopsa, ndimakhala ngati ndikutanthauza izi. Zithunzi zonse zowala zowala za anthu omwe "adasinthidwa" ndi makongoletsedwe ndi ma kamera ndi kuyatsa ndi Adobe Photoshop onse ndi anthu omwe angakutulutseni zoyembekezera zanu kutali ndi chinthu china chosangalatsa. Nthawi iliyonse mukayang'ana Pokemon Chick mumaphunzira, pang'ono pang'ono, kuti mukufuna Anapiye Anu Enieni akhale ndi maso akulu akuda ozungulira komanso mabwalo ofiira ozungulira masaya ake ndi makutu achikasu a kalulu. Ngakhale khutu la kalulu lachikasu ndi lotentha bwanji komanso mabwalo ozungulira bwino masaya ake akuyenera kukhala, palibe mwana wankhuku amene adzakhale nawo, ndipo muiwala zakuda kwakuda buluu kapena violet kapena maso obiriwira kapena tsitsi kapena zikhadabo zitha kukhala.

Chifukwa chake, ngakhale ndimapeza lingaliro lanu, kuti mwina mudayenera "kuyeretsa" zokonda zanu pakukula msinkhu mukadakwanitsa zaka XNUMX, ndikadapereka lingaliro losiyana. Ndikuganiza kuti ngati MUTsegulira zokonda zanu, kuzinthu zonse zomwe sizikuyimilidwa bwino ndi chikhalidwe chathu chogulitsanso, mutha kupeza kuti mukuchoka kuzinthu zina "zachilendo" (midgets? WTF?) komanso kuthekera kotheka pakati pa akazi enieni. Ma blonde ataliatali ndi abwino; mutha kuyamba kuphunzira kukonda ma brunette azifupi zazing'ono; ndipo ma midget ayamba kuzimiririka, mukamaphunzira kuti simukusowa zoyeserera kwambiri ngati kulimbana ndi midget kuti mupereke zosiyanasiyana. Pali mitundu yambiri ya zinthu zomwe zingapezeke, tikangophunzira kutaya kufunikira kwamaintaneti opangidwa zabodza.

Psi_Com

Chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndinazindikira pazaka zambiri kuti chinali zinthu zomwe poyamba sindinali nazo .. Ndinalowa, pamapeto pake.

Chifukwa chake, ndikuganiza kuwonetsedwa kosalekeza ndi kufooka kwa zomwe 'kink' yanu ikupezeka, kumapita patsogolo ku chinthu china, china chatsopano, chatsopano ... ngakhale china chomwe simunalowemo.

Kunena izo, ine sindinayambe ndalowa mu chirichonse mwachinyengo kwambiri. Zofuna zanga zogonana zimakhala zowonongeka, ndipo mwa njira ina, zolaula zenizeni, zakhala bwino, nthawi zina.

Mudziwa kokha posapita kwa PMO ndikuiwala za 'fetish' amenewo.

Ngati samangobwera mwamaganizidwe anu, ndiye kuti mulibe chifukwa choganizira za iwo, kapena kuda nkhawa za iwo.

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Zokambirana pa r / NoFap za zowonongeka

Tsiku 7, ndikuwona feteleza anga omwe ndimaganiza kuti "ine ndekha" akumwalira kale? Tsiku 7 ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi lingaliro lakuwona zolaula (osaganizira konse). Koma lero ndimaganizira zazing'ono zanga ndipo lingaliro langa loyamba linali "ndizovuta kwambiri zomwe sindingakhulupirire kuti zandichititsa", izi ndizosokoneza chifukwa ndakhala ndizigawozi kuyambira ndili mwana (pomwe ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula). Ndikulingalira kuti ichi ndi cholimbikitsa kwa aliyense amene akuganiza ngati ziwalo zawo zitha. Pitilizani aliyense.

Yankho : Inenso ndakumanapo ndi zomwezo. Sindinganene kuti zolaula chifukwa cha zinthu zoyambitsa chilakolako cha kugonana, koma ndinkazikonda kwambiri, ndipo ndi mtundu wokhawo wa zolaula womwe ndimayang'ana. Tsopano ndikaganizira za chilakolako chimenecho, ndimanyansidwa kwambiri ndipo ndimalephera kuchitapo kanthu. Ndi sitepe yabwino kwambiri yoti ndipite patsogolo kuti ndipezenso chilakolako cha kugonana.

Yankho : Chibwenzi changa chinafa kwa milungu yoyamba, ndikutsimikiza kuti ndikadasangalala nacho koma sindinkachikonda kwambiri monga kale.

Yankho : Ndinkakonda kwambiri kugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Tsopano, ndimayang'ana mbali inayake ya kugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo ndikuona ngati cholinga chake ndi chiyani. Ndimakonda kwambiri kuona mawere ndi matako. Ndi zomwe zilipo. Ndi zomwe ife amuna timapangidwa kuti tizisangalala nazo. Kugonana kwa amuna okhaokha kumapangidwa kuchokera ku zolaula. Posakhalitsa, mumasiya kulimbikira kufika pa 10s ndipo muyenera kuimenya kuti muyambe kuchita zinthu zoipa kuti musangalalenso. Munthu wolaula. Mdierekezi woopsa.

Yankho : Ndikumva zimenezo. patatha sabata imodzi yopanda kanthu, ndikumva chilakolako chachimuna chokha chofuna kugonana ndi akazi.

Yankho : Zinanditengera pafupifupi milungu itatu kuti yanga ipite

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Ndikuganiza zolaula zidasintha kugonana kwanga

Moni anyamata, choyambirira ndikufuna ndizinena kuti zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chogonjera kumene ndingakambirane zakukhosi kwanga motere komabe osadziwika.

Ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula ndili ndi zaka 10 zakubadwa. wakale ndi msuweni wanga, ndikukumbukira nthawi imeneyo azimayi ochokera kumavidiyo a nyimbo amandipatsa mwala wolimba, kuwona mabere amaliseche kumapangitsa kuti thupi langa liziyenda mwanjira yolakwika ngakhale zaka 13 Ndinkatenga maulendo aku boti ku Amsterdam ndi mchimwene wanga ndipo ndimatha kuthamanga kuwona mabere amaliseche nthawi ya chilimwe, pomwe anthu amawotcha dzuwa.

10 yrs. Pambuyo pake ndikuyang'ana zolaula za shemale pomwe sindinakhale gayanso ngati mtsikana, ndipo ndinayamba kuyang'ana zinthu zachilendo.7 yrs. pambuyo pake ndipo tsopano kukopa kwanga kwa akazi kwatha, ndikuganiza. Sindingathe kumva bwino ngati momwe ndimakondwerera 6 yrs. kubwerera ndikuyang'ana akazi amaliseche kapena ma butts kapena boobs kapena china chilichonse.

Sindinkaganiza kuti ndingatembenuke gay, koma tsopano ndimangoganiza za amuna pomwe ndimachoka, ndipo sindingathe kulingaliranso kuti ndikwiyitsidwa ndi mkazi aliyense ngakhale akhale wokongola bwanji.

Ndikuganiza kuti chimanga chake sindinakhale wowonda kwambiri, ndinangopanga zinthu zopanda pake ngati mwana mpaka zopanda pake ndipo izi zidasintha kugonana kwanga.

mwapang'onopang'ono kapena mwachangu chidwi changa chazithunzi chomwe chadzutsa chidachepa ndikuchepa chidwi chake. Sindikudziwa ngati ndidzakopanso ndi akazi kapena zomwe ndingachite pa izi.

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Kuchuluka kwa Mndandanda wa Craig

Ndapanga chibwenzi choyipa pomwe ndimasanthula zotsatsa zogonana (izi mwina zimandipatsa zabwino kuposa zolaula). Ndakhala ndikuchita izi kwa zaka pafupifupi zitatu tsopano. Poyamba ndimayang'ana zotsatsa za akazi, koma pamapeto pake sizimandipatsa vuto, chifukwa chake ndidasunthira kutsatsa kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha.

Nditangotembenuka zaka 18 ndinali nditapanga chisankho choyipa chokomana ndi mnyamatayu. Monga momwe mudanenera, kukumana kwenikweni ndi alendo awa sikungodzutse momwe ndimaganizira. Komabe, ndidakumana ndi munthu uyu (yemwe anali wamkulu zaka 25), ndipo nditachoka kwawo ndimakhala ngati ndikumenya.

Kwa miyezi ingapo yotsatira sindinakhulupirire kuti ndawononga unamwali wanga pamtundu wina wosakhalitsa. Ndimadandaula tsiku lililonse.

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Mnyamata wamkulu wa 25 yemwe ankaganizira kwambiri atsikana asanawonetse zolaula

Nditawerenga nkhani zambiri zopezeka patsamba lino mwezi watha, ndidayamba kuphatikiza zovuta zanga zopangitsa zolaula m'moyo weniweni ndi nkhanizi. Kuti ndidziwe zambiri, ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche (ndili ndi zolaula) ndili ndi zaka 13. Ndikukumbukira ndikutuluka ndi zinthu zosiyanasiyana kuti ndimve kuti siine amene ndikuchita.

Zaka zingapo pambuyo pake, ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula pa intaneti (palibe maliseche, sindinkafuna kuti ndigwidwe ndi makolo anga!). Chifukwa chake ndimayang'ana kwakanthawi, kenako ndikupita kubafa ndikutulutsa. Posakhalitsa, ndinayamba chibwenzi ndi atsikana (zaka 15) ndikuyiwala za kuziponyera (ndinataya unamwali wanga ndili ndi zaka zimenezo!). Nditasiyana ndi msungwanayu, ndidayamba kucheza ndi atsikana ena ambiri ndili mwana ndipo sindinkaonerera zolaula. Mpaka, ndinayamba kukhala pachibwenzi ndi msungwana wazaka 20. Ndikakhala ndi msungwana uyu, ndimagonana masabata, ndipo akapita kukagwira ntchito Loweruka, ndimagwiritsa ntchito bwino nthawi yanga ndikuwonerera zolaula ndikutsata ... Chifukwa cha "chiwonongeko" kwa "mtsikana wina".

Pakapita nthawi, ndinayamba kuzindikira kuti sindinakopeka ndi msungwana wanga (wakale) ndipo ndimayamba kuyembekezera Loweruka lodalitsika, pomwe ndimachita maliseche tsiku la 3-4 tsiku lomwelo. Pomwe mwana wanga wakale wamkazi amabwerera, ndimayang'ana zifukwa zoti ndisamagonane usiku (izi sizinachitike ndili wachinyamata… Kubwerera pomwe ndimatha hump 24/7). Ndinayamba kuganiza kuti sindimamukondanso mtsikanayo, chifukwa sindimakopeka naye, chifukwa chake ndimagazi kwambiri ndasankha kuti ndisiyane naye. Panthawi yopuma (Zaka 23), ndidakumana ndi mtsikana kuntchito kwanga yemwe adasokoneza malingaliro anga!

Chifukwa chake, ndidayamba chibwenzi naye. Chilichonse chinali bwino, koma ndinazindikira kuti sindikhala wovuta ndikamacheza naye. Pamenepo, ndidaganiza, "Ayenera kukhala msinkhu wanga ... Zimatengera zambiri kuti ndiyatse munthu wamkulu ngati ine" (cholakwika!). Komabe, nthawi yakugonana itakwana, mbolo yanga inali yakufa momwe ingathere. Ndinachita manyazi kwambiri ndipo sindinadziwe chifukwa chomupangira! Sindinamvetse, popeza ndinamupeza wokongola kwambiri! Kenako ndinayamba kuganiza kuti ndinali ndi nkhaŵa yoyambirira (yomwe inenso ndinapeza yachilendo popeza sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lovutika ndikafuna kugonana…).

Munthawi imeneyi, ndipo nditatha kuthana ndi wakale wanga, ndimakonda kuseweretsa zolaula monga kale. Msungwana watsopanoyu, mwachiwonekere, ankandikonda kwambiri ndipo sanandilole kupita ngakhale ndinali ndi vuto (tinayesa kangapo komwe sindinathe kukhala wovuta). Ndiye ndinatani?

Yep… Ndinabwerera kunyumba ndipo ndinaziika ku zolaula kuti ndiwone ngati ndingavutike… Ndipo ndikadatero! Kotero, "mwina ndilibe ED, mwina sindimakopeka naye kapena mwina ndikhoza kukhala ... Gay? Ayi, sizingakhale choncho! ”

Izi zimandibweretsa ku mfundo yotsatira… ndimatha kuonera zolaula ndikuseweretsa maliseche kwambiri kwakuti ndidayamba kusankha makanema ndimagulu kuyambira pomwe ndimayang'ana dzulo silikanakwaniritsa zosowa zanga. Zinafika poti ndimayamba kuwonera zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndikukhala ndi zolaula, zomwe zimandichititsa manyazi kwambiri. Sindinayambe ndachitapo zogonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha Ndinali (am) wotsimikiza kuti sindinali gay. Koma zikafika poti ndiziwonetsa zolaula, nthawi ina zolaula zimatha kundidzutsa. Zinafika poti sindinadziwe chochita ndi ine kuyambira pamenepo:

1) Sindingagone ndi mtsikana yemwe ndimamukonda kwambiri (ndidamuwuza kuti atha kubweza ndi kusaka wina! Amayankha kuti, "AYI! Ndimakukondani kwambiri… Ndikutsimikiza kuti mudzapeza za izi tsiku lina posachedwa. ”) komabe, adaziwona zachilendo.

2) Ndinayamba kukonda zithunzi zolaula ?!

3) Ndimakhala wathanzi pang'ono… Ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse (kunyamula / masewera a karati), kudya wathanzi (wopanda shuga, mafuta, mchere, wowuma) ndikumwa madzi ambiri patsiku. Aliyense amene ali ndi chakudyacho angaganize kambuku wathunthu pakama! Chabwino… osati ine!

Ndinagwidwa pansi ndikuyamba kufufuza pa intaneti ndikupeza tsamba ili. Monga ndanenera poyamba, ndinayamba kuwerenga nkhaniyi pano ndipo ine ndinayanjana ndi mavuto omwewo monga ena onse!

Pafupifupi masabata a 2 apitawo, ndinayambitsa gawo loyambiranso ndikudabwitsa, patapita masabata a 1 ndi masiku a 2, ndinawona msungwana uyu ndikukhala wolimba ngati thanthwe nthawi yayitali (tinagonana usiku womwewo monga kale!). Galimoto yanga yogonana inali yaikulu kwambiri, libido yanga inali yamoyo! Mmawa wotsatira, tinagonana kachiwiri ndipo zinali zosangalatsa monga usiku.

Tsopano, masiku 2 apitawo, ndidayamba kudzuka ndimitengo yam'mawa (osati 100% molimbika, komabe molimbika, mosiyana ndi kale!). Izi zimandidabwitsa, chifukwa ndili ndi zizindikilo zomwe anthu ambiri angayambe kukhala nazo patatha mwezi umodzi kuti ayambirenso ?! Sindinabwererenso (ngakhale ndimakonda kuwona zolaula. Nthawi yomweyo ndimaganizira china chake ndikuchita.).

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Zaka 20 - ED: ena amabwereranso -190 masiku

Musayembekezere ZAKA za PMOing kangapo patsiku kuti muchiritsidwe miyezi ingapo. Ndinayenera kuphunzira izi movutikira. Ndikungoganiza kuti tikukonzekera kubwezeretsanso maakaunti a anthu pa YBOP omwe amafunikira nthawi yochepa kuti ayambirenso.

Moona mtima, sindinakhalepo pa Porn, ndimakhala pano ndi apo, pafupifupi masiku 190, ndipo ndikuwonabe zosintha tsiku lililonse. Kwa amodzi, sindimayanjananso kwa milungu iwiri ndikadzakhala MO. Ngati pali china chomwe ndabwerera mwakale tsiku lotsatira. Maganizo anga angokhala okhazikika. Ndikhoza kuseweretsa maliseche kangapo pamlungu ndipo sindimamvanso nkhawa. Ndimangofooka kwambiri ngati kuti ndili ndi zolemera zambiri paphewa panga.

Ndimakhalanso mwachibadwa ndikuzunguliranso nkhanza ndipo ndili ndi aura yapamwamba mozungulira tsopano. Pambuyo pake, lil orgasm likhoza kunditumizira kukhalepo komweko.

Sindimaganiziranso zolaula, ndipo ndinkangokhalira kulimbikira pafupifupi zaka 2. Ngakhale malingaliro ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndizosakhalitsa zakale. Koma sindine ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kapena china chilichonse chonga icho; Ndimatha kulekerera ma gay.

Nditha kukhalanso ndi zolimba ndi akazi, ngakhale sindingathe kuzisunga kopitilira mphindi, komanso sindingagone ndi makondomu. Koma ichi ndi dalitso kale, chifukwa chaka chatha zomwe ndimatha kuchita ndikumangirira 50%, komwe sikakanatha kugwiritsidwa ntchito polowera. Zosintha zambiri, ndipo m'miyezi ina ya 6 ndikuyembekeza ena ambiri, makamaka kukhala ndi mwayi wogonana bwino ndi kondomu, chifukwa ndimatha opanda.

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