Ukuba wakhulela kwi-intanethi ubheka zonke iintlobo ze-porn kunye nokufumana ukuxhamla ngesondo kwesikrini, awunakuphendula kakhulu kwisondo nomntu wokwenyani. Oku kunokubangela ukudideka okukhulu. Into enomdla kukuba, abo bayekayo kwi-intanethi bahlala befumana ukubuyela kwesiqhelo sabo, nokuba banokuba yintoni na. Ngamafutshane, sukucinga ukuba "u-asexual" de ube ungasondanga kwi-porn kwiinyanga ezimbalwa. Iifoto zoononophala zanamhlanje zinamandla kangangokuba kubangela ukuba i-libido ephantsi ngokungaqhelekanga kwisini esahlukileyo kubasebenzisi abaninzi (Isifundo esifanelekileyo: Umnqweno wokwabelana ngesondo kunye nokungcola phakathi kwabaNtu abaDala: UkuPhononongwa kweNzulu ngobunzulu, ka-2017).
Inkxaso ye-Empirical okanye ukusetyenziswa kwe-porn okuchaphazela ulwabelana ngesondo?
Ukusukela ngonyaka ka-2020, ngaphezulu Izifundo ze-110 ezidibanisa ukusetyenziswa koononophelo okanye ukuxhatshazwa koonobumba / ubundlobongela ngesondo, ukungasebenzi kwengqondo ephantsi kwisistim sezesondo, kunye nokunciphisa ukwaneliseka ngokwesondo kunye nolwalamano. Ukongeza kwizifundo, Eli phepha linamanqaku nodliwanondlebe olubandakanya iingcali ezingaphezu kwe-150 (urology profesors, urologists, psychiatrists, psychologists, sexologists, MDs) abavuma kwaye baphumelele ukuphatha i-porn-induced ED kunye ne-porn-induced loss of sexual desire.
Ukongeza kwizifundo zokuvavanya ukuba neentlobano zesini kwamadoda amancinci ukusukela ngonyaka ka-2010 kuxelwa amanqanaba eembali zokungasebenzi kakuhle ngokwesondo, kunye namanqanaba othusayo lwesibetho esitsha: libido esezantsi. Ikhutshwe kule nqaku kwaye kwiphepha elihlaziywe ngontanga elibandakanya oogqirha be-7 US Navy - Ngaba iinthombe zoononopasho ze-intanethi zibangelwa izidakamizwa zesondo? Ukuphononongwa ngeeNgxelo zeKlinikhi (2016)
Iingxelo ze-ED ze-Historical: I-Erectile dysfunction yahlolwa kuqala kwi-1940 xa Ingxelo yeKinsey iphelile ukuba ukusasazeka kwe-ED kwakungaphantsi kwe-1% kumadoda amancinane kuneminyaka eyi-30, ngaphantsi kwe-3% kulezo 30-45. Nangona uphando lwe-ED kumadoda amancinci lucacile, le 2002 uhlalutyo lweemeta lwe-6 uphando oluphezulu lwe-ED ingxelo yokuba i-5 ye-6 ibike ama-ED Amanani kubantu abaphantsi kwe-40 malunga ne-2%. 6th Uvavanyo olulinganisiweyo lwe-7-9%, kodwa umbuzo osetyenziswayo awunakufaniswa nezinye izifundo ze-5, kwaye akazange ahlole engapheliyo i-erectile disysction: "Ngaba unenkathazo yokugcina okanye ukufezekiswa naliphi na ixesha kunyaka odlulileyo? ".
Ekupheleni kwe-2006 mahala, indawo ye-tube ye-tube ye-porn ehambayo yafika kwaye yafumana ukuthandwa ngokukhawuleza. Oku utshintshe uhlobo lokusetyenziswa koononophelo olukhulu. Ngethuba lokuqala kwimbali, ababukeli bangakwazi ukukhula ngokulula ngexesha leseshoni yokugcoba ngaphandle kokulinda.
Izifundo ezilishumi ezipapashwe kwi-2010 ibonakalisa ukunyuka okukhulu kwiimpawu zokungasebenzi kwe-erectile. Kwizifundo ze-10, amazinga e-erectile ukungasebenzi kwamaqela phantsi kwe-40 avela kwi-14% ukuya ku-37%, ngelixa amaxabiso e-libido aphantsi aphuma kwi-16% ukuya ku-37%. Ngaphandle kokufika iPorn ungqamanisa (2006) akukho mahluko ezinxulumene ED zobutsha iye kulungise kwatshintsha kule minyaka 10-20 yokugqibela (ehlile amanani ukutshaya, ukusetyenziswa kweziyobisi kukuthi, amazinga ukutyeba ngokuthe kumadoda 20-40 up% 4 kuphela ukususela 1999 - yibona ukuhlaziywa kweencwadi). Ukuxhuma kwangoku kwiingxaki zesondo kuhambelana nokupapashwa kwezifundo ezininzi ezinxulumene nokusetyenziswa koononophelo kunye "nokuxhatshazwa koonwabo" kwiingxaki zesini kunye nokunyusa ukuhlaselwa kwesini.
Nazi iingxelo ezimbalwa zokuziphendula:
Ngaphambi kokuba ndiqalise i-nofap, ndiyakhumbula ndihlala ndikhangele amantombazana ndijikeleze kwaye ndize ndingathandwa. Kwaye kunye nokutshisa okuqhelekileyo kwakuneentsilelo ezazingena kum, kwaye ndafikelela kwindawo apho kungekho mntu wayenokunditshintsha okanye awancede. Ndandingaqala ukucinga ukuba ndiyintlekele kwaye ndingakhange ndatsalwa kumntu.
Emva koko kwenzeka i-nofap, kwaye ndaqonda ukuba ngaphezulu kweminyaka yokujonga kumawakawaka eefoto kunye neevidiyo zabasetyhini ababonakala bengengobantu kwaye benomtsalane, bendizikhathaza ngobuhle kunye nomtsalane wabo. Emva kweeveki ezimbini kwi-nofap Kuphantse ukuba ngathi intombazana indijikelezile ngequbuliso yaqala ukuba shushu. Kodwa ndim otshintshileyo. Akufanelekanga ukuba fap, bafana. Abafazi bokwenyani abathathwanga ziinkwenkwezi ezingamanyala, kwaye ngekhe babe njalo. Ungazivumeli ukuba ube manqaphanqapha kubantu bokwenyani. Ngabo kuphela abanokukuthanda ubuye. Ndandicinga ukuba ndiyi-asexual.
Le mihla ndiyifumana abaninzi abafazi abahle. Andikhathaleli ngokungafezeki. Iyamangalisa.
Ngaphambi kokuba akukho ndaphukisa i-destiny / karma yam endijikelezwe ngabasetyhini ababi, ndaye ndawagxeka, ndandisoloko ndizitshintsha. I-NoFap yatshintsha ubomi bam ngeendlela ezininzi.
Namhlanje ndagxininiswa yintombazana leyo ngaphambi kokuba i-nofap ithathelwe ingqalelo meh kodwa ulungile, ndiyathanda amehlo akhe ngumntu omkhulu. Andisayi kukhangela i-bodyparts, ubuntu bunentsingiselo kum meko kule mihla! Permalink
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Andikukhumbuli ixesha lokugqibela ndikhwele emva kwowesifazane ebomini bokwenene. Ndiza kufumana amabhinqa anqwenelekayo, kodwa akayi ngaphaya koko.
Ndiyekile ukuphandana, kwaye andisayikukhathalela ngokoqobo ngesini. Ndiseyintombi, kwaye ayandikhathazi. Ndilahlekelwe ngumnqweno wobudlelwane bomzimba.
Andizange ndithinte okanye ndithande inzala kwiminyaka emithandathu.
Andikhathali nokuba amantombazana, okanye abantu ngokubanzi, bandifumana ndinomtsalane. Ngoku ndiyilahla phantsi nayiphi na inkqubela phambili kum kuba ingqalelo yesini esahlukileyo ayinamdla kum.
Ingxenye eyona nto ndiyifake ngokuqhelekileyo le nto. Oku nje ubomi bam, kwaye ukuba akukho nto iguquka, ngoko yintoni. I-Porn iye yonakalisa ingqondo yam.
Ukufakela kwandenza ndiphantse
Ngokuqinisekileyo abahlobo bam kufuneka bacinge ukuba ndiyintombazana ngenxa yokuba ndiphantse ndiphephe isondo kunye nabasetyhini kuba ndiyazi ukuba abanako ukuwanelisa, kuncinci ukunginika ibhoner. I-Hell porn ayindijiki, kufuneka ndicinge nge-shit ebusayo yokufumana i-erection kwezi ntsuku. Ngaba nina bantu nicinga ukuba ukungafaki kuya kundiphilisa? Ngaba nina bantu niqaphele ukwanda kweenguqu ze-libido kwaye nikwazi ukubuyela kwi-vanilla yesini?
I-Porn-Yenzelwe i-ED kunye nomntwana ongasemzini: Umendo omude, kodwa uphiliswa ngokupheleleyo
Guy 4 [iintsuku ze-230]:
Ndandiye ndibukele iphonografi ixesha elide kangangokuba laye lathatha ngokupheleleyo ubuni bam. Ngaphandle kwayo bendine-asexual. Ndifuna ukuzihlutha i-orgasm ukuvumela "ukuqala kwakhona"… ndifuna ukwakha ingqondo entsha yesini, ejolise kubafazi bokwenyani kwaye yahlukane kwaphela ne-porn.
Isebenzile! Ukutsala kwam kwabasetyhini bokwenyani kukhulisile kumanqanaba angazange afikelele kuwo ngaphambili. Ndiyabulela ubuhle, kwaye nditsaleleke ngamandla, kuluhlu olubanzi kakhulu lwabasetyhini kunangaphambili. Ngaphezu koko, xa ndicinga okanye ndilangazelela ukukhutshwa ngokwesondo ngoku, ngabasetyhini bokwenene endicinga ngabo, abangahlali kwikhompyuter kwaye bajonge kwiscreen.
Ubundlobongela okanye i-HOCD nje (amava am kunye nengcebiso kwii-HOCDers)
Andinamdla kuye nawuphi na umntu okanye umntu oguqukayo de ndaqala kakhulu kwi-PMO. Ndandinombono wam wokuqala "wesini" malunga ne-18-19 kwaye ngelo xesha bendineminyaka esi-7 ukuba likhoboka lam .. Ke ndaye ndacinga ukuba ndingu-asexual emva koko ndalala kunye nokuba ndingu-100% gay kwiiveki ezimbalwa, isihogo, ndacinga ukuba isekhona bi up de kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo! I-HOCD iyinyani kwaye yonke le PMO shit messes ngengqondo yakho chemistry. Yilwa nayo. Kungathatha iinyanga okanye iminyaka ukuba siphinde sibuye, kodwa kufanelekile.
Ndivakalelwa njengento yesondo kwakhona
Uhlobo lwayo olungaqhelekanga, kodwa kuyamangalisa ukuba ungakanani iphonografi owabulala owona mnqweno wam wesini okanye uvakalelo kwinkanuko yesini. Ndisenza i-masturbate, kodwa ivakalelwa ngathi kukuzilolonga okwenyani ekuhloleni umnqweno kunye nokwazi umzimba wam kunamava angaqhelekanga. Ngenye imini bekukho i-AMA ngusomashishini we-porn osomashishini kwaye njenge-idiot ndicofe ikhonkco alibonisileyo. Kodwa ndathi ndakufika apho iimvakalelo zokuqala zesilingo zakhawuleza zatshintshela 'akukho mntu ubuleleyo enkosi!'
Izinto bezihamba kakuhle, andiphinde ndidandatheke, ndonwabile kwaye ndizingca. Ukudakumba yenye yezona zinto zinzima ebomini bam kwaye kubuhlungu kakhulu ukucinga ukuba kubangelwe kukuhlaziya amalungu esini. Ukusukela ukuba uxinzelelo lwam sele lukhona ndizuza ukuzithemba ngakumbi mihla le, ndiziva iinyawo zam zimile emhlabeni.
Ekubeni ukudakumba kuphelile, andinayo ingxaki ebomini ebomini bam, kodwa ngokugqithiseleyo, ukuba i-fucking hornyness. Iza kumaza. Ngamanye amaxesha andinayo i-hornyness nonke kwaye ndicinga ukuba ndingumxhasi, kodwa kuza nje nge-tsunami ukuvuthela zonke iingcamango zam ezicacileyo kunye nokugcina ndicinga ngabafazi. Emva koko yonke le nto iholele kumaphupha ayenzi ngokwenene: Ndihlala ndiphupha ngeefostile kwaye ngamanye amaxesha amaphupha am ivakalelwa njengenyaniso. Xa ndivuka xa ndihlala ndihlaselwa yimihla, ndizitsho ukuba ndibuyele, nangona ndiyazi ukuba yinto ephuphayo.
Oko kwathethi, amaphupha am kuphela kwento engazinzanga ebomini bam. Umoya wam ulawula ngokupheleleyo, izibongozo zam zilawulwa ngokupheleleyo. Ndingathanda ukubulela la fapstronaut ucebise indlela elungileyo yokulwa nezibongozo. Yayingubani igama layo? Indlela yeBuddhist? Andisazi, kodwa ndicacisiwe xa ufumana into ethile, nokuba yintoni - ngaba iphonografi, ukuphulula amalungu esini okanye ukutya okungenamsoco okanye iqhekeza letshokholethi, cinga ngokuchasene nayo. Ke umzekelo xa ucinga malunga ne-porn zisa iingcinga zakho ekuhlaleni nentombazana, cuddling, love…
I-pmo / ed yam yayimbi kakhulu ndicinga ukuba bendine-asexual iminyaka eliqela. Andizange nditsaleleke kwabasetyhini ebomini bokwenyani kuba bendinazo zonke izinto ezazishushu endandizifuna ukuzehlisa kum online. Kuba andikhange nditsaleleke kwabafazi bokwenyani bendikho kuhlobo oluthile lwendawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo, apho ukuba sesikweni kwam yayiyeyona nto yayivakala. Emva koko kwenzeka into kwaye ndavuka ngenye imini ndathi AKUKHO nto kufuneka itshintshe, NDIDINGA iqabane ebomini bam, ndifuna umfazi ukuba athandwe kwaye athandwe, ndifuna ukuba ngumntu obalulekileyo komnye umntu, naye abe ndim. Ukusukela ngoko ndiye ndadibana ne-SO yam kwaye ndonwabile kunangaphambili.
Ndandisebenzisa ukucinga ukuba ndibe ngumlingani wesini
Kodwa phezolo, enkosi kuNoFap, bendinomnqweno onzulu womhlobo wam. Uyintombazana entle kodwa ecacileyo. Nangona kunjalo, icandelo leemvakalelo ngokubambisana kunye namandla esondo aphucukileyo andenze-ngelinye lamaxesha okuqala ebomini bam-NDIFUNA umntu kwigumbi elinye. Andizange nje ndi-horny ngenxa ye-horny, ndandifuna ukwazi umzimba wakhe kunye nokuzonwabisa. I-Porn yandifundisa ukukhanga kwizinto ezibonakalayo zesondo, kodwa ngoku ndiyazi ukuba kunjani ukulangazelela ukuthintela nokusondela. Ndinqwenela ukuba le mvakalelo iqhubeke, ke akufuneki ndifake. Ngubani onam?!
Ubudala be-22 - ED yonyango: Ndandicinga ukuba ndingu-asexual, ukungasebenzi, inkunkuma yabantu.
Ekugqibeleni ndaqala ukutsala kumantombazana ngokwenene!
Ndiye ndaxhamla ixesha elide njengoko ndikhumbula. Kwaye andikaze nditsaleleke kumantombazana ngendlela yesiko kwaye ukufumanisa ukuphulula amalungu esini kwandinceda ukuba ndichaze into endiyifumanayo inomtsalane ngemigangatho engeyiyo.
Ndihlala ndithanda ubume bomzimba wabasetyhini (ngokulalana kakhulu ngokwesini, iinguqulelo ezigqibeleleyo kakhulu eziboniswe kwimithombo yeendaba) kodwa zonke izinto ezahlukeneyo abantu abazifumanayo zinomtsalane azikhe zandikhange. Ke andikwazi ukuzisa kum ukuba ndibukele imifanekiso yayo nantoni na engatyhilwanga ngezambatho zangaphantsi. Yonke imbi kakhulu.
Andizange ndikhange ndikhange, okanye ndibe nantlukwano, nabani na. Kuhlala kusekho imifanekiso yeDeantantArt kunye neziphumo zeMifanekiso yeGoogle. Akukho mntu uqobo. Ungaze ube ngumntu wangempela, kwisikrini okanye ngenye indlela.
Ngoku ndinokuqhayisa kwam kuqala, uPihla Viitala. Ndiqala ukuzonwabisa ngezinto ezincinci ezinqamlekileyo malunga nabasetyhini kwaye ndiqalise ukucinga ngothando malunga neengcamango zokumanga ngomntu othile emlonyeni nokuzibamba.
Kubuhlungu kum. Ezi zinto andingayi kucinga ngazo ngaphambili, kodwa ngoku ndilapha 1/2 Indlela eya kwiintsuku ze-90, kufana nokuba ndizithobela ngokukhawuleza ukuqhelekileyo ubudlelwane, isondo kunye nomtshato. Ngokukhawuleza ndiqala ukuzonwabisa ngezinto abonwa ngabanye kubantu. Kuwuphawu lokuphilisa, kwaye ndibekile ukuba ndibukele ukuba kwenzeke.
Kwabo abaya kuthi, "Hayi, mzalwana! Yigcine! "Ndicwangcise ukuqhubela phambili kwi-90 Day mark ngo-Oktobha 15th kwaye idlulile uphawu lweSuku lwe-180 ngoJanuwari 13th. Kutheni i sihogo ndingathanda ukubuyela?
Ngaba sixhaswa? Ngaba sinokuxhatshazwa?
Ngaba nina bantu niziva ngathi ni-asexual? Ngokuqinisekileyo ndikwisikhephe esinye kwaye ndinjalo iminyaka. Ndacinga kwaye ndicinga ukuba amantombazana andingqongileyo akafikeleli kwimigangatho yam, ke oku kuyangqinelana nokuba ndingatshatanga kwaye ndidlulise amantombazana adibana namanye amadoda endincokola nawo rhoqo. Imibuzo embalwa. Ngaba yayiziintsuku ezili-14 xa amehlo akho "emvelo" avulwa okanye avulwa kwakhona kubuhle bokwenyani bendalo, yokwenyani, yemihla ngemihla ekujikeleze ubuhle? Ngaba imeko yakho yangoku iqhelekile?
Kube ziintsuku ezisi-7 kum (ibheji yam lusuku lokuphumla). Ndinexhala lokuba ngoku ndinokuphakamisa ubuhle babafazi abandingqongileyo ngaphaya kwento eyiyo kuba ndonakele kwaye ndinqwenela ukuba yeyiphi i-intanethi kwaye ndinokunikela ngombono wam. Eyona nto imbi kukuba amantombazana amanyala ayizizo khathuni okanye imifanekiso eshukumayo ye-3D. Amantombazana angamanyala ngamantombazana okwenyani akunjalo? Asinakuze sihlangane nabo, kodwa nge-webcam kunye nobunye ubuchwephesha, kunzima kakhulu ukukholelwa ukuba abona bantu basetyhini abazibhalanga iinkwenkwezi ezingamanyala ezingamanyala okanye iinkwenkwezi ezingamanyala ezibonisa amanyala abangabafazi bokwenyani.
Isishukumiso sam emva kukaNoFap sasingaze senze amantombazana. Kwakufuneka ngokwenene amantombazana.
Ke ngalo lonke ixesha bendi-PMOing bendisoyika amantombazana. Bendingafuni nokuzama ukusondela kwintombazana. Ndandikuxabisile ukuba ndedwa kakhulu. Ukufumana intombazana akuzange kube yeyona njongo iphambili. Kodwa kwakamsinya nje ukuba ndiye kwiNoFap yokwenene, ndaqala ukubona okuninzi kumantombazana endingazange ndawathanda ngaphambili.
I dunno, ngokuyisiseko nje yatshintsha kakhulu iinjongo zam.
Ukutsala kwabafazi "bokwenyani" kuyaqala ukubuya.
Umzuzwana ndibuyile, ndibuze ukuba kuthatha ixesha elingakanani "ukuqala kwakhona" ekusebenziseni i-Anime / Hentai.
https://www.reddit.com/r/pornfree/comments/bac0kc/rantconfession_i_feel_like_animehentai_might_have/
Ukusetyenziswa kwamanyala kwandenza ndindindisholo ndaza ndafa kwabafazi bobomi bokwenyani. Ndicocekile iintsuku ezingama-46, kwaye ngoku kwenzeka into emangalisayo. Namhlanje, ndibone umfazi omhle enxibe iimpahla, kwaye ndaziva ndinomdla kuye. Khawufane ucinge. Kubonakala ngathi ndiqalisile ukuqala kwakhona.
Ukuba unengxaki ne-Anime okanye iHentai, ungalahli ithemba. Qhubeka ube yi-PornFree, kwaye ingqondo yakho iya kuphinda ibone indlela anokujonga ngayo umfazi wokwenyani.
Umlutha womlingo okanye udidekile nje ngesondo?
Ke, ndimtsha kwiforum kwaye ndiziva ngathi ndinengxaki phantse zonke iimpawu zoononophala ezenziwa ngoononophala ezichazwe kwi-yourbrainonporn.com. Ndineminyaka eyi-19 kwaye ndinokufumana ubunzima kuphela kwiscreen. Andizange ndilale ngesondo kwaye ndibukele iphonografi ukusukela ndaneminyaka eyi-12 okanye eyi-13. Le aprili / ndinokuba ndiqale ukuba neengxaki nge-EDs, kwaye njengoko benditshilo ukuba ihlala isesikrinini ukuba ndifumane ulwakhiwo.
Nangona kunjalo, ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale ukuba neengxaki ze-ED, ndinokuthandana namantombazana okanye ndibafumane benomtsalane. Ayizange iye naphi na, kodwa bendinokuba neemvakalelo ngazo. Ndisoloko ndenza ukwahlukana kwingqondo yam phakathi kothando kunye nesondo, kwaye ndiyazibuza ukuba ngaba mhlawumbi nditshintsha i-asexual okanye i-gay (nangona ndingazange ndibe namava obungqingili) okanye isizathu esithile somzimba njengokungabikho testosterone okanye into.
Xa ndeva malunga "nokucoca" ndaziva ndikhululekile, kuba yile ndlela ndivakalelwa ngayo ngoku (andizange ndibukele i-porn ngeveki kuphela kwaye ndivakalelwa kukuba ndifa ngesondo), kodwa andiqinisekanga kwaye Ndikhangela umntu onamava afanayo.
Ngaba ndiyitshintsha nje ingqingili okanye into?
Uthi: Izilwanyana ezinomdla okanye ukudideka ngokocansi?
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Andizi ukuba ngaba ndi-asexual okanye ukuba ndinomlutha woononophala
Ndicinga ukuba ndingumntu ongathandani naye, kwaye andifuni ukuba, kuba nokuba ndithandana nabani na, baya kundishiya kuba ndingafuni ukwabelana ngesondo. Ukusukela oko umhla wam u-dick wanyuka, ndaqala ukuphulula amalungu esini kwi-porn. Zonke i-porn, nazo. Akukho nelinye ixesha endizinike lona ithuba lokucinga ngam kule meko. Andicingi ukuba ndifuna, nyani. Nangona emva koko, Yithi iinyanga ze-4 emva kokuba ndiqalise ukukhwabanisa i-pornography malunga neyure okanye njalo ngexesha lokuhlola ubulili, ndicinga ukuba ndixakekile.
Ndandinomdla kwintombazana, kodwa ndafumana i-gay porn ngokukhawuleza. Kwaye ngelixa ndi-boromantic, ibindikhathaza into yokuba ibingahambelani. Ngoku emva kweminyaka embalwa yokubukela iphonografi kuba indenza ndizive ndilungile, andazi ukuba ndiziva njani ngabantu bokwenyani. Andizange ndiqhekeze UKUBA loo ntombazana ibuyele emva koko, kwaye andikaze ndive okanye ndiqonde nantoni na xa amaqabane am abonakala ngathi ajonge intombazana. Ngezihlandlo ezinqabileyo ndiziva nditsaleleka kumntu endimbonayo, uhlala engumfana, kodwa akaxhaswanga. Kutheni le nto nam kufuneka nditshitshise ngokujonga abantu ongabaziyo abanje. Kodwa ndifumana ukungabikho kwam ukuqhuba ukulala ngesondo nabantu bokwenene, kuba kubonakala ngathi ndine-drive yokubukela i-porn ukuba andiyenzi yonke imihla embalwa.
Ndilikhoboka? Andazi ukuba oku kungenxa yokuba ndingu-ace okanye ngenxa yokuba ndilikhoboka. Nceda ungandivumeli ndibe yi-ace, umhlaba. Ndenza ntoni na ngale nto? U-dick wam unyuka kuphela kwi-porn! Akukho nto yokwenyani iyenza idibane! Andinayo nxamnye nabantu bokwenene, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba ndinako! Ndisijonga njani esihogo? Ngaba kufuneka ndiyeke ukuzivuselela ngokwam ngayo yonke into ngonaphakade? Kwaye okona kubaluleke kakhulu, ngaba ndiyi-ace okanye ndosulelwa ngoononophala? NDIFUNA UKUBA NGOKUQHELEKILEYO NDIFUNE UKULALA NGABANTU BENENE NJENGABONKE ABANYE!
Imeko efanayo yenzekile nam. Xa ndandinamava am okuqala e-ED ndaza ndaqhekeza nentombi yam yokuqala, ndaqala ukucinga ukuba ndingumntu ongathandani naye okanye umntu athandana naye. Ndiyakhumbula, ndandingazi ukuba yintoni ephosakeleyo ngam, ndandiziva ndingenathemba, ndandide ndilile kanye ngenxa yale nto. Ndaziva ndingento yanto, evakalelwa kukuba ayiqhelekanga.
Emva koko, njengoko ndaqhubeka ndikhangela ulwazi olunxulumene neengxaki zam, ndafunda ngokuxhatshazwa koonobumba kunye neNoFap. Andizange ndibe nelinye ithuba, ngoko ndayeka kokubini ukubuka ubulili kunye nokuhlaziya umzimba. Emva koko, njengoko ndandiphazamiseka, ndavelisa i-HOCD, eyoyikwayo yokuba neentlobo ezahlukeneyo zesondo. Ndandiyika kakhulu ukuba ndibe ngumlingani; Andikwazi ukuthetha namanye amadoda, jonga kuzo emehlweni. Kwakubuhlungu, ngoko ndazibukela ngamanye amaxesha ukuba ndikhangele ukuba ndiyakhangwa ngabafazi okanye cha. Kwakungekho isangqa esingapheliyo ngenxa ye-HOCD, kwaye ndafunda ukuba ukuba uyayihoywa uloyiko, iya kutshabalala.
Ke bendifana, andikhathali, ukuba nditsalelekile ebantwini, ke makube njalo, andisayi kwenza nantoni na ngesondo nabo. Ke ndiye ndaqhubeka nokungahoyi uloyiko lwam, emva koko ndaphula umjikelo.
Ngokukhawuleza kwiminyaka eyi-2 ndadibana nentombazana, ndathandana, senza into eninzi, ndaziva ndivusiwe lonke ixesha, ndine-libido enkulu kwaye ndinezikhwebu ezinamandla, ezihlala njalo. Ngaphambi koko, ndandishiya ngoononopopayi kwaye ndenza i-masturbating ngokupheleleyo iinyanga.
Ke yajika yangumntu oqhelekileyo osebenza nomntu wesini esahlukileyo.
Ngelishwa ndibuyele kwiinyanga ezi-3 ezidlulileyo, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba ndiza kulunga kamva. Uyeke iphonografi ngonaphakade.
Ndikucebisa ngokufanayo, phula nje umjikelo, ungafaki iinyanga ezintathu kwaye ungabukeli iphonografi kwaphela. Ungayikholelwa ingqondo yakho; ukuba woyika ukuba asexual, ngekhe ubenjalo. I-asexual yokwenene ilungile ngokuziqhelanisa nokwabelana ngesondo.
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Hmmm ... nangona ndingazifumani iimvakalelo ze-asexual ukuya kwinqanaba elifanayo endiziva ngalo kancinci mva nje, kodwa ndinxibelelana ngokupheleleyo nokudideka phakathi kwamantombazana nabafana. Ndikwindlela efanayo eyaqala kwimfesane yesini kunye ne-porn, kum ndanditsaleleka kumantombazana kubomi bokwenyani nangona, kwaye ngohlobo lwenyama yokujika kwentloko yam nditsala ikakhulu kwabasetyhini kubomi bemihla ngemihla. Ndifumene iphonografi yesini kamva ndaza ndaqonda ukuba yayiyinto yokungqinelani phakathi kwamantombazana nabafana kunye nabafuna amantombazana ebomini bokwenyani.
Ngaphandle kokuvulwa kakhulu ngamantombazana xa ndandiqala ukudibanisa enye, andinakukwazi ukuyifumana, kwakubonakala kungaqhelekanga kodwa kwakusenzeka. Imithambo ndiyaqikelela, kodwa kamva ndaye ndakhululeka kwaye izinto zaqala ukusebenza. Ngaphambi koko andizange ndibe neengcamango ezinyanisekileyo ezandisusayo, into endiyaziyo yayiyi-porno endiyibonayo ... ngoko emva kokuba ndiqale ukulala ngesondo ebomini ngoko ndakwazi ukucinga ngeentlobano zesini ezindala okanye ndibone amabhinqa esidlangalaleni kwaye kamva bacinge ngabo.
Ndicinga ukuba amava yinto enkulu, ukuba awuzange ube neentlobano zesini zokwenene kuya kuba sengqiqweni ukuba apho ukhona… kodwa ndicinga ukuba uye kwi-porn kukho ithuba elihle lokuba ungabinayo i-asexual. Ndandisoloko ndicinga ukuba i-asexual yayiza kuthetha ukuba awuyithandi imifanekiso engamanyala.
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Ndiye ndafumana ingxaki efanayo. Andizange ndifunde zonke iimpendulo, kodwa makhe ndikuxelele ngamava am.
Iminyaka emithathu ukuya kwemithathu enesiqingatha eyadlulayo, ndafunda malunga nemicimbi evela ekubukeni (kakhulu) iphonografi. Ngelo xesha, bendineengxaki ze-HOCD, njenge-warrior0306. Ndandingakhuselekanga malunga nobulili bam, kuba ndandingaqinisekanga ukuba yintoni isihogo sobulili bam. Andizange ndibenayo nantoni na ngokuchasene nobufanasini, kodwa ukufunda ukwamkela ukuba ndingangumlingani emva kweminyaka yokuziva ndithe tye kwaye ndicinga (ndisazi) ukuba ndithe tye, kwakoyikisa kakhulu ukungaqiniseki.
Nangona kunjalo, ndiye ndasebenza ekuyekeni iphonografi ukusukela ngoko kwaye ndiphumelele ngokuhamba kwexesha. Ndine-pornfree kangangexesha elingaphezulu kweentsuku ezilikhulu kwaye njengoko ubona, ndikufutshane nokumakisha kwenyanga ezintathu kwakhona.
Ngeli xesha, ndoyisile uninzi lwam lokungazithembi ngokunxulumene nokuba andilifanasini. Isiphetho sam kukuba andiyongqingili, kodwa andihlali ndiqinisekile ukuba ndilungile okanye ndithandana.
Umdla wam wesondo uhlala ujolise kwabasetyhini. Uninzi lweentsuku zam zokujonga iphonografi, andikuthandi ukubukela iphonografi eyindoda kubo kuba ndifuna nje ukujonga abafazi. Umdla wam kubafazi bokwenyani ubukhona kwaye ucimile ngexesha lam lokujonga iphonografi, mhlawumbi ngenxa yokuba ndibukele iphonografi kunye ne-masturbated mihla le.
Nangona kunjalo, okokoko ndasebenza ekubuyiseni kwam, bekukho amaxesha apho umdla wam kwabasetyhini kunye nokwabelana ngesondo uphezulu, apho bendinoluvo lokuba ndiziva ndinomtsalane wesini kubantu basetyhini. Kodwa kuye kwakho namaxesha apho ndaziva ndonwabise ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndiziva ndingaqinisekanga malunga nokuba bendikhe ndabelana ngesondo okanye hayi. Andiqinisekanga ngokupheleleyo, kodwa iimvakalelo zam zangoku zithi zichanekile kwaye zesondo.
Ekufundeni i-asexuality, ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba ziphantse zalishumi elinambini iilebheli ezilingana ne-asexual sprectrum. Kukho ii-asexuals, i-grey-sexs, i-demi-sex kunye nezesondo. Kukho abantu abathandanayo, abathandanayo, abathandanayo, abathandanayo kunye nabathandana nabantu. Kwaye ke andibakhathaleli abantu abanesazisi sesini esichazayo kunye nantoni na, kuba andazi konke konke malunga naloo ndawo yesini kunye nokuzazisa ngokwesini.
Uxolo ngaleli bali elide, kodwa eyona nto iphantsi kwayo yile ilandelayo. Asinakukuxelela ukuba yintoni isini sakho. Oyena mntu unokufunda ngale nto nguwe. Kodwa amabali afana nelam namanye anokukunceda uqonde indlela oziphethe ngayo kunye neenkqubo zokucinga, ukuze ufumane impendulo echanekileyo kuwe.
Mhlawumbi u-asexual, bisexual, homosexual or heterosexual. Mhlawumbi u-asexual, kodwa ungwevu-ngokwesondo okanye ngokwesini (jonga ukuba awuyazi ukuba yintoni). Kwaye mhlawumbi awufuni ukwabelana ngesondo, kodwa njengokucinga. Mhlawumbi awufuni ukwabelana ngesondo, kodwa ungathanda ubudlelwane bezothando (nokuba ngowasetyhini okanye indoda).
Nangona kunjalo, ukuyeka uonobumba kunye nokunciphisa i-masturbation yinto engcono kakhulu ongayenza ukuze uphilise ingqondo yakho kwaye ufunde okungakumbi malunga nokwenene ngokwesini. Kungathatha ixesha ngaphambi kokuba ufumane iimpendulo, kodwa uzama ukwamukela imeko yakho uphucule apha.
Ubomi bunokuba buhle ngendlela ovumela ngayo. Awudingi isondo, iqabane (okanye imali eninzi ngento ekufaneleyo) ukuze ube nobomi obonwabisayo. Kufuneka nje wenze izinto ozithandayo.
Okuninzi:
Dlulisa amehlo kumawaka e-self-ingxelo ukuze ufunde ukuba ngubani na ku hlaziywa kwiinkcenkceshe ezenzelwe ukuziphatha kakubi ngokwesini: Ukubuyisela kwakhona iiAkhawunti ze-Akhawunti 1, Ukubuyisela kwakhona iiAkhawunti ze-Akhawunti 2 kwaye Ukubuyisela kwakhona iakhawunti zeakhawunti 3. Ukongezelela, ezi phepha zi-8 ziqulethe amabali amfutshane achaza Ukubuyisela ukuxhatshazwa ngokwesini: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8.
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